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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Remember always the day and the month and the year exact per possible

For example unlike myself if others just now begin to discuss the situations in the northeast of the United States of America about February 1993, none of them ever spoke of such before hand unlike myself translates to copy catting from me personally and I do not consent. In such references the exact same per Old Tennent Presbyterian Church individuals whom have supposedly been to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church from the years of 1993 per such timeframes per the reference from when in my journal blog The Ornery PSA, about Austin and a bar and a situation per the situations of the 20 year memorial in the year of 2021 though in the facts of my journal blog in the year of 2020 during the election cycle and thus no one ever whom had not brought up such facts before myself to such levels thereof officially per such exacts per the year exacts and the time of the decade exacts; because remember, I would officially have been informed when whom might have agreed with me personally, and thus per such factors per the if situations of individuals who might lying renne faire such factors; there are many reasons I personally did not go into several situations throughout Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, and those facts hypothetically of proof fully prove such factors per the reality in truth per such additional requirements per the Regulations and the By-Laws per such factors officially per such requirements per the historical registration mandatory factors officially exactly per such "Finding A Silver Lining" references from my book/autobiography per evidence with per "Finding A Silver Lining" per any such hypotheticals of anyone at all that would be officially per my descriptions per what others would be per stolen valor officially to end per my opinions about my learning of the formation of the US Space Force in the year of 2020 when I learned about the US Space Force along with others about the formation at the time of the news reports from others through the laptop/desktop/cellphone computers I read through per such facts proven per history.



General George Washington spirit from my memories from my childhood per such, would refuse all of those types per such factors of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church per those types of any if factors hypothetically per such facts and my discussions per such when I have went to speak with him outside of where I personally am per such factors per my requirements per speaking with his spirit per such factors only per my requirements just the same per such factors thereof officially per such per my requirements only otherwise I purposefully close off to not deal with those types whatsoever who do not have any permissions from me ever to be per such factors ever per such unwantedness from those types one hundred percent because correct readings only per such positive factors do not ever occur whatsoever for others the same way when I am not in a good mood consistently per my prior warnings



Those factors were the reasons why there was more of a need for me to not be around the Sunday Schoolers at all including during the Monday through Friday work volunteer factors, per such facts that certain types were just not allowed to be within the area of me per such factors per prior explanations about exact locations per exact years per those exacts of those exacts per only those exacts per the permission that began to be required officially to attend Old Tennent Presbyterian Church for several months because of the situations that per the timeframe of 5th grade per one example of time for everyone to consider per such hypotheticals per the proof from others meddling involved with situations they had no knowledge thereof and/or told others the opposite or the partial truth(s) instead of such full attempts per the full truth per attempts per the minimum if required of the overall points per such overall real facts per my language only per such factors of the reasons of the exacts though whatever hypothetical proof from others of their needless buearocracy and/or their needless drama and/or their needless opposite day sort of drama lying renne faire sorts of unwanted factors and unnecessary factors per the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church full sets of laws per such a type of registration process that the legal requirements per my assistance directly per such legal requirements officially exactly per such exacts per such before the year of 2001 in the month of January per such legal requirements officially from me personally in person face to face in person at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church per the legal requirements per from the year of 1998 per in the year of 1999 and 2000 and the stand from all other congregants and members and visitors against each one of the board and deacon and trustees per such factors of their involvement with anything I am a part of per my involvement per such per the 3 number per mine only and if I chose to share only per if such per the factors thereof that Sunday Schoolers did not like and threw their temper tantrums over from such a point in time of the first official notification and the reminder to the Confirmation Class attendees that the mandatory minimum requirements fully officially no matter who has spent to be a part of my work and/or my life and/or such endeavors per such factors per the 1980s initial paperwork per such.



