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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...






A Satirical -ish Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me:

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.


When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on, through our blood stream.  Freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

Ex for the Federal Government of the United States of America

I broke up with Patrick Kennedy AKA #PaddyKenedy back in 2012 because he pointed a loaded shotgun in my face after #PaddyKennedy AKA Patrick Kennedy who once worked for #BankofAmerica before being fired when under investigation because he did have a part to play in reference to the people who had completed #Shibari on the abstract art structure that once was in front of the downtown #Dallas location in 2011, as he informed Dallas_Kink on #fetlife of the shift changes for security watch; before becoming a #rentacop and then working at The Barn in #DeLoitte which I sent a handwritten letter to and emailed while #moonlighting at #TheLodge as a #rentacop (Rent a Cop being #PaddyKenedy’s words).

Dancing, Modeling, Performing, and Writing; my payments are now due in full

When in #Washington state I went to a #Seattle #ComedyClub which the week of #RobinWilliam’s death I had told my now ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr, I wanted to go to try a #standup #comedy for that tribute. Looking back now I find it to be quite odd that same evening I met a female named Rebecca Shrader at that exact comedy club I went to, in #Seattle of #Washington state. Rebecca Shrader and I spoke outside of the comedy club in the sidewalk area before the time to go on the stage came, and later Rebecca Shrader had wanted to meet with me at #Alikibeach to talk over a cup of coffee. I state in writing of the oddities as to not realizing at that time in that year of the coinky dink of a

My idea for a #fundraiser, please #help!

Please contribute through donations, and share with your social media friends as well as the friends you know in person to encourage them to donate as well! In reference to donations to hopefully meet the goal of maximum proportions, I have three main ideas for such which I hope will be able to create such. 1). Part of what I would like to do with the donations is to assist building living quarters for veterans of #lawenforcement, #firedepartment, #mergencymedicalservices, and #veterans of the various branches of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica’s #ArmedForces of which I had written of in my first book, “Finding a Silver Lining By: (Reverend)

The show must go on

Many moons ago when involved with #TempleofFleshSanAntonio for the #ExoticEaster ball, I had been told I would be assigned a personal assistant. (Thank you to Sam Lewis ( for #TheFoolsWorld inspiration to remember such, as I had forgotten and since Sam makes corsets while also knows about how the saying of "The show must go on"; I guesstimate he was probably one of the first people who noticed such in reference to pictures, though by the time I realized the problem I admit, it was too late. Hence the reference, to the saying of "The show must go on". As I had been assigned an assistant for the show Pervs in Toyland during the event and since the person who I was dating at

Attention to law enforcement and military of the United States of America and the state of Texas

To Law Enforcement and Armed Forces branches and divisions: In reference to this clarification I hope it is known I am willing to assist where I can and though I am guesstimating that is known, I do apologize for not realizing I could have been lied to about the aspects of the people when Matt told me he contacted the Commander of his unit at Lackland Air Force Base. If further information is need, please do contact me and let me know; though I hope you are not mad at me for smoking him per military like Basic Training style but nicer if you take into consideration the way I was smoked during Basic Training just before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. As there was an individual couple I o

An invitation set to understand as well as in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project

As I have been pondering to myself and murmuring within my apartment after having completed writing up a few different books for the law enforcement branches of The #UnitedStatesofAmerica and sending those particular newer books I wrote you can go to purchase through and and; I had realized a few things through a few different thoughts in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project. While I had not begun my #MedalofHonorArtProjectByReverendSusanMeeLing in the initial portions of for the purposes of people to go with me during the project as if I had been wanting other people to go with me a

The opposite of romance on #ValentinesDay and #wedding stuff

Since today is Valentine’s Day, today I will be journal blogging about a few different related topics. First, many years ago I was invited to a wedding reception for a female named Felecia who was in the #StayatHomeMom’s group in #SanAntonio #Texas. I admittedly did not want to be a part of the group as my now dead-ex-husband had wanted me to ‘top annoying’ him because when he returned to my house from school or work, I wanted to talk with him; which apparently was too much for someone in a marriage, in that regard. If I did not have dinner prepared on time however, the conversations which occurred were what they were. After the several conversations which forced my involvement with the #NWS

