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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

When is it that people grow up and be adults?

I noticed this in the 1980s with others though saw it more heavily in the 1990s before the 2000s as to choices they made instead of what would have been better, or especially as to what would have been best.



In the 1980s when the technological aspects started being more often than as to the aspects of humanity as to actually maintaining and sustaining the aspects of humanity as to when individuals messed up they ran towards another for their temper tantrums, instead of what would have been better as to not being confrontational with an attitude as to such factors through simply admitting their choices were not the best choices for the situations and then actually seeing what it would take to fix and repair a situation as it would be the common sense to do so as instead they ran to lawyer firms to discuss with the law firms of what their options as per what the lawyer firms thought for the aspects instead of simply being a human being. In my opinion law firms have destroyed the human race as to such aspects as the lawyers who make attempts in their own lives only have seen where their own failures as to being a human being as to what has occurred as to the aspects thereof, while the real individuals who have dealt with the real situations have had to deal with the ramifications because of the lawyer firms who had been so overtly too dramatic as to their interpretations as per their own words as all they do is interpret the law and thus as to human beings as to how in such references of them only interpreting the law as to then they think from words as to thinking they can interpret human beings when they have been as they have been to begin with. A legal firm that has to interpret the law that has only stirred up a bunch more needless drama than they ever have fixed and repaired situations is only a legal firm that has stirred up needless problems instead of fixing anf repairing the situations, as the legal firms in my opinion are only accustomed to the one way aspects instead of ever thinking outside of such factors because of their one track minds as while they have to focus on one case at a time they always seem to forget that each individual has more than one situation in their lives that occurs at the exact same time and then while they might know of such their immaturity to ever actually be capable to do something more than in that one track mind setting is only as to such aspects while they only cause such disarray to such situations instead of ever being capable to do anything in the long term because of such factors as to the ways of what I have seen in the 1980s though especially in the 1990s.



In some ways as to a review of time later in the years as to after the initial times as to the year of 2001, I wondered briefly is 1993 occurred because of how many frivolous lawsuits from the law firms as to their thought they could ever actually fix and repair humanity as to such aspects of the towers instead of the reality. I wondered if they truly believed that all of the records could actually be as to such instead of the reality of the reason it is called a permanent record instead of the common sense, that would comprehend such factors. In my thoughts around the year of 2002 as to such aspects prior to the timeframe of Halloween I wondered if the aspects of such legal references as to the year of 1993 as to the if factors, because of comprehending more about the situations at the time. Though no one actually ever gave me the chance to the timeframe as to such aspects of the initial times as to the first few years of 1993 as to actually discussing with others about such mature options as to how such immaturity was rampant around all such situations as to then the situaitons as to the years after of 2001 as to how those situations went, the amount of time between such aspects instead of just getting everything taken care of immediately was ridiculous then just as in the current time as to such review as to how ridiculous it has only seemed since.



I remember the amount of supposed so-called adults who would try to claim when talking with others 'You know how ... is' when in reality, they knew nothing at all as to how whomever they were referring to was in the slightest as they only knew what others told them about other situations that usually others had caused the situations to begin with. I remember when in a reference as to after 1993 when I told one group of biological adults while I was in either elementary school or the beginning of middle school "How do you actually know, what that person is actually like when none of you have ever had any real interactions with that person" as when I pointed out as to them only having people watch and monitor the person as to how immature they seemed for just watching and monitoring such aspects as to the references as to how their failures to allow people to be human beings was prevelent at the time. I told those supposed biological adults that they were being more immature than anything else for that and their fear of actually being a decent human being was going to be a problem in the long term for humanity as to how they were teaching others as to how immature aspects were, instead of ever showing what maturity was. While I was laughed at by those large groups of so-called adults I then looked around the room and asked "How messed up are your private lives that you could ever make a judgement call to someone else's life, when all you have in your own private lives is a large group of messes as to your own unclear aspects as to how immature you have been?"



Much to my surprise, they all stopped clamoring as to their own thoughts having shut their mouths as to whatever their own personal lives were, as to their own personal situations. When I asked about their own situations as to telling them "I do not care for an answer from any of you though each of you need to think about what in your own lives are actually impacting your choices as instead of focusing on your own selfishness as to such aspects, why aren;t you actually thinking about how those personal life aspects have been impacting the real lives of real human beings outside of your own selfish views of your own failures in your own lives? Why are you allowing your own vanity to be involved with what has nothing to do with the real situations, and instead of such actually work with instead of being so immature? You people claim your degrees mean something and yet while your real pieces of paper are just as worthless in my opinion, as your opinion about other people's real life circumstance."



