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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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As this month of April begins in the year of 2022 as to the review of such a point in time, the realization of how many situations which began officially within the month of April in various years as to such an odd timeline of events to take into consideration. In reference to if I recall correctly as to the situations in reference to the partial solar eclipse in the year of 1994 as to such oddities to take into consideration as well as the following year in 1995, in the month of April of having been informed as to the situations in reference to both my Grandpa Gavett as well as my Bok Gung as to having been informed of the situations regarding them despite the years. The following year in 1996 as to my Big Blood Brother as to such factors at the timeframe before the following year in 1997 of April as to various circumstances as to my Confirmation Class Graduation at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church #OTPC #OTC #OldTennent #OldTennentPrebsyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #Tennent #TennentNJ #TennentNewJersey as to the upcoming timeframe as to certain situations within the group, though when reviewing backwards as to 1993 as to the irony of when I had almost fully recovered from when I was in fifth grade as to Mono/Epstein Bar/Lymes Disease/Bronchitis/Flu all at the same time as to the month of April in 1993 though the irony of the year of 1992 in April as to the situations of having found the tick in the classroom when I was in fourth grade and the situations which occurred as to the point in time as to the massively large grey sack of blood which occurred.

Admittedly as to factors from my childhood and teenager years as to who had whatever beliefs during such points in time in the comparison as to the situations regarding the latter times in the year of 2020 of when through the various administrations as to the timeframe of #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump #VPOTUS47 #MikePence POTUS45 Donald J Trump and VPOTUS47 Mike Pence’s administrations through obviously from the minimum timeframe of #POTUS44 #BarackObama #POTUS46 #VPOTUS46 #JoeBiden POTUS44 Barack Obama and VPOTUS46/POTUS46 Joe Biden’s administration of the formation of the US Space Force within the Department of Defense of the United States of America as to the formation officially as to such an additional branch, within the division as I guesstimate in part of the Pentagon as well as in part with NASA as to such factors of work; as to the ironies as to when I was a child in the 1980s and then into the 1990s as to what I made attempts to explain as to the backyard of the house I grew up in, as well as the forming of the neighborhood behind the fence line as to the area of the model home area, as how during such years few ever believed me about that I saw as well as what I dealt with during such points in time. While the reality of other situations such as Indiana in the year of 1999 as well as Irving in the year of 2011 are other such points of reference as to whatever additionally can be found in reference to reports within the northeast area mainly as to such situations from the 1980s through 1998 as well as from around April or May of 1998 through 2000 in the area of Illinois/Iowa/Indiana/Ohio as to such factors possibly as far south as Tennessee as to certain situations regarding the hypothetical similarities regarding, the aspects in such references to the oddity additionally as to the fact my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury occurred in the month of April in the year of 2000 which as to such odd coinky dinks to such references of time.

However as to such factors of the forest area as to the knowledge referencing the various situations as to such types of situations, the reality of which while my biological sister complained as to the facts of the choice as to how she has needed to accept the fact she was not chosen as to such factors in the references thereof beyond just the physical looks here and there as to the reality of the lack of substance as to the situations depending upon various situations. The aspects in such regards as to the warnings I had given throughout the years and decades as to the facts in such references regarding the technological aspects as to the more now utilized wording of transmission as to what attempts I made to clarify previously, the situations as to the proof thereof to such formation in the references. In turn as to such factors as to the aspects in reference to the hypothetical of my biological mother/sister/father using my son #Letters4James and/or my daughter #Letters4Lidia for the wishful thoughts as to pushing forward the political aspects as to how they wanted to be in front of the camera more-so as to my biological sister and my biological mother as to such aspects as to the proof in reference to the aspects in Illinois as to such situations, of which I did not want/need/desire to be a cheerleader nor did I ever have any inclination as to ever getting involved with the beauty pageant in such comparisons as to how such factors were as to such points in time, not because of having problems with the people at the time though more along the lines because of what I knew I needed to prepare myself for as to what work I was looking at.

