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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

How difficult has it actually been to ask Me?

Does it take a head injury to figure out when I made the attempts after the timeframes of 2019 in the month of July as to the ease I made it for others to ask Me, as per going directly back to the state of Texas after the situations as to how My biological son and I wound up in Washington state as does it take a head injury to figure out how to ask me a question honestly if I was noticed and/or seen in the state of Washington if others I once knew in real life recognized me personally in reference to those who actually knew me to actually walk up to me to speak with me in real life in person face to face in person to use words to speak with me or does it take a head injury to figure out if some had and instead of speaking using real words as to a real discussion such as on a phone call as to speaking in real words as to when in person face to face in person as to doing so; or does it take a head injury to figure out anyone who may have done so if they expected me to remember them as to their physical while having known about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the reproving as to what I wrote about having dealt with as to such needless aspects as does it take a head injury to figure out if you see someone you care(d) about in real life somewhere as to walking up to them and saying something in real life face to face in person because does it take a head injury to figure out how to actually do so is to show humanity and human decency if in respect to honestly speak with?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if I am accurate as to "The Modern Day Book" as well as my journal blog updates when I returned to the state of Texas as to individuals asking me if they recognized me in real words when face to face in person in real life as to my modeling and/or my books/Medal of Honor Art Project/paintings/website after the timeframe of the year of 2019 through 2021 if having the capacity of a book signing and/or image signing possibility to ask me in truth, as how much work have I had to take care of where that would ever be such a difficult aspect to just do so with manners and politeness?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if companies that have real human beings as employees to ask me or write a message to my To Contact Form to ask me what my requirements are, as does it take a head injury to figure out how to use words to do so?



Would it take a head injury to figure out to figure out if I was seen and respected from individuals I once knew in real life at any point in time of my life to walk up to me to ask me with real words audibly such as to a phone call or when others more recently have spoken when on a Zoom call, as does it take a head injury to figure out if you are a biological adult as how to speak with a human being in person face to face in person as when the knowledge of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and having known me in real life why would it take a head injury to figure out it is your job to remind me as per discussions with me if having spoken with me in person face to face in person as why would anyone who would know about the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to expect me to remember them as why would it take a head injury to figure out if you read the information I posted online as to using real words when in person face to face in person with me as to the common sense of not being on social media as being in real life in person face to face in person?



Does it take a head injury to figure out how to actually care about another human being as to asking honestly with manners in truth with real words audibly, or does it take a head injury to figure out if having done a guessing game needlessly as to such unwanted games ; or does it take a head injury to figure out if I was known and it was known about my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain after effects as to how against my personal disabilities that would be as to my ADA as to such factors of if having known me in person in real life face to face in person as to such aspects of the memory deficits and cognitive disorders as why would I ever review such times as to such hypotheticals as to such proof as to how many individuals if so as to such lack of care about me as to just saying words as if they actually meant the words as to such aspects of; or would it take a head injury to figure out as to such if factors such as the years of July 2019 through June 2021.



Should it take a head injury to figure out if there were those in Texas during the years of 2010 through 2013 and/or Washington state in the years of 2013 through 2019 as to having recognized me from my modeling, does it take a head injury to figure out how to speak in real words in person face to face in person using real words while being honest?



I did not realize it took a head injury to figure out how to with manners ask with respect, regarding the factors of my work. Since my work is per such factors of multifaceted in the references regarding the complexities thereof in more than just one or two factors, the aspects I clarified in the years of 2020 and 2021 in my journal blog about the aspects of recognition with respect to Me per such factors of where I personally have not given others permission to ever represent Me ever per my work regarding such if factors of the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as the common sense to ask me if I would ever want to be at any presentation of the work only I personally worked on regarding the overall factors since there is no one I have ever taught or trained how to work on such pieces. The situations since the upcoming 30 year memorial of the February 1993 attacks on New York City per such factors per such clarifications in the factors of my journal blog in the years of 2021 and more in the year of 2022, though such factors regarding the situations where in the first time of being back to the northeast to make attempts to actually reconnect with individuals I once knew in real life in person face to face in person per in areas I had records of though more in locations that there were not the records of per the specific towns within New York state and Pennsylvania outside of the tourist area of Lancaster.



However since that trip(s) capacity of mine where I explained in my journal blog randomly throughout the months of August through December of 2022, the aspects of what would have been actual real support for me personally per such factors of when I returned to Texas in the year of 2019 if I actually would have had real friends who would have actually reached out to speak with me directly per such known factors of the 20 year memorial per my journal blog updates timeframe of the factors I gave suggestions regarding of what I noticed per such factors because the COVID shot if hypotheticals is not something especially to such needless vibrations per such factors regarding such if situations of ever being what I would ever consider being supportive or encouraging in any capacity I personally would ever consider being positive ever. The same per my opinion per the tooth of if factors hypothetically are not good enough at all in any capacity whatsoever per such if factors referencing what the factors are what I personally would ever consider as supportive of me at all especially after what I dealt with up to that point in time, since it should not take a head injury to figure out what real support is for such a situation if actually cared about truthfully.