In some ways as to the aspects as to "The Modern Day Book" as to the majority of aspects making people actually be real people as to truthfully seeing the differences in their own lives instead of the amount of temper tantrums where I have seen such aspects as to how many have run from their responsibilities, instead of being made to actually see such aspects for themselves as to what occurred because of their own choices. In other factors as to my suggestions in "Fidning A Silver Lining" as to such aspects as to the differences and yet as to such references as to the aspects thereof, as to the real aspects of situations within life. In my opinion as to what I had seen as a child as into a teenager into a biological adult, as to how many people have run away instead of making genuine attempts to run towards or with the levels of the amounts of technology as to actually working with to fix and repair instead of such amounts of hinting as to such immature aspects as to hinting as the ways a child tries to hint as to such aspects instead of when in that situation as to just being a biological adult and mature as to such aspects. In the northeast tristate areas as to how many had cared about their general public view as to how such aspects of the short term as to instead of the long term, as to how such was impacting the overall viewpoint of society as to the aspects of their choices as to such points in time. I watched as to how families were ripped apart from within because instead of being mature enough to have a real discussion, they thought that hinting would be better instead of how enraging it always was as to such aspects as to what I saw others go through as to such points in time as to the reasons why I refused to be a stereotype as to when my children's biological aspects as to such references.



In that regard as to how immature all of those as to both sides had been and as I guesstimate as to how such same factors as to their immaturity as to how they ran to everyone else for answers, when there was only one person to speak with as to such. The aspects as to how when I saw such as to taking my children and myself to move towards the aspects so at the minimum as to Grandpa Nichols as to my son and my daughter being capable to have that time, as obviously since others were as to how they were as to the amount of time my son and my daughter as well as myself were capable to have with Grandpa Nichols instead as to such aspects as to such factors where there is not the need for me to give such aspects as to Grandpa Nichols for himself or for anyone else for that matter as to such reality of the situations as to the facts thereof as quite frankly as to such same aspects as to the references as to the year of 1993 as to such immature factors as to those types of those situations. In my opinion those types as to hinting and/or having others as to doing only repeats the same patterns of behaviours that had lead to such amounts of destruction instead of ever fixing and repairing such aspects, as to the references I can give as to the years of 2020 and 2021 as to such aspects and factors as to such hypothetical immaturity as to those types as to such monitoring and nothing more as to such lack of differences as to how pop culture types as to only watching and then not ever doing anything worthwhile as to those types in my opinion. Just as immature as my own biological mother and my biological little sister had been as to such aspects as to how then they threw their temper tantrums because of hjow wrong they had always been throughout their entire existence as to such facts, the reality of how many situations because of their own selfishness because as soon as others would go to work towards such as to the lack of attention in person face to face in person they would have as to such aspects where they would cling to others as to getting their attention instead of allowing them to fix and repair the situations as an actual adult that is mature would do. The second they started having less attention as to such aspects was the second such individuals were blinded as to the aspects of the whining and/or the crying and/or the whimpering and/or the tears, and yet as to how I was raised as to how crying is a weakness as to such aspects as to how if the tears are not genuine as to the real situations as to how such aspects of those types as to such factors. While some over the years have claimed to think I am strong, why would I ever believe such as to the aspects thereof when taking into such considerations as to those factors?



So what I have handled situations, are those trying to say that I am less than a human being for such aspects as to progressing or would those like to try to claim that they are as to their vanity in such aspects as to their sloth in such references?



The reality of such aspects as to how many supposed human beings as to their claims as to ever thinking if they wait around long enough as to such aspects then the cooling factors, and yet the reality of life as to how such moves and progresses as to the situations and then as to such compounds as to the reality of life then as to such circular movement instead of a direct straight and to the point aspects thereof in my opinion. The reality of such as to the amount of situations as to such attempts as to the separate and yet honest aspects of different websites as to the aspects of only as to the compounding factors when taking into consideration the amount of time, as well as the amounts of situations that have been as to such factors as to the hypotheticals. The reality of what occurs in one sector as to how such impacts in other areas as to how the reality is, and only when such aspects have went as to the lengths of time as to how such situations only have proven such aspects one way or another. I have yet to meet anyone in my entire life that has been capable to progress forward as to overcoming such aspects whether to by their own choices as to such similar aspects as to my biological mother and my biological little sister and/or their own egos as to their own gluttony for such aspects as to the situations as to where their apathy towards themselves as to such situations, instead of ever having the maturity to progress forward as to such aspects.



For the example as to the years of 2019 through 2021 as to the state of Texas as to my attempts to be direct and to the point, and yet instead of actually being capable to meet with people in real life as to real life in person face to face in person discussions with people who I once knew as to genuine discussions instead of the hypothetical hinting aspects as to then the reality of the amount of time from July 2019 through July of 2021 after the notification that I was going back to Texas in the year of 2019 in the month around May or June in the year of 2019. Those 365 days times 2 or 730 days or 17,520 hours or 1,051,200 minutes or 63,072,000 seconds as to just in reference to that amount of time as to those situations as to the years of 2019 through 2021 are exactly that amount of time those hypotheticals wasted as to such time as to such references though similarly as to those who I had known and met as to the area of Washington state as to the exact same aspects as while the distance being a greater length of travels as to the exact same amount of time that such aspects on top of the time from the years thereof to such situations as to the hypotheticals. Conversely enough as to the time as to Washington state as to the same factors as to the years of 2013 through 2019 as to such factors, in reference to those I once knew in the state of Texas as to such aspects.



