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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

What do the Revolutionary War, the Civil War, Women's Sufferage, & more have in common?



When I have noticed the problems I have seen in reference to the dangers against the citizens and the lands of the United States of America, who else has actually been in the ways of helpful aspects as to the assistances to the citizens and the homeland of the Untied States of America in the amounts and the levels of which ways as I compared to? When others have seen and noticed such situations and problems in ways only after I had brought such forward, who of you ever actually genuinely helped and assisted me in the ways which were of comfort and aid in comparison to what I have dealt with and been treated as in all such comparisons?



What of you people have ever been considered as choosing to be considered as infidels by the ways of their choices as to the ways of such descriptions within the ideology of the radicalized islam compared to the Judeo-Christian eclectic portions of which I have in the comparison to what each by their own free will have chosen, which for clarifications does it and has it taken a head injury to figure out I have chosen my citizenship of the United States of America compared to what I have seen and noticed as to the lack of comfort and aid in the ways of which I have worked towards and assisted in providing assistances where in such comparisons to each other individual thereof?



Which of you people by your choices and your actions of your free will has ever been to wrongfully deny me of my comfort and my aid and my assistance, when your choices have proven which aspects of which guidelines thereof?



When in March of 2020 #PrinceHarry Prince Harry and #MeganMarkle Megan Markle had officially moved into a house and property within the #USA United States of America and the aspects as to the legalities of which the general public had fawned over the fact as to such because of a different view of focus to the timeframe of having been in the middle of the beginning of the #COVID COVID quarantines and lockdowns, who paid attention other than myself to the fact of which there is now a Prince from another country who has purchased land and property while paying taxes in one of the highest tax rate state areas to live in the area and be recognized as royalty from another country? Who other than myself paid attention to the fact that particular country is the #UnitedKingdom United Kingdom, which in reference to the #RevolutionaryWar Revolutionary War back in the 1700s what is the situation of which the United States of America had fought to break away from the area?



The answer is, the taxes among Religious Freedoms for and of the areas.



In the reference to #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving, where is what was my SCUBA Diving gear depth gauge from?



The answer is, my depth gauge was a British Military depth gauge computer.



What occurred in reference to my SCUBA Diving gear and the #UHAUL UHAUL situation after my SCUBA Diving gear was stolen, is only known to whoever had stolen my SCUBA Diving gear to choose as was done in reference to such and thus in regards to the United States of America; that individual as well as those people involved with such a choice in reference to the fact it was and is known, I was on my way to make sure to take my SCUBA Diving gear to the #JBSA Joint Base San Antonio which specifically #FortSamHouston #FtSamHouston #FtSamHoustonSATX #FortSamHoustonSATX Fort Sam Houston where the #USNavy #USMC #SpecialWarfare Navy/Marine Special Warfare Unit near the #ISR #InstituteofSurgicalResearch #Institute #Surgical #Research ISR which is also known as the Institute of Surgical Research area if for the #USArmy #Army US Army and is a part of the Joint Base #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #Texasstate #texas #TX #TXstate #MilitaryCityUSA San Antonio in which the nickname is Military City USA in part because of the five military bases within the city of San Antonio Texas which works together in joint unison.



I know it took me from 2009 through to the year of 2012 however with the situations in my life at the time and the lack of proper care and the lack of proper assistances because of the needless stresses and needless dramas in my life, I knew I needed to take the proper precautions to safely work towards getting my SCUB Diving gear to the military base of which I have already gone over the fact as to if there were those who waited 12 more hours I would have successfully achieved what I had been working on since there was not one individual I once knew who was intelligent enough to actually help and assist me at the times of who would have known correctly what to do with such gear as to handing it over to the correct individuals. Hypothetically if I am accurate as to my SCUBA Diving gear instead of the correct aspects for the correct research, instead such ignorance of such types only split up the individual pieces of my SCUBA Diving gear as though to be collectible pieces in comparison to ever having the intelligence to know there was more to each piece of my SCUBA Diving gear than what my SCUBA Diving gear had been for such references; despite such individuals knowing officially I was medically retired from the Army, though unofficially to some individuals as to being an individual within the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America.



