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Susan MeeLing
Also Known As
Ordained Reverend Susan MeeLing
Also Known As
Lady Dori Belle
This wesbite similarly to Myself, is not boastful nor prideful at all, it is just a record regarding the factors needed to explanations if I can see a reason for such as that is how I have been on social media the whole time when I have posted.
I have not ever authorized any games at all per such factors of My website or of My life whatsoever, nor would I ever allow such factors ever and if anyone at all made a decision to do so without My permission first and without My consent per being informed first; then such others are to be considered resposible for their accountable actions and choices thereof, per the differences per Myself.
When I have written about the situations at the exact time of per the exact time of, it was only to inform as an update per what the occurrences were as I was dealing with at the exact time of the situations. If I was asked personally what would have been or what would be best for me per the exact timeframes of, then such differences regarding the hypotheticals of if situations just the same per when I actually do write and/or post such updates per the exact time of the updates are the exact time of the updates per common sense.
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My website just as My life is not a game at all, as just because of purchasing games at GameStop for My biological children to play as I was not interested in playing any of the games as to such references to remember as I do not play games and have not personally played any games at any point in time of my own wanting to do so since I was a child in elementary school.
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Remember, the comments section is not where to contact me since the communication is through my To Contact Form.
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Since I was told others thought I was selfdepricating, the factors regarding my saying then give an excample of what real selfdeprication is per my saying in my journal blog The Ornery PSA.
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ASVAB individualized test scores are based from the individual's personal education plans known per the system, and thus as the system would know the information as the entire basic background of the education when My personal ASVAB scores were in 1996 a 93 score and in 2000 a 98 score before My TBI on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 when I was in Basic Training at Fort Sill in Oklahoma in the beginning months of the year of 2000 before I woke up in Texas after my coma and was in Medial Hold Unit before it became Warrior Transition Unit later. Thus from My personal education background after the Neurological Tests in the combined factors from the year of 2000 through 2005 when I was rated as per My second grade level of background as to My personal education from when I was a child.
Anyone that would ever have the misconception of such factors does not care about me personally and needs to recalibrate their thoughts, because if I as my individual self actually mattered as to what My personal considerations are as to mattering then as to the capacities where I would be capable to consistently be in a good mood and actually believe in my own value to existence as I would then be capable to believe My personal work as to the aspects of everything I worked on would be where I could actually believe that what I worked on was and is worthwhile as to what my considerations are as to being considered as worthwhile.
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In reference to the facts that I have not spoken with in any capacity I personally would consider as speaking with to anyone I personally once knew as per the aspects of a needless problem that stemmed from a #GameStop Game Stop employee that threw a temper tantrum about how my biological son's grades were not acceptable for the time as while the aspects of the situations where actual real requirements of what my personal minimum standards were for my biological son as I was lenient as the timeframes thereof and thus as to the additional problems as to the situations referencing an individual who was only a roommate as to the aspects of the initial timeframe of Irving Texas as per the timeframe of, the situations as the #Playstation Play Station to the difference of the other system that were known to me at the time as only having went into the store location to then go to the counter to purchase the games for My biological son/daughter instead of what the other aspects of however such was arranged as per what was not informed to me officially as not until the year of 2012 when I was in San Antonio Texas as the aspects of 2012 after the situations; then as to the aspects where the Carrollton Texas as per the Fort Worth Zoo aspects as per the clarifications from the timeframe of 2010 in April on the 28th as the references regarding the unwanted drama from the aspects of my biological children's biological paternal side of my children's family, as realistically if I was actually treated as family as to the differences of My personal considerations as to such factors as just as if I personally was cared for and cared about as how there would not ever have been as such aspects of what I personally consider as games.
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Thus such situations as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as the situations during such timeframes as to the aspects of the individuals as to each one who had caused the times are responsible for their choices, as the reality of seeing in advance is not the same as ever causing anything to occur as the common sense would be if there were such aspects of common sense as well as belief and truth as to the trust from the start in Me and if such trust in Me would be as well as remain as to such aspects of as the if situations.
February 1993 and 11 September 2001 such aspects where there was not any assistance referencing support for me as to my personal needs as per my clarifications throughout the times, because if there was emotional support for Me then as to the differences as to the situations obviously as what I have seen as to what I have actually worked on and worked for to being capable to actually having such; though such requires actually being on time regarding such factors from others, as per my needs consistently as well as correctly as My personal considerations.
Before the aspects of my creation of my website for my work as well as for me to being capable to express myself as per such aspects of if I had real friends in my life instead of the situations that hypothetically occurred because of the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in reference to the year of 2008 as to my children's biological father's death where the Criminal Investigation Division was only called in after the Chief Warrant Officer 3 who was direct ordered to be at the E5 location for the situations of the funeral in DFW. The aspects of where I made attempts despite the situations of the length of time I was awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI as the aspects of where the factors of having given birth to my biological son and my biological daughter with a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for a total of 8.5 years from what I was informed of in the years of 2000 through the year of 2008 when I was informed by the Neurologist after another MRI and another CAT scan as to myself being fully clear from the subarachnoid hemorrhage as having seen the damages in the scans from the residual aspects because of the lack of correct medical care for Me as per the aspects of how much I made attempts to the clarifications since such individuals that were as they were as I would be amazed if there ever are as to such aspects of My considerations as per such on time as correctly as such.
Only after the timeframe of having spoken with the E7 whom was promoted to E8 over a weekend at the time during the week prior to the locations of the funeral as to the aspects when he was direct ordered as he was not high enough ranking to be at the location, though before the Criminal Investigation Division called me to ask me to arrive at the MP station to then be picked up where my vehicle was at the MP station while I was taken to CID referencing the as the interrogation as per the room as well as the timeframe from 9am through to the timeframe of 2:30pm/14:30. As the multiple soldiers asked me questions repeatedly before showing Me the laptop of the picture slideshow of what they found at my children's biological's room at the location as they informed me was the Warrior Transition Unit area. Though since the time at the DFW location the weekend prior as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 for an E5 funeral was as I had to save him from the drama from my children's biological other side of their family paternally, as the situations where the two sisters and their two sets to two daughters as well as one of their son's went to leap and I jumped to action to stop them from getting any further to the Chief Warrant Officer 3. As he pointed to the #JCPenny JC Penny image from the dress blues with what was acknowledged as Grandpa Nichols' Dress Greens uniform though as I had explained as to the try as to the dress blues because of my opinions about the Marine Corps without ever asking Me about the factors of My reasons why. Thus as to the situations where I wrote about such in "Finding A Silver Lining" as the situations regarding the garage as the aspects of the year of 2006 and 2007, thus in reference to the fact that one of the two sisters complained about how the Army branch Chief Warrant Officer 3 did not care about her being a dependent for an Air Force Enlisted graduate from 2001 because of what she thought as to the failures of such differences as to the aspects thereof hypothetically.