Yet what has such as to only two years been as to those factors when such a review aspect other than who those people spoke with are who those people spoke with, and those aspects of wasted time are still as to such aspects of that amount of wasted time. While whatever amounts of excuses as to such aspects as to such individuals as to both states as to such combinations as to such aspects whereas to both states as to such amounts of situations, and when taking in consideration as to my children's biologicals as to the amount of that time of such as to the ease of seeing such in the years as to the 22 years or the average of the 8,030 days or the average of 192,720 hours or the average of 11,563,200 minutes or the average of 693,792,000 seconds. The situation as to the biologicals as to my side of the aspects as to the timeframe just from the year of 1992 as to such reference aspects as to the from then to now of over 30 years as to the over 10,950 days of the over 262,800 hours of the over 15,768,000 minutes of the over 946,080,000 seconds as to the reality. Then as to how many individuals as to such aspects as to such amounts of time between the two sets of people as to such aspects thereof as to my son and my daughter as to the timeframes as to such references towards myself as to such combined factors is the arithmetic as to such factors where instead of such individualized factors as to the reality of where for them as to the aspects as well as myself as to the references thereof as to such arithmetic, whereas individuals as to such a fresh start as to the aspects of such instead factors as to the compounded aspects instead of what is a fresh start as what a fresh start is as to such aspects where the new beginning is exactly as to such aspects thereof to a new beginning.



In turn as to my opinion as to the aspects where such situations as while the new beginning would have been as to the reference as to the year of 2019, in my opinion as to such immaturity as to the difference of such aspects as to such situations as to the same aspects as to when an official fresh start as to the year of 2021 as to when I chose to leave the state of Texas as to what my plans were at the time up until certain situations as to how I saw as to such aspects as to the month of November in the year of 2021 as to such aspects. Then as to instead of what would have been best as to those hypotheticals as to such reality situations as to then the aspects as to when I returned to Wsashington state as to one final attempt as to such overall situations as to then such aspects from February of 2022 as to such situations as to July of 2022 as to those factors as to what would have been best for me as to being the facts as to such reality that life has progressed onward as that is nothing new. Life progresses onwards whether such individuals from such other times have realized such or not as to the reality that each day is a new day, as each hour is a new hour, and each minute is a new minute. While learning from the past as to progressing forward as to how learning from the past translates to letting go of the past to progress forward as to such aspects thereof to do so, while remembering the lessons of the past to progress forward.



The situations as to how such aspects as to the August 2022 as to September of 2022 went as to the situations how October of 2022 went as to how November of 2022 went as to this is the month of December of 2022 as to such reality situations as while such factors as to the hypotheticals as to whatever year as to such references thereof, as to whatever year as to the starting point as to whatever month as to having been the stsrt as to such aspects. The reality where such situations as to the reality of time as to the progression forward as to such reality of the time as to such factors thereof, and while the references as to such prior points in time as to how the reality of such factors depends upon the situations as to the viewpoints thereof as to such aspects. I had made attempts in the timeframe of the year of 2019 as to my original Facebook and my original Fetlife accounts and because of the facts as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the situations where only in the year of 2022 was I capable to get into my original Fetlife account, and as to how I made the attempts previously as to such aspects as to the second Fetlife account though made a third Fetlife account more recently because of the aspects of my issues as to with technology as to such factors of figuring such out on my own. Thus as to the reality of my website as to my journal blog as to the common sense of those I once knew who I once had reached out and contacted, as to if there were to have been common sense as to the aspects of my journal blog as to then the reality of if they were mature enough to think of such on their own as to the to contact form as through my website or through once seeing the original aspects as to my original Fetlife account as to being capable to reach out that way. However as to such common sense to me as to such aspects, I suppose as to however such situations as to those types I once knew as to how those types as to who I once knew.



It is not my job to reach out to those individuals again as to the amounts of work and the amounts of attempts I personally made without hiding, without hinting, and without ever directing others to contact as to such aspects of how being a mature adult as to being capable to do so honestly without such aspects of the needless drama in my opinion.



As to how such hypotheticals as to thinking as highly of themselves as to the references as to earlier within this journal blog as to my doing so without such aspects of the situations as to the reality thereof as to such needless additional situations as to the aspects of what already has been as to those individuals, as to such hypotheticals thereof to such needless problems as to my opinion as to their choices as to such factors of if situations.



Thus as to such aspects as to the situations as to my responses as to the aspects of the factors as to more recently as to the months since August/September of this year of 2022 as to such aspects, the situations as to where making the mature choices as to such references as to when the factors of have been as to such aspects as to the time from February 2022 through to this point in time as to the reality of such aspects as to the timeframe thereof where the reality of the situations combined as to the aspects as to a short glimpse of the reality of my life overall as to what I review as to such aspects where metaphors as to such proverbial aspects as to the reality as to how such situations were as to how such situations depending upon as to the factors thereof are as to such hypotheticals. The aspects as to such factors in reference as to how the situations regarding the reality of what I have dealt with such as to how in certain references as to while I have been capable to be involved with a multitude of areas as well as a multitude of communities as to the ways of such as to the factors of interpretations in such references as for an example while having been a Pansexual though not knowing the terminology as to the specific word as to such regards, as to the ways of such being capable to describe such as to the reality of each individual being themselves as to such factors thereof as to such references thereof. Just because I have assisted many as to being a beard as to different situations as to the aspects from throughout my childhood and my teenager years as to the example of being a beard as to some as to the aspects of a daughter-ish as to such aspects as to the situations and/or the situations as to being a beard as to the aspects of a male who had figured out he was gay instead of bisexual as to such factors or another who was homoflexible or heteroflexible or whatever capacities thereof as to not dating though such aspects of the reality of simply accepting people for who they were, and as to such aspects as to along such paths. Thus as to the differences as to when being a biological adult and especially as to such factors as to after having woken up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, dealing with headaches and migraines instead of the aspects as to where the situations as to such factors regarding the reality as to the sounds as to when certain individuals as to how they are as to different situations.