However the aspects of which as my biological mother explained as to the physical attributes of the individuals in the area as to such comparisons as to how such situations went, and thus had stirred up the needless drama as to such physical aspects within the town of #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois Crystal Lake as that was said in front of others in comparison. As to the areas thereof anywhere else they went as to thinking they knew what beauty actually was through the desensitizing aspects of the movies/television/etcetera as to such reports regarding the news in the comparisons of ever thinking that the physical attributes of what is considered as beauty while actually having substance to back up such aspects in the references thereof, though again beauty depends on the eye of the beholder. Thus in reference as to the situations as to the overall aspects I dealt with from the years of 2000 through to 2012 as to any individual who dealt with such aspects of having the influence from my biological mother and/or my biological sister especially as to such factors, would be capable to discuss as to the levels of what problems they had as to my physical looks as to such various situations.

What is the lore about the #NJDevils #NewJerseyDevils #NJDevil #NewJerseyDevil New Jersey Devil, as to such physical comments in the references thereof compared to the truth as to such factors?

In regards as to the month of April in the year of 1991 as to having brought forward the truth about what I had learned of as to how my biological sister was acting at the time, which as while the staff at Asher Holmes Elementary School spoke with my biological mother/father about the problems my biological sister was causing as to the reverse aspects of how such situations were handled in regards of my daughter #Letters4Lidia as well as my son #Letters4James as to McCoy Elementary School in Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District in the state of Texas in the month of April officially as to the Fort Worth Zoo in the year of 2010 which there is that picture as to such problems and situations thereof, which what actual assistance occurred for my son as well as my daughter and I in those particular references in the comparisons as to if I had actually been with my son and/or with my daughter in such regards as to the actualities thereof as to people genuinely paying attention to the details in the comparisons as to the glazed over looks as to such factors ironically partially because of the typical stereotypes as to the physical attributes as to such situations as to such points in time?

Whereas my biological mother knew there was not any way for my biological sister to compete against the females within the tristate area as to the physical attributes in such comparisons as well as the aspects as to the facts of the difference to what the physical attributes are as to between that aspect and I as to such factors, the situations as to the needless drama kicked up within the areas throughout Illinois because of the lower number of individuals with such physical attributes as to the attention sought in such references. Where my biological mother wanted to ride the coattails of whichever aspect as to the situations of how she thought she would be treated in such references as to the aspects of connections, the situations of which my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu warned her against as to what already had occurred in China as to the developments as to such areas. However since my biological mother thought scheduling a C section on the day of my Bok Gung’s birthday would have been sufficient enough as to the comparison of the name choice which was as to those times, as to if accurate as to what Bok Pu said as to how my biological sister would lose all sense of who she thought she was as well as not be capable to figure out who she actually was from the beginning because of the changing of her name as to what was supposed to be. I suppose in a different capacity thereof as well in reference to a different version of what my Bok Pu had wanted to do in such references, as to China-ing my biological sister as to those who know the references as to females in the 1980s and the 1990s in such hypotheticals though in a different capacity. I am not writing that is correct, I am pointing out the facts of the situations at the timeframes of.

However as to such situations as to the aspects in reference to individuals as to the Washington state area as to such factors of if my biological mother and/or my biological sister and/or my biological father had informed people to test the after effects of my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as to my memory deficits and cognitive disorders after what I had already explained as discussed several times over throughout the years of 2000 through 2012 as before having put such in writing in my first book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written/composed) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to those who I spoke with about such in person during those years; do you believe me now, as to what levels of problems my biological mother/father/sister were as to my childhood and my teenager years as to my biological adult years?

Anyone else deal with the after effects of a head injury and/or TBI which would be capable to relate to such situations, and what in such references as to the aspects of the lack of capability to prevent a head injury or a TBI in such regards as to the facts of why is it the 10 Commandments are that important aside from the aspects of transmissions as to the situations as to the formation of the US Space Force when taking such into consideration?

As a quick side note in the reference to a Joe Rogan Podcast I listened to on YouTube the #HomelandSecurity Homeland Security individual who brought up as to how the aspects of which as the United States of America various individuals have sent robots into space without any human beings to go along with the aspects thereof to pay attention to the aspects of which having sent the most advanced pieces of technology on earth outward to space, of which in the references thereof as to making sure the aspects of the actual technology worked and/or actually recorded the correct information what in turn would be important about the hypotheticals as to how many pieces as to what length of time as well as what transmissions to take into consideration as to such facts as to the formation of the #USASpaceForce #USDoD #DepartmentofDefense #USDepartmentofDefense US Space Force after how long #NASA NASA has been in the works?

