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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Upcoming Elections in November 2020, & prior situations which are the reason as to which way I vote

As the upcoming election in November 2020 includes not only the aspects for President of the United States of America with Vice President of the United States of America which I have stated my personal support for reelecting Donald J. Trump and Mike Pence, it also includes many state and local elections as well. Personally I support Carrie Isaac for her run in the Congressional District however I also support Senator John Cornyn for his reelection; and in this particular journal blog entry, I am going to give a specific set of reasons as to why. I have a personal experience in which Senator John Cornyn and his staff assisted my son, my daughter, the individuals of Fort Sam Houston of #JBSA in the Warrior Transition Unit, and I.

Though I am unsure if I ever met him personally, I did have the ability to make sure of a very large situation taken care of and handled because of him and his staff back in 2008 which I did write about in my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" of which was greatly helpful as I know more than just what I had asked for the assistance of was able to be helped at the time.

Though my now dead-ex-husband and I were over and not ever going to get back together after the second and final separation from that particular marriage and though very few at the time knew of the abuses that were occurring to me in full at the time, I made a choice which to do my best not to deny my son and my daughter of getting to know their father as well as not denying my children of time with my ex-in-laws. At the middle point of 2006 was the time of the end of the marriage after multiple aspects in which my now dead-ex-husband when he was alive had claimed he was called back to the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch through IRR, which is also known as the Individual Ready Reserve. He claimed that he could choose whether he was an Officer when being called back on IRR which those who know how IRR is, you do not get to choose the rank you get called back to the military in; while he also claimed to tell me that he could choose where he was stationed, again not something you can tell the military of what will occur.

For those who do not know what Individual Ready Reserve or IRR is, if you have less than 8 years of active service time in the United States of America's Armed Forces of whichever branch and you have not been medically retired/boarded out of the military; you are able to be called back on IRR during times of war, which prevents the aspects of a draft in the civilian sector.

As a brief side note, this is one of many reasons I had explained to civilians I knew throughout the years as to why they needed to have more respect and gratitude for those who have been in the military branches of the United States of America. Not only because of the fact of what the military members do, but also because when an emergency occurs and if absolutely necessary; the President of the United States of America along with the Pentagon, can call back any soldier to prevent the drafting of civilians unless absolutely mandatory. I am unsure if the 8 year timeframe has been changed to be a longer amount of time, however the aspects of which the prevention of calling civilians into the military through a draft is because of IRR being enacted.

Thus as much as has gone on and as many individuals have volunteered for service in the United States of America's Armed Forces, the fact they already volunteered and went through multiple aspects of training goes towards this particular paragraph point. Many have volunteered and when absolutely necessary, they do not back down when needed. Again, I genuinely thank all of those who have been a part of the United States of America's Armed Forces various branches and divisions not just because of your abilities and what you have done; but of course, I do appreciate my Constitutional Rights because of what you do, and have done. The individual who I am glad was elected and do support along with his family Retired Colonel Allen West, definitely would understand and comprehend this and these points; among many others who have been involved such as the Texas Medal of Honor recipient the Navy SEAL Christopher Kyle and his family, along with many I have known personally over the years in the state of Texas and throughout the United States of America.

Continuing on in reference to the IRR aspect in reference to my now dead-ex-husband when he was claiming he was called back around June of 2006, I stood my ground in reference to not leaving the state of Texas. I dealt with a few arguments as well as a few conversations in regards of what he claimed and resisted fully, at first reminding him of my memory issues as he brought up being able to choose to be stationed in Germany, Italy, and Russia; before bringing up being in the border area, all the while of arguing how he could either go in as enlisted or as an Officer. My initial responses had been in reference to his inability to tell the military where he was going to be stationed and the inability to tell the military which rank he would return in as, though I also knew it was because I refused to allow any further information in reference of the breast cancer research he was doing as for years he refused to give me the credit for telling him which G-nome of the DNA structure to look into; as well as telling him, which experiments to do and how; after the end of the first separation when we got back together at that time.