Since such needless drama from individuals who needed to comprehend that I am the one and only Sponsor in reference to my Blue Identification card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per such situations in the year of 2001 as per her admittance as the timeframe when that individual and her children were on Lackland Air Force Base before the graduation to the Chief Warrant Officer 3, as I did not ever give anyone of those individuals any permissions to ever have any aspect of my identification from the starting point as the facts as per that particular having known from Grandpa Nichols as to the aspects as she said while I had Braxton Hicks contractions as the situations referencing the needless stress from the aspects of having used my ID card to get on the base as to such aspects of where the needless problems as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI was unwantedly tested by individuals who were not family to Me had chosen as they had needlessly. Then as to the aspects when as to the asking repeatedly instead of what would just be accepted, though if as to My personal work as to such aspects of if I had real in person real life support because of actually having real friends as such would be normal as such aspects regarding the if factors of being on time correctly in truth as telling Me if they knew Me first or if they knew of Me and how instead of such guessing and those hinting as the reality of what has only been as needless games because of those individuals.
The facts of being awake from my coma for less than 12 months from waking up from my coma as to the Justice of the Peace in less than 5 months from being awake from my coma that was on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to how many attempts I made to get to my home state of New Jersey because I comprehended what I needed to take care of for my people who I knew that were not as to any pop culture references at all as to #NewJersey New Jersey, as well as multiple other areas throughout the states of New York state and Pennsylvania as who I personally knew in real life as to such aspects where such individuals who should have actually been better as humanity as human beings actually would have done so as per such without any hesitations as such aspects where I have not ever hesitated as to getting as swiftly as possible directly to and informing as best as possible as the facts. If as to such aspects of pop culture if factors of lying renne faire types, the factors of the differences as My actual real modeling and not selfies as to such situations they caused as to such if factors as per the truth as such hypotheticals.
The aspects as to my journal blog updates as to what would have been best for me personally if I personally as per of my own free will without any force, without any falseness, without any coercion, and without anything I consider as games at all at such times, then I would actually having had others who as what the aspects as what is considered as what I personally could and would consider as personal support for Me in real life in person face to face in person in the same location of living as the same address fully as the common sense aspects of if in a specific type of monogamous relationship instead of what has occurred as to what I personally had dealt with as to such aspects; though the reality of situations as to recovering from the aspects of my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 Basic Training head injury/TBI, though if as a 17 year old legally at the time as to the aspects of such factors as throughout such lengths of time as when I am actually believed as to officially being informed since such aspects as to the factors as to the aspects of what I personally dealt with as to equality as while I have been on time as swiftly and correctly and honestly as possible as to such aspects of such requirements for Me as I have officially notified in truth genuinely.
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The facts of such individuals as per instead of what I have comprehended is best for Myself as throughout the years since 2000, as the aspects of how everything instead has been anything except my personal needs for me personally to consider having the support personally as per what my personal considerations are as support for me as the facts of 1993 in February and any individual who has needlessly been in my way instead of what I comprehended I have needed for such aspects as where the lives that I could have reconnected with as to whom I personally knew in other areas that were not in directories as the Amish and the Mennonites and as whom I refer to as Mountaineers as to the aspects of how many lives whomever had wrongfully been as to such aspects. To whom I should have been capable to actually reconnect with personally as my family immediately if the reality was actually reality instead of those types of those games, instead of how serious I have always been similarly since as to the aspects of how my biological son and I wound up in Washington state after the situations of the Fort Worth Zoo instead of what was needed the entire time as the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers would have obviously been different if they actually respected Me personally and actually respected My work as I paid for My 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the Marine Science Technology School with the Navy attachment invitation I was given.
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As such needless games as such factors to begin with for me personally, thus that individual as well as all of the teenager aged millennials as to such factors of how they thought more highly of themselves than the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as well as Myself as to how I have not ever allowed and would not ever allow anyone to use my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America and/or any of my identification cards; as I am the one and only who has and always is allowed to use such as there is not one other who I have ever given permission for such aspects ever, though if I were to be taken seriously as such aspects as well as with actual respect as I consider as respect would be as to such factors. Anyone and everyone who has ever dealt with any individual of where others such falsifications from those others, needs to contact the FBI as well as other such law enforcement as the facts that there is not any allowances of any such individuals such as the biologicals as well as there has only been Myself as I do not need to impersonate Myself to ever unlike those types hypothetical types ever.
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Thus as to such factors where the situations I was already dealing with as to such aspects of the lack of proper medical care as per the length of time as well as the situations throughout the years and decades of 2000 through 2022 as now in the year of 2023 as to such immaturity of such individuals of such hypothetical failed interpretations of anything and everything, as to such if factors as to those others having contacted CID for what was not an issue to begin with as to such others' overreactive responses instead of actually asking me personally. If there is a law firm who actually would assist Me as per such aspects for My best interests as I have asked before, as the situations regarding the factors regarding the combined situations. Thus as many attempts as to actually be with those whom I have considered as important to Me as those whom have actually cared about me and cared for me correctly when I personally knew them in person face to face in person in real life in the genuine truth, as to such aspects of the hypotheticals instead of what has occurred as the hypothetical proof as to how such aspects of the area as the time of 1993 in February is before the time of what is considered as 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001.
A genuine friend of Mine in reference to Washington state in the years of 2013 through 2019 would have walked up to Me to speak with Me using real words audibly as per discussions and spoken with Me in truth asking Me if I remembered them as having been officially told that if I were ever above the Mason Dixon Line to live, there is only the state of New Jersey for the first time to being above the Mason-Dixon area as I informed honestly; as anyone with common sense would be capable to comprehend though if I personally was cared about as what My personal considerations of being cared about and cared for as my personal considerations are would have actually been for me, in the reality for me as they would have comprehended the facts if they actually ever were there and if they actually had valued My friendship at the times as My considerations as they would have believed Me about My cognitive disorders as well as My memory deficits instead of those prior times as by this time of the year of 2023 as the aspects of such individuals would have contacted Me as instead of the years of occurrences of 2019 through 2022 as obviously fans of Mine would only make things easier for Me instead of the situations.
To actually have and keep and be involved with as per My personal comfort levels without stress as such only adds to My physical pain levels of My headaches and My migraines as common sense as the facts, as to such factors of already having been making attempts as per such factors as the real assistance for Me would have been as what I comprehend(ed) as the real truth as real phone calls I would have spoken on the phone with as such hypotheticals as such emails I would have received on time as per such aspects of in truth just the same as the realness of instead; however when as to such aspects of if factors as to if others chose to play games instead of just doing exactly what I needed as per such aspects instead of what hypothetical games instead of what would actually as per such factors being best for the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI after effects as there would not ever have been any aspect of what I personally consider as gamers as I do not play games at all as I personally have not played knowingly any video games nor any computer games since before the year of 1992 as I had to grow up as there was not such luxuries as to such aspects of such escapism from reality ever.