Thus high pitch squeels as to when dealing with headaches is not something that is appealing for me as to the reality of to actually enjoy as to the facts thereof and nothing more than such aspects, while still being capable to have discussions as well as having the capacity of being genuine in such references. For example there was a grrrrl as to such aspects as to the lifestyle who had asked me to be involved with a scene and while as to a timeframe when I was mentoring as to having the lack of words to explain such aspects because of my pain levels as to my attempt to tell that individual to wait until who I was mentoring would be capable as to the words, as then later instead as to how such aspects of another time when in a lovely looking suit as to such creativity to being capable to make such clothing designs as to throughout the timeframe thereof as to another female in the local area as to such aspects of pointing out as to such aspects of the gender factors as to the situations. While I simply went along my own way as to such aspects as while I had noticed though as to such aspects of the makeup as well as the clothing as to the speaking and the aspects thereof as to such aspects of laughter as to the situations, and as to how the rest of the evening among other situations went as to the ways such went during that particular point in time as to such aspects. As the aspects of that particular female as to the situations as to her having pointed out the aspects as to the differences of clothing though not the differences as to the individual themselves, the aspects as to such as to a club factor where she had brought up multiple times in person face to face in person in real life other factors as to the situations as to that club and such arrangements as to the timeframe of well before I had ever been involved as to the time after my second time with my fiance as to such aspects as to such amounts of people who attended that particular location as to such latter times afterwards as to learning of the situations that she had dealt with among others as to the timeframe of the year of 2011 and 2012 as to that particular female biologically who had went around that location as well as wherever else she had went as to such discussions well before I ever learned of such situations as to the more official way as to the year of 2012 after the timeframe of the laptop and if I remember correctly more officially or most officially having learned of such as to around the month of November or December in the year of 2012.



However as to such aspects as to the situations as to the time as well as the aspects of those as to who I knew of as to those years as to those times as to such situations as to whatever factors thereof to what I guess would have to do with a January 2020 discussion-ish as to what seemed as hinting to me instead of being mature enough to just speak in truth and honesty, as to such aspects thereof as to without such amounts of drama in my opinion if accurate. Thus as to such aspects of where moving on as to progressing forward as to how such situations were as to how progression goes as to such aspects where the reality of life as to such situations to do so requires such aspects as to letting go of what is not as to for the best of such aspects, and as to such aspects as to when progressing forward as to such situations as to the ways of such to do so as to then as to how such situations as to such hypotheticals as to August and September of the aspects of this year as while such luxuries as to such aspects of what comfort is as to the interpretations as to what comfort actually is as to such situations as to the reference as to interpretations as to such aspects as to the reference to the movie of Titanic being romantic instead of the aspects as to the reality of such when reviewing such as to when knowing of the prior aspects of individuals from a prior situation and/or the aspects of prior aspects as to then evaluating the situations as to the knowledge thereof as to being capable to make a clear aspects of a decision as to such biases as to the aspects thereof to such progression forward in my opinion.



Thus as to such situations as to while those who are capable to comprehend that the subarachnoid hemorrhage time as to such aspects as to such situations are as to the 8.5 years or the 3,102.5 days or the 74,460 hours or the 4,467,600 hours or the 265,056,000 seconds of that timeframe along with all of the prescriptions that were as to that timeframe in conjunction as to what I dealt with as to Brackenridge as to such facts as to the reality of such situations as to my work to the aspects of Homeopathy and Auyer Vidic medicine instead of the aspects where as to that length of time as per the aspects where I have been given the approval to progress forward as to such aspects thereof as to such situations of finding what is actually best for headaches and migraines as to the facts. Thus if those I once knew had actually believed me from the beginning as to how much better everything would have actually been for me as well as for others, instead as to such aspects where the numbing aspects of prescriptions as to the lowering of the aspects as to for everyone as to those types as to such differences as to betterment as to the proof thereof as to such aspects as to such hypotheticals as to the reality of progression forward for others including myself translates as to the reality of life, to then as to such aspects to work through to then progress forward as to actual innovations.



In my opinion because of such aspects as to those hypotheticals as to such of the instead of such following along as to the aspects thereof as to actual real honest and truthful inspiration as to the creativity that only comes from genuininity, as when only repeating the same patterns as to how such only continues the same cycles instead of progression forward as to the proof thereof as to such hypotheticals as per the proof as to whatever aspects as to the proof there would be as to such aspects and such situations.



