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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

A Real Parent beyond just Biology, as a real parent actually cares correctly as to aspects for me

A real parent who cares about me would not get in the way of anything that would actually be for what the aspects of the child's actual best interests are, as that would not take a head injury to figure out.



A real parent that was a genuine caring parent who cares about me would only do what was needed for actual success as to what the child actually saw as to such success as to the proof of such work, and would stay out of the way as to everything that would be proven as to such successfulness.



A real parent who cares about me would not be such amounts of needless drama, as to when the child actually is capable to achieve more.



A real parent who cares about me would only assist in the correct ways as to what is for the child's best interests, as to the aspects of what the child comprehends.



A real parent who cares about me would not ever influence others as to causing any needless drama, any needless stress, any needless problems, and/or any needless situations as to what would be and is for the actual child's best/



A real parent who cares about me would actually be supportive as to where the aspects are as to what location as to such aspects and would not involve themselves in any negative capacity, ever.



A real parent who cares about me would actually seek for their child to be genuinely happy, as to such aspects.



A real parent who cares about me would actually believe their child, especially with the amount of facts brought forward.



A real parent who cares about me would not stir up any needless situations that would ever purposefully cause any harm to the child ever, as a real parent that would care would only be such as a real parent.



A real parent who cares about me would respect their child's decisions and accept the facts as to what and who their child is, as a real parent would only be as to such aspects.



A real parent who cares about me would be informed of the truth as to such aspects, would actually be supportive of that child and actually would put that child above the others as to if there were ever any other child as to actually being proud of the child.



A real parent who cares about me would not ever force their child into a situation that was ever considered as uncomfortable to the child ever, as a real parent would only seek for the child to actually be comfortable as to what the child's comfort choices are.



A real parent cares about me would accept the child for who they are as tro such aspects, as a real parent would be as to such aspects as to what the child actually needs.



A real parent who cares about me would not try to interpret anything as to such aspects from the child because a real parent would only speak and do in truth as to such teachings themselves, as a real parent would not ever cause anything that would ever be anything other than what the child actually needed.



A real parent who cares about me would not ever cause harm to that child's children if they had any either, as a real parent would obviously be capable to be a real grandparent.



You know, beyond just the biological factor because it takes more to be a real parent than just biological aspects.



A real parent who cares about me such as of a biological adult would comprehend the time of when to let go of such aspects and move on, as a real parent would not try to hold onto the coattails of what a child is capable of to try to hold them back because a real parent would comprehend when a child is above the age as to such aspects thereof as to the child being more capable than that aspect thereof.



A real parent who cares about me would only accept that when the child is above the legal age to make their own decisions, as to letting go and moving on with their own lives.



A real parent who cares about me would not be sneaky as to such aspects as a real parent when especially as to a child being above the legal age of adulthood as to being above the age of 18 years old legally, would allow the child to grow up and not be so dependent as to what would be unhappy for the child in every capacity.



A real parent who cares about me would actually comprehend the aspects of a child being above the legal age of 18 years old to actually let them go as to making their own oath as to how they chose, as a real parent that bwould be shown as to how responsible the child is would only be seeing such immaturity from such aspects of anyone that would ever be as to such aspects as to such nothing more than even as to such biological factors.



A real parent who cares about me would actually just stay out of the way and only be there when actually needed, instead of trying to push themselves in the aspects of being involved where they arte not needed and not wanted and not desired and not preferred and not an ideal.



A real parent who cares about me would not constantly push their child in directions that are not what the child needs or wants or desires or prefers or has any ideal for as a real parent would actually only assist if allowed as to what the child actually needs, as a real parent would not be so selfish.



A real parent who cares about me would actually speak with as to maturity as to asking the child as to their needs instead of causing any needless problems as to such asp\ects as when not liking the response as a real parent would comprehend when the response is not what they like as to being a biological adult, then real parent would back off and step asider for what is actually best for the child.



A real parent who cares about me would support the educational aspects as to such factors instead of ever trying to stupefy such aspect as a real parent would comprehend the aspects of the importance of intelligence, and would actually value such aspects.



A real parent who cares about me that would be told to accept my boundaries would officially do so as to such aspects and also not cause any needless problems as to what the child would consider as needless problems, and not cause any needless situations as to the child considering such as needless situations, and not cause any needless drama as to what the child would consider as needless drama, and not cause any needless pain as to what the child would consider as needless pain.



A real parent wwhocares about me would have made things comfortable for the child to begin with from the start and would have made sure to maintain such aspects as to what the child actually nee3dfesd, instead of ever thinking of themselves as better or greater than especially when the child supersedes such aspects as to such low expectations.