#FastEddies #PoolLeague 2006 #tournament match involving my #VWBug t-shirt vs. #CactusJack's t-shirt

First before I begin I want to state there are no hard feelings to the individual in this reference, especially if there was a misconception of the time when being near the individual who is someone I did not want to date to begin with and was forced to be involved with at the time. Thought I can laugh at the situation it is not in a way of which offense was taken ever; with the exception of being called a hippy. That in the whole aspect had been the only aspect which had upset me, but in the overall the rest was funny because of the combination. One evening I had gone with #CactusJack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr to #FastEddies on Bitters and 281 to attend a pool league tournament, which his l

Temple of Flesh experiences in reference to John AKA Celtic Cowboy

This particular journal blog entry is in reference to the aspects of #TempleofFlesh in #mysa #SanAntonio #Texas and just as with all of my prior journal blog entries, please share with others so the necessary #justice can occur for others but as well as myself. As I have stated before, as I have written before, and as I have posted on my website if law enforcement agencies and/or the various military branches and divisions of The #UnitedStatesofAmerica need to speak with me about the aspects which I have written about I am willing to help and assist where I can and as I have said for many years without ever writing from the first time I cut and dyed my hair to the shade of red it is now with

Explanation of #Queenforayear & ties to possible terrorism with #CactusJack & #BabyPhilly

After my head injury on #PsalmSunday in 2000 during #BasicTraining at #FortSillOklahoma, the subarachnoid hemmorage which was found by the medical doctors when I was in a coma, and after waking up from the coma the fact I still deal with headaches, migraines, memory deficits, cognitive disorders, and I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2ndGrade Math; after what I was told is convalescent leave, I was stationed at #FortSamHouston of #JBSA in #mysa #SanAntonio #Texas. After a bit of time in what was called #MedicalHoldUnit but is now called the #WarriorTransitionUnit or #WTU, I had been introduced to 2 females who once had been stationed in #SouthKorea together at ?Ca

#Baptist #Camp 1996 which lead to court in either 1998 or 1999

In 1996 I went to #BaptistCampLebanon in #Lebanon #NewJersey which I had 2 weeks scheduled at the camp, in 2 separate sections of weeks for the camps. While the first week went well and the time for the tests were the normal routine of checking how each individual camper could swim in the lake, I was able to pass both weeks as I had easily passed the prior summers’ weeks of #camp. Each set was a test of #swimming distances in the middle section between the four different areas, to test to see whether or not each camper could swim across and back. The next section was treading waters in the deeper area of the lake for several minutes, of which I easily grew bored with and tested myself instea

#TattooedRepublican #TattooedTrumpSupporter #ProudTattooedTrumpSupporter

I have been a #Republican since I could first vote and unlike some people, I knew #POTUS45 was going to earn the Presidency from the moment I heard #FOXNews make the announcement he had a speech to make as he and #MsMelania were going down the escalator stairs in the location then Mr. Donald J. #Trump was going to state he was going to run for the Presidential election. Unbeknownst to me of what the term campaigning means until 2019, apparently I had been campaigning for him to earn and win the Presidency well before I ever knew that was a thing. Honestly I thought campaigning meant going to specific locations which were known to be a campaign site and not what I was doing, at the time. Hone

Reverend Susan MeeLing's Basketball cards available for sale if the price is right

I do not make this choice easily as I have had these cards for a very long time, and the individual cards had given me inspiration during various points in my life especially after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Though they are mainly of #MichaelJordan with a few #ScottiePippen and #MajicJohnson cards, their perseverance during the games and matches they were in as well as the #NBAChampionships were much more to me than some might have ever understood of me before. Though I comprehend they have had many aspects of which their determination had caused many to aspire to their stature within the #NBALeague, it was not just their aspects of becoming #basketballlegends which assisted in my tho

