The Ornery P.S.A.

It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

A Semi-Satirical -ish Blog

as Satire causes internal reflections as per writing such as per going through the details, as per how to process such details as best as possible to review as to betterment.

*(utilizing articles discussing facts as per what facts I was told at the timeframes as to the references)*

Satire is not comedy though has comedic reference points to make people think and evaluate their lives as to such aspects of through my personal experiences as to my personal viewpoints as to how Freedom in the Constitution of the United States of America allows and brings forward for progression, because of the aspects of how satirical comedic viewpoints are  from personal life experiences as to the example of Christopher Titus as to the aspects of what are real life situations as to a different viewpoint as to working through such aspects of reality to progress forward.

In reference to comedy that is considered more along the lines of comedic satire as to Jeff Dunham as to the aspects of the situations as to the overall generalized viewpoints, as to the differences of comedic satire as to the satirical comedy as per the viewpoints as to the need to clarify.  

Thus as to comedic satire as to Jeff Dunham, Richard Prior, Andrew Dice Clay, and Lisa Lampenelli as to the ways of delivery as to the ways they bring forward as how sounds to me as to the aspects of comedic satire where there are jokes and there is kidding around and playfulness though as to the aspects of puns as to the pin points as to such important differences in my opinion.  I was supposed to attend a Lisa Lampanelli show in Dallas Texas in the year of 2010 though because of the situations during the timeframe as to the aspects of situations at the timeframe as to the similarity as to the Albuquerque Texas painting ceremony as to what my son and my ex-sister-in-law as to the same name except my legal middle name compared to her legal middle name as to my legal middle name being MeeLing compared to her legal name as to then in 2010 through.

When she was remarried as then in 2010 as to that ceremony as to Susan Marie Nichols-Lopez  though she remarried and the explanations as to the aspects of the name of Sweeney or Sweetie as to the sound from what I was told though the one middle initial as to the numerical portions of
Susan M. Nichols as to the situations of the AT&T numerical portion after the name the ways as to when creating an email with one's name as to the aspects of the number that is put after the name for such a reference to considerations as I have made attempts to such clarifications as to the reality of having allowed my ex-sister-in-law to have used my white KIA Sedona van to travel from the area of White Settlement Texas and Fort Worth Texas to the area of a town with the letter of A in the state of Texas as to that ceremony that I did not attend because of being at the hospital with my daughter while my son went to that ceremony at that time where I did not give any approval as to the paintings as that was my ex-sister-in-law who contacted the artist she did not give me the name of as to her being upset about the JC Penny dress blues as to what she wanted as to the painting in comparison to if I personally would have been asked as to what my personal preferences would have been as to the legalities as to such aspects of those needless problems from Medical Hold Unit at now called Warrior Transition Unit at Fort Sam Houston Texas as now known as JBSA or Military City USA in the city of San Antonio Texas.   The aspects of Brackenridge as to the aspects of 2000 as to the reality of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI as to such subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years as to the MRI and CAT scan appointments I needed at those times despite such individuals having their thoughts as to the reality about the facts as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage that each day of each week of each month of each year as to how much I have preferred and fought for my life to be capable to actually live.

While I have dealt with situations as best as I can as to the aspects of reviewing my own existence on earth as to what could or would or might be consider as worthwhile as to such viewpoints as to the review of as per my journaling as to the aspects of the differences as to blogging, as to the difference as to the definition of reporting because in the reference of reporting as to the exact timeframe as to the exact location as to the exact area as to such video taping and/or photography at the exact timeframe of , if as to permission as when in what I consider as what is supposed to be a private location as to such factors of when I have went to be at specific locations as the specific locations of what I have needed to take care of in comparison of others' opinions as I have not asked for others opinions unless in very specific ways as to the exact aspects of what I would ask as to the if factors as to such aspects as to opinions would be in my opinion as only individuals who would ask for others' opinions would be the individuals who would ask for others' opinions and individuals who would give such opinions when asked in person face to face in person as to the only way I personally would ask an opinion of another as to how I comprehend asking an opinion from someone else goes. 

Thus while others use online aspects and the clarifications and verifications as to such situations as to what would be considered as to communication as per my clarifications as I was accused of real aspects in person face to face in person as to the on the phone as to such accusations before the 4th of July 2012 event, when I was at Home Depot in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2012. 

