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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Yes, I did

Yes, I helped myself.

There has not been anyone other than myself to assist myself to heal from what occurred when #SCUBADiving at the USS/USNS #Vandenberg, and I helped myself recover from such. I re-taught myself as I needed and I learned where I could as best as I could, which means I helped myself in ways no other was ever capable to assist with. I also helped myself get myself out of the situations I had been in while assisting others to be able to get themselves out of such situations, and though only in reference to the semi-truck incident had that particular portion of commentary and opinions been for such. If anyone was ignorant enough to think that applied to each and every situation, that is the correct description for the choice made for ignoring the realities of. I cannot begin to put into words the utter disregard and disrespect I personally feel and have felt over all of these years since 2009 from that one particular portion having wrongly been denied to simply be acknowledged as it should have, and no I do not care it has been almost 12 years. All that means to me is 12 years far too long, to have any simple portion of which the words uttered in the public setting which would actually acknowledge such beyond my own words and my own pictures. Who has been willing to testify in public on my behalf, of such truths? Thus since I have been the only one who has spoken the truth about every aspect of my existence, when is it there are others who speak of such in reference to me in my name; of what I have accomplished, and not any euphemism in comparison? In order to specify, the portion of saying my name is the important aspect.

Not that I completed my #SCUBA Diving certifications in the manner of which to earn anyones' respect, I did such simply for myself. Not that I had landed at the bottom of the ocean in multiple locations for anyones' attention, I did that for myself; in both regards, that should not take a head injury to figure that out despite the fact it was because of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury I went to the level of studies which I had.

The excuse in reference to there is no one in Congress who could discuss or promote a religious background that does not include the denial of being able to stand up and declare not the Creator but #TheCreatrix has been found, unless that takes a head injury to figure out in reference to the specific wording of religion in comparison to the one who had created the world as well as prevented such from being further problems of such. It also should not take a head injury to figure out that one small choice made, had caused further problems which could have been avoided long ago as well as fixed and repaired quicker. It also should not take a head injury to figure out #Congress is purposefully separate from #Senate which is also purposefully separate from the #SupremeCourt and also purposefully separate from the #WhiteHouse, which in turn means it should not take a head injury to figure out at that time #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofBarackObama as well as then #VicePresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmericaJoeBiden could have said the truth. Thus if anyone from Congress wanted to hide behind such a clause, that does not repudiate anyone from any other branch of the United States of America's government for not standing up and going in front of the cameras to state such truths.

Ironically, how many in those offices actually have enjoyed being in front of the camera and in the news previously?

However the portions of which to simply acknowledge such accomplishments should not have taken this amount of time from anyone though especially the ones who I once knew, ever. In reference to news media outlets if such ratings are as important as claimed to be, then where were you? Why was there no one who asked me questions informing me of their news media status and requesting an interview, out of curiosity? Since the portions in reference to the SCUBA Dive had been where the location was, where was the government of the United States of America asking questions informing me of such agencies to ask? Since I took the pictures as I have, where were the offers from #NationalGeographic and such types of organizations? since I only went through #PADI for SCUBA Diving, where was the promotion in reference to only one female accomplishing the amount of self-education?

Oh wait, you would need my legal permission to do so and admitting a female could accomplish such might have been just a bit too much for you? Or, am I incorrect of the sexism that abounds in such regards because of the surprise of a female going into SCUBA Diving without being in a relationship and only doing such for herself? Then the aspects of #WomensSCUBADivingMuseum and having to have mainly male SCUBA Diving instructors go and actually admit it took them how long, to make a recommendation, if any? How long, does that take to do and inform of? In reference to the female #SCUBADivingInstructors, were there not enough who could have verified the depth of while not forgetting the amount of classes I personally graduated?

For those who do not know back in 2009 the average SCUBA Diver ratio was 25% females to 75% males in an overall sort of way in the United States of America and throughout the world fairly close though now in 2021, it is almost at 40% females and 60% males in comparison; while not forgetting prior to 2009 the average percentage of SCUBA Divers by gender was much lower, by a lot more. That set of numbers is only in reference to Open Water SCUBA divers as that does not include the proportions in reference to the different specialties which there are over 16 different specialties including Ice SCUBA and Tri-Mix SCUBA as well as Cavern SCUBA and Cave SCUBA, Instructors, and Master SCUBA Divers in the community. Thus having a female speak as had been spoken to me knowing such numbers personally in a recent timeframe was beyond the word of insulting, especially as many of those who have gotten into SCUBA Diving who are of the younger generation as well as a female to speak as such; I will leave such as an irony in reference to a journal I wrote in 2010 about the younger generation and the elders in a different lifestyle community, and the exact same points in a different regard for this particular aspect.

