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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

For Clarifications of Who I Specifically Introduced...and then SCUBA Diving aspects...

I only introduced my son #letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia to a small select few individuals as to the comparisons as to the hypotheticals thereof as to my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to my being a protective Mom, as per the factors which my son as to #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state would be capable to know as to the fact of such references as to the far and few between individuals I personally chose to introduce him and in prior times him and his sister to as for such references as to the in person face to face in person introduction aspects as to protect my son and my daughter as best as I possibly could. The following is the list of the extremely few individuals as to the clarifications to who I personally introduced them to as to either as a friend or as a dating aspect only as to such references, despite wherever I personally knew the individuals from as to the factors thereof for such verifications. Others' choices as to such aspects as to my dead-ex-husband as to his choices obviously differ as to the comparisons of such situations when he was alive before and after the first and/or second and final separation, for the clarifications of differences as well to keep in mind.



From the years of 2001 through 2008 in San Antonio Texas #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate #MilitaryCityUSA and/or Fort Worth Texas #FWTX #DFW #FortWorth #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas and/or Oklahoma #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate:


* My biological mother/father/sister

* My ex-in-laws as to my ex-mother-in-law, my ex-father-in-law and his siter Diane as well as her daughter Brandy and her children, my two ex-sisters-in-law and their spouses at the timeframe of as well as their children, and my ex-brother-in-law and his then wife as well as her three children in Oklahoma, my ex-Great-Grandmother-in-law and her eldest son their Great Uncle Tony the former Marine as well as later in the year of 2009 their second cousin named Brandon if I remember correctly as he was living with my children's Great Grandmother

* The Songbird Apartment Complex front office females as well as the maintenance staff members

* Doctor appointments as to Wilford Hall/BAMC

* People in the coldesac as to Pheasant Creek subdivision

* Earth Montessori School staff

* Joe Rose and his girlfriends as to Dee as well as Sam who became his wife later

* Crystal Mountain Employees

* Ruby Lopez and her family

* Jamie and her husband as well as their son, Christine and her husband as well as their three children, and Tina as to the Jade Wolf Coven out of Seguin Texas

* Thomas Marsden only because he had shown up to my apartment on USAA Boulevard without informing me or asking me and then I dealt with that particular situation

* Nine Lives Books employees though the cat sanctuary people were around as well as individuals who were visiting the store as to the aspects thereof to whether in reference to Nine Lives Books and/or the cat sanctuary which includes the aspects as to who I volunteered with the staff to as to the bookstore

* One male I cannot remember his name though he went by Sir ?something? as he was dating a female who was transitioning from a male to a female as to being informed later as to her running as the first transgender in the state of Texas and/or the city of San Antonio

* The San Antonio Express News article journalist Scott Huddleson and the photographer that was with him at the timeframe

* Jeremy Kuykendall which is Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr's little brother who went into the Army after attending UTSA, their little sister Rachael Kuykendall and her husband as well as their baby in conjunction of his family after their marriage, their mother Mrs. Kuykendall who was a NISD #NISD bus driver/operator, and their father Mr. Kuykendall as he was a mechanic as to having worked on spoiler installations at the timeframe of and was yelled at as to the Long Island Iced Tea he gave to my daughter which infuriated me shortly before I defended myself after he physically touched me after my breast augmentation surgery which others defended him in comparison to paying attention to the details of the situations as they should have defended me as to such comparisons as to my personal opinion as to the conjunction aspects they were each informed as to the garage situations as to how that began as to the year of 2006 as to the needless problems as to the just before the second and final separation

* Major General James Gillman at the memorial service as well as the soldiers in attendance to the memorial service in the basement of BAMC #BAMC #SAMC #JBSA



From 2008 through 2010 Carrollton/DFW Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas:


* McCoy Elementary School staff and students as well as two other schools I made attempts to get my children into during the timeframe of though the first school had not been willing as to the needless drama from CFBISD as I was informed and the other school said there were individuals who showed up to speak with my son about something they were not capable to discuss with me about the aspects thereof to which again as to the aspects of how it should not take a head injury to figure out the one and only person to discuss my SCUBA Diving with would be me in such hypothetical comparisons as to such aspects thereof

