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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Afterthoughts as to a few situations

I spoke with a male last night who was kind in the ways through the discussion which as we talked he had mentioned having been able to help a friend of his as another group of friends and him were able to help another friend, which reminded me of several individuals within the state of Texas as to various areas and locations. While the individual was discussing certain aspects as to the ways of which they were able to help in certain cases and how other such factors went in other cases which I related to him with a group of individuals within the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate Texas as to the ways which the #veteran veteran community does not need the fluffier types of psychologists as I have brought up previously before, as to certain individuals who have certain backgrounds simply do not do well with those types of kumbaya type of individuals who think talking about feelings does anything to help the individual with such types of professions.



There is not the ways for any individual or psychologist to ever assist such backgrounds of the types of employment as to certain jobs within the various branches of the Armed Forces of the United States of America with such fluffy bunny type of holding hands sort of ways as to the situations they dealt with in person, as that sort of way in my opinion is one of the worst ways as to ever think the type of background of would ever actually assist such guys. The problems in my opinion with those types of psychologists thinking that way in such a manner only see the pretty in comparison to those who know the grueling aspects of the employment of which certain individuals of whichever employment and/or background do not benefit the same ways which those who have had certain luxuries of life as to such a kind background as for an example my biological sister in comparison to mine, which in turn the ways of such fluffiness do not work in the same ways in the slightest.



This is one of many reasons why anyone can see the truth is always better, as the ways of such fluffiness in comparison to the truth as to them to be able to face such situations and review the processes of themselves as to how such situations were in a larger overall to be able for them to look within their own lives as to the aspects of in order to look into the betterment for themselves and their loved ones as to such situations. In the reference of my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” there in not the fluffiness though there is the glazing over in the ways of the information being as it is of which the facts and realities are as such aspects, in the comparisons to the ways of the complementary additional book as to “Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” is far more fluffy as to the details in such references and regards thereof.



In such a reference to the aspects of is the way of which the differences between the “A” and “The” books, those with certain backgrounds can see the need for “A” to be able to process the information when facing such realities and in reference to “The” in the ways of being able to find something to laugh at and/or smile about as to the situations within life and such types of experiences.



Knowing myself and what I was going to need to be taking care of I knew while I appreciate the ability to have been able to stay with at the time of in the year of 2019, personally I could not deal with everything I had went through as to the various situations and aspects of such times overall as there would not be the ways for me to truthfully process such details of such situations in the manners which I personally would need to through the facts of which to while being a female born biologically there were too many situations which were not of any fluffiness nor any such prettiness as thus those types of psychologists who want to try the holding hands sort of fluffiness before or only in comparison to facing the facts of such situations are in my opinion not helpful because of such a lack of sight into the realities of such situations as to the ways of which there are the realities of how life actually is compared to those who go to get a psychology degree to review themselves and then try to help others when the reality of the need to be able to help oneself first before helping others of which in such a regard as to the ways of such fluffiness some might think especially within the civilian sector who have not ever been inside of an overseas area and/or if so had not ever been that close to the areas of what would be considered as the front line as to whichever employment thereof as to such MOS aspects.



Thus while discussing back and forth as to various other aspects as to the ways which reminded me of a neighbor my ex-sister-in-law once had of a female born with Special Needs whose parents were surprised as to how calm I had been when she had run over to see me and speak with me, which in such a reference difference as to either the Down Syndrome and/or the Autism aspects as to a massive difference between those with such factors as those who do not have such factors when going to speak with others as to the memory of a male within #CrystalLakeSouth #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #CLIL #Illinois #IL #ILstate #Illinoisstate Crystal Lake Illinois which there were situations from other students who were not able to understand the aspects of and were frustrated when he would come around and yet the aide to him was similarly surprised when he ran over to me in the beginning as to how I had simply spoken with him as his favorite was that I carried certain things with me which the aide appreciated me speaking with her before giving anything as to the ways of knowing certain aspects. In reference to an individual when I was in #Asher #AsherHolmes #Holmes #AsherHolmesElementary #Elementary Asher Holmes Elementary School in #Marlboro #MarlboroNJ #MarlboroNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey as to holding the line until the ways of such special needs individuals were able to go through as to the factors of wherever the situations were for the individuals of as to the rest of my class and/or classes thereof.