Thus take into consideration the length of time that unmanned robots were sent to space which were made of the best technology at whatever point in time as to the areas in space which the technology pieces were sent outward, as well as think about how there has been reports as to the space debris as to the amounts and types of tests it takes to do something on earth. Then take into consideration as to how many tests on earth for anything that is simply for on earth before thinking about how many tests it would take before sending something into space, which in turn then think about how many times such pieces could have been sent outward into space as to the best technology at whatever year as to the point in time. When taking that into consideration as to how many pieces of technology were sent into the realms of space as to the unmanned robots as to such factors which in turn as to the situations of sightings, which in turn then think about the reverse tracing as to the possibilities in such references before taking into consideration as to the aspects of the combinations as to the transmissions from whatever length of phones to cellphones to internet capabilities as to the satellite televisions as to movies/shows as to the plausibilities as to the references thereof as to various aspects before thinking about the fact of the merger aspects in reference to the situations regarding several technological companies.

What as to the aspects of clarifications and verifications as to the updating portions to my website as well as my journal blog #TheOrneryPSA The Ornery PSA as to such factors of importance as the facts of which not being needless as to how needed in such references, as what levels of needless drama have been needed to clarify as to such hypotheticals as to the formation of the US Space Force in such references?

While admittedly I have kept my opinions as well as other emotional aspects to myself for a length of time and have done the best as to making sure to simply stick to the facts, why is it important that during such updates as to clarifying between the aspects of biases as well as the emotional factors as to the differences as to opinions despite the aspects as to the lengths of time as well as despite the situations of which to the hypotheticals thereof as what would be of importance after such lengths of time as to whenever the first aspects of such types of technology was sent out to space as to such factors as what would be considered as important in such references?

In turn is it difficult in truth to see such references as to the clarifications as to the situations during such points in time as to the years as to the updates as to the facts since the year of 2019 on my website as to such factors as to the capabilities for intentions to be clarified as well as the aspects of the back tracing in such references, as what would be the possibilities to take into consideration?

In reference to those who have known me in person face to face in person as to the warnings I gave, what proved to be accurate as to the situations which obviously I only know of the truth of what I dealt with as per such times however what levels of accuracy were capable to be found in such references to the situations as to the accuracy?

As to the aspects of those who were capable to read my first two books as to the dropbox links as to such factors, what would be capable to be found in truth as to what I brought forward as to the situations during such points in time?

With the reference as to my books as to my copyrights of my work as to whichever genre as to such factors of what in reference to the 10 Commandments as to such factors of my work in such references as to my royalty checks in such reference and why is ending all stolen valor important as to the fullest references thereof, as what would be of importance as to the actualities as to the actual individual to the knowledge thereof as to the understanding and the comprehension of such aspects as why would that be of importance as to the combinations thereof to the situations?

My biological father once told me “If you go from location to location and the same problems are around, then the problem is you and you need to look in the mirror as to the reasons why.”

After decades after the first time he told me that I realized as to wondering as to various factors as to how he had been in the system as to other situations in conjunction as to the aspects of the technological portions, as to wondering what if it were as to other situations and the aspects were the situations of when looking backwards as to reviewing such situations as to the individuals involved and the choices that were made as to what knowledge as to such points in time in the comparisons as to the aspects which in turn as to such lengths of time as to the clarifications as well as the verifications thereof?

What if in reference as to the aspects of a different podcast on YouTube from #YouTube #JoeRogan Joe Rogan as to the aspects which in comparison it was more along the lines of such factors as to the combinations of social media as to the aspects which in the references to how people have felt disconnected as to the aspects through technology as to contacting others as to the comparison of the others who were contacted as to verifying with the individual thereof as to such contacts, as to clarifying the situations as to the verifications as to whether or not such was actually asked for in the references thereof?