The situations I brought forward decades ago at this point of needless problems online as to the amount of Geek Squad laptop drop offs of 13 at the timeframe of 2006 through 2013, as prior journal blogs of mine clarify as to such details as per the timeframes I took my laptops to Geek Squad for the Accidental Warranty Program that had been in the situations from those years though because of Clackamas Portland Oregon as to what I clarified as to "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the ITT Tech group as to the aspects of Cowboys Dancehall in March of 2013 at the Stoney LaRue concert as I clarified as to those individuals as to the situations where I was told that 'they thought [I] would pick the Navy in comparison to the Air Force' as to that situation as there has not ever been a relationship timeframe where the Accidental Warranty Program situations in such references to such clarifications as to SCUBA Diving as to such time of the year of 2009.  Just as to the answering machine message as to the situations as to the Home Depot situation, both were before the timeframe of the 4th of July 2012 situation in San Antonio/Military City USA Texas aspects after the Brooke Army Medical Center/San Antonio Medical Center Emergency Room situations as to how thankfully as to the code being called as to the saving lives aspect during the timeframe of as that including myself having been saved thankfully and gratefully.

Though admittedly as to the reality as to having dealt with as much as I have, as to the common sense as to I suppose at some point as to the aspects of the considerations as to Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as there have been a few situations such as General Gillman's office in the year of 2008 as to those factors after the timeframe of Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit as to the additional situations as to then the aspects as to Nine Lives Books when I was volunteering as to the male I took to Brooke Army Medical Center in the year of 2007 as to the aspects of  my book "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the reference of such hashtags "Your Dad Is Not A Captain" as to such hashtags as to the aspects of the titles as to such aspects as to what others informed me as to the comparison of satire as to the comparison of satirical comedic aspects compared to comedy compared to comedic satire as to the aspects of per the reality of the timeframe as the reality of how I have made attempts as best as possible with words as to describing my experiences as well as what as to a description as to what I read of a possible version as to a "Holy See" as to  prophetic as some might view as to visions as I made attempts to explain to people I once knew in person face to face in person in the several decades of my life.

Kindergarten as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to such factors as to Second Grade as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to my first massive sight, as to the aspects of since such a point in time as to the point in time as to the situations as to the times.

The years from 1993 as to New Jersey fifth grade as I was at that time as to the years through now in 2022 as to this update typing for clarification, as to the reality of what attempts I have made to give details as to the explanations of what I have seen as to the aspects of having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the situations of the 1980s and the 1990s before then as to 2001 as such aspects of working on the updates as best as I can and as swiftly as I possibly truthfully can get such details in words as to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to clear the blood on my brain back in the year of 2008 as to such clearing of the aspects of fully though the residual after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage and the residual aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 TBI as to such aspects as to the prescriptions the Army branch as well as the Air Force branch of doctors as I was informed as to the situations during the years between 2000 through 2022 and of course having woken up from my coma at the time when I was 17 years old legally and 16 years old alive biologically as the reality of the aspects of what CID as to the situations in the year of 2000 as well as 2008 as well as 2019 as well as 2020 as to their questions as to what situations as I have journaled about the aspects as to the hypothetical situations as to the needless problems as to such factors as to what my comprehension in the instead of what others did as to what is best as to the situations as what would it be for me to actually be cared about correctly as to what my personal aspects are ass to the requirement to have a real discussion with me as to what the only way to learn of or ask me as to the communication requirements as to my needs as to such aspects where communication with me does not occur officially without as such as to the reality of what I personally have clarified and as to the reality of such aspects as to my ADA.

Website of The First Only Original as I was the only one named officially as such as to my Bok Pu as per the middle name only allowed for me as per such reality as to what respect of ancestors is:
Reverend Susan MeeLing
*(as of 2004 of the Ordained Reverend aspects through the Universalist Unitarian Church)*
I don't think it should take a head inju

After the head injury I had during Basic Training which I did not graduate Basic Training for the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces caused a coma with a subarachnoid hemorrhage which took 4.5 years to start to show signs of improvement from as I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math; though as I have always admitted such since waking up from my coma I have stood against any type of stolen valor in regards of the United States of America's Armed Forces, simply by acknowledging such.  My thoughts are a bit different at times for the ability to explain various situations to which, here is how logic works for someone such as myself though possibly others with or without a head injury also known as a TBI or traumatic brain injury:

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.


When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

I have been known by many names depending upon which community and/or location I have known you in, of which I am still simply just me as the one person I am.  Though personally I prefer the name of mine (Reverend) Susan MeeLing mainly, or for the modeling aspects Lady Dori Belle.I support the Compassionate, Honorable, and Righteous Ones of which whether or not they are within the EMS groups, Fire Departments, Law Enforcement Agencies, Military (Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist/Veterans); as I have well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.  Though the head injury I had during Basic Training in the Army Branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces Branch of which the subarachnoid hemorrhage had also been a part of why I had been in a coma for several weeks which when I woke up from with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math; I do the best I possibly can despite the aspects of what labels me as medically retired, though more commonly known as a disabled veteran.However the fact of the matter as to having been taken off of the military installation as I had been as well as the fact as to the legal marriage aspects as explained, the portions thereof in reference to the legal aspects as to the protection rights of what is the reality in reference to when being in the consideration as a victim of being held hostage during such portions and onward through to the situations written about as well as having described in verbal discussions, means the legal responsibility of all such problems rests upon the shoulders of those who had been informed of such aspects if anything has ever gone awry.