If I had a real parent and/or real parents who cares about me, maybe that would actually be for everything I worked for as to such aspects.



Though as to such factors as to Kuan Yin where she had biological parents hated her so much that all they did was cause her needless problems and needless situations and needless drama as to wanting such aspects where when she finally escaped them over and over and over again as to what they could not comprehend was ever as to such aspects for her happiness when her father was made to see officially as to when he finally backed off and went on his way where Kuan Yin was finally capable to live her own life and actually be happy genuinely as to her Boudavistahood as to such aspects of Divinity.



There was nothing her parents were ever capable to do that ever was capable to bring her happiness and when in such legends as to such aspects of a younger sibling that was just as much of a needless problem in all such capacities, once they finally got the memo that they were not ever going to be good enough for what she needed for herself and once they finally accepted the facts thereof is when Kuan Yin finally was capable to go and be happy in all such aspects as once they finally accepted she was always different than they were and was not ever going to be anything like or similar to them as to her personality or her way of life; the amount of situations all of them had to deal with as to accepting the facts that all they were, was all they were.



While it took decades for those to finally accept such aspects after the decades of needless problems that Kuan Yin's parents and family had caused not only her though son many others as to how many damages they had to deal with the knowledge and the understanding and the comprehension of as to such aspects, as to all of those who knew of the depravity as to all that they were as to such aspects where those were removed from their throne officially and Kuan Yin was elevated to the Divine aspects fully.



Possibly there are those who know of such aspects and/or understand of such aspects and/or comprehend of such aspects as to what my life situations have been as to such lengths of time, as no parent would ever that would actually care about their child would ever see what I have dealt with and not look towards my biological aspects with anything except for the shame as to what they are and what they have been.



The common sense if there was actual intelligence in the world as to the aspects whereas to where others failed to pay attention to anything and tried to interpret as to such lists as to whatever capacity thereof as to what I compiled as to anything more than what such aspects were as to such as to only the products as to not the intentions, as to their needless mental health disorders as to such aspects as to labels. If there was real intelligence as to looking beyond such aspects as to the capacities of others to actually progress in real intelligence, as to such aspects as to actually being capable to be of actual real intelligence instead of such overtly too sensitive individuals as to such aspects as to such factors.



A real parent who cares about me just as someone who would truly actually care about me as to my actual real needs, would only be as to such aspects as to my actual real needs instead of what I have dealt with.



Possibly as to such aspects as to purchasing, maybe I should only purchase stuff where such is as to those people as to such aspects of being the one and onluy who as nto the year of 2008 as to where the only aspects were as to myself as to the one and only as there was not any allowances as to after that point in time as to such aspect sofficially because of being the one and only as to the will officially as per discussions as well as the facts that there was not ever any want of the second child officially as per such aspects as to whaty was clarified officially as to what my children's biological father had clarified that he did not want a second child whatsorver officially. The facts that such aspects as to how only my RCI as they were not ever allowed to be a part of such as that was not ever purchased for anyone else, as that was only for my choice as to my usage as to the legal aspects as to such reality that all have needed to accept.



The aspects where if as to such aspects where his want was for me to have an abortion to remove the aspects as to my second child as he did not want me to have the second child ever, as he hated the facts IO was pregnant a second time as to such hospital aspects as to the kidney stones.



As to such aspects as to the proof regarding such situations, as to how he hated my daughter and how many times he tried to kill her himself as to how many times I made attempts to save her life despite the aspect such as the window in my house where he went to throw both her as well as the bottle and the only one I could catch was as to making the choice for himself as to obviously choosing life instead of the bottle. The facts are as to the BAMC ER aspects where he shot himself with a 22 in his stomach in the year of 2004 when I was in Selma Texas at the time where my biological father drove him to the Emergency Room and my biological mother watched my son and my daughter while then calling me at the location of, where I had to drive to deal with that situation because of his need to let me go so I could move one with my life as to what my needs were at those times as to being a Mom as best as I could as well as then later as to letting me go to live my life with all of what I need to live my life as comfortably as to what I have needed for decades at this point as to such hypotheticals as to my needs being fully met all times as to what I comprehend my needs are.



Thus as to such aspects where my daughter biologically needs to accept he just did not ever want to be a dad to her, as to the proof as to such amounts of times those biologicals of both sides have needed to accept.



My RCI was only for me as to such aspects as to the lack of such being in the will as only the finances as to the life insurance policy was as to such aspects, and that was only for me to use officially first as there was not any allowences for those biologicals of either side to be involved ever officially as they have needed to accept as I have made multiple attempts as to such clarifications as to how everyone has needed to accept the facts as to the truth as I have presented over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and ove and over and over and over and over and over and over again.