In reference as to April in the years of the 1980s into the 1990s as to such situations which the various situations as to how the backyard and the forest area as to such situations, around April of 1991 was when the problems as to my biological sister really ramped upwards because of the ways such situations went as to the clarifications as to what my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had already explained. The aspects of which choices are important as to such factors and though my biological mother thought the aspects of the physical were more important than the aspects of the combined situations as to substance with the possibility of the physical beauty aspects, the situations as to what is considered as beauty depends upon the individual looking. In the references as to the situations as to McCoy Elementary School as well as Carrollton Texas as to such factors of the stereotypical viewpoints in the references thereof, the aspects of if my biological mother and/or biological sister had gotten involved as to the ways which certain people who have seen in person face to face in person of the ways I was looked at after the year of 2005 as to such situations in the comparisons thereof as to what could additionally be noticed as to the hypotheticals as to my transfer from Texas as to such situations; what levels of bigotry and racism as well as sexism would it be as to my biological mother/father/sister as to such not wanting to see me in the camera aspects because of the opinions thereof as to the ways which prior movies from the 1980s and the 1990s as well as television shows as to what has between the desensitized versions of what was considered as beauty in the comparisons as to the ironic portions as to how Miss America goes onto the Miss Universe aspects in such references as to the aspects of such attributes in the comparisons as to only in one factor as what would be of importance as to their voting records, as to them having been proud supporters of POTUS44 Barack Obama only because of the aspects of his skin and his ethnic background as to such comparisons.

Would such proof as to what I brought forward decades ago as to certain attributes that might be of importance as to the Democratic party in certain individuals, as what aspects as to the 2020 election cycle which I brought forward as to the aspects of excitement levels of voting for POTUS44 to voting for POTUS45 would be something to take into consideration as to the on earth aspects in such references to the election integrity portions as to ending all stolen valor as why would that be considered as important?

What is the difference as to the scientific portions as to the labeling in the comparisons as to the physical attributes only, as what would be considered different as to such Democrats depending upon such viewpoints thereof as to the reasons as to the labeling portions referencing the aspects of what situations as to the impacts thereof to the individual in such references can be found?

What would the differences be as to interactions as to such factors in such references as to the locations as to having been around as to the overall groups of individuals in conjunction as to the backgrounds, as what would be different as well as important as to such clarifications in the comparisons as to such hypotheticals which my biological mother and my biological sister would be capable to have such lengths of time as to the proof thereof as to the tristate area to Illinois to the state of Texas which can be found as to such references and what individuals have similar situations as to the clarifications that could be seen in reference to the 2016 election cycle as to the voting discussions?

Thus as to the situations in reference to my daughter as well as my son as to the factors of my physical looks as to the situations, what aspects as to the month of April would be capable to be noticed as well as to such factors as to the political aspects in reference to my biological sister and her husband at the time Zack Miller as to the aspects of that photograph in April of 2010 just a few weeks before the Fort Worth Zoo situation as to what problems were needlessly caused as to such wishful aspects as to political aspirations as to the exception of the facts of how much technology they relied upon during such points in time of the years of 2000 through 2010 as well as throughout other such factors as to the timeframes thereof?




What would the merger as to #ATT #TMobile #Verizon #Sprint AT&T which started T-Mobile and has integrated with Verizon would be of importance as to the merger with Sprint, for such hypotheticals to take into consideration as to the if factors as to any such involvement as to the connections as well as to such factors as what would be of importance as to such clarifications regarding individuals as to the timeframes as to such updates as to the clarifications thereof as to from the year of 2019 through to this year of 2022?

If accurate as to Iowa in the year of 2018 as to the accuracy as to what I brought forward as to the problems in reference to my biological mother/father/sister as to such tests illegally to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the conjunction aspects as to the situations hypothetically as to Washington state from the years of 2013 through 2019; what clarifications would be capable to notice as to what should have been as to the correct medical care if I was actually cared about in the correct ways, as what portions as to the clarifications as to the amount of time as to the specifics of the years could be noticed in such references as to the clarifications and verifications thereof?

Which in turn if as to those people’s choices as to the wrongful and illegal involvement as to the aspects of me being the one and only Sponsor as well as me being the one and only #Executrix Executrix as to such aspects of what situations as to the relative aspects of the metaphor as to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to each and every individual as to such connections thereof as to whatever levels of such connections and why is that 10 Commandments set of rules important now, especially as to such factors of clarifications to the actual intentions as to the transmissions?

