The Ornery P.S.A.

(Public Service Announcement)



It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Attempting to resolve issues

To Whom It May Concern,

While there are multiple doctors throughout the United States of America’s Armed Forces who can attest to the reality of my head injury on Psalm Sunday in 2000, the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of my brain which took several years to dissipate, the headaches, the migraines, the memory deficits, the cognitive disorders, and having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd Grade Math; there are also many individuals, businesses, and agencies who can attest to the fact of my issues with utilizing technology such as cellphones and computers. In such which is of importance, this particular aspect is of importance possibly to some whether or not individuals believed me then or now.

As I have had to take multiple laptops into Geek Squad at Best Buy because of the irreversible damages to the laptops I have had not because of me as I did not know how to maintain the laptops and others had completed the updates and taken the laptop to do the programming, for example my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom had taken each laptop I ever had to do the updates if she did not personally instruct the individuals I was dating or involved with at the time to do such. However my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had been given my cellphones from my biological mother for her to do certain things I did not understand at all at the time, which I was explained were necessary for the cellphones. After having dealt with multiple aspects of the points after my medical retirement from the United States of America’s Armed Forces Army branch while taking care of my son and my daughter, then came further issues in regards to my now-dead-ex-husband. When he died (I had not seen him in 2 days and was in a different area of the city and he also died of a Mixed Medication Overdose) and later after dealing with multiple aspects to assist my son and my daughter as well as the multitude of soldiers throughout the areas where I could because of the events which occurred as you can read through the journal blog pages as well as go to my *(OFFICIAL)* YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing to watch and listen to the videos for further explanations, I then moved to Carrollton Texas from San Antonio Texas.

After moving to Carrollton Texas the male who was involved with me at the time known as Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr along with my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom and biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had told me that I needed to get a new cellphone number, just as I had to get a new landline phone number. Each of those three had explained to me because of the way landline phone numbers change depending which area one lives in, so too is the same for cellphones. Had my question in reference to “Why does the cellphone work no matter where I go?” not been ignored by each of them, I would have never changed the original cellphone number as it takes me awhile to learn especially numbers. In turn after the problems began with Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District’s school McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Texas in reference to my daughter (again you can refer to both aspects of my journal blog article entries as well as my*(OFFICIAL)* YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing for more information), each individual I had been involved with in regards of moving had stated the same thing in reference to the cellphone numbers as my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom had perpetuated the same points That includes in reference to Phillip Omstead (2010), Patrick Kennedy (2011), and Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr. (2013); however my biological mother Anna Louise (Lally) Hom had reminded me of the cellphone aspect when moving from Irving Texas back to San Antonio Texas in 2012.

Now in reference to after having obviously been targeted and threatened as I had informed multiple people I knew at the times of especially in 2010 through to 2012 before the #CowboysDancehall #StoneyLaRue concert issues I have discussed and written about in March of 2013, only after moving to Washington state after being targeted and winding up in that area; had my now-ex-boyfriend Jesse Leroy Hoover Jr. had stated the change of emails needing to be done as in reference to the way cellphone phone numbers and landline phone numbers, the way prior individuals had told me over the years. Those who know about my medical issues and have the understanding can very much see such an issue being a problem for someone like me and though admittedly my disabilities which have not been helpful at all, I have done the best I possibly could despite the circumstances I have dealt with over the years. Despite the fact I had filed a #SanAntonioPolice Report as I have given copies of to my bank as well as to other businesses and government agencies to assist as best as I could, the problems in regards of the electrical issues still negatively impacting my physical being because of what occurred to me when in Washington state though technically writing once above the Mason-Dixon Line; have been quite a lot for me to attempt to alleviate the pain levels from the additional pain, and without any ability to stop the electrocution aspects in full from when in Washington state.

***As a quick side note: Due to the fact I had not fully understood the aspects of identity theft, I had only thought to give the points of in reference to the knowledge of my military identification card having been stolen on Lackland Air Force Base when my now ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (Nichols) Osteen and her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen were there; though have elaborated further in my books “Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, “Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, and “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”. The identity theft did not begin until January 2008, and I have done everything I possibly could to rectify and repair such damages, though not easy at all.***

Any time my pain levels are elevated when in the state of Texas the zapping which had occurred when I was in Washington state continues to flow throughout every single pore of my being, and is not helpfully nor assistive in any way. Something as simple as holding the cellphone to use the code to unlock is excruciating and where I once could hold the cellphone to speak with people, I no longer can do so for long periods when on the phone because of the electrical aspects zapping me further. If you listen to different *(OFFICIAL)* YouTube videos of mine on my Channel, Reverend MeeLing; you might be able to hear the crackling sounds from the stove in the kitchen turning on. I have unplugged the refrigerator because of the electrical aspects from that and even had to turn the nozzle for the freezer ice maker off, because of the additional electrical issues as it takes to run such. I cannot have internet installed into my apartment because of the amount of others’ technology in their apartments causing me more physical pain and in attempts to keep safe, I have to go to the business center area of the apartment complex if I want to use my laptop as even when in the apartment to type; because of the attempted internet connections from the wifi to the laptop cause me more physical pain, which I cannot tolerate anymore. However the reality of after having landed safely from my descent to the USS/USNS Vandenberg to safely ascend from there in the Matthias Abyss area of the Atlantic area of the ocean within the Bermuda Triangle, has definitely not assisted my medical issues from the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in the slightest. The treatment I have endured has not been helpful either, and has caused me further problems needlessly in my opinion.