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Though I am unique in certain regards, I think there are many who can know and understand that I can only tell the truth which I specify the fact from fiction for clarifications and I have the best of intentions.



As a legal widow, medically retired from the Army, Mom of two children and remain as such; I am aware as to how much work it takes to maintain and sustain several aspects.  While I remain unmarried by choice in all such ways, the clarifications for such aspects as to ensure the knowledge of for each I may meet as to whether or not you or yours are in a relationship.  I personally am extremely respectful to others' relationships of which in reference to because of the books I have authored in combinations thereof, I want to clarify as to such aspects as to ensure the honesty of as well as to ensure the facts of which if I am informed as to a relationship of another as to my respecting your relationship and now stepping over any such lines.



Though I admit as to not being in a relationship additionally not because of searching for a relationship as if one occurs and I personally agree than such happens, however to clarify I do not ever have such officially in my thoughts because of the ways as to similarly to being Asexual as a Pansexual Female Dominant as the realities as to the adult consenting portions are mandatory to each side which as an Asexual I do not ever assume of any such relationship possible unless the other discusses such with me in person, however as a Female Dominant having my own self-control as to my Pansexuality my Polyamory is as simple as to the non-sexualized aspects at times of simply being more of as a Mom as I have been a Mom within less than a six month time from waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday year 2000 head injury and though I am mainly monogamous if in a relationship; there have been relationships which have had certain open agreements to such adult aspects depending on the time as to such. As my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia are both now above the ages of 18 years old biologically, I can feel more confident to put such clarifications on the internet within the discretionary aspects of as being as modest as I am in the larger ways of because of being a Mom early on as to the timeframes from the years especially between 2000 through 2013 as to such re-growing up.  I was born and raised in New Jersey though I woke up to re-grow up in the state of Texas, and thus how I am who I am in a multitudes of ways. 



Nonetheless as to being as a Mom and knowing technology aspects a bit more in depth as to such times as to my frustrations from the arithmetic portions to the technological portions for the understanding as to such levels, the aspects of which the ways to best calculate the best for my children and myself while hopefully assisting others can be noticed as to such aspects thereof for more to be more aware and cognisant of possible choices of how to be true to oneself while also honest with others and being protective where I can be helpful to, I hope such clarifications assist whatever gender/ethnicity/sexuality/community/interests/ background/etcetera as to biology to assist the understanding from the knowledge as to unless certain specifics are brought forward as to several aspects I am fairly modest in multiple ways.



I thought however such a clarification might be needed for some individuals, for the comprehension as to being a single legal widow though also not in a relationship as to respecting others as it seems important to respect the relationship aspects of others more now than ever before.  Thus for clarifications if interested in me, it is up to the individual to inform me of such.  

My biological mother has needed to permanently stay out of my work as well as other factors, and needs to accept such aspects thereof permanently taking responsibility for the needless drama she has needlessly caused throughout the decades as to each and every situation as to my opinion in conjunction to the proof thereof capable to be found.  It is not considered as anything other than self-defense as to what I have needlessly had to deal with and thus for each time she has needlessly set needless problems in motion as to the facts of which cannot be considered anything other than my legal right to defend myself.  When such situations are caused to needlessly stir up drama because of feelings as to the lack of self-control as well as lack of acceptance of the facts as to then my right to defend myself, as well as those who have needed my assistance as to such fact.  Permanently as to such aspects which has been required for such, she needs to permanently stay out of every aspect of my life as well as my son's life, and my daughter's life unless actually capable as to the correct type of genuine beneficial aspects to what is actually our best interests and nogt clouded by such needless drama.  When those types of people stir up needless situations those individuals need to accept their reality of what types thereof in such references as to those situations which officially are their fault to begin with as to such factors, as to the stereotypical attention seeking situaitons of which in such regards of there is a difference between good attention and bad attention of which my biological mother and biological sister have wrongly thrived on negative attention as to wishing they could be considered as victims in comparison to accepting the fact that they are victim of their own needless drama.  Hopefully such will be accepted as swiftly as possible, as to those situations as to the responsibility civilly and prosucetorally as to staying out of my work as well as to staying away from such factors as to the proof regarding Wilford Hall in the year of 2005.



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Reverend MeeLing

The Ornery PSA

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.

If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.

I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 

In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.

How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience,

but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on, through our blood stream. 

Freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Love is dependent upon various levels of for the type of love such as family, and/or friend.   Romantic Love is dependent upon some similar factors, some like portions, common goals, several interests along the same line, time together, and a bit more; though in each circumstance, it is up to each involved to make the effort to continue forward together.