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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Post #2 of 7 Posts : Black History Month: One Combined Aspect

I had not thought it took a head injury to figure out certain aspects as to MAST as well as the Army as well as my childhood as well as the Army, of what I had explained to people up to the year of 2012. While such wishes might be otherwise, the aspects as to #IN #Instate #Indiana #Indianastate Indiana state as to the situations in reference to the yellow piece of paper as to the written warning as to the 127 miles per hour as to the 1993 Honda Civic in the color of white with black trim as to such factors of the manual transmission as to such aspects of the realities in the year of 1999 which my biological mother/father/sister were capable of being allowed to find that yellow piece of paper by my choice as to leaving such in the glove box as to forgetting to bring such with me to when I went to Basic Training as to the just in case aspects thereof as to having shown several individuals within the state of #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois state as to the realities of what I dealt with when I went out to #OH #OHstate #Ohio #Ohiostate Ohio state as to the timeframe in such references because of other contributing factors which those people who are considered as my biological mother/father/sister had refused to acknowledge and have needed to acknowledge in truth as to such factors since the year of 1992 officially in such references as well as the timeframes thereafter as to such realities of what I had brought forward in the year of 1989.



The aspects as to such situations which have been known to more and more individuals as to the facts thereof, the situations of which the aspects as to how such situations have been known for far longer as to such aspects have been documented throughout various sections of the United States of America as well as the world with the exception as to the oceanic waters in certain capacities and areas thereof. In turn as to such situations as how I explained as to my childhood and my teenager years as to swimming as to other such factors, the aspects of what I personally earned on my own as to such situations well before as to the decades before my SCUBA diving in all such capacities thereof to those types of who would wish to be good enough in the comparisons as to the aspects of the amount of work on my own by myself as to such realities I have worked on fixing and repairing as to such capacities as to the capabilities to my personal work as to my pictures I took when I was SCUBA Diving as to those along such areas as well as within the waters who I personally saved because of my personal work.



What is the importance of recognition correctly, and why would that be of importance in the aspects as to the above and below?



Who, would be capable to distinguish between someone else as to not ever needing such an identification card in the comparisons as to such aspects in the realities thereof as to the one and only who handled such situations as who else was there as to my personal work as to keeping the aspects as safe as possible?



The answer is only myself, had completed such works on my own which as to such factors as to the realities capable to be proven over such lengths of time as well as the factors of other situations as to the proof thereof as to the patterns of behaviour as well as other such situations. Unlike some individuals I give credit directly to where the credit is due, and I unlike some individuals do not pretend as to such aspects of the situations to what could be considered as replaceable as to such aspects in the comparisons as certain aspects are simply irreplaceable whether some wish to accept such or not as to the reality as to my work as well as my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications for my reasons as well as such factors as to the reasons for the specific genres to the various books as well as the reasons for my creations specifically as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to such factors thereof to take into consideration as to certain individuals who might wish as to the factors as to the situations as to such hypothetical claims which would be nothing different than to from my childhood as to knowing the difference between my nightmare as to the difference to real life as to when I was in second grade as to such factors of distinguishing the aspects as to CID as to the year of 2019/2020 as to the CID references as well to the year of 2000 as to the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin rave as to #Brackenridge Brackenridge in such references among other factors as to my journal blog updates as to the realities thereof despite some thought processes and/or wishes that have needed such reminders to take into consideration as to such facts regarding what has been verified as to such situations in the conjunctions thereof as to how I have taken such seriously in comparison as it is known I do not play games as I have not played a game since I was in elementary school as to the willingness aspects for as to my choice in reference to the comparison as to when my son and my daughter were children as to such differences referencing the specific numerical age factors thereof because of the requirement as to such clarifications.



Nonetheless as to the aspects of which the additional portions as to the after effects from ym Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury through to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving in conjunction as to the situations in reference to Irving Texas 2011 as well as the realities as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips though more specifically as to the year of 2018 as to Iowa state and such situations, I suppose in certain references despite the problems I dealt with as to the individuals in reference to those I knew in the state of Texas in person face to face in person from the years specifically to 2006 through 2013 there are aspects of which especially if accurate as to those people I once knew as to the thankfulness as to my own ways to ensuring my own assistances as to how obviously such situations as to from the years of 2013 through 2018 were as such were as to the hypotheticals thereof though especially as to those people in the state of Texas as to the years of 2019 through to 2021 as to there not being any worthwhile excuse nor cause nor reason as to such circumstances as to any such knowledge and/or involvement as to such factors as to the problems I dealt with as to the after effects as to such memory deficits and cognitive disorders.



