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The Ornery P.S.A.



It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...






A Satirical -ish Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me:

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.


When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on, through our blood stream.  Freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Apparently just another week, with a little math. Anybody else?

After this week which I stopped by the San Antonio #FBI office to drop off a few books to give to the agents to assist with my Medal of Honor Art Project and the associations which hypothetically caused problems for the various states and people thereof, today I contacted the #Vatican as I also wrote for such to be seen in others’ eyes to understand and comprehend some of the magnitude of which certain aspects have occurred in other aspects. While the Diocese explained what has been done is over in reference to my dead-ex-husband and his family who have chosen his path instead of the better aspects of mine, I decided to write a journal blog entry in a different subject matter in which is bi

S.M.M.F.C. ~M.C., R.S., & S.B.; A.W. D.R., A.W. A.R., A.W. T.H. C.B., & A.o.Y.o.C.

This I had posted on #cafemom after putting through #DropBox though some who I once knew never believed me and said they wanted proof of how I had been treated, here is the PDF. Since the female Rebecca Shrader showed up hypothetically at the Comedy Club in #Seattle possibly thinking it would be a funny joke to play on me after her, Marcie Creamans, and Sarah Browne had chosen to be irresponsible parents and irresponsible adult volunteer chaperones during the field trip to the #FortWorthZoo in the PDF includes their statements to #CFBISD. I legally have and had the right to publish such information because of being my children's mom and legal guardian at the time and though there are points

A Faery-sized Revelation

Before you begin to read through this journal blog entry I must state a few hopes of which I have held onto since my childhood, as well as through to this moment including hope for immunity for myself and my son James M. Nichols and my daughter Lidia L. Nichols for the occurrences of what happened to us: I have hoped I would never be able to have done anything wrong which could ever lead to my arrest as I have never wanted to get into such trouble, I would ever need to go through such. I have done all that I could despite the easier route in some regards to go through such, but I have never and I have hoped to never ever be arrested for anything. I hoped I never would or could break any laws

To make publicly #aware

To Whom It May Concern, Today I write in reference to several events of which I feel are quite important not just in reference for others’ religious and spiritual beliefs including for those with non-religious and non-spiritual beliefs, but my own in particular as well. I did go to the local Catholic Church to request information of who to speak with and was referred to the #Diocese of Dallas and Fort Worth, but because I think there is a need for the written aspects from me; this is why I write this. Though I have discussed and written about various aspects of what occurred before and after my dead-ex-husband as well what was that ‘marriage’ in my journal blog The Ornery PSA but also in my

Thanksgiving Dinner in 2010

This would be the outfit I wore the evening I am writing about, and what I looked like that night. Since I had thrown a bit of a temper tantrum with an earlier postings, I decided to end the day with a more uplifting and happier set of memories in an overall sort of way. At one point in time there had been a #Thanksgiving Dinner being held through a group of females who were both professional and non-professional #Dominants, with #submissives/#slaves/#switches males who were a part of the group. Prior to the event one day in the week I had been asked to assist with teaching the males how to properly serve the females of the event in a more cordial manner, which is a bit ironic as the #Mentor

#I35 #Southbound #Collision

I do not recall the exact date of this as it was late at night but past midnight because I had #insomnia annoy me so much while I was in #Addison #Texas when at a #ComfortSuites hotel after looking for my house, which I found that weekend in #Carrollton Texas. After trying to go to sleep and could not I had packed my belongings into my car to drive from Addison towards #SanAntonio, leaving around 2:30am for the several hour drive. There were many #semitrucks on the road which those who drive late at night and/or are semi-truck drivers know, that is when the majority of semi-trucks are on the road; or at least at that time in 2008. I have written a letter to a few people in the state of Texa

U.E. of which T.R.M.P.; realistically, G.M.

Though some could consider this as a rant about the realities of what I have experienced and survived as I have been told before of others’ opinions saying I ‘was needlessly complaining about things that could not change because of it having been in the past’; I guesstimate there are plenty of people similar to me who may not have gone through the exact situations as I have but have gone through some situations similarly, which can understand how when others who lucky for them not having to experience such, demean what had been gone through by declare falsely as ‘bitter ex-relationship drama’ when ironically those who have never gone through such; have no idea what that actually is like. I h

This occurred

This particular post I will put both on Facebook as well as on my website for all people to read despite the fact I have already posted about some of these issues before and I have yet to receive justice for what has occurred over the years to my children, as well as to myself. Please do forward to help others as well as if there are those who can help me, please do contact me. My first two books I wrote of some of the issues in reference to what occurred when dealing with #McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District (#CFBISD) of Carrollton #Texas partially certain aspects in “Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, but mainly in “Finding A Silver

