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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Geographical Changes and My Particular Type of SCUBA Diving

I have been through quite a bit to put such mildly regarding my personal life experiences though after SCUBA Diving instructions from SCUBA Diver Instructors within the state of Texas who have been sent the information regarding my three volume series of books in "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire By: Susan MeeLing" who had previously and repeatedly denied the facts to my face as to whether or not I had accomplished such feats as to SCUBA Dive and land at the bottom of the ocean in the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters even though I took pictures when it was safe for me to take pictures, the realization as to the arrogance of such so-called or ex-SCUBA Diving Instructors I once knew who might be ignorant enough to try to measure the water levels of any area I had done some of the SCUBA Diving classes and work thereof would be lacking the correct timeframe of such to be able to actually measure the depth levels at such times when I went SCUBA Diving in 2009 simply because of the geographical changes which have been noticed throughout the areas within the state of Texas. In turn if any were to have done so to measure such depth levels after either such a three volume series and/or after the first FSL books I had written and compiled, then their timeframe for having actually correctly had the availability to measure such depths would be incorrect because of the geographical changes throughout the state of Texas. What would such mean, other than the fact of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications to prove such levels I had personally achieved regarding my own SCUBA Diving before ever officially beginning the work for my creation for the Underwater Travel System?



In a topographic map the above the land areas of the topography changes from 2009 through to 2014 would easily be able to be seen from space shuttles and space stations over the earth, which does not include the obvious regarding newer buildings and structures thereof; though would also include the levels of where certain easier to see locations for such satellite imagery to be recorded. One example regarding what I can remember from when driving back and forth throughout the state of Texas along the I35 highway is an area called the San Gabriel River, which when I was able to drive back and forth from San Antonio Texas to the DFW areas of Texas and back; the San Gabriel River once was at the height of the actual bridge itself with around 10-15 feet of difference from the top of the level of the waters in that river down to the location where the parts of the San Gabriel River are now and in other areas where it is a dry creek bed which has only the rocks and the stones for the area. Those who know of such a location in the state of Texas who grew up in the area and/or traveled constantly or traveled enough times through the area would be able to see the difference in the water supplies flowing through the area of the San Gabriel River. Just the topographic portions of that one location would then be able to show the larger aspects regarding all such water locations throughout each location I had completed any of the work for my SCUBA Diving certifications which 23 of my SCUBA Diving certifications were earned in the state of Texas through such SCUBA Diving classes.



Thus with just one reference point regarding such, all other information regarding any SCUBA Diving individual who I once knew and/or others who knew such know/knew, would all be invalidated and void in reference to any such tries to say or explain that my records were incorrect wrongly. The fact just from the buildings' foundations being able to shift the land masses in the state of Texas because of having to remove certain levels for the grading portions for the flat surfaces required to be able to make such foundations additionally would naturally change the geographic portions of the natural landscape. Since just from the years of 2009 through to 2013 I had seen as many newer buildings, more paved areas, and additional construction for housing units whether apartments and/or houses as well as businesses; all such measurements from the time from my SCUBA Diving classes would automatically have changed just from 2009 into 2010 and onward; which in turn any such try to circumvent giving me the credit I had earned regarding all of my work in any which way would automatically invalidate almost each individuals' work regarding such times for such looks into what I had accomplished as it was most needed for such measurements to be able to be looked into during the year of 2009 regarding each location I had completed my SCUBA Diving classes and training. Thus even with stealing my SCUBA Diving gear which was calibrated only for Atmospheric Measurements as I had learned how to change the settings myself, the measurements if changed back over to the measurement of feet in comparison to Atmospheric Measurements would most likely not have the proper calibration regarding such measurements and if so had been done such levels would not have been read the same way and most likely would have confused any such individual looking into such SCUBA Diving equipment. For such a situation since the lot was purchased through the UHAUL which had illegally been stopped as the situation was illegally caused due to the lies from that particular moving company, any who would have been ignorant enough to think they could simply use my SCUBA Diving gear to go anywhere would cause the death to others and/or themselves because of such a known choice to arrogantly utilize my SCUBA Diving gear thinking such would keep them safe which actually would be the opposite because it would be known to the oceanic waters and fresh waters made from the oceanic waters as to such an individual not having been given any permissions from me which would need to be for such ever to be used. In turn if such of my SCUBA Diving gear had been given as a gift to someone to use, their death and some with would have been caused their own and who with to either endure injury and/or death themselves because of the inability to ever use my gear for any such water activities. I would not be surprised if anyone who ever thought to try to even use a swimsuit of mine as one had gone missing from when I was at Clear Springs SCUBA Park in 2019, such injuries would automatically occur because of not having my permission to ever use anything of mine personally to ever appease any such aspects of the oceanic waters because such beings within the waters would view such as an insult and as blasphemy. If such occurred, you knew stealing is not allowed and should have been smart enough to think about such repercussions regarding the laws of the ocean.



