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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Two Marines and a male I knew along with some technology aspects

There was a point in time in which I had known several different military individuals within the #BDSM lifestyle as well as the #SCUBADiving group, I had been a part of in the #DFW region in different capacities; though only under friendly circumstances, as I had thought. One particular male who had been known to me as Duct Tape Dave which I personally did not know of any quarrels between he and I, if I am accurate which is a source of wondering for such; I think I may have seen him when I was in the area of #Washington state. Though in honesty, he did not present himself to me as knowing him from the state of #Texas, though at a point when I was volunteering at a location and cleaning up the bookshelf area if I am correct in recalling, he had walked over to me as I was doing so. The individual who if I am correct of thinking of such as Duct Tape Dave had said he was 'glad [I] was no longer causing drama or stirring up problems', which was quite confusing to me at the time as I am not the type of person who goes around and causes problems without any due cause. Even still, I do not tend to cause problems.

What I do if I notice a problem, is see what it is which I can find a remedy for in comparison to those who have claimed of such sorts of statements of which such to be a cause of stirring up of problems. In the opposite in which falsely claiming of causing problems in comparison to seeing the situations which need to be repaired, such had confused me then as so now. Not forgetting as it was known of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of the memory issues and cognitive disorders which I had not hidden, if such was Duct Tape Dave and/or others throughout the time I was up in #Washington state who knew of such as I had not hidden such; the choice of others to discuss anything with me without stating they had known me from where in turn could be looked at in respects of their claim stated against me, as it would be viewed as it would be they who were stirring up problems knowing of such conditions and not having the decency to inform me of who they were in my opinion; as he was not the only person who seems to be someone I once knew, who I think I had seen when I was in the #SeaTac area of Washington.

In such of the known aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury both back when I was living in the state of Texas before winding up in Washington state as well as during the time of being in Washington state as well as since returning to the state of Texas, it is not as though I have ever hidden such nor have I ever denied such situational aspects. Though just as I did not hide nor deny the aspects of the memory issues and cognitive disorders, I also have not denied the aspects of my headaches, migraines, as well as having gone from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd grade math; which also I had not denied nor hidden the fact of the problems I have had with technology, since waking up from my coma. I have repeatedly told others of the problems I have had since waking up from the coma from the first time of noticing such, and thankfully there are guys such as the ones in #GeekSquad as well as others, who have been able to help with such situations. Despite the fact many times I have not been able to get back the pieces of technology I have taken to them which I purchased from #BestBuy, below are a few pictures not of the laptops I took into the Geek Squad guys; though the e cigarette which I had used briefly and the problems which occurred when I was writing about a dream I remembered from years ago and the after effects when I was writing and the e cigarette was charging.

As you can see the cord had burnt and melted, and the e cigarette itself had its own melting situation. Compared to the time when I had a laptop catch on fire in my lap when I was outside years before which thankfully there was a male who I met who lived in the neighborhood my house in #SanAntonio was in who was able to get the dissertation information from the laptop, the damage though comparable is not nearly as bad to the laptop damage.

In another instance and situation in reference to both the aspects in reference to the technology aspects being known as well as the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though having known the individual from the lifestyle with a connection to the #USMC, the individual Neko had also been informed of when I had landed at the bottom of the ocean specifically next to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg; though I am fairly certain I had not seen him when in Washington state and though I could be incorrect in such, there also had been a connection to other groups within the lifestyle which had in person stated their opposition of my existence among other opinions of theirs.

However similarly to the aspects in reference to many before being involved with the different lifestyle communities, many had told me of how easy they thought of me to be able to be blamed for their choices; in comparison to taking responsibility for the choices, and the actions thereof. Though while my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen would probably prefer to think of themselves as the first to have thought of such and/or their dead brother/uncle and their spiritual husband being the first for such, the reality is there have been many times of which others had wrongly thought of me to be nothing more than the scapegoat for their choices; both before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as after. Thus, far from anything original. As a quick side note when one's biological mother blames a child for surviving abortion attempts when going to multiple clinics as well as being blamed for not being born as a male, other attempts to place blame on the same child for various aspects to attempt to escape the blame which is wrongful to do so; it is difficult to come up with something which is not my fault to blame me for thinking such to be original, not forgetting what I had wrongly been blamed for in reference to my biological sister. How many people can say they were blamed for their biological sister lying to the biological parents, blamed for sneaking around with others, blamed for having a threesome in the biological parents' bed, and blamed for the choice to assist a spouse to cheat on their spouse?

Not to come across as crass however, it would seem such attempted types of blame wrongfully would fall quite short in comparison; especially in conjunction for being blamed for surviving abortion attempts, while also being blamed for not being born as a male though born as a female. Thus what actually would be original would be to proverbially blame me for the good I have done of which I am actually responsible for, since I am quick to point out my own flaws usually before others have had the time to notice such flaws. Since I cannot tell a lie, that pretty much translates to the fact of pointing out my own shortcomings in hopes the punishment is lesser comparatively to the times of when I was a child or even after waking up from the coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury; admittedly if such can be considered and/or viewed as selfish, then it is what it is. I have dealt with quite a bit, to state/write mildly.

As my each of my ex-in-laws and some of their children chose to put the items into my dead-ex-husband's casket against what they were instructed not to do as the only Executrix to the estate, I would not be surprised if in turn they blamed me for their choices to do so and in turn their spiritual marriage to such. There is a ritual in which to cleanse the ones who were innocent to such who had not known of possibly at the time of the choices made by my ex-in-laws, though such a cleansing of the connection to is not for the faint of heart and quite a steep choice to go forward with. My ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen and her two daughters Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen, would be called onto the carpet and pay severely in punishment if I am accurate in other portions of such.