The first few weeks he let that slide and then a couple months went by and he attempted to pressure me into giving up the information, and I refused because he refused to give me the credit/recognition I had earned by giving such information Some could argue of me being selfish in seeking such, though in my opinion the fact the impact that was made because of everything I had recommended and nothing of his own idea by himself; I felt and feel that I had every right to be acknowledged for my personal influences to cause the aspects of the research to go in the manners which they had. To this day I have not disclosed the next steps of the points, because of a multitude of aspects in reference to such. While some might want to blame me for such, realistically how many despise not being given the credit/recognition deserved for what was done and achieved when involved with something majorly life changing? I doubt I am the only one especially in reference to the larger number of people in which though I do not have a degree in such, a simple mention was all I requested in the medical journal writings. Instead of even attempting to ask the person who ran the lab if possible, there were multiple arguments and conversations I dealt with. With certain capabilities I have, some could joke about the Oracle of Delphi aspects in certain ways.

Nonetheless in reference to the aspects of the IRR, I knew the points which my now dead-ex-husband claimed had been lies and since he promised to never lie to me again; that on top of the abuse, was the cause for the second and final separation. Though he attempted to distract me in others ways, the aspects as to why I had begun getting tattoos started kicking in. When wearing sandals or going barefoot is when the assistance was most noticed; now looking back to that time, in this year of 2020; though the cognitive disorders I guesstimate have an aspect in regards of such, as well as the memory deficits from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training. That was another point I brought up in regards of which I knew there had to be someone in the military of the United States of America's Armed Forces who knew the law which leaving my children and I in regards of my medical aspects being through the military, were technically a preventative aspect in reference to him leaving to go while claiming to be on IRR. That lie which he perpetuated of no one ever knowing of my medical aspects while having as many medical appointments through Wilford Hall at Lackland AFB, Brooke Army Medical Center/#BAMC/#SAMC at Fort Sam Houston, and Camp Bullis medical center was a problem which my now dead-ex-husband refused to speak the truth of. Thus, the second and final separation and the full end of that marriage. He and I were ex-husband and ex-wife from that point forward, around August or September of 2006; well after I warned him he would not survive the deployment, and at some point he would be in a body bag. I even asked him what symbol he wanted on his tombstone, which he declared he preferred the Atheist symbol.

That was not to be cold or cruel, it was to simply inform him of the realities I saw at the time. In such, I was accurate as he did not return to the civilian sector alive as he had wished.

The paperwork he signed in January 2007 is when the aspects of his return to the military and the beginning of the points of training, and though I was yelled at for saluting the American flag during the national anthem of the Star Spangled Banner playing to salute the American flag as well as the individuals graduating; I was yelled at in front of everyone at that graduation at Camp Mabry or Camp Swift as I cannot recall which base the training graduation was at, though I stood my ground for my right to be thankful and patriotic while saluting. Just before the training the choice of which getting a meat-tag tattoo of his and three other soldier's information in the ribcage, my now dead-ex-husband thought that would be a good idea to do; which I told him he was putting many soldiers and allies in danger, and he should get them blacked out as to reduce the danger, though he told me the others would think he was cool for getting that done.

I told him there were soldiers who had been fighting the current enemy at the time who would know the dangers I warned of and how the need to black those three other names and information out were necessary for the safety, though that fell on deaf ears and he left to go overseas as he thought my concern for the others at the bases meant somehow he thought that meant for whatever excuse I wanted to get back involved; which I did not, I simply cared more about all of the individuals in the military and the allies of the United States of America's safety as well as their family and friends far more. He did not want to listen about what it could do to them as well as what it could do to #letters4james #letters4lidia my children his biological children, in which that too along with other points of reason had fallen on deaf ears.