What does the Armed Forces of/for the United States of America mean in comparison to the various branches and divisions thereof, in such comparisons? It means those within the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America are required to take into consideration the nation of such regarding the United States of America though also acknowledge and work with the treatied individual aspects within the realms of such allowances as to the combined aspects as to the world portions because of the situations of which in the references to and of such would mean the requirement to have half of such aspects only towards the United States of America while the other half within the world view thereof; to which anyone who has intelligence would know and understand the requirements for such aspects as to because of the facts as to my SCUBA Diving, as well as in reference to Irving 2011. Thus if anyone was ignorant to think that anything in reference to such portions of such a spoken aspect as to the refusal of such aspects as I had done so as to my denouncing of which poritons as to the problems thereof within the United Styates of America, I already acknowledged as to why I have denounced the specifics thereof in reference to the problems for the betterment of the United States of America.



Thus if the ignorance upon anyone and everyone who would ever think that meant I gave up my citizenship in comparison to actually denouncing the problems of the United States of America as per having already gone over the various details as to the needless and the wrongful problems of which I have repeatedly brought forward, it is fully upon the ignorance of each individual who has refused to meet with me as to their failure as to pay attention to the facts as to the Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the Untied States of America and if such ignorance as to not having known of such though had not had the intelligence or the where-with-all to ask because of whatever egos thereof; you allowed a Prince from another country within the United States of America to purchase land as well as pay taxes as well as ignored the facts thereof only because of your version of popularity and have fully treated me as the ways you actually are in such references as to the domestic terrorism which I have repeatedly stood up[ against all such aspects as per having already brought such forward; again repeating the under oath portions as to having repeatedly denounced the needless dramatic problems which the individuals throughout the United States of America have needlessly caused and the lack of anyone to ever ask me personally while assuming as to whatever aspects thereof, I repeat you allowed a royal family member of another country which just so happens to be the country of which the American Revolutionary War began over as well as to the taxes and the Religious Freedom of which all of you who have chosen to make my life needlessly worse because of your failure to see such aspects you others have given aid and comfort to a prince of another country while having treated me as the ways you have throughout the state of Texas as well as within the United States of America when I had saved all of your wretchedness and while you denied me to comforts illegally and wrongly because of your ignorance to ever ask as to yourselves as to what in specifics thereof even though I fully put such into writing as to my books specifically “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”; your refusal to have the intelligence to actually pay attention to the correct details, has allowed you to pay attention to the fact that you were too stupid to pay attention to the fact of the Prince of a Royal family from the United Kingdom of which my SCUBA Diving gear depth gauge that you allowed others to illegally steal and hide from me illegally, has caused such needless problems because of your biases and preconceived notions from your ignorance.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when having made a small statement as to denying the aspects of which were in reference to the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America and the aspects of the multitude of in depth explanations as to there being more than just your ignorance and arrogances thereof to which all of you who caused me discomfort have been the infidels against the Untied States of America, and you are the ones who caused the problems to me to begin with because if you had actually helped and assisted me there would not be where the point in time is of now of which what point does anyone actually pay attention to the facts correctly as I would not have gone as far as I have to actually help if I had not cared about the United States of America and the world to begin with.


How many of you people can actually truthfully say the same thing, if you had treated me as such? The answer is any of you who have denied me any proper assistance have actually be the combatants against the United States of America especially if there are any of your technology records welcoming officially as to the requirements of a royal family member of another country, while having wrongfully denied me as to my personal works and achievements as it should not take a head injury top figure out your stupidity as to such aspects repeatedly has allowed your take over from another country because of how much of your biases have been against me wrongly and your problems of such has only lead to the problems now.



Where has anyone ever been which has actually been of assistance to me in truth, in honesty?



The answer truthfully is not anywhere in person with me as per the fact as to the 13th Amendment violations as the fact of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the ADA aspects to which have been violated only means that individuals who have wished to have illegally denied me my royalty payments were too ignorant to pay attention to the fact that the needless stresses they had put onto me needlessly while knowing of such after effects which were being worked on, if those iondividuals had not caused such additional problems while then claiming they kenw better then why would there be such a situation of which my SCUBA Diving gear had not gone to the correct location as I had been working on in the timeframe from 2009 through to 2012? That would in turn mean those people from the years of 2009 through to 2012 were the enemies of the United States of America the entire time and all such individuals who had caused needless problems to me since such a time afterward which includes to the aspects of which to my return to the state of Texas of which I had already repeatedly reached out for help and assistance without any help or assistance by such infidels to the United States of America repeatedlyh, were given aid and comfort while I had been treated horrifically as to such aspects the entire time while they have been enemies to the Unite dStates of America as repeatedly having brought forward.