However though also as to the facts as to my search for what was our home in the month of April 2008 because of the situations which occurred in at that time Major General Gillman’s office as to the Bronze Star situation in the month of April regarding those factors. The irony as to May of 2008 as to the semi truck situation on I35 Southbound regarding the aspects I have discussed as well as written about in “Finding A Silver Lining (Written/compiled) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” as to the factors thereof, though such ironies throughout the month of April in other years as well. The aspects of which the choices I made as a Mom regarding the situations referencing my two children as to the comparisons in the years of the 1990s as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to such differences capable to be noticed, as I would guesstimate the warnings I gave to individuals within the Armed Forces of the United States of America as well as within the state of Texas as to such factors in reference to my biological mother and biological sister mainly as to such aspects in the conjunction of my biological father as to the situations which I guesstimate may have been proven later on at some point in time for the clarifications as well as such verifications as to the situations which developed as well as the requirements as to justice in truth. I suppose an irony of the month of April in the year of 2011 as to the Austin Texas area as to the discussion and then the phone call as to that point in time as to such an embarrassment of my biological sister as to how she chose to act throughout such years and decades, as to having known and been raised better; though possibly because she was not raised by my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as possibly because she had not learned from Sony/Sonja and Joe/Jose as well as other individuals as to learning directly from in person face to face in person in comparison to reading about such later as to journals as to such points in time, the differences of learning in person face to face in person is obviously far different than from reading as to such information without the capability to directly ask the individual(s) as to such educational factors as to the ways which discussions have been intended to be and go in such references.

However as to the additional factors of the year of 1990 in the month of April when in second grade as to the larger amounts of the timeframe as to the nightmare I had over the timeframes, regarding what attempts I made as to fixing and repairing where I could in the conjunction aspects of the situations regarding what I have brought forward. In the year of 1989 as to when in first grade in the month of April as to several situations within the class as to the females having been as they were as to their discussions of wishing to have babies with the members of New Kids on the Block in comparison to their education, and as to such factors in the prior year of 1988 in the point of kindergarten as to the aspects referencing how my classes outside of kindergarten though within Asher Holmes Elementary School had begun despite kindergarten classes having begun officially within the month of September in the year of 1987 in such references. However in the year of 1986 as to a trial preschool that certain children were involved with as to though not called preschool though called pre-kindergarten as to the aspects of the select individuals as to such a point in time, because of the school testing to see where the educational levels of each child were as to such a point in time as to the redistricting situations in the area of New Jersey at that point in time. Thus as to such factors in the years after 2000 as to the aspects of when in April of 2001 as to just before the timeframe of my ex-sister-in-law’s husband David Osteen having graduated #USAF #USAirForce #AirForce Air Force Basic Training and the situations as to the aspects of my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America situation referencing those factors, and having been pregnant with my son and having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as that still not having been a full year as to the aspects of waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury yet. As well as in the following year as to 2002 in April as to another hospitalization as to the health aspects regarding at that point the kidney stones while I was pregnant with my daughter as well as still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain, of which then as to the overall factors as to the review now in such references as to the aspects of reviewing such situations as to the length of time as to the wonder as to genuine care as well as actual concern after such lengths of time in reference to my life and humanity.

What in reference to the year of 2010/2011 as to the area of Austin Texas would give the experience as to knowing certain factors as to the kidneys which would be capable to notice as to such a situation in the references thereof who know specifically what I am referring to as to the year of 2010/2011 as to the aspects of the kidney situation when in the year of 2002 in the month of April, as to my hospitalizations when in that year as to the plausibilities of the aspects thereof as who has ever been pregnant with two children which in the second pregnancy had kidney stones develop because of the deposits of calcium in the area as to the aspects of kidney stones to take into consideration as to the facts as to how I wound up off of Fort Sam Houston when I was stationed in Medical Hold Unit and what is the average amount of time for anyone to be stationed in Medical Hold Unit or now called Warrior Transition Unit?

Whereas in reference to my ex-in-laws as to such terminology has been of importance for awhile as to such factors, as well as to the ironies in reference to the social distancing factors as to the reference in the current timeframe as to the COVID portions though predating such factors I suppose might be capable to be noticed which includes as to such ironies in reference as to my biological mother and my biological sister especially. In regards to the facts of which while my biological father had not known as to the aspects of when we went to the commissary as to how he and I were informed that I would get my finances back as to such payments as to the groceries I paid for as to such points in time as to having paid for both sets of groceries, that during such points in time were where my biological mother/father/sister would not have had the food they had at such times if it were not for my grace regarding my choice to not ask for the finances as to the knowledge as to my biological father as to such situations as to the diabetes in comparison as to the hypothetical aspects of which my biological mother/sister would fail to see as to such proof in reference to the various details proven as to such factors of “Finding A Silver Lining (Written/compiled) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing” because of the reality as to knowing I would get my finances as to such points in time regarding what I was owed financially.

