The situations of which a newer time of which I spoke with a few individuals while listening to others was a situation which the thoughts had stirred a bit of memories in a way which the aspects of were the ways of which possibly few ever thought about, though there is not the denial on my part as to the attempts made on my part for bringing awareness to the situations overall. In the first portion thereof I had spoken with an individual who had been the first who had ever told me there had been a lot that I had been through just in reference to #AZ #AZstate #Arizona #Arizona state Arizona regarding when I was asked about if I had ever done an open mic before, which I explained in brief there had been a few times though mainly only discussed the portions about the aspects of making an attempt to talk about topics which only those who would have known me prior to how I had wound up in the area if had been seen would have known if there was the knowledge as to larger situations as to it being odd that I was not in the state of #TX #Texas #TXstate #texasstate #Texas anymore during the timeframe in the year of 2013. However I will get into such portions later within this journal blog entry as there are several connecting factors to take into consideration, such as the additional aspects as to yesterday’s #Facebook Facebook timeframe which some merging processes were hypothetically occurring. For example if it is found that people I once knew who could have sent messages directly to my verified accounts in comparison to the ones which I had discussed I have not had access to would additionally show who is being honest and in truth compared to who wishes posting to those old accounts I have proven are not directly associated with my accounts verified on and through my website bring forward a different set of situations for companies and individuals to defend themselves as to such types of reviews because of the differences of the verified versions for the ability of #factchecking fact checking and how #integritymatters integrity truly does matter in all areas of life which includes the usages of technology.
Thus in regards of a joke I can make about “Fail-Safe: The Kennedy curse fused with science fiction fantasy By: Susan MeeLing” would in turn be of, do you prefer the one or the one thousand, which in such references as to if there are hypothetically those who I once knew who prefer to go hide behind a different aspect while fully knowing as to my website and the specific verified accounts through my website would only show whether in the aspects of being out in the open in truth or if you had masked yourselves the entire time thinking that would be what it was as realistically as to such other aspects of mistaken and other portions of which would be brought forward as it was always known to technology individuals there would be a point in time which all accounts online were going to merge into one account per each individual as per the ways the situations of the world were moving towards because of the original aspects as to technology depending which sector. Thus while some might not have known that was going to occur, it does not change the facts there were multiple companies and original founders who knew that was going to be one of the larger reset aspects in a multitude of ways across all sectors to ensure companies of each type would be able to verify the actualities of such works in full in comparison to any other wishes the general public may have wished to cover up such aspects. Thus while I may have gotten some aspects however such as to view points, the truth is going to be shown and the merging processes are almost fully completed as to the aspects of such fact checking and election integrity portions as already explained in prior journal blogs and all such viewpoints as to a connection aspect within three main episodes of the show #BlackMirror can be reviewed as to the connection portions.
Taking to the consideration of the episode with the female who was chased around and then brought in front of the crowd as to show what she had done referencing a child, the episode of the female singer to the male who she knew brought her forward in person of such, and the episode with the people app which the rating system was in place referencing such in a combination as to how such aspects of those three episodes will give a smaller version of what when the merging larger aspects occur referencing the merger of social media certification aspects for all accounts to be brought forward to each one individual who had made whichever thereof as to the ways of online portions. I have already written letters to the various companies giving the emails/accounts I can remember as well as the lists online as to who had been close to my technology devices as well as the facts of the #GeekSquad Geek Squad #BestBuy Best Buy portions of the laptop situations of which remember during my Basic Training I was for the one mile run Ranger 13. Think about my background as to the honesty in all such work before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, all such confession-ish portions, as well as the times after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to take into such considerations for the aspects reviewing the merger portions.
While my biological sister had not been a part of coding in the ways which I had been as she also was not introduced to technology pieces beyond television and movies until when she was in second or third grade in comparison to my background, the ways of which the amount of time between when my first introduction to being around and using technology being around the year of 1985 or so compared to my biological sister being introduced to using technology around the year of 1992/1993 as per the ways of which the school system had been during such times. When taking into consideration if hypothetically my biological sister had taken any images and/or videos on the military installation of #LacklandAirForceBase Lackland #USAF #USAirForce #AirForce Air Force Base in the #JBSA Joint Base San Antonio #SATX #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA when I was in the hospital at #WilfordHall Wilford Hall when I was delivering my son as well as the hypothetical if such was done when my biological mother/father/sister had showed up to #FortSamHouston #FtSamHouston Fort Sam Houston at the #BAMC #SAMC Brooke Army Medical Center #USA #USArmy #Army when I had woken up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury to ever show anyone and/or email such images/videos and/or post on any social media accounts and/or had shown the footage to anyone at all; the ways of which technology would have shown such to me would have been in ways of which coding positions in a different reference, as to the aspects of the #Y2K to a degree though before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though more in reference to the initial aspects I learned about more recently as to when in the latter portions of the year of 2000 as to the #ILoveYou or the 8-3-1 aspects as to the backgrounds combination thereof as to GPS location additionally.
I have not hidden as to what I have dealt with over the years as there was the aspect I had admitted referencing #Baptist #BaptistCampLebanon #Lebanon #LebanonNJ #LebanonNewJersey Baptist Camp Lebanon in New Jersey as to the situation with Brian Cantrell and that assault I dealt with in reference to on the Friday evening to Saturday morning timeframe of the 28th/29th of August in 1996 as to my fourteenth birthday as I had covered myself with my sleeping bag and rolled to the left side not realizing anyone could hear me crying as to what had occurred as I thought I had been able to be quiet enough and as most of the males at summer camp had not paid much attention to me in the ways of other females being paid attention to because of my only wearing a one piece bathing suit in comparison to a two piece bathing suit at #ChristianCamp Cristian Camp. I did not think anyone could have heard me because of how much I had done to cover up the sounds from my crying and being upset, though I suppose if there was someone nearby who either had a puppy at their house and would know such sounds and/or a baby at their house prior o going to #ChristianCamp Christian Camp would be more attuned to hearing such a sound comparatively to those who had not up to such a point in time.