The problems from the tooth since the beginning and my hair per the amount of such waxing proves such factors of the pain levels additionally to the levels of pain physically the whole time since I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI during my Basic Training should not take a head injury additionally 7 times to figure out, since such common sense per such amounts of work I have had to do to attempt to ensure I remembered the areas of the three states to get to the individuals per after 2001 per such common sense factors that less than 1.5 years in one area is not going to be in any capacity of real memories at all since it should not take a head injury to figure out that is not anything assistive whatsoever to anyone who has survived a head injury/TBI.



It should not take a head injury to figure out since I had dealt with such amounts of situations per such amounts of attempts of mine to get to the northeast of the United States of America per such factors regarding the situations, where I could have been capable to truthfully have real friends from my childhood whom I had known in person face to face in person in real life whom did not have any internet connections if such factors at the time whatsoever per the Amish and Mountaineers to actually assist them and get them assistance to actual factors.



Then again it should not take a head injury to figure out the correct medical care for such factors per common sense, if actual real life truthfully mattered for real medical care referencing such situations throughout such lengths of time where if I actually was/am cared about correctly per what my personal considerations are then such common sense factors of the proof of September 2019 through December 2019 into January 2020 would be the proof of the fullest amounts of lacking of common sense from each and every individual I once knew in person face to face in person per such if factors of medical care per the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to getting such work completed sooner per such factors if real life actually then and/or now actually was/is preferred for me to actually be capable to live as the reality where my work and attempts thereof per such amounts of time and the amounts of stress needlessly per such amounts thereof per such attempts to actually rebel against my biological parents the time per such factors of from the situations from my second grade nightmare per such facts proven regarding the basement at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church.



Then again since those types per such factors of what I dealt with such as the male babysitter from when I was in elementary school per such notations in "Finding A Silver Lining" about the facts I spoke about with my biological mother first who acknowledged the truth in conjunction of then afterwards my biological father who had known of such and had acknowledged only after some other situations I personally dealt with, per such factors of where Sarah Hughes became the babysitter per my having told her the truth about the male babysitter named David from high school at the time per the upstairs situations my biological father had caught when he went upstairs per such time. If such if factors of those hypotheticals thinking of such factors of the town in Illinois more highly than what my actual needs were and/or are per such factors per the reality where such situations of the other factors where such has already been written about.



It is not assistive to me personally to ever have to re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-write anything per such factors of being capable to progress forward in more than just the same old situations, per such factors of what would actually be more productive for me personally in conjunction of for more than just myself per the factors of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork. I did not go on a Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the timeframe of September 2022 at all whatsoever since I was getting such work I already clarified per such year of 2021 regarding such attempts for such factors of if situations, because I could see the situations from those types who would not have the knowledge nor the understanding per such aspects of my work. However such situations where the reality of how many injuries additionally while I had volunteered at that location without them ever asking me personally ever about any factors thereof and if as to ever speaking with anyone else without my personal permission to per the legal factors of emergency requires per those factors of calls to 9-1-1 per such common sense; however since none of those times per such factors regarding any such factors such as when I spent the night overnight because of the wall area near the lobby and a time where I was spun around per such vertigo factors, however it should not take a head injury to figure out the intellectual factors per such humanity factors per what would actually have been considered as humanity instead of any/all such hypotheticals per such stereotypes per the west coast situations per the east coast from the 1980s and the 1990s though the years of the decades well after such situations since such should not take a head injury to figure such out to ask me personally.



However if such tries were per the updates to my journal blog in the year of 2019 per such "Fail-Safe" book series factors of trying to think instead of actually speaking audible words per such hypotheticals, then it should not take a head injury to figure out such logistical review of such times would officially be where those types of lying renne faire types of such if factors regarding those needless situations and such needless drama from such hypotheticals additionally as I suppose certain factors per the differences of SCUBA Diving per such if factors regarding the year of 2009 and again such should not take a head injury to figure out if the information was/is important per the one and only individual to ask about my SCUBA Diving would officially only be myself per my work SCUBA Diving.



It should not take a head injury to figure out how to ask questions with respect and manners either, though since such Etiquette writing per my fetlife account per such needless arguments per the timeframe of that exact time per such situations of what I already dealt with referencing the west coast types that went to the east coast per such timeframes of the mainly 1990s per those times. Since those types were usually only capable to take care of one task at a time and then thought it was time for a party instead of actually getting the work completed and then actually being capable to truthfully celebrate and/or getting the work for the week accomplished before going out on the weekend to celebrate or party, it should not take a head injury to figure out such massive distinctive differences between the two coasts per more than just a few comments in my Official YouTube Channel videos about the oceanic waters and SCUBA Diving.