* Medical staff as to the doctors

* Sitter City Babysitting individuals

* International SCUBA swimming instructor at the pool area, during my National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification at the Aquarina Hot Springs in San Marcos #SMTX #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTexas #SanMarcosTX one male named Matt West, and then later as to the ice cream shop as to SCUBUDDAH also known as William Talent of Stephen Trucking #StephenTrucking #StevenTrucking #StevensTrucking #StephensTrucking as to him having been a manager at that headquarters location

* Shawn McCall

* Phillip Omstead

* Pita (she said she was a dot not feather type of Indian)



From 2011 through 2012 Irving Texas/DFW Texas #Irving #irvingTX #IrvingTexas #CedarCreek #CedarCreekTX #CedarCreekTexas #CCTX #CFBISD:


* The staff at Cedar Creek Elementary School as to who was their teachers as to the same as to Irving Elementary School in the references of and one Montessori #Montessori School as to the in between portions because of learning Irving Elementary School was a part of CFBISD though I had purposefully not wanted my son or my daughter in that school district though because of the situations as to the needless problems as to the situations which includes as to the Texas Education Agency phone calls with Judge Rubinet for such references as to how I had not ever purposefully chosen any location to be anywhere near those people as to the actual opposite in all such references

* Medical staff as to the doctors as to the appointments

* Sitter City babysitting individuals

* Patrick Kenedy and his Mom and Dad though only my son met them as to my daughter only having met Patrick Kennedy




In 2012 to 2013 as to San Antonio Texas:


* The school staff at Thousand Oaks Elementary as to their teachers

* The staff at Thousand Oaks Apartment complex as my son played with the maintenance staff's son Greg Murgatroyd Jr as to the parents Dee and Greg Murgatroyd Sr

* Medical staff as per the portions of

* Erica also known as Discordia as well as her then boyfriend Brian who was in the Air Force at Lackland Air Force Base as well as her three children

* Alicia as well as her parents and brother which her father was a Mustang as I was informed as to the aspects of the Korean War as I had my son salute him for his service as well as Alicia's brother as to him having been in the Air Force as well though my son only met the family as my daughter was in the hospital

* Joseph and Megan Estes as well as their three children only met my son as to the timeframe of as my daughter was in the hospital

* Mike and Patty as to them having brought over Harley Quinn the Australian Shepherd/Blue Heller mix

* Brandon from the San Antonio Texas supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle though he was not officially introduced as the fact of him walking by my son while he was playing videos games, as to the same in reference to Ana and Matt from the same groups for such references as to the Dallas Galleria as to the laptop from the Lackland Air Force Base location as I have clarified as to such reference aspects

* Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr as to the situations after the Stoney LaRue concert in March of 2013 as to the aspects I have detailed before as to the situations as to the Cowboys Dancehall situations



In the year of 2013 to 2014 in Vancouver Washington #Vancouver #VancouverWA #VancouverWashington #WA #WAstate #Washington #Washingtonstate:


* The teachers as to Vancouver Elementary School and the apartment complex staff members as to only when they came to my apartment as well as the individuals who lived in the apartment beneath mine named Pam and Jason as to Jason's two sons and those problems as to the timeframes thereof to such situations as to the aspects of the contact to HUD for the clarifications

* The landlords Brigit and Dwayne as to the house rental through 4militaryonly.com

* Pioneer Middle School in the DuPont area of Washington state as to the staff as to only James' teacher

* Ms Loretta and her son and her grandson Elijah which my son went to their church Livingway Church Center

* Steilacoom High School #Stielacoom #SteilacoomHighSchool #StielacoomHS staff as to the aspects of including the tennis aspects

* Lindsey at Supercuts nearby

* Mary as to Jeremy and Mary when Mary and I met at a gemstone Faire as to the timeframe of after Jeremy and Mary introduced me to their son and daughter as well as their dogs