In addition to the facts of which to the ADA portions as well as the wording portions as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, those individuals who have ever claimed any such poritons thereof cannot have it both ways. Either I am competent enough to take care of my business aspects and they are the ones who caused problems needlessly as per the findings of such throughout the technological measures thereof, or they are too incompetent to be able to correctly think and progress in life as per such aspects as per the technology measures because of their faiolures to pay attention to actually have helped me to begin with as to the facts as to the year of 2000 and onward though especially as to the year of 2009 and onwards. When such ignorance as to the claim as to having the ability to help and assist in reference to the ADA portions though wish hypothetically to ever wish I had not cared, if I had not cared about the United States of America than why would any such works I have done for m y Medal of Honor Art Project have ever been? Why would I have fought to take care of the situations in the ocean correctly, and why would I have dealt with the situations regarding Irving if I had not cared about the Untied States of America?



Thew answer is I did such because of my care and concern and I would be able to prove such with every prior pattern of behavior as well as each and every attempt made to actually work with the United States of America in comparison to everyone who has purposefully needlessly worked against me of which their patterns of behaviors for such choices as to the length of times would fully prove as to their being against the United States of America in all such comparisons, as well as their treasonous choices and their treasonous actions as to each and every choice they had made against me illegally and wrongly repeatedly of which even at this point in time of which the 13th Amendment violations as having brought forward among other such portions thereof have only repeatedly proven as to each individual through the technological measures as to what their actual stances have been in reference to whether or not they are for or against the United States of America. Every individual slight against me over the timeframes specifically from the year of 2000 onward has only proven each individual who has been in the opposition of the United States of America, in comparison to me which I have repeatedly proven when I have spoken there are issues because of my pain levels not having been taken care of properly as anyone who knows someone with chronic pain would know of such aspects; as well as I have the prior patterns and the continued patterns of behaviour as to having repeatedly gone forward to explain myself through the written word as to make every attempt to actually clarify such, of which in turn anyone and everyone who has ever stood against my aspects would in turn be labeled as infidels to the United States of America.



Prove me otherwise as to my opinions by showing such aspects in full truth as to the #FactChecking Fact Checking, and the #electioonintegrity election integrity, as the length of my background only repeatedly proves my loyalty to the United States of America in all such comparisons while also only showing my concern as to the situations of keeping the Untied States of America and the world safe. Though what does that matter to those who have treated me as they have as to all such situations as to not ever having given me any comfort and not ever actually assisting me at any point in time, over any length of time?



What does that show to other countries as to their ability to review all such portions as to the ways of which I have dealt with, and what I have been treated as?



How do other countries review the general public of the United States of America as well as the individuals who had treated me in the ways of which they had treated me from the years of 2000 onward to even the current point in time, and why would any such other leader of a country review each and every individual American as to which levels of what view point when you have repeatedly acknowledged as to the facts of Megan Markle and Harry from the Royal family of the United Kingdom within the United States of America?



What does that make the state of California #CA #CAstate #California #Californiastate California as to bringing forward such aspects, and what does that make people throughout the state of Texas as well as throughout the United States of America as to the treatments I have personally dealt with? Have you shown in the state of Texas and throughout the United States of America how you have not cared about the one and only person who had ever done anything to personally go to save everyone possible in reference to the attacks of 11 September 2001 as to my explanations as to such times, as well as thereafter? Have you people in the state of Texas as well as the United States of America shown the world even though I had saved everyone in the areas of the oceanic water areas immediately impacted by the areas of the oceanic waters I had gone SCUBA Diving in regards as to the Gulf of Mexico and the Atlantic area of the ocean, that you care more about yourselves than ever caring about the one and only who saved everyone’s lives personally by taking care of the business myself?



Does that show everyone in the world as to the people within the area of Florida and through to the drive through to Texas and onward as to the Untied States of America that even with the one and only as to the most amount of work having been done to save such amounts of people, that the greed and the pride of all citizens of the Untied States of America is to wondering as to what nothing of which I should have ever saved because why should I have ever saved such individuals as to how you have treated me over all of these years and have not ever paid attention to actually take care of what I personally have needed for myself?



