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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Why this is important

I have not hidden the fact as I was growing up as a child, I was not allowed to watch movies above a certain rating. All throughout my childhood I was allowed to watch any movie or television show which had a G rating though any movie or television show which had a PG rating, my biological parents usually did not allow me to watch unless they approved. In reference to my first PG13 movie I saw when I was 13 years old for my 14th year birthday when I was a Freshman at #SaintJohnVianney High School, I was allowed to see #StevenKing's movie #CatsEye shortly before being able to see the movie by #JamesCameron #Titanic; though admittedly, I had wanted and thought the group of people I was friends with at the time were going to see #BioDome with #PaulyShore.

Needless to write or say or state the three different movies are exactly that, each is extremely different from the other. Though there is an irony of such in reference to the movie Cat's Eye as that movie had three specifically different plot lines, in that particular movie in a short story format.

I was allowed to watch almost any cartoon after completing my homework at the time which because of how I was a child, I usually finished all of my work before the school bus dropped me off at my house; though I still had chores to get taken care of, and squared away. I was able to read any books I wanted when I was growing up in #NewJersey, with the exception of comic books. I was only allowed to read the #Archie comic books, which were not of any interest to me in the slightest; mainly because I could not understand why two females would fight over the same male, nor could I understand why the male did not simply make his decision instead of leading the females on; though as I also saw, visa versa in such. The plot lines were seemingly the same and I thought to myself, why not go with the one who has truly captured your heart?

Why play games, with either of the two? Why go through the motions instead of truly professing to who you love, instead? I also did not understand the back and forth between the two females, as realistically if going to be in competition over some aspect of life; why not be more competitive in a more positive aspect for the betterment in a greater aspect, lifting one another up instead of putting each other down while focusing wrongly on the menial aspects comparatively?

I was much more interested in the comic strips in the newspaper as they were far more interesting to me, as well as had quite a few ironic puns I had enjoyed. Though I also enjoyed reading the newspaper and magazines far more than reading comic books, and I enjoyed reading non-fiction books far more than the magazines though still enjoyed the different aspects throughout the newspapers. Usually when I got in trouble for staying up past my bedtime it was because of wanting to watch the local news reports as well as #TheCosbyShow, however I had snuck out of bed to be able to watch #SailorMoon as the show came on around 3:30am; which meant I had to be extra ninja when sneaking down the wooden stairs of the house built in the 1940s, as the wooden stairs creaked with each step. Usually I simply held onto the sides of the walls when making my way down and up the stairs, to be able to watch Sailor Moon. Admittedly there was a similar plot line to each episode though the main aspect was Sailor Moon and the Sailor Scouts were saving the earth and the universe from destruction, and though there were aspects in reference to love and romance-ish later in the show; the main focus was upon saving the earth and inhabitants thereof, as well as the universe.

However when it came to video and computer games, there was a major difference in such. My babysitter's children were in high school and college when I went there which meant their video games through #Nintendo64 and #SegaGenesis were more along the lines of Mortal Combat rather than when later on my babysitter got #MarioBrothers and the #LionKing to play, once I was caught when playing and enjoying beating the game during #MortalKombat as that was my favorite video game as a child. As I knew my biological father had been involved with certain situations when in a set of different types of battling ring competitions prior to my birth as a child, I easily was swept up into that particular game; not forgetting what I had seen while growing up as a child, nor forgetting the aspects of my Great Grandparents and their friends and associates or where I grew up walking around. Thus in certain ways I would guesstimate certain traits of such in reference to my favorite shows, things to read, and video games, might make a bit of sense in reference to certain aspects of how things are in reference to my personality; to a degree, in part.

In reference to the computer games I enjoyed #minesweeper the most comparatively as I imagined as though in similar aspects to Sailor Moon, a pretend way of saving the earth and the people of as well as the universe in ways to prevent the damages caused when finding different types of such. Though for certain aspects of relaxation comparatively, I would play pool and win usually on the #IBM #DOS computer when not having to work on coding aspects to help my biological mother when it came to her work. Though that was before the #Mac computers were brought into #AsherHolmesElementarySchool, to learn in the classes for such. In certain ways it is a bit of an ironic dichotomy as I had learned on the different electronic technology devices before going through typewriter classes, in #MarlboroMiddleSchool.

Nonetheless after the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, it took me years to learn floppy disks were no longer around which was longer than it took to learn floppy disks had gotten smaller from the 5 inch by 5 inch size. It took me awhile to learn of CD Rom being an aspect of computers, among several other aspects; and as technology has progressed, so too has other aspects been of difficulty in regards of several aspects. One of the points I did remember from before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury is the points of which the technology allowed into the general public is far older than what has been being developed, and/or being worked on; by at minimum of 25 years, compared to the claim of newness in a multitude of aspects. How else could there be technicians to assist to help and repair specific items, if it were not so when the different pieces are released into the general public?

Though I was made fun of for such statements as a child as well as as an adult biologically after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I think at this point such has actually been proven as a completely accurate statement. In such when my son and my daughter were born and as they grew up, I did everything I could for them as best as I could where I could; and even though they are both older now, I still do what I can where I can, as I can for the betterment for both the short term as well as the long term. Despite certain aspects I would not have done certain things, if it were not for the fact of my care and my concern. Admittedly though, not only for the two of them at times as sometimes it is a bigger aspect which I have had to pay attention to though such goes into the long term aspects of.