In the references of Asher Holmes Elementary School, Crystal Lake South High School, the neighbor to the ex-in-law, and then larger in reference to the aspects of how I noticed in the years of 2004 onward as to the ways such types of psychologists within the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservists before being told about the situations in the year of 2019 as to certain types of psychologists within the veteran doctors area of medicine. In the ways of the reality of the major differences though the aspects as to how situations have to actually be handled in the references of the situations, there are the times where the fluffier ways as to being able to slowly integrate people in such a way as to the elementary into high school aspects as to the factors of as to those with certain backgrounds needing that space of such fluffiness though not being in a discussion with someone who needs to understand from the knowledge as they do not need to comprehend such factors for themselves of such references as to the situations thereof. In my opinion it would not be a surprise to me if in reference to #FortHood #FtHood #FortHoodTX #FortHoodTexas #FtHoodTX #FtHoodTexas #Killeen #KilleenTX #KilleenTexas Fort Hood as to the shooting which occurred on post, if that psychologist had tried being fluffy in certain regards and when in a similar situation as to a female in the #Wilford #WiflordHall #LacklandAFB #JBSA #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas Wilford Hall Lackland Air Force Base in JBSA in San Antonio Texas or #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA had thrown a temper tantrum when she had tried to cause me needless headaches and migraines and then was informed in person as to the realities of the problems to such factors as that female Captain in such a time if I recall correctly was 2004 or 2005; she and I did not get along to begin with as she informed me of her biases from the first meeting and instead of acknowledging such factors as to her being nervous as to why my records were as such as she had only seen certain individuals with a background within the system as to something which was different to her because of my age as well as having been born as a biological female.



I did not appreciate such aspects and those within certain branches know how certain individuals within the Air Force are as to such factors, which as politely as I could inform that female as to letting her know she and her type of psychologist would not do anything except cause needless stress as to the factors of not having the wherewithall to be able to speak with those with certain background as I informed her as politely as I could as to what I thought of her degree as well as the fact as to believing she and others wrote such fluffiness as to the realities to try to pretend things were not as bad compared to giving the realnesses of as that sort of way does not actually assist anyone to face such situations to review their own lives as to the looking over such realities as to how such situations have been impactful within their own lives as to what experiences they have had. In my ways as kindly as I could in one particular session I informed her of my opinion referencing the facts of which her style of psychology was going to cause needless problems as well as needless suicides as because when those types of applications are applied to individuals who do not have the luxury of the background of the Air Force as to being paid extra when being stationed in a different branches’ barracks as to any other than Air Force as well as the ways of such types of wishful thinking; the facts of those types of psychologists as I informed her of my opinion of herself as best as I could kinder in the initial phases, however there were multiple appointments within those times as to a bi-weekly session and my patience wore thin quickly because of that particular individual psychologist as to at those times having a certain number of appointments each month while taking care of my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as the situations which none of those psychologists had put together the fact my son and my daughter were born in the timeframe as to their knowledge of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain with the knowledge of the fact of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and after effects thereof.



However, I informed that female psychologist that her type of psychologist was needing to wake up to actually help the guys when they came back as well as the ones on the soil of the United States of America as they did not need to deal with such types of psychologists thinking the fluffy bunny sort of aspects would be the ideal start when in reality it is the ways of facing such realities to deal with and only then after such processings are there any honest ways as to then looking at the fluffy bunny sorts of factors. She tried to tell me about her degree which in the references of my “A” book and my “The” book in my opinion though no one has ever told me of what possible benefits of such a release of my books which ever assisted in any such references or ways thereof to the personal transformations if there were any to the viewpoints as to life in general and/or their lives.