However the only difference between that community to the SCUBA Diving community for such a posting, is the reality of without acknowledging such progress made by specific individuals you would not have SCUBA Diving as it is currently and the progress only in reference to the technological and scientific advances are comparable to the portions in reference to the other aspects of the other community which the guidelines and aspects can be taught more different aspects. As a side note I had spoken with an individual who had been an Instructor for decades which had brought up the aspects in reference to the change in attitude of SCUBA divers from the younger individuals getting involved, and if you are not going to take SCUBA Diving seriously as well as care for the environment thereof unlike the other lifestyle community; you probably should not be getting involved with SCUBA Diving as the ocean, is quite aggressive towards individuals with such an attitude.

The ocean commands respect and does as the ocean does, which if anyone thinks to go to the ocean without the commanded respect; there are those who are thankful they survived who can tell you about such, and then there are the larger numbers who cannot. I could write/say to look for their markers however for many more, there are not any markers to look for.

Yes, I have wiped my own tears.

As no one assisted in my recovery from such as that would have required such to be openly discussed, I wiped my own tears caused by each person who could have said something to genuinely simply acknowledge such in the way which any other person would have been acknowledged; before what ended up occurring in reference to my daughter and my son, as well as before what occurred because of winding up in Washington state, as well as what occurred during my Medal of Honor Art Project. What impact did that make for me, if anyone cares to know? Well for starters, realistically it showed me exactly who everyone is and is not.

Be bold is the current First Lady of the United States of America Ms. Melania's saying and program thus, I am and have been as well as always will be. It should not take a head injury to figure out that time had been the saddest time in American history of the modern era, of the almost 12 years such has been denied; with the exception of the fact that yes, The Creatrix picked #DonaldJTrump to become #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica. Just as the exact same Creatrix picked then #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmericaGeorgeWBush to become such, just as the same exact Creatrix had called that then President of the United States of America Barack Obama would become as such; despite not having voted for the latter of the two, while still respecting the office of the #Presidency as per realistic aspects of the portions of military training in reference to the #CommanderinChief.

As a side notation for those who did not know the term Commander in Chief was specifically a portion as a treaty with the #NativeAmerican tribes, of the aspects of respecting the history of such within the United States of America prior to becoming officially called the United States of America out of respect for the direct work with as well as to make amends for prior situations as per the counsels of the time back then when officiated just as the same portions in reference to the military terminology of #ChiefWarrantOfficer and the specific portion of the 5 ranks has to do with the 5 main tribes which were at the meeting for that counsel agreement back in the 1800s. As an additional side notation it was not the government of the United States of America who had caused such problems for the Native American tribes, it was the civilians who had no military backgrounds; who had annoyed the elected officials as well as the military commanders, until they had put enough pressure upon those groups that they gave into the civilian groups who fought for such.

If you look to current times of how the #military, #lawenforcement, #firedepartment, and #EMS gets called into places you can see the similarities for such in reference to the civilian population making the grievances to the officials within until they have to cave to the masses because of the majority aspects. It was the civilians without any military backgrounds which usually have had problems with military individuals because of their own biases who had problems with the Native American culture, which is why energetically you have such feelings in reference to such people who stand up and claim they care about your backgrounds. Look to the historical references of how the military worked with Native Americans in recent times, and then take a look at how the military had to stop only because of the portions of the civilian populations comparatively. Most military and law enforcement do not get involved unless they are contacted by the civilian population or unless there is a problem notated within the system of the government by a credible source who knows the ins and the outs of such, though does not cause the over dramatic portions; as that portion is 9.9 times out of 10 as seen per the historical portions of, by civilians who do not have the military backgrounds which disrespect such groups and organizations. Yes, there was a time when the ones with college backgrounds had been as down to earth as those who did not have college backgrounds.