Have your words been worse or better than my speaking and doing the best I could to explain such during a time which I was still dealing with the residual after portions of the zapping and electrical portions of which I had described during such times, as to the ways which I had been treated from the timeframes as to how I had wound up in Washington state and what does that show other countries as well as citizens within the United States of America as to the levels of which I personally have worked to actually do the best I could; compared to what is it that any of you have ever accomplished, in such comparisons for the betterment? How is it you have ever looked down upon me, when how many of you stood by and did nothing to protect the American Flag as others trampled upon the American Flag and burned the American Flag?


Would that not mean in such comparisons as to anyone who ever had supported the actions and choices thereof to burn the American Flag in all such comparisons as to each of you being treasonous as well as each of you being an enemy combatant to the United States of America, in all such comparisons to myself? How would it ever be considered as to any such choices to ever treat me in the ways I have been treated when you throughout the Untied States of America have repeatedly allowed the wrongful burning of the American Flag within the United States of America and yet when you had failed to pay attention to the fact of what I had dealt with and the need to actually take care of me correctly as to the after time as to what I had dealt with as to how I wound up in Washington state to begin with, what is it that can be said as to who would actually be considered as an enemy of the United States of America compared to me?



Does it take a head injury to figure out each individual who had treated me horrifically from the years from 2000 as to the fact of civilians knowing I was taken off of a military installation, raped, forced to bear two children, beaten and repeatedly raped with the knowledge of civilians within the state of Texas as well as assaulted repeatedly illegally and wrongly, then my SCUBA Diving aspects as to such additional illegal and wrongful treatments to the points in reference to the McCoy Elementary School and Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District and such onward as to Washington state; does it take a head injury to figure out I am the only one of all such situations who has actually been in protection of the United States of America and when I denounced such portions of the aspects thereof when reading through the Constitution of the Untied States of America, as to the early referrals as to what I was going to explain in other such videos and writings of which I had already written about in “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as well as other such aspects?



Does it take a head injury to figure out each individuals who caused such problems as to the aspects of which having explained such for each poritons which has been found to be accurate would in turn actually be the enemies to the United States of America, and each individual who has wished for otherwise has only been what I had fully denounced as to the needless problems caused by such individuals to my Constitutional Rights as well as what I have stood for as to the United States of America?



Should it take a head injury to figure out when I have needed to explain the aspects as to the most simple of rules within the #10Commandments 10 Commandments as to anyone who did not think of such portions, would automatically validate me as to my stances of which each aspect of which I have not been provided with what I have personally actually needed over such amounts of time have only been of in ways which each individual against me has actually been the enemies of the Untied States of America as proven by whichever choices and actions as to their free will compared to the problems from the medical portions of which I have dealt with and the proven factors thereof?



What does it mean if such medical portions of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury having been used against me though then ignored by others in such references as to such selfishness, and how does it take a head injury to figure out each individual who has stood against me in such wrongful ways has only been the enemies of which they have made themselves as to such aspects in reference to the situations thereof as per all such portions I have repeatedly and specifically gone over throughout such points and portions in time?



How does it take a head injury to figure out there if you are going to claim the burning of the American Flag is covered under the Constitutional Rights of Freedom of Expression, then there is not any legal defense for anyone to ever have treated me as to the ways I have been treated as to any such portions of my reading from the Constitutional Rights and Amendments of the United States of America or does that take a head injury to figure such out?



What is the charges for each individual who has treated me as such who has any direct connection and/or association with anyone over the timeframe more specifically to anyone who had burned an American Flag knowingly as to such times it occurred, as well as what are the charges for each individual who has treated me as such during the timeframes as to the years from November 2000 through to now? What are the charges for each individual who has denied me the correct care if there ever was a situation hypothetically as to such brought up in this journal blog entry on my website, and what is their background as to their aspects as to whether or not they have fought to protect and defend the Untied States of America and the homeland and the citizens thereof as to what length of time of proof?



Who has actually proven themselves to have been worthy of such in all comparisons as to how I have been treated compared to what treatments they have gotten, and why would I be rightfully enraged by such aspects as to how I have personally been treated by such treasonous individuals against the United States of America by their choices of their own free will after knowing what I have been treated as wrongly over such lengths of time when those individuals are the ones who have repeatedly started and continued with such aspects thereof?



