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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

Share the links of my journal blog, too!




 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Virginity

This is what my numbers are as to sitting on a protruding aspects as to ever having had any sexual aspects as to the male portion of which to number(s) of penises I had sat upon at the following events for the clarifications as to a large number of virginity locations as to what might be considered differently as to each area up to today in October 2021 most importantly to add as to the willingly portions for such numerical calculations as well as remember the under oath portion:



*1*: Pagan Community events at any point in time specifically as such as the #SAPagan #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate San Antonio Pagan community events as such aspects specifically labeled as such from the years of 2003 through 2010: 0 penis sat on



*2*: Drum Circle events from the years of 2004 through 2008: 0 penis sat on



*3*: Excalibur Faire Renaissance Festival in #Bastrop #BastropCounty #BastropCountyTexas #BastropCountyTX #BastropTX #BastropTexas #Smithville #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas the year of 2005 if I recall correctly in the month of April: 0 penis sat on



*4*: BDSM events from 2004 through 2021 of which remember the fact that BDSM does not always include such aspects as to any sexual portion as there are other aspects to BDSM specific events: 0 penis sat on



*5*: Swinger events from 2004 through 2021 as the majority of times I had volunteered to clean up and set up as well as security types of situations as well as 3 different performances which I posted the pictures in my modeling area on my website: 0 penis sat on



*6*: Modeling Pictures and/or Performances from 2009 through 2020: 0 penis sat on



*7*: Political events one I went to in 2008 and the rest were in the years of 2019 through 2021 as some have been at hotel locations for such clarifications as a just in case situation as to acknowledge the truth: 0 penis sat on



*8*: To earn my SCUBA Diving certifications: 0 penis sat on



Thus if there is a stereotype as to the various groups I have been a part of over the years and decades for some aspects, I am uncertain if the aspects of what my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina (maiden last name Nichols) (last known legal married last name) Osteen had put into writing as to what her opinion was as to her thinking of when I had been involved with different aspects as to whatever she thought she saw online and/or whatever the stereotypes as to such as to her having the thought that she thought I was a slut, if not ever having sat upon a penis for such an entrance aspect as to those particular ways ever in any type of way though especially in the voluntary or in the free will sort of way and having a zero numerical portion as to such aspects makes me a slut according to her for such numbers; what would each individual she would know and/or herself and/or her daughters and/or her sister and/or her nieces and/or her mother and/or etcetera as to such have as their particular numbers?



If the number of zero which is the equivalent of which mine are all at a 0, what would that make her as to her opinion she thought as to such an accusation to me falsely as to what other such aspects to the situations would be considered?



However in such additional honesty as to any such oral portions in the regards of to such aspects as to the similarities:



*1*: Pagan Community events at any point in time specifically as such as the #SAPagan #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #Texas #Texasstate #TXstate San Antonio Pagan community events as such aspects specifically labeled as such from the years of 2003 through 2010: 0 penis & 0 vagina



*2*: Drum Circle events from the years of 2004 through 2008: 0 penis & 0 vagina



*3*: Excalibur Faire Renaissance Festival in #Bastrop #BastropCounty #BastropCountyTexas #BastropCountyTX #BastropTX #BastropTexas #Smithville #SmithvilleTX #SmithvilleTexas the year of 2005 if I recall correctly in the month of April: 0 penis & 0 vagina



*4*: BDSM events from 2004 through 2021 of which remember the fact that BDSM does not always include such aspects as to any sexual portion as there are other aspects to BDSM specific events: 0 penis & 1 individual having gotten a small snack



*5*: Swinger events from 2004 through 2021 as the majority of times I had volunteered to clean up and set up as well as security types of situations as well as 3 different performances which I posted the pictures in my modeling area on my website: 0 penis & 2 individuals having gotten a small snack with 1 drink as to such



*6*: Modeling Pictures and/or Performances from 2009 through 2020: 0 penis & 0 vagina



*7*: Political events one I went to in 2008 and the rest were in the years of 2019 through 2021 as some have been at hotel locations for such clarifications as a just in case situation as to acknowledge the truth: 0 penis & 0 vagina



*8*: To earn my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications in the year of 2009: 0 penis & 0 vagina






Thus in the totality of all such portions to the totality of 3 total situations at specific events specifically regarding such portions as to the aspects of, which in turn again as to any stereotypes as to the thought processes of what some might view as normal for such groups as to the reality of which what is truly considered as normal? Is normal what society has made you believe, or is normal what is the reality in such comparisons?