We were either about to go into high school or high school aged, thus each can pretty much know as to how the possibilities of such times had gone in reference to discussions at camp especially after I had been escorted from the cabin areas through the grounds passed the cafeteria areas by the camp counselors as to those times in the 1990s additionally as to a different version of a walk of shame regarding what occurred because of others not knowing what had happened though whichever assumptions as to the times depending upon the thoughts as well as to who and what personality traits thereof during such times of which it was unknown to me if any of the detectives had asked any other the other campers at the time if they had noticed anything at the #Nature Nature Cabin or not as to the assistance aspects of such an investigation possibility as to when going through the legal #justice justice system. Obviously with the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the length of time and events in between since then, would be individuals who I would be unaware of as to the individuals who had been in camp with me and/or saw me during that time when taken to the camp directors office as those who had known me at any point especially before the times of 2013 would have known I did not cry easily nor over small situations.
As my Pastor from #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #Presbyterian Old Tennent Presbyterian Church had put it quite mildly when saying, “Your parents were known, to be strict” there are those since who I had met in the state of Texas who I had warned them of situations to which the aspects of, would hypothetically have been able to prove such aspects one way or another as to what I warned about at such times. However so too the amount of individuals more able to access technology in the northeast areas compared to the state of Texas, was and is greatly different in a multitude of ways to multiple degrees as the ability to see in reference to online purchases of technology because depending which area is shipped from depends of what levels of strength in comparison to the levels actually available in the realities thereof to the areas.
There was a male who had brought up the topic of a high school he had been to which as he called it had been a white trash high school with quite a bit of racism due to the lack of the differences in the ethnic backgrounds, of which while there is the reality of if the reverse of gentrification occurs in my opinion there is the balancing issue because of the facts as to the opposite extreme if that becomes too much in my opinion because of the facts to which there are the situations which to pay attention to of the realities of the opposite view of the gentrification as per how I thought people who only voted for #POTUS44 #BarackObama POTUS44 Barack Obama because as I learned had been due to his skin tone and not what I thought they had meant when I heard their term of black as to the reality of those individuals sounding racist because of the facts they had said it was not his policies they were paying attention to though only his skin tone or ethnic background in comparison to his actual upbringing as well as his policies he was looking at brining forward and had successfully done so when taking in consideration the #ACA #Obamacare Affordable Healthcare Act also known as #Obamacare Obamacare.
In the reference to the fact of why others had told me as well as spoke of as well as posted about the only reasons they were voting for him which I knew he was going to become POTUS at the time in 2008 as I had picked up on the energetic portions long before, though I made my choice to as well as voted for in that year #USSenator #Senator #SenatorJohnMcCain #JohnMcCain Senator John McCain and #Governor #GovernorSarahPalin #SarahPalin Governor Sarah Palin in the year of 2008, because I was paying attention to the policies spoken about in the comparison to looking at the screens of the television as well as had not paid attention to the pictures online as to the postings within the articles as the ways which certain images from the pictures within the articles caused additional pain to my headaches and migraines. Though I had not gone over such details before as quite frankly I thought people who had headaches and migraines at the time in the year of 2008 into 2012 had the same sort of responses as to that sort of situation, though I also admit I had not asked as the pain levels in conjunction to the situations at the time were a bit much for me to explain in ways which would or could make sense apparently as I had been told as to others’ opinions when speaking with them.
While in reference to the aspects as to the situations as to the 2016 POTUS election and listening to the same type of situation referencing what people were telling me had been the only reasons as to why they were looking at voting for then #SecretaryofState #SecretaryofStateHillarlyClinton #HillaryClinton Secretary of State Hillary Clinton as it came across as sexist to vote for her in comparison just as to when in the 2008 election referencing who became POTUS44 Barack Obama, no one could tell me of one policy she was bringing forward as to why they were actually going to vote for her yet again similarly to the aspects as to POTUS44 which was odd to me as to why anyone would vote for someone just because of their skin tone or their gender. The aspects as to which #US #USCongress #CongressmanChipRoy Congressman Chip Roy and those within the precincts and districts within the city of San Antonio would be able to verify as well as clarify the aspects as to the varying degrees of medical portions of which how the various portions of the medical healthcare to the comparisons of within the civilian sector both before as well as after the timeframes as to the bringing forward of the Obamacare aspects of healthcare, in such additional aspects of the differences between the Active Duty/National Guard/Reservist statuses to the Veteran statuses for healthcare as to the dependent status and the other portions thereof for the ways of which to review such larger processes as to how such has gone forward and/or other such ways since the enacting of that particular version of healthcare in the ways thereof in a different way of review though comparisons to additionally the experiences in reference to #CongressmanDanCrenshaw #DanCrenshaw Congressman Dan Crenshaw as to the varying differences in the combinations thereof as well as to the area in comparison of San Antonio to the #HarrisCounty #HarrisTexas #Harris area for such different reviews thereof in the combinations as well. Though as a quick side note as to waiting to see when he goes forward as to when he begins a look as to a run for the #Senate #USSenate Senate in the state of Texas, as to the levels of experiences to add to review such portions once he accomplishes the levels of goals he has put out to achieve in the area to then move upward regarding such.
In reference to who became POTUS44 Barack Obama I do admit if I had heard people bring up instead of the word black as to the color of skin which in my defense when I think of black in reference to people I think of one of two situations of which one has to do with the specific types of clothing worn which usually has to do with specific military groups/SCUBA Diving/those sorts of situations and combinations, or I think of those who in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the dead because of the ways spirits have what would be considered as the physical look thereof to what their what would be viewed as skin tone look as in full comparison to people who are alive comparatively. Though it truly is not a black in reality as to the color of the clothing in reference to the employment aspects, the ways of to describe only can be able to be explained in such ways as the color black though is more of a difference in because of the lack of words to be able to explain such realities of the ways such physically looks to me. Thus it would have made more sense if people had brought up the term African American to me though everyone at such times paid more attention to that terminology in the year of 2008 and yet again, there is the facts as to few bringing forward to discuss his policies of which whenever I brought such up as to the name calling I had dealt with referencing others’ opinions as to my intelligence levels as well as if I had gone to college in their opinion as to how I would be considered woke in comparison to paying attention to what the overall portions were at the time which admittedly confused me further.