In the possible comparison of others as to the introductions as to individuals as to the comparisons as to meeting through church, or living locations, or etcetera I would guesstimate as to a smaller number of amount of people that I had allowed my son and/or my daughter to meet as to my personal introduction of such individuals thereof to my son and my daughter as to whatever point in time though as to the best of my recollection as to the individuals I can remember as to the only people I had ever introduced my son and/or my daughter to. Anyone else as to such factors would be through such other individuals as to the fact in comparison as to certain types of people, I have been careful and selective as best as possible to who I introduced my son and/or my daughter to as to the in person face to face in person aspects. I did the best as I could as to the limited access to the technology devices as through such situations however Patrick Kennedy as well as Phillip Omstead and Shawn McCall had been far more into video games than I ever was as to their introduction to such aspects as to the best as I could as to maintain such aspects to my son's safety as to the limited portions thereof as my daughter was not as interested as to the technology aspects during such points in time for the clarifications thereof, as they usually argued only about whether they played the Nintendo Wi or the aspects of watching a television show in Disney as to such aspects as to the references thereof as my daughter liked the show Wizards of Waverly Place and a few other shows on the channel such as Hanna Montana.



If other individuals had chosen without my permission to introduce my son and/or my daughter to people as to the aspects as through technology and/or other such aspects of events and/or other such needless situations as to the ways of such needless drama as to my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws as to such references as to those individuals' choices as to the comparisons thereof ever to my choice in such references, similarly as to such aspects as to any of the babysitters from SitterCity #SitterCity and/or such references as to the aspects as to ex aspects in such references of whichever capacity thereof such as ex-friends and/or relationship aspects of the prior timeframes as to the situations. While there was the point in time as to after returning from Florida as to the situation in reference to Sean Leonard as to how I had tucked my son and my daughter into bed before he arrived, as to the writing as to how my daughter had snuck to see what I was doing because of how I had been dressed as to getting ready for the dinner in the comparisons as to how I normally did not have makeup on when in my house. Thus as to that individual not ever having been introduced to my son and/or my daughter by me in any such capacity thereof because of my choice as to the situations thereof as to being their Mom and my right of such protections thereof, to the situations of which as to the aspects as to how that evening went after he admitted to moving my statues around my house without my permission as to my ways of keeping my house as to my choice in the comparisons as to ever caring about someone else's opinions as to my style as to the paintings within my house as to the wall colors.



Thus as to such factors unlike some individuals as to their hypothetical assumptions as to ever thinking otherwise than to what allowances thereof as to such aspects, the reality of which I personally had not ever introduced my son and/or my daughter to many individuals because of as best as I could to their safety in genuinity. The aspects as to who my biological mother/father/sister and/or ex-in-laws and/or others as to such points in time chose to do so without asking me my permission as to such factors, as to the reality of such situations as to the reality of my right to choose who my son and/or my daughter were introduced to. However since McCoy Elementary School staff members thought I was too strict as to because of how I would not allow my son and/or my daughter to run around without self control as to the ways of those types of individuals as to the factors thereof, as to the hypotheticals as to such situations without my permission. While my son was involved with the Boy Scouts as well as to the situations as to the female who weas in charge of the Boy Scouts as to the comparisons as to individuals speaking with me in comparison to her as to such points in time because she was supposed to be doing her job in comparison to socializing, as to Sommer as to those factors thereof to such considerations as well. There is the additional fact I was not a part of the PTA #PTA groups because of the facts as to the situations I was already dealing with to that point in time initially within the year of 2008 as to the situations which I explained and wrote about as to the year of 2009, and then into the year of 2010 as to the Fort Worth Zoo #FWZoo #FortWorthZoo which Tamara Hatcher claimed there was not any need for me to be on the school field trip as to such aspects of which as to the hypotheticals of which I hope the Fort Worth Zoo cameras caught each aspects of such situations as to the fullest extent of the legal aspects as my ex-sister-in-law's eldest daughter's boyfriend at the time and baby daddy had worked at the Fort Worth Zoo at the time and had informed me as to the 24-28 minutes as to my daughter having been in the security office as to the situations as to the details thereof to such needless situations as to the three females who had lost my daughter during the field trip as to the paperwork as to such hypothetical otherwise aspects as to the fact of such having been after my SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving and instead of the common sense factors of ever actually asking the one and only person to ask about my SCUBA Diving as to the hypothetical situations of which since those people have proven as to whatever levels of hypothetical bigotry as to such situations as to the aspects of such as to the references as to those particular situations.