In reference to #NewJersey #NJ #NewJerseystate #NJstate New Jersey as well as #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NYstate #NewYorkstate New York and New York City as well as #Pittsburg #PittsburgPA #PittsburgPennsylvania #PittsburgPA #Pennstate #Philadelphia #PhiladelphiaPA #PhiladelphiaPennsulvania Pittsburg, Philadelphia, as well as Pennsylvania state as to the tristate areas as to the numerical portions thereof while remembering the fact when I was moved from New Jersey to Illinois I was 15 years old and only a few months away from turning 16 years old: I was still a virgin which means the numerical portion is 0 as to such times though there are several who had gotten something to eat as to such times though additionally the majority of such times were not always voluntary as to such aspects



In reference to #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CrystalLakeIllinois #Illinois #ILstate #Illinoisstate Crystal Lake Illinois: 3 total in such references as there were 2 total before the male in reference to the male from #Ohio #OH Ohio







Again then the reality of such truth would be as in the totality of all such portions to the totality of 3 total situations at specific relationships specifically regarding such portions as to the aspects of, which in turn again as to any stereotypes as to the thought processes of what some might view as normal for such groups as to the reality of which what is truthfully considered as normal?



Is normal what society has made you believe, or is normal what is the reality in such comparisons?



Thus I actually have taken offense as to such accusations by each and every individual of such false claims as to ever thinking there would ever be any numerical portion higher than what actually has been as to just because I have attended multiple events as well as many parties over the years especially as to the facts of such in regards of what is supposed to be the adult consenting lifestyle as to the realities of which such aspects as to some who have assumed whatever portions of which they have assumed, as just because someone chooses to use photoshop in comparison as to the realities in such comparison as to those who would use photoshop for such comparisons would be reviewed as to the childish aspects of which what was it those individuals had been responsible for as to any fe/male they knew in high school and/or middle school and/or any other schooling if such aspects were to ever be photoshopped? In turn how little of an individual if such were to be done as to the lack of ability to control oneself though the reminder as to the ways of a #popculture pop culture reference as to one episode from #SouthPark SouthPark when one of the adult male characters within the show goes around causing needless problems to people by photoshopping in ways which caused a rukus, of which there should be a mandatory sign as to each and every image which has any such photoshopping as to anyone in any picture as there is not any reason nor excuse nor cause as to why that should ever be considered as acceptable as to the problems which it causes others as to whether or not they are in a relationship as to such aspects of reputations in such references though additionally to locations as well as timeframes as though in the digital pictures there is the coding portions in the background of which there are ways to bring such forward as to the coding realities of which such associated accounts of whether email and/or social media and/or the purchaser accounts for such references as to clarify all such portions to ensure the realities of all such truths are brought forward for each individual to truthfully know as to each such aspect for any such photoshopping of any individual at any point in time as to anything exploitive as to ensure the realities of such truths are able to be seen by each individual as to ensure the clarity of all such aspects in my opinion though additionally may assist with various law enforcement aspects as to the general public as to other such realities.