I was told it was because of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury after effects as to their opinions as to why I had preferred to discuss the policies in comparison to paying attention only to the skin tone, though in such references I had made attempts to explain I had gone to college at one point in time for several classes while I was in high school as well as when in high school having been in College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus though those people claimed the college at the time I had gone in the years of 1998 and 1999 were not considered good enough examples as well as not the same as their college in combination to the College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus when I was in high school did not matter to them as to anything referencing anything at that point in time from the years of 2008 through to 2012. However admittedly during such times I also was dealing with a lot more than just the situations referencing such aspects which is an irony as to the male who had discussed the white trash high school as to the aspects as to the gentrification viewpoints of which I had discussed and wrote about unless you have owned and/or had caused problems to what would be viewed as slaves needlessly as to how that would be the only way I could understand as to why people would pay what was brought up in reference to the reparations for slavey in the modern times regarding what people were discussing.
I suppose an irony as to the ways of which it is known how a Prisoner of War is treated to a degree and if there is the hypothetical of anyone wishing to claim to my copyrights which are legally only able to be my copyrights as I had put my name within the title portion of the copyrights to protect my work, if there was/were any individuals who ever made any comments as to their thoughts as to ever owning me which they legally would not ever be allowed to officially bring such forward unless they were hoping subconsciously as to being charged with the violations of the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment especially as to the various groups and associations I had at one point in time of which if there was such a viewpoint as to the individuals who would wish to ignore the realities of my choice to purposefully put my legal first as well as my legal middle names as to the other potions of such connections as to my autobiography as well as my intellectual property rights because of not one other individual having the ability to bring such aspects forward in the ways of which I had before would be within the aspects of the legal definitions as to the violations of the 13th Amendment of which would in turn be within the legal aspects of bringing forward the term especially if they voted for POTUS44 as to the reparations for all such choices and actions thereof in such hypothetical portions of such aspects by all legal technicalities.
In turn while some could wish to ignore the aspects of my legal first with my legal middle in conjunction with my autobiography as well as my intellectual property rights as to the ways people had complained how I personally explain aspects and the situations thereof, would be legally as well as a common sense viewpoint as to it not taking a head injury to figure out by their own words if they had additionally spoke of and/or wrote about as to their willingness to confess within the technological measures as to their personal choices to violate the 13th Amendment of the #Constotution Constitution of the #USA United States of America as to the realities thereof to all such connected factors in each way of what would be considered as a violation to the 13th Amendment in the Constitution of the United States of America additionally because of such ostracizing. As well as such any specific individuals specifically sent to ever go forward with anything such as the targeted aspects as the prior to such times regarding the #Cowboys #CowboysDanceHall #CowboysDanceHallSanAntonio #CowboydsDancehallSATX #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas Cowboys Dancehall San Antonio Texas #StoneyLarue Stoney LaRue concert situation to which as to how I wound up with my minor aged son and I in Arizona, before winding up in #WAstate #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate Washington state by all such legal viewpoints when taking a logical viewpoint to such aspects.
The logistical aspects of the facts overall in combination with the individual(s) backgrounds as well as the aspects thereof to such portions as to any such hypotheticals in addition to if ever thinking such would be acceptable which it would not be acceptable as the law enforcement would automatically pay attention to such as per the Red Flagging of such a situation as per the oddities of my choice to put my legal first as well as my legal middle names into the aspects of the title though additionally if that was what had caused such individuals to specifically discuss in such aspects, would add to the viewpoint of which the violation of the 13th Amendment of the Constitution of the United States of America additionally. The reality additionally to the Red Flagging which would automatically occur because of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America because of my personal background which few had ever been informed of as to the depth of such details as per the reasons as to why my clearance at the age of 17 years old had been as such, the realities of which as to the additional viewpoint as to the Prisoner of War regarding #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker because of the reasons as to the #CivilWar Civil War as to only such a was within the Untied States of America upon the homeland soil of the United States of America which had the specific statements as to such portions in addition to other factors within the union of the north and the south of the United States of America because of a multitude of reasons as to the ability to speak with and work with one another in comparison to the assumptions as to other factors; though you would need to know and understand history, to have known such prior though the ability to feel such and pick up the cringing feeling would be a sign of a deeper knowledge as to the wrongness aspects to such portions in full details though without the words.