For example as to my children's biological father as to how he tried to tell me he knew everything about everything about me as well as how he tried to tell me how he knew everything about my past as he tried to tell me he knew everything about my educational background as he tried to tell me that he knew everything about what I studied as he tried to tell me he knew every person I ever knew, I would guesstimate as to who I told if someone tells you they know everything about anything at all as to a leger aspects as to how they are actually only being as to such aspects as to the reference as to a kindergarten teacher who needs to tell the truth about what the reality of liking someone actually is as obviously only someone who has real intelligence will acknowledge they do not know everything though what levels they do have real knowledge as someone who has real intelligence will acknowledge where they can be fallible as to someone who truthfully comprehends or at the minimum who understands will give the facts as to such aspects as to the common sense as to how only individuals who actually have real intelligence have the real knowledge as to the real understanding as to the real comprehension as only individuals who have that real experience(s) as to such aspects as to being either involved and/or being around and/or seeing in person face to face in person and/or having the direct capacities of the words of their own aspects of such real intelligence to be capable to actually have the capacity to actually truthfully explain as to such aspects even if as to a laymen's level of knowledge base as they will not have to have another person called in to explain the minimal aspects as to the general aspects of the overall for such understanding as to the aspects of real intelligence because only individuals who do not have that basic knowledge as to the basic understanding as to the basic comprehension would.



However as to how such aspects were as to those years as to such aspects as to the common sense factors that he did not ever actually know me as he did not ever have the chance to know me in truth as the facts of the situations were as to such aspects as to the reality of such as to what the considerations are as to actually knowing someone, instead of the aspects as to how online as to such aspects of knowing of someone as to what they post as to the knowledge of what the individual has made the efforts to do as to such differences as to knowing someone as knowing someone requires the in person face to face in person in real life in the exact same area as to the individual as to the individual as to the common sense as to such aspects of knowing someone instead of knowing of someone. Similarly as to those types as to the timeframe as to the 1990s as to such aspects as to pop culture as to watching does not translate to ever getting to know the individual as that only translates to watching instead of getting to know the individual, as to the common sense aspects as to how those factors actually are instead of the common sense as to being capable to distinguish as to such aspects of those types as to such aspects where there is not the capacity to ever get to know someone beause of watching them as there is only the capacity of getting to know of someone and not ever having the actuality of actually getting to know them themselves as to what that actually takes.



Thus as to such factors as to how the reality of such situations where I can be friendly as to such aspects as the reality of a true friend is to tell the truth whether someone actually likes the truth as to such factors, because only a real and genuine true froms would only give such aspects in truth as to such without the pretentiousness as well as without the aspects as to such leading to the wrong ways as only a true friend would make attempts to assist to lead in the correct ways as to genuine betterment as to such factors as to the ways a true friend would be as to the aspects thereof to the differences as to such references as to the Biblical factors as to where the proverbial aspects of the cherubim ones as to such demonic factors would only hold such aspects over someone as to such ways that would be as to for some as to hell on earth as to such aspects as only a true friend would seek to remove such chains as to the burdens thereof as to such actually assisting to lift upward as to the reality of life. Only those as to selfish self-seeking aspects as to such depravity would only seek to bind others as to such factors as to the references thereof as to then keep such entanglements as to one another instead of considering as to the differences between individuals while being authoritative instead of an individual as a true and genuine friendly individual who would seek to be capable to assist to remove such problems as to in a capacity where the individual actually has the free will choices of their own free will choices without causing any needless problems, without causing any needless stress, and without causing any needless drama.



Only an individual who actually cares in genuine truth as to such aspects would do so in a manner where the information would be as in the honest and upfront aspects as to such situations as to being capable to give the true liberty of such factors instead of ever being as to using and making others mistrust as to such aspects of holding over another as to such situations of their past as to the references thereof, while causing needless situations as to such renaissance faire types as to their terminologies as to their references towards one another in the modern day as to such aspects as to the ways in my opinion would only show as to where the reality of such aspects as to the Biblical factors would be a turn off for them because of how the 10 Commandments actually matter especially as to the correct aspects thereof because the only way to earn respect is to be capable to earn respect as forcing needless problems is not the ways as to earning respect as that is the factors as to the references as to Nicolo Machiavelli as to the larger factors of his book as to where when you use fear to such aspects to try to train individuals as to loving such as to what actually is nothing more than abuse to such references as to such clear definitions as to the reality that then that fear of such as to a false pretense of love as to such as to only then when such revolting as to where the aspects of resisting those types of situations as to finding the pathways as to such aspects of building real life with real love as to such trust in genuinity.