As I have clarified the situations in truth as to what I was forced to deal with in reference to the aspects as to the garage situation as well as the specific individuals involved as to the garage situation where the aspects as to the year of 2006 regarding the forced portions of which in reference to Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr also known as Cactus Jack, thereof which I also additionally clarified such realities thereof as to such a forced situation I had not wanted nor needed to deal with at such times. Thus as to any such aspect as to revenge aspects to be able to be brought forward as well to ensure the actual clarity of such situations, as to ensure the clear portions across such clearances and clarifications thereof which is ironic in some ways as my biological father gave Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr the nickname of #BabyHuey Baby Huey for which the possibilities as to such portions of what might be from when he and/or Jamie Robles also known as Lazy Eye may have had something to do with a few portions as to their sympathies towards Nine Lives Books and the cat sanctuary as well as that #Alamo #AlamoDrafthouse #AlamoDrafthouseSATX #AlamoDrafthouseSanAntonio #AlamoDrafthouse410 #Alamodrafthouse410151 #AlamoDrafthouse151410 #AlamoDrafthouse151 #RoadWarrirors #Madmax 410 and 151 Road Warriors Madmax Alamo Drafthouse situation during a year when #Fiesta #FiestaSA #FiestaSanAntonio #FiestaTexas #FiestaTX Fiesta San Antonio Texas which I was told about and shown a few pictures.



In reference to the Nine Lives Books and the Cat sanctuary as to the problems which occurred beginning in the year officially of 2006 as to either February 2006 or May 2006 as to the situations in reference to the Kitty Litter STAT, the trying to convince me that I needed to be more of a cat person than a dog person which I refused and continue to refuse, the Your Dad Is Not A Captain situation of which I cannot remember which month or year of the situation, as well as only being able to remember after the Your Dad Is Not A Captain situation by around one or two weeks was when the cat people started to move the cages to the back of the store into the online store section needlessly as multiple people of the cat sanctuary had claimed it would be better compared to what Ken Westmeyer, Daniel, and I had stood against in comparison to the rest of the front of the store as well as the volunteers as to the time of when those cat sanctuary people as well as other employees and volunteers had done so; especially with when at the time of which the Psychic Fairs were going on as well as to such times, as there were several people who were involved with the Psychic Fairs who were not employees or volunteers though had been friends with either the store and/or the cat sanctuary people involved as well as Suzanne Farnsworth and her sister Cindy Farnsworth at such times.




It was known as to my work within the Psychic Fairs as to the events thereof beginning for me in the year of 2005 around the end of the year when the third or fourth Psychic Fair had been held, of which when taking such into consideration as to having been an Ordained Reverend in November 2005 as to the realities of such aspects; by technicalities, could there have been a starting point of which some may not have paid attention to in reference to what could have been considered as a Holy War? As I was told by some of the cat sanctuary people over the time starting around the month of June in 2006 of which just because of having had the background I have, other people in the cat sanctuary tried to criticize me as to my choice to not have a cat of which they tried to claim I was not real in such comparisons as to what their assumptions were as to any such portions as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out dogs are far more attuned to situations than any such cat could or would ever be as there are not many news reports as to a cat ever saving a life though there are many reports as well as many news reports where dogs have saved countless numbers of lives over the centuries in all such comparisons when taking that truth into consideration. Regarding the Your Dad Is Not A Captain situation as to already having given for the what I was told had been for the IRS taxes which if in such as to the aspects of the Reverend portion which I have been for longer than actually ever volunteering when during such times at the Nine Lives Books location though Michael Roberts did not believe me when I told him about such recognition aspects in truth to his request to make a copy for the taxes according to what he had said, my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the BAMC situation; if when that occurred in reference to any such portions of any such copying as to any such problems thereof to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to which the realities additionally to such a point in time in reference to the aspects of such a version of a Holy War especially in reference to the aspects as to #MilitaryCityUSA Military City USA, how such realities are viewed and reviewed for such portions as to the situations regarding any such situations of which were/are wrongly against me and/or against mine falsely from such any biases and/or situations would legally be within the realms as to such portions of which could by technicalities due to the facts as to the ideologies brought forward as to such times referencing the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the ideology what would such a review by such legal authorities be in such reference to take a look as as to what could be considered as to the realities of what details I have already brought forward as to the postings as well as my writings for such situations as to the times thereof?