In turn the male who had brought up the white trash high school which reminded me of #CrystalLakeSouth #CLS #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #CrystalLake #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Crystal Lake South High School because of the description of only a few #AfricanAmerican African Americans which I had described as to that time in that high school as well as the few #Hispanics Hispanics which similarly to that time in that high school, as to the most amount of white people I had ever seen in my entire life after having been born and raised in #NewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and going throughout the northeast in #NY #NewYork #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York and #PA #Pennstate #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #PAstate Pennsylvania as though I had gone out to the #Lancaster #LancasterPA #LancasterPennsylvania Lancaster area every now and then, that did not and does not change the facts as to having spent far more time within the areas of #Pittsburg Pittsburg and #Philadelphia Philadelphia within the decades of the 1980s and the 1990s. When I first walked into Crystal Lake South High School the amount of such pale and whitened skin tone was so blinding when the fluorescent lights of the school had bounced off of their skin it burned my eyes as to the levels of the ways which the fluorescent lights had done so to the additional clothing of random whiteness everywhere, of which those who have known me in person in more depth can imagine as to how quickly my words were to those people at such times as to how I had known I would have done far better within the areas of #Chicago #ChicagoIL #ChicagoIllinois Chicago far better as to the ways of which the personalities I could pick up from such haughty types of attitudes from almost every individual I had met initially regarding such types of people in the areas as it was such a disgrace as to the ways those people actually thought they were better as well as actually thought they had a higher standing than I as to what they thought their backgrounds were in the multitudes of ways in such comparisons. However I could easily see such individuals from Illinois assuming there would not be the same blood line connections as there actually had been, as well as knowing my cousin from my biological father’s side of the family from his sister Linda and husband Phil though I do not know their last name had a daughter who is my other cousin Catherine; of which Catherine was only a toddler, when she was allowed to be around our cousin Jade. She would not ever remember that Jade was in the Harlem area of #NYC #NewYorkCity New York City and with the gentrification processes which have as I have heard about which occurred, she would not ever know as to the relations ever unless she was told officially as I would doubt my biological sister would remember what Jade actually looked as in comparison to how much time I personally spent with Jade in the years as she if I recall correctly, was only two or three years younger than I.
If I remember correctly Jade was born in either 1984 or 1985, though I cannot remember the last name from such a time as that was not what was focused on as Grandmawmaw and Grandpawpaw did not go over that as much. If Jade were to remember me if she had survived the attacks after 11 September 2001 which I hope(d) she had and as safe as possible, she would not look anything physically as to what I do though my hair color as well as my hair style as well as the placement of certain tattoos I have might remind her as to some of the more predominant individuals who we had spent time with over the years when at the times I was still in the area of New Jersey. My hair color might remind her of some of Grandmawmaw’s friends as well as hairstylist in one of the neighborhoods, my hand tattoos might remind her of some of the males more-so than the females who had been protective in multiple ways, and the placement of the calf tattoos I have might remind her of some of both of the males and the females we had spent time hanging around in the Harlem neighborhood as well as some of her friends from the area compared to anyone I knew in any other area of which I had been or lived in as none of the people I had told believed me when I told them I had a cousin and some cousins from #Harlem Harlem and #Brooklyn Brooklyn and the #Bronx Bronx as there were a few who moved to #Queens the Queens area as #Manhattan Manhattan was where my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu lived with my Aunt Linda and Uncle Phil with Catherine; though Catherine as well as her parents were excluded and fully not allowed to go to where several aspects of which business as well as living location as to the area where each and together as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu had lived, because of situations which my biological father and his sister’s father had caused problems needlessly in the overall New York City area in the 1960s and 1970s. I would guesstimate what I warned people of the state of Texas regarding about my biological mother, my biological father, and my biological sister had caused hypothetically may be along such lines as to the larger area versions of what occurred in the smaller portions of within the island of New York City which includes #StatenIsland Staten Island because of the refusal from my biological father and his sister refusing to heed the warnings from my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu because of their knowledge from their own works. It was guaranteed because of my biological mother refusing to give my biological sister the specific name she was supposed to have been born with compared to what she was born with, as to how the situations were going to go.
In turn in reference to the facts thereof hypothetically, the moment my biological sister chose to take pictures and/or video on the military installation in the year of 2000 and as my biological mother and my biological father would have allowed such incorrectly and/or encouraged such choices; in turn the ways of which the second of showing such and/or uploading onto the computer at the house in Crystal Lake Illinois, would have sent the red flags in the coding system as to a multitude of aspects for the warning precautions of such aspects to various software portions as to the equivalent of facial recognition though in reference to the locations of within the pictures. Each view of and/or showing of such information would in turn push forward hypothetically the aspects of which upon their choice to do so of their own free will with the combined aspects of which I have gone over the details in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to the connections they individually had regarding my biological mother knowing people who had offices which practiced the drills if there was an airplane which flew into one and/or both of the #WTC #WorldTradeCenter World Trade Center towers as I have explained and wrote about, as well as my biological father’s connections as to who the house in New Jersey was sold to in reference to the house fire shortly thereafter to such times in addition to other aspects I had done what I could to make every possible attempt to inform others about in the area such as my babysitter’s husband Joe/Jose Castro. In such a reference to Joe/Jose I had told him if he ever felt genuinely ill as to such a point which as those who knew of him in person he did not stay out unless something was a major situation from work, he was not in the Twin Towers either day because of him having paid attention to what I had told him of my nightmare at the time in my childhood; though he was able to assist in ways outside of the areas, which were able to assist others in larger ways than if he had been inside of the building comparatively as I guesstimate he and others were able to do as I would guesstimate when he called in those guys of whichever company knew as to how he had been about his work and the precautions thereof as I had talked with him about several portions as per the backgrounds as well.
In such aspects as to what the male had discussed as to the white trash high school such as Crystal Lake South in certain aspects in conjunction though as a crossover to the Lee High School in San Antonio Texas #LeeHighSchool #LeeHS Lee High School that Cactus Jack also known as Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr had gone to and had whined about how he called the NAACP as people always causing problems as to which I did not like the term of the word he used though the meaning of the word he used had actually had been a word which felt appropriate when he had spoken such a word I had defended a male in Crystal Lake South High School over being called as I had described as well as wrote about within “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to the amount of problems he had caused needlessly because of his ignorance referencing Cactus Jack as to his problems and viewpoints though his own admitting of having been in a white trash high school, he had complained about in the 1990s as to the Rebel Flag being removed from the school and the situations about the high school being named after General Robert Lee. I took my stand and I dealt with the conversations at the times of regarding how he complained to my now dead-ex-husband at the time as to my nerve to be uppity in my opinion, which it was as it was at such times.