Additionally as to how Patrick Kennedy was working at the Bank of America #BoA #BankofAmerica Dallas downtown tower at the point in time of less than 2 months when he and I began dating as well as Sean Leonard having admitted as to a Jeep situation as to the aspects of a female he had dated at a point in time as to the needless drama as to that particular aspect of such situations in the year of 2011 as to the bank transfer situations for my finances to pay off my vehicle in such comparisons of simply just living my life as to the hypothetical aspects of which to the psycho ex aspects as to such situations as to such callousness and lack of concern for me in the correct and proper ways as to what would actually be considered as to what I would know as to the aspects of the correct capacities thereof, as to such hypothetical aspects additionally as to how Bremerton Naval Shipyard went in the year of 2019 before the state of Texas aspects. In such references as well as to Patrick Kenedy as to the aspects in reference to how he went from working as a security Director in the basement of the Dallas Bank of America tower to a security driver in Irving Texas before working at DeLoitte in the Barn area as to such aspects of a different civilian SCUBA Diving individual as to one instructor of mine as to one of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications named Amanda Thomas as to the hypothetical relationship as to Richard Thomas as to International SCUBA as to the ownership changes as to such factors as to the needless drama which occurred only after I got involved with SCUBA Diving as to the aspects of which those types as to such hypotheticals thinking as to what they would know as better compared to what I know as best for myself as to such needless aspects of such cult like behaviour as to the situations as to how confused such individuals were as to my not being comfortable as to ever dating a civilian recreational SCUBA Diver type as to the comparisons of my style of SCUBA Diving to such comparisons on top of the other needless problems as to those types of individuals as to their failure to use their mouths to speak and wishing to have people read their minds in such comparisons as to several arguments which occurred at the Clear Springs SCUBA Park when it was a lake before the aspects as to how shallow that water became as to from the timeframe of the year of 2009 to the timeframe of 2019.



Shawn McCall would know as to such situations as to those aspects as to my Polar Bear SCUBA Dive as to the first weekend in January 2010 as to such mistreatments he dealt with as to while I was SCUBA Diving, as the common sense factor of having learned from as to how Ice SCUBA Diving goes as to the how it should not take a head injury to figure out sometimes it is better to actually be in a relationship with someone who is not a SCUBA Diver or on the SCUBA Diving trip as to the aspects of the common sense of actual safety in the comparisons as to the different types of SCUBA Diving styles. Obviously military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS SCUBA Divers have a different style as to the comparisons as to civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as it should not take a head injury to figure out why SSI SCUBA Divers became a situations as to the facts of the situations I had personally dealt with as to when as well as hypothetically afterwards as to earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the proof thereof. In reference to several civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to their freaking out when I brought up the idea of SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement and my response of "As long as you are not doing anything wrong, there should not be anything to worry about as to a random check legally as to here and there as to what you are actually doing as to when going within the waters of the ocean areas and/or fresh water area."



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to satellite imagery aspects as to the situations as to the aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the differences thereof to the on land portions above the sea levels as to the comparisons as to below the water areas, as to such facts as to the underground missel silo as to such references as it should not take a head injury to figure out my idea as to the regulations for such aspects would be considered important for other people's drinking water.