In reference to how the situations were in regards of Texas in the years of 2019 into the election cycle of 2020 and onward before having to fight for my transfer out of the state of Texas as to “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to having acknowledged the area by Edward Sheehan and the #Satsop #SatsopPower #SatsopPowerPlant Satsop Power Plant and the green forest area with the building, the area where Bush’s marker with having seen the grass nearby me kick up out of the lawn area as dirt flew a little bit among several other locations with similarities, the #Seattlt #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington are where I cleaned up 6 out of 7 Medal of Honor recipient markers from the feces on the markers as to their locations in that one cemetery in Seattle which starts with an A, the low crawling I had to do where Laverne Parish’s marker is, among several other situations such as to Macmillan Mausoleum in #FridayHarbor #RocheHarbor Friday Harbor as to an irony about Christine from the Jade Wolf Coven and her girlfriend at one point in time named Rochelle; though additionally to the other situations such as the #MontanaVortex #MT #Montana #MontanaVortex #MTVortex Montana Vortex near #Kalispell #KalispellMT #KalispellMontana Kalispell Montana and such similar situations as to the electrocution as to the area of the Medal of Honor recipient marker nearby to the #GreatFalls #GreatFallMT #GreatFallMontana Great Falls Montana pictures I took at the timeframes thereof as to the green orb as well as the red sky among others in reference to #Arco #ArcoID #ArcoIdaho Arco Idaho with David Bleak’s marker in the area as to such a specific picture as to the mountains and the black rectangle in the sky similar to the pictures and videos I have taken recently moreso within the years of 2020 and 2021.



Why would it be of a need for me to remain calm in the downtown #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas 2020 rallies as to the National Guard arriving a few weeks into the rallies to then have to add other security measures as to the situations as to what I already described which was already written about as to my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as well as the recent publishing of “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as what would be a situation to review regarding such types of psychologists with the fluffy bunny aspects as to certain types of therapy situations in the comparisons as to the aspects of what actualities thereof are as to the individuals in reference to the ways and situations as to the reminder as to the discussion I had with a male as to my time when out and about?



What about the factors as to having explained in Washington state as to the #BestBuy Best Buy situation in #Clackamas #ClackamasOR #ClackamasOregon #Portland #PortlandOR #PortlandOregon Clackamas area near Portland Oregon as to the additional portions as to the altitude changes as well as the electrical portions would be considered problematic if hypothetically when at a #YoungRepublican #AYR #AustinYoungRepeblican #GOP #Republican Austin Young Republican #Laser #LaserTag Laser Tag even in comparison to the #Pinballz #PinballzArcade #PinballzTexas #PinballzAustin Pinballz location where the Laser Tag was in a specific area sensation differences as to the two different areas would be considered to take into consideration of my need for staying calm as well as the factors of if in reference to the open field laser tag situation, what would be of importance as to the situations I wrote about having dealt with in “The Modern Day Book (Written) By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the additional factors of why would such details be of importance for such a review as to additional reasons for me to fight for my transfer and why would the #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker situation have such a sensation as to certain aspects combined as to such factors regarding the #CivilWar Civil War though in modern times as what would ever bring such together for such in reference to others’ choices as to their personal conduct by their choices?



What about the situations in reference to the #USAF #USAirForce #USAAF #USAAirForce #AirForce Wilford Hall situation as to the female psychologist as to the life skills area of which the factors of working with the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury with the subarachnoid hemorrhage that was discussed and thus known as to such factors though because of the fact of the clinic being different named compared to the title of the individual as to the medical practitioner as to the types of such situations in the timeframe around 2004 or 2005 would be of a different though important connection to review to look over as to if there were those who thought such a type of group situation would be more ideal than what I personally had thought was the best for myself as to if the individuals within the area of #Terrell #Terell #TerrellTX #TerellTX #TerrellTexas #TerellTexas Terrell Texas at the #ClearSprings #ClearSpringsSCUBA #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park after having stopped by #InternationalSCUBA International SCUBA in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas Carrollton Texas around the time of as why would that BBQ have been better for me as to my arrangement when I had asked in comparison to what occurred be considered more ideal before I had written such though had already discussed multiple factors as to the situations as why would such be of importance as to the reviewal as to this year in 2021?