I cannot think of any worse of a translation to a state as to the state of Texas as to meaning friendly, as the realistic portions of what could ever be considered as friendly to such individuals as to who I once knew either born and/or raised and/or grew up and/or living in the state of Texas as to such a translation to the meaning of such a word would have to include the irony as to how many 9-1-1 phone calls during my Medal of Honor Art Project trip as to the term fire at the end of that word for such a translation in my opinion. Since today 1 February 2022 is the beginning of Black History Month and having grown up with my cousin Jade as to my relative as to my biological father’s side of the family as to my cousin Jade’s dad being her and my Grandpawpaw and Grandpawmaw as to my biological father’s Aunt Helen being my cousin Jade’s Mom as to the additional relatives as to my cousin Jade’s dad as to the aspects of where she grew up in #Harlem #HarlemNY #HarlemNYC #HarlemNewYork #HarlemNewYorkCity Harlem New York City in the middle to late 1980s and the 1990s, I suppose what would there be to say in reference to such hypotheticals as to such memory deficit problems as to what I warned others I once knew about as to how my biological mother/father/sister were as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury which could be seen as to the aspects of what I dealt with in fifth grade as to those people if the demographics of the area I transferred out of the state of Texas to were looked at during my fight to get myself where I personally needed to be for my best interests in comparison to what such others might have wished for in such references?



Why would anyone want me to run for Governor of the state of Texas in the 2022 election as to such a thought process as to such a point in time when I brought such up as to the facts as to such a point in time, before remembering I needed to take care of myself as to such aspects as to what obviously those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers were not helping with as to from the years of 2009 through that point in time to when I finally was capable to get my transfer despite my own work for myself as to such aspects; as what help were such individuals as to my biological mother/father/sister in such references to if there was a look at the demographics as to the transfer area as what could be a problem as to if there was the wish for me to stay as to the election processes of 2022 as what good would it ever be to assist such aspects as to the state of Texas as to my own situations before assisting anywhere else as how selfish would and could that be as to such hypotheticals as to my biological sister in such references obviously as to such aspects in the references as to such hypotheticals as what else was figured out during the timeframe as to the years thereof as to why would it be of importance that even to this point in the year of 2022 as to there not having been a proper and correct celebration to my work as to my SCUBA Diving as to such portions thereof as what would be of importance to such truthful etiquette aspects as to such?



Thus if in such references as to the aspects of my memory work as to the after effects as to the east coast as to what I informed others about as to my biological mother/father/sister in such references as to their trips to the east coast though my warnings if I was above the Mason Dixon Line without having informed anyone thereof as to such aspects as to the situations in the ways of my pattern of behaviour as to specifically the years of 2010 through to 2012, the reality of such factors as to Washington state in such references as to the aspects thereof to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the situations thereof to the problems I warned others about in such references as to what I was already dealing with. No there is not the view of those types of people ever being considered as helpful in such references as to the amount of needless problems in such references in comparison to actually being genuinely helpful as to such points in time as to the combined factors of the years of 2000 through to 2021 for my transfer aspects, though in such regards as to and for myself. Obviously those who were capable to get assistances from my journal blog entries as to the situations such as the 20 year memorial and not 20 year anniversary in reference to the attacks on 11 September 2001, however is it that I should have a reversed viewpoint myself as to such aspects in the references when looking backwards now in the year of 2022 as to the combined situations such as what I learned directly from my Grandmawmaw and my Grandpawpaw as to their personal situations as well as their family’s personal situations as to certain aspects thereof as to similarities possibly as to graduates and/or those directly connected to the #Tuskegee #TuskegeeAirmen Tuskegee Airmen as to who were capable to graduating and/or not though also those who had continued onward as to surviving such aspects as to being a Tuskegee Airman as to such points in time as what would/could my Grandpawpaw have taught me directly as to such situations he and some of his friends he had known during the timeframe which he and my Grandmawmaw had been a part of the aspects as to the Civil Rights Movement as to the walking and working with both #DrMartinLutherKingJr Dr. Martin Luther King Jr and his parents as well as also with #MalcomX Malcom X as to such connections when they were younger?