Remember I have not went into the depth of any factors per such timeframes of the updates to my journal blog The Ornery PSA about such factors until beginning in writing though not ever in any prior discussion with anyone else before ever, I personally promise such facts and thus if anyone that would be in a different factor than being capable to prove per my standards of friendship per my requirements officially to ever speak about anything I have written about per my updates to my journal blog that is anyone at all that I personally did not approve of to speak and/or write about such factors per the legal requirements officially from me personally required per such factors that I have already clarified such requirements are before ever beginning officially per my official confirmation per the legal factors per the requirements officially per such involvement per such only allowances per such specifics officiallyper such facts. Thus since I have not done any pictures with anyone at all within the recent 5 year timeframe that are with anyone I personally knew outside of such events per such exacts of those exacts only, per such factors of only for those few seconds of those few pictures only per such facts of those exacts of exacts pe where I went per such throughout the prior 5 years per the proof per such factors of discussions that would be that I personally would have with others per such if factors hypothetically per if having friends in such specifics I personally consider and murmering is not ever going tyo be anything I personally consioder because I did not give my informed officially fully consent before officially exactly per such exacts per Mustang and Medical legal factors per my protections for me officially in such hypotheticals of what I personally clarified per not being per such unwanted types of per my creation of my book series "Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy" per having clarified in the title and having clarified my protections for me not anyone else that is not on my side per my considerations per correct per my considerations per such facts.



I would not believe per such prior times per my work being respected per my personal considerations per any and all reasons that have been validated per the accuracy of facts per my clarifications with whatever others have clarified in genuine truth only, per such factors per the exacts matter at all times always and since such factors per the proof from the years of the decades from the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s per the beginning of the 2020s per then for a new start for a fresh start for a reset more appropriate and accurate in my personal opinion(s) per such requirements and needs for myself though also for others the most per such factors proven per my clarifications because the only exacts that per such exacts per for me per such exacts per such exacts that would per such exacts be the only proof of individuals that I personally once knew in person in my real life combined per such peaceful balance per such factors at those times; however those times of my personal requirements per such specifics, thus per the factors of the factors of obviously those who I once knew in my real life during those exacts per those exacts per those exacts are no longer per such because obviously no one I personally ever would consider a real friend to me personally per such factorts of my personal considerations would ever in any capacity per such if factors of the years from 2000 through 2022 per such if hypotheticals per my accuracy of the in person face to face in person per such peaceful balance per such full exacts per my exact knowledge per my exacts per the exact information per the exacts of such exacts per such exacts that legally per such full disclosures fully before ever per such if factors officially per my background and my clearance and my orders per PCS despite being a 17 year old biologically legally and the subrachnoid hemmorhage in the frontal lobe of my brain per the real medical colleges differences per such factors where I was born and raised.



Referencing those whom I once knew before my Psalm Sunday in that year of 2000 during my Basic Training in the Army at that time for the United States of America, there would not be any need to explain anything of how to speak with and how to be with and how to be around a born and raised New Jersey-ian per such times before the year of 1999 and thus thereafter the year of 1999; only if they actually knew in person face to face in person in real life per such factors thereof per the individual born and raised proven New Jersey-ian per the exacts per such and a born and raised New Jersey-ian is who they are though the facts are per the exacts of the exacts per the exacts per the locations officially per such born and raised New Jersey-ian per the factors of and thus those who might say they knew me would not ever need any explanations about New Jersey nor where to go per such if they actually knew me from the start per my considerations per such born and raised New Jersey-ian factors per the facts of common sense and since those outside states know how annoying Neww York City-iers can be per such factors of why most born and raised New Jersey-ians despise those area types because it is not New York City in New Jersey per riding coattails that are not for such to ride per such stereotypes per the area of NEw York City per the massive distinctive differences that New York CVity-iers try to emanate the original factors per a born and raised New Jersey-ian without actually knowing the information from the start and then wonder why we per born and raised New Jersey-ians do not care about their wannabe garbage because New Jersey is thankfully not New York City New York at all and why so many New York City-iers whine about not being accepted in New Jersey when it is the facts that when they try to say the same when they are not the same at all their need to accept they are not a born and raised New Jersey-ian just because they move from New York to New Jersey has been one of the largest needless drama needless situations throughout the decades that the west coast did nothing worthwile to stop that at all per their wannabe notabee situations per the exact same idiocy per such types of only a born and raised New Jersey-ian is a born and raised New Jersey-ian no matter how many years or decades and each and every individual who moved and/or went through New Jersey in the 1980s and the 1990s that claimed they could prove to me personally a difference per such states within the United States of America proved one way per such factors per or another per such hypotheticals per such facts since the middle to late 1980s per whichever individual not born and raised New Jersey-ian per such factors per them.



