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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Today 11 November 2020 : Veterans Day

My day began technically being called by my daughter of which I was happy to hear her voice while upset about the circumstances in reference to my ex-in-laws treatment of her, continuing to prove the points I have made previously about how they have been from what she had told me. However still thankful, there was the time to speak with my daughter the times I have been able to. As she is avid about the truth, she is very much my daughter; just as my son, is very much my son in similar ways.

As there are many children who prefer the truth over lies any day of the week and will react outward when they learn the reality of the lies being lies and what the truth is, maybe it is time to start speaking the truth instead of wanting to sugar coat and cover up with lies as that is not the way things will get better. For those who are adults when you learn of the truth, how angry have you gotten when it finally was known and accepted? Now think about how children are, and then know and understand why they respond they do. Depending who and how they were raised by, then take that into consideration of how they will respond when they find out the truth to distinguish from the lies.

A good example on this #VeteransDay is what occurred when soldiers and veterans learned of the truth, and think about the reality prior to wrongly continuing and perpetuating any/all lies.

The discussion with my daughter had nothing to do with the lack of my time in the #Army branch of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica's #ArmedForces, though very much did have to do with the reality of what the truth is about her father and how much he stole in reference to valor. My ex-in-laws continue to perpetuate the lies about what actually was done including in reference to her Grandfather on that side, who actually earned several of the ribbons wrongly put into her father's Dress Blues by his choice to take pictures in and then show others. Grandpa Nichols was disgusted at the pictures of his son seeing all of the stolen valor and as I told my daughter, he had put a black cloth over the pictures of each image with the military uniform of his son for the shame he caused their family.

Despite my narcistic and overdramatic ex-in-laws continuing to perpetuate the stolen valor through not accepting the signs of the reality, here are a few portions where they were informed specifically about my dead-ex-husband their dead relative who stole valor which is offensive to those who had actually earned their valor as well as those who support the military among a few other portions which I told them what they were doing was wrong.

Here are some examples of a guesstimation of my accuracy and a few situations of their problems:

* The Chief Warrant Officer 3 who was at the E5 funeral who had explained and questioned the picture my ex-sister-in-law gave to the Army for the Memorial Service, which the ribbon area was whited out of the dress blues. As a quick side note to this point, I am glad I was unable to take my son and my daughter to that Memorial Service because of the time change as I have not ever had the slightest intention to ever teach my children about the choice others have made about stealing valor; as there is a small Commandment of Thou Shalt Not Steal. It might be a little late in reference to seeing such in the way to be able to put into words as such, however I have said and written about wanting to ensure when in reference to many things though in specific in regards of the military; I only wanted my children to learn about earned valor and earned ribbons/medals.

I have no place or patience for stolen valor, same in reference to those who perpetuate such. In an additional point to such if that Bronze Star and commendation is still inside of Grandma Nichols' house and/or within that family area hypothetically since it is a pentagram shape and not a pentacle, some could see a spiritual reference to when in the wrong area karmically because of that type of awarding as done in reference to my dead-ex-husband.

* Though I knew legally there was not a point to return the wrongly awarded Bronze Star to my dead-ex-husband, I knew and had a set of feeling such needed to be done. Around the middle of 2019 I had stopped by the DFW National Cemetery to have the Bronze Star portion removed from the gravestone, since that was the smallest thing which could be done to assist the spirit of Grandpa Nichols to be at peace. Though not everything fully, it was one way to assist where I could not just for his spirit though also for the others throughout the DFW National Cemetery.

Such a choice I made was and is a double-edged sword as knowing there is the peace for those of the area as well as those who know and understand while comprehending the aspects of the medal situation, in turn there is also the known issue of the fact there would be a point of my ex-in-laws seeing the change made; and there was a full reminder of the truth in their faces when they would visit that marker, as they already knew from what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and others informed them of in reference to their dead-relative wrongly stealing valor for 3 Purple Hearts, though they knew as in the fact of who I am being the only Executrix they should have given me the Bronze Star as requested back in 2008 to return to the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces with the paperwork.