If you do not know what some of the laws are regarding the oceanic waters and fresh waters associated from the oceanic waters, there is the 10 Commandments you can directly look at regarding such aspects as it is not what anyone would ever try to guess from an idea which they would think would be okay enough for such beings of the waters to ever look kindly or favorably upon. If anything such laws of the oceans would be considered as useless to the individuals as the individuals being considered as useless to the oceanic waters. It is not an insult from the oceanic waters, as it would actually have been the insult from whoever would have arrogantly done such to the oceanic waters and would be considered as vanity in comparison to truth to which such oceanic waters have their natural fish in such areas which would take care of such situations and take care of the problems themselves automatically. In such regards the ways which some people have learned about how others would try to steal from who are known as celebrities would do such regarding my belongings would only find themselves in a lot of trouble within the waters as well as anywhere on land which would have such areas with any area of naturally formed waters, which then the solution to such if hypothetically in the state of Texas would then be in reference to where I have already put my transfer to go into for the ability to calm such situations down for the oceanic waters additionally to all other such situations which I have been needing to work on for the past 6 months. I suppose I can joke about my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the tattoos I had completed the first time in my palms when I was in San Antonio Texas at Platinum Ink on 16 and 410, as well as the redoing of such tattoos as such are the only ones which have been completed or redone in the state of Texas since I returned at a location called Rose and Crown Tattoos; which is a different additional irony which I could joke about, though in addition to where my transfer is meant to be at to go to despite how many might have wished for any other location as literally/figuratively/metaphorically has been a sign for more than any could possibly wish and try to deny. However such truths are such truths, and what would actually be any cause other than to wish to change such portions of such prophecy repeatedly shown over and over again would be seen by more than just any type of water as an insult needlessly towards me though also an additional insult to all of my work as well as them themselves for their choices as well as my choices.



Nonetheless regarding the SCUBA Diving and other such portions of the work regarding the depth levels, if there is the additional portion of any large glaciers having melted enough to ever cause a rise in the levels of the actual oceanic waters throughout the earth would also mean additional geographical grading shifts to the lands throughout the above sea level measurements to which then even if in 2012 when my SCUBA Diving gear had been taken from me 12 hours before I was going to be able to take it exactly where I needed to take the SCUBA Diving gear; such geographical shifts automatically would have occurred in multiple ways. Thus any such preventions needlessly to where I would actually need to be to complete other such works would not make any sense realistically for anyone's safety or grading of geography, unless egos and wishes are involved to which egos and wishes do not assist any such safety levels of precautions and would only cause further needless damages as can be seen regarding the apartment complex I am currently living in as the water lines have had problems ever since the winter storm which all has to do with water and as such water line problems only truthfully kicked into higher problems after my initial transfer request for information would mean such additional needless problems were actually caused by each who would have wanted to prevent such though would in turn cause needless problems to themselves and their businesses as well as insulting such beings throughout the oceanic waters which do control the weather. While some could wish that is a threat realistically the threat has always been the problems caused by those who wish they thought their ideas were better compared to the repeated proof of multiple aspects as to what I have already accomplished proving such portions thereof, though some would wish in 2020 that such depth levels I completed writing about regarding my SCUBA Diving depth levels would mean that any such tries to research such depth levels in areas of Texas when they had not been measured at the same levels or in the correct ways as to where I had actually been when I landed at the bottom of such locations after 11 years from the timeframe of my SCUBA Diving would in turn lead for such individuals to be invalidated for their particular aspects involving SCUBA Diving and/or SCUBA Diving Instruction because of whatever choices were made by themselves between my time in SCUBA Diving in 2009 through to the timeframe of having written and published such even online in 2019 though also more specifically regarding such through my three volume book series of my SCUBA Diving Adventures in 2020. Again while you can look into such, the geography and the topography has massively changed between 2009 to 2010 not forgetting to 2019 and 2020 to this year 2021 and onward.



Additionally such choices by anyone would then have caused needless problems to other SCUBA Divers of any type regarding any tries to go to the depth levels I had gone to, especially since I have not ever given anyone any permission to ever complete the levels of work I had done regarding the SCUBA Diving certification classes. That includes when in reference to what I took in the order as well as the timeframe when in 2009 at any other time, because of how such waters and beings within the waters would look at such individuals who had not been given any permission to ever try to teach what they did not have the ability to teach. In the regards of SCUBA Diving as especially with the regards of Navy SEALS and other such specialized forces regarding the Armed Forces of the United States of America of each branch of the military who would use such in the instruction formats of, the Military SCUBA Diving Instructors have already completed all such work before ever being able to teach others; which in turn those Military SCUBA Diving Instructors compared to recreational SCUBA Diving Instructors, already had gone through all such types of training for the Military SCUBA Diving Instruction just as the recreational SCUBA Divers would only have the experiences from their type of SCUBA Diving Instruction. In turn with respects to such SCUBA Divers and SCUBA Diving Instructors of whichever types and style, would not have what it would take to actually train others in my style of SCUBA Diving because of it being my type and my style of SCUBA Diving only.