Around the middle of August was when he arrived at Talil, around the beginning of September he was injured, and around the end of September or the beginning of October is when he was stationed in the Warrior Transition Unit at Fort Sam Houston after an injury from a mortar attack. The time he was gone I took my son and my daughter to visit my ex-in-laws driving from San Antonio to Fort Worth and back every other weekend and after the return to the United States of America, I continued doing the same in reference for his family to see him; as I did not want to be the stereotypical ex-wife, as my children were not to blame for the end of that relationship. Towards the middle of October 2007 was when portraits were taken at JC Penny of which I picked him up from Fort Sam Houston and he wore his dress blues with the ribbons and medals he pinned on that uniform, and that Halloween he wore that same uniform around the neighborhood of my house and was upset when I did not defend him when a veteran had yelled at him about his uniform being wrong. Though I did not hear him being yelled at, I also was far more concerned about my children and my neighbor's children having fun more-so than that situation.

January 2008 two soldiers stopped at my house and I knew why they were there as it is not every single day a Chaplain and a higher ranking soldier stop by a house, which it startled them when I opened the door to see them standing there and asked if my now dead-ex-husband was dead. They asked me if they could come inside to speak with me and after clarifying such, the promises I made and have had a predictable aspect of; I tend to keep promises I made and make, to the best of my ability. I called my ex-in-laws and spoke with my ex-father-in-law which he had been enlisted during Vietnam and completed four tours voluntarily before becoming a Drill Sergeant for six or seven years at Fort Polk Louisiana. I then called my ex-mother-in-law and one of my two ex-sisters-in-law, who preferred to be at the forefront of telling everyone else in that family instead of me; however I had to contact all of the civilians known at the time, which is when that became feeling as though I sounded like a broken record because of the same discussion each time over with the same questions.

I arranged the United States of America's Army branch of the Armed Forces to take my dead-ex-husband's body to Fort Worth Texas in which to give the ability of my ex-father-in-law to be able to attend as he had health issues after being exposed to Agent Orange, prevent my ex-mother-in-law from having to travel to San Antonio with her dogs, prevent one ex-sister-in-law from having to drive to San Antonio with her three children and mom, prevent my ex-brother-in-law his wife and her children from having to be in a house with everyone on top of the drive from Oklahoma, and since the #DFW International Airport is less costly to fly into also save money for any of the extended family including my other ex-sister-in-law and her husband and children from the additional expense to fly into the San Antonio International Airport at the time; while also not having to have everyone in the same house, making further arrangements. I arranged the memorial service through Fort Sam Houston to be on the following Monday, to ensure the ability for my children to be able to have the time at the funeral of their dead father; though also have the ability to see some of the soldiers their dead father had been stationed with after seeing the veterans who attended with the #PatiotRiders at the funeral, however I received a phone call when on the north side of Austin half way to Temple Texas stating the memorial had been changed to the Friday which I had to be in Fort Worth to sign for the body which I was already late for because of the traffic.

Upon my arrival to Fort Worth at Laurel Land Funeral Home, I was met in the parking lot by my two ex-sisters-in-law and all of their children surrounding my vehicle demanding to know why the Army would not speak to them. I told them it was because I am the only Executrix, and they have no legal rights whatsoever. When I could get my children out of the van and then get inside I was met by a Chief Warrant Officer Three which I asked why he was there as I figured a Chief Warrant Officer Three would have a more important golf game to be at instead of an E5 Infantry Sergeant's funeral, which is when I found out about my now dead-ex-husband putting incorrect medals and ribbons onto the dress blues in the picture sent for the memorial service. My ex-sisters-in-law and ex-mother-in-law as well as the children of theirs jumped and leaned on the table beginning to yell at the Chief Warrant Officer Three as my children played together, and I stopped the yelling as my two ex-brothers-in-law simply stood in shock. Both of them have military connections, though one was to the Army and one was to the Air Force for the Unite d States of America. The Chief Warrant Officer Three and I went for a walk and after the ex-in-laws all of them female except one following went back inside, then the Chief Warrant Officer Three was able to ask the questions needed and I answered honestly each of his questions as we walked and talked.