In my personal opinion it should not take a head injury to figure out the water types per such areas though such additional factors of the current, though back in the 1990s to the difference of this year of 2023 in the month of February on the 23rd day of February in the year of 2023 when I write this journal blog; it should not take a head injury to figure out the northern hemisphere is the northern hemisphere and thus the water temperatures are about the same, though obviously it does not take a head injury to figure out I did not have or need my saying back in the 1990s per such types of those types of situations regarding those types of west coasters who somehow did not comprehend the northern hemisphere is the northern hemisphere and thus the waters of the temperatures were going to be similar.



It should not take a head injury to figure out real support is speaking with me personally to ask me personally what would actually be needed in such if factors of actually being capable to assist, since I am not a professional dominatrix there is not the capacities of putting such online per such common sense factors lacking the factors of the conjunction of the reality of my background per such prior explanations.



Thus in conjunction of the if factors of males biologically having any problems with my book series "Paroxysm of the Lotus" per such sexism per such factors of actual female enjoyment per such factors of what they already have plenty of books of, plenty of movies of, plenty of magazines of; per the common sense of the if factors of actually enticed per such factors, then actual factors per such common sense in conjunction of a fiction story line per such factors of the characters because since I was not writing for



However I suppose such factors per whatever proof thereof to such if factors of such hypotheticals per such needless games because I personally did not ever play any games per having clarified how I did not have the luxury others had per not having lost as many people I once knew in the 1980s and the 1990s, per such facts regarding the epidemic in the area of the northeast of the United States of America per such some others in the conjunction of not having had the luxury of not losing such amounts of people I once knew in person face to face in person in real life per such factors regarding 1993 in February while having dealt with Mono and Epstein Bar and Lymes Disease and Bronchitis and the Flu all at the same time; however the factors of the lack of support from biological aspects per the specifics during the timeframe of September 1992 through December 1992 and January 1993 through April 1993 per such factors per such DYFUS calls from Asher Holmes Elementary School among the phone calls to DYFUS from the pediatrician per the proof of the lack of real care per such so-called parents though the reality of the egg and other factors of such situations in my personal opinion because of such situations as obviously unlike my biological father's father per such aspects of actual care for my son and my daughter biologically per such best as possible for each of them individually and per such of my family that I personally carried that I personally delivered that were and are my only biological son and my only bio9logical daughter.



While such factors of the situations in the year of 2001 in the month of September just a day or two after 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11/2001 per such facts; my biological mother from the McHenry County Government Center where she worked had told me on the phone she knew for a fact an entire floor out of the towers were capable to escape from the situation, and then a few days later my son and I were in the hospital per such factors per having already had such amounts of attempts I personally had done to assist with information where and per the hospitalization of my son and I per after the timeframe of the phone call I received when living in Songbird Townhomes and Apartments.



It should not take a head injury to figure out Anna Louise (Lally) Hom who had made the phone call from the Sherriff's department area per where she worked in the IT areas to speak of such on that phone per such factors with me, per such proof of the lack of common sense from that individual in such regards of the if factors of such speaking; though if per such if factors per the proof of the lack of care referencing myself and my son per such if factors of the if situations of the factors where she was always an attention seeker, per such factors regarding the situations of whenever she complained about when I refused to be a part of something I comprehended was/is important per such factors of how she felt abandoned because of the factors regarding who would she have to speak with her about anything at all regarding the factors per such situations of the church plays that were not as well known about in such differences of the Broadway factors because if I just would have been more girly instead of being who I am per such differences of the situations per the common sense per those who would know of such factors.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if the only factors of discussions per such factors are about me who she had hated from the start, then there would not ever actually be any abandoning through such technicalities per that female biologically; unlike the situations where I did the best for both of my children I gave birth to per such equal factors to the best of my capabilities, though that should not take a head injury to figure out either per such situations referencing the lack of any speaking with me personally per such timeframes of the years of 2019 and 2020 and 2021 in the state of Texas in person face to face in person per such invitation factors per how I had asked per such when I was in N108 per the Lodge at Madrona apartments. It should not take a head injury to figure out in the year of 2012 regarding the lighter blond haired thin female who had went from her car to the porch and walked passed me to then make a snide comment about helping, to the difference of who I am per such societal factors regarding those situations at the timeframe thereof per such factors per a latter time of the year of 2012 after I saved another life per such differences per the factors thereof whom had heard the entire phone call from my biological mother regarding myself and my biological son while my biological daughter's situation at the same time.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if my biological little sister did any filming illegally on the Air Force Base inside of Wilford Hall per such not ever having my personal consent ever per such factors thereof regarding my labor and my delivery at all per such factors, then the if factors of where there would not ever be any connection between that individual and myself ever again per such if factors regarding those situations where she had only been a needless overbearing problem time after time per such unwanted invasive unnecessary involvements from her deciding to think she knew better per such referencing any and/or multiple factors regarding the situations.