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If I was/am believed as I actually comprehended needed to be completed as to such aspects of the educational system where I was born and raised as to the facts of the differences where all students had an Individual Education Plan because the Asher Holmes Elementary School, there is a real ADA Special Needs built in ramp for the individuals with wheelchairs instead of what I had seen in other areas. Just as Marlboro Middle School had an elevator as well as stairs within the school as to such differences to all such hypotheticals as to if factors of others' individual schools as to their education, and thus as to my scores back in the references as to what was as per my educational background as the Asher Holmes Elementary School as per such system as to what they would consider as second grade math; though as I made attempts to clarify the Individual Education Plan system for each and every child in Asher Holmes Elementary School instead of the schools others came from as to the areas of the United States of America, as I am personally unaware of their schools.
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Thus because of the type of school system that was my elementary school as to the ways of such #IEP Individual Education Plan as the facts of having a built in when the school was constructed in the 1970s then into the year of 1980 or 1981 as I was informed around 1994, there is the facts of such differences regarding the overall as well as the individual factors as to the education system as to the #Montessori Montessori aspects as well as a fast track school system for college degree aspects as per the if factors per individual's work as through the years as from kindergarten through sixth grade. Thus as to there not being a specific coding for the different educational systems as to the aspects of such timeframes in the year of 2000 for what level My educational background as the arithmetic as per the proof, since My situations as per My 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as well as the electives as per the DMP that I was a part of an graduated from years ago in the year of 2011 as I paid for My education. Thus as to the aspects where such amounts of work in the one year timeframe-ish as to my childhood levels though without the physical headaches and without the migraines physically when I was a child before my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as realistically in the difference of what I once was, as to how slow to the differences of who I am as well as how such aspects of the lowered levels of my intellectual capabilities from my childhood into my teenager years despite what others' opinions have been as the factors of the timeframes since the year of 2000.
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Thus because of how I personally am as well as how important education is to my opinions as per my considerations as per real words as per real discussions as I do not consider any aspect officially in the button factors of ever giving any answer as since I cannot fit into a form, as to how such button answers do not officially count as to such regards of any factors. Thus in the situations as the aspects of where the attempts I made to explain such as in regards of any who remember(ed) me discussing Asher Holmes Elementary School and/or Lancaster Pennsylvania as to individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to whom I would have had the best time for being capable to have my memory deficit healing instead of the aspects of what I have dealt with as to the additional aspects of my cognitive disorders because of such factors as to the length of time I had been working on remembering as to the best of my capacity. If I was cared for correctly and believed from the beginning as to the factors of such lengths of time and thus as to individuals who would and could actually care for and care about Me and life as I consider, the aspects of what I survived as to such if factors of actually being more about living and life as the reality of being capable to appreciate technology though also comprehending such aspects of the requirement for actual balance as what factors are best for the individual such as Myself.
However as to the facts of my life personally as while the facts of who I could have reconnected within the correct on time aspects as the only ways to do so correctly is on time in person face to face in person for certain factors such as if factors, as My needs as well as with such individuals as per the Amish/Mennonites/Mountaineers needed Me; as while having been made into a Mom of two children biologically during the time of having a massive amount of blood as a subarachnoid hemorrhage
in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain just as the facts as the timeframes of from the 1993 as the 2001 situations of what occurred to the areas, as I am certain there are plenty who could have and would have appreciated answers before the timeframes of my journal blog updates from 2019 through 2022 if they were actually serious as I have always been serious.
In truth though such individuals who would have such connections directly as per such luxuries as others who would be compassionate to the areas would have been different, as the reality of correctly taking care of situations immediately if as to such care about Me and care for Me as such aspects of just speaking with Me in truth honestly.
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In my opinion those factors as to those aspects of those unlike Myself as to such regarding lying renne faire aspects, the differences from My creativity.
Instead of such aspects whereas if I am actually cared about correctly then the factors of My website would always be Mine as My work remains fully as per such aspects if I am actually cared about as actually cared for as well as My work being appreciated as per My personal needs as My personal requirements permanently, as I comprehend My needs for Myself and that is required for the beginning aspects of real respect both in person face to face in person as well as online. Only real fans of Mine would require such as well in conjunction as to comprehending My personal needs, as the requirements officially as the same as per My social media accounts as such permanency at all times as the aspects of importance if I am to believe such officially as I created as the same as My legal authorities regarding My books as the full conjunction required officially.
My modeling images are from My personal creativity just as the aspects as the facts that I created My book serieses and have taken the time to actually ensure to clarify the genre as to the differences of hypothetical regarding others' assumptions of if factors.
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Thus as to such factors where if life was actually cared about correctly and actually cared for correctly, as how instead of 2020 as the first time of seeing the northeast three states as to such factors as to the aspects of such amounts of needless suffering throughout such lengths of time as the aspects of my physical headaches each day and my physical migraines as how such times as to the length of time to such factors have been as to the aspects of where the actuality of having been capable to have lowered pain levels to such pain levels as to such suffering per day per week per month per year per decade thus far. Due to the facts of my educational background where I personally was invited to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment after having earned the capacity to being capable to meet with Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to the aspects of the timeframe from my individual education plan, as the aspects of the situations as to the hypotheticals as to the additional proof as to the state of Texas laws in my favor as to my liberty to protect and defend myself as required as per such initial starting point from the Austin Texas Brackenridge situation in the year of 2000 when all I went to go to make an attempt to deal with the situations with just going to one dance rave as not the stereotypes as to in any capacity as per having attended several in my youth years as per whatever the differences as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to the differences of who I am as I do not like normal dance clubs as I enjoy techno music and I enjoy remixes as I enjoy classical music as I enjoy country music as I enjoy rap music as I enjoy most types of music instead of what hypothetical assumptions as to born and raised New Jersey-ians are as to such if factors.
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The more than 5.5 hour Criminal Investigation Division I dealt with those situations in March of 2008, as the aspects of when the pictures were shown to me of the found location as well as the aspects of the images instead of following the commands as per the UCMJ as per such factors as the aspects of Me being a legal widow while being a biological Mom of 2 minor aged children as I will always remember and so should everyone officially.
However if it was a mistake as to such if factors as to my children's biological father instead of ever just accepting the facts as I told those individuals throughout #JBSA JBSA as to such aspects of the truth about my childhood, then as to the differences of all such situations as to if I would have been believed from the start from when I woke up from my coma instead of what I have dealt with hypothetically as to such aspects of the differences of what civility is as to such aspects of my considerations of manners and politeness as per how I personally was raised instead of the hypotheticals. Thus as to such situations from 2000 through 2022 as re-growing up as to such aspects as while I am appreciative of such assistance as to some benefits as to such factors as the differences regarding the aspects of my considerations of free will choice as well as the facts of what was my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the temporal area of my brain as such others' immaturity hypothetically as to the high schoolers from where I had not the need to be as to the areas of Illinois, as the facts of April 1998 to January 2000 for the total time as to such high schoolers as to the differences as to the 1980s into the year of 1998 as to the northeast areas of such situations. There is the facts I am not the only one who has dealt with moves, though such aspects as the situations referencing the facts of the times as such facts if life is actually wanted and actually preferred and needed.