I would guesstimate if you look further back into history around the world in different locations, usually it was those who did not have military backgrounds who did not have respect for the military who had caused more problems than had given ideas and/or suggestions to fix and repair situations with clear and rational thought. You can look at the multiple people throughout the military, law enforcement, fire department, and EMS for the different faces of the many groups of soldiers who only blend in together because of the fabric of their clothing compared to anything else. If you have a large enough unit or battalion of different people, can you truthfully tell one person from another? I can write and say there is a reason why the BDU style uniforms are as such in comparison to the Class As and Dress Uniforms, because when in the field there is not the need for the gender distinguishing. Only in the Class As and Dress Uniforms are the the need for such, because of the personal achievements and graduations being recognized for each individual as each has earned on their own merits and of their own individual works. I know certain types of civilians who do not respect the military have difficulty understanding such, though there are the many reasons as to why uniforms are as such.

Education for training is not the time to show off, it is the time to learn. Out of curiosity how many schools whether private or public have learned when the uniform in school is required, the better the attention span of the children learning? The same is in reference to adults, because of the lack of attention to clothing and the attention to the details of the school work. Why can military guys accomplish more in a shorter amount of time compared to those without a military background, truthfully? Simply because they did not have the time to waste of who was wearing what clothing in school, and they did not care about such because of the importance of genuine teamwork prior to getting to the field. Were there bouts of insecurities during such training, realistically? Of course there have been many who did not think they would make it through, though they persevered and focused on what was important to make their own lives better as well as continue forward for their own group's involvement for the betterment of. Most of them did not go off to where they had thinking they would have to pull a trigger or strike another, only a few know that with certainty and those individuals usually volunteer for such and/or are found; though each one of them, still has feelings of emotions and concern. Each one of them does have despite their training, an individual background which they themselves had and still have innocence to maintain.

That is learned a bit later admittedly, though to bring them back from the situations they once were in so they can learn to enjoy life again, as well as to see what is worthwhile to live for outside of the military among those who may never understand the levels of what it took to survive. Thus in regards of civilians who did not and/or do not understand what such sacrifice it takes, the portions of which the tensions have risen have been not from those of the military; for remember, it was the military who was sent in to keep the peace when children were banned from simply going to school and it was the military who was called in to keep the peace when riots broke out in anger because of the inequalities which were perpetuated by civilians without military backgrounds. Thus Native Americans too can see such as well as other ethnic backgrounds in regards of and while every now and then there are a few bad apples which should not ruin the bunch, those few do not because such is not allowed.

If civilians without a military background spent as much time as they have causing drama unnecessarily to actually finding ways to better the situations, maybe the need for such portions of which I chose despite the pains and hardships would not have been needed. Maybe if the attentions were put into the correct places first, my daughter and others with similar types of situations like would not have had to go to the levels of. Maybe is the attentions were correctly placed, my son and others with similar situations would not have had to endure what had. Maybe the incessant bickering would not have needed to get to the levels of which they have, and the genuine unity which has been sought for so long would have been easier to attain as well as sustain.

So yes I have wiped my own tears, for more than some can know even from this one particular journal blog entry; which obviously I do not think, it takes a head injury to figure that out.

Yes, I put balm over my fresh wounds.

While after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the initial after effects the military of the United States of America's #ArmedForces different branches and divisions of had done what they could to ensure my survival, there are the portions of which after my SCUBA Dive at the #Vandenberg I had to take care of such on my own. Yes I had to fix and repair the marks and the teeth portions from the yellow tentacle you see in the bottom left corner as that was not my octopus spare regulator, though the same-ish color; my spare line was still attached to the D-ring clip on my BCD when I surfaced after my two surface intervals. Also on my BCD I had clipped such to my right side because of being right handed and that tentacle is on the left side, which is another important point to notate.