In my personal opinion myself per such factors of such truthful factors of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church, amongst such pommies differences to cheerleaders though such a joke in "Finding The Silver Lining" per such overall terminology though mainly if per such knowledge per the pommies per that particular joke reference in "Fdining The Silver Lining" per the rings factors who threw temper tantrums because when they knew I had not been aware at all about anything regarding pommies to their disbelief that pommies were not in the state of New Jersey though they said they knew everything about New Jersey per such factors regarding such needless situations if real life was actually considered important per such individuals whom I actually had per real family and per real friends that only would have been capable for me to personally reconnect with in the timeframe up to the year of 2016 or 2017 as those types in Illinois had said they could replace others instead of ever actually valueing real life per how they would reference a Snoopy character from the comics named Woodstock per such times of how they considered people expendable.



If they were truthfuol per their opinions having been told of such for the length of time of around 1.5 years randomly, then the high school 10 year reunion should not have ever been any drama issue whatsoever referencing such if situations of if they actually spoke the truth about such factors regarding such if situations per such factors regarding myself personally; though the year of 2012 per the Midnight Rodeo per such situation referencing the if factors, thus per such aspects where those types would not be capable to live such a lie anymore if ever having such if factors of involvement per the proof that such if factors would officially prove their lies about such at the times of 1999 and 1998 and 2000 because obviously there would not ever be any problems regarding the factors thereof ever per the information about the three state areas because only individuals who would need and want and desire and prefer and have the ideals for the real truth would only work diligently to accomplish such correctly to getting such information immediately. However since the timeframe of those years where such if factors of after 2001 where I did not have memories of most individuals per that area at all, per such if factors per the lack of common sense per such individuals per the if factors per such hypotheticals proven.



Thus per the year of 1993 and February, there would not be any hesitations from anyone to actually ask me in the timeframe of the year of 2003 at the 10 year memorial referencing such; however it should not take a head injury to figure out the move from Illinois from my biological mother/father/sioster to the state of Texas officially in the year of 2003 after having been informed I was hosptialized at the timeframe of 2001, how it should not take a head injury to figure out they did not move from Illinois to Texas to assist me and/or assist my son and/or assist my daughter in any correct capacities of what caring and loving parents would ever do of such if factors to the proof thereof officially.



However since those situations such as the backyard where such factors per the black suit guys per such same situations where the factors of how the differences of needs to actually speak with per such truthful factors, the situations of such others having been needlessly upset about those individuals speaking with me personally. It should not take a head injury to figure out anyone who wou7ld be jealous and/or envious of me for any capacities thereof officially would not and could not ever officially truthfully ever appreciate life and living, since it should not take a head injury to figure out if such envy and/or jealousy about the February 1993 situations and/or 9/11 per such if factors per the proof of whom would actually care about real life and living per how many attempts I personally made myself to being capable to truthfully assist instead of such pop culture types of from those situations per those factors of hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the references in "The Modern Day Book" of where hypothetical/figurative/proverbial per such verbiage utilized, per my comprehension of such physical features per where those hypotheticals per such if factors per those types of such uselessness and wasted amounts of years and decades for those whom actually need(ed) such closure per such real losses instead of such factors of those wannabe types per those factors of such if situations referencing the hypotheticals.



Thus since the if factors regarding how easy it should and would have been to ask me in person face to face in person in real life per such manners regarding doing so to even ask me about what my work and/or my schedule and/or my plans per such standards of civility per such asking me instead of assuming the hypotheticals regarding my tattoos that no one was ever given any further knowledge of per such factors and thus any hypotheticals of those types ever trying to guess while not ever having any real in depth knowledge and/or real in depth understanding and/or real in depth comprehension of myself and not forgetting my actualities of all such factors per such fullnesses thereof; it should not take a head injury to figure out asking me with real words in truth per such factors of common sense per such manners when speaking with another, though such from that area were also complaining because of the facts of having seen spirits and seen fairiews and seen such other factors in conjunction of General George Washington's spirit as those types actually thought that was the exact same thing as real human beings per such factors of their failures to comprehend in my personal opinion.



However it should not take a head injury to figure out a physical human being is not the same as a spirit of what once was, though possibly it should not take a head injury to figure out the amounts of movies and television and streaming those had watched per such factors of if hypotheticals per such if situations.