In the reference as to such and the minimal about of people who had ever paid attention to the fact I told them I had a cousin named Jade who lived in #Harlem #HarlemNY #HarlemNewYork Harlem New York in the 1980s and the 1990s as per her Mom being my Great Aunt Helen and her Dad being born and raised in Harlem, few paid attention to such factors as to the ways thereof at the times throughout my childhood into my teenager years into my biological adult years and if the portions in reference to the female I met at Club Sapphire who had looked more close to my biological mother in comparison to ever looking anything remotely close to what my cousin Jade looked as physically I could see such hypotheticals as being extremely bigoted and racist in all such factors as the male I defended in Crystal Lake South High School had physically looked closer to my Grandpawpaw as well as kind of in reference to my cousin Jade’s Dad, far more than the female at #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire from #ClubFEM ClubFEM as she said as to the ways that female named Jade looked as there was absolutely not one thing which resembled my cousin Jade’s physical appearance in the slightest though she did tell me she went to a barber shop as to be able to spend time with other people which sounded similar to people who had discussed who a friend of theirs was in reference to the 2008 election cycle into the year of 2012 as to POTUS44.
It would be disgraceful as to such aspects however having noticed within the #DFW #Dallas #DallsTX #DallasTexas #FtWorth #FortWorth #FtWorthTexas #FtWorthTX #FortWorthTexas #fortWorthTX Dallas Forth Worth ClubFEM as well as the #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas Austin Texas chapters of ClubFEM, I had not ever met anyone who was ever any ethnic background other than some version of the Caucasian aspects as it made little sense to me additionally back then as I had seen many Female Dominants as well as many Professional Dominatrixes who were of the African American background and yet not one within the group of ClubFEM in either chapter area and when I had brought up such situations as to defending AJ as I told people my cousin and her family would be upset if I had known better and made a choice to stand down in comparison to standing up to defend. In such ways as to my Basic Training as to the female with the braids, few knew of the situations of such discussions with Lady Robin at the times as to some of the discussions as to applications to attend a munch and/or a meeting.
Those individuals laughed at me telling me what their opinions were further as to my choice to defend such as to remembering hearing a female’s name regarding someone who had asked to have information to join the group though had been denied wrongfully in my opinion. When I asked what the causes were as to why that female among a few others with the African American background were being denied entry to the ClubFEM groups the excuses I was given had been due to the types of work they had done though it made little sense to me having seen what those females were doing at events as I thought the ones who had used cigarettes on others as well as other such types of knife aspects were far more risky than what was being described as to the individuals who in my opinion were wrongly being denied the ability to be within the group as to the ClubFEM overall.
I made my opinions known and the irony of such Professional Dominatrixes being mad at me because I refused to allow those females to go with me to #NYC #NewYorkCity New York City as to a club I had reached out to asking about Mentoring as to the timeframe and not realizing the main catering had been to the Professional aspects and as such times had been as such times I was unable to get to the area in time as well as the aspects of what I was involved win seemingly would be a bit more difficult in comparison, though those females within the ClubFEM group who had refused multiple Professional Dominatrixes because of what they claimed had been due to the work those others had done compared to the fact there was not one darker skin toned female unless you want to take into consideration as to my tattoos; however the ways I had been treated in such references during such times can be reviewed as to the ways of such additional portions referencing their words as to the descriptions thereof, and the treatments for such viewpoints regarding how such would have gone hypothetically in reference to the aspects as to the African Americans as to if they were able to get in during that timeframe of in those years in 2010 through 2012 when I simply had enough of their overdramatic needless garbage as to the ways they thought they were better when truthfully they were always going to be what their professions were if they chose not to step outside of those limitations they put onto themselves for such times. While each tried to claim they thought I hated the professional aspects they refused to open their eyes as to it was not I who had a problem with such, it was everyone else I had in my life who had a problem with them and their involvement within my life as the people I knew were going after me just as much as those females were; though I doubt either side had paid attention to such factors of which in reference to the other side of outside of ClubFEM would be two groups as to the vanilla aspects as well, as the Leather community and/or non-professional aspects of the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle portions.
I have learned as I knew I was and am not the only one who dealt with such aspects however when such types of females try to push onto others what their opinions are in comparison to accepting who they are before ever having the nerve to judge anyone else, it is important to make sure you accept all aspects of your life before ever judging another individual as if you cast those stones before making sure you know of all such points which could come forward as to the realities of the backgrounds as to such realities regarding technology; it would be of importance to have taken such into consideration by those individuals, hypothetically if such involvement as to the problems as to how I wound up out in Washington state as well as the aspects during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips; and yet it is also not uncommon for certain females to become escorts and/or other such portions within the various branches and divisions of the #USArmedForces #ArmedForces #USAArmedForces #ArmedForcesDoD #DepartmentofDefense #DoD Armed Forces of the United States of America such as the versions some know about in regards as to the South Korea Queen for one year aspects compared to being a Queen for Life as I had told others I knew of the terminology regarding females who were stationed in #SouthKorea South Korea though I had known I would refuse such portions because of my personal requirements as well as why I personally was getting involved for the area thereof to go to #China China because of other connected aspects as I had discussed as well as had written about and more though such aspects were not for civilians to know the larger portions because it is none of the civilians’ business despite their wishes for the freedom of information as I am not officially a part of any specific organization to which there is not the ability to make any such request or demand as to such and if they want such information they can go to the aspects of filing a #FOIA FOIA request for the associated branch or division in comparison to the hypothetical ostracizing which in turn would be torture and Prisoner of War aspects as to the ways described as to what I dealt with in Washington state as to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”.
However such types of people involved if they ever made such a joke as to how they viewed such aspects as to the hypothetical regarding the copyrights which are always and remain always mine because of the factors of my legal first name and my legal middle name even if they wished such able to be official though only would be such a wish, would; in turn only be the reality of which each joke has truth behind it, and it would take their truthful intentions of which would come forward which in turn would show the aspects as to the intentions of which in the hypothetical in reference to the violations of the 13th Amendment of the Constitution of the United States of America to which they would already have given up their ability to any legal defense as per their public confessions to the technological devices for other individuals to read through as to such aspects of hypotheticals in turn solidifying the realities as to the reasons which the #MartialLaw Martial Law would legally be able to be brought forward simply because of the starting point of which each had voted and revoted for the reelection of POTUS44 Barack Obama as to the #UHC Universal Healthcare which in turn the #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice would be seen as accepted by the measures thereof legally and officially across the United States of America.