Not one person who would officially have known me in real life fully per only in person face to face in person per the only biological face to face homo-sapien-sapien in person per such per any drawings or any notations about the exact scars that per the exact year per the exact work of mine per such scarring per such per if my biological mother per from my knowledge thereof per the exacts and if per such factors of not and others confirming per such not then their acknowledgement of such failures per the reasons of my stand against the basement and all such stands against I took that have proven themselves accurate per such warnings from my sights per spiritual sight only per my specifics that I personally consider only or when per such prior times per such factors of my protective measures to not allow others per such factors thereof per the requirements of mine per my requirements per my needs per for me personally per the common sense of me being the spiritual seer per then only per my considerations for me personally only per common sense and anyone that I personally clarified to per such only per such exacts times per previous times and only such previous times per the timeframes thereof per such exacts.



That includes SCUBA Diving drawings and/or any and all others drawings and/or paintings and/or artwork and/or writing and/or speaking of whatever type officially, no one else should have ever had any need for or from me personally to ever draw anything or explain anything at all officially if there ever actually was/is the exacts per the Abysmal area per the floor picture of the SCUBA Diving timeframe from the floor of the Abyss per the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive per the first SCUBA Dive landing at the bottom of the Abyss before then ascending to the area of the Vandenberg where then I landed after having landed at the bottom of the Abyss beneath the areas of the top of the boats with the satellite dishes for that bottom of the Oceanic Floor images per such for my personal finances for my work for me personally and no one else at all ever per only one vial meant only one vial and nothing else per anyone else at all per anyone except me personally only for all such credits and all such finances for me personally only and only me for my personal choice to use with the specific knowledge of officially before because that would be one of the only ways I personally would ever consider my work worthwhile to experience at all regarding each situation per individual situation per the waters per my previous clarifications.



I have yet to have real reasons I personally poer only me personal considerations without any explanations whatsoever for anyone else at all, per then nothing that I personally enjoyed whatsoever at all in any capacity whatsoever because of each and every other that did not ever have the respect required for me personally from the start per what my personal considerations are as a born and raised New Jersey-ian and each attempt and try only repeats the needless garbage I personally did not want or need from anyone I ever met from the years of 2000 through 2013 per such if factors per the 20 year memorial of what I personally did not like about them at all instead of anything I would have remembers possibly if I actually spoke with them in such specifics instead of the nothingness they made themselves to be in my memories because such facts for a born and raised NEw Jersey-ian per the overall northeast areas per my upbringing per the amounts of people that would be considered my family per blood family in New York state and Pennsylvania state that were alive before the year of 2017 though if I had real individuals who actually knew me and were actual per my considerations of caring family about me per my best for me personally per my needs for others to accommodate only for me personally per such factors of each and every factor I clarified depending upon though only for me personally to accommodate for me personally fully exactly per such factors of those whom I knew in the 1980s and 1990s per the location(s) then per such nonexsistance per such others because of those types that actually hypothetically thought they knew what actually what they thought was best where per the difference of my personal comprehension of the best for me personally per such overall factors instead of just one or just two or just three factors when the reason for my invitation and the reason for my acceptance per such differences per such factors per my being Mustanged per such hypotheticals per such proven facts at this point in the year of 2023 in the month of May on the 17th day of the month of May in the year of 2023 and when there has not been the requirements per what the actualities of real assistance for a Mustang requirements are per Aides then such other factors per such work location(s) are per such facts instead of others' unnecessary input for what they are not competent to judge from the start officially per themselves per their backgrounds per their connections per their biases per their opinions per their factors of what they were legally required to acknowledge officially in truth to me first officially from the starting point and per such starting point per all such connected factors per those facts thereof per their fault and my 100% innocence for me personally and my work of all types for me personally and my finances per such for me personally though per only per my considerations only.