Since such information regarding my SCUBA Diving has been put into my website before into any book aspect though with such similarities, the copyright laws are in effect and have always been in effect for such aspects to my SCUBA Diving work as well as my SCUBA Diving overall; which what is different from my website compared to other aspects of social media is the fact of social media is not copyrighted the same way though is per individual who has such for their accounts personally compared to my website which all of my aspects to my life are mine, and have always been mine to begin with. Realistically since posting the links for my books on my website all such aspects thereof wee actually given a second level of copyright protection in my favor regarding such, which has always been known regarding such technological portions of the ways the aspects are online, in comparison to what might have been thought at such times prior because of the protection rights to ensure such to be known as I had already taken such preventative measures for all of my works which includes each portion which I had registered through The Library of Congress which was before my website officially, though also before the illegal release of all of my books I had written and compiled together for each portion thereof which in turn would prevent any Mad-Lib version of trying to circumvent that process as per the requirements to online aspects which already had been coded into the overall aspects of the different versions of the Library of Congress which would be in reference to the online portions. The way to explain such in a layman's terms sort of way would be regarding what I had put into my books which were registered through the Library of Congress would automatically be registered through various online resources for such an acquisition of all of my powers and rights to remain as mine in all ways permanently, in such rights and protections for myself and all of my works additionally being protected when putting such online additionally regarding my Amazon self-publishing account with the addition to each book company I had sent for such publications which were and remain registered to me, all before putting such additional portions onto my website, and then onto each individual business card I had created to be made for myself to give out for others to look at and review to see; however all such permanency to my works being mine because of the registration with my legal first and legal middle names which are what has always been mine to begin with and were destined to remain mine at all times; for a shorthand version of the technological aspects involved for each individual process for such portions which in turn would mean all aspects regarding my SCUBA Diving would remain as mine fully at all times for just one particular additional example.



Thus in turn the ways to protect myself from such aspects would mean there would always be such an additional set of protections regarding who I have called Zippy and Zippy's friends, regarding those who had met my Zippy who at the time had been in a VW Beetle I had purchased in 2008 though had been around and stopped by several times before. I had been upset with Zippy for a bit because of not being able to catch a picture of Zippy, though I simply stopped making any attempts to catch a picture of Zippy because of Zippy's preferences as it was explained too many would be scared to see Zippy as I was reminded as to the pictures and the loose leaf paperwork within the Big Blue Book which were requested to be handled as needed because of what I had to explain to Zippy about such procedures regarding such aspects and Zippy was not happy as to what my explanations were for such aspects as the portions which Zippy had seen were less than what had been expected of human beings regarding those particular aspects of what occurred regarding such images. In such ways as to explain to Zippy what had occurred regarding such, it was informed to me of other such situations regarding others including human beings; which Zippy was not a fan of and was upset by as that is the only way to put such a discussion regarding how it was viewed as such was not digitalized for those images and though some might be angered as to my having to destroy the pictures from what was inserted to the Big Blue Book or The Blue Book Project; I was informed as to what would have occurred back in 2006 or 2007 if I had taken those images to anyone as the knowledge was as to how many would want to see such images as to what occurred and that would have sent the radio versions of frequencies to inform such others as to how human beings had done so to theirs; which the closest example I can give is how upsetting it was to myself and others, regarding the publications of the jumpers from the attacks on 11 September 2001 though very much in a different way towards them. If that can bring any sense, for those of the areas and those who know others who were in the towers/airplanes/fields/Pentagon areas during such times. While some may not have known as to how upsetting some could review such at the times of during the initial few days and months, those portions of death were unnecessary as the more important aspects are the celebrations of life in comparison to being infatuated with death; as death is a part of life and there are multiple areas which death is seen regarding the metaphorical aspect which are not the same as the actual physical death, however such portions thereof are as they are in a shorter description for such.



However in reference to such aspects as well, each grave dug and/or each crematorium built does change the levels of the elevation situations of grading regarding all such land masses anywhere near the spaces within the proximity of the land masses surrounding any areas in Texas which have had such in a larger capacity in many ways. For example regarding Clear Springs SCUBA Park, I learned in 2020 or 2021 of a cemetery near the area of the waters though there are other locations surround the area thereof which have cemeteries as well which each individual grave dug and/or crematorium built for the urns of ashes has changed the grading portions of the grounds beneath the areas and compresses and/or contracts and/or expands other areas and in such for proof you can look into the ways as to how such laws and regulations have changed over the centuries regarding how cemeteries must take care for the individuals remains. In turn such aspects learned over the millenniums can be able to see the situations regarding the portions of such aspects, which the regards of the SCUBA Diving levels I had gone to the depths of would have actually been changed possibly dramatically depending upon the depth levels of what was when I went SCUBA Diving in 2009 compared to the depth levels seen in 2012 or 2013 or even after my first publication of my FSL books in 2014 all the way through to when working on such Adventures of my SCUBA Diving in 2020; which the portions regarding such additionally can be seen from the compression and/or washing away of lands regarding the oceanic waters. However the washing away of lands has to do with the coral reefs in comparison to other portions mainly, which again in reference to my choice for the location for my transfer is pertinent in multiple ways as per the ways the current of the oceanic waters flow naturally in comparison.