Why would I ever have the sensation of ever being cared for properly or wanted in a positive way, when taking such situations into consideration additionally to such situations?



In reference to the video below which the video discusses certain factors though not everything as to such points within this journal blog entry, what would such situations as to being taken seriously as to responsibilities and having a responsible nature be of importance to the factors of such aspects regarding SCUBA Diving Police or SCUBA Diving Law Enforcement?



Why would my meeting with #Governor #GovernorChrsitineToddWhitman #GovernorofNJ #GovernorofNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate Governor of New Jersey Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to my question in eighth grade about the only mental health facility in the state of New Jersey at the time as to such closures as to my then best friend Kelly Gann’s Mom’s job as well as her Dad’s job, as why would that be of importance with other such connections as to when reviewing from the year of 1996 to this year in 2021 as what of importance to such factors would be needed to review?



Does anyone or did anyone ever think about possibly one of the males she leaned backwards who were wearing business suits before the response I told and wrote about as to the being noticed by such individuals and what would the aspects be of such considerations as to the factors thereof, to take into consideration?



What happened that summer at #Baptist #BaptistCamp #BaptistCampLebanon Baptist Camp Lebanon as to the court case in regards of in 1998 or 1999, as to the situations?



What would the ways as to how my biological mother and my biological father’s responses be to such factors as to the latter occurrences in reference to my son and my daughter’s experiences within the state of Texas as to what I brought forward about the McCoy Elementary School as well as the Fort Worth Zoo, be considered to review as why would that be a situation why I wanted and needed to make sure I had gotten myself a tubal ligation as what additional worries did I rightfully have as to such situations as to beyond the amount of time it took me to deliver each one when I was induced into labor as what would be of significance to those factors as well?



What in reference to the #TacoCabana Taco Cabana situation earlier in the year of 2012 as to Joseph Estes and Megan Estes as to both sets of comments as to such aspects as who in International SCUBA would be a reminder in the physical attributes to Megan Estes and who would Joseph Estes have a physical look of in regards of SCUBA diving in the area, as why would such factors as to what I refused to be a part of as to how I honorably earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications be of importance in the references as to the Taco Cabana situation as to what I dealt with as per such factors as I discussed as well as wrote about as what situations could be considered as sexual harassment as to such portions of the aspects thereof?



Why would the situations which Matthew West who has a similar first name to the lawyer from the CFBISD law firm of Nona Matthews as to the additional factors of what he said after he heard my biological mother speak to me on the phone when he said he wished he knew it was me before he had agreed to whatever he had agreed to apparently when taking into consideration of having a daughter as to such realities though the factors of such portions as to the problems which occurred in my life as to my son and my daughter’s lives as why would it be important for background checks as well as SCUBA Diver Police or SCUBA Diver Law Enforcement as to what have I brought forward as to such situations which could be considered of importance to review as when was the decade which SCUBA Diving began more openly within the civilian sector and why would such decades be of importance as to certain oddities in connections as to the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle be of importance to review as to the #metoo me too aspects?



What is of importance as to such reviewals now in such references as to the military/Armed Forces of/for the United States of America aspects as to my particular SCUBA diving style as well as my work as to where and what I personally earned on my own as to being single within the SCUBA Diving aspects as to not having had a SCUBA Diver relationship and what is the difference between the ending of relationships as to the aspects within my prior years in comparison to those who have been involved with SCUBA Diving as to such situations as how many years did it take for me to go into any depths as to my personal viewpoints as to the ending of a relationship compared to others as to the various years as why would such amounts of years before I discussed or wrote about compared to their choices and responses thereof be of importance to review as to such regards as to maturity levels in such situations as to the reviews?