Books and Artwork

In reference to what I am upset about in a smaller reference to the varying degrees of my books, my Medal of Honor Art Project, and of course my children. In 2014 through to 2016 and now again in recent times, I have mailed my books to various groups and organizations. I did not send my books to the various locations for them to complete stories of other people, I sent my books for the assistance for myself and my children. Though I knew there were others who were dealing with various degrees of what my children and I had gone through, I also knew there were situations which only I had experienced. Have I ever been contacted for my benefit for my justice, to be taken care of? No, I have

Why you should not judge a book, by its cover

Though I comprehend far more than some might want to believe whereas others who know me as well as others who actually know someone who truly knows me, are able to explain; do not judge a book, by it’s cover very much applies to me, in various ways. Those who actually know me and those who have met me comprehend through what they have seen with their own eyes in person seeing me, heard with their own ears when speaking with me, witnessed among themselves who could actually verify and despite my physical appearances of my haircut, my hair color, the multiple #tattoos as well as what I have written about including what I have done; I am far more demur than most would actually think upon laying

Written of as well as something I contacted the FBI about

After a few discussions and the varying topics of, I needed to lay down because of the amount of thoughts which flooded as well as the additional pain levels which soared beyond heights I have not had in a very long amount of time. Though because instead of the ability to grumble and mumble underneath my breath to force myself to deal with things, the pain levels elevated beyond to the point; I do not remember laying down, to fall asleep However I have learned from prior experiences if I have something similar to that occur, the pain levels are so badly atrocious the smallest way to put into words of the pain levels either speaking or writing; is it feels or it felt though my head, was in

Remember to vote in both the Primary, and the General Elections!

18 January 2020 This afternoon I went to the Meet and Greet for the #SanMarcos and #HaysCountyRepublicans and as I had informed the running mates as well as some of the guests of my choice to write this particular journal blog entry as everyone has a right to freely express themselves and their opinions granted by the Constitutional Bill of Rights in America in a peaceful manner as well as they are on social media some with their own websites, I am going to give a brief run down of the events as well as mu opinions. To assist those of you who read this, I will distinguish my opinions from what was discussed; as I have always done my best to do before, as well as in the future. In reference t

In reference to both the aspects of the Living as well as the Dead

If I am needed to answer questions please contact me, and please forward this blog post to others. Thank you, in advance. In reference to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I have several questions in regard to the after effects thereof for myself as well as for others who have endured such aspects in life, however before I begin to write about that I do have something extremely important top write of first; while not denouncing the other aspects to be important in their own right. However because of the realities of that time, I have to write of it first because even though my head injury happened on Psalm Sunday in 2000; the events of which I am about to write are quite paramount. In eithe

My Medal of Honor Art Project & the fact there is only one female Medal of Honor Recipient

Though I have tweeted through my Twitter account which you can follow me through @MeelingSusan about such as well as I have written a handful of pages in reference to books recently, the reality of the fact which there is only on female Medal of Honor recipient in the entire history of The United States of America astounds me. There are plenty of the females who were in World War One and World War Two in the group Batallion of The W.A.V.E. while also the Postal Batallion of the 6888th, not forgetting there have been since then many females who have gone above and beyond the call of duty in which their male counterparts in the field might also agree of their courage and valour, which deserve

In reference of the treatment of First Lady of the United States of America, Mrs. Melania Trump

It has come to my attention Mrs. Melania Trump the First Lady of The United States of America has not been on nearly as many magazine covers or articles written of her background, in the ways other prior First Ladies of The United States of America has. Though I understand she was a Super-Model before she became the First Lady, however I do not believe nor do I see how that constitutes as a reason why she should be denied such opportunities as other First Ladies of the United States of America have been offered. Has anyone asked her or wondered besides me, what she thinks of immigration policies for The United States of America? If I am accurate did she not have to go through the immigratio

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The Ornery PSA


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The modeling pictures are of me and while I have images of other aspects in my journal blog entries as well as links to articles, those are those journalists' work and I have given them credit for such without taking any credits from their writings/photography/etcetera.  Hence why I posted their names, the companies the journalsts worked for at the time, and so on. 


While I did not state the photography of such were mine; again in reference of the links to the direct articles in my journal blog, being fully available to be seen as to not take credit away, from each of the photo-journalists and writers thereof. 


The same is in reference of my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By:  Susan MeeLing", in reference to credits due to each individual writing within that specifically are for legal purposes of references and for examples; in comparison to my own writings, of which are the majority of within those pages.

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Though my multiple types of painting artwork is available to see on my website, any designs thereof have not been given permission to anyone to utilize nor profit from the designs I made for businesses; as that contact to me and the contracts of set profit margins to me, would need to be discussed.  That includes the paintings of mine, which includes the painted areas around each of my Medal of Honor Artwork pieces that I created by myself with my own paint.  If interested in using such, please use the To Contact page with the details thereof for possibility of approval depending upon my choice.

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