I kept the atheist symbol on the marker to remind my ex-in-laws of what they did to the Holy Roman Catholic Church, as a reminding sign of what I warned them against doing by putting items into that casket by their choices; despite the fact of the confessions in detail before my dead-ex-husband told me. That festering anger they wrongly have is from their dead relatives reminding them of what they did, and knowing they can repair such if they choose to overcome their egos. They get to deal with their dead relative who is my dead-ex-husband telling them what they did was wrong, and to release the Bronze Star; while also being told similar and more from Grandpa Nichols who actually earned the valor.

As an additional point of which those who specifically know me through one particular community could see certain aspects in regards of my ex-in-laws when they walk over and stand at the marker for my dead-ex-husband, the statues put into the casket are underneath their feet looking up at them as has been occurring since 2008. Since 2008 when the marker was first put there, they saw of no Purple Heart the DFW Veterans Cemetery would have automatically put into the marker though also saw the Bronze Star markings for the reminder of what they knew they were supposed to listen to additional warnings from me. The quote I chose of "He fought for our freedom" was not in reference to the Iraq War, the quote I chose was a portion in reference to the religious and spiritual because of the points of which I knew was to occur because of what warnings were not heeded in reference to the items they put into the casket without my permission. Thus in 2019 when the marker was changed to not show the Bronze Star, they had seen it enough times to know what was wrong and what needed to be done to rectify the situation.

I made a promise to Grandpa Nichols just as I have made other promises before, I intend to keep my promise. From 2008 to 2020 I have been kind and patient for such, and now there is a constant reminder until such is rectified. At minimum, I calmed that not only for Grandpa Nichols and the many other veterans in the DFW National Cemetery; though also the Medal of Honor recipients, whose remains are there.

* The questionings which occurred with #CriminalInvestigationDivision #CID of the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces though not fully having to do with the reference of the Dress Blues, the portions thereof in reference to the situations of which Grandpa Nichols was appreciative of my choice to keep him updated and in the loop of what was going on. He was proud of me for making the choice to return the Bronze Star to the Army when I met with the Colonel and two other soldiers who were stationed in Iraq at Fort Sam Houston in the Major General's office, and he was infuriated Grandma Nichols hid the Bronze Star they were given in order for me to complete what he wanted done with that other medal as he wanted me to give that second Bronze Star back to the Army branch as well through my hands with his words when doing so.

My ex-in-laws enraged him and infuriated him further through refusing to give me the Bronze Star and hiding it from Grandpa Nichols to give to me. I made a promise to Grandpa Nichols again as I had in reference to other aspects and until I hand that Bronze Star with the Commendation paperwork over to the Army to tell them what he said, his soul will not be at peace. As a side note to that hypothetically my ex-in-laws' problems that have occurred karmically if they remember how Grandpa Nichols was when he was alive should think about how he has no physical limitations and my blessings as if they are not aware, he and I spent many hours talking with one another and had asked me to baptize him.

I used water from the bathroom in the hallway with the pink and white walls which was the same bathroom Sondra Marie Osteen and Ariel Marie Osteen were scared of the dog and hid in, when Julio chased them after biting their mother Mary Evongelina Nichols-OSteen's face and made her face bloody. As a secondary side note, I dealt with though am still proud of coming up with the nickname as well as surviving the conversation I dealt with for calling her Bloody Mary. I find such amusing because of the fact when I was a child there were some females who told a story about the name and wanted to know if I was scared of their story, which supposedly was supposed to be called in the mirror during the evening hours. I looked at the females at my babysitter's house and told them I would defeat their wrongful claim of thinking I of all would be scared of that, walked into the downstairs bathroom leaving the door open so they could hear, and called out the name 12 times which scared each of the children at the babysitter's house.