Since the month of February 2022 as the first time of seeing what I would remember from the aspects of what I consider as was the most fun for me personally at Liberty Science Center as the timeframe that the aspects of what I would consider as real support for Me as a child as to such aspects from the situations of 1993 as well as 9/11 as to 11 September 2001 referencing such aspects of such amounts of lives that were in the areas, as I will improve My attitude when I have reasons to as I consider as the reality of the memorial of the 30 year timeframe is the reality of the first time I have ever been capable to ever grieve if there ever was anyone who ever actually thought correctly as I have not ever had the time to grieve ever about anything as there was only surviving at those times throughout 2001 through if anyone ever thought about the truth as the regards of the years of 2019 through 2022 were the first times I gave Myself the allowance if I ever had anyone at any point in time in My life who would have the common sense as to My references regarding support for Me if they would have actually thought and actually cared and had real compassion for Me; though why would anyone ever think about such before I said and/or wrote such facts as why would that matter regarding the years of 2019 through 2021 specifically?
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I doubt anyone from My life had ever actually figured that fact before I have written about such here on My website as the reality of My social media as such aspects, as why would I believe in humanity if those facts were not thought about for Me before as who in the months of February and/or September that specifically knew Me and/or of Me had ever processed the facts I informed them of about that of is it only in the year of 2023 that was thought about and if so then what does that say about each individual I once ever knew and/or knew of Me as to support and care about Me personally as to such references regarding what is humanity as whom have they had such luxuries as to supportive compassion and care in real life face to face and/or online as such social media individuals or was there a miscommunication regarding such hypotheticals?
My elementary school as by the time of where unlike my biological little sister as to how the difference of graduation as where I at the timeframe of 1994, where the differences as I had graduated sixth grade as to the college levels as to the factors of my SCUBA Diving as well for the proof as well as the work it took with the electives as to my graduation from My Dominant Mentor Program as to such differences.
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Thus as to the references of what would be best for me as to my comprehensions, it would be best for all as to accepting and retaining the information fully as such facts. Then as to such if factors as to the difference of what my second grade level as to the differences of other schools in the United States of America, as per the ASVAB testings back then in before the timeframe of 2010 to such prior times of before My Psalm Sunday 2000 TBI. Though if such were taken seriously from the beginning of such times as to the facts of such situations as to reconnecting with the real people that were/are my people as to such factors of differences as to the facts of the logistical timeframe review from September 2019 through December 2022, as while having acknowledged I have emotions as to such aspects as to where I personally had not acknowledged my personal emotions as to the references thereof as the clear capacity to read the words as to such factors. I have been capable to discern myself as per the aspects where the words per one of my books "The Modern Day Book" through the location of Amazon regarding my book publishings, as the aspects of the reality of being a Confirmed Member of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as the timeframe of a nine month work cycle as well as being an Ordained Reverend as per the words as I personally have clarified as well in my journal blog The Ornery PSA.
If I was cared about and cared for correctly as per my personal considerations as the reality of my background as to my educational aspects of the individual education plans, then as where such aspects of such situations of the differences regarding such hypotheticals as per such factors. Thus as to such situations when I was in fifth grade in the year of 1992 as having had to deal with such aspects as the obvious of differences as to if I personally was actually cared about and cared for as to the medical professionals as I would have been capable to actually have for my medical needs in the timeframes from 1992 into 1993, as to the massive distinctive differences as to then not the differences as per such especially as to the years from 2000 through 2013 as to the same factors of the years from 2013 through 2019 as to the same factors of 2019 through 2021 as such facts referencing any and all wrongful labels being fully removed as that does not include my tattoos as to such factors from my files permanently; as that obviously is as to my military records as to any such if factors as to the knowledge as well as the understanding as to the situations from the years of 2000 though now in the year of 2023 in the month of February, as per this update time to my website personally as the difference of any assumptions in references as my requirements now for me personally because of all those types as to needing to comprehend my second grade educational background is not the same as others'.
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If those of my children's biologicals have needed to accept if I was actually cared about correctly, In would have been capable to choose correctly as per my personal needs as such facts of 1993 as there has always been the difference between myself as the difference of my little biological who has needed to accept the differences of herself as to the differences of who I am as that factors as to the differences of my aspects are not the same at all whatsoever as to such factors of what was/is my best.
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The Congressional Investigation as well as Senatorial Investigations as to what occurred during my Basic Training as I personally had not testified ever in any military courtroom ever, as the aspects of as I already wrote about as the reality of where I had needed as per such aspects of such if factors of real justice for what I personally dealt with as what my considerations of are. Since the others as to such individuals who had made such choices instead of what the needs are as per my needs for me personally, as the factors as the situations of differences as to what once was as to such aspects to the difference of how much I personally loathe myself because of such situations as the aspects of if I personally was cared about as to what would have been immediate if I personally was actually cared for and cared about personally correctly as I can only take care of a certain amount and as comfort requirements for Me as such hypothetically were as to such regarding a priority for Me though as to such aspects of if others had ever actually comprehended the choices they made while such aspects of how would I ever be capable to grieve My people when such support was as to the last thought of if ever for Me.
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Since I do not play games at all as I clarified, then as to such regards of the time as what is humanity?
If such situations as per those individuals as per the timeframes as to such if factors as to the aspects of my considerations as to what others as to the aspects of pop culture as to those situations, the differences of My modeling images from the outfits I created are just from the same aspects of just being creative.
My personal considerations of the aspects of the reality of what makes and keeps Me happy as to such differences as the amounts of time, as to such factors where if I were actually capable to have been as what My personal needs were as to how I would have been happier and happiest instead of the occurrences as there is only such aspects of what actually keeps me happy instead of the assumptions hypothetically as just because of attending a rave as to just attempt to make the best of the situations at the time of Medical Hold Unit instead of such hypotheticals as to such references of New Jersey, as the guesstimation I have went to consider as the conclusion of such individuals regarding such hypotheticals regarding the length of time as per such factors.
Thus if when My minor aged biological children at the time as their biologicals and such connections, then as to the situations in regards of the same month of April as to the reference of what New York Citiers and not New Jersey-ians would as to such if factors of high schoolers from Illinois would assume as to such 1998 aspects as to the year of 2008 as well as to the year of 2010 as to such aspects of not personally
wanting nor needing a high school 10 year as to such differences as to the facts referencing the other areas of outside of life as such was not in directories as there are not white pages for the Amish or the Mennonites or the Mountaineers from the 1980s and the 1990s if there was common sense to such high schoolers as those cheerleaders/pommies failed as I guesstimate as well as such if factors as to the references of those types assumed they knew everything about the only locations they ever thought of instead of the areas as well as locations I actually went to and knew such Amish and Mennonites and Mountaineer of those real people who could not ever be replaced as to how such types had not ever actually hypothetically had the capacity to think about as why would they ever actually care about life as what type of hypocrites would they be if they are vegans and/or vegetarians as to the farmlands as what importance would the grains that came from be as well as such fruits and vegetables and the animals thereof that would need such as why would that ever matter to such if factors?