The funeral went as it did and my ex-sisters-in-law and my ex-mother-in-law put a lot of items into the casket of my dead-ex-husband which were not only religions he did not believe in, but also they knew they had arranged for the casket to go to the Holy Roman Catholic Church's parish Saint Patrick's Cathedral for the funerary rights. I warned them against putting anything in there, though they refused to heed my warnings; as I only gave my son and my daughter the ability to put non-religious items into the casket, and no one else. Once the procession got to Saint Patrick's Cathedral I spoke briefly with the Patriot Riders before going to find the Priest to warn him and after he told me he knew my ex-in-laws and did not know me, I informed him of who I was/am and told him if he wanted and needed proof of what I said to be true; all he would have to do is open the casket, to see what was in there. Later on the way from Saint Patrick's Cathedral to the #DFWNationalCemetery my ex-sisters-in-law complained about the fact the funeral was held in the cafeteria instead of the cathedral area. Though I told them again of my warning as well as the warning to the Priest, they did not care in the slightest.

When the funeral began at the DFW National Cemetery there was a presentation of a Bronze Star by two different Two Star Generals, which I knew my dead-ex-husband had not been awarded the Purple Heart he was requesting as well as knew what the Chief Warrant Officer Three had said about the stolen valor; which confused me as to why the receiving of a Bronze Star posthumously, when nothing had been done in reference to my dead-ex-husband when he was overseas to assist in the way the two different Two Star Generals were stating. I respected their asking of me not to make a scene at the funeral though they disappeared the moment the funeral ended before I could ask any further questions of them; however I noticed many Officers of Lieutenant Colonel and above as well as many soldiers E8 and above; and my funeral director an E7 was direct ordered not to attend the funeral, for the Chief Warrant Officer Three to take over that role. There were far too many proverbial red flags to ignore and far too many coinky dinks to pay attention to, including seeing the nervousness of the soldiers involved with the 21 gun salute. I did make a point to speak with them briefly during the after time of the funeral to thank them for their time and their service, while also giving the ones involved with the flag folding a warning of what was to occur in reference to such.

Initially I was going to only ask about the memorial service change of time, however with everything which occurred and then occurred thereafter; I knew I needed to go up the Chain of Command to get to the bottom of things, to assist not only my son and my daughter but also others I could remember from when the Warrior Transition Unit was called Medical Hold Unit. I saw far too many similarities as I went upward, and knew because of my medical retirement and the Executrix aspect; I literally and figuratively was the only one who could do so. That following Monday I went into the CID (Criminal Investigation Division) to be questioned and interrogated for around four hours with multiple different agents asking me questions in an enclosed room, before the funeral director who had been promoted to E8 arrived for another hour of questioning. Initially I was told to go to the MP (Military Police) station, which I was then picked up and taken to CID.; though I would have gone over there if I had initially been asked to, however that was not the case at the time. There I was shown towards the end of the questioning the slideshow of the body of my dead-ex-husband which I still can remember where the knocked over lamp was on the desk in comparison to his head, as well as the blood which had pooled into the front area of his face as though to be a bruise.

Then I started going up the Chain of Command starting at the Squad and Platoon level, then the Brigade level, before going up towards JAG, Garrison Command, and then the General of BAMC inquiring about many aspects and adding more questions as I remembered more from when I was going furtherer. The Two Star General had reminded me that Medical Hold Unit was now called Warrior Transition Unit which I told him I did not care what sugar coated label he wanted to put onto the unit, the situations were too similar in reference to the abuses and the lack of proper care for the soldiers and their families from 2000 through to that time in 2008; and I was not only concerned about my son and my daughter at the time, but also concerned about all of the others as I knew what was done during Medical Hold Unit in reference to such and that obviously had not changed by that point; which I knew it was going on well before 2000, and the soldiers and their families did not need the sugar coating, they needed the truth.