Thus this letter/journal/blog entry is to clarify to those I have known over the years in reference to whether you had my prior 3 original email addresses and/or whatever cellphone numbers because of what I only recently in 2019 had explained to me of the question I asked those I knew previously about cellphones though also the email address aspects, I apologize for being so ignorant to such. In reference to businesses, hopefully that sort of synchronizing can occur to have the ability to be taken care of; though also because of what had occurred in reference to the problems having lead me out of the state of Texas to Washington state if such issues with PayPal are from the time after March 2013, hopefully such can be forgiven and remove the limitations from. In reference to the Armed Forces of the United States of America and the governing branches and divisions of and throughout, hopefully the aspects which some initially in Medical Hold Unit when I had doctor appointments are able to be seen that I never had lied nor had I ever malingered. Ironically, I had tried to say less about the amount of pain I had been in as while I had admitted to the pain levels because I did not have the ability to have the words to explain in full; the lesser amount of explanations of how much I had actually been dealing with, had been explained at those appointment times. I hope no one is mad at me, or at minimum they are not mad at me anymore.

In reference to a phone call I had today 10 May 2020 with the sisters of #AngelMoroni’s #ChurchofJesusChristofLatterDaySaints (AKA #TheMormonChurch) founded by #ProphetJosephSmith in regards of confession, the sisters did say what I stated was not necessarily a confession; however I feel it might be important, as I had not said such to people I knew before, as the minimal belief in regards to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury had already been an issue. Though I had described what I remembered seeing when after the points of the injury had occurred in reference of the long fluorescent lights as I was on top of the gurney being moved through the hospital and the speckled flooring while an IV was in my arm, I had not previously said about the fact I remembered the point when I was laying on a metal bed with a white sheet over me until today. I sat up and scared the doctor and nursing assistant in a room which had other metal beds without mattresses and several silver colored squares on the wall behind me with handles which looked like bigger filing cabinets, and after they ran out of the room to later return with other doctors and nurses to look; I spoke with them briefly, informing them of a few things before going to Medical Hold Unit at Fort Sam Houston in San Antonio Texas. Since so few had believed me about the Psalm Sunday 2000 after effects and/or were scared when I told them of such, why would I speak any further of that aspect? Who would feel comfortable doing so, realistically?

In closing while I look forward to when I can go through my Baptism with the church, I am doing as best as I can to maintain as best as possible. However I feel this particular group of clarifications needed to be made, for better understanding. Thank you for your time and attention, and I hope you have a good day.

Respectfully and Sincerely,

Reverend Susan MeeLing


Reverend MeeLing


Susan MeeLing


Lady Dori Belle


Lady MeeLing

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

Amazon Author Pages:













Reverend MeeLing

The Ornery PSA


Thank you for taking the time to look through this website and please, enjoy your day.

Brightest blessings to all, for the highest good.

Please use the To Contact form to submit requests to hire Reverend Susan MeeLing for personal appearances for book signings, book readings, discussions, and the like if interested immediately.


If you are interested in using any of the information, videos, pictures, and etcetera of mine which I have put on my website please contact me through the To Contact form to present the details requested and we can discuss the details of and my terms and conditions if granted.  In reference of what I personally have created and am the only owner of such copyrights, of course the articles referenced with the photo-journailsm is of you to contact them for their ownership rights; though I simply post the links with my commentary of my opinions and thoughts thereof for the overall view.  I do hope those particular journalists and photo-journailsts have been able to get more work, for such within the pages; as I hope to be hired for my own.

The modeling pictures are of me and while I have images of other aspects in my journal blog entries as well as links to articles, those are those journalists' work and I have given them credit for such without taking any credits from their writings/photography/etcetera.  Hence why I posted their names, the companies the journalsts worked for at the time, and so on. 


While I did not state the photography of such were mine; again in reference of the links to the direct articles in my journal blog, being fully available to be seen as to not take credit away, from each of the photo-journalists and writers thereof. 


The same is in reference of my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By:  Susan MeeLing", in reference to credits due to each individual writing within that specifically are for legal purposes of references and for examples; in comparison to my own writings, of which are the majority of within those pages.

If you are interested in using my journal blog entries for your news station, radio broadcast, pictures, videos, artwork, and etcetera including the possibility complete an interview and/or set of, please use the To Contact form to let me know of the detailed request.  The same is in reference to the name of my journal blog The Ornery PSA if you are interested in purchasing the rights to use the name, as well as a show thereof.

My pictures from when I had modeled had been under the understanding if there were profits made from the selling of my pictures, I would receive the profits thereof.  As I have not been informed of such images being sold for profit, I thus far have not received profits from thus far. 


Though my multiple types of painting artwork is available to see on my website, any designs thereof have not been given permission to anyone to utilize nor profit from the designs I made for businesses; as that contact to me and the contracts of set profit margins to me, would need to be discussed.  That includes the paintings of mine, which includes the painted areas around each of my Medal of Honor Artwork pieces that I created by myself with my own paint.  If interested in using such, please use the To Contact page with the details thereof for possibility of approval depending upon my choice.

Other options available, in the To Contact area to specify.