Thus since they wannabe to be like Chicago instead of actually knowing any of the history about the deeper factors thereof beyond just the white pieces of paper they read whatever information off from instead of the factors of knowing individuals per such in depth discussions during such points in time, the differences of such types per the business factors instead of such factors of whatever those types had assumed from their lack of knowledge I personally had been working on business work since I was in elementary school per well before the timeframe of when I went to Great Adventure with someone I knew from when I took gymnastics at the YMCA while also having taken swimming lessons and the and my work swimming per such training additionally factors. I attempted to explain the aspects of real business instead of their high school drama instead of such if factors of anyone actually doing something more with their life as a biological female, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the common sense of such factors.



Since the regards of such situations per the timeframes of the years of 2019 into 2020 into 2021 and 2022 per such lacking of much differences per the only factors of time and some varyations thereof per the years more specvifically of 2009 into 2010 into 2011 into 2012 into 2013 though obviously such factors from the year of 2000 since it should not take a head injury to figure out my esplanation referencing a phone call from Kenny Tank when he knew that I was legally married at the time and also pregnant with my son at the time when I dealt with a phone call from my children's biological father when I was at Chilis working differently though working because of the facts of my physical headaches all of the time since I woke up from my coma as I have repeatedly said and repeatedly written and repeatedly needlessly discussed instead of actually doing something I personally would prefer to have had during different times.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when having repeated myself the amount of times I have per such factors, it should not take a head injury to figure out how unwanted anyone would officially automatically be per such factors of reexplaining themselves per such factors of how all such factors combined per all such factors combined per what situations have only been where such amounts of the personal factors of how unwanted per all such factors of attempts regarding what I would consider being as I consider as being wanted instead of others' misinterpretations of what I personally consider especially per such factors of what I personally have survived.



While I have attempted to ensure my biological son and my biological daughter actually have known and knew and know I care about them and love them as a Mom, the reality of the reasons why I waited to discuss such factors of not wanting to put them through additional situations per the especially after the year of 2008 since it should not take a head injury to figure out of being capable to keep a promise per such timeframes until those paerticular factors. It also should not take a head injury to figure out sexism factors referencing the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the U&nited States of America per such any male biologically being capable to actually go home to their jhome state per such factors of if situations, per biological females such as myself per such if factors per having been told by a model I met who saidf her Mom had been a part of a similar type of Basic Training where she had an injury and then was pregnant with her per such factors of any others per such if factors since that obviously should not take a head injury of patterns of behaviour from the biological factors outside of as well as inside of the Armed Forces of the United States of America. It also should not take a head injury to figure out such sexism and bigotry referencing any such if fqactoprs regarding my work only pert such framework from McLendon's per such of my favorite pieces of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork of any if factors of my biological son ever giving such speeches and/or presentations when such if factors of how he had not ever been taught nor had ever been trained nor had ever actually completed any such works per the correct ways per such factors, because of not ever having been trained or taught such similar to his sister my biological daughter per such if factors of pure discrimination per such factors of only my work per such aspects.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if authenticity is important about ending all types of stolen valor then it should not take a head injury to figure out "The Modern Day Book" references per such if factors regarding such hypothetical situations, per any such hypothetical capacity.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out what would have been considered as supportive of my work and what would have been considered as appreciative of my work per mer being the one and only who completed such work, though I did not think it took a head injury to figure out to ask me per4sonally instead of assuming there was ever any discussions with me personally and/or assuming I ever received any invitations to respond to immediately upon receiving since it should not take a head injury to figure out how unwanted 100% I would fully sense per such factors on top of all of the other factors of if hypothetically accurate per such situations per those types of needless situations per those types of needless drama per those types of needless games per those types of feminzais and per those types of sexist individuals since it should not take a head injury to figure out there is not any capacity of respecting my work truthfully without actually taking the truthful factors per what my personal requirements of respecting me would actually be since it should not take a head injury to figure out there would officially not be anything of any silver lining I would ever consider per such if factors ever per such situations in any point in time of the years at any capacity of whether per camp and/or 2019 and/or 2020 and/or 2021 and/or 2022 since it should not take a head injury to figure out if I actually was/am wanted to be seen per such factors regarding what MY personal choices are per MY personal comfort instead of ever assuming any other factors thereof per such unwanted factors of what I would not ever consent to of such if factors regarding such if situations per "The Modern Day Book" as do not leave up to your interpretations though I suppose do not leave such up to your misinterpretations.



While there are the factors where I could consider of if factors if per such accuracy of mine per such factors regarding prior situation, though additionally such proof of lack of support regarding any such if factors of accuracy regarding me personally per such if factors regarding those types of those hypotheticals per such prior situations referencing where there has not ever been anyone who actually has been capable to actually attempt per such what I personally consider being respectful to me personally referencing such situations regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces per my comprehension of the numerical factors per the difference pf phone calls to actually speak with me personally and/or in person face to face in person with real words per real discussions without me personally having to start the discussion per such factors.