When was the last time any of you people went to the depths of which as well as the distances thereof to protect and defend the United States of America and the world as I have in truth, and why have I been treated as I have compared to any and all of you people when I have accomplished what in comparison to what you people have done?



When have I ever had any comforts as to what I personally have earned as well as by what I have accomplished to keep such individuals and areas safe, compared to what you people have done in such references?



Why would I have been chosen compared to any and all of you people as to the references as to the oceanic portions as well as the Space Force aspects thereof, and why would I be treated as I have in such negligent ways as well as harmful ways and yet you have been treated how in such comparisons with what proof as to what patterns of what behaviors in all such comparisons?



Who is the actual enemy combatants of the United States of America and the world in all such regards compared to the wrongful accusations without any such proof of backing up as to the patterns of behaviour as to such hypothetical accusations against me in all such comparisons thereof, and who of which state welcomed the Prince of #England England to live within the state of which PADI is a registered SCUBA Diving association to the location thereof to which at that point as to such SCUBA Diving groups what is it you should be taking into such considerations in full as to the ways you have chosen compared to what you and your associations thereof have hypothetically accused me of incorrectly?



Which of such individuals who have treated me without any comfort as to what I personally have needed can be seen as enemy combatants to the United States of America as to all such regards as to how I personally have been treated wrongly throughout all such times, and why would it take a head injury to figure out any and all such problems associated over the years are to be paid attention to as to how I have been treated this whole time compared to who and how such has been treated with what patterns of behaviour?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out the portions as to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edward Walker as to all such aspects as to each individual throughout all such aspects and areas thereof, as to why would it take a head injury to figure out my stance as to my sensations I have picked up as to the wrongful treatment of me while each individual has been treated how for such treatment towards me when you have caused me what as per your choices of your games in all such comparisons?



Does it take a head injury to figure out each second of each minute of each hour of each day of each week of each year which I have been treated as I have been as to the wrongful aspects thereof has only proven to the United States of America’s actual caring citizens thereof and the world as to who has always cared about the safety and security of such in comparison to those who have caused me any needless problems, as to all such points in time especially from the years after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and onward through to the current year thereof; or am I the only one who has the intelligence to have seen such this whole entire time, while having needlessly dealt with all such wrongful problems caused by people who hypothetically from the get go had been anti-American to begin with?



Should it take a head injury to figure out how weak the individuals of the United States of America look as to the general public view as to the situations regarding how I have been treated in all such comparisons as well as to how weak the general public view is to the fact of the royal family having had someone become a dual citizen of the United States of America while also a part of the United Kingdom, while should it take a head injury to figure out when the British leaders as I would guesstimate learned of the fuller situations as to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving gear as to how those individuals would view the people throughout all aspects as to SCUBA Diving in the recreational civilian sector as to combatants of the Untied States of America as well as combatants against the treatied countries of the Untied States of America as well as combatants against the oceanic waters which go throughout all of the world as to each and every individual thereof who has made such choices to wrongfully be in such stances as to how I have been treated wrongly; which does it take a head injury to figure out such wording choices as to such portions as to the Constitutional Rights as read in reference to the United States of America as to my issued Blue Identification Card of/for the United States of America’s Armed Forces, of which what does that make everyone else in such references thereof in full comparisons as to how I have been treated?



Did you give aid and assistance to my biological mother/father/sister while knowing how I have been treated well before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though additionally afterwards to waking up from my coma, and why would you treat them as such with such proof compared to me as to my proof of my good works in pureness to help and assist the Untied States of America and the world comparatively?



Have you given aid and assistance to my ex-in-laws who have whichever proven aspects as to their choices and works against me as well as against the United States of America, and what differences are able to be seen in such aspects which then why would I and why have I been treated as I have been in such comparisons?



When did you last give aid and comfort to those who were involved with the 151 Road Warriors of that #MadMax MadMax during #Fiesta #FiestaSA #FiestaSATX #FiestaTX #FiestaSanAntonio #FiestaTexas #FiestaSanAntonioTexas #FiestaSanAntonioTX #FiestaSATexas situation knowing how I had been forced into such a situation as to the garage, and what similarities to that situation have you people been able to see within yourselves as to such aspects of such comparisons as to such treatments?