The only ways as to realness as to such aspects of genuinity as to such aspects of being capable to show such individuals their own internal fortitude as to such aspects where they are capable to truthfully evaluate for themselves as to such aspects, because when the popular opinion is the wrong opinion and the internal morals and ethics only show as to such aspects of such situations then as to the reality where the situations as to such types of the aspects thereof, as to those bureaucratic aspects show where for some value as to for some importance though the need for the capacity to actually have the freedom and the liberty to be capable to live freely requires the capacity to actually live to actually appreciating life as to free will. Having the capacity to choose for oneself as to the free will choices without reprecussions of such demands as to such types as to those pop culture references as to such hypotheticals as to such situations, as to the reality of where those types as to such terminology as to the factors thereof only reprove as to whether such aspects actually are of as to such free will as to even within the capacity to think for oneself as to then the aspects of free will choices as only those who would think that any other capacity as to such factors thereof would be as to the differences as to such hypotheticals as to such references. Thus as to how in the state of Texas as to the situations in the years of 2000 through 2013 and then once again as to the aspects of the years of 2019 through 2021 as to how the first references as to the culminations of the 1980s through to about 1993 as to what I noticed as to the years of 2000 through 2013, as to the references as to the middle to late 1990s as to the years of 2019 through 2021 from what I noticed as to such aspects as I made attempts to explain to people I once knew in person face to face in person the first time in real life and then the second time as to where possible as to such aspects thereof as to the obvious aspects as to more-so online than as to such references of in real life as to the aspects thereof as to real life as to the timeframes as to the years of 2019 through 2021.



Thus in the references similarly as to the areas of the northwest areas as to such aspects as per what I saw as to the timeframes as to where those areas as to the years of 2013 through 2019 as to the references as to the 1980s to the early 1990s despite the amount of technology as to such references, as the facts of how many games were made in the northeast as to such times as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to such aspects as to the children and the teenagers as to the facts in my opinion that if the biological adults had actually taken the time to explain such aspects to the teenagers and the children as to the reality of the situations in the larger capacities thereof as to such references regarding how life might be a board game or even an online game though life itself is not a game at all because real life is not a real game. Thus as to such aspects as to the situations as per what I noticed as to the references thereof as to the situations as to individuals as to choices from the years thereof to the timeframe of the years as to 2022 referencing Washington state as to the aspects of the reference to the years of 1993 through 1999 in such a shortened amount of time, in my opinion.



Thus those needless problems from Amazon as to such reality that I am not an employee of Amazon as I do not get paid by Amazon as to the aspects thereof as to the aspects of the reality that it is not my company either as to the aspects because if it was my company none of the situations I have dealt with would ever be such amounts of useless problems, as the reality of where the facts are the illegal aspects of ever allowing any employee to read my books as to such aspects as to if that was a choice that I did not ever agree to as to not ever having been asked officially as to what the reality would have been as to the mandatory requirements instead as to such hypotheticals. Thus as to the aspects where there is nothing fulfilling about anything as to such aspects thereof as to the common sense as to the amount of needless drama from such a group of individuals that need to accept the facts that the stock share holders as to those employees are the ones who have made the decisions without my approval, and I have not had anything to do with such as to the common sense. I would not have allowed any aspect of reading my books whatsoever as to any employee whatsoever as to the reality of how I could see how that would be a useless problem from Amazon to ever think that would be anything other than an actual problems, as to such assumptions as to ever thinking that would be better than actually speaking with me as to the in truth aspects thereof as to the same types of needless problems as to the 1990s.



In my opinion as to those Princetonites as to such aspects as to how because of their playpen situation as to how such aspects were annoying as to such facts as to why Rutgerians are allowed to graduate as to the differences as to the requirements, as per such aspects of real life as whereas the facts are as to how Rutgerians are more capable to think more swiftly instead of the constant aspects of the similar portions as to the situations as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof as to movement through life and situations thereof. In my opinion as to how such Princetonites think that only reading as to such same aspects as pop culture as to the differences as to Rutgers having the life experiences as to the different levels thereof as the reality differently through various spectrums, as to Princetonites as they do not get permission from New Jersey-ians tyo graduate as their fees to their college is the one that makes that decision and thus internally I would guesstimate as to such aspects of ever trying to claim the same as a Rutergian as to such differences as to the reality as to such aspects thereof as to such kindergarten references as to such aspects as to such attention seeking aspects of behaviour as to those aspects as to such hypotheticals.



Since the reality where the books I authored/wrote/compiled as to such payments as to the requirements officially as to any such work as to such hypotheticals as to the proof as to such references as to those types as to such American Civil War aspects in the modern times as to such hypotheticals as to those situations where there is not the allowances as to such aspects as to the facts as to the legal requirements that would be only through my terms as to my considtions and since as to how I already made attempts as to such Amazon employees that would have been required within the thirty day timeframe as to when I first mailed the first letter as to discussing in person face to face in person at the same table as to real discussions as to with such aspects in person face to face in person at the exact same table at the exact same time as to such aspects officially required as to such legalities as to how that did not ever occur. Thus as to such aspects of if factors as to the second letter and the third letter as to such aspects as to additionally having went to Bremerton Washington as to such attempts yet again as to such aspects as well as such other needless situations as to such hypotheticals, then as to how the if factors as to such needless problems as to how Ruterians would fully comprehend the aspects as to what my references are to regarding those types as to Princetonites and those as to south New Jersey-ians would comprehend as to why those Princetonite Princesses are as to such aspects as to the ways those types are. Thus as to such aspects as to the amounts of needless immature beaurocracy as to how many of those who tried to claim as to the name of their school of thinking as to such entitlements as New Jersey warned the aspects as to such situations when that town first began as well as that aspects of the facts as to such trying to claim what is not for them to claim ever.