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Thus as per comprehending the reasons for being capable to keep My website and My social media in full as best as possible as hopefully such actual positive inspiration as surviving such aspects as even though I am the only one who has ever pubicaly acknowledged such facts about Myself and about My life experiences personally, there are actual strengths of being capable to do so honestly in My opinion as the reality of how many individuals who could see an actual support despite My having dealt with such aspects as the aspects of survival might actually be of importance for others in the United States of America and the world if such individuals ever thought of such factors as more than just themselves as to such high school aspects of if factors as to such hypotheticals as the facts are as such mentality of such if situations of others actually being capable to progress forward as I have made attempts to progress forward Myself as well as such facts are required regarding the memorials as the common sense aspects of the in full is actually important as the reasons why I have explained as obviously intellectuals are capable to comprehend such reasons in a smaller and a larger factors of common sense as to the fullness of such as the maturity required for actual intellectual emotional intelligence for such regards of the formation of the US Space Force/NASA though also as to the references of other companies regarding the space exploration from the earth outward to the Milky Way Galaxy and the universe.
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In my personal opinion the aspects of any misconceptions that could have been clarified earlier to any journal blog entry of mine in The Ornery PSA does not have the capacity to be a fan of mine as what my considerations are because of my personal religious beliefs, and since my biological family has not ever reached out to speak with me when I made the attempts to explain my timeframe as to the work required then if they ever actually cared about me as to what my considerations of care about me are as a biological adult as to the aspects of where they would have respected the requirements as to the work I needed to take care of as I personally clarified as to the specifics of the timeframes before my updates as to my review timeframe of the review process only as per the review of such timeframes in the year of 2019 through 2021 as the facts of the timeframes between most specifically of the years of 2000 through 2013 as to such factors as to the capacities of the situations as proven as the obvious factors of the invitations where I personally would have been invited instead of the situations that occurred as to the prior years as per the situations such as the aspects of my book "Finding A Silver Lining". The aspects as to the references regarding my children's biological father as to such differences of as to what the considerations of my personal needs as to such timeframes as to the proof as to such considerations regarding the specifics as to the timeframes thereof as to such aspects of where if my life mattered as well as who I am mattered as to the capacities of what would have been different at the exact timeframes of as per such facts, thus as to such updates as to the timeframe of my review of the aspects as to the timeframes in all situations were thereof only because of noticing the merger as to the factors of the company that AT&T that made T-Mobile as to the Verizon Wireless already having had such merger factors with the reference in 6 June 2022 as to the Sprint company.
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If individuals I once knew throughout the timeframe who could have spoken with me in such capacities that would have been easier for me personally to go through such information had actually contacted me personally as per such requests repeatedly as to what would have been best for me personally as to actually being capable to believe I as well as my work actually mattered in the considerations of what I consider as actually mattering, then I would have been capable to be calmer instead of dealing with the amount of raised pain levels from the timeframe of 2013 through 2019 as to what pain levels were raised in my physical headaches as being capable to see as to the hair waxed along the sides of my head as well as the back of my neck because of how painful the aspects of my headaches were as to such times. Though if I was cared about and if I was wanted as to what my considerations are as to such factors, then such aspects of real discussions that would have occurred instead of the aspects of the medical procedure that occurred in the year of 2017 as to the Seattle VA as to the updates in my journal blog as to the aspects thereof where if I was actually cared about as to such individuals I personally knew in person face to face in person who would have asked me in truth with real words audibly as to how discussions are instead of such factors as to how such situations have been.
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Speaking with anyone else about what I personally am dealing with at an exact point in time only is to such factors as to speaking with another person about what I am dealing with as to that exact point in time, as that is not asking me personally as to such common sense factors of asking someone else instead of the best capacities as to what a friend would do as to in the capacities of what my considerations are as to such factors. Since I presume all others as to such prior timeframes of between the years of the aspects most specifically as to social media regarding the factors of 2000 through 2013 at the minimum had written their opinions about me personally as to their opinions of me as to their opinions of my life as to their opinions of my physical looks as to their opinions of my intellect as to their opinions of my emotions as to their opinions of my spirituality as to their opinions of my sexuality as to the timeframe of the logistical review as to such timeframes of 2019 through 2022, then as to such factors of having acknowledged such aspects of my quietness as to such points in time as to the aspects of my personal biases and the reasons why I had such a review of the viewpoint as to such points in time of the years of 2019 through 2022 as the facts of such if hypothetical factors as to such aspects of where their freedoms as to such expression as to such if factors as to the years most specifically of 2000 through 2013 as to the aspects of my need to have some way to actually go through such factors personally since there has not ever been anyone in my life that I could personally speak with about such aspects of any capacity as unlike such others as to the aspects of such points in time as to the factors of what my needs just as anyone else's needs to have someone in their real life that they can speak with that actually cares about them in real life as while the online factors are as to such references thereof as to such aspects of when faith as to being capable to have such a relationship in real life in person face to face in person in real life began to just dwindle as to the factors as to such aspects of where the online aspects as to having actually believed that it would or could actually be a way for me to have real friends instead of just being read about as to what my personal considerations are as to after a certain point of time as to actually being ignorant enough to believe I could actually be accepted for who I am and cared about for who I am as to actually being loved for who I am.
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My timeframe as to the review of such factors with the guesstimattion of if as to such aspects hypothetically with as to the online factors and/or in person face to face in person factors and/or phone calls as to such guesstimation as to such comments about me as to discussions with others about me as to such differences thereof to speaking with me as to the review timeframe only because of such factors as to the aspects thereof to the truth in full as to such aspects as to all such full truth in genuine truth as to the exact points in time as to their writings as to their phone calls as to the exact point in time as to my review as to the aspects of the truthful timeline at all times as to such only way to truthfully fix and repair in all such factors of what fixing and repairing as to humanity actually is, though as to since I guesstimate since as to such if factors as to such assumptions as to the if factors instead of actually asking me as to as such prior timeframes of anyone ever actually asking me personally as to such specifics as to the exqact points in time; as to such aspects of the year of 2022 in February as to when I just gave up because if discussions could have occurred truthfully as to how many times I genuinely have made attempts to reach out in truth without hiding as to being honest and not ever testing anyone else because of the facts of my diagnosis from the Neurologists as to the aspects of such factors as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury and the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took to the year of 2008 to dissipate while I made the attempts to be capable to assist as I comprehended the assistances actually were needed though just as I myself had needed real assistance instead of assumptions as to such hypotheticals as to what my considerations are as to such factors.
