Just another day
I suppose one could say, I mean realistically. Maybe. Probably more-so in such for those who are accustomed to such types of days, though for me I cannot say that without laughing. I mean realistically, since I had purposely chosen to go into the enlisted section of the United States of America's Armed Forces so I did not have to do as much with various levels of the United States of America's government though specifically politics; the irony of how many political and governmental agencies I have recently had to reach out to and send information to comparatively; I would guesstimate most likely there are only higher ranking individuals who have the usual day of sending such out, as often as I have. In comparison, probably those who are accustomed to such have a different view possibly. Though possibly in some ways in certain respects, hardened in such in reference to this particular *(OFFICIAL)* YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing video of mine; though the video only gives an example, and does not refer to the entirety of this journal blog entry.
So today I just sent out 3 packages of books to 3 different FBI (Federal Bureau of Investigations) locations, because that needed to be done. However in my thoughts while the necessity is of importance to get the proper information as needed for the different branches of government for the United States of America and obviously only able to figure out bits and pieces here and there, the ironic dichotomy of how I thought to do what was necessary back when I was a child growing up in New Jersey and when fighting to join the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch to get myself emancipated because of the feelings I had from when I was growing up. Especially after a nightmare dream which scared me so badly before it became reality in part before moving to Illinois with my biological family as a teenager, there were certain feelings I could not shake off or ignore.
As many have thrown temper tantrums some justifiably while others simply over emotional, I cannot say I am much different when I evaluate myself. I know there have been times where I felt though I was overreacting, and in those times I felt though I was overreacting; later I would learn I was simply expressing an extreme urgency I felt, was absolutely necessary despite knowing how odd it may have had to come across to some. In other situations where I had been calm and composed and others claimed they thought I was overreacting or being overdramatic, the attempts to explain the calmness only seemed to fuel their beliefs wrongly instead of focusing upon the importance of what I had been trying to convey. While to those who did not need to go through certain aspects thought they felt the right to know claimed the various inadequacies of my existence, those were the ones I did not argue with nor give much of a second thought to; and ironically, may have had other problematic portions in varying ways, as realized when completing one of the *(OFFICIAL)* YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing videos I had done to be uploaded.
Thus after getting a few things squared away on my website, I then sent out the three sets of the first two books I authored to three different FBI branches in the Texas area; after all of the other copies and letters with and without different books I authored/compiled together for a clearer understanding, to hopefully get the information to the correct branches this time. As I have been completing the various *(OFFICIAL)* YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing videos to give the information I wrote about as well as other experiences more definition than the mere words on the pages, hopefully such clarifies where I had not been in the mindset thinking the names in a more specific way were necessary for clarity in the short term at those times, for the longer term aspects. Thus, I apologize.
However the ironic aspects of why I joined in the manner which I had to take care of every possible soldier from the bottom (I suppose pun intended in reference to my SCUBA Diving to the area I landed in the Matthias Abyss at the bottom of the ocean there) to the top of the highest ranking if needed, as the enlisted ranking was the only way I saw where I would be able to do so; since so many Officers both in reference to Officer and Chief Warrant Officer ranking have their aspects of politics, they are automatically accustomed to. Back when I fought to be emancipated after years of explaining to my biological family of the need for what I felt to join the United States of America's Armed Forces back in New Jersey before moving to Illinois, I knew after a certain rank level the aspects of intermingling the political aspects would be mandatory. However I also knew of all the ranking, the enlisted rank would be the easiest way to be able to go and check on each soldier without the normal aspects of requiring so much before stepping out somewhere to be known for that checking upon.
While some may forget of the aspects when becoming a veteran status of the UCMJ in certain respects, the ability to verify such were okay as well was an ability I saw through the enlisted rank; while knowing of the increasing responsibilities as when progressing up the chain of command, though also able to keep in mind the ability to keep the spouses and children of in mind when going through whatever was necessary to ensure the safety and wellbeing of the soldiers themselves. That is something my biological family did not understand at the time, though I truly thought my biological father would have an understanding at one point or another. Whereas I knew my biological mother could and would never have the understanding and possibly might see at some point, though most likely far too late for her as with my biological sister in certain regards; my biological father is whom my biological mother was annoyed as to the similarities of personality traits, in various ways.
Ironically with such I never thought I would have to be doing nearly as much and going nearly as far (again pun intended in reference to the depth levels of the oceanic waters), though at the same time whereas some I have known over the years had freaked out because of the various aspects in whichever ways they had; it truly was simply another day, not putting such mildly. More-so in the aspect of the reference to my memory issues from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, in regards of those particular aspects. Focusing upon which of where of who of what of how, was not what was necessary at those times. What I needed to focus upon what I needed to focus on, despite the aspects which had to be dealt with quite carefully in various ways.
However now, it is quite a bit different in such as now that I know and remember of certain aspects; it is a bit ironic and comical only in the regards of not knowing what else to do but to laugh here and there, because of the dichotomies. For example, I did not want to go into the Officer aspect to constantly speak with or contact the political aspects and yet; this is where I am at this point in time, and the ironic aspects of. I have had to deal with so many different points which realistically have their points within the political spectrum, and yet at the same time the avoidances thereof. Aside from the fact of my crushes in reference of those who I find attractive in such a realm, that in itself I have to laugh at as that had been even when I was younger. However the irony of such, and now the amount of contact to; is what I have to laugh about here and there. I cannot deny finding quite a few good looking individuals throughout the Congress and Senate, as obviously they would not have been chosen to be a public figure if there was not such; on top of the education, experiences, and speaking capabilities.
However I digress, from there.
Such is understood by those who have endured certain aspects in reference to chronic pain levels of the long term aspects as well as those who have endured after a head injury, which is a whole other aspect; though again in such, referring to just another day. I do have to admit there is one particular voice I would try to force myself to look at when he was on Fox News, I think the first time I heard his voice clearly when I was in Washington state had been on a morning show for I think Fox and Friends and then later on the Greg Gutfeld Show; of which that cutie patootie Marine, I had difficulties seeing each time for one reason or another. Only more recently have I been able to see his face when looking at technology to view, though it is an oddity as I thought I saw him elsewhere when in the same location.
Nonetheless, I suppose just another day as I continue thinking about my Medal of Honor Art Project along with other aspects of what needs to be done and taken care of. Though admitting the oddities of the points in which the aspects are what they are, I cannot help myself in other aspects of laughing a bit for my own odd reasons which words cannot always convey.