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The Ornery P.S.A.



It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...






A Satirical -ish Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me:

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.


When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on, through our blood stream.  Freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Every parent has had a situation as such, one way or another

I know I am not the only parent who has ever allowed my children to play with other children to go out and socialize, while having a good time with the others. I know I am not the only parent who has allowed my children to have a sleepover with other children, at other parent's homes. I know I cannot be the only person who has a similar story of these of which the experiences were what they were, though possibly the outcomes might have been different. When my son, my daughter, and I were living in Carrollton Texas I allowed my son to have a sleepover with one of the classmate friends he had at school at McCoy Elementary which I got along with that male's mom, I had gotten along much better

Collisions of multiple aspects

A journal entry I wrote years ago originally on fetlife, though I think it might be considered important in this particular time frame just as much now as back then in 2013 which you can see in full at this link: However I am going to add a few points additionally to the original article journal here, on my website. Military & BDSM Lifestyle Collision The Beginning... This older writing is being posted just 5 days after Armed Forces Day, on 18 May 2013. (Armed Forces Day is the 3rd Saturday of every May). This is a writing that was harder for me to write, for several reasons. Mainly the reasons for why such was so difficult for me had been beca

What I can think of for this point, though I am sure there is more in other ways

I have come to several realizations and as a brief note of what I want and need at this point for myself in the short and long term of such outside of my son and my daughter as the aspects of which I have since they were each conceived to now and to the future of my care, love, and concern; I myself need to make my own lists of what I want and need for myself individually, including my own needs/wants/desires. Admittedly a part of me feels selfish to look at such in a way as for much of my life it has been about surviving while living as best as I could despite the circumstances of my childhood, teenage years, to the current time of having to regrow up after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury

Wake up, and smell the coffee

In reference of the COVID situation and the amount of problems which have been caused by the situation thereof including various mandates which have caused various mandates which have allowed businesses to turn away customers which I thought was outlawed to discriminate against individuals disabilities, apparently the mandates which have been passed wrongly allows businesses to discriminate against people who have disabilities. Why is this allowed when there are not only civil rights acts in place; however there are also mandates and laws which prevent people with disabilities from being discriminated against wrongly, which predate the mandates in reference of the COVID aspects correct? Sin

A follow-up to a prior article I sent to Leatherati in 2012

Many years ago I wrote an article which was published on #Leatherti called "Males submissives and Female Dominants in the Modern Day Community" Personally when it comes to an array of aspects I have not denied being far more Dominant in various ways, though I am not and have not been a Professional Dominatrix. I have no qualms with those who have delved into the realms of the Professional Dominatrix aspect as for me personally, I know how my feelings can get and how in reference to various aspects the points of which my emotions could easily become entangled. Also with the fact that I am not willing to ever knowingly assist anyone to cheat on their spouse or relationship partner and as mul

Though shalt not blaspheme name of which...

In 2008 after my now dead-ex-husband had died because of a mixed medication overdose even though the #SanAntonioExpressNews #mysa knew that I was the ex-wife of my now dead-ex-husband well before he had returned to the active duty status for the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch, and though they did not know how abusive that time had been when involved; the article author #ScottHuddleson had refused to acknowledge that I was the ex-wife to my now dead-ex-husband when he wrote the article back in May of 2008, which I am unsure if the correction had been made in the San Antonio Express News. My biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had pointed out that the article stated

The upcoming 29 August 2020 date and some prior events around the date of 29 August

Apparently in a few days will be the 29th of August which is my birthday and for the first time I can think of, I actually remembered my own birthday a few days before the actual day. Usually because of the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I have not been able to remember the fact I have a birthday until either after the day however long that might take if I remember at all. The first year after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma I was in labor with my son and the following year, I was in the last stages of the third trimester with my daughter; though I had made sure my son had a birthday party with my now ex-in-laws, which I will discuss and write about befor

Questions and opinions about the COVID, masking, medical, and more.

This particular journal blog entry is going to discuss several aspects in regards of the ridiculousness of the mask wearing not just in the reference of the figurative way when speaking with others and pretending to be someone they are not or what is known as lying, though also in reference of the aspects of the #COVID19 mask wearing. Before I post several aspects for looking into including a video I recorded in reference to when on my Medal of Honor Art Project, I have a few points of which need to be paid attention to. Originally I was not planning on actually going into much details about a particular event which occurred a few weeks ago though I did initially begin to write about it, I


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Modeling, life, relationships, healing, technology, SCUBA Diving, and more. Oh, my!

This particular journal blog entry is a bit different in certain references as this points of which I will be writing about will be tying a few aspects together in regards of problems I have had with technology ever since waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, the aspects of #SCUBA Diving, various relationship aspects, and several others. The involvement of which in various regards in which is similar to going down a proverbial rabbit hole, however the importance of for clarification even though years later; are pertinent for various specifics. Whether such specific points are considered important to others is up to them individually, however for myself to clarify; I persona

Thoughts in reference to Bitcoin and cryptocurrency, as well as a few thoughts.

After some thoughts about something recent, I have been wondering quite a bit (pun intended) about the #Bitcoin mining thing as well as bitcoin itself. Those who know me and know of my problems with technology I am sure such would be a surprise of me wondering about the bitcoin aspect, however you also know my thoughts go in whichever direction my thoughts go; the same for feelings, and etcetera. Myself thinking about #cryptocurrency I would guesstimate to some, might be a bit odd. I admit, it has been an odd thought process wondering about such and pondering why I would continue thinking about such; however sometimes my feelings have weird oddities, which seem to continue until the feel

Medal of Honor Art Project by me, the first full process completed : 3 videos of different topics

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I noticed several journal blog entries went missing, so here is a brief aspect of

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Election in reference to community in the short and the long term; details thereof (OPINION)

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6888th Postal Battalion, WAVES, & WAC Units, also Dr. Mary Edwards Walker: female Medal of Honor

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As working on my Medal of Honor Art Project 8 August 2020, a few thoughts and opinions of

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The modeling pictures are of me and while I have images of other aspects in my journal blog entries as well as links to articles, those are those journalists' work and I have given them credit for such without taking any credits from their writings/photography/etcetera.  Hence why I posted their names, the companies the journalsts worked for at the time, and so on. 


While I did not state the photography of such were mine; again in reference of the links to the direct articles in my journal blog, being fully available to be seen as to not take credit away, from each of the photo-journalists and writers thereof. 


The same is in reference of my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By:  Susan MeeLing", in reference to credits due to each individual writing within that specifically are for legal purposes of references and for examples; in comparison to my own writings, of which are the majority of within those pages.

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