#Heaven #Purgatory #Hell in #BDSM

What I built many years ago and wrote about in my FSL book as well as on #fetlife One day back in 2011 when I was reengaged to my fiancé Shaun, I had an idea to create a new style of bed from the king size bed I purchased from #Havertys online. The bed was a rounded circular bed with brown patent leather with texturized fabric with a flat headboard and instead of a circular mattress needing to be special ordered, it was able to fit a normal king size mattress inside of the raised platform. As I told Shaun what my plans were for the bed, he told me I should wait until he returned from the field from #FortHood in #Killeen #Texas for him to help me put the idea I had in mind into formation. I a

In reference to an ex-relationship I had many years ago in an analyzing manner

MENTAL & EMOTIONAL: example from experiences in reference to #BDSM There is no denial of the realities of which of I have faced and been through unless one wants to declare themselves as insane and should check themselves in to receive medical treatment for such, as certain ‘people’ I knew over the years should have gone for treatment for their mental health problems as I saw. For example there are some with medical experience who would have known much better than I thought at the time, for this situation in 2010. Had I known better during the time of when Phillip Omstead AKA ‘#BabyPhilly’ (on #Fetlife either the name of ‘#Darko’ or ‘#Donnie_Darko’ or the like in 2010 as that was his favorit

#JBSA #TheGiftChapel #TheGoodBooks #HolyScriptures come to life

This week I ordered and sent copies of my first book series of 2 books called "Finding A Silver Lining By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" and "Finding The Silver Lining By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing" to go to the Chaplain Service Center for The Gift Chapel at #JBSA at #FortSamHouston in #SanAntonio #Texas, for several reasons. 1). Please do not take this as being boastful or bragging, but in efforts to assist those who are currently in active duty/national guard/reserve/veteran status as I know my son, my daughter, and I have not been the only ones to have gone through various situations. I felt the need to do as I had in the writings of, to ensure there were and are ways to inform those who need

What happened to my family after one day of a field trip at the #FortWorthZoo with #McCoyElementary

One day after moving back to #mysa in #Texas my daughter’s principal at the school at #ThousandOaksElementary called me to inform me, of a problems at my daughter’s #specialneeds education class. This was in 2012 which by that point in time had been just over 2 years since the field trip which was at the #FWZoo that the staff at #McCoyElementarySchool of #Carrollton #Texas had not completed the #ARD or #IEP and had allowed 3 adult parent volunteers to be in charge, and those 3 female volunteers (#MarcieCreamans, #RebeccaShrader, and #SarahBrown) had lost my daughter during the field trip. Though there had been problems in reference to my daughter being #bulliedatschool during classes as the

Hypothetically typing, in certain references

Those of you who have known me over the years as well as those of you who have read my books and journal blog entries as I have written since first getting online on social media after the turn of the century and the millennium of 2000 in the year of 2001 for one media site which was recommended to me by my since 2007 ex-sister-in-law (Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez) after telling her what her brother (who is my now dead-ex-husband) told me with a forum for free samples before purchasing called #yesitsfree, around 2008 on #Fetlife for fetish lifestyle discussions, as well as later on in around 2009 on the #Facebook website for the vanilla aspects of life; albeit recently realizing in this modern

Are you, ready? Book-Signing Auction, of a lifetime. Read details thoroughly.

After many various tribulations throughout my life and experiences which I have gone through and dealt with as best as I could, I have come to a point in my life of which I am ready to acknowledge I am at the point where I am ready for several aspects for myself; though first I will list those points in brief, before going on to the other points thereof. Since the legal aspects which have been sent to those who are more capable to get the laws and justice enacted into permanency have received and will receive my writings before the end of this week, I know such justice for me will be handled and taken care of by those who are far more capable with that process of getting done to assist whil

A few quick notations about my idea for The Underwater Travel System

Since the amount of study time as well as what would be considered as laboratory time for the individual SCUBA Dives for my education, one could joke how I have earned at minimum a PhD as the inclusion of a PhD is producing a few journals for professionals to be able to review and assess the validity of each finding. One could also joke because of each book series I wrote, each could almost be considered at the similar levels of; depending which works of mine one is reviewing. Since I have written the "Finding" series "The Curious Children's Series", the book "Fail-Safe the Kennedy curse fused with Science Fiction", the "Paroxysm of the Lotus" series, "The Modern Day Book" to go along with

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