Those homo-sapien-sapiens just need to let it fo and move on, as I have needed to actually progress forward without their needless drama and without their needless situations and without their needless problems permanently.



The reality of how many times their biological father tried to kill them as to how many times I went to save their lives, as to the ridiculous amounts as to such aspects as to how those types have needed to accept the facts.



Though who assisted me as to my actual needs as to the actual genuine needs, and who actually assists me now officially as to being capable to actually relax as to as I comprehend as o my actual needs in full at all times as my actual needs are?



I told him in the year of 2007 that if he made the choice to leave as to the facts that he was breaking the aspects as to the situations as to what my needs were and are as to such aspects as to the legal requirements as to my actual needs, and as to such aspects as to as soon as he signed the paperwork as to how he was not capable to take care of my needs in full at all times as per the caretaker aspects as per in the actual correct ways as to what all of my needs were/are as to the mandatory in person face to face in person in real life as to the real actual care as to being exactly what I need at all times as to such in real life in person in real life face to face and/or at my side as to my actual needs at all times as to such mandatory aspects as to my needs as per me being the one and only Sponsor as to my work as well as per such aspects as there is nothing at a distance as to such that would ever be considered as good enough for my actual needs at all times.



My daughter actually made attempts and went to kick the tire block out from the area when he was working on a car when she was a child, as to how he had said how he thought she was trying to kill him in his sleep when as to the timeframe as to such aspects as to the situations in 2007 as well.



I made attempts to tell people as the if factors if they would have believed me from the start, as to how she had actually spoken as to how she wanted him to die as to the last time before the aspects as to when the Chaplain and the Major arrived to speak with me about their biological father. In my opinion as to my daughter having caused her father's death as to the aspects as to how she had messed with his medications, as to how he had brought such forward as I made attempts to tell others as to such aspects as to CID when I asked about the medications.



Though why would I ever be taken seriously, as what truth have I ever brought forward that was ever correct?



Where would the proof as to such aspects as to the various schools be of truth as well as the aspects as to such factors of medical care centers as to such aspects in reference to such facts, as when will it be that I am actually believed and actually taken care of correctly as to my actual needs as to my actual happiness as to my actual wants as to what I actually require?



Why would anyone ever fight for me, as to such aspects as why would I ever be of actual importance?



Why would I ever believe I could actually be happy as to such aspects as to actually being kept happy as well, as with such aspects as to those types as why would I ever be capable to believe I could actually enjoy life as I actually need and as I actually want and as I actually prefer?



What have I ever completed that would actually be worthwhile of real celebration as to what I consider as real celebrations, as what have I ever been capable to do that has explained such instead of such ignorance as to only just as pictures as what low levels of intellect would ever think only s to pictures ever being worthwhile as to such combinations of with words as should I have had that abortion instead of as to such aspects of saving my daughter's life?



Since he had actually needed me to actually be happy genuinely when he realized all of the damages and destruction he caused me needlessly, why would it be such a situation as to actually being capable to be happy and remain happy as to what my considerations are as to actual happiness instead of others' interpretations?



If as to such aspects as to the situations as to any aspect as to such regarding my children's biological father's aspects, then why would it be that as to such aspects other than as to how his wishes were for me to actually be genuinely happy and genuinely cared for and genuinely loved and genuinely cherished as to the reasons why he had made the life insurance as to only for me to always only being at the top without any other female?



Since he hated all other females other than myself, what would that be as to any female I ever elevated as to being a true feminist as the only females he liked were those if I personally approved of such though would they be capable to maintain and sustain my standards correctly?



Or does that too take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as to the branches and divisions as to the units he disgraced as to such aspects as to Grandpa Nichols' wishes for me as well, or would there ever be the aspects as to such attention to details as well as attention to the information?



Since such aspects as to the reality where such ease for me as to such aspects of the paperwork he completed for me before he went into the Army in the year of 2007, as to such proof as to such aspects as to all such clarifications as to how he was making attempts for me as to what was and is for my best interests as to the facts.



It should not take a head injury for all of those homo-sapien-sapiens to figure that out, as his paperwork was filled out by him as he showed me before he went to Fort Sam Houston in the month of January 2008 s well as before he went to the Army in the year of 2007 as to how he claimed as to IRR status in the year of 2006 as to how those homo-sapien-sapiens have needed to accept as to his biologicals as to such facts as to how he comprehended how much he had been a needless problem as to such aspects where he saw everything wrong with how those factors were done as to the year of 2000.



Why would it take a head injury to clarify so much, or would that be the intellectual levels lacking as to all such others?