Additionally it should not take a head injury to figure out since those civilian recreational SCUBA Divers were informed my son and my daughter's biological father as to my dead-ex-husband had died the year prior as to such aspects as to the needless problems as to such situations, as to any hypothetical involvement as to such references thereof to what should not have taken a head injury to figure out as to the common sense aspects in such references.



It should not take a head injury to figure out as to my SCUBA Diving as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as to the common sense factors as to the one and only person to speak with about my SCUBA Diving would only be me in such comparisons as to the lack of common sense as to ever thinking to ask anyone else, as to the fact that would not take a head injury to figure out as to my earning 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to my personal levels of safety requirements as to my personal style of SCUBA Diving in such hypothetical comparisons as to such assumptions from the bigotry I dealt with as to what my hairstyle as to my hair color as to my tattoos in such references as it should not take a head injury to figure out if those individuals were not civilian recreational SCUBA Divers and they actually took SCUBA Diving seriously in the correct ways as to how I would have been asked for my schedule for those individuals to arrange meetings for me to speak with individuals as to their knowledge of such aspects in such hypothetical comparisons as to ever involving anyone else as to such aspects of my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or my son and/or my daughter as it should not take a head injury to figure out the fact my son and my daughter were in McCoy Elementary School as to the fact they were not old enough to go SCUBA diving yet. That is unless such recreational SCUBA Divers have allowed their children under the age as to what science has found as to actual safe-ish aspects as to such age levels for safe SCUBA Diving, unless such does take a head injury to figure that out to point out such references as to the mental health development factors in such references as to the common sense development.



Then again as to the situations as to how such correct recognition in the references thereof to my personal work as to the aspects of such hypotheticals as to any wishful aspects that any ceremony would ever actually be recognized by such beings in the oceanic areas and/or fresh water areas as to the if factors of belief as to such beings within such areas, it should not take a head injury to figure out that when that has not been done correctly as to such aspects of the correct ceremony as to the reasons why the 10 Commandments are as to the Laws of the Ocean as well as of the Laws of Space as to the reasons why ending stolen valor is important as it should not take a head injury to figure out as to the awareness of such beings to the difference as to such aspects of what energetic portions thereof to the one and only in such references thereof. For example if there were individuals within the area as I learned later as to the aspects of the Gulf of Mexico which would be where my first ocean water SCUBA Dives were as to the oil rig aspects as to such hypothetical situations of such discussions, I would not think it would take a head injury to figure out such oceanic beings had given a sign to such hypothetical civilian recreational SCUBA Divers in such references while I was in the area of the DFW location for such clarifications as to such points in time as that would not take a head injury to figure out that coinky dink as to such hypothetical references for such hypothetical situations as to such hypothetical aspects as to the oceanic levels rising as to such hypotheticals as to other portions of which such individuals as to if not as civilian recreational SCUBA Divers as to the aspects of responsible civilian SCUBA Divers as to the references to the if factors as to what would be considered as common sense as to simply from the year of 2009 onward as to such factors.



However since I was not near the aspects of the Gulf of Mexico and I was not ever officially informed as to any such factors, there has not been any clarifications to me as to such aspects of if there was a discussion near the area of the Gulf of Mexico areas. If there was not a discussion in the areas as to the Gulf of Mexico areas though as to such hypotheticals as to the majority of SCUBA Dives as to those civilian recreational SCUBA Diver types as to the aspects of which the situations as to how such oceanic beings as to how the markings thereof as to not in the same ways as to the dog aspects as to such situations as to the oceanic beings in such references as to how the markings thereof go, in such references as to the hypotheticals as to those who believe in such aspects as to oceanic beings as to how such aspects of the composition of the water areas as to the situations thereof as to which why cleansing SCUBA Diving gear can be considered as more important than some might have thought as to such hypotheticals as to the comparisons as to how I was made fun of as to my safety precautions as to other locations as well as other individuals' waters similar as to the aspects as to how I was made fun of for earning my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the comparison of the situations as to how audits go in reference as to the aspects of the civilian recreational SCUBA Diver aspects as to the rules and regulations which are required to follow such guidelines as to the ways thereof to the international communities as to the water aspects.