In the reference to the male who I spoke with initially who had brought up as to the minimal I had brought forward during the time of discussions as to how I had begun the comedy portions in Arizona officially before Washington state, I had discussed as to having done the stand up in hopes there would be those who would recognize from prior discussions as to why I had not been in Texas as to the facts of prior discussions to my fighting to stay within the state of Texas as it was known if I ever left the state of Texas without being on my own there was a problem. If I was out of the state of Texas and I was not in a relationship there is a difference in comparison to ever being in a relationship and not being in the state of Texas, as to the explanations I have given as well as wrote about. When at the Arizona Comedy Club as I had mainly wrote about in comparison to discussed, there was a male who had spoken with me in the smoking section who had a San Antonio phone number of which when the male from the Stoney LaRue concert had heard and noticed such was shortly thereafter when the change of plans had occurred in reference to instead of staying in Arizona for a bit longer as to the movement towards #Alaska #AK #AKstate #Alaskastate Alaska though because of knowing my son needed to be in school as to other aspects in addition to his education being of importance the situations in other such aspects referencing the coding portions of which the logistical aspects to such points in time. The ways of which few were ever allowed to know of as the countermeasures to the possibilities as to the biblical portions of such aspects being realistic, and the ways of which to protect myself while protecting my son and protecting my daughter in the best ways I possibly could to then protect others who were possible to protect if they had known the signs better. In such references to the aspects in comparison to what occurred in the ways of which as to the social media revolution, the ways of such aspects of the verified portions compared to the wishes as to using the tagging of pictures to the account which is known as to the lack of verification as per the knowledge to the technology companies of my inability to access such during the timeframes of the years of 2018 through to the current point in time of the year of 2021 of which if any began tagging pictures to the accounts known to not be officially associated to my website as per my social media portions as to the wish for the loopholes whereas the unaccepted versions as to the ways of which software engineering would review such in those fact checking as well as election integrity matters of which I have gone over.
The facts to which of if such hypothetical portions as to wishing the prior accounts which are my original accounts though the fact of the knowledge as to not being able to others to accept the fact they know of such portions not officially being within the verified processes of my website and my website verification portions, would in turn mean the aspects as to those individuals as per hypothetically through others’ instructions as to wish the loopholes would be accepted which in turn would only send further red flags of which to cause the merging of all social media accounts as to the ways of which the clarifications would fully be able to be verified in all such references and regards to such aspects as to the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #SpaceForce #SpaceForceDoD #DoD #DepartmentofDefense #SpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #USSpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #USDepartmentofDefense #USASpaceForceDepartmentofDefense #DepartmentofDefence #USASpaceForceDoD #USSpaceForceDoD US Space Force a part of the Department of Defense for/of the United States of America through the #SecretaryofState #SoS Secretary of State Department, of which the requirement to #EndAllStolenValor #EndAllStolenValorNow ending of all types of stolen valor as to the facts of which such individuals who would hypothetically post such portions anywhere except to the actual verified portions would then have the larger aspects of such fact checking prior to the full merger portions as to ensure the facts of which would fully have all such fact checking reviews for the #Facebook Facebook aspects as to clarify each and every possible claim as well as the combined information and backgrounds thereof for the full clarifications as to who knew what when and how as to such poritons of why such choices were made as to the ways which have already been seen in the ways of such fact checking throughout the Facebook pages to ensure when companies as well as various individuals throughout the government and areas of employment as well as the military and law enforcement branches thereof for such aspects to clarify he levels of which genuinity would be brought forward as to ensure the safety and sanctity of more than just one or two employment aspects as to the social portions as well as to ensure those who are honest remain being known as honest and those who have made other choices are known for what other choices have been made.
It is considered as hypocritical to ever request information regarding voting records of elected officials though not ever have the background of the individuals who had ever donated to any campaign as to the contributions as to see what influences as to the financial aspects thereof, to which my biological sister having married into a political family hypothetically would bring forward the other aspects as to such portions of her own free will additionally to whatever connections of which my biological mother as well as my biological father would automatically be brought into the forefront as to all such aspects to which the irony is their favorite child my biological sister was the catalyst for the attacks in not the reference to the airplanes themselves, though the information sent to others to be able to go forward with each hijacking which occurred as well as the areas of which those who are unaware as to the grounding of such airplanes as well as what was found within such areas regarding the various levels of law enforcement as well as fire department and emergency medical services in the times of which to once boarding such grounded airplanes as well as getting the ability to ground the airplanes before any further damages were done in the ways of what had been intended compared to what was found later as the times went forward. In the regards as to my personal experiences when stationed at Fort Sam Houston in reference to the time when working with Colonel Kim in the ISR lab during the autopsy, upon speaking about such on the phone I suppose is around the time of the #ILoveYou portions of such a coding aspect in a different regards as to other connected aspects to be able to fully counteract the aspects of what technological portions may have found in such references to my biological sister to which as to the realities I have seen buildings which were once in my nightmare from the time back in my childhood and teenager years and then to the last bits of work on such nightmare portions when I was in Medical Hold Unit as to the descriptions referencing astral traveling aspects to change such portions for hopefully the better as to seeing more of the buildings which once were still standing means more successes comparatively in my opinion.