Then again why would the real considerations for me matter to me personally far more than others' thoughts or opinions per the difference of what and whom and how and where and why actually per for me personally to be for myself and what my considerations of fun for me personally are, and those types of individuals I personally prefer to be with and around per such factors of my personality.



Additionally per explanations before the board meeting in the Old Tennent Presbyterian Church congregational meeting similar to the first Confirmation Class that Pastor McKenzie explained that no matter what and no matter who, the requirements of the requirements for the Confirmation Class to actually be a member of Old Tenent Presbyterian Church per the factors regarding just for Confirmation Graduation though per such per the Presbyterian Church USA where only the beginning requirements per the historical registration of the church original documentation would be permissible per the original legal factors per the one and only original per the original of the original not just per Old Tenent Presbyterian ?Church per the original of the original of original per the factors of the original of original paperwork per my legalities and the biological factors per Prudential Insurance and thus having read the paperwork myself per such factors and the age of the original papers per such factors per the differences of the copied paper factors and the differencesa of the ink per such factors that I comprehend myself per such factors and my proiven accuracy per such original proof per such facts per my accuracy from the start and per such permanently per my accuracy and per such facts in real and exacts per sduch exacts per exacts per truth 100% per such facts genuinely.



I have reminded per the oath per Virginia I personally swore, thus per such factors per my only factors that officially per the informed factors per such legalities officially per my remaining 100% innocent from the start because of the backdating per such starting time for me personally only and none have such protections for thermselves per such officially per the choices of their own free will if they were ever informed first and had not officially truthfully inform,ed me first per such standards per requirements officially and thus only I per such and only those per my clarifications per only my considerations per such factors of per such and without the confirmation they would need for me to evert officially allow anyone I ever once named in my journal blog there has been the clear distinctions that nonr have actually accommodated what my personal considerations are in full 100% exacts per such exacts per4 such exacts for me exactly per all such exacts at such exacts per such exacts for me personally per only my considerationjs in full; thus per such facts, then per there not being anyone else that ever proved to me personally per the official standards per such factors per such for me and not others' just me personally per my requirements and only after per my considerations poer my considerations then any such others per such factors per my considerations of time and not anyone else's at all per for me and/or my work(s) at all and thus all owe me personally per such debts they personally and theirs personally owe me from the start of the official factors per the year of 1993 per all such official proven factors hypothetically per such additional protections for me personally per such factors per Old Tennent Presbyterian Church and the historical societies and the Presbyterian Church USA that no one else would know of officially to speak or write about at all unless they actually knew back in the prior years of the official factors of what the full exacts were/are.



I guesstimate if others knew the legal paperwork requirements per some of the factors of my PCS to New Jersey per such hypotheticals per such factors of if situations, then hypothetically from the timeframe of Kelly Air Force Base per such hypotheticals per such factors that hypothetically that individual couple per Kelly Air Force Base per PCS differences per such factors thereof per if such per 11 September 2001 per those individuals officially per such knowledge that I needed to return to the state of New Jersey to legally sign the documentation or there would not be the legal requirements officially per such historical factors per others for others and I would be the one and only individual alive ever to actually care about such history to be accurate hypothetically until others actually realized the importance per such original and accuracy factors and accommodated correctly per such factors instead of their opinions from their biases from what they thought about what factors thereof while needing to remember the population sizes are not the exact numbers of individuals known personally though are individuals known since that should not take a head injury to figure out or explain or go into details or information of per that should not take a head injury at all whatsoever for any such factors of common sense regarding what has been clarified in actual truth regarding others.



Additionally it should not take a head injury to figure out even if a biological born female is a tomboy, there is not any singular or group of males biologically born and raised in New Jersey per such that would ever exactly per such exacts per such exacts ever get the born and raised bio9logical female New Jersey-ian to ever remember if they themselves exactly per exactly per themselves per such factors thereof that would ever be capable to do anything other than only get the negative memories to ever surface immediately instead of anything happy or positive for the born and raised biological female New Jersey-ian tomboy at all ever; especially if the born and raised biological female New Jersey-ian is from the north and/or the northeast and any individual from Central to South New Jersey would not ever be capable to ever officially per the exacts of the living in the exacts of the exacts per the exacts of the time exacts per the exacts thereof per year and such factors because of the months and the days per such exacts to ever get the good memories to come forward first depending upon the lev el of damages from a head injury that I would guesstimate it would not take a subrachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans per such healing and recovery factors only began after that point in time per such blood per such factors and thus anyone who would believe they would ever get me to remember positive memories per biological males from New Jersey and/opr born and raised in New Jersey that would not officially be the individuals I personally knew in person face to face in person in real life homo-sapien-sapien to homo-sapien-sapien per uch exacts per the exacts per the years of exacts per 1983, 1984, 1985, 1986, 1987, 1988, 1989, 1990, 1991, 1992, 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 1997, and the time in the year of 1998; it should not take a head injury to figure out those facts, at this point per my accuracy and anyone at all that thought they could just wrangle up a few that would be good enough would obviously have proven otherwise per being good enough for me personally per such memories for me from individuals I personally knew per such being in person face to face in person with them in real life and since such Amish and Mennonites and Mountaineers that such clarifications thereof; I personally do not find comfort at all reminiscing about such factors at all per what my personal considerations are for me personally, for my personal life per my choices per what I discuss from those times that others do not have the capacity of ever getting me personally to care about theirs per such factors personally because of the exacts per such times and even if I met them possibly outside of such if they were not exactly per my exacts per such exacts and some extension per the knowledge that they themselves are not the exacts to me personally and without such clarifications then such needless unwanted games per such lying renne faire garbage instead of respecting such factors correctly per such factors of 11 September 2001 after timeframes regarding others per such factors of only in the exacts of exacts of exacts per the timeframes after the month of February in the year of 1993 and not everywhere else per such clear distinctions if others would be smart enough to finally comprehend the facts and actually assist me correctly per my considerations especially after such amounts and such lengths of time that others have without my personal consent ever had from me personally that I have clarified per such factors of boundaries at all whatsoever.



Thus while others might have comfort from such, personally myself that translates to nothingness whatsoever that my personal considerations of what my personal considerations per such exacts; thus not anywhere or even close to the full exacts per my actual person full exacts, per my requirements before my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury per the differences of after waking up from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury during Basic Training in the Army where the acceptance that a birth certificate to get a Driver's License fully proves the facts even if not seen though proven fully and thus such examples of where individuals in the year of 2000 through 2004 in person face to face in person in my life exactly per such exacts would officially because of their failures from the starting point in the year of 2000 per my Mustang factors officially have not ever fixed or repaired such mistakes they personally made per actually per wehat my considerations would be per such per only what my considerations would be would ever matter at every factors thereof because of the facts from 11 September 2001 that all of them and all of theirs officially would owe per such debts they would owe to me per my choices per the payments per such factors though officially informed first correctly per legal factors if seriously needing Fail Safe to become reality in full per such exacts per my being the character metaphor the one and only Maggie per my website www.susanmeeling.cpom if per such metaphors now per the difference of what I did not intend such to be when creating a multitude of different types of fiction book series for what my personal considerations per exacts and only what I consider then would be prophecy officially and then if per such prophecy then per such Mustanging again per me personally on top of all the prior Mustang times per the combinations per such facts regarding Mustangs per the facts of how in different capacities of Chief Warrant Officers though not exactly the same per such factors per the higher amounts of in real life qualifications per such factors combined per.



Common sense per Mustangs is per the background education is first and foremost, specialty education per such additionally, then per such Armed Forces of the United States of America training/education per such if factors previous to me personally of a biological age individual Mustanged before the age of 21 years old biologically though per such length of time per the starting point of education and the combined factors per a different version of an ASVAB that I can guesstimate now in the year of 2023 for the Top of the Top ranks per Mustang factors.



Though the if factors of just being retired per what my personal considerations would be for myself personally, then the factors per the overalls would officially not ever be anything I personally would consider for myself personally ever being retirement at all in any capacity whatsoever and anyone at all that would think I would ever actually consider such per my personal considerations of retirement per within the state of Texas per the years of 2000 through 2013 or any point thereof per such that I personally do not consider being retirement per relaxing per retirement is supposed to be relaxing; then per such relaxing per such comforts per my considerations per myself personally per such factors, then there has not been what my personal considerations are per such nor with the individuals that would be per such per my exact age per such retirement per such age factors of my retirement per such facts if per such regards for me personally per what my personal exacts per exacts per exacts per all exacts per my considerations for my relaxation for my comfort for me personally per such factors for me personally to relax and retire then there is 100% per such nonexistences per each and every individual I once knew that ever accommodated and facilitated such in full per all such exacts per what I personally clarified would have been relaxing for me personally within that state of Texas instead of what was not relaxing for mew personally per my exacts per my exacts only.



Each and every one of those and all of their connections need to accept those facts without arguing any further to ev er begin to start to fix and repair anything at all whatsoever, per that should not take a head injury to figure out or point out or accomplish such correctly per my considerations.



However if individuals I once knew in person in real life face to face in person at exact times per exact situations per the timeframe of the time of September in the year of 2001 onward per such anyone who complained to me and/or about me and/or of me per such situations I assisted to clear up and assisted to arrange medical care for and such per only that time for only that situation per such similarities tho0ugh differences only per the location per such after February 1993 per the northeast of the United States of America and then the additional facts per September 2001; those who told me the words 'use words to explain' well then per such factors of what should not take a head injury to figure out to point out per their words in the state of Texas per those individuals I once knew "GET OVER IT" per such any factors of their choices per such situations I personally clarified per such afterwards from though already gave such attempts per much kinder written words from the years online of 2001 through 2022 until my first post where I actually swore per such cursing words of swearing cursing such per a few journal blogs that I specify specifically only per such online or written words per such factors being curse words or swear words per such written word only.



Thus it should not take a head injury to point out or figure out if anyone at all was/is the individual and/or related biological family per actual real connections per the northeast in real life prior to such and real in depth actual connections per such considerations in other factors per such different levels of family connections per such facts and/or friends thereof and/or associates thereof and/or business thereof per any such homo-sapien-sapien per the scientific only per such factors; any one of those types per having heard such directly from their mouths to my ears when I listened in person face to face in person per exacts per exacts per exacts such per the Jade Wolfe Coven per such words, "GET OVER IT" per such factors of what I personally weas told directly about who I personally knew in my real life from my childhood and my teenager years though in the years of being a child and teenager per February 1993 per what time had I had to get over such per such hypotheticals per anything after 2001 through 2022 throughout any of their lives per their factors per heir hypotheticals per curse words per karma for them per such from the energetic factors of the legend of the Beast of the City of York Bay area and not the New Jersey Devil at all per such words of hypotheticals per each of them and I remain clear and protected away from such per the ways of those energetic factors I warned about from 1993 through 2023 thus per such factors of how New York City-iers are per such Bay area energetic factors per my guesstimation around the year of 1990 per such factors though only if a real genuine factor per born and raised New Jersey-ians would be per such factors regarding comprehending not to ever upset or enrage that energetic factor with the energetic factor of the New Jersey Devil per such factors if known per the individuals officially per actualities per verifications that are clarifications per such factors per such sectors per such factors if the truth and genuinity and the fullness of most amounts of exacts per such actual exacts per not any version of a lying renne faire type per the common sense anyone at all involved with Renaissance Faires in any capacity of what I dealt at that time of Excalibur Faire in the year of 2005 tpes per the year of 2000 would not ever be capable to ever know me personally per my requirements fully and would try to pretend per such wench types instead of anything that would actually be correct for me personally per unless only per such factors per such facts thereof fully per such being a born and raised New Jersey-ian.




There is nothing for me to get over regarding the factors of me being a born and raised New Jersey-ian from the northeast of NEw Jersey, it is for everyone else to get over the facts that they made the choices they made with whatever information they had at the time and when they were given the clarifications from me personally p[er such per then per such facts of the facts per the exact location per the exact demographics for me per such exacts of my hou7se address where I was raised per the full monetary values in full per such factors per such references regarding my personal exacts per the factors of all connected business factors per such facts at such exacts. When others get over the facts of their choices per such New Jersey types of situations and when they get over the facts of their misinterpretations about New Jersey \and the northeast of the United States of America per the individuals I personally met at such exacts; then those are the only individuals who would officially need to get over everything from such, and all of such connections would just have to accept the facts and they having accepted such facts then they get over their biases and they get over their emotions and they get over their egos and they get over the facts associated to; then they actually begin to accept such failures from therir choices for themselves, then such stages of grief for them to accept the facts while I have always been truthful per such about me personally from the start and they have to accept that fact and get over thei egos from what their failed pop culture references taught them just per such failu8res from them per such factors thereof per such rtimes regarding if they thought that would ever be anything helpful or assistive for me personally per anything per my exacts per only full exacts per such factors of what I personally would consider for myself personally being retirement and would be as unexciting for me personally and unenjoyable for such per Disney per such #Disney Disney was not anything that was fun for me personally per my exacts from the start per such clarifications of what I actually wanted to d and where I wanted to go and such factors that when Disney found out their massive failures at the time of the trip per such factors thereof then in conjunction after I became 21 years old biologically though only per my considerations of what my considerations for me personally without any involvement from outsiders that would not officially have been informed to me personally in advance per such factors officially per such reminders for me personally per actual per for me personally of my requirements for me to actually enjoy and have fun with those whom I actually preferred at those exacts of time per such factors thereof



I suppose it would be a miracle at this point for Disney to actually accommodate correctly per my exacts in full per my exacts in full per examples for me personally per my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #PADI #NAUI SCUBA Dive Aurora Borealis Bethlehem Star entire factors per for me personally per whom I would require the experience for myself per, thus per such factors thereof per there not having been anything that would ever be per the exacts per only the exacts per such exacts for me personally per my exacts; why would I ever believe Disney company factors of employees per such, fo and should not require from me personally any factor I personally consider being needless buearocracy from the start me per my considerations of enjoyment per the exact times per exacts thereof per only exacts matter regarding such facts.



Thus others' problems per how they programmed themselves per their intentions per the saying of 'bless your heart (Texas)' per such factors per the difference of a born and raised New Jersey0ian per the blessings to per such personally for such first and maintained and sustained correctly or else per such factors; where the common sense per such factors thereof per maintaining and sustaining such blessings from am born and raised New Jerey-ian per the legends per such factors of if ever trying s backwards way of ever getting a fling of a New Jersey favor that per such legends of how such factors per the only one to ever ask would be the one and only per such factors and anyone who would ever try such if situations of ever thinking of such failed factors per such pop culture lying renne faire types per such \east coast legends and/or rumors per such Italian factors hypothetically the exacts of the definition per the intention of bless your heart in the state of Texas and the southern below the Mason Dixon Line areas per such factors then per such if hypotheticals per such factors of the legend and what others would owe the only one that could have ever been asked from the start and the myths of the legends per such metaphors only per such if factors per such being maintained and sustained correctly per such good mood factors of the if ever hypotheticals per any if additional factors thereof per such hypotheticals per such an individual and what mine would be upset because of what I personally dealt with due to such individuals and hypotheticals from the proverbial stories I suppose per such times depending upon.



The digital factors per such prior journal blog guesstimations per such exacts per such exact points in time per such logistical review per such thoughts at the exact points in time per the situations per the exacts per such if factors. per though such it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts regarding if my biological father per such havin g acknowledged he was a taxi cab driver and an EMS driver in the 1960s and the 1970s per his birth in 1951 though cannot remember anything about the roads in the years of 1998 through anytime thereafter per how it should not take a head injury to figure out the problems per such if factors per such 1993 timeframe facts that I attempted to bring forward correctly per such saving lives regarding the factors thereof.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when my Bok Gung funeral and arrangements were in New York City New York and not in New Jersey at all, it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference between the state of New York and the state of New Jersey per the actual locations per any if factors of anyone at all who took anyone out to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church grounds and pointed any of the Chinese and/or Asian area locations officially though the facts of the specific sections per the facts in the state of New Jersey that I made attempts to warn about per such facts.



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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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