As they grew older and as they began to want the different types of the video game systems, when in reference to the Nintendo I had not felt any need for a concern. When dating an individual who I was engaged to twice though during the first engagement had told me about the system of #Playstation, I had gotten the additional system for my son and my daughter; as I had remembered my babysitter's children had both Nintendo and Sega Genesis, which I though the similar aspects in certain references. I had learned later on after the first engagement had ended during a semi-relationship-ish of the major difference, ironically in more than just the reference to the aspects of the video game systems in a multitude of ways.

During the time of hanging out later on with Phillip Omstead and him saying the videos games for Playstation were nothing in the slightest to worry about, I was convinced getting the game for my son called #RedRedemption would not be a big deal in reference to the type of situation in regards of the video game. At the time my son was in 2nd grade and my daughter was in 1st grade, which the situations involving #McCoyElementarySchool of #CFBISD in #Carrollton #Texas had already been going on for awhile at that point. It was just before the #FortWorthZoo, and what occurred at the time because of the situation which McCoy Elementary School had refused to put my daughter into Special Needs Education. As the meeting of Phillip Omstead had been shortly after a situation I dealt with in reference to surviving a situation and defending myself at the time somewhere around a few weeks after defending myself of which the defending had occurred just about one month after the time my biological sister, biological mother, and biological father had been to my house in Carrollton Texas for the first or second time; of which my biological sister absolutely despised the male who I was engaged to as she said because 'he is so smooth', and for no other excuse though she claimed a reason than the fact he kept me smiling. Shortly before her comment of such, she had said she 'had never seen [me] so happy before'. I had forgotten from when children any time she had seen me genuinely happy, that was usually when something occurred in which she was involved with causing a problem for me wrongly. One of many reasons why my Great Grandparents absolutely despised my biological sister as well as despised my biological mother for allowing such types of behaviour from her. The point being of which the Red Redemption was purchased, had been due to being told of not having to worry about the premise.

My son and I learned quickly, otherwise.

After he began playing he ran to where I was to tell me, he did not like the game and was scared. I took my son into my arms and consoled him asking him to tell me about what occurred, while scouringly looking towards who had told me there was nothing to worry about. Though I usually spent quite some time with my son and my daughter before their bedtime reading stories to them as well as tucking them in after their dinner and their showers, I spent quite a bit of extra time with my son until he was able to fall asleep. Then, I went to see what the fuss was about in reference to the Red Redemption.

Before I was able to put the television on, I was told about the premise storyline of what was shown. The discussion was brief before telling that individual to leave my house, though admittedly I was side tracked because of something I was told in reference to his biological father not having been involved with his life because his biological mother had hidden the truth from him. I found his biological father through Facebook and after some time, I was introduced to his biological father who had been a semi-truck driver for whatever company at the time. He and I spoke for awhile during the Father's Day party and graduation of his two daughters, of which it upset Phillip Omstead of getting two different Father's Day cards. Though such upset from him had not bothered me in the slightest, I explained the reason for such was because of the fact of not guaranteeing to be in his life for the long term; and such did not seem right or fair to his biological father to have only one Father's Day card, the first year of meeting. It was not until later of discussions which I think the biological father and I had talked about the semi-truck collision which I had helped with a couple years before, on 35 going southbound. The situation in reference to the truth was brought outward from what Phillip's biological mother had told him when growing up, and though having told him to still give respect to his step-dad David for being there for him and his little brother and little sister as a child; I am uncertain whether or not that had sunk in, at the time. Such was what it was, and is what it is at this point.

Later in moving closer to my daughter in the first residential treatment center she had been in after the Fort Worth Zoo incident, I am still appreciative of the assistance from the #CedarParkElementarySchool and #CPLSD for their help in reference to my son and my daughter. Admittedly there were some prophetic aspects in regards of thousands of flies showing up to the backdoor area of the rental house at the time as well as scratches and marks on Phillip Omstead's back after moving to #CedarPark of which he wanted to get someone who he thought wrongly to be able to spiritually cleanse the rental house in comparison to what I could and can do, there were furthered situations thereof in reference to such atrocities. Nonetheless later even further when in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project specifically in the year of 2018 in #GreatFalls #Montana at the #EconoLodge on #Ponderosa before getting closer to #Missoula, there was a point which there was a male playing a guitar next to an empty and dry water fountain. Though multiple ironies in reference to such in a multitude of ways such as the year before in 2017 of a hailstorm which cracked the window as well as the year prior in 2016 of which the picture below shows what I have seen hovering around at different times in different locations I have been at which I can joke about Zippy, for those who know of such; the prophetic aspects in regards of Holy Scriptures in a multitude of aspects can be seen in regards of those in the know of such.

Non-photoshop picture taken in 2016 in Great Falls Montana when I was walking to get something from a local eatery

Thus in reference to the title of this journal blog entry of what is important, so very much. Not only the forest for the proverbial trees, though also each detail thereof.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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