How hypocritical would it be for such an individual to ever think that would ever be acceptable to ever use in such ways as to the facts of which I would refuse to ever be involved in any such portions with him as to the facts of which his annoyances as to the problems as to what I needlessly dealt with, as again there is not any point in time which I will ever consider myself as to any type of relationship aspects as to unless in certain criteria has been met as to any such situations as I am only a legal widow and I remain a legal widow as I have fully refused any such wishes for marriage and I will continue to do so as to what requirements have been mandatory as to before I ever moved to the city of San Antonio Texas; as how hypocritical would it be for anyone to ever claim as to ever being a freedom of choice type of individual as to supposedly as to a Democrat, which that particular party mandatorily supposedly believes in the female's right to choose and I have not ever been in any such situation which as to what my personal protocols have been as to any such relationship aspect as to what my personal preferences are as to what has been and always has been mandatory to follow such as any such wish otherwise would additionally be viewed as a declaration of war against me and against my Constitutional Rights as well as due to such aspects as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the legalities of which just because the problems which I dealt with in reference to my now dead-ex-husband as to such situations I have purposefully redone such a protection aspect as to making sure not to ever be forced in any such regards of which if any such wishes then that male can consider himself married to my now dead-ex-husband as I have refused such from Cactus Jack before just as soon as I could get him back to San Antonio after the garage situation and I have already acknowledged such portions of which I have my personal preferences of which as independent as I am I have made such preferences mandatory to follow of which if there has not been anyone as there has not ever been anyone willing to ask me then there is not any such marital aspect despite such possible wishes as I am fully 100% against all such radicalized islamic portions and any such radicalized islamic portion of which any type of forced marriage is as such realities of which in such references any such aspects of wishing such would ever be considered as accepted I do not care who; my mandatory requirements as to what I have made mandatory for myself to ever be considered for such a situation, has been as such on purpose as to fully protect myself in all such ways and thus anyone who would have lied on government forms as to ever having had such aspects regarding such portions of which my protections as to the realities as to my rights.



Michael Roberts refused to believe Ken, Daniel, or myself as to the situations of which he claimed it was only the psychic fair individuals who were problematic of which Ken, Daniel, and I had told him otherwise as to the situations as there was a combined set of situations regarding the problems overall stemming from the culminations as to the cat sanctuary as well as the bookstore. However since the situations of which the store has moved several times as well as has not continued with the cat sanctuary as per what I had been told in reference to having seen Suzanne and Cindy Farnsworth in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2019, if there have not been any problems as to such drama situations or if there have been problems as to such situations; who was actually within the areas thereof during each situations when the drama began, who remained after the initial beginning of such drama, and who had left when at what times as when taking into consideration as to the various aspects thereof to look into consideration; what is important as to the actual details of which in full truth thereof, compared to what some might think and/or wish in such comparisons?



How many times did Ken, Daniel, and I have to be bombarded each day with those cat sanctuary aspects before the other people actually began to care about the problems those people in the cat sanctuary were causing as just because Ken and Daniel are males genetically biologically born and I am a biologically genetically born female there truly is not any excuse for the more than 10 to 15 employees/volunteers in the front of the store to have sent all of the cat sanctuary stuff into the area with the most expensive inventory and though few ever believed me as to the levels of such details; hypothetically such aspects of truth for such full reviewal as to this point in the year of 2021, can be looked into as to what prompted which aspects as to what responses thereof for which purposes to think about as to the aspects thereof and why?



Those who have additionally known my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller last known near #SanMarcos #SMTX #SanMarcosTexas #SanMarcosTX #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas who thought she and I were similar in comparison just as in reference to my ex-sister-in-law Susan Marie Nichols-Lopez last known near #DFW #DFWTX #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthTexas #FtWorthTX #FtWorthTexas #FortWorthTX #Dallas #DallasTX #DallasTexas DFW areas of Texas in the year last known until 2010 though she remarried to Susan Marie Sweeney or Sweety (the sound of from what she said) as to the spelling of the last name being unknown as to the correct aspects, however the reality as to which of the three females as to the two females are more similar compared to the one who stands out?



Who is more of which way despite assumptions and why as to what portions thereof in truth despite the physical appearances of the individuals in such aspects thereof compared to me as since such aspects have been assumed, which ways have I ever fit the mold of such assumptions by others and what/why would such assumptions be because of?





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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