Since he said he wanted me to find and do what it was that actually made me happy and what kept me happy, what is the amounts of needless problems and needless situations and needless drama as to such amounts of time as when do those throughout the world finally accept such facts?



How many others who decided to involve themselves needlessly as to all such situations have been needing to back off from what I actually have needed for myself as to for my happiness as to for my success, as when does that actually occur consistently for me?



When the facts as to all of my needs as to such care aspects as to giving me the care as to my actual needs as to such aspects of the requirements as to such factors in the capacities as to what I have comprehended as to my actual needs, the reality of such aspects as to my actual needs as to how there has not been anyone who has officially taken care of my actual needs as per all such factors as to the legal requirements as to such aspects of my care needs at all times per such factors thereof as per the proof as to such aspects of such hypotheticals.



Where is some capacities there have been little bits here and little bits there as to what was not enough as nto what my actual needs are as to while there have been a few silver linings in my past, the reality of such aspects as to what my full needs are as to such aspects beyond my past as to my current time as well as my future.



The facts are the facts as to my actual needs in full, officially.



Thus as to how my fact books :Finding A Silver Lining", "Finding The Silver Lining", "The Modern Day Book", and "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUVA Diver Extraordinaire" are all situations similarly as to such aspects as to the majority of my journal blog are references as to my past as to such aspects as to the difference of the typing in the current time for the future reading as to such aspects; as to the reality of my future is to the actiuons and choices as to my actual needs for my current time as well as my future needs as to such progression for myself forward as to with in real life in person as in real life in person as to my actual real needs, as to the real life as to such aspects as to care giving as to my actual needs.



Thus as to such aspects as to the requirements as to such submission as to such aspects as to my needs are as to the Top priority, as they have always been needing to be the Top priority as the continue to need to be at the Top priority as to such aspects as to being the Dominant aspects as to such factors as to my medical and other such needs as to such Dominant Top priority as to myself at all times as to such aspects as to my repeated attempts to take care of such aspects inb the overall combined factors as to such references and regards as to the military if as to such aspects is the payment aspects and not myself to ever pay for such aspects as to the common sense as to the care giver payments as to such differences as to anyone else's assumptions as to such hypotheticals as to any invasion of my privacy illegally as if there were to ever be anyone as to such online aspects as to such fraudulent representation as to such aspects as to the online factors as to the difference as to the legal requirements as to care giver aspects as per the aspects of such legal requirements as to such factors officially as to such requirements as to the background checks as well as the involvement requirements officially as to such regulations.



Thus as to such hypotheticals as to anything as to "The Modern Day Book" as to such hypotheticals as to such factors thereof as to such illegal paytments as to the online factors as to the complete difference as to such aspects as to the legal requirements for the paperwork as to what the legal requirements for actual real care giving as to such real legal payments as to such differences as to any such factors as to any hypotheticals as to such factors, as to the legal aspects as thorugh the paperwork as to the VA system as to where I personally have to be involved as to such aspects as to those aspects to such legal requirements officially. Since there has not been such aspects at all as to such legal minimum standards as to such aspects as to the real care giving as to my actual needs as to the aspects as to the submission required to me as to such factors for my best interests, there is only as to such aspects as to such factors regarding such references to the legal requirements as I have clarified as to where the online aspects are not the same as to such references as to such aspects in any capacity thereof to what I referred to back in the year of 2006/



Thus as to such clarifications that are the legal requirement as to such aspects as to such factors through the background checks as well as other factors thereof, there is not anyone allowed to be as such care giver without my approval first as then as to such legal requirements as to the background checks as to such in conjunction as to other VA requirements officially as for me and for my best aspects fully.



Thus if I was cared about correctly and cared for correctly, then as to being capable to relax as to such aspects as to my attempts to get what I have needed taken care of officially as to such mandatory requirements as to the factors thereof officially. Thus while some might have their opinions as to what they think of such aspects, when I comprehended such aspects as to the actualities in full as to such references as to the differences as to such aspects as to the if factors as to then having taken such only as to what legal requirements as to howe my children would not ever be allowed to such aspects as to my needing to remember as to such aspects as well as the facts as to what my needs in full are as to such aspects as to only a male whom has earned my trust and can maintain and sustain as to my needs is allowed as to such factors officially as to such submission requirements to me fully for such aspects as to partially an employment though also partially as to a relationship as the relationship aspects is first and foremost as to such aspects to the requirements as to the real life in person in real life aspects as to my needs as there is nothing about any biological relation allowed to such aspects ever and since the only way I would ever be a lesbian as to such aspects of a female who biologically as a born female transitioned to being a male as to the only aspects thereof to such situations. Otherwise, I am a Pansexual who as to such intellectual aspects as to such attraction as to in the intellectual capacities only and not as to what my full needs would officially be as long distance is not allowed at all whatsoever legally to such care giving for me as to my needs.