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I am far more intellectual and spiritual as to such aspects as to such factors instead of such hypothetical assumptions, though that would require individuals who would care enough in the capacities of what I consider as to the factors thereof to actually understanding such aspects though as to the time as to such factors regarding the reality. Thus as to the facts of the warnings I gave as to the aspects of when I saw as to what I saw as to such aspects thereof during the various years and decades, if I was taken seriously and actually cared about as what I consider as being cared about as again that requires actually asking me personally as to ever finding out as to such aspects thereof as obviously if I was actually cared about as to my considerations as to such factors as to the aspects of the comments I had read in the years more specific as to 2010 through 2013 as to such differences as to what my considerations as to such aspects as to being cared about as to such differences of what my considerations of care are. However my actions obviously speak either just as loud as my words and/or louder than my words as to the real actual attempts whether as to the phone calls I made personally, the emails I sent, the posts I made in the various areas, the in person face to face in person attempts, as well as the follow ups personally as I have not had the luxury of a staff that I knew of that I was ever informed of that I could ask to take care of such specifics as to being informed officially as to ever knowing of such to ever actually having a staff that would inform me of such aspects as that would be common sense if I were to actually have a staff as to the direct knowledge of such aspects of my personally being informed of having a staff and thus as to where I personally have not played any games ever as to since waking up from my coma as to such me personally ever playing any games of my choice of where I personally had the personal want or the personal need to ever play any games whatsoever knowingly; as to the aspects of as I have guesstimated as to especially after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as well as the other factors thereof as also I do not watch television as I usually might listen to such though only in certain factors, as I personally had not liked much television before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as the same as to the reality in reference to movies or streaming as to the timeframe more commonly now as to such references because of my headaches and my migraines mostly in my personal opinion.
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Thus as to such if factors as to others as to their choices as to their lives as to their aspects of their games unlike myself, that is their choices as those are their lives as that is the aspects of such differences.
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My considerations of such aspects of the review only having done so as to the capacities of as to such timeframes in the year of 2019 after the occurrences thereof as to the timeframe of 2019 and before as to such factors as to then seeing the facts of the timeframe of #Tmobile #ATT #Verizon #Sprint TMobile and Sprint, as to my personal concerns as to such if factors as my ignorance as to my belief that if anyone actually knew of my website as to getting the capability to actually speak with the individuals thereof as to such if factors as to maturity as to such specific timeframes as to such prior attempts of mine as to the factors as to speaking with as to the reality of reading on my website is only the aspects of reading on my website just as the aspects of reading on other social media platforms as to such only reading on other social media platforms as to the aspects of such phone calls as to such phone calls as to such in person face to face in person as to such in person face to face in person as I do not play games just as I do not hint at all as I am direct and honest as possible in all such capacities if that actually mattered as to what my considerations of mattering are though since as to such aspects where such timeframes went as to the ways as to such timeframes went instead of my personal needs as instead of my personal wants as instead of my personal wishes and hopes as to when the timeframe of February 2022 as to such factors where I just had no belief in humanity any further as it only took me from the 1980s through the 1990s through the 2000s through the 2010s into the 2020s to that point in time of the year of 2022 to stop myself from believing such because of what I personally already had dealt with before such times as to the review process as the facts of the Bible where no one should ever be alone as to in life as to how such aspects of the reality as to what I have dealt with as to such lengths of time as per the truth as in the real proof as to in such times.
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Ignorantly I suppose as to believing I could actually be capable to be good enough for a real marriage as to such aspects of my own personal requirements that would actually be with another human being as a real man as to such aspects as to such factors of me being a biological female as I consider the terminology as to such aspects of being a tomboy since I was a child, and since such aspects of how girls and others as to such as to the aspects of where such aspects of the factors regarding the aspects of the situations differently as to my life as my personal life experiences. While I was legally married to my children's biological father before the year of 2008 as to the aspects thereof despite the start as well as despite those separations as well as the factors as to such aspects of such situations of differences as to the stereotypes regarding such if hypotheticals, then as to such factors regarding such situations as to my considerations as actually believing that I could ever be good enough for an actual real marriage of my own free will with another human being as to of their own free will as to both of us actually wanting to be with one another and needing to be with one another as per what an actual real marriage is supposed to be instead of the aspects as to such aspects of what once was as there was not ever any romance ever as to what my considerations as to such aspects for such are especially as to the aspects of my considerations being as to such factors of romance as the important factors as to what romance is considered as in such factors thereof to the aspects of if as to the requirement of romance being considered as romance then hypothetically should make sure it is actually considered as romance to me to such considerations instead of such misinterpretations as hypothetically as to such factors as to where I personally would know officially of such and would actually be capable to understand of such aspects as I personally do not flirt with anyone at all if I am not in a relationship dating as per such aspects of being a tomboy or as the terminology of being a female as to such references throughout such times as to the capability of comprehending as to such aspects of the importance of being serious at the correct points in time as I learned from when I was a child and when I was a teenager as before I was a biological adult as I did not have the luxuries that others had as to such aspects of the difference in full as to the aspects of my biological little sister as despite what others may have seen as to such experiences as to the aspects of such in whatever point of time as to the difference fully as to the aspects of my personal responsibilities as to my life instead of the assumptions as well as what I had wrongly been blamed incorrectly and then by the time that such was clear as to such aspects as to how many friends I had as to what friends I had as to such past tense because if I was believed from the beginning as to such aspects as to such discussions during the timeframes thereof as to such aspects prior to the year of 2000 though also after the year of 2000 as to where I would actually have been capable to have such aspects of such luxuries for myself as well; as per such regards as to the references in such situations as to the only time I ever allowed myself to show in writing my own aspects as to such review factors as obviously such discussions as to the exact points in time were as to such factors of the exact points in time because if I was capable to keep my friends as to actually as what I personally consider as to such factors as to the situations where if I was recognized from such individuals as to such prior points in time as the years from 2013 through 2018 as to where if I had such aspects of such friendship as to where they would have walked up to me and spoken with me in real audible words as to the real discussion aspects as to the reference for such audible factors as to my YouTube Channel as to hearing such speaking instead of if factors as to others asking for others as to me as to such if factors as to such aspects of if standing before me as to the silence referencing such if factors to the reference of one of my book series called "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy" as I told everyone the truth from the beginning and if I was believed from the beginning as to the facts as to such aspects of such aspects as I personally do not choose to ever play games as I am not that type of individual who has ever found enjoyment as to such games personally as there is nothing relaxing to me about games at all as I have been told when I was a child and a teenager as to being far more mature than as to what was noticed as to my biological age throughout the latter 1980s through the 1990s through the 2000s through the 2010s though when such aspects of when I was reminded of my age as to such factors as to before my time as to such aspects of pop culture references mainly though also as to such other factors depending upon the situations.