For clarification the date is 7 August 2009, as I arranged the time stamp in military format: 12 Megapixel camera

Thus yes, after surfacing and after the second SCUBA Dive after the surface interval I had done what I could to heal myself as much as possible initially during those first 3 days after being back on land. Then after the situations as they developed I had dealt with the teeth which were left in my legs from the marine life tentacle that you see in the picture and since no one I knew had believed me at the time, I had to put what I had to put on my wounds and made a salve balm to fix and repair the portions of. For those who do not know much about the ocean though know more about on land animals that tentacle situation was the equivalent of being bit by a #KomodoDragon, though in a different way. Whereas the Komodo Dragon seeks to hunt down its food source after the bite if it runs off, that situation was in reference to much different aspects. As I did not know who I could go to about the teeth in my legs as I did not have anyone to ask and no one approached me specifically to ask me about such or tell me of where I could go for help, I simply had to do what I needed to for the healing. In comparison the situation with that or who I call my BoBo as a pet name, those teeth which were stuck in my legs for years had been more similar to a tagging situation as #NOAA does to marine life to monitor the health and wellbeing of the marine life; though in a different way because of the communication with the #MerPeople I had, and the pictures I took prove such despite my SCUBA Diving gear having been stolen from me as well and no I do not approve of such images being used as those who had gotten my SCUBA Diving camera did not get my permission to take my credit as no one would approve of such obviously. The giving me of my pictures of my children was not considered as payment, though I was thankful for being able to have that set of pictures; though all of my pictures, are still all of my pictures. There is no debating such and there are those debts which are not debatable nor reversible, period.

Those are mine and mine alone, and thankfully I posted such images before that situation occurred which proves such in history through technology.

Nonetheless in reference to the weather those teeth which took years to take out of my legs had been the way of which the MerPeople monitor similar though very different obviously, to those who have a #fitbit or an #Applewatch or something which monitors technologically you health; though in a non-technological way, and only through energetic portions. Thus when I am in a good mood and comfortable with genuine happiness, then I would guesstimate the waters of the ocean and all areas which are permeated with such waters are doing better; however in turn when I am in a bad mood or not in a good mood, then there are situations which arise because of within a few days from such discomforts. I can joke of such before that SCUBA Diving because of experiences I had as a child and as a teenager in the oceanic waters, however such is what it is in those short term portions compared to the long term portions especially after SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg.

In reference to the Irving situation I was found fairly quickly because of where I had gone SCUBA Diving out from the Boca Raton Florida region, where I had found the forming underwater volcanos. There was a mixture which those were able to follow the equivalent of what some know as #chemtrails, though from a much further distance of course. Similarly to the oceanic waters and those within when I am in a good mood, I guesstimate portions on land are fairly calm and well; though when I am in a bad mood or more specifically in additional pain, then there are the portions of which random unexplained-ish events occur. As I had written about the possibility of a fatwa wrongly being called against me because of my looks and what was survived, some could make a reference to the portions of a few situations throughout my life. I know the ironic reality of is if that had actually been able to occur, then there would be nothing left for such an individual; or anyone else for that pun intended of the word, matter. In a side note comparatively in brief despite the portions of the #Bible which discuss the problems between #Goddess/#Divinity and #Lucifer, there was a point in one of the scriptures which is not as well known of the balancing as the portions which Lucifer admits the wrongdoings to bring forward the truthful balances of. Though in stories which are more known, Pharaoh acknowledges the wrong portions and rectifies such and despite the portions of the aspects regarding parting of the waters; well I can joke, of the portions regarding the walking on top of the quicksand and the ocean as well as waves and stopping of storms to calm them so the damages were not as much in reference to going backwards and the #FloridaKeys dolphin excursion just before SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg.

Nonetheless yes, I put balms on my wounds as there was no one at the time who could help. Thankfully when in #Washington state shortly before returning to the state of #Texas there was a group which had herbal treatments to assist with what I was dealing with, in reference to the electrical portions from being above the #MasonDixon line as long as I had.

Yes I plastered the parts of my heart that were still hurting, gave myself time, and read {wrote} books that soothed.