They needed to be able to take care of themselves while also being prepared for when they were back in the civilian sector, to prevent such sorts of problems I had seen as well as I had experienced; and I was not going to let them down, as I made a promise many years before ever meeting that Two Star General. He then proceeded to tell me of his involvement with General Shineski to change the name to Warrior Transition Unit of which I repeated my stance of the name as the soldiers knew they were soldiers, but they also knew there was something wrong and to give them false hope instead of genuine hope; was wrong, and needed to be rectified.

I went over the various points of the medications, the treatments, the sexual assaults, the ignoring of, the Bronze Star award after the Chief Warrant Officer Three had proven the aspects of the stolen valor, the funeral service, and much more. After the Two Star General called me a royal f*****g c*unt and I thanked him as it was not every day a medically retired civilian could be called such in a General's office in uniform of the base assigned to and though I understand some might cringe at such, realistically as I pointed out to that Two Star General; someone would have to be of higher ranking with such to upset me in reference though the only way realistically, would be if they were to lie to me knowing the truth, and thus it would only be upsetting because of knowing their lies were lies and they knew themselves not only were they lying to me but also lying to themselves. However, that is a whole other ball of wax. I warned him if he did not handle the situation, I would go high in the Chain of Command. That would be one or two more meetings just before contacting Senator John Cornyn's office as well as the White House at the time of then President George W. Bush Jr as well as the local newspaper as I knew the situations were not only occurring for just my children and I at that one base. Those soldiers put their lives on the line, and I was not about to let them have to needlessly suffer any further, where I could.

Within just a couple of weeks from contacting those areas, my son and my daughter were able to attend a memorial service at the chapel in the basement of BAMC/SAMC. They had been able to see the soldiers of the base which their biological father had been at and while not discrediting and not ignoring the reality of so many high ranking soldiers at the funeral, there is a difference in reference to the soldiers seen each day. That same Two Star General had been at the memorial service and after he made a speech and gave the podium up for anyone who wanted to say anything, I stood up and walked in front of the stand to speak with the soldiers in attendance. I thanked them for their time as well as thanking the Two Star (Major) General for doing the correct thing after the amount of work it took to get such; while also apologizing to the ones who had been to the first memorial service and briefly explained the situation, so they themselves could prepare themselves and their families and friends as best as possible. I wanted them to be able to take care of themselves and be able to prosper further despite the situations which had occurred, while also giving them opportunity through time to get themselves in order while giving them an ability to see further than the time in the Warrior Transition Unit.

When later I was contacted by the same Two Star General about the Colonel who was in Command at Talil overseas who had denied the Purple Heart and the reasons why was returning to the United States of America and asked if I wanted a meeting with him, I jumped at the chance to be able to meet with them without hesitation. Meeting in the General's office was the Colonel and two of his aids after the Two Star General stepped out of the office, I spoke with the three males to discuss several aspects. As I was not able to thank Senator John Cornyn and then President George W. Bush Jr along with their staff for the memorial service for my children to attend while also knowing the Bronze Star should not have been given to my dead-ex-husband as there had not been a reason why he could have earned the Purple Heart on top of the stolen valor discussed with the Chief Warrant Officer Three, I made the choice to return the Bronze Star to the United States of America's Armed Forces Colonel in that office to rectify and repair what I could as I did not want my children to be taught through false narratives as they deserved the truth.

I knew I could not return the Bronze Star to the Two Star General nor would I have the ability to give such to Senator John Cornyn or the White House of President George W. Bush Jr or the staff members directly of, though I thought that was a small little point to start such an outward aspect of appreciation and a way to fix what had occurred where I could. Despite the fact I mistakenly moved too quickly knowing the soldiers had only been on the soil of the United States of America for less than seven days and having had three firearms pointed at me rightfully so in the situation as I guesstimate they were told only one portion and thought one way, I put my hands up immediately and slowly moved to kick the ladybug backpack over towards the soldiers with my foot; when they told me to open the bag slowly, before seeing how slow I moved and then realized I was not causing any harm.