What would or could be of any such importance as to if my biological mother/father/sister saw such aspects of my website as to my journal blog and complained about the verifiable facts as to what could be verified in such references to my journal blog entries, as what aspects would be accurate though additionally helpful and informative as to multiple other situations?



In such references as to the demographics of the east coast in the comparisons to the combined demographics of the state of Texas, what combined demographics of the east coast would actually assist the portions as to my memories as to such points in time in such references to the comparisons as to any other location in a specific aspect as to the transfer aspects as to the year of 2021?



Thus as to those who have survived a head injury or TBI whether active duty/national guard/reservist/veteran/dependent/civilian aspects and/or such situations as to while not my type of SCUBA Diving though situations thereof to the aspects thereof to SCUBA Diving in general as to such aspects thereof, what could be noticed in such comparisons as to being closer to the aspects of where I was born and raised in such comparisons to the state I woke up and regrew up in as to the state of Texas and what was it that I wrote in my first book Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing”?



How could someone help others in genuinity without first making sure to correctly take care of oneself, though in sch references as to this point in time now would it be possible to write as to the only way to truthfully help others while helping oneself as to such larger aspects would be in full truth as to the best of capability as to such factors while ensuring to be in the best possible location as to such situations of which to be capable to help oneself while assisting where best as possible as to acknowledging such situations as to what could be helped/assisted with in the comparisons as to such other possibilities as to knowing one’s own limitations despite other such circumstances?



Thus in such references as to the transfer portions as to the year of 2021, what could be taken into consideration as to the SCUBA Diving assistances in such comparisons to the truth as to the east coast overall compared to the state of Texas as to having been alone when I was in the state of Texas as to not having anyone directly in my life that actually reminded me of people I once knew in person face to face in person as to the specifics as to such lengths of time as to positive and helpful memory aspects as to such portions as where would such be capable to be seen in such references as to the in person face to face in person as well as such times as to the aspects as to the timeframe as to the year of 2019 in October more officially through to the transfer time as to the year of 2021?



Since the situations as to what choices were made in the months of July and August as to the year of 2019 as to the SCUBA Diving aspects in the civilian sector thereof to what should have been a celebration as to my 10 year anniversary of surviving as to such aspects to my work which had officially begun in the month of February 2009, as what ironic portions of beginning my coursework in the month of February 2009 as to this month of February in the year of 2022 could be taken into consideration as to a larger overall combination as to the proverbial viewpoints as to such aspects combined which I have brought forward in such references as to my journal blog as to the oddities of additionally working on my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection as to when the timeframe was as to when she earned her Medal of Honor award originally as what had I explained to people when I was a child/teenager/biological adult as to the facts in reference to the realities in reference to the situations as to the Civil War as to such aspects of skin tone as what did I bring forward as to my opinions in reference to the reasons individuals claimed were the only reasons they were voting for #POTUS44 #BarackObama POTUS44 Barack Obama?



What is an irony as to how simple it could have been as to the situations of which Hillary Clinton as to the year of 2008 election timeframe in conjunction as to Barack Obama as to such a point in time in comparison as to the Secretary of State in such references as to the Department of Defense while assistive as to where she could be, though what aspects could be taken into the consideration as to such aspects as to the historical references thereof to the Civil War as to the Civil Rights Movement which to the Women’s Rights Movement to such aspects as to the decades thereof as where could such aspects be pondered about as to the factors in such references as to a larger view as to when the Vietnam War broke out as to around which year as to why?



What aspects as to individuals as to the combined factors of my biological mother/father/sister having been back to the east coast area as to after I woke up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to the aspects of the only birthday timeframe when having been asked as to which birthday presents I would prefer as to those types of people as to the youth group I was in as to such references as to my being the original Baby Jesus Christ, as what would those types of people I once knew in youth group have as an opinion as to the comparisons as to my cousin Jade and her Dad as well as my cousin Jade’s and my Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw as to such aspects thereof to such a hypothetical in such references to the fact of such Democratic tendencies as to such an area as New Jersey in the years of the 1980s into the 1990s?



Why would such types of people in youth group when I knew those people be considered of nosey busy bodies as to such factors of the lack of willingness to ever speak of such to those types of individuals as to my cousin Jade as to such capacities, as what was it I had already dealt with in reference to those people as to that youth group of individuals as to what skin tone were those people as to such aspects in such comparisons as to my cousin Jade as well as my biological father as to such individuals in the youth group as what had I needlessly dealt with in addition as to such factors because of the physical attributes as to such differences between my biological sister and I in those timeframes as to such aspects as to the genetic factors?