When no one has believed in or believed in general for so many years and decades of anything said, what else was supposed to be done to protect myself? Some think military guys have a hardened heart? It is more close to a wall to barricade within, to everything possible to prevent further damage after seeing and experiencing so much. Though some have not understood or appreciated military humour as much especially more recently in the past decade or so, how else did you expect such individuals to be able to continue to survive and live? How else did you expect them to find a way to heal from what they went through, and move forward? I warned many of being more accommodating to such individuals because there was going to be a day where there were going to be more veterans in the civilian sector who said they had no respect for the military/law enforcement agency individuals though still would always be apart of the military no matter which way they had been discharged, as there are laws and regulations which if the event calls for such the #veterans become activated and work along with #activeduty/#nationalguard/#reservists; that particular portion is not considered under the term IRR, though has some similar aspects of in older laws which have that Grandfather clause. Hence for an example as to why I was able to stand my ground in a specific situation during 2006 because of my maternal Grandfather discussing certain laws with me, upon finding out about certain other portions as he and I discussed when I was a child. I knew there would be a point in time which such would be proven though I had wished for easy circumstances because of how many I could see being impacted, and though in certain references such a wish came true in comparison; I had done the best I could as I could to hopefully prevent too much damage, in many more ways. I had truly hoped my first 2 books would assist more than just the military guys, and would help more to see and understand a bit better. While I hoped for the same in reference to the rest of my books, I also hoped other aspects for myself personally despite in some ways of admittedly feeling a bit selfish for hoping for such other portions. However in those regards of each of the other sets of books, such is specified in the number percentages.

Yes I listened to music though the portions of movies, is debatable.

The aspects which music helps to remember certain aspects is undeniable, though listening to movies more-so-ish. I personally prefer documentaries based in truth and fact as I do not personally find mockumentaries to be anything beyond disgust because of the historical portions which were proven to be better than the mocking of, for a few different reasons beyond that. For example there was someone I once knew who thought a mocumentary about if the #CivilWar had been won by the confederates in those times how life would be, and it made my stomach church in ways which took me awhile to recover from. I was not able to eat food for several days because of the nauseated feeling, and I could not get that DVD out of my house quick enough. Though that person thought it was hilarious, personally I could not find anything funny about it in the slightest. As per quite a few situations I had dealt with throughout more specifically my teenage years in #Illinois and then a situation in #SanAntonio, my family and my friends from childhood in different areas of #NewYorkCity, #Pittsburgh, #Philadelphia, and certain areas in #NewJersey could understand my rage and fury for such wording. My cousin I had defended against my biological sister for her using such words as well as in reference to the situations in #CrystalLake Illinois and San Antonio Texas, which if my Grandmawmaw could have seen in person with my Grandpawpaw would have been proud. I admit having to watch and listen to that movie, caused the memories from Crystal Lake Illinois and what I did in reference to taking care of business at the time for the name called fully came forward. Personally, I am still proud of standing at that time. If Nick Robinson still has issues about how that went along with his then girlfriend Joy Hoover, that is their problems to deal with. Just as if Nick Palazolo still has issues for how I defended myself against him with four other females who went after me on the bus for #SaintJohnVianneyHighSchool, those are his and their problems to deal with. It should not take a head injury to figure that out, or to grow up from that point.

Yes, bit by bit I pieced myself together to give myself more chances.

The purpose for doing so was not only for myself, though also for more to be able to piece themselves back together to find their heart. There is a reason why animals are different than human beings in a multitude of ways which all have to do with the connections between their physical bodies, their emotions, their mental thoughts, their sexual sides, and their spirit; compared to the portions in reference to animals only having certain aspects of comparatively whereas MerPeople as well as those outside of the #MilkyWayGalaxy have known, understood, and comprehended for they knew to find from what they could know to be able to gain understanding to grasp the wisdom which was necessary to take them onto the next level of existence. Each individual has their purpose in life as each individual has the spirit which drives them to learn from such lessons to step forward in the ways meant to for the progress and betterment in the short term and the long term, and despite setbacks and situations which cause what is caused; there are greater purposes for such lessons, as well as furthering. I do not refer to purposefully making the choice to cause problems however I do refer to those aspects which cause one to take a step to reflect upon prior to making decisions which are larger and can make all the difference for even just one person, or the many.

In the MerPeople existence as well as throughout the universe the connection between such principles are known as to why each portion is of importance, and the balance required for such. In each area there is the knowledge and the understanding as to the path towards wisdom, and each planet with their beings of which has been allowed to survive has learned from such. However in reference of the saying of ashes to ashes and dust to dust, there are the reasons for such when you look at asteroids; as comparatively they are the ashes which collect the dust from space, because such had not learned from what was necessary and those planets were disintegrated because of the collective whole continuously refusing to learn from their choices. Those portions are the remnants of their final decision being as such for simple aspects which could have been rectified with a few easy portions, ironically having to do with specific words and acknowledgements after aeons of thinking they knew better and the groups not paying attention to the few who spoke the truth.