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Since such aspects of actually getting to know me as to my considerations of such aspects instead of such hypothetical assumptions referencing such if factors has not been what I personally consider for myself as well to my work being considered seriously, as the aspects of the directness as to such factors as while I consider myself in person face to face in person as possibly more quiet as to such aspects of my headaches and migraines since the year of 2000 that does not translate to where aspects of my thoughts regarding such aspects of such factors as to my personal life experiences and/or personally seeing others as to such aspects as to discussions as to such factors and/or just seeing as to the aspects of such considerations of sight as to the spiritual sight utilizing words that make sense to me for such aspects where as best as possible to make attempts to actually communicate. If my work was taken seriously honestly, then there would be the common sense as to my website as to my work as to myself actually being taken seriously and cared about correctly as to my considerations of what I personally consider as correct. Since I have clarified to use my To Contact Form and/or to use my website phone number if needing to clarify and/or ask me and/or schedule with me as to what my personal considerations are as to such aspects of what my personal considerations are, then I would believe as to individuals actually respecting me as well as respecting my work as what my personal considerations are for the aspects thereof as what the reality of as to my considerations as the aspects of such factors as then as to such aspects of my considerations of being wanted as to my considerations of such aspects of being wanted as what my considerations of such are just as such considerations of if factors as to actually being cared about as to my considerations of being cared about as to in conjunction as to some factors as to the aspects thereof as the proverbial reference of the country song lyrics "I don't want to be a one man band". though as to such aspects of actually speaking with me as what actually would be where I personally would understand from such knowledge as per such factors of such discussions as that is what communication is with me as my considerations of as to those smallest and teeniest few short times of such aspects of real human being discussions with me.
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While I have worked on my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProjecttrips Medal of Honor Art Project as the aspects of as per having grown up seeing far longer than if factors as to others considerations, actually being informed of being believed personally as to such factors of such differences. I have comprehended the children that are my biological children that I gave birth to were going to grow up above the legal age at a point in time, and thus as to such aspects of where for the metaphors in some factors though as to such aspects of comprehending my own personal needs for myself as to such aspects of real life for me as to such aspects when the timeframe came as to such aspects as I told others as well as having written about such later; I comprehended my personal needs for myself to being capable to have the genuinely real sensations of such aspects of a real relationship as to such factors of long term as to such aspects thereof, as it seems important for real relationships to actually be capable to have and be as such if actually seeking as well as actually attaining my considerations of actual real success as to a real marriage where actually being happy to be with me and actually being proud of me as visa versa as to such factors in genuine truth as to such aspects of aspects regarding the situations as to the facts pertaining to proven. I have worked on my fact books as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork of my own personal time, of my own personal finances as the factors of such in regards of my journal blog The Ornery PSA of my own personal life experiences, and as such of on what is supposed to be considered as my personal time as the factors of the truth as I made attempts to assist as to such versions of security protocol measures as the amounts of preventative procedures for life to progress from the security assessments of the logistical viewpoints while hopefully being capable to assist others as well as myself as to the aspects of multiple factors regarding the three state area of the tristate northeast as well as the east coast of the United States of America.
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Since the aspects of what is daily physical pain referencing my headaches as to the weekly physical pain as what is as to my migraines that while my background as to the factors referencing the education factors as in schools for such individual education plans as per the reality, the aspects thereof to what my personal tests scores as to the timeframes of the #ASVAB ASVAB to the differences from when I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury scores as to second grade referencing such aspects as to the difference regarding the aspects of others' individual education plans as to how such locations thereof as to such differences regarding the aspects of depending upon. When in reference as to the aspects of having reached out the reality as to such factors when the knowledge of the aspects of such specifics are known, then the common sense factors as to the references thereof as to such clarifications as to their responsibility to do so for themselves for such aspects of the specific name as in my personal opinion.
The same as to such references as when I was modeling as to the timeframes of when the image aspects were as to such as such levels of pain additionally as to from my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving work as there was no one to discuss such with as to the aspects thereof during the timeframes, though as to such differences as to what considerations of care are as to such aspects and factors thereof to the timeframes while having dealt with the aspects of what I was dealing with as to such situations combined as because of the reality during such factors while the situations thereof as to such attempts of discussions as the if factor as to not having had to constantly repeat myself about the aspects of the timeframes in specifics as to such aspects of such timeframes; then as to where the possibility as to what I could have actually discussed instead of such repetitions if such aspects were as to being on the same page as to the knowledge thereof being acknowledged instead of what I have considered personally as the terminology of needless games as to the aspects of if as where life would have been considered as more important than as to such aspects as to those others as in my personal opinion as to where such aspects of the truth at the exact time of as to such situations as to the timeframes at the exact time of as I do not hesitate when the requirements as to the actual real needs of such factors as to my attempt though as to the if factors as to having proven such as to the aspects of the if factors as to having proven such to assist with protecting and defending the on lands in the United States of America above sea level areas in conjunction.
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I suppose my faith in the 10 Commandments mattering, as to such if factors as to others' opinions for themselves as to the if factors of where the #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #Truth #TruthMatters #TruthAlwaysMatters 10 Commandments matter.
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For example if I was spoken about truthfully, then as to such aspects where the factors of not blaspheming would be.
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If as to such aspects of having no other above me as to such references thereof as to such factors, then as to where such aspects of such repetitions would not have been as often as to such common sense in my opinion.
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If the aspects of the aspects of not coveting as to such factors as to greed and/or sloth and/or lust and/or envy and/or gluttony and/or such factors thereof; as the reality of actually being in such capacities of coveting the capacities to speak real words in genuinity of compliments would be as to such if factors as to such viewpoints of mine in such differences of actually doing so correctly.
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As per such aspects of the length of time it actually is required for me to be capable to deal with the aspects of the energetic factors as well as my headaches and my migraines to just go out as the difference of the energetic preparation time as per my Medal of Honor Art Project trips planning as to the aspects of such differences as to the timeframes when were the timeframes as to such prior Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the differences of my childhood and my teenager years when going out to do things as the difference of after waking up from my coma with headaches and migraines as to such amounts of altitude changes as well as such amounts of months to prepare myself for my yearly trips as what it took for me to work to push myself to being capable to do so despite the amount of time to the pickups, as I explained in "The Modern Day Book" as to the seconds as to the minutes as to the hours as to the days as to the weeks as to the months as to the aspects of one year as since I have had the factors of my business plans as I needed to ensure other factors that since I do not have a business partner as since I am not in a dating/married relationship in real life as such aspects require such aspects in reference to ever actually discussing with such another to the plans and/or schematics as to such as my creation(s), then as there are certain aspects that for such work did not need for me to write down as to the differences of notations and/or as to the differences of ideas as to the books serieses depending upon the situations as I comprehend time as seen.
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Thus for me personally to be in a specific level of what is considered as what I consider as best for me personally to go out as to such aspects because of the amounts of differences in the years as well as such aspects of the damages that occurred to me personally as one reference as to my hairstyle in Washington state during the years of 2014 through 2019 as such aspects where the sides of my head were waxed similar to eyebrow waxing as well as the back of my neck as to such aspects of the same, and the electrical damages that occurred to me personally because of such aspects such as the Toro for one example as to such additional aspects of a different damage I personally have been making attempts to recover from as to the reference to such understanding.