Thus as to such aspects as to who would be capable to keep me happiest as to such references to such aspects as to such factors, as to the common sense for such references while being in a good mood consistently would be a beginning start as to such regards as to common sense.



Thus while I have made attempts to bring myself upwards while as best as possible being a feminist as to bringing others upward as to if they are intellectually capable enough, as to the common sense as to the other legal requirements as to such aspects thereof officially.



Since I am a tomboy as to such references as to my verbal aspects as to such references, then as to such refards as to the aspects of such common sense as to my actual needs to communicate in person in real life in person as to such aspects as to in real life.



It must be of my own free will as to such aspects as to the reality as well as to such aspects of my personal requirements as to my comfort levels as to my being the one and only Top priority, as to being Dominant as to such aspects of my care as to what all of my needs are as I comprehended back in the years previously.



Thus as to making attempts as to actually getting to do something that would actually be what I personally actually could enjoy as to being capable to actually see myself as to how such would be as to my needs, the aspects as to what my considerations are as to such ethics and morals as to the facts thereof as to such starting points as to the aspects thereof as well as to my beliefs as to the 10 Commandments being mandatory for me as to being as for the other as for me as to him following the 10 Commandments to me as to such submission aspects to me as such is not and has not ever been up for interpretations especially from others who would not know nor understand nor comprehend as to such aspects as the ways as I have known and understood and comprehended as to such aspects as to my needs.



Thus the application as to my original fetlife account being a biological adult as well as the length of time as to as well as my children being biological adults as to now as to such differences where they are not the priority anymore at all in any capacity as I am the one and only as to such Top priority always and only as to such permanent aspects as to my needs as to what I created as to a starting point for what I comprehended about myself, as well as comprehending as to how such needs would change as per the times; as to the aspects as to what my needs are as to such aspects where to the proof thereof as to how each before has not been anything remotely close as to there not being allowed any such remote factors at all, as to such in any capacity thereof whatsoever to such aspects as to those others' interpretations hypothetically.



I have clarified as to such aspects repeatedly, and just as to how my social media was not as to a news report as to what was actually occurring in real time as to what the needs for such real assistances were as to those specific times as to now such time being different as to those prior times were as to my past though as to what differences as to my current timeframe as to the aspects as to the future for me as well as who I choose and who accepts me for who I am as to such aspects as to who I am and my needs as to such immediate aspects as to the reality of such facts.



Thus as I consider as needless games as to such unwanted and unnecessary aspects as to what my needs are officially, as the same as to what I consider as needless unwanted problems as to what my needs are officially, as to the same as to what I consider as to the aspects of needless unwanted drama as to what my needs are officially, as to what I consider as to what is actually needed for me; as such hypotheticals as to their opinions and their interpretations as to their immaturity as to such aspects as to the differences, as to the aspects as to the aspects of what the aspects are as to the factors regarding such requirements as to my best interests.



Thus no bankruptcy aspects are allowed from anyone, just as to such college debts are not allowed from anyone as to the aspects as to the starting point because of the needs as to my legal requirements as to the background aspects as to such facts as well as since the situations as to such hypotheticals as to my apartment as to my mural aspects as to such situations those involved as to all such factors as to their legal requirements to pay all of those debts they caused immediately fully as to such aspects as to the situations as well as repay me as to such aspects of my payments made as to the if factors as to ever showing my work without my permission to begin with as to the additional inconveniences they caused me needlessly in all such factors a to each aspect thereof officially per aspect as to such references thereof in full to me for my usage as to such aspects of the finances for my usage immediately as to such hypotheticals proven to such aspects in my account for my usage for my ease as to such aspects fully as to my bank as well as all such refunds as to the aspects of such online factors as to any of their misconceptions as per my updates to my fetlife account as per the following link.



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Thus as to my medical needs as well as my well being as to such aspects as well as my work as to such factors as to what I actually have comprehended as to my needs this entire time as to how my needs would be as, as well as how my needs were going to be for such aspects as to the facts. Thus being honest about all such aspects as to the requirements as to my needs as to such aspects of communication as to such truth, the reality of what my needs are as to what my actual needs are as to a real discussion as to such aspects for the starting point.



Thus being willing and open to dating as to being honest about such aspects as to my needs while being honest about my past as well as being honest about my work as well as being honest about myself, as to such requirements as to such genuinity and honesty thereof as to such facts.







Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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