For example outside of many other reasons if I were to transfer to Florida the ways which the currents naturally flow would be too intense for the sections which the healing would flow through, and much more damage would occur to the areas such would flow into such as the Gulf of Mexico being the first location where such waters would flow before ever getting closer to the South American areas; however in the region which I truly should not have to explain as per the explanations show the lack of trust in my decisions and only is another insult to Zippy as well as the oceanic waters; however since such a process has taken far too long and only such wasted time has occurred which in turn it is what it is in that aspect and each will deal with such as each will deal with such for the length of needless wasted time for such arrogances, the portions to which in the Atlantic areas of the ocean would flow naturally and evenly in comparison to any assumptions and any ideas which previously were thought which in turn such aspects would have been better if I had actually had a response immediately to my requests regarding the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg; however since there was not the required response from the time I initially reached out in 2018 and 2019 to such for specific approval for such other precautionary measures for safety have had to be put into place for each aspect for each moment of time that has gone by since those days. I was willing, ready, and able to go back then however I guesstimate there were arrogant SCUBA Divers of the recreational aspects whose arrogance had cost such time to go by needlessly and thus because of their choices to deny such further while making such problems for such worse at those times, the time had passed as to what could have been completed in 2019. Since in 2019 such was not responded to officially and correctly, other such portions have needed to be taken into measure for such levels of protection and since others caused the portions to the needless delays what has to occur at this point onward is what has to occur at this point onwards and each individual additional needless delay only wastes time because of their inability to get over their own ego as to admit such correctly back in the time of 2009. Those portions which I had not hesitated and had always been ready, willing, and able now have additional portions which whenever such can fully be completed for my transfer process to actually fully go through to the specific location I put my NC transfer into means the further amount of time which it will take for other such portions prior to being able to return to such an area because of the alignment I felt coming though was seen in December 2020. Since the choices to prefer to do anything other than what was needed back then had continued onward regarding the oceanic waters due to human beings' egos in various sectors, whenever such actually gets taken care of for such a transfer such healing can actually start to begin; however until then, it is what it is as I has said if there is any delay to getting me to the waters where I need to go do what I need to go do it is not my fault and it is someone else's fault completely. Who made such a decision as to wrongly deny such to occur, is whose fault such additional aspects it is.



In such regards for such choices regarding the preference for more information in comparison to getting such completed before such alignments including the Bethlehem Star timeframe after the Solar Eclipse, the choices to which I was told some people take things seriously; I truly cannot believe such that anyone takes anything seriously, because of what I have repeatedly seen regarding certain situations in comparison to what has actually needed to be completed. While some prefer to have as has occurred, they have needlessly caused further damages to the waters of the ocean and only caused more problems to the people who need water. How many people were having problems getting water during the winter storm in 2020 and 2021 in Texas? You are able to look towards whoever chose not to respond to my letters and requests back before I returned to Texas for what went wrong regarding what actually needed to occur without hesitations, however when such situations are cleared so I can actually go take care of the amended versions to fix and repair such damages the swifter and more correctly such will go because of the length of time which needed to occur before the alignment of Jupiter and Saturn for the ability to have done the jolt I had written of for the ability to utilize such additional energies for the timing at such a point if I had been able to go out there back then. Instead since no one had responded and were playing a game of hide and go seek instead of being responsible, that missed time line had caused a lapse for such benefits to which has been the cause for additional problems which completely could have been avoided in comparison. All such portions regarding any feelings being upset or hurt since the timing of which no one had responded to me officially regarding such a SCUBA Diving situation to redo that SCUBA Dive with the energetic healing portions as to what I can do and only I can do as that is not nor was ever intended for a tandem SCUBA Dive as why would any such individual ever think a tandem SCUBA Dive would ever be anything helpful for such, is ridiculously selfish for the other who would wish to ever go for such and would be fully removed from the situation for such selfishness fully energetically as nothing would be worth that in the slightest and all such would be eradicated from to prevent any and all insult to the oceanic waters as well as all beings thereof as preventative measures of course.