Obviously per my personal considerations of what I personally consider being wanted, obviously such facts referencing such factors of the considerations regarding such situations per the my accuracy levels; and since I actually know and understand and comprehend myself, the easiest factors of common sense would be to just ask with manners. However since those types in the year of 2012 were per such factors referencing actual manners per such outside of the factors of the events per my personal references since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out such annoyances of such hinting factors of others per such timeframes, since it should not take a head injury to figure out I comprehended I had modeled though since those types of hypotheticals of actually having the courtesy to ask me personally with manners per such if factors to the proof of what is the point of communication per such if factors regarding actually doing so per such correct ways instead of such amounts of hinting and lying renne faire types of situations of hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of how such if factors per why would there be any real need to actually communicate with anyone ever after such amounts of my personal attempts in truth without pretending at all at any point in time, since it should not take a head injury to figure out per such if actually a human being per it should not take a head injury to figure out real human beings whom do not have a head injury/TBI they survied would not need to ask about such factors as many times if per such factors of my memory of those types who got upset because of their same questions they asked over and over similar to Governor Christine Todd Whitman's office where everyone except myself asked the same question; since it should not take a head injury to figure out if actually interested in a relationship whether acquaintance/friendship/whatever factors of considerations of family and/or dating per such regards of where authenticity matters for such factors of 10 Commandments matter.



However it should not take a head injury to figure out the amounts of overall larger numbers of individuals who have been on Facebook per such factors at those times to the differences of what my account timeframe now shows per such prior factors since it should not take a head injury to figure out such factors of those types who complain needlessly because of such if factors where the lack of humanity whatsoever per such if factors regarding others per such if factors of the February or March 2013 YouTube video, since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the lack of any difference from the 20 year of 9/11 to the 20 year of 1993 per anyone and everyone I once knew per that exact point in time.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out distance does not make my heart grow fonder at all, per such common sense factors referencing such if factors of those types of hypotheticals where if they find the movie Titanic to be a real romance instead of finding the movie Titanic to be the least romantic movie in such differences of the comedy romance of Biodome that only in the year of 2022 had I been capable to see to the factors of a romantic comedy called Runaway Bride in the year of 2022.



Thus if anyone would ever fail to comprehend there would not ever be anything I personally would ever consider romantic whatsoever per such tooth and/or COVID shot factors at all per such facts of what I told those who I once knew in person face to face in person before putting in writing in "Finding A Silver Lining", there is nothing romantic whatsoever about the hypothetical if factors whatsoever for me personally of such if factors regarding what is not assistive to me personally per the proof of my hairstyle before and even though now I am dealing with the additional extra pain from the weight of my hair per such facts of how I had the sides of my head waxed each week from the year of 2015 through almost 2020; it should not take a head injury to figure out the size of the waxing portions around and above my ears, nor should it take a head injury to figure out the timeframe differences. It should not take a head injury to figure out how unwanted such officially would fully 100% instill within me personally per such factors of any if situations at all hypothetically, per the differences of 100% my personal needed instead.



That would officially be the 100% opposite of anything and everything I would personally ever consider being romantic whatsoever, and there is not the capacity of changing my mind per the amounts of additional pain levels physically from each aspect thereof on top of why would I ever personally ever actually believe I personally would and/or could be cared about per what my personal considerations are since I personally would not ever do such to anyone at all if I personally actually cared about them and/or cared for them.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if from another area than the United States of America then per such legal factors per the country against the United States of America officially, and thus per such common sense factors thereof to what I refused and did not ever consent to and would not ever consent to per a college student in Clackamas Oregon Best Buy Geek Squad from India per such factors I clearly defined my personal stance per such factors officially per the facts of where those types of needless situations per such nonpermission from me ever per such lack of anything I personally would consider being what I personally consider being wanted because of my personal religious factors since any such if factors officially would not ever be anything other than 100% disrespect to me and 100% disrespect of my work no matter what anyone would try to say and/or try to write since I can think for myself and the facts are that would not ever be a real man to me personally who would ever overstep such factors without any capacity thereof that would ever be within any reasonable excuse that I personally would ever be capable to consider being worthwhile at all personally referencing any hypothetical pop culture factor where all of my work referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork would officially cease completely because of not having my personal permission at all nor having the Medal of Honor award spirit's approval whatsoever per such lacking patriotism from those types of any such hypotheticals because Freedom of Religion is BEFORE other Constitutional factors for multiple reasons of the Judeo-Christian factors being an Ordained Reverend since the year of 2005 because it would not matter to me personally who would try to say something regarding any other factors per such situations where my personal privacy is of importance to me and such COVID and tooth if factors would be against such factors officially since it should not take a head injury to figure out that officially would not ever be considered being communication from me and/or to me whatsoever per my personal considerations of communication.



Nothing different from such types of those if factors such as my dead-ex-husband per such types of lacking any factor of actually being where I personally needed, when I specifically needed, and per such factors of anything I personally would consider being emotionally supportive at all per such 2001 and 2002 and 2003 factors; since it should not take a head injury to figure out if no one is there, then there is not any emotional support whatsoever per the exact points in time.