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Thus while the timeframe of 2015 through 2017 mainly as to my original journal blog The Ornery PSA posts, my two first books as to the references regarding the situations as to my updates as well as my reviews as well as working on new books as well as working on prior book series while working on newer book series while also paying attention to the different signs and making attempts to work on myself as while I have sought assistance for myself personally as well as sought assistance for my business as to the newer books as to such aspects as well as the other books series I have in the workings though as having sensed the need for the aspects of once I saw the sign in the year of 2020 after one sign in 2019 as to remembering, the aspects of such factors of the various aspects as to also noticing the timeframe as the arithmetic as to the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 as well as the February 1993 as best as possible to my capabilities as such amounts of situations as a situation one evening in Austin Texas as I had listened to energetic factors as per such having sensed before as to the signs of #MilitaryCityUSA #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXState Military City USA, and I sensed comprehending more of a need for the fuller aspects of if factors as to such to a lack of better wording than as to a reference to the year of 2011 and 2004 as to a different aspect of a counter balance as to the if factors as to certain situations because of such memories as to such if factors of such aspects needed as to such aspects.
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I was born and raised in the triborough tritownship area that had the largest amount of commuters to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza in the 1980s and the 1990s, as I guesstimate was possibly similar to the year of 2001. The babysitter I had as a child that was not the babysitter in reference to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church for the clarification, the husband of my babysitter when I was an infant through elementary school was a Director of Security for the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza; as the factor that the security forces knew the entire city of New York City was known also as the World Trade Center locations as the #WTC #WTCP #WorldTradeCenterPlaza #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center Plaza locations as per such factors of such where my attempts as to what I saw regarding a vision as the timeframe of when I was in second grade in #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #Elementary elementary school. As The first time I was capable to get myself back to the tristate #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NJ #NJstaystrong #NJstate #NewJerseyStayStrong New Jersey, #NY #NYstate #NYU #NYC #NewYork #NewYorkstate New York state, and #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #Pennstate #PA #PAstate Pennsylvania areas was in the year of 2020 near the time of Christmas in the year of 2020 as the location I needed to be at for the best overall viewpoint of the New York City evening skyline from the most common location I personally knew because of the specific location was at #Libtery #LibtertyScience #Science #LibertyScienceCenter Liberty Science Center directly from the Garden State Tollway area parking lot for the first time since the year of 1998 in April of 1998 when it was February in the year of 2022. I have pictures on my Facebook and there is a video that has the viewpoint of as well as on my Instagram account as some of the images and videos, as I have some pictures from the #LongIsland #LongIslandNewYork #LongIslandNY Long Island from the #USCG #USCoastGuard #USACoastGuard #USA USA Coast Guard location as I also made a video about the difference of the telescope viewpoint of the New York City area as from the size of the buildings from the viewpoint from Long Island is where the capability to see the #StatueofLiberty Statue of Liberty with the telescopes that are similar to the telescopes that should possibly still be on the viewing deck of the Liberty Science Center because of the triangulation of the ways the Statue of Liberty was capable to be seen only through the telescopes.
The mural in what was my apartment in Bremerton Washington at is where the few the I uploaded YouTube videos as well as the mural paintings in my journal blog were painted, as the Statue of Liberty was capable to be seen only a certain way in real life when in person at the Liberty Science Center as well as from only certain areas of the Tollway areas in the 1990s as the fuller references as to the areas of consideration as I also went to #HithersBeach Hithers Beach in the year of 2022 as my #Intsgram Instagram account and my #Facebook Facebook account as I have posted. The situations in reference to what was my apartment at the #Bremerton #BremertonWashington #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Bremerton Washington location in the year of 2022 is at the Olympic Village apartment complex, though the situations I posted about in my journal blog The Ornery PSA as to the aspects of the situations as to after February 2022 as to August and September 2022 as to the timeframes I have posted as the information regarding the details as the combined situations.
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I actually do not enjoy being mean if as to such factors as personally the aspects of being excited as to the first time in such a way as to the election of 2016, though as to the aspects of where the timeframe as to such regards as I had informed of before the year of 2006 as to such if hypothetical situations of the known factors and the proven factors thereof as to such if timeframes before the year of 2019/2020 as to such regards as to at the aspects thereof to such a situation that evening as to seeing as the only word I can think of to utilize as to such if Irving/San Antonio Texas references regarding such if as to other proof as to such timeframes as I cannot remember the specific months of the if factor as when remembering as to the timeframe of 2020 as to then into the timeframe of 2021, as while having read during the timeframes online as the 2010 through 2013 timeframes as to the factors regarding the only having officially begun to force myself to think about such aspects as to the if factors as to "The Modern Day Book" as to such references regarding such aspects as to such if factors as while I personally was as to the timeframes those individuals as to whom they had in person in real life face to face in person in real life as to such if factors as to if correct and accurate as to such one evening in Austin Texas in the year of 2020 near the Capital as I made attempts to clarify in such journal blog up-dates as remember I only found the You Tube video of the song Men in Black in the year of 2020 and I only found the movie called Bumblebee in the year of 2020 or 2021 as having had my #Bumblebee #VW #VWBeetle Bumblebee car VW Beetle who I named Zippy in the year of 2008 as I did not grow up watching pop culture above the G rating until after I was 14 years old legally and I enjoyed reading the Sunday newspaper and around 85%-95% of the newspaper and that includes especially enjoying the Sunday comics the most as they were always interesting to me just as the random #NewYorker #NewYorkerMagazine New Yorker magazine that would be within the Sunday Newspaper every now and then.
Thus as to the timeframe of after February 2023, plans for my journal blog shall be in a different format though somewhat similar to some aspects of the original format with some additives for a factor of different viewpoints of other aspects and possibly the capacity of book signings.
The aspects of the capacity to utilize my To Contact Form is in the link bar if interested as write honestly, as to the real reasons as to such as the aspects of the factors of an overall as to the aspects of whether as platonic aspects or as to business aspects in the subject line area of the form.
Remember, my business was not officially begun until the year of 2014 as to the facts of my work as to my books as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as my works are as to the multitude of factors.
Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school. The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.
If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.
I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013.
In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.
How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?
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Finding A Silver Lining: Reverend Susan Meeling
After sustaining a head injury to recover from the after effects of the head injury on Psalm Sunday in 2000, the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe, and the coma; life experiences shaped in my opinion the artistic expressions by Reverend Susan MeeLing AKA Lady Dori Belle AKA The Creatrix AKA Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire.
This website is for the uniquely creative author, artist, and there are the varied types of inspirational mediums though also to contact as there are multiple writing styles I am capable of as possibly this shows.
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A bit of a unique one I guesstimate some might say, about me now possibly.
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As what I consider as being a wanted individual as per what my considerations are, are the only capacities as to what I consider as to being a needed artist and/or a needed author and/or a wanted model and/or a wanted commentator as to what my considerations are as to such are what my considerations are as to being wanted as to the difference of interpretations as the facts are as to what my considerations are as to being wanted is as I choose.
As to the factors of a fan of Mine is as to such aspects where such comforts for Me would be the number one priority, as common sense would be for such facts.
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The references as to going through My To Contact Form as to completing the form fully to actually send the message for me to read the message through my website instead of as to such if factors as to where the first book of "Fail-Safe" is not of comfort for me personally, as I already dealt with such aspects of those types as when in my childhood as to such uncomfort regarding such aspects as to certain types of references as to such hypotheticals.
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