Personally at the times I made the choice myself as to the reasons why I did not hound my biological mother for my finances as I knew I was going to get my money, as the facts of ensuring that my biological father was correctly eating in such comparisons as to the situations at such points in time as to the year of 2004 regarding the college location looking as to the backyard in such references as to what I have already brought forward as to one of many reasons why I had made the choice to overlook such aspects. As I opened my book “Finding A Silver Lining (Written/compiled) By: (Reverend) Susan MeeLing after the mission statement as to having more leniency towards my biological father, as to the facts of which I suppose my actions speak just as loud as my words at times. While the aspects might have been misconstrued as to the aspects of my memory deficits as to my cognitive disorders as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain in the years totaling from 2000 through into 2008, the reality of my choice as to because of the situations in reference to what occurred before my biological mother/father had completed the transaction of the bridge loan aspects as to what I needed to take care of even though legally not my responsibility as what importance as to ensuring such factors as to the health as well as respect to elders in such references as to the 10 Commandments could be taken into consideration as to the situations which occurred before their arrival in San Antonio Texas as to the year of 2003 because of what my biological sister had chosen to do. While I had not discussed nor wrote about such factors as to my choices back in the years from 2003 through 2005 as to such points in time referencing the commissary aspects of the two purchases at the same time as to the providing I had done during such points in time, the transmissions as to various factors to take into consideration as to the aspects of the factors of the timeframes. In regards of the if factors as to individuals who could have spoken with me in truth as to if having known me in person face to face in person as to Washington state from the state of Texas and/or other locations thereof, the reality of such factors as to what possibilities as to the situations as well as the transmissions might be capable to see as to such variances as to the combinations as to the timeframe as to what I explained to individuals in person face to face in person when especially in the years of 1998 through 2013 as to specific aspects thereof to the point in time though other such factors well into my early childhood as to such factors.

In the month of April in 2003 as to the aspects of which I was informed as to my biological mother/sister/father moving to the city of San Antonio Texas as to those situations thereof in that year and thereafter, as well as the facts of such proof in the references thereof to such lengths of time; yet the following year in the month of April in 2004 as to my vision quest in the backyard of my house in San Antonio, as well as the situations as to the Homeowner’s Association. Just as to the timeframes of April in the latter years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the aspects of the neighborhood that was built behind the fence line as to such situations I have already written about, as to such clarifications which the Valentine’s Day card as to the following year as to one drawing from the point in time of having seen and noticed such factors in the Dogwood trees as to the backyard in the house in New Jersey. If I remember correctly as to the policies within the reference to the Second Amendment as to the timeframe around when the first contracts of that neighborhood as to such situation within the regulations in reference to the Constitutional Rights as to the Second Amendment in reference to the areas with Homeowner’s Associations, having been built up as to those factors in such regards as to what I noticed within the covenant as to the Pheasant Creek subdivision as to the covenant similarities as to the Homeowner’s Association.

How many problems have stemmed from individuals who lived in Homeowners Associations as to the aspects of involvement in personal lives as could be capable to be found as to such situations, beyond just the aspects as to the fence line and/or the gardening portions as what needless drama aspects have occurred because of certain types of individuals as to the situations because of their thought as to what they thought was good compared to the reality in such comparisons as to the actualities of the fuller amounts of information?

What occurred in the year of wither 2004 as to my backyard to the Datsun truck when I was known to be gardening in the backyard as to the Datsun truck as to the aspects of the situations in reference to the neighborhood and the assumption as to what lies my dead-ex-husband had told the neighbors as to the situations referencing the individuals involved with the board of the Homeowners Associations, as what similarities can be noticed as to such factors in other such references as to the comparisons of the truth of what has been capable to be found in the references of transmissions or in other words as to back dated emails for one reference as to the merger factors?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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