I would guesstimate any such movies and/or television shows from the timeframe after the year of beginning filming in reference to the year of 2002 or 2003 to then go forward as however they have one, wherever there is a massive destruction areas as to the locations of larger cities can give the reference to what once would have been in comparison to the attacks on 11 September 2001 as well as the actual numbers of what had been in regards of compared to what numbers were reported in such times as to the actual amount of loss of life to the timeframes compared to what had been reported thus far as to the #911commissionreports 9/11 Commission Reports and such aspects thereof. While I admit I have not watched many movies or television shows in the ways more have, there is one show I did begin to get to watch called #DesignatedSurvivor Designated Survivor as to what individuals can see from such as I had not been able to finish watching the series at the time as to what occurred in the year of 2018 of what could be reviewed in other such references as to the #HUD HUD situation in regards as to my time and such situations as a proverbial metaphor as to #Vancouver #VancouverWA #VancouverWashington Vancouver Washington in the year of 2013 to the year of 2014 hypothetically as to such references.
In the references as to what my biological sister and such connections thereof may have thought one way or another, I have warned many before such times as to being within the state of Texas more in regards as to the times from 2000 through to 2013 as to the technological portions; however there were the times from the years mainly around 1987 through to 2000 as to where and when as to who I had done my best to warn as many as possible, from the multitudes thereof. Some listened and heeded such warnings to see what could be done, some chose to ignore my warnings and made the choices as they had of whichever ways, while some were indifferent to such warnings as they did not think such could ever impact them. In whatever ways were whatever ways thereof, as each knows their own choices in such references and aspects thereof.
The choices do include the social media references from all such times as those who know as to what occurred in reference to my son at Fort Sam Houston regarding what happened with my daughter at Fort Sam Houston specifically within the year of 2012, it was known I told my son about the importance of integrity as to such video footage as while it was important for the military base to have such video footage it was not as important for civilians to have any such video footage at the times in the year of 2012. I admit I had told others as to what occurred thinking those people were a community of people I could trust to be able to speak with as I had informed them that I did not view the what was supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle in the ways of which they had viewed such and thus any such choices made as to push me out of the communities thereof meant as to how the ways of which the Cowboys Dancehall and the Stoney LaRue concert went of which I warned those people if they had pushed me in specific ways, they would not ever get me back in the ways they once knew me as I would always be myself though they would not ever have what they once had from me ever again.
Some thought I was joking of which I had not ever hidden my ability to joke about various topics though always had brought such forward in ways which reflected the truth behind each joke I had told, of which few took me seriously as they thought what they had thought as to such. The choices of what hypotheticals are what choices of which hypotheticals such are as there were younger photographers compared to older photographers who had paid more attention to the signs then had wished to admit to such aspects, of which because of different factors would be of what were feared by some and hoped for by others depending upon your viewpoints thereof. In reference to the aspects of which the male initially outside had brought forward yes, I have experienced much. I learned to deal with such as best as I could along the way as when being born and raised in New Jersey in the years to grow up in the areas of the northeast as to the city that never sleeps, the time of which to move is not of the same speed as most others would like to admit if they do not have the personal experiences thereof; though I had made the attempts I made at such times in regards as to when in Arizona, as well as other such times which went as such went. In regards as to the male discussing the white trash high school whether referencing South as to Crystal Lake and what occurred in reference to the male who was proud to acknowledge he and others he knew were a part of the KKK in the area of Crystal Lake and the situations referencing the Marine and the Fan portions as to the times to bring such awareness forward of the individuals involved at those times in the common area of Mike and Patty’s at that point int the year of 2012 despite people thinking how they had thought, the following aspects as to the 4th of July 2012 among other situations referencing Mike’s friend from #Jacksonville #JacksonvilleFL #JacksonvilleFlorida #FL #Florida #Floridastate #FLstate Jacksonville Florida and what occurred because of another individual getting involved along with another individual getting involved all compared to what I had and/or had not done compared to the overall situations of which once again were of others’ decisions and choices in comparison to whatever assumptions thereof which includes the assault by the male from Jacksonville which people in the area did not take seriously though still occurred nonetheless, the ways of which such needless protections of the wrong individual compared to what I had dealt with and the ways of which I had not ever had any ability to defend myself in person regarding any such comments can be viewed if hypothetically accurate referencing to if there are those who have been posting onto an account that I have not been able to access to defend such aspects as to any such times despite the reality of my verified website of which would show as to the ways such individuals have hypothetically been in regards of such wishes to go through a loophole that did not exist to begin with as per the facts of the verified website knowledge and the wishes such a lying to themselves as to any such portions would ever be accepted by technology when they were shown the signs as to the fact checking as well as the election integrity aspects in full of such.
In regards as to the aspects of which #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump having officialized with the administration during the year of 2020 in the election cycle of 2020 as to the US Space Force as well as the aspects as to my revealing as to the meaning and purposes behind and for my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to tying up the loose ends of which to bring all such portions of the merging of the realities and the knowledges thereof for the understanding to each’s ability to comprehend their own choices as to their knowledge as to their own intentions for others to be able to see to know through the verified processes thereof, the ways of which aspects of my appreciation to which individuals in the #Fetlife Fetlife caretakers as to the protection of my name #LadyDoriBelle LadyDoriBelle on fetlife as to being able to return to my original account referencing such as to the abilities thereof as the sarcasm I suppose as to a song in reference to which some might be upset about though the irony of if they had wanted to move to the area as to when POTUS45 became POTUS45 as to the song #BlameCanada Blame Canada because of the location to which the #SouthPark South Park song had been though the proverbial metaphors along such lines as to ironic meetings in different times as to a set of two males who asked me in person if they could make a Christmas song about me and what I had been dealing with and working on at such times. It would be ironically amusing and funny if there was/is such a connection as to such aspects, as it would be known as to my lack of knowledge of such aspects especially because of the facts as to the knowledge South Park is a cartoon in comparison to a show which has people playing the characters which the exception of the voiceover portions as the last line of the song is actually the most important line to pay attention to referencing the responsibilities to actually be taken in regards of each individual who had the free will to make their own choices.
[SHEILA]
Times have changed, our kids are getting worse
They won't obey their parents, they just want to fart and curse!