I then opened the bag to remove the commendation folder as well as the box with the Bronze Star within it, to explain the reasons why briefly. The three soldiers put their firearms away and the Colonel accepted the Bronze Star listening to me and what had occurred, a furthered aspect for those soldiers who were freshly back on the soil of the United States of America to be able to prepare themselves where they could as well as prepare others. When the meeting was over and the Two Star General returned into the office when I opened the door, I explained what I did and why so he could not take that away from them; as well as so he knew that more knew, to prevent such problems as I told him he knew better than to involve the soldiers overseas in what was occurring at Fort Sam Houston in regards of the situation of the mixed medication overdose among other situations of the time. Though not necessarily happy, it felt almost though a bit of a burden was taken off of that Two Star General's shoulders; and though now the offices have changed in certain ways as now it is President Donald Trump instead of the time of President George W. Bush, I know much has changed in an overall sort of way.

While I have never denied credit to those involved albeit not knowing everyone's name specifically I know from the choice to contact Senator John Cornyn, the White House of then President George W. Bush Jr, and the San Antonio Express News; my son and my daughter were able to get the ability to see that at the memorial service, as well as many more were able to find what I had stated was true and were able to prepare themselves better than previously. Thus in the primary elections I voted for Senator John Cornyn for the 2020 elections and in the main general election for November 2020, I will be doing so again. Though I have had a few discussions in reference to the upcoming elections during the volunteer phone calls for the Trump Victory and Texas Republican GOP in reference to POTUS as well as Senate and Congress, the above are my personal reasons as to why my vote will be as such.

In such I do appreciate what Senator John Cornyn and the cabinet of the White House of then President George W. Bush had done to assist my son, my daughter, the soldiers at Warrior Transition Unit, and I for such. There was an availability for me to speak with the soldiers in attendance at the podium at the time, and if there is a need or want for me to be more involved with politics then I honestly do not know where to begin in the electoral field in this era. I simply have been at the side making suggestions and recommendations here and there, though such an idea is interesting. However getting started is something I am unsure of how to, though I am sure there are those who know far more than I for such.

Nonetheless, I am greatly appreciative for the assistance and the help for that among other portions which much has been helpful to the different areas which I noticed and made recommendations for over the years though. I know it must take a bit of work to get that stuff taken care of, and handled.

In addition to the aspects of the military for the United States of America's Armed Forces, there have also been situations which the school situations for my daughter and my son needed to be taken care of, which the need to assist the individuals who have children with various types of employment needed to be treated better and the children not blamed for what the jobs were/are for when in school. What occurred to my daughter in regards of McCoy Elementary School of Carrolton Farmers Branch Independent School District should not have occurred during 2008 through 2010 in the immediate nor the long term; though I knew my children and I were not the only ones, who endured such. Thankfully much has been able to assist in various ways, though currently at the time of COVID the portions of which are being handled differently for the schooling are up for reevaluation as the schools have had to make adjustments for the situation at this time. Hopefully the situation clears up quickly and correctly, as soon as possible.

However in reference to my personal beliefs for voting, such are fairly simple.

* A strong military, law enforcement, fire department, and EMS for the United States of America in which they are properly taken care of during active duty/national guard/reserve/veteran status whether the needs are medical, financial, daily necessities, and the like for them and their spouses/children with the necessary educational training to assist with their transition into the civilian sector when going into veteran status with assistance as needed regardless of ethnic background/gender/religious or non-religious belief and proper burial rights with the respectful funerary rights and protections thereof