Why would it be a coinky dink as to the rising stock market before the massively huge crash in the year of 2009 as to the month around September or October 2009 as to the build up in reference to my SCUBA Diving as to the timeframe as what transmissions may have been sent as to such factors as to the technological sign that if the recreational civilian SCUBA diver instructors and those thereof as to such aspects as to what Matthew West had said he wished he knew they were talking about me as to what he wish he knew he had a greed to in reference to me in the year of 2012 several months after the Taco Cabana situation, as he was told about as why would the factors of having once been involved with a SCUBA diver from the #SCUBAToys SCUBA Toys area as to the timeframe of my SCUBA Dives in the year of 2009 the out from #Boca #BocaRaton #BRFL #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFlorida #FL #FLstate #Floridastate #Florida Boca where I took pictures of forming underwater volcanoes as what would any of my 26 earned SCUBA Diving certifications would assist with my identifications thereof as to such factors as to fifth grade as well as my USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg #FLKeys #KeyWest #KWFL #FloridaKeys out from the Florida Keys in Key West have anything to do with the hypothetical portions as to what references can be noticed when listening to my official #YouTube YouTube video below?



Why would it be considered as important as to the male from SCUBA Toys as to the facts he did not want anyone knowing about us dating at the time as I had guessed of which being embarrassed of me as to the ways I am as well as to the physical portions as to the aspects of what I personally dealt with in reference to International SCUBA as to the timeframes of my classes for my certifications of my earned 26 SCUBA diving certifications as to such comments thereof as why would I ever see anything else though what would have been shown as to the technological portions as to such transmissions as to the factors thereof as why would such combinations of this entire journal blog entry with the combination of my YouTube video be of importance to take into consideration as to how I have been mistrated for as long as I have?



What would be of importance as to the references of and to humanity as to such portions regarding the facts as to a different oddity as to the same individual having said he had once dated a female who had a #Jeep Jeep as to a book I wrote and turned it into a series as to the possible timeframe as to such aspects as why would someone who did not want to be known as to having dated me ever care as to my having been in #irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas as to the #lovefield Love Field Airport as to such in regards of 2011 as what aspects could be of consideration a to when in Washington state in the year of 2019 in the month of April as to the latter portion around May or June of 2019 as well as the few months before and up to that point in time of the sea lions as to the black tenacle as to ToDo in the #Pacific #Pacificocean Pacific where I was supposed to go to the #CatalinaIslands #Catalina Catalina Islands though did not get to because of what began as to such points in time though as to the nickname I gave that one compared to BoBo in the #Atlantic #Atlanticocean Atlantic area of the ocean and what could my biological sister and my cousin’s from Crystal Lake Illinois have any such connection as to other factors as what about the situation in reference to between her and I compared to my biological mother’s siblings as to her being the eldest from a prior individual in Grandma Gavett’s life as to Grandpa Gavett choosing me as to the discussions as what other connections as to such warnings as I gave to people about such in the state of Texas especially have importance to review and take into consideration?



However yet again why would such aspects as to the Jeep and the moving out have any such a situation to take into considerations as to the ways which my house which was my home once was my home as to the same town as to the song Small Town as to the county song, have any oddities to such coinky dinks in the comparisons thereof as why would someone who did not want to be known to be with me ever have any such situations thereof in such years?



What would be the last concern as to a possibility thereof as to what I brought forward already as to the #RedJumpsuitApparatus Red Jumpsuit Apparatus song #FaceDown Face Down as to such factors of my works on my own as to the November 2009 situation as to the BBQ location, as I discussed in brief with a small number of select individuals in person at their locations compared to on the phone or through the internet aspects as to such a review and why would that be a situation regarding dental aspects as to such portions as to the additional zapping aspects as what actual concern would there genuinely be as to such regards in the comparisons thereof as to the additional portions as to the differences between the Pinballz location to the laser tag field?



A different discussion about males just seems write ideal as to a few females I spoke with about Dominant Females and being more in the knowledge and understanding as to the fact it is called the Mother Ocean and Mother Earth, in comparison to any male naming of such factors as why would that be considered for importance as to such?