How could you give aid and/or comfort to anyone within the #Swingers Swingers and/or #BDSM bdsm communities as to the known treatments towards how my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia and I #Justice4Me #Justice4SusanMeeLing #Justice4ReverendSusanMeeLing #Justice4LadyDoriBelle have been treated by such individuals of such associated groups thereof, and how is it I have been treated in such comparisons as to what has been found as to such merging portions as well as the fact checking and the lection integrity among other such aspects thereof?



Why would I be treated as I have been treated after what I personally accomplished as to my SCUBA Diving works, when the other individuals who had disobeyed my direct orders as to not going to the underground missile silo to go SCUBA Diving? Why would such individuals who disobeyed my direct orders and commands as to if they were to go to the underground missile siloes to SCUBA Dive and what specific types of gear that would be required as to the safety and security of such locations, why would the treatments of such comparisons be in the ways thereof to such aspects of if there was any actual care and concern to and for the Untied States of America and by who?



How could anyone ever label me in any way other than the correct and positive ways of helping and caring as to my citizenship as well as my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America which are one in the same for those who are too ignorant to figure such out on their own as to whatever intelligence level thereof or lack thereof in my opinions, as to what occurred in reference to #McCoy #McCoyElementary #Elementary #Carrollton #FarmersBranch McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to the board meeting in the year of 2010 which those people refused to say the Pledge to the United States of America as well as if it is customary to additionally bring up apparently the aspects as to whatever pledge to the state of Texas flag; which I have done repeatedly as to my Pledge to the United States of America willingly and proudly in all such comparisons, which how many times have others said the Pledge to the Untied States of America compared to me as well as how many have proudly sung as well as performed to the national anthem of the Star Spangled Banner compared to those who have said and/or written what about me as to who actually has been the combatants to the United States of America by such proven choices repeatedly and why would those people ever get more comfort and aid than I in all such cases?



Who could ever truthfully deny my legal aspects as to my participation for the best interests of the United States of America of which in all such comparisons as to who has made which accusations falsely hypothetically, and what background of proof for such aspects can be found in each such ways thereof as who would ever be able to stand before me and actually truthfully accuse me if there ever was such a hypothetical thereof as to my right to face my accusers as to any such accusations as to the mandatory portions as to the legal systems as to the facts of what was read in reference to the #Dinwiddie #DinwiddieVA #DinwiddieVirginia #VA #VAstate #virginia #Virginiastate #combinedcourt Dinwiddie Virginia Combined Court?



What is the similarity between the Commonwealth of Virginia to the Commonwealth of the Untied Kingdom, and what aspects can be noticed in such references?



Thus where is the fixing and repairing to my justice for me as to all such rectifications as well as problems repaired as to all such portions as to any and all such accusations against me falsely which once again, where have I ever been brought forward to face my accusers of any and all such aspects of such hypotheticals in such comparisons? Where has there actually been the aid and comfort to me as to what I have actually needed and why have I ever been treated as I have been in comparison to each and every individual as to such portions thereof, as does it take a head injury to figure out each portion I have brought up only reproves as to all such portions of which I have brought forward as to the treasonous actions and choices thereof by others in the references thereof as well as to the facts of “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” of which how are you going to wrongly allow the radicalized illegal portions of islam treatments towards me wrongly though have denied my comfort and my aid repeatedly wrongly in all such instances and circumstances over all such years and decades thereof?



Who of you people who have fought for and/or allowed anything as to such aspects considered as better citizens of the United States of America compared to myself, when taking such realities into consideration?



Does it take a head injury to figure out my SCUBA Diving gear situation was the starting point as to the proof of each individual as to their choices as well as their particular stances as to the point of which what oath have such individuals followed in reference to the United States of America, with what patterns of behaviour to back such aspects up?



Should it take a head injury to figure out each who has ever been against me has chosen the Revolutionary War, the Civil War, the Women’s Suffrage, as well as such associated problems needlessly because of their own egos and their own failures to see such aspects as to the hypothetical seven deadly sins which each individual has chosen in all such comparisons to actually paying attention to the truth of the matter as to having made the choices such individuals have made by their own free will in comparison as does it take a head injury to see such portions in all such ways and why would I of any of you people ever be treated the ways I have been treated in any such comparisons as to the choices in all such comparisons as what makes any of you people better than I and how so compared to the Periscope situation?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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