I have known of certain individuals from different countries which have had problems with citizens of the United States of America of which I wonder as to how many individuals as to such needless problems of how many individuals are considered as SCUBA Divers in such capacities thereof, to which in turn of such hypotheticals as to the references thereof to what level of responsibility would such references be as to the situations as to such references as to the comparisons as to such factors of the physical attributes. My biological father had complained about my tattoos and my hair color because of how I could not hide and how I could not camouflage, which in this reference as to my references as to which locations I have been in my opinion as to the correct choice in such hypothetical differences as he had discussed such needless problems from the civilian recreational SCUBA Diver groups when he had earned his SCUBA Diving certifications as to the needless games and needless jokes that were claimed as to such aspects as to when the J and the K valve were more prevalent as to such references to the comparisons.



Thus as to the aspects of those who actually for my actual best interests I obviously can overlook various situations as to how I obviously have had the capacity to forgive despite situations as to the proof thereof to the aspects of the years of 2019 through 2021, though in such aspects as to such references thereof as to the aspects as to what the reverse would be as it should not take a head injury to figure out I actually care about life in such hypothetical comparisons. Since as to the facts as to Irving Texas as to the year of 2011 as well as the prior proof as to such accuracy levels of such references and situations thereof for such considerations, at the minimum standards as to the facts of which I have always done the best to follow the 10 Commandments as I could see the value of such aspects as to no matter how boring some might think as to such factors. While some might think otherwise as to whatever aspects as to their style of SCUBA Diving in the comparisons as to my style of SCUBA Diving, I suppose as to such hypotheticals as to the proof as to such references as to the comparisons as to such factors.



For example as to individuals whose lives I personally directly kept safe as to each and every individual SCUBA Diving certification class as to each and every SCUBA Diving certification I personally earned for each SCUBA Dive required, who actually could tell I was me in the references to actually within the waters thereof?



In reference as to another example as to in the oceanic portions of the water more so in reference to the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters as to the same question, as to such references as what individual knew I was me as to such references as to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #GeneralHoytVandenberg #Vandenberg as to such references of my SCUBA Diving work as to those individuals as to that area on that day?



In reference as to a different example as to the Puffy/Puffer fish situation, who actually went to actually take care of the situation as well as who actually cared enough as to checking in as to actually going to celebrate such life as to the factors thereof without the prompting from me as to such references?



For a different example as to Matt West as to not knowing what he had done as to SCUBA Diving as to that point in time within the year of 2012 when he and I were dating, which individual as to any other actually checked on him as to the fact I brought him back from the dead as to such for the example thereof as who actually cared in truth as to another fellow SCUBA Diver's health and well being without stalking aspects?



In turn as to such references as to the civilian recreational SCUBA Divers I once knew in person face to face in person, what did I bring up about my issues with technology and had there ever been a point in time that I had discussed the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the coma as well as my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to my headaches and migraines as well as cognitive disorders and memory deficits as which individual(s) actually in person face to face in person ever asked me about my health and my well being in genuinity as to the truth in such lengths of time from the years from 2009 through even to this year of 2022?



In reference to those who are not SCUBA Divers of whichever type and style and certification thereof to the references, there has not ever been one SCUBA Diver I knew in person face to face in person as to my SCUBA Diving certification courses as to any such SCUBA Divers or instructors thereof who had ever asked me about the aspects of my SCUBA Diving work nor as to the aspects of ever asking me as to the situations I personally dealt with in the water nor has there ever been any individual who has ever asked me about the situations as to what occurred. Maybe it should not take a head injury to figure out why I would think SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement would be considered as a good or possibly great idea, to consider as to the reality thereof for such references aside from my creations of the Underwater Wedding as well as the Underwater Travel System. #susanmeeling #reverendsusanmeeling #ladydoribelle #theornerypsa




Does anyone recognize any individuals as to the background areas, as to their stereotypes as to clothing?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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