* In conjunction with the above I thought of an idea for housing for veterans with a location that has the ability to handle acute care type of medical needs, with a few types of gardens, some businesses within the grounds, a place for animals, and a few other aspects in regards of utilizing the acreage/square miles with postal services of a PO Box type and security which would also give the ability for additional measures for those who travel with RVs and/or semi-trucks to be able to have a location to stop in while also additional housing for the different individuals who have been transferred to the military base location nearby for an availability to either look for housing without having to stay in a hotel and/or if overcrowding is a concern an additional location for such including the availability for the veterans to have field trips for different activities while checking up on them to make sure they are ok and well as I have a really cool idea for the exterior of the buildings and the interior as well for additional types of exercise especially for those who have had certain types of jobs in the military who do not necessarily want to go out to go mountain climbing though still enjoy the outdoors; which would also be able to gather the veterans together for multiple other events and working together for expansion of betterment of while protecting them from certain situations seen in reference of the treatment of them by certain civilians who do not understand though also a place for those who have spent the majority of their adult life in the military and a protective location for them for when they feel like going out to the civilian sector though if not they have plenty of room to roam around and plenty of activities to do. The closest words I have to explain such would be similar to a military post though for veterans, with much less restrictions though a schedule to maintain while working with the local, state, and federal government as needed. If certain higher levels of government are needing such types of additional protection, having the availability for such as well for the size of the property; for the similar type of secure type of arrangement. Since there is such a large veteran population in the state of Texas, there are many who would be able to benefit from such while also having a prearranged vehicle transportation system if there was an emergency to get the active duty/national guard/reservists gathered together to get to where needed instantly on the go.

* A simplified set of tax regulations in which what money is made is within the level of an even field whether that is through a flat tax rate in conjunction or in substitution with a tax in regards of what is purchased to be used in comparison to

There are several other ideas which I have written about after discussing, for some ideas as to why I vote as I choose to. Though such might not be the ideal in times past to discuss the political beliefs in such a public way when not in an elected position, I have not been able to see how the political beliefs whatever one chooses to label or not; have not been considered as acceptable as when speaking with others, there is a certain level of such which is discussed in regards of beliefs. In such in regards of the personal stances for a community type of standard, is where I suppose my own aspects of not understanding such has been considered as because of the fact so many have discussed in a smaller and a larger aspect in various locations and events I have been in attendance of; is part of the lack of understanding how some have said such, is not the most normal type of discussion in a public setting. To me, that simply seems natural.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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If you are interested in using any of the information, videos, pictures, and etcetera of mine which I have put on my website please contact me through the To Contact form to present the details requested and we can discuss the details of and my terms and conditions if granted.  In reference of what I personally have created and am the only owner of such copyrights, of course the articles referenced with the photo-journailsm is of you to contact them for their ownership rights; though I simply post the links with my commentary of my opinions and thoughts thereof for the overall view.  I do hope those particular journalists and photo-journailsts have been able to get more work, for such within the pages; as I hope to be hired for my own.

The modeling pictures are of me and while I have images of other aspects in my journal blog entries as well as links to articles, those are those journalists' work and I have given them credit for such without taking any credits from their writings/photography/etcetera.  Hence why I posted their names, the companies the journalsts worked for at the time, and so on. 


While I did not state the photography of such were mine; again in reference of the links to the direct articles in my journal blog, being fully available to be seen as to not take credit away, from each of the photo-journalists and writers thereof. 


The same is in reference of my first book "Finding A Silver Lining By:  Susan MeeLing", in reference to credits due to each individual writing within that specifically are for legal purposes of references and for examples; in comparison to my own writings, of which are the majority of within those pages.

If you are interested in using my journal blog entries for your news station, radio broadcast, pictures, videos, artwork, and etcetera including the possibility complete an interview and/or set of, please use the To Contact form to let me know of the detailed request.  The same is in reference to the name of my journal blog The Ornery PSA if you are interested in purchasing the rights to use the name, as well as a show thereof.

My pictures from when I had modeled had been under the understanding if there were profits made from the selling of my pictures, I would receive the profits thereof.  As I have not been informed of such images being sold for profit, I thus far have not received profits from thus far. 


Though my multiple types of painting artwork is available to see on my website, any designs thereof have not been given permission to anyone to utilize nor profit from the designs I made for businesses; as that contact to me and the contracts of set profit margins to me, would need to be discussed.  That includes the paintings of mine, which includes the painted areas around each of my Medal of Honor Artwork pieces that I created by myself with my own paint.  If interested in using such, please use the To Contact page with the details thereof for possibility of approval depending upon my choice.

Other options available, in the To Contact area to specify.