However regarding the topographic aspects to which all such portions of the land masses which can be impacted whether positively or negatively is up to each individual as to what their choices are and will be regarding the preferences, and while too many have thought if they do certain things they would be accepted regarding other portions of such aspects I will respond only after being responded to in regards of such as seen regarding the lack of responses regarding my SCUBA Diving thus far as per requirements. While some wish their responses were different hypothetically beforehand, the most simple way to be honest is to simply be honest. I have always been honest which is an infuriation as to how many have made choices as to which ways they think in comparison to what I know, and has always been why it was I who was chosen in comparison to what others wished over the years and decades; though because of my humility naturally, is why I was chosen and also why I had not discussed such aspects in multiple details before and do not need to go further for such because of having already been further though remained quiet about such purposefully as per humility in comparison to other aspects which has been a situation for a longer time than some have thought. In multiple ways it would not surprise me if there ever was a game which people could make a character to play in an online game where they had a village or a house or a community which each person made their own to be as them and walk around the game in such a way in a simulated world to a degree, to which all sorts of aspects which the social media accounts would be able to verify the validity of such types of individuals' personal responses regarding such in real life for how such would actually be in comparison to the characters they made up for such. I could also see such if ever having been done the repercussions of such to be where the fear as to the lack of humanity regarding such a game if ever made, would then lead to the problems of which would only be furthered because of how many needed to have a readjustment regarding how the view of the world actually is especially in comparison to the Milky Way Galaxy and the universe. If such ever were to be a game made by someone or company, what would such a group of individuals be worried about the most? Would it be how few were the same, or would it be how many were exactly as? If the worry were to be in reference to the same, then what a way for such to be able to assist other situations regarding as to who and how such could be in comparison; while if there those who were exactly as then what the other situations would be to prevent such problems from going forward if in an unhelpful or problematic way. As I have been able to not be interested in such games mainly because of my childhood and teenager years not seeing games as games though seeing how such games could be viewed in real life, my choice has been to steer clear of such games because of the different impacts regarding as to how such could turn out in reference to individuals' temperaments and responses.



For example while in the game of Battleship, I could only see how much of a danger that would pose to those who are/were in the Coast Guard/Marine Corps/Navy of the United States of America's Armed Forces and that was a large concern of mine because of more than just the lives on such proverbial ships though also what could occur regarding the oceanic waters to which in 8th grade when achieving the ability to meet Governor Christine Todd Whitman, I created a poster which was made with pastels mainly regarding the ways as to how I could see to clean up the oceanic waters for the betterment. Since then though even before, I had looked at such ways to be able to remove such problems to be able to better find ways to actually help the waters; whereas others had made fun of me for such back then, I knew what was needed to be worked on as many times as I had gone to the ocean for camp as well as to spend time out at the areas however I spent time in the areas of the ocean. There can be many people especially regarding in the state of Texas who would be able to envision in some ways as to places I had been regarding the east coast to a degree if as a biological adult, though those who would have once known me also would not have been able to see how I could ever be as such before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and yet at the same time able to see such in certain ways. In other references regarding such, the times out to the oceanic waters all I could naturally do was help and heal where I could as it is a natural aspect in reference to the oceanic waters before ever getting filtered to the fresh waters from the ocean. In such regarding not only events, parties, and etcetera as to not necessarily being as well known; there are some who might recall some situations if they were ever in colleges when I was a child or teenager which had been as such events, parties, and etcetera who might actually recall a time where situations which occurred that would not be able to be denied as to the involvement if honest though it is what it is regarding such as those were many years and decades ago.



Nonetheless the portions regarding the oceanic waters needing more in person assistance in a more centralized location for such a transfer the paperwork thereof needs such because of the signal it actually sends of such belief and trust, which in turn the length of time in between such has been problematic regarding the length of time which has gone by already since originally sending such information out to multiples in such references thereof. In such aspects as to the geographic changes regarding the United States of America and how many needless landslides, sinkholes, and etcetera which have been more frequently occurring has had to do with the situations which has taken such a length of time to simply acknowledge the truth of such a SCUBA Diving in the Bermuda Triangle area of the ocean in the Atlantic portion which I had landed at the bottom of that area of the ocean near the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg to which there are those who know that the boat is named for the spirit of the individual who the boat was named after; which in turn the ironic portion regarding the oceanic portions, and how would those who could still be alive who knew General Hoyt S. Vandenberg view such situations as how he would have responded to the length of time for such to properly be taken care of regarding such situations? I am fairly certain hypothetically he would be infuriated as to such and though he had a temperament regarding certain types of females involvements, he also learned over the years as to the importances thereof in comparison as there were other types of females he actually respected in comparison to those who he had problems with and could be found as to the reasons why. How would any think he would have been regarding the length of time the situation has taken for the one and only person who had landed at the bottom of the ocean to respect his spirit regarding the boat in the Bermuda Triangle, outside of the Florida Keys? To those who knew him, how was he about respect? As I am the only one who has ever been able to achieve such a distance regarding such an area of the oceanic waters and as it is known regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project and the respect for such individuals for the artwork portions thereof, how would he have been regarding such aspects regarding how such has been over the years since August 2009? Does anyone truly believe he would have taken almost 12 years to simply acknowledge such openly and honestly, or do those who know who and how he was know he would not have hesitated to bring such forward immediately without hesitation and without ever questioning which location would be most ideal for such regarding the discussions thereof? While admittedly I do not think I met him in person before though maybe I officially met his spirit from what I saw briefly which his Ladies group if accurate, would only validate the portions to which to the length of time would have been considered as unacceptable regarding any SCUBA Diver especially if an Instructor who would wish to ever get in the way of such progress; especially if a civilian who had not signed the dotted line himself or herself to be a part of the United States of America's Armed Forces. How he would view such individuals, there are a few who may have quite an idea as to how he would have been about such aspects as per the times though also despite the times.