[SHARON]
Should we blame the government?
[LIANE]
Or blame society?
[FATHERS]
Or should we blame the images on TV?
[SHEILA]
No! Blame Canada
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada
[SHEILA]
With all their beady little eyes
And flapping heads so full of lies
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada!
Blame Canada!
[SHEILA]
We need to form a full assault
[ADULTS]
It's Canada's fault!
[SHARON]
Don't blame me for my son Stan
He saw the darn cartoon and now he's off to join the Klan!
[LIANE]
And my boy Eric once had my picture on his shelf
But now when I see him he tells me to fuck myself!
[SHEILA]
Well, blame Canada
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada
[SHEILA]
It seems that everything's gone wrong
Since Canada came along!
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada,
Blame Canada
[RANDY MARSH]
They're not even a real country, anyway
[MS. MCCORMICK]
My son could've been a doctor or a lawyer rich and true
Instead, he burned up like a piggy on a barbecue
[ADULTS]
Should we blame the matches?
Should we blame the fire?
Or the doctors who allowed him to expire?
[SHEILA, spoken]
Heck no!
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada
Blame Canada
[SHEILA]
With all their hockey hullabaloo
[LIANE]
And that bitch Anne Murray, too
[ADULTS]
Blame Canada!
Shame on Canada
For... the smut we must stop
The trash we must smash
The laughter and fun
Must all be undone
We must blame them and cause a fuss
Before someone thinks of blaming us!
Though I suppose an #Xtina #ChristinaAguilera Christina Aguilera song lyrics to which for such a specific line above the last line of the song could be seen as a response in reference to those who did not wish to be blamed while they know of what their choices had been as to such times, as well as what the overall situations were.
Lyrics
You know who you are
This is for you
Yeah, yeah
Ooh, yeah, ohh
I thought I knew who you were
I see now you were a lesson to learn
And all I am to you now
Is a bridge that's been burned
Now I was the first to believe
I made you part of my musical dream
And your thanks to me
Came without an apology, yeah
We wrote 'Loving Me 4 Me', 'Don't Walk Away'
'Can't Hold Us Down', all part of our history
'Don't forget Infatuation', 'I'm a Fighter'
'Feeling Under-appreciated'
Yeah, this song is for you to remind you
That I moved on, sang my songs, I've got no regrets
Hope it all was worth it
Looks like I didn't need you
Still got the album out, ha!
Source: Musixmatch
Songwriters: Aguilera Christina / Dioguardi Kara E / Roane Charles Martin
F.U.S.S. lyrics © Universal Music - Careers, Xtina Music, Reach Global Inc.
Now those who had blamed me for their interpretations as to whatever memes as to hypothetical aspects of which their own internal situations were as to such internal thought process of their time for such reflections can be reviewed if such were to be in comparison to ever thinking outside of themselves as to the larger aspects if such were to have been a problem they did not realize I could actually see as well as think in more ways which I suppose by now as to my journal blog posts can show of such, my thought processes do not always align to what others’ assumptions might be.
In the reference to the aspects of which the portions as to the song in reference to Waldo Emerson as well as the song by Johnny in such aspects of the evening, I suppose there would be the ability to see other combinations especially when taking the combined look thereof though also in reference as to the situations of #Alamo #Alamodrafthouse #AlamoDrafthouseSATX #AlamoDrafthouseSanAntonio as to the Alamo Drafthouse in San Antonio at 151 and 410 as to the infidel part as to the Military City USA to choose to willingly be a part of such knowing of the aspects as well as the Nine Lives Cat Sanctuary and Nine Live Books individuals being informed of and knowing as to the situations as to having been informed of by all three during the timeframe of regarding that forced situation I dealt with in the larger aspects thereof as well as additional connection points as per the reenacting groups and Excalibur Faire connections and the Pagan community with what should have actually been getting the official consent compared to assumptions as to any such other portions as to me and the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury 21 years ago. FUSS seems quite appropriate for my books, my artwork, my website, as well as my creation of the Underwater Wedding as well as my creation of the Underwater Travel System as how important it is for such a verification process in a multitude of ways both for the oceanic portions as well as the space portions in my opinion though I would guesstimate others’ opinions as well.
However the evening went well as when making my way out and speaking with the owner of the location as to how such times have been since the beginning in the area regarding Friday 13 March 2020 as to the situations, the ways of which the ways as to such times combined have brought forward a revelation of which while some may have felt as such in whichever way as to the timeframe regarding 11 September 2001 as possibly there was in the inability to recognize certain aspects as to the time which only certain individuals were capable to relate to as the male said just before I walked across the street "One day this will all be a bad memory" in comparison, I suppose the #WereAllinThisTogether the fact of everyone being in the situation together in comparison to the times as to who actually had been personally impacted and affected during and the after portions aspects of such a timeframe back in 2001...I suppose so...
There were a group of males which had brought up the fact as to there being more with artistic talents which though before once thought to be of as lesser of importance as time has gone on, which when discussing such there are realities of which in my opinion as to the untapped potential as to the reality of how much art therapy can bring forward a different viewpoint depending upon the levels of what the intentions are as to how such can bring forward different viewpoints as well as different thought processes. I can definitely agree with that, as some were not able to see certain similarities in various aspects as to the creative processes as to music to graphics to technology to science to arithmetic to religion to etcetera before and yet with such times as has moved forward to such as to the various portions of which can be seen.
Possibly when comfortable I will go forward with a different version as possibly an idea which I will copyright through my website though when ready as to bringing forward #CorsetComedy Corset Comedy as to when I feel the requirement as well as when I feel comfortable wearing such, though as per the ways I am as corsets are simply one aspect as to the variety of proverbial hats or in such instances outfits of clothing I enjoy wearing when I feel as such.
Thank you The Muse, as that was a lot of fun and much enjoyment! Learning is different depending who and how, such goes in life.