What would the importance be as to the second male with the same sounding first name as to the situations thereof in reference to such factors as to my SCUBA Diving in conjunction as to his personal connections as well as his friend Jimmy’s fiancé at the time, as to the aspects of the GoGo Dancer from the night of the #ToF #TempleofFlesh Temple of Flesh event from #ModelMayhem ModelMayhem who had given birth to the at one point in time DJ named John who had later gotten me to an individual for MMJ who I at one point in time went by his and his girlfriend’s house though the situation for the last pick up I could have gotten was when I had already dealt with the San Antonio Family Court a few weeks previously though was after the #StoneyLaRue Stoney LaRue #concert Concert at the #SACowBoysDancehall #Cowboys #SanAntonioCowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #CowboysDancehallSanAntonio #CowboysDancehallSA #CowboysDancehallMilitaryCityUSA Cowboys Dancehall in San Antonio Texas as to such situations as to that targeting situation as to having already been moved out to #Selma #SelmaTX #SelmaTexas Selma Texas as to the apartment complex behind the #honda #Hondadealership Honda dealership across the highway-ish from the veterans’ clinic across I35 as why would that additionally be of a situation to take into consideration as to what I was pun intended though in an opposite way dealing with as why would that be of importance in a connection aspect as well as to what I was dealing with in the year of 2013 at that timeframe around July or August as why would I have had situations a bit hectic as to such factors as to such times as what could possibly have been a situation or a few as to why I could not get out to the area to speak with the couple in person as to additionally picking up my medication as what would be of concern a to those times which they and I discussed as they had a Great Dane which I showed them how to work with as to the size as well as the ways to get the attention correctly as what would be of concern as to such factors in the additional aspects as to my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as to the correct name as to #EndAllStolenValorNow #EndStolenValorNow #EndAllStolenValor be of importance?



Why would the name as to a summer school as to an assumption as to stolen valor problems as to the name Stoney LaRue as to a substitute teacher with the name of Mr. Stoner be of concern regarding assumptions made, as what would be of considerations as to those factors in other references as to Lady Dori Belle in such connections as to the CD #TheMightBeGiants #TMBG #THBGFlood #Flood #TheyMightBeGiantsFlood #TheyMightBeGiantsFloodAlbum #TMBGFloodAlbum They Might Be Giants Flood album as what oddities could be additionally in such connections of the proverbial dots as to such combinations of this journal blog as well as the combined factors thereof as to my website and the other situations as to the concert as to the individual as to how my son and I wound up in Washington state as to after what occurred in reference to my daughter and what could certain aspects ironically to the factors of my book Fail-Safe as to a tree with C4 as to just being creative though what could be of consideration as to the situations in reference to such emails if there was any such connection as to the radio stations and/or television stations at such times during the attacks on 11 September 2001 as what could be considered a situation as to the aspects thereof?




The reality of situations referencing the totalities of what is within this journal blog entry as well as this video may assist as to additional aspects of what I have previously gone though as per the situations as to a babysitter which was a male from Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the second babysitter that is a female which I was able to see when I returned to New Jersey, which she had been told about the situations though the factors as to that she was labeled with Dyslexia and the ways which some had not asked me as the reality was if I was asked I would have informed as to such truths she had asked my biological mother and my biological father about as well as probably told her parents and siblings about as to the aspects thereof which I wrote about in reference to the situations within "Finding A Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing".



What is important about the differences as to the upbringing, and why would such a reality as to such reviewals be of importance?



What would be needed to review such details as to an overall in regards as to #MAST #Marine #Science #technology Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy #USN #USAN #USNavy #USANavy #Navy as to such factors additionally to review be of importance as to prior fact and truthful to the best of my ability be of importance as to such fact and autobiography aspects though the ways of "Finding The Silver Lining (Written) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing be a different approach to what I had made multiple attempts to bring forward to help and assist where I best possible could as to the 1980s and the 1990s before thereafter?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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