What would the situations of what those types of people in that youth group as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to those situations be of consideration as to the aspects of the musical choices I had enjoyed as to those types of people having not understood because of the cassette cover as to such musical individuals, as maybe now those types of people have seen that the church was the home base for me as to such a sign as to the dookie that was throughout their brains as to such additional factors of a day as to which is why the grass is always greener in certain areas thereof to such types of those types of fluffy life individuals as to those situations in such comparisons as to those people’s assumptions as why would certain individuals such a #SnoopDogg #Biggie #BiggieSmalls #DrDre #Coolio #IceT #IcedT #IceCube #WuTangClan #WuTang Snoop Dogg/Biggie/Dr Dre/NWA/Coolio/IcedT/Ice Cube/WuTang be more of my style of music I wanted to listen to as to such points in time compared to Ace of Base as to their types of people as to what they thought as to what I was told about how the cassette insert could be considered as a poster for my room as what would I want to see as to what would I be capable to relate to in such comparisons as to those individuals compared to who I had grown up seeing and being around in all such comparisons?



What was that one ignorant blond’s name as to F***o as to a juggolo type of female as to those types of aspects in such references as to getting knocked out, as what was her ignorance as to such levels as to when she learned from Rob Castle as to only about my sparring at Tae Kwando though had not been informed as to the reality in the aspects of shortly before that sparring match at Tawe Kwando in comparisons as what could that second and third place be of importance in such comparisons to that type of biological female?



Maybe those factors as to the color of the shade of hair does have something to do with more than just the reality of what is found in nature as to a song reference from #Smashmouth Smashmouth, did the brain get smarter though the head get dumber as to such a type of individual as to her hair color choice thereof as to how certain individuals as to that youth group as to those types as to what their physical views of the world had been as to such comparisons as to my world view in whatever capacities thereof as to such proof in the references and regards thereof as what could be noticed as to the comfort level of simply walking around certain areas calmly as to Seattle and/or Tacoma and/or Austin and/or Houston and/of DFW as to such hypotheticals as to seeing what I was accustomed to in all such comparisons as to the assumptions; in reference to my fourteenth birthday as to the aspects thereof to that youth group of that Old Tennent Presbyterian Church which what problems did those youth group types fail to have paid attention to as to my warnings about the aspects of the original pastor of the church back in the 1990s as to the basement as what did I warn those individuals as to what would occur if they had not learned from such a situation, as what did I additionally warn those people about how ignorant they were as to laughing at the aspects as to the factors of their movie called the #WizardofOz Wizard of Oz as what had I warned those people about as to the realities of life in such references as what did they get warned about not to play games with directly ordered not to do so as to such factors when I was going through my Confirmation Class as to what was their problem as to my elective as why would their opinions mattered back then to me as what would their opinions matter to me now as to the similarity as to such proof as to such aspects as what names would I actually care to remember and what would the actual reasons be as to why as to such a situation when taking into such considerations to Basic Training, in the comparisons otherwise such as to those who I actually have cared about and cared for to such pre-Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my cousin Jade’s family in such comparisons to those people I once knew who lived in Manalapan as what differences as to #Manalapan #ManalapanNJ #ManalapanNewJersey Manalapan New Jersey in the years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the entirety of the combinations of #NYC #NewYorkCity #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York City though especially where my cousin Jade’s family had lived as what would be the difference as to what I would have seen as to the differences of the two cities?



What would the difference be in such similarities as to individuals such as to the age factors of differences in reference to the aspects of my biological sister’s birth year of 1986 as to the aspects of the New York City area as to those types of individuals as to Manalapan New Jersey who had not known what people looked physically as within the five boroughs as to depending upon which year as to depending upon which block as to depending upon which area as to depending upon whether before and/or after the year of 1993 as well as the aspects, as why would that be considered of importance as to the aspects of election portions in the northeast in such references similarly as to the state of Texas as to such 20 year memorial aspects thereof as what is the difference as to someone’s parents working in the area of as to the comparisons of someone who actually walked around and spent time in the neighborhoods thereof as to such situations whether even in the reference as to colleges and/or high school as to the comparisons of someone they knew who went to the area as what would the difference be in such references as to such comparisons as what could military individuals of the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America be capable to recognize in such references as to such situations thereof as to the aspects as to why would ending stolen valor of all types be of importance?






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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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