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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

To Progress Forward In Time Each Needs to Pay Attention To Time

What was the last new movie released that was seen in a movie theater as to the year, and then look at the arithmetic to be capable to subtract the current year from the year of the time seen, as to since pop culture is as to such viewpoints as what would that translate to referencing the amount of #time time?



Being a fan of someone for a length of time #fathertime is one aspect to consider, though as to the aspects as to the reality of time and the situations thereof as to paying attention to the aspects thereof and thus as to what is important about progression forward as to paying attention to the time as to the month as well as the year as well as the day of the month.



In turn if as to streaming as to looking through the history as to the aspects thereof, the history as to purchases as to the movies through orders as to an online viewpoint and/or as through the history of a #Blockbuster #Netflix Blockbuster and/or Netflix account to the aspects of viewing the information to some degree.



If as to the aspects of gaming whether as to the computer games and/or the #GameStop GameStop sort of membership as to the viewpoints referencing whereas I only purchased games for my son and my daughter for such aspects as those were not at all in any capacity any games for myself as to what the timeframes were as to when my biological children I gave birth to for such references to the time to review similarly as to the year of such a purchase to the year currently to be capable to complete the arithmetic of such aspects.



Thus as to the situations in reference to people who have newer accounts whether as to the accounts of social media and/or online accounts as to purchases and/or accounts as to movies/television/emails/etcetera as to the reality of seeing such in truth as to the time as to the original year subtracted from the current year to be capable to comprehend the amount of time; as similarly as to original licensing dates and/or original identification dates as to such aspects for the viewpoints as to the length of time to review such.



Another reference to review the amount of time as to such aspects of the year then to the current year is the year of your birth subtracted from the current year and thus as to this journal blog being posted in the year of #yearof2022 2022 if someone such as my biological mother having been born in the year of 1950 #yearof1950 #decadeof1950 then the arithmetic is as follows for the legal age of birth as to the difference of other arithmetic:

* 2022 - 1950 = 72 years old



*as to the reference of my biological father having been born in the year of 1951 #yearof1951 to this current year of this journal blog posting of the arithmetic of 2022 - 1951 = 71 years old



When taking into consideration as to the years in reference to government and/or Armed Forces of the United States of America as to their backgrounds as to their versions of online #online #AOL #Americaonline aspects as to the timeframes as to when they first went online as to their aspects of such work in the backgrounds while being in real life, as to such aspects as to the year of their first hire to the current year for their knowledge as to such factors to the considerations before whenever they were allowed to be online in a more open way as to their email(s) and/or social media account(s).



* as to my biological little sister having been born in the year of 1986 #yearof1986 as to the arithmetic of this year for this journal blog of 2022 as to such aspects as to 2022 - 1986 = 36 years old.



In turn as to my biological son having been born in the year of 2001 to the reference of this current year of 2022 for this journal blog posting the arithmetic for his legal age is 2022 - 2001 = 21 years old and thus his biological sister my biological daughter born in the year of 2002 as to this year of this journal blog as to the year of 2022 - 2002 = 20 years old to the legal age, for the references as to such aspects.



Another example as to the references regarding calculating age as to the length of time of being involved with a social media account as to the timeframe as to for example of Facebook as to a guesstimation as to the differences between the original accounts of mine to the aspects of the current accounts of mine:



* As I guesstimate as to the year of my original account as to Susan MeeLing/Dark Lily in the year of 2009 as to this year of this journal blog posting of 2022 the arithmetic would be 2022 - 2009 = 13 years



* As a guesstimation of my original modeling #Facebook Facebook account as to the year of 2010 as to this journal blog posting of 2022 as the arithmetic as to 2022 - 2010 = 12 years



* As to my original #Fetlife Fetlife account where my modeling as well as my authoring began as to larger more in depth aspects as to this year for the arithmetic as to 2022 - 2009 = 13 years



Thus as to the honesty in the factors as to the age online as to such aspects as to my first email account in the year of around 1998 to the aspects as to the arithmetic for this year as to this journal blog posting of 2022: 2022 - 1998 = 24 years



However when taking into consideration my first time of being on a computer as to from the very beginning of the technological aspects as to the situations around the year of 1985 #yearof1985 as to such aspects of an actual desktop computer to this journal blog posting would be as to the arithmetic of the year of 2022 - 1985 = 37 years



Though as to my first technology piece that I ever had as to what was known as the Talking Teacher #TalkingTeacher as to the year of 1984 the arithmetic would be to this journal blog posting of the year of 2022 - 1984 = 38 years



In reference as to the first video game system #videogame #cpomputergame I had played on as to Nintendo #Nintendo because of the reality as to when the northeast tristate areas were capable to purchase the technology pieces as to the difference as to this year of this journal blog posting is 2022 - 1985 = 37 years