I suppose in additional irony of a meditation I had done years before in Old Tennent Presbyterian Church's area when I was walking around during my Sweet 16 and Bon Voyage Party combined, the ironic twist as to the sword in the magazine cover of The Time weekly magazine to one vision I had at such a time as well as the Phoenix tattoo I have with such colorations though yet the larger irony is to the cover I had painted before scanning for the picture on the book I wrote called "The Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series: Volume Two: Portraits of Partnerships By: Susan MeeLing"; which if my works were actually respected in comparison to what has occurred regarding such, maybe there would have actually been the belief in regards as to such respect from anyone who had ever known of such works I had created on my own in comparison to the theft which has wrongly and repeatedly occurred needlessly. I would respect such aspects of others if the actual respect had actually been there to begin with regarding my works, however in such situations over such times I have not been able to ever see nor has the oceanic waters and others thereof ever been able to know as to how such greed from human beings could ever be considered as acceptable and part of multiple reasons as to why the Messianic Times had to begin for such portions. While some might wish theft would ever be considered as respect, the actual opposite has always been viewed regarding such beings and entities and the realities thereof has always been problematic and has been required for such clarifications. Why would anyone ever believe in such portions regarding any regards of creativity, when such types of people have exited as long as they have for such problems; for a lesson to be taught in the largest ways possible, as to what has been wrong with humanity from such human beings as such is not considered as humanity to ever steal from those who had earned such abilities on their own. However only repeating the portions regarding, how do you think General Hoyt S. Vandenberg would look at people in such ways regarding all such aspects in such regards as to the treatment I have dealt with over the years? I suppose the fact of which he had earned more than some had been a wish for those who greed, laziness, and other such aspects thereof would be viewed as selfish behaviour in comparison to what was and is best for the country of the United States of America and the world.



What would such matter to anyone who would be so callous as to not care about the general safety of more on earth I suppose the lack of any stability from their own lives and lack of self control would be one area to which to begin looking into, however once again that would also require the respect to those who earned such for those who have stepped over boundaries wrongly to then be looked at as wastes of time and wastes overall of the human species and race; though such is my opinion, regarding the amount of situations which has occurred only because of the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury being taken advantage of needlessly to which I have actually begun to regret ever fighting to sign the dotted line only because of the levels to which such have repeatedly abused me in the various regards thereof. That is not a sign of respect as some might think to steal such pieces of mine as already explained, it shows a lack of respect as well as a lack of empathy regarding such aspects to which each has to deal with on their own in comparison to ever expecting I would ever want or need to be a part of such endeavors. That has been a large problem for human beings to be able to go further outside of the Milky Way Galaxy as well as out further beyond such areas, though at minimum I can have what others cannot ever have and those experiences of which I have had are exactly as such. While some might wish for those portions for themselves, ask yourselves as to why such has been repeatedly a situation regarding as to how the respect required would ever be a situation regarding as to why such has yet to be allowed. If a name and such works associated with that name have needlessly been and wrongfully been denied as much, why would any ever think they would ever be allotted such in those references? That is not a portion of power by the way, that is a portion of weakness regarding those who have treated me as well as chosen to do as they have in comparison to acknowledging such in a timely manner correctly. Since those portions have been as they have been, at what point do others actually begin to acknowledge such correctly to the portions outside of their own egos? I have not seen such as per the most simple portion as to correctly and quite easily, recognizing who actually had created all such works on my own by my name specifically as Susan MeeLing as quite frankly the other name is the other name and was created long after my initial name of Susan MeeLing though had already been told of such portions.



What does clean and clear water matter to anyone on the earth or who would want to go swimming or snorkeling or free diving or SCUBA Diving or etcetera regarding immersions, I wonder? Let me guess, you think the technology is the ideal way to go and yet who had done the coding well before ever knowing I had done the coding of the specifics in a larger way overall for an earlier time and to the levels of? Only those who had been informed, after I had explained such to them is the answer. Thus if any were to actually ever have cared about me which as per situations as they have gone only show one way or another as it is quite black and white as such, well they can answer for themselves as well as their choices.



In reference to the geological aspects as to the depth levels back in 2009 compared to now in 2021 with all of the changes as well as all of the fault lines which run up and down as well as across the state of Texas, the crossover situations of such if there were any after I published my books regarding my SCUBA Diving Adventures who wished to prove me wrong; it is not my fault your choice to wrongfully deny back in 2009 as to my SCUBA Diving in the Atlantic area of the ocean as to what the depth levels were back then as well as the situations thereof. What could have been a major victory back in 2009 and celebrated as such in 2009 for what I had done was wasted regarding such amounts of time having gone by as much as such has, though I suppose a consolation time of the portions since then as to is the fact I am the only one who ever has and ever will SCUBA Dive to that depth level safely to survive and continue onward. However the disheartening part is the amount of people who had been wishing for my death in comparison to celebrating the fact I had lived and continued to live on and survive despite those situations. The problems regarding the after situations had been only because of such individuals having denied me the rights I earned which were all on my own and due to such situations and the lack of concern regarding such times to only after publishing about what occurred in Irving, sadly is the only portions as to what has ever been cared about seemingly. Why would it matter what occurred regarding that time frame or any other time frame to be quite honest regarding such a situation, when the first portions were denied wrongly for so long? What would make anyone think that would be of importance when such situations regarding my SCUBA Diving as well as at this point all of my books I wrote and compiled have yet to ever be recognized in the way which would be seen by such as actually recognizing such truths, in comparison to how such has occurred? Why would anyone ever care of ever wish for such information further regarding such a time, when realistically when such has been denied as long as it has the portions to which that simple denial has cost more than any such other aspects regarding all human beings in such a reference? If there actually was or had been such concern, then why would anyone ever think hiding such would ever be considered as a good idea or helpful in reference to?