Thus as to such aspects where the proof as to such aspects of what is considered as to actually being wanted in a positive way instead of as to such kindergarten aspects as to what is not considererd as anything other than being mean insteadf of the aspects of actually showing appreciation and care as to the reality of such hypotheticals, as to such situations as to what being wanted sand cared for and cared about as to such differences as to the individuals instead of the aspects as to such Democrat aspects of the labels per aspect as to such hypotheticals. Thus the reality is that just because I authored/wrote/compiled such works as to the legal requirements as to such aspects as to the differences as to such trying to claim otherwise as to such references thereof as to such hypotheticals as to the needless problems as to stockshare aspects as to the differences as to actually doing the real work as to what actual appreciation is as to such aspects as from a distance is not the same whatsoever as to in person in real life in person. Those types as to their aspects of their issues with their parents as to such types as to the reference as to who was my fiance twice as to those types as to instead of just being mature enough to just confront the situations as to the aspects thereof, as to the difference as to such aspects as to the situations as to the reality of such aspects of maturity as to the references as to the later 1980s into the 1990s as to how many Princetonites had went to New York City as to such aspects as to how the differences as to Rutgerians as to such factors as to the reality of such versions thereof to such hypotheticals proven.



Thus as to such aspects as to the online factors as to the differences of dating as to relationships when someone such as myself does not ever consider anyone online as to any capacity of dating whatsoever because of the reality of what I consider as to such dating relationship factors, as the reality of any such trying to claim otherwise as to the mental health disorders caused from such aspects officially as to that pop culture type of references as well as the aspects of the interpersonal relationships as to acquaintances as well as friendships because of such needless bureaocracy factors because of the interpersonal aspects as to how actual relationships can begin though are not capable to maintain as to such long distance factors because of the reality of real life taking precidence each and every time as that is the only way for real life to actually continue onward as to such facts.



Only selfish individuals would ever think otherwise as to such aspects as to re-reading this journal blog to be capable to understand that knowledge and evaluate to oneself as to such asp[ects thereof to the truth. Thus as to such aspects as to the clear portions as to my reality of the viewpoints being from my real life experiences as to such differences sas to those interpretations, as to such aspects as to where interpretations have been the problem from the start as to how interpretations lead to gossip and gossip leads to needless problems and needless problems lead to needless situations as to the needless drama that stems from such and when it gets to that point because of such amounts of interpretations as to such immaturity as to the lack of real life experiences as to in person face to face in person real life experiences and those who have the real life in person face to face in person real life experiences as to such aspects of where it is the most important as to such aspects thereof. Thus as to such capacities of those real life in person face to face in person in real life experiences mattering as to such, then as to making the decision as to what aspects as to the real life in person face to face in person real life experiences matter most as to the aspects of stepping towards sucyh aspects of progression forward as to the aspects of defining for oneself as to whether as to acquaintances towards friendship and/or towards dating as to such aspects as to of free will choices, as to the common sense factors thereof.



In my opinion as to why I personally preferred such Amish, Mennonites, and Mountaineers as to the automatic real life experiences though as to such factors as to the timidity as to the aspects because of depending how other outsiders have been as to the situations previously in my opinion as to their concern as to how important real community actually is as to such factors. Real life in person face to face in person in real life has always mattered more to as from my experiences as to the reality of such aspects as to the situations where while they were far more easy to speak with despite the barriers sometimes as to the aspects of others outside of such factors, the reality of genuinity as to such aspects were always far more appealing as to the truth as to such references as to my many attempts as to the years thereof and especially as to such afterwards as to the year of 2001 as to my personal concern as to such aspects as to how many attempts I have made as to such factors as to such communities that such people mean(t) so much more to me as the reality as to while the Amist were protected and sheltered from dealing with the aspects thereof the Mennonites were as to such aspects with the Mountaineers as to such defenses as to the ways of such outsiders as to how the choices as to such situations differently as to how oddly as to such situations as to the ways of such traits.



Typing more than living is not living to me as there are plenty of aspects where the reality of such factors as to the amounts of prior posts that can be read as to such facts as it is not healthy for me as I have clarified as to such aspects after having woken up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my issues with technology, and thus literally only the 8th day from calling 9-1-1 as to the proof as to such aspects as to the lack of my recovery as to the lack of my relaxation as to the lack of what would actually be best for me as to being capable to recover as there should not be the aspects of the explanations as to recovering physically and recovering emotionally as to the common sense aspects if there ever was any common sense among such others as to the factors thereof as to the situations, as not everyone is such a whiny temper tantrum throwing little bitch that needs to write everything down as to such pop culture types as to their incessant aspects as to such nosiness.