When I was done, I walked out to them and told them "if there is a truly real so-called Bloody Mary, I will destroy her" among a few other things. In that ironic twist since she lied so much well before I met my ex-sister-in-law and the coinky dink of her face being covered in blood, one additional point I said when I was a child to that had been "and anything she breeds" which is funny; since she had two daughters that were so similar to her, it was not funny.

However the irony in reference to the remodeling of the house in Fort Worth after Grandpa Nichols had died not during or before, as well as the irony in reference to the #HomeDepot and #Lowes gift cards to purchase such remodeling supplies for both the exterior garden areas as well as the interior decorating. As I have discussed and well as written about for those who may not know, my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez would purchase from her now ex-husband Jose Lopez who was in jail and prison for multiple arrests including DUI on multiple occasions; of which his brother Mondo Lopez had been a heavy illegal drug user and in and out of jail and prison as well, both from what I had been told were illegally within the United States of America.

She would purchase known stolen items from either store to return to the store to get gift cards to then sell to others for the ability for them to purchase products from Home Depot and Lowes of which many items at Grandma Nichols' house and throughout the front and back yard, such should easily be able to be found even the glue to keep the statues to the stone behind the fence as well as the flooring and the wall changes with paint. As that was after the declaration of their bankruptcy, such patterns of behavior hypothetically additionally could be found such as the switching of price tags at #RossDressForLess as my ex-sister-in-law would take the pricing gun into the locations to switch out the tags for clothing as she herself told me.

* The artist who paints portraits of fallen soldiers refused to pain the picture my other ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez had sent to be done in the wrongful Dress Blues which in itself is irony since the left in the #Democrat Political Party color is blue, and my ex-sisters-in-law as well as ex-mother-in-law are Democrats. Though the choice had been made to complete the portrait painting in the camouflage, my ex-in-laws went against Grandpa Nichols' statements both when he was alive as well as after his death. To this day they still have ignored his last requests specifically in reference to the Bronze Star, and the commendation as written above.

Though my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez had complained about the artist who would not paint the picture she wanted and had wished for, I reminded her of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 telling her and the others about the problems with the Dress Blues picture. Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez told me she thought the Chief Warrant Officer 3 knew nothing about Army ranks as well as awards, of which again I defended the Chief Warrant Officer 3 and the different members of the United States of America's Armed Forces since my ex-sister-in-law thought each of the different individuals were absolutely against her back in 2010; however the irony is now, that might just actually be due to choices made.

For example since she used her children's credit to open accounts after she, Grandma Nichols, and Grandpa Nichols had declared bankruptcy she learned not only in reference to employment though also in reference to opening accounts was a problems she faced. Instead of fixing those problems she continued to use her children's credit and other forms of identity theft and as I guesstimated years ago in reference to my daughter, the only reason why my daughter is with Grandma Nichols is because of the monthly paycheck long term compared to the short term life insurance policy that they learned they could not handle large sums of money because as I was told of jail and prison problems as well as several other situations from discussions recently with my daughter and what she told me. As my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez had known about government programs and how to manipulate the system of the government for the social programs to take advantage of, I guesstimate I may have been accurate with the knowledge she would have found in reference to the monthly payments to my daughter for the death of her father as well as the additional payment for adoption.

As a side note to that point my daughter told me Grandma Nichols does not keep the labels on the medicine bottles when giving her the prescriptions, and does the equivalent of eyeballing when to give more medication to my daughter. As Grandma Nichols had attempted to murder three of her cousins in the Dominican Republic through feeding them glass shards mixed in water, as Grandma Nichols had put fiberglass into feminine products at her last job at the M and M bottling company in #FortWorth, as Grandma Nichols had put three boxes of chocolate #ExLax into one box of brownies to put the food into the employee fridge as each were told to me by Grandma Nichols as well as Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez who helped her mother do so; Grandpa Nichols had told me when he went to the #Dallas #VA hospital for his toe to be amputated was because Grandma Nichols had run over his foot with her car and each refused to take him into the emergency room, which later the doctors had to remove the toe. While he was diabetic which did not assist that, if he had been taken into the emergency room sooner he would not have had to have his toe removed.