The ironic twist is the more it would have been acknowledged and the truth as to who I am is the only way for such as literally, those beings came to me because of who I am and not because of anyone else. Thus the ironic twist as to such regards of how many have repeatedly chosen to deny such aspects of me, has meant they denied the water to themselves to be clean and clear as well as denied themselves as to the other aspects of such information in such times for as long as they have and seemingly continue to because of the known portions regarding their meaning those outside of the earth paying attention to the technological transmissions as well to actually show them as to how such has been viewed after such amount of time. Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out the facts as to which so much has occurred realistically only because of such denials needlessly, as it should not take a head injury to figure out that the easiest portion to actually get such information further would actually to have been to truthfully acknowledge me in truth as to what I have done and what has actually been read in regards thereof to what I have completed regarding what human beings have shown as to what is considered as important regarding those they have seen and/or known of regarding such aspects of what are called celebrities in the general public way. Thus in regards of the geological portions regarding how the earth has condensed in other areas as well as pushed such water in other areas or completely dried up such as in the area of the San Gabriel River have been in a large part due to how such has been received as to how such has chosen on their own accords to have been regarding the truth I had written about and compiled regarding multiple aspects as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project. What do you think they had seen and/or were told about referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, in one specific in reference to the Seattle area where I spent hours cleaning dog crap off of Medal of Honor recipients' markers? Those flat markers of 8 feet long and 4-5 feet wide covered in dog crap that I had personally cleaned off, was seen and heard about before I ever spoke of such as close as the Seattle area is to the oceanic waters in the Pacific as well as the openness to see such an area from the sky.



Again, how do you think General Hoyt S. Vandenberg's spirit would look at such situations? I suppose if you are/were a part of the United States of America's Air Force branch and/or Army branch as the Air Force came from the Army though is the stem for the Space Force branch, and/or a part of the Coast Guard which stems from the Marine Corps branch and the Navy branch; you know how such would be viewed regarding those who you have known in such branches and divisions thereof as to such qualifications I earned. Though what I had completed from what I had earned, well I suppose that is what it is in whatever ways some have chosen to look at such information. In reference to the recreational SCUBA Divers and recreational SCUBA Diver Instructors at such times, if there is or was any respect towards the Armed Forces of the United States of America ever; how is it that you would be looked at in reference to such choices, in and with an actual honest opinion? I know what my Medal of Honor guys think about such, just as I know what such spirits from the locations of such think about such, just as I know how those of the oceanic waters think about such, just as I know how such from outside of the limits and capacities of the technological portions have thought about such when looking at those upon the earth regarding to such. The song by Toby Keith called "Courtesy of the Red, White, and Blue" has a few lyrics which might make sense, in a different way which is funny because that was the first song I had ever attempted singing at a karaoke night at Graham Central Station one year.



However in reference to such references regarding SCUBA Diving what would it matter to those involved with SCUBA Diving in a recreational and/or Military SCUBA Diving need such correct and more full in details information regarding all such aspects which can only be gone over, in the transfer area location as per the signs which have already been within for quite a few years at this point? I suppose I will find out one way or the other regarding such a signed agreement and moving into such a location as per the transfer request, as quite frankly all I have seen thus far is the lack of interest as per as well as the lack of concern as it does not take a head injury to figure out how respect is for such a situation which in culmination of the several other combined aspects as to how such could and has been viewed. Thus each month since my initial request has been viewed, how such has been viewed I suppose is all I can say or write any further in such regards; just as what would it ever matter regarding all of the prophetic paintings I painted already which each as such can view which portion of which paintings have been prophetic in which ways; though in such regards, why would such be viewed as ever having been important I have wondered regarding how situations have occurred regarding the attempt I made to get all of my paintings I personally created. Personally for such regards how such had gone, I truly do not know how to put such views into words regarding the aspects thereof nor do I want or need to.