Though why would anything I personally dealt with actually matter correctly per my personal considerations officially, per such factors of hypotheticals since if I actually mattered per what my personal considerations are and have been and remain per such factors of the fullest differences from 1992 and 1993 regarding such factors no different from 2001 and 2003.



Since such factors of being asked personally, I just have only typed when I needed to since there has not ever been any real support for me per such factors of the situations.



It would be amazing if per MY personal considerations there actually would be for me, though I have known better than to hold my breath well before SCUBA Diving.



Since this website is NOT fetlife though I am still myself, possibly it should not take a head injury to figure out I am capable to writing per who I personally choose is best for me personally per such common sense factors.



Since I am a Dominant and always have been Dominant in myself per the common sense where the facts where I myself have comprehended myself for lengths of time that if I actually was asked instead of assumed from the hypotheticals per such prior timeframes where they only gave me the belief of how unwanted I am per such factors regarding not in a medical office for a specific appointment, and not in any capacity of what I personally would consider being comfortable for me personally since it should not take a head injury to figure out if 2009 in November did not occur regarding my biological daughter per such factors where it should not take a head injury to figure out such amounts of moves that were unnecessary just as much as the Fort Worth Zoo situations were unnecessary per such factors of the amounts of additional physical pain levels from the stress levels raised since it should not take a head injury to figure out to ensure being a responsible Mom of minor aged children I gave birth to on my own, it should not take a head injury to figure out that I personally did not consent to any such factors of such situations regarding the hypotheticals of SCUBA Divers and/r others who did not have the common sense to ask me personally FIRST.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the America First factors per such whom should have been asked first regarding myself, instead of such factors of hypotheticals asking minor aged children about such if factors of my SCUBA Diving since it should not take a head injury to figure out the difference in any pictures of from that Florida what6 was for my children and their cousin vacation because there was nothing that was a vacation for me personally whatsoever at any point in time during those couple of weeks since I planned and drove and did everything myself without any assistance regarding all of the factors thereof; though additionally it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors thereof per my work per such phone calls during that point in time, per such differences of such considerations of care about me personally to the obvious difference of such failures from those who did not have any faith in me at all per such factors per the proof thereof per such situations officially.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if I was/am believed from the beginning, the factors of what my considerations of real care would officially be different than several factors per such timeframes per the acutalities of what I needed for me personally since I personally am the one and only who dealt with the exact portions of at the exact points in time. While I comprehend there are others who after such might have per such, though why would I ever believe I am per what my considerations are for myself since such factors of what my considerations of common sense per such factors per such hypotheticals per any and/or all such factors.



Do not pretend using a YouTube and/or image from my modeling and/or print thereof would ever be considered the same to me personally for ever wanting me personally to ever actually be involved with anything after all such combined situations per the facts where others' requirements were to actually make sure I personally go the invitation BEFORE of such if factors, if I personally was what I consider being wanted and needed and preferred as per such there not being such of desire capacities at all per who I am if not accepting me for who I am to begin with from the start to make the decision for myself because of being capable to think for myself.


It should not take a head injury to figure out if not actually having the correct assistance p[er such prior times and any such lying renne faire types at all per such any needless games per my considerations thereof, then there is not any capacity of what I personally would ever believe from anyone of such hypotheticals of if factors of ever caring about me personally per what my actual considerations are.



It should not take a head injury to figure out if such prior individuals who I once knew had any problems with the requirements of logistical review factors per the 20 year memorial per my clarifications and the 30 year memorial of such clarifications and any such temper tantrums from anyone at all who could have actually contacted me in truth if there was not any needless games per what my considerations of are, then the common sense per such already having sensed such factors per such years and decades since 1992 though obviously such lack of real attempts from such individuals per within such levels of regarding that point in time though obviously per such factors of 1993, thus per such factors regarding the reality of when asking me would be per such common sense if I personally was/am actually cared about at all.



Then again anyone that would have complained about my updates per such logistical review of time during such points in time and any 11 September 2001 per the 20 year memorial in 2021 factors of those types at all, then it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of such factors in "Finding A Silver Lining" officially since obviously they would not be capable to actually have had real loss per such factors since it should not take a head injury to figure out the reality of such if factors. It should not take a head injury to figure out if such hypotheticals per such Texas areas per such hypotheticals of individuals, the reality of such lack of support from 2000 through 2013 regarding real friends in person face to face in person per invitations when knowing I was a Mom of biological minor aged children per such being courteous per such schedule factors since I did not think it took a head injury to figure out there should not have to be a CV to just have a discussion with someone if honest from the beginning.