In reference to the second video game system as well as the third video game system as to #Sega #Genesis #SegaGenesis Sega Genesis and then Atari #Ateri as to such oddities I am sure for some though as to the reality for me in this posting as to the arithmetic for this journal blog 2022 - 1986 = 36 years



Thus as to when taking into consideration of the amount of time in between of seeing someone as to in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects similar as to such references as to such hypotheticals as to genuinely catching up if the relationship of whatever type as to the differences as to the online factor as to giving the reference as to such aspects of those who I once knew in the state of New Jersey/New York/Pennsylvania as to the year of 1998 #yearof1998 through to the first year of seeing such individuals where and when I could as to the year that started such aspects despite the amount of times I made genuine attempts to get back to the northeast tristate area though into such considerations to review such details of the year of 2020 - 1998 = 22 years of length as to such references though as to being capable to see a specific area to piece all aspects together as to the timeframe since both the aspects of the situations as to New York City from the state of New Jersey at the #Libtery #StatuefLibtery #SoL #LibertyScienceCenter Liberty Science Center in the year of 2022 the arithmetic would be 2022 - 1998 = 24 years, though seeing those who I knew in the areas where the Amish and the Mennonites and the Mountaineers as to the year of 1996 #yearof1996 and/or 1997 #yeaorf1997 as to 25 or 26 years as to such groups of people I made attempts to get to be capable to assist where and how I could as the best for them as well as the best for myself especially as to the in person face to face in person in real life aspects, as to that amount of time.



While my modeling and intermittent performances depending upon when what is considered as to a performance and thus as to only in reference to my modeling as to that being a bit much as to such aspects as well, when taking in consideration when I was in eighth grade as to a runway show as to the difference of my modeling as more individuals might know of such aspects as to the year more-so of 2010 to the year of 2013 as to while here and there having taken pictures that I personally have not considered as #modeling modeling per se though could be considered as to such in the year of 2016 as to the 12 years from 2010. Yet performances as to church whether as to the original Baby Jesus Christ in three locations throughout several years as to the situations as well as #Song #Singing #Choir #chimes #handbells singing choir, chimes choir, and handbells choir as to my entire life as to such factors though in the year of 1994 was when I began the Flautist lessons and then in the year of 1996 is when I began Piccolo lessons as to such performances yet have only at small times ever had been capable to play the Flute #Flute #Piccolo or Piccolo since the time after my #PsalmSunday Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Oddly enough as to still remembering learning one #Mozart Mozart song Minuet from when I had a duet with an individual from #AsherHolmes #Asher #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #Elementary Asher Holmes Elementary School for the year of 1995 if I recall correctly, in his parent's house as to the lighter blue background with the black Grand Piano #GRandPiano and the white doilies as to the types of curtains underneath the multi-ish colored curtains.



In turn as to such references as to the ages people began the online factors in their own lives whether as to cellphones and/or laptops and/or desktops for such references including tablets to the considerations, as to such age factors to the technological aspects to the differences as to living and life in my opinion.



Thus as to the reference I gave in a prior journal blog of mine where in brief here as to having explained before that one year of life begins as to the first year of life as to surviving such aspects for the example as to those who were born and raised in the tristate areas as to the northeast for such as reference as well as the airplane pilots/airport employees as well as the Armed Forces of the United States of America such as military/law enforcement/fire department/EMS, and thus as to the year of most knowledge for some as to the year of 2001 from the aspects of 11 September 2001 or what is more commonly known as 9/11 (Nine-Eleven): the one year point in time of life as to living would be to such a timeframe of when such occurred as to the year of 2002 however as to such aspects where the arithmetic for such survival as to the aspects of reality as to the time of the overall for such in a smaller way as to beginning the timeframe of the survival as to living as to the year of 2003 for the one year portion as to some aspects to the considerations or as to such aspects as to the 1.5-ish years from the timeframe as to 1 January 2003 from the time of 11 September 2001 because of the main aspects as to those who could understand such viewpoints as to the areas of the northeast tristate area as well as the Washington DC areas as well as the airports as to such factors as to the work and thus as to the start point as to such survival when taking such to the considerations thereof as to the one year mark being as to 1 January 2003 to the arithmetic of this journal blog posting in the year of 2022 for the arithmetic to be 2022 - 2003 = 19 years of life as to such celebrations in my opinion for some amendments as to the timeframe from the 11 September 2002 as to from the 11 September 2001 aspects to the considerations.



Thus in some technicalities as to this upcoming New Year's to celebrate with the one(s) preferred as to such aspects as to if there is the chance to do so as to beginning anew as to the new year as to the 20 years of life, as to even if as to such a first milestone as to the current time as to regarding myself as to this review of the time as to starting anew as to such aspects as to the situations. However as to such aspects where I have been handling the situations as best as I possibly could as to such on my own as to the reality of as to actual community in person face to face in person as well as others in my life on a continuous basis as to how I prefer as to who I want and/or need as to