* Though I did not have to have the funeral procession arranged in the area of Fort Worth #Texas to go through #LaurelLandFuneralHome for my dead-ex-husband their related dead-family member to then go to #SaintPatricksCathedral to then go for the burial in the #DFWNationalCemetery as their dead relative had passed in #SanAntonio at #JBLM and I could have had him buried in San Antonio though was thinking about and respecting the situation in reference to Grandpa Nichols and his military service and medical after effects from being exposed to Agent Orange among several other chemical agents, he warned my ex-in-laws to be smarter and much kinder to me because he knew who he was speaking with. He knew who I was shortly after I delivered my daughter who he was speaking with, as he was the only person for many years who I had discussed what occurred during the time of 11 September 2001 with. By then he already knew where I grew up, he knew I had fought to be emancipated to join the Army branch of the United States of America's Armed Forces, he knew how my injury occurred, he saw the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, and he was able to put all of the pieces together quickly. If my ex-in-laws were honest when looking back with pun intended of 20-20 vision, look at when he started researching different spiritual and religious paths including Native American and Hebrew as he was raised as a Southern Baptist. He also knew anytime I went to Fort Worth, I would bring a home cooked handmade pie special just for him which he could actually eat; even when he was in the hospital the different times there was a point which the male who shared the room with him was given a piece of the peach upside-down cobbler pie I made, and that male and I spoke during the time of. He told Grandpa Nichols he knew too, and Grandpa Nichols had confirmed to him.

* As Grandpa Nichols had died when Grandma Nichols was in the hospital after a car accident as he took was quickly hospitalized for an unknown sickness after my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez was told to take care of him which Grandma Nichols was in the hospital, hypothetically if there was a toxicology report there could be certain similarities looked into when my daughter's bloodwork is done at the location she is currently in though maybe not the exact same. However if some of Grandpa Nichols' medications are being given to my daughter, that is a whole other situation completely. Hypothetically if my daughter says certain similar words and phrases only Grandpa Nichols had said previously, hypothetically another aspect of my daughter being my daughter in reference to mediumship and channeling though such is a whole other ball of wax.

Admittedly a bit odd to be told by my daughter of listening to her Grandma Nichols and Aunt Susie, of supposedly planning funeral arrangements. Though it was also close to the timeframe in regards of her cousin Joseph Anthony Lopez' death and burial, admittedly if such is true that is admittedly oddly weird as he had died as a teenager.

* In other more positive aspects in reference to Veterans Day, though I have completed the 28 of 29 pieces I had done the aspects of for my Medal of Honor Art Project and still have a few artwork bits to finish up in regards of the state of Texas; though compared to many others wo have signed the proverbial dotted line for service to the United States of America's Armed Forces, it is the little Faery-sized stuff I do. Though there is not doubt whatsoever of certain situations most likely being considered problematic to those I once knew in various groups, none should have been surprised of my personal patriotism a the amount of proudness of being able to truthfully call myself and American.

Nonetheless in reference to the Veterans Day portion while it is important to honor and remember veterans, active duty, national guard, and reservists for what they have done and do to keep the United States of America safe from problems both foreign and domestic; I know I am not the only one who took the oath for such seriously, and kept my promise as best as possible. Thus in reference to a multifaceted set of aspects in all sorts of directions to take into consideration, I am grateful and thankful for those who did and do the honorable and compassionate and righteous things necessary for the genuine betterment of society as a whole.

Thank you each and every one of you, for your service. Happy Veterans Day today, and each day know you are thought of positively and your service is appreciated genuinely. Brightest of Blessings to you, and yours.

Respectfully and Sincerely,

{Reverend} Susan MeeLing


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...though I am known by many names, I am simply just me...

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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