I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out if having seen on social media then being honest about such when having had such points in time previously especially per 2009 through 2013, though if my biological son and my biological daughter and I were actually wanted per what I consider being such; it should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of my American Flag on my house wall to the difference of when SCUBA Diving per the common sense of sunlight levels if there actually was common sense at all to ever consider such depth levels that I personally comprehended and could have explained at the exact points in time of 2009 if I actually would have been asked per such common sense; though it also should not take a head injury to figure out the differences of loyalty factors despite how many individuals have said they know how New Jersey-ians are, yet the amounts of comparisons they have had to New York City per such attitude factors in person face to the satirical factors in some of my YouTube videos where I slightly make fun of such factors regarding those types of if factors others may have had experiences thereof where then they can not be jealous because of such factors regarding the reality of how such factors are.



Thus anyone who would have actually lost some amount of people they knew at the time in the February 1993 just the same per such factors regarding the length of time though the reality, would not ever be jealous ever per such factors of anyone else's hardships of life. I suppose though I possibly was made fun of per whatever factors thereof per such unwantedness per such factors per myself per such common sense, then per such luck of those individuals to not having had such amounts of real stress and real life factors where their luxuries to not have had any such factor of such types in their lives per such not being a movie whatsoever. Even per such if factors of any having videotaped without my permission regarding such factors of if factors, what a full lack of support per such fullnesses in proof thereof per the common sense of such if having known in person face to face in person and actually having any real care about me personally per such lack of any factors that would be considered being supportive per such common sense.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out reading and/or watching and/or speaking about with others, is not the actual same thing as actual real support for me personally at all since that truthfully would not and has not taken a head injury to figure out per such attempts.



Thus all such factors of what I personally took pictures and/or videos of shou7ld always be capable to easily be found at all times in every capacity per such common sense factors of if such actual care about me ever actually was to begin with, since it should not take a head injury to figure out there is nothing mature about what others have been per such if factors regarding the factors thereof per such if situations.



It should not take a head injury to figure out the factors of Bremerton Washington only reproved such situations because instead of what would have been common sense per asctually asking me personally instead of assuming and/or any needless drama per such types per those factors per August 2022 and September 2022, if such factors of what woul have been best for me personally actually would have been per such factors regarding the truth from the beginning per my personal needs per my personal requirements because obviously that would be the starting point in actual real respect from the beginning.



If per such if factors of "The Modern Day Book" that would be of their own choices instead of anything I ever did officially, since that should not take a head injury to figure out per them needing to be mad and angered at themselves for any such if factors referencing such hypotheticals if I am accurate officially per all of such eternal time for such truth because of the common sense to actually progress forward since NASA has been around for centuries and the formation of the US Space Force officially signed in 2020 with the first Officer US Space Force and Air Force graduation in the year of 2022.



While it would have been great if I actually had real support with me in person face to face in person in real life per the only way that would ever have been support for me personally from someone who could have actually and/or would have actually cared, it should not take a head injury to figure out any/all such individuals I once knew who had their coattail riding problems per such factors when I brought up New York City and an individual I wrote back and forth with in the timeframe around 2010 or 2011 per such females biologically who had brought up where they could pretend such factors of something where they would have sex in New York City of such confusion to me regarding those factors per the timeframes thereof while I was dealing with what I was dealing with per such combinations at that specific point in time.



Obviously I suppose those if factors of those types of any capacity thereof officially would prove themselves per such points in time per such if factors officially per such 2010/2011 to the points in time of 2019/2020/2021/2022 per their choices officially of their own free will per the proof thereof since that should not take a head injury to figure out that modeling would have actually been enjoyable if I was not constantly dealing with everything I personally was dealing with just as it should not take a head injury to figure out that having survived the 1980s and the 1990s per individuals who I personally knew in real life in person face to face in person in real life per such hospitals per the factors of the New York state areas per my personal requirements per the truth per such common sense factors of the kinkster factors per the differences per such legal names per the reasons of such factors regarding what many of my personal friends at such times and their friends.



It should not take a head injury to figure out when having known I would be considered as high risk because of the facts I was not willing to get married before my biological children's legal ages were above 18 years old because of the facts of the amounts of work to just maintain a schedule while working to just keep in mind all of the work I needed to take care of while keeping in mind what I needed to remember while working to deal with my headache pain levels and/or if migraines spiked through while working to deal with everything I personally took care of per the year of 2009 while working to remember such other portions of the areas thereof while working to remember the factors of what I saw/was told in such areas of the waters while working to remember etcetera factors; it should not take a head injury to figure out when I deal with headaches every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year of every decade since waking up in the timeframe of Medical Hold Unit after my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during when I was in Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma; it should not take a head injury to figure out the reasons why I would declare per such factors of while being honest, since it should not take a head injury to figure out the reasons why at this point in time.



Go read through my other journal blog entries to share the link to my journal blog on my website, now.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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