Here in order are my SCUBA Diving Certifications I earned on my own which can assist those who do not have the knowledge of regarding what I have earned regarding my classes for my SCUBA Diving certifications as to how I created The Underwater Travel System as well as know such regards above among more, as also not forgetting my training and courses prior to ever getting into SCUBA Diving as I had already written of after explaining over the years has a larger portion especially in reference to my Bok Pu, my Grandpa Gavett, and my Bok Gung:


*1* National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving

*2* Specialty SCUBA Diver Dry Suit Diver

*3* Specialty SCUBA Diver Underwater Navigator

*4* Specialty SCUBA Diver Peak Performance Buoyancy

*5* Specialty SCUBA Diver Digital Underwater Photographer

*6* Specialty SCUBA Diver Enriched Air Nitrox MAX 40% O2

*7* Specialty SCUBA Diver Equipment Specialist

*8* Specialty SCUBA Diver Altitude Diver

*9* Specialty SCUBA Diver SUUNTO Computer Assisted Diving

*10* Project AWARE Specialty

*11* Specialty SCUBA Diver Diver Propulsion Vehicle

*12* Specialty SCUBA Diver Wreck Diver

*13* Coral Reef Conservation

*14* Specialty SCUBA Diver Underwater Naturalist

*15* Specialty SCUBA Diver Boat Diver

*16* Specialty SCUBA Diver Night Diver

*17* Specialty SCUBA Diver Search & Recovery

*18* Advanced Open Water SCUBA Diver

*19* Specialty Diver Multilevel SCUBA Diver

*20* Specialty SCUBA Diver Deep SCUBA Diver

*21* Specialty SCUBA Diver Fish Identification

*22* Specialty SCUBA Diver Drift SCUBA Diver

*23* Primary & Secondary Care CPR/AED/First Aid for Adults (though also children First Aid was taught as well as CPR even though not specifically on the card because I had asked about the differences regarding children First Aid/CPR/AED portions because of being a Mom to two children as a just in case it was ever needed or required for my assistance in other areas to make sure I was using the correct amount of pressure in comparison to the pressure for an adult as there is a major difference in several aspects)

*24* Specialty SCUBA Diver Underwater Videographer

*25* Specialty SCUBA Diver Underwater Film Photographer

*26* Specialty SCUBA Diver Cavern SCUBA Diver


I can apologize as I had realized when typing and looking at as I had accidentally written the portion for the Underwater Naturalist twice though I suppose I could make a joke referring to a few portions regarding such in a different way as in other references to an overall combination version of on land in a different regard as to a different lifestyle group and program thereof as though in other references I can joke I had not earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications, I actually earned 27 SCUBA Diving certifications and thus I suppose possibly I can write possibly the addition of one level might make a large difference regarding numbers. I suppose I can joke, numbers actually are important though I guesstimate that has already been known in comparison to the aspects after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as before then, especially in reference to the aspects regarding such portions regarding the ideas I came up with initially in 8th grade as well as before then regarding a few other portions thereof. To which in such a joke while some might view the reference regards as to that particular lifestyle for some it might be considered as a different aspect, however in such aspects having to acknowledge and admit without hiding as to the fact I am a Dominant Female twenty four hours a day at seven days a week for timing in comparison as I do my best to be as specific as possible regarding such and while in other regards only when I feel as such in comparison to the Dominant portions of the sadism is only when such is warranted as then such is justice in a different way though ethically and morally as possible.


In reference to if I have the opportunity to ever teach classes regarding such in person with such class attendees in person and not in any other way for such classes, I suppose I can make a joke the portions regarding as to how I write in my journal blog The Ornery PSA gives a few portions as to how the details thereof will be multifaceted and with sarcasm and/or satire; though with actualities to which such to pay attention to in various ways regarding such as while I have been told of a term called a well rounded individual being important, for more aspects to be able to speak with and relate to more people in which could be considered as beneficial in several ways possibly. It is needed to remember when reading such online with the additional commentary as to the levels of which written to be discussed in an actual classroom setting in comparison to online, there is a large difference as to how such aspects can be interpreted as the requirement for more than just what one perceives as well as the regards of do not always entail such portions regarding; even in the reference to the aspects of being in my apartment regarding such times, while awaiting my transfer to where I need to get going to moving towards what is of extreme importance for the betterment thereof.


Such energetic portions actually do have an impact, whether some who have wished otherwise would like to admit such or not. The same can be said for more aspects than just in reference to my journal blog and other such writings regarding online aspects as there is the energetic portions involved as well as the regards as to the timing of situations combined in a multifaceted situation overall, which some may not have realized before as to how much such can and does actually impact others regarding such. I know I am not the only person who can pick up on certain frequencies, though admittedly at such a level of which I am the levels to which I can pick up on are quite a bit deeper levels than some may have initially realized even with the explanations at such times to give such warnings as to how I can see/hear/feel in other ways as a shortened explanation thereof.


Being a Mom taking care of my son and my daughter at the exact same time of going through SCUBA Diving just as being a Mom from the timeframe of when in the year of learning of being pregnant in the year of 2000 and 2001 and 2002 before delivering in 2001 and 2002, those impacts of such are a bit different for a view regarding the levels and precautions required for safety to which there are times when the wording choices are not going to be pretty as wished for though are important at times for the ability to get the point across as there are times when the words must hit a specific way in order to be clearer to make more sense for some who are more accustomed to only paying attention in one way or another whether or not it was or is realized at such times.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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