Some people are perfectly comfortable within themselves as to unlike such weak-minded individuals who are so slothful as to thinking that is better than a real human being face to face in person face to face in person in real life as to actual real discussions, as to their own weaknesses that they project onto others because of their own weaknesses because of their own internal issues accepting the facts. When some people such as myself are best suited as to as how life just is any individual who threw a titty baby temper tantrum because of my lack of social media account time aspects as to such needlessness of them in person in my real life to begin with apparently as to whatever proof as to such aspects as to the differences as to real life as to what is best for me, as to the common sense differences as to the interpretations of New JErsey-ians to begin with as to whatever pop culture references they have as to such aspects where it was always those types who pushed a New Jersey-ian too far and too much before they popped off and then when each aspect was brought up as to then the complaints as to how they did not know when they did and when they did not think as to that reality as to how their feelings as the facts they did not matter as to such aspects as to when a New Jersey-ian has real work to take care of as to how those types are just as to such bureaucratic aspects instead of actual assistance as to what real assistance is for such aspects only to such aspects and not ever temper tantrum throwing type as to their own insecurities as to their own internal weaknesses as to such aspects where the reality of when everything was perfect and they did not need to involve themselves to begin with as to such aspects of when involving themselves when unnecessary to begin with as to the needless problems as to the needless situations as to the needless drama as to the needless amounts of wasted time where others could have had the real assistances to the real life in person in real life situations as instead of such aspects of such types as to the reality as to what costs of mine those hypotheticals wasted as to those were remain as to such aspects as to importance as to the proof thereof as to my choices of my own free will as to my actions as to such differences and without the cases as to being capable to do so without caring as to labels as per the reasons as to such aspects of actual real life mattering far more.



What actually makes and keeps me happy is not what makes or keeps others happy because in their lives as to their existences, as to the difference between their lives and their existences as to the difference of my life and my existence as my life and my background and my work and my experiences matter as the facts are the facts of what is comfort for me as to the time depends on the time as to what the specifics are as to such time. If others have regret as to their time, that is their regret as to their time and that is for them to deal with instead of me as the reality of the only regret I would have is to such hypotheticals evert involving themselves where instead of what would actually be assistive to my needs as to the unnecessary aspects as to such needless drama as to such aspects as to needless drama is as to such factors of that kindergarten aspect just the same as to the needless situations as to the kindergarten aspects as to the needless problems as to that kindergarten aspect as only mature individuals would let such go to actually do as needed and wanted and preferred freely without such binds as to such needless strings attached as to those bureaucratic types as there is nothing comfortable about those buearocratic types as the proof as to such aspects as to this year as to the entire year of 2022 as to the aspects of what I would in full would consider as to such aspects in actual fullness thereof as to the reality of such situations as to the needs of mine and while here and there as to such aspects instead of what fullnesses thereof as to what would be where such aspects as to actual comfort as to how such situations as to such hypotheticals as to the reality of the proof as to such aspects thereof as unlike some people as to those buearocratic types as to how not everyone has the need to constantly go over the aspects thereof as then no one is assisted or any aspect thereof as to genuinie aspects as to the proof.



For example just as to the timeframe from the prior 3 months, I could have gotten work taken care of as to looking at different areas after I recovered if I had that 30 consecutive days as to such aspects as to the situations I intended to work upon However instead of getting to what I could have worked on as to such aspects as to what I have dealt with instead as well as the raised levels of my pain as well as the aspects thereof to my anger instead of what would have been calming for me, as to the proof as to such aspects referencing such hypotheticals as to those types. I could have went out to get to know people and do things, though instead while making attempts to recover as to such aspects of not having had such as capacity to just relax as to such aspects because of those factors of hypotheticals. Thus those who need to accept those facts, then just accept that I have comprehended myself as I have comprehended my needs this whole time and it has been others who have been as to such aspects of what others' choices have been as to their responsibility for such aspects as to their involvements instead of such aspects as to what would be best for myself as well as others if I could just take care of what I actually could as sometimes there are not words to put into words until after the work is done.



Common sense as to such aspects as to when the best work is completed as to such differences as to those trolling hypotheticals, as to the proof.


Thus as to what amounts of time for just this year from 1 January 2022 through today of 13 December 2022 of 347 days as to the 8,328 hours as to the 499,680 minutes as to the 29,980,800 seconds as per the calculator used as to the computer I am typing on as to the calculations for the clarifications as to the numerical value as to what was shown for me to put into this journal blog as per the calculator as to such aspects as per the mathematical factors as to each other calculation as to such aspects of my books and other such writings as to the proof where such proof would officially need to be.



How feminazi and sexist would such be as to anyone ever causing any needless problems when the arithmetic would be required as to those hypotheticals asd to such needless problems and such needless drama as to such needless situations as to the proof of such harassment as well as unwanted aspects thereof to such toes, in any capacity thereof to be proof as to such aspects as to those types officially as to this journal blog as to those homo-sapien-sapien types?



That would be such a kindergarten proof as to such aspects as to those types as to ever thinking that would ever be anything other than showing me how unwanted I am as to such factors as to the only capacity of such would ever be as to getting things correctly consistently as to such aspects thereof as to common sense, a that would officially be as to such an unwanted aspect as tp each and every one of those homo-sapien-sapiens officially as there would be of nothing of use of those types to me ever as that unwanted stress as to the needless stress and the unwanted drama as to needless drama as to such unwanted problems as to needless problems as to those types as to the proof as to such immaturity fully as to each and every aspect of their entire backgrounds as to all aspects of their lives officially as to the proof thereof in whatever capacity thereof officially.



That would be a 100% way to show me as to how unwanted I am for who I am without a doubt as to any and all such factors officially as to those types, as to my viewpoint as to their interpretations of what it would ever be as to what it would take for me to have the belief of me being wanted as to such aspects as to for who I am in full as to the common sense.





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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