Nonetheless going into the reference aspects of the other Marine I had known who I call SCUBuddah from which I knew him during SCUBA Diving as he explained he was in the #Marines, Billy or William Talent who had at the time been working for a semi-truck company and had been told of the situation which I helped a semi-truck driver on 35 going southbound in 2008; had been extremely upset with me, when I had told him about my choice to have to end the first engagement to who I was engaged to twice because of a situation which occurred because of one of his friends who he had introduced me to when in SCUBA Diving. Though it was not until a couple of years after the Corona beer situation which I had defended myself from Billy's friend and thrown the male named Joe across the room in my defense, I did not know how to explain the situation to Billy at the time beyond I had needed to end the relationship with the one who I was engaged to in 2010. As Billy was a Marine and knew of how Basic Training is compared to me as I did not graduate from my Basic Training for the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, he thought that meant I understood certain aspects even though I had not graduated Basic Training simply because I had already been in the Armed Forces Army branch.

Though I had invited both Billy and Joe to go to a party event to go dance and socialize, nothing more had occurred beyond such socialization as I did not get to dance to any music when I was there. However because I did not know how to explain what occurred when I defended myself and was only able to explain I needed to end the relationship at the time because it was important, I think there was a misunderstanding as to the reasons why. Though later that individual and I were reengaged later, ironically after having prevented the problems from progressing further for him when reuniting; the reengagement had not lasted, and had ended around the time of the event at a different location I think which I had invited Billy and Joe to in the following year for a different purpose.

However now in 2020 I wonder if the portions of several aspects which in reference to the semi-truck collision which I had helped with had something to do with other aspects, well before the portions of which in regards of who I was engaged to twice before; and/or if there was a connection in reference to the aspects of my ex-sister-in-law Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen because of semi-truck drivers going across state lines and her involvement in the lifestyle communities in the #Florida and #Georgia areas of the United States of America, in conjunction with the slash that was in my BCD jacket when I had gone SCUBA Diving in the #Atlantic area of the ocean for the areas outside from #BocaRaton as well as the USS/USNS #Vandenberg. I write such because of the fact of having made plans to go to the #GeorgetownAquarium where I was supposed to go SCUBA Diving with the whale sharks though the night before the day my son, my daughter, my niece, and my ex-in-laws were supposed to go I had caught Mary Evongeline Nichols Osteen closing my SCUBA Diving bag to tell me of 'not being able to SCUBA Dive because [my] children did not need to see that'. Looking back now in 2020 compared to then in 2009, the ironic coinky dinks of the alignments of timing.

Since I am fairly certain I saw Sondra Marie Osteen in the hotel of #QualityInn in #Olympia #Washington as well as the #Lakewood #Supercuts on different occasions, as well as I am fairly certain I had seen Ariel Marie Osteen in the state of #Texas since my return to the state of Texas though most recently in the office area of the apartment complex wearing the white hat I used to have in my car before returning to the state of Texas which I purchased at a #Walmart in Washington state; the oddities admittedly are a bit much to attempt or try to ignore. As I am fairly certain I saw David Osteen in the club I once volunteered at during volunteer hours on a Saturday as well as that male's name having been David and his discussion of his wife named Mary during the open discussions with the other volunteers that Saturday and thinking I did see both of them that evening which I could be wrong though I do not think so, how ironic it would be for such in a multitude of ways.

As Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen could not understand why I only had pictures of my dead-ex-husband for my son and my daughter to have for their memories for a positive aspect, and as she had already admitted to having held two different males as hostage in different ways with loaded guns; one over her dog Elvis a Basset Hound and the other over allowing the male to make a phone call in the house, I would not put such sorts of insanity in my opinion for her choices especially after the choices to put items wrongly into the casket after attempting to yell at and wrongly blame the Chief Warrant Officer 3 for telling the truth. However since Mary Evongelina was proud to inform me of her involvement with the lifestyle in 2001, there is a bit of a quandry in such for her disapproval for my involvement with the lifestyle.

Maybe the problem she had was because I did not get the numbers she proudly toted around in comparison as well, while telling the truth.

However she as well as her daughters had problems with the fact when they met me for the first time, they had seen my pet Ghost Corn Snake I named Methuselah; which then they also had seen my problems in person, utilizing the desktop computer. I was made fun of for using a phone book to look up a coffee shop, instead of looking on the desktop computer and using the internet for the search to find #CandlelightCoffeeHouse. Then again, I also dealt with the complaints from such for defending the three males who walked out of the coffee house arm in arm dressed up and looking absolutely lovely. Apparently according to Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen, there are no gay males in Georgia; which I doubted then, and still doubt to this day. I am fairly certain, there is probably more than one; which quite frankly unlike some I am perfectly okay when consenting adults enjoy, what consenting adults enjoy within the limits of the legal laws of course; though consenting adults' sexuality in my opinion, should not be limited.

Adult biologically, of course.

Nonetheless the portions of which in reference to my issues with technology, at this point I am fairly certain such is well known; especially by the techy techy guys, in a multitude of ways.

As a side note, *waving* hi #NSA guys! As a different side note, I apologize for scaring you and not having an appointment in the time when I showed up to hand over freely the technology stuff I had for you to look at. Though I realized, most likely the physical stuff was not needed to look at the techy techy stuff.

Hi, anyways. :-)

Yes, I am odd as that.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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