Yes I did such knowing if I had not no one else would, as such has been proven.

Thus despite no one stepping up to the plate to do what was correct and right initially in the larger ways, I knew what was mandatory as horrific as it had been. At this point in time those on the earth can either choose to move forward or remain stuck, I personally prefer moving forward. Did I know all those years ago I was what is the definition of God/Goddess/Creatrix? Yes, I did. I suppose the question then might be why did I not declare such earlier than 2019 or more officially in 2020, some might wonder of want to know? That is quite simple realistically, I know and understand and comprehend it is more than just me who takes care of different aspects in life. I have been able to only put so much into words in a short span of time as per those schedules in the linear aspects, compared to the long term. In reference to just the one picture from SCUBA Diving I suppose there could be the portions of those who know the color changes between Atmospheric Measurements who could see the American Flag being of the colors consistent with the depth levels though the wondering of how close that tentacle is in the picture, though understanding now in reference to the color portions and the camera aspects. While admittedly how could I take such a picture with such a limited amount of light, might be pondered. Well, even the smallest Faery sized candle will illuminate the darkest corners of the earth. In turn there is that simple saying as well comparatively a kinder way of it should not take a head injury to figure out which is, don't piss off the faeries.

1 of my Belly Dance Performances in 2010 in Dallas Texas: an extremely tiny pair of wings in a physical representation

However the time is now to bring such truths forward to be known, understood, and accepted as the comprehension in full is a process at times. That SCUBA Diving portion is extremely pertinent, in multiple ways for many reasons.

Thus the additional question of what name to call and the irony of, who do you say I am? Well, how did I know you and where did I know you? If I knew you when in the community as Susan, then preferably at this point Susan MeeLing is the name. If I knew you in certain lifestyles, then you knew me as Lady Dori Belle. If I knew you in certain neighborhoods, then my nickname was what it was. However Susan MeeLing with or without the specific of Reverend in front of my name and/or Lady Dori Belle, has been preferred by me. Why did I not bring up my name of Lady Dori Belle in Washington state, some might wonder? To those who were there, did I deny such or did I speak the truth about my name? Truthfully those would say I acknowledged such and gave the explanation of, Lady Dori Belle. However why did I not go specifically by such, at those times? Why would I, when I had been treated by the majority of as I had? If anything when taking a look at how my life has been in reference to overall in comparison to the timeframe of my name of Lady Dori Belle, my name Susan MeeLing in an overall sort of way dealt with a lesser amount of problems both in person as well as online. For those who know how my life has been in the overall sort of way, that informs you of the fullness in a brief way as to what I dealt with and how I was treated; though always still the same, in each and every situation realistically.

However unlike some, I did not deny myself as myself.

That definitely does not take a head injury, to figure out.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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While I did not state the photography of such were mine; again in reference of the links to the direct articles in my journal blog, being fully available to be seen as to not take credit away, from each of the photo-journalists and writers thereof. 


The same is in reference of my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By:  Susan MeeLing", in reference to credits due to each individual writing within that specifically are for legal purposes of references and for examples; in comparison to my own writings, of which are the majority of within those pages.

If you are interested in using my journal blog entries for your news station, radio broadcast, pictures, videos, artwork, and etcetera including the possibility complete an interview and/or set of, please use the To Contact form to let me know of the detailed request.  The same is in reference to the name of my journal blog The Ornery PSA if you are interested in purchasing the rights to use the name, as well as a show thereof.

My pictures from when I had modeled had been under the understanding if there were profits made from the selling of my pictures, I would receive the profits thereof.  As I have not been informed of such images being sold for profit, I thus far have not received profits from thus far. 


Though my multiple types of painting artwork is available to see on my website, any designs thereof have not been given permission to anyone to utilize nor profit from the designs I made for businesses; as that contact to me and the contracts of set profit margins to me, would need to be discussed.  That includes the paintings of mine, which includes the painted areas around each of my Medal of Honor Artwork pieces that I created by myself with my own paint.  If interested in using such, please use the To Contact page with the details thereof for possibility of approval depending upon my choice.

Other options available, in the To Contact area to specify.