In regards of who had been around my desktop and/or laptop computers and/or cellphones that I can think of is the following list of names of people who had ever been around the area of my computers where I was living that are possibly still alive though also all of my laptops which were under the accidental warranty plan in regards of what I took to Geek Squad in Best Buy in as best timeline order as possible to a degree:
* My son and my daughter, and one of my son's friends from McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District who had problems with the food I cooked and the amount of because he preferred a store bought meal in comparison to my home cooked meal during a sleepover in 2008 or 2009
* My biological mother
* My biological sister
* My biological father
* My ex-mother-in-law
* My ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time name, her two daughter, and her son
* My ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Osteen and her two daughters
* Females from the Jade Wolfe Coven and their spouses (Jamie was married to Stephen who worked at the Gentleman's Club in San Antonio as a manager, Christine who was married to Mike in San Antonio though met him as she also was from Abilene Texas and he was in the Air Force branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces when they met though lived in San Antonio Texas near the 151 and 410 area around Potranco Road to which no relationship beyond was ever allowed as a few problems had issues accepting no as an answer)
* Thomas Marden (who I met online and later dated shortly though thought he could use me wrongly to get back at his mom and his Grandpa who had been in the Air Force branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces)
* Dawn (met from the San Antonio Pagan community and the aspects of the time I went to the Excalibur Faire in 2005 as well as introduced me to Ayaz Sheik and the people she worked with in the Chase Bank large branch location on I90 outside of 410 who once was in the Navy branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces which there was not the relationship beyond such as per my personal preferences as despite how I can speak and write about various topics I am extremely prude for the aspects thereof as well as apparently because of my physical looks and being born and raised in New Jersey as I was told)
* Nine Lives Books store and cat sanctuary staff and volunteers as well as those from the Psychic Fairs from 2005-2008)
* Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr AKA Cactus Jack and his family (prior explanations about how that situations had been as well as how such went because of such situations already)
* The neighbors from my house in #SanAntonio San Antonio #Texas Texas as well as my house in Carrollton Texas for both sets of housewarming parties (were informed of how the time of the legal marriage and how that was forced as well as how the situations regarding Cactus Jack had been forced in regards of the situations in person before I had my furniture moved into my house in #Carrollton Carrollton Texas as well as after moving in officially)
* The construction crew who had built the second floor above my garage with balcony, remodeled the bathroom area, and installed the eight foot privacy fence in 2009 and 2010 as well as maintenance staff at any apartment/townhouse I had lived in at such times (were from my ex-in-laws and were informed of both how the legal marriage was at gun point as well as the situations regarding having to drive Cactus Jack back to San Antonio Texas after the situations regarding)
* International SCUBA instructors and students also locations associated with International SCUBA #SCUBA for the actual SCUBA Diving such as San Marcos Hot Springs, Clear Springs SCUBA Park, the Huntsville Quarry, and Cozumel/Cancun trip as explained and described)
* Sean Leonard of SCUBA Toys in Carrollton Texas (prior situations explained regarding how many times he was told no as well as his confession regarding on the phone in Washington state as well as at the #Bremerton Bremerton Naval Shipyard in 2019 where he admitted to being told of my SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg after admitting he did not follow any instructions regarding after catching a Puffer Fish as I had told and commanded him to do for the safety of more than just that male) However if his last name is not Leonard then the portions as to checking in to the Bremerton Naval Base which his identification card was scanned at the same location which I checked into the base at with the scanning of my Blue Military Identification card for such correct information, to ensure the correct individual was scanned into the Military installation in 2019 during the month of April 2019 as per the KIA Soul driven onto the base in the color black, with one of the rear seat windows which was broken and had plastic over the side thereof for clarification purposes as my discussions with that male on the Bremerton Naval/Marine Base in #Washington Washington state would have the video footages from each angle of cameras, as that male was the only individual I spoke with once walking around the military installation near the chain link fence near the #Kittyhawk USS/USNS Kittyhawk area; and since my hairstyle and hair color with what tattoos were able to be seen in both of the tops as well as partially in the palm areas of both of my hands would be able to show, and assist my clarifications thereof as per also having picked that male up from the Sea-Tac Airport and dropping him off at the #SEATAC #SEA Sea-Tac Airport during that several day point in time in April 2019. As that individual had also shown up to the Extended Stay America I was staying in for the short amount of time before going to the #FBI FBI location I had as well as mailed off which books I had before and after going to #CID CID at #JBSA JBSA on Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas, there are other such locations which have multiple camera angle views of that male; which also additionally regarding when at Clear Springs SCUBA Park in Terrell Texas he was the male who had gotten down on bended knees regarding hiding behind two other male SCUBA Divers I guesstimate from SCUBA Toys which he was trying to hide behind from the situation when I was asking if there was anyone who was wanting a Bratwurst cooked by me to eat when I BBQed during the weekend of the 4th of July in 2019.
If such additional clarifications regarding such a name for all such prior posts and writings is required, there are the multiple ways as well as having him check into #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire regarding the mandatory identification check at the front when filling out paperwork; though I cannot recall if they actually scanned his identification card for a new individual regarding such a location, because of the way the discretion had been for when a male or a female had ever already been within the club to pretend as though the individual was new if being brought into the club with a different female as compared to before as per learning of when I was volunteering at the Club Sapphire at the times I had been volunteering to arrange the setting up and cleaning of the club locations regarding the consenting adult lifestyle in the area near the Homeland Security building and the Chamber of Commerce as well near the Sea-Tac Airport. As his body style seems close to who was once known as Paige who painted her/his body green and put on a black wig when going out in the #BDSM BDSM scene while hanging out with Heather at a few locations which were not The Sanctuary usually though were such as the FVD as well as in #Denton Denton Texas house party locations as well as other Temple of Flesh and Gloryhole Girl events they had held, that individual fits the body style as well as the painting of the color of green regarding a similar coat of pain regarding the way green cammo paint is used for those who actually had signed the dotted line for the United States of America's Armed Forces compared to someone who was pretending to be painted by such a specific type of paint on their body. However how sexist has SCUBA Diving as well as sexist regarding males in reference to Female Dominants in either such area, when thinking about such aspects thereof? How many male recreational SCUBA Divers have wished to be able to only do such on their own the ways as to which the United States of America's Armed Forces Navy #USNavy branch and division of the #USNavySEALs SEALs and #MARSOC MARSOC have been against such types of recreational SCUBA Diver Instructors because of the ways which recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors have wished to be able to accomplish even one of the course of weeks arranged in the year of 1962? Which ironically my Grandpa Gavett had been working with my Bok Pu for such training aspects for some of the portions as to what she had known and had accomplished regarding certain portions of such training levels, and certain portions of my particular upbringing regarding my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu for additional ironies regarding such wishes from those types of male recreations SCUBA Divers as well as certain types of individuals throughout the BDSM/Pagan lifestyles.
I suppose I can joke about the MARSOC aspects and when I went to Basic Training regarding the first day of Zero Week and the only considered contraband which was not contraband officially, had been a second fresh package of socks for when I was in Basic Training as to the naming of; which those particular Marines might just go a bit of a Faery sized more rawr than others may have thought.
Maybe my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own in the ways which I had arranged my personal classes for my SCUBA Diving certifications, might hypothetically fall in line with the training which I had read about regarding my Grandpa Gavett's notations and paperwork might make more sense compared to any such recreational SCUBA Diver who would wish to be remotely anywhere in the ballpark as to how I had grown up before ever getting into SCUBA Diving proper; as per already having described to multiple SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors in reference to when I was growing up in New Jersey and going out to the oceanic waters to see the SCUBA Divers along the jetties for one example as to how I actually grew up; though not SCUBA Diving proper nor officially using any such SCUBA Diving gear, for other such portions of my particular training regarding when I was a child. Hypothetically just a coinky dink I would guess some would possibly wish to be able to claim, though so would by technicalities the aspects of the waters I cleared officially regarding in SCUBA diving in the state of Texas which is a stand your ground state before I had gone to the oceanic areas of the Gulf of Mexico to clear such portions, and then went to the areas of the Atlantic Ocean to clear which is where I began clearing waters back in the 1980s into the 1990s regarding swimming more officially in comparison to officially being a certified SCUBA Diver which earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications; to which the legal basis of the stand your ground laws in the state of Texas regarding other such portions in reference to the additional aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project to which is a second level of which all such within the United States of America and such countries assisted in which ways could technically be reviewed regarding such allied treaties if there are those within the government aspects of the United States of America in the various areas and states could agree in reference to the legalities thereof in such a possible portion as to such laws then extending in other such ways depending which attorney/attorneys/law firms could look at such in the possible ways as to some of the portions regarding more than just the Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof for such a reviewal process for such possibilities if I am accurate regarding such portions of the stand your ground laws in the state of Texas as such possibility for additional reviewal of such laws as to the choice which was made regarding the individual and those associated regarding this particular portion of this journal blog entry in reference to the SCUBA Diving aspects additionally hypothetically among a few other aspects if accurate. Whether the reference to the Ceiling Fan/Prairie Dog reference as to the ways of certain such attributes able to be looked into for such metaphors regarding such aspects; to which if there were those who had been figured out in reference to knowing there has been more than one regarding certain situations despite the portions thereof in "Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing", which nickname would you prefer comparatively? Can you find a silver lining, now?
However I admit I am in a bit of a mood currently, as per going through the various aspects for my own reviewal processes of what situations have occurred and a bit of childishness in comparison to teenager attitude might be noticed and/or a combination thereof regarding certain portions as to various situations of reality I have dealt with over the years as per such portions regarding having repeatedly told him no in reference to the Cancun/Cozumel SCUBA Diving and his own admittances of what he had actually done regarding on the phone call(s) in regards of Duke's Bar and Grille when he had added the Seafood portion to what I had brought up as well as the portions regarding the shower which I had locked the door and he admitted to pouring cold water on me in the shower when he was flirting and it was known I was not interested in dating anyone or being involved with anyone in such a way regarding SCUBA Diving at those times as per multiple discussions from the times of all of my SCUBA Diving certification classes up to that point in 2009, in addition to the facts in reference to Bremerton Naval/Marine shipyard in 2019 and other such aspects thereof thinking the timeline I had recalled was in reference to my feelings about who I knew at the same time though longer in regards of who I had been engaged to twice in comparison because of the crossovers of the timelines at such a year as I knew Shawn/Shaun McCall longer than I knew the one in this reference point by over 1 year at a round about of time before any such portions. To which if involved regarding how the situation occurred and/or knowing of the Corona situation in 2010 while I was engaged which was not who I had been dating at the time when the male had wanted to meet at the BBQ location, it was as it was as the assumptions to which some have been aside the fact that male did not want to acknowledge such at the time of possibly because of the internal shame he rightfully should have felt for what he had chosen to do at the #Cancun/#Cozumel Cancun/Cozumel trip were realistically possibly as to why he had not wanted to admit such at those times in 2009 as it was not just the Puffer Fish he caught which was a problem regarding that situation. I would not be surprised unfortunately if there have been other female SCUBA Divers and/or female SCUBA Diving Instructors who have needlessly had to deal with such types of behaviours because of certain types of male SCUBA Divers and/or male SCUBA Diving Instructors, which personally I wonder if there is a criminal background check which occurs for SCUBA Diving Instructors to ensure the safety of anyone getting involved with SCUBA Diving the way which is done for teachers in any school system as well as in reference to those who have dealt with similar situations as I have regarding either that particular male SCUBA Diver and/or other SCUBA Divers and/or SCUBA Diving Instructors.
In my opinion it is horrible business to ever go after another SCUBA Diver as per the limited number of people who have ever been interested in SCUBA Diving officially and with such a type of way as to which situations have occurred regarding what I have dealt with if those recreational SCUBA Divers and/or recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors did not think about the fact of such regarding how such had gone; then the pondering as to what business model they were thinking about when it came to the short, long, longer, and longest terms regarding SCUBA Diving in any such ways as to how many people actually enjoy their lives in comparison to how some individuals have thought of life in general. Just because it is a high risk activity, does not mean there needs any additional aspects as to high risk behaviours from individuals who prefer to seemingly act childish when in such a situation as most SCUBA Divers whether recreational or not recreational and a professional aspect for do not take kindly to such types of those childish recreational SCUBA Diver antics and cannot ever appreciate such in those regards as to the lives involved overall in my opinion. It is and was known as to my military connection as to the point of being made fun of because of my choice to camp at the SCUBA Parks I had gone to in reference to Clear Springs SCUBA Park as well as Huntsville Quarry as there were those who found me to be inconvenient as to be willing to set up a tent to be able to spend the time in the area, for what I needed to do. I had not required anyone to actually stay in the areas with me as it was not a requirement for them to stay over such times, however such individual teachers which had stayed by their own choice as to in comparison to leaving and going back to wherever they came from was their choice in comparison to ever being asked to stay at the campgrounds for clarification. One of my SCUBA Diving Instructors Jeff Waters which also had gone to the Cancun/Cozumel trip with his girlfriend at the time named Sally had dealt with a few situations regarding her, one of which was when she heard him tell the group going to Cancun/Cozumel he initially nicknamed me a Tadpole and thought by the time of making plans for the trip to Cancun/Cozumel my nickname was changed in his thoughts to a Bullfrog; which I laughed and joked about the bullfrogs which showed up to my backyard, in my house in San Antonio Texas around 2004 after a vision quest had created for myself where I actually had set up a red and white tent for myself in my backyard area at the time as per other such requirements I made for myself.
* William Talent from SCUBA Diving (met through classes through International SCUBA at Clear Springs SCUBA Park and told him of the semi-truck situation on I35 as well as was who arranged the meeting at Rick's house with Joe from SCUBA Diving who had said he was an Army Ranger and the Corona beer situation which was previously explained as to how I had to defend myself while I was engaged the first time willingly ever)
* Sha(w)(u)n McCall (who I met in 2008 or the beginning of 2009 at #NTB National Tire Battery in Carrollton Texas and was engaged to twice in 2009 inti 2010 and then later in 2010 into 2011 before the way it was ended by him after he joined the #USArmy Army branch of the United States of America's #ArmedForces Armed Forces)
* Temple of Flesh in San Antonio Texas, Grady's classes/events/demos in the San Antonio Texas area, a male named Master Charles who held classes and demos at his house in San Antonio Texas) The Sanctuary club once in Dallas Texas, The Church in Dallas Texas, the Purgatory Club in the Dallas/Fort Worth Texas area, multiple Austin locations of BDSM events after moving there for the situations regarding the Fort Worth Zoo and McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Texas of CFBISD), a house in San Marcos Texas for BDSM events mainly, Mike and Patty's in San Antonio, Midnight Rodeo Country Club, Cowboys Dance Hall Country Club before the one event adult event in Arizona and the Velvet Rope in Portland Oregon with the one Halloween event in Portland Oregon in 2013 and later the Club Sapphire location; to which though I attended multiple events I did not actually have any involvement beyond helping to clean up or set up in comparison to actually being involved with any sort of scene in the public spaces as when going through the years from 2004 through to 2013 I had been involved with 10 scenes in total and from 2013 through 2018 had been involved with 5 different individual's/couples' scenes at such locations in totality of 15 scenes in 14 years; however such connections thereof to such events and classes and demos as well as stores in such combinations thereof whether in person, or online through fetlife mainly
* Phillip Omstead (met through fetlife as he wanted to know more about the BDSM aspects and was looking for someone who would explain the lifestyle in comparison to what was seen online and from what his mother and his step=father had shown him up to that point as they were once involved and met at what was once The Sanctuary in Dallas Texas)
* Pita from #Dallas Dallas who was married to Paul at the time before their divorce (met at The Sanctuary in Dallas Texas)
* Patrick Kennedy (met through Phillip Omstead online initially in 2010 and later the FVD2 in DFW which was after the ending of the second engagement and had not left me alone during the majority of the event following me around the event telling me he thought I should forget about the male I was just engaged to and think more of him instead before later in 2010 when in Irving as to him claiming he met and/or saw me for the first time when at Jason and Renee's in 2008 or 2009, however I had not been to Jason and Renee's until some point in time in 2010 though the claim was at a ClubFEM event in those years at Jason and Renee's for a ClubFEM event)
* Brandon from the San Antonio BDSM community and his friend from fetlife Bound4Desire or BoundByDesire (met Brandon at Mike and Patty's in San Antonio and asked if he could call a friend of his regarding the female bound from in the Dallas area)
* John Virreal AKA Celtic Cowboy (met in the San Antonio Pagan community and had been who introduced me to the larger holiday events regarding Temple of Flesh as well as the FVD groups)
* Erika AKA Discordia and both of her daughters when they had babysat (I thought I met at Mike and Patty's though later learned she had remembered meeting at the first time in Grady's in San Antonio Texas regarding the BDSM community)
* Alicia (Erika's submissive at the time and later roommate, though also the male met with her at the Midnight Rodeo who went to Mike's because of her as per the Marine fan situation)
* Mike and Patty of the BDSM community in San Antonio as they had held events at the house I think Mike owned)
* One of the two females Erika had convinced me to help regarding the situation at Mike's in the San Antonio BDSM community and then began getting involved with Ken from the location of Mike and Patty's in San Antonio
* Ana and Matt (met from the San Antonio BDSM community at either Mike and Patty's or at a monthly event at Temple of Flesh, the same ones referencing the laptop situation regarding the Dallas Galleria)
* A male submissive who had applied to be a submissive of mine which had decided to not get involved officially though had been nervous to go to events because of knowing who I was/am in such regards and part of the reason as to beginning at the time the group W.H.I.P.s as I knew he was not the only submissive male looking for an actual relationship while knowing there were multiple Female Dominants with and without relationships of whichever type which seemed it was important for them to get a bit of time for their own personal relationship whether or not professional; who had applied correctly for a possibility of a further relationship in comparison to anyone else regarding the aspects of the requirements in regards of the Female Dominant aspects which I cannot remember his name officially
* Matt West (met during my #NationalGeographic National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification course and later had developed into a relationship which he had ended at the time as per between the text messages and the fetlife messages being the final portions regarding that time)
* Jackie and Tony from Missouri which had met on fetlife and began speaking with and when dating Matt West which Jackie did not like at all when going to Missouri for one weekend only)
* Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr and after the Best Buy Geek Squad situation I had used a laptop he purchased to be able to deal with the zapping situation regarding being in Washington state (met at the Cowboys Dance Hall the night of the Stoney LaRue concert which was the only country music concert I could find online when searching on Google in 2013 to which the description as to how that event went has been gone over in writing after the in person explanations in multiple states as per the ways as to however that went towards Washington state after Arizona which was after Texas as to the Stoney LaRue concert and being surrounded and not left alone to simply just enjoy the music and speak with who I actually had wanted and preferred to speak with because of not being left to what I needed that evening)
* the Century Link male in Tacoma Washington who looked similar to Daniel from Nine Lives Books while talking on the phone with Michael Roberts from Nine Lives Books and his girlfriend or whatever that relationship is Suzanne Farnsworth
* a female named Amy Elizabeth Chalmers Hicks which her husband works in technology and a part of the South by Southwest events, I met in the apartment complex before she and her husband moved to a house who had types her dad's name into my laptop I do not use anymore though before I had gotten the ability to set up the internet in my apartment and did not as well as do not allow such further access afterwards
* Carl of Carl and Scarlet (from the Austin BDSM community who had only been people I spoke with)
* Ken AKA SAFerret (from the San Antonio BDSM community who I met once in person at a place in San Antonio Texas and had spoken with on the phone multiple times who had stopped by my apartment to see my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces and talk about a few things before he left to go deal with whatever he was dealing with)
* Mark Richmond who I met at the Trump rally event when POTUS45 was going to the Apple location for the meeting
* Steven Fowler met through fetlife then met in person and thought whatever he thought at such times before being left at the Bombshells location near Cedar Park/Round Rock Texas as he was beyond drunk in such a situation and the ques I saw from the male he was speaking with at the time I had arrived was enough for me to take my leave from the situation in full
* Joseph and Megan Estes met at Mike and Patty's in the San Antonio BDSM community and dated briefly
* various events since returning to the state of Texas as per descriptions as well as videos and pictures taken over the timeframe regarding the election cycle of 2020
An ideal set of songs at this point in time to pay attention to the lyrics as well as the video by Reba McEntire as well a Taylor Swift: (4) Reba McEntire - If I Were A Boy (Official Music Video) - YouTube I must admit the green gown, looks fantastic on her. (4) Taylor Swift - The Man (Official Video) - YouTube I admit the video is amusing regarding the end of video is something to chuckle about regarding the mocking of the ways as to certain situations have been, though an irony about Leo in San Tropei regarding who in such a reference?.
I have learned not to ever allow anyone to ever use my computers or laptops or cellphones from such and refuse all access to anyone at all completely have been refused from such access fully by me, as per knowing there is not the requirement nor the need for anyone to ever have access ever again to my computer devices unless for actual service in comparison. I fully refuse such allowances as per the lack of any need or any want or any desire as per there not being any requirement ever, as it is not for anyone else to utilize my computer/cell at all except for myself to use how I personally choose. The sort of garbage that has come from anyone ever thinking they have any rights which they do not have regarding my technology devices has been noticed as a situation which though the companies only regarding the software initially approved for installation aspects in comparison to what some of their employees have thought in such regards, has been more problematic than such has ever been worth in such regards as per the requirements for privacy and safety of me and mine regarding the situations which have obviously been noticed as per what security measures have been required to put into place regarding the ways as to how some have made their own free will choices as to how they prefer to use technology and when there is actual justification by legal measures in comparison to those who had not gotten over the facts of situations regarding their own involvements in comparison regarding such situations and problems; in comparison to changing their own patterns of behaviour for the betterment, it has been noticed as to how such has been only utilized for selfish and needless purposes wishing to tattle tell on for what they themselves have been guilty of in my opinion for far longer than just whatever portions as to having met and dealt with.
There is not the requirement for such access as per the lack of any need for such and the lack of respect by those who have ever had such has obviously been notated, and will not ever be allowed access again to such devices of mine; to which that includes any who have ever had such connections to and/or with such individuals regarding the safety and security of my computing devices for my website and what I choose to put on social media myself in comparison to what is wished for regarding such explanations, as if I had been where I put the transfer in for by now I would have begun such detailed works about such images though because of the situations involved there is not the need nor the requirements for me to go into any further such details as per my own choice for my own comfort and my own safety regarding what I personally need for myself in comparison to what others wish would be considered as comfortable to me as there is nothing within the state I am in which has been conductive for such aspects such as my books of the fiction format/my paintings artwork regarding prophecy/my other pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project/etcetera regarding other such portions thereof in my personal opinion as well as what I perceive as comfort which while some might think just one or two aspects is considered as acceptable have not the slightest inclination as to what is actually comfortable to me especially if only going in reference or mainly in reference of the fiction books regarding what I wrote in fiction format only; though the irony of a female named Tina who brought up how others like to do self-fulfilling prophecy, which at this point I cannot disagree regarding the ways as to which I have seen up to this point. I repeat the fact I have not allowed any such permissions regarding actually hacking my computers which I fully rebuke all such access because of such portions I have already dealt with and do not ever need such portions ever again, as per my work's safety and sanctity in comparison to how others have chosen to be.
At a point in time I once had kept my laptop outside on the back patio area open to which now all is shut permanently to such as well as such individuals and the connections thereof regarding access to my computers to which even if through any such connections, as there has been the proven aspects as to the lack of requirement for such to be involved any further in my life of any sort at any time any further. Those people can only look at my website though are not allowed access to any such devices ever again, and nothing further regarding such ever again as per such situations which have occurred and gone on needlessly as per the requirements for my works and my safety. If there is or are those who could ever actually be interested in me for a relationship at this point, you can follow procedures regarding the protocols for requesting such as the questionnaire has been online to which you can answer honestly in full if you are actually interested in me for such; though admittedly I highly doubt such aspects personally because of the levels to which I have dealt with as per the acceptance of the facts as to who I am and what I have dealt with regarding such portions in conjunction regarding whatever on your side would be just simply seems as though the ways as to which some have been regarding matters seems at whatever levels perceived regarding such aspects of the most simplistic aspects of speaking and being in respect of full truth. I have not believed I could ever actually ever find someone who would ever actually accept me as I am and be in truth regarding their own aspects of life regarding the relationship aspects thereof in parson after the amounts of combined as I am not a novelty, I am a human being. When adding the portions as to the SCUBA Diving portions to which the ways as to which such had gone regarding the various aspects thereof specifically in the years of 2009 and 2010 and then later into 2019 and 2020 for certain other aspects, who could ever truthfully understand such levels of what it actually took to achieve surviving such aspects in the most unforgiving areas of the waters of the oceanic portions of the world at the bottom of the ocean in such locations at the highest risk areas regarding such aspects involved? People I once knew thought growing up in New Jersey was difficult which was not compared to surviving the oceanic pulls of the Atlantic Ocean areas in the depths of the waters to which I went, to which the levels thereof are far worse than some ever could imagine or see on a television or movie screen I would guesstimate. When seeing such in person regarding such it is a whole different aspect actually being there in comparison to simply seeing a small picture from a millisecond in time about to take a picture in comparison to the actual situations thereof, which realistically there is nothing on earth that can prepare anyone for what actually is the reality thereof and any such attempts only is a problem for those who wish it would change any perspective of mine as to the reality as to what I had seen and experienced. I think the term for that is called survivor shaming because of others' own situations in comparison to what as those who have had some experiences on land which have been known as victim shaming in comparison, only
Just as one cannot learn SCUBA Diving correctly to be certified in SCUBA Diving, there is much I do which cannot and will not ever be taught through simply watching or reading through any such works; such as for example, how any full portion of my Medal of Honor Art Project is actually completed regarding such historical and spiritual rubbings and the portions to fully complete such works in the correct processing ways as per the safety and the sanctity of such portions thereof. As there has not been any return contact as per requirement as per further discussions in person regarding such portions and aspects in which I have sent out requests regarding aspects thereof, I do not see any reasons as to any portions to ever actually teach such portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project as per the requirements for such aspects to ever be revealed as per the trainings as to which the requirements are for each individual piece of artwork for my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces. It has been my creation of my design, and as there has not been the return contact for such portions thereof there is not the requirement to actually ever go over such details as to how I complete such historical and spiritual rubbings and artwork pieces for such for anyone to ever learn how to actually complete for any such portions ever as seen and is my opinion. Just as it is important to actually go through the education in person for SCUBA Diving, so too is such mandatory for the aspects in reference to completing a historical and spiritual rubbing of any marker though especially a Medal of Honor recipient's marker. That does not have to be copyrighted as the portions thereof are officially uncopyrightable regarding how I was taught how to complete all such aspects thereof as per my Freedom of Religion in the Judeo-Christian basis of foundation. While some wish it was as simple as rubbing charcoal on paper and painting, that is not the actual portions as to the historical and spiritual rubbings and creation of the actual pieces thereof regarding the pieces of artwork for my Medal of Honor Art Project.
As situations have gone as they have over the years, it is my right to keep such safe as per requirements previously said and discussed to which since such portions as to various situations since beginning my Medal of Honor Art Project such as cleaning dog crap off of the 6 Medal of Honor recipients' markers in the one Seattle Washington location which took hours to do; I have not had the contact required to discuss such portions in person regarding the processes themselves, as to the reasons as to the closing of such off to the possibilities of teaching such as per the requirements I personally have needed by a specific timeframe. I should not have had to ever put such in writing nor should I have ever had to say such portions, because of the timing matter already missed due to the initial contact regarding my SCUBA Diving. I cannot see as to how any such portions were ever considered as important as I knew they were all along in either such situations, as the requirement for etiquette and respect thereof have been known of me for much longer than the time my website has been around. The respect required is also in reference to time itself, to which if it was as important as I have always known such to be then I had thought such return contact would have been much easier for those to actually do so in less time than over 3 years; especially as to such situations regarding such trips regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project trips and how certain situations had gone though specifically a few.
However while I know there are those who have wished me harm in further aspects as per already having known such from in person interactions as well as picking up feelings regarding energetic portions thereof, I also know there are those who have understood other areas where they may not have realized the inner knowing of a bit more than what had met the eyes regarding various situations even possibly with the additional writings regarding my Finding book series to which I am thankful and grateful for such who had taken the time to actually think about what they had noticed even if in the most minute and Faery sized of ways because of the magnitude of what had occurred over the short length of time comparatively whether in regards of New Jersey and/or Illinois and/or Oklahoma and/or Texas and/or Arizona and/or Washington state and/or Oregon and/or the United States of America's individual states with the populations thereof and/or the world as it has been quite a bit to deal with for one person on their own to which even with the advances of the amendments of the Constitutional Rights of the United States of America; being an unattached or unmarried single Mom born as a female and the overall aspects of my life from childhood through onward, has been a definitely difficult journey in regards of various aspects and situations. I have and do appreciate such even with my temper tantrums about the truth being brought forward as well as the portions to which for justice, as I know I am not the only one who has gone through what I have gone through. I know I simply am the only one who has gone through the combination of all such situations, as per other realizations as revelations thereof; to which I can hope for the patience from the knowledge thereof regarding such clearing through such portions for a more clear defining of the situations for such clarifications in a more full way to be able to assist more knowledge for such understanding as to the levels thereof as it is a bit more than what most might have ever thought as to what I have experienced and gone through on my own in many ways simply by myself. I do appreciate the patience though as well as the support regarding such aspects, as I know though I do as much to be the least difficult person as best as I possibly can; I also know the aspects as to the amount of what I have experienced, dealt with, and survived to continue onward at many aspects of reviewal are a bit more difficult to put into words for such clarifications of as can be seen through my website. The responsibility to ensure the actual safety of such devices as well as the safety of what I can assist with regarding as best as I can in reference to various people and areas, is not as easy as it looks as some might have the thought process regarding such varied levels thereof. However the respect to the right to privacy is also important regarding such not to hide anything, simply to process what has occurred over my life and situations thereof as well as protect what individuals I could in which ways as safest and as best as possible despite how such situations sometimes may have appeared.
