The Ornery P.S.A.

It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

A Semi-Satirical -ish Blog
*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  Susan MeeLing

I don't think it should take a head inju

After the head injury I had during Basic Training which I did not graduate Basic Training for the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces caused a coma with a subarachnoid hemorrhage which took 4.5 years to start to show signs of improvement from as I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math; though as I have always admitted such since waking up from my coma I have stood against any type of stolen valor in regards of the United States of America's Armed Forces, simply by acknowledging such.  My thoughts are a bit different at times for the ability to explain various situations to which, here is how logic works for someone such as myself though possibly others with or without a head injury also known as a TBI or traumatic brain injury:

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.


When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

I have been known by many names depending upon which community and/or location I have known you in, of which I am still simply just me as the one person I am.  Though personally I prefer the name of mine (Reverend) Susan MeeLing mainly, or for the modeling aspects Lady Dori Belle.I support the Compassionate, Honorable, and Righteous Ones of which whether or not they are within the EMS groups, Fire Departments, Law Enforcement Agencies, Military (Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veterans); as I have well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.  Though the head injury I had during Basic Training in the Army Branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces Branch of which the subarachnoid hemorrhage had also been a part of why I had been in a coma for several weeks which when I woke up from with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math; I do the best I possibly can despite the aspects of what labels me as medically retired, though more commonly known as a disabled veteran.However the fact of the matter as to having been taken off of the military installation as I had been as well as the fact as to the legal marriage aspects as explained, the portions thereof in reference to the legal aspects as to the protection rights of what is the reality in reference to when being in the consideration as a victim of being held hostage during such portions and onward through to the situations written about as well as having described in verbal discussions, means the legal responsibility of all such problems rests upon the shoulders of those who had been informed of such aspects if anything has ever gone awry.


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Though I am unique in certain regards, I think there are many who can know and understand that I can only tell the truth which I specify the fact from fiction for clarifications and I have the best of intentions.



As a legal widow, medically retired from the Army, Mom of two children and remain as such; I am aware as to how much work it takes to maintain and sustain several aspects.  While I remain unmarried by choice in all such ways, the clarifications for such aspects as to ensure the knowledge of for each I may meet as to whether or not you or yours are in a relationship.  I personally am extremely respectful to others' relationships of which in reference to because of the books I have authored in combinations thereof, I want to clarify as to such aspects as to ensure the honesty of as well as to ensure the facts of which if I am informed as to a relationship of another as to my respecting your relationship and now stepping over any such lines.



Though I admit as to not being in a relationship additionally not because of searching for a relationship as if one occurs and I personally agree than such happens, however to clarify I do not ever have such officially in my thoughts because of the ways as to similarly to being Asexual as a Pansexual Female Dominant as the realities as to the adult consenting portions are mandatory to each side which as an Asexual I do not ever assume of any such relationship possible unless the other discusses such with me in person, however as a Female Dominant having my own self-control as to my Pansexuality my Polyamory is as simple as to the non-sexualized aspects at times of simply being more of as a Mom as I have been a Mom within less than a six month time from waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year 2000 head injury and though I am mainly monogamous if in a relationship; there have been relationships which have had certain open agreements to such adult aspects depending on the time as to such. As my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia are both now above the ages of 18 years old biologically, I can feel more confident to put such clarifications on the internet within the discretionary aspects of as being as modest as I am in the larger ways of because of being a Mom early on as to the timeframes from the years especially between 2000 through 2013 as to such re-growing up.  I was born and raised in New Jersey though I woke up to re-grow up in the state of Texas, and thus how I am who I am in a multitudes of ways. 



Nonetheless as to being as a Mom and knowing technology aspects a bit more in depth as to such times as to my frustrations from the arithmetic portions to the technological portions for the understanding as to such levels, the aspects of which the ways to best calculate the best for my children and myself while hopefully assisting others can be noticed as to such aspects thereof for more to be more aware and cognisant of possible choices of how to be true to oneself while also honest with others and being protective where I can be helpful to, I hope such clarifications assist whatever gender/ethnicity/sexuality/community/interests/ background/etcetera as to biology to assist the understanding from the knowledge as to unless certain specifics are brought forward as to several aspects I am fairly modest in multiple ways.



I thought however such a clarification might be needed for some individuals, for the comprehension as to being a single legal widow though also not in a relationship as to respecting others as it seems important to respect the relationship aspects of others more now than ever before.  Thus for clarifications if interested in me, it is up to the individual to inform me of such.  

My biological mother has needed to permanently stay out of my work as well as other factors, and needs to accept such aspects thereof permanently taking responsibility for the needless drama she has needlessly caused throughout the decades as to each and every situation as to my opinion in conjunction to the proof thereof capable to be found.  It is not considered as anything other than self-defense as to what I have needlessly had to deal with and thus for each time she has needlessly set needless problems in motion as to the facts of which cannot be considered anything other than my legal right to defend myself.  When such situations are caused to needlessly stir up drama because of feelings as to the lack of self-control as well as lack of acceptance of the facts as to then my right to defend myself, as well as those who have needed my assistance as to such fact.  Permanently as to such aspects which has been required for such, she needs to permanently stay out of every aspect of my life as well as my son's life, and my daughter's life unless actually capable as to the correct type of genuine beneficial aspects to what is actually our best interests and nogt clouded by such needless drama.  When those types of people stir up needless situations those individuals need to accept their reality of what types thereof in such references as to those situations which officially are their fault to begin with as to such factors, as to the stereotypical attention seeking situaitons of which in such regards of there is a difference between good attention and bad attention of which my biological mother and biological sister have wrongly thrived on negative attention as to wishing they could be considered as victims in comparison to accepting the fact that they are victim of their own needless drama.  Hopefully such will be accepted as swiftly as possible, as to those situations as to the responsibility civilly and prosucetorally as to staying out of my work as well as to staying away from such factors as to the proof regarding Wilford Hall in the year of 2005.



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Reverend MeeLing

The Ornery PSA

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.

If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.

I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 

In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.

How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience,

but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on, through our blood stream. 

Freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Love is dependent upon various levels of for the type of love such as family, and/or friend.   Romantic Love is dependent upon some similar factors, some like portions, common goals, several interests along the same line, time together, and a bit more; though in each circumstance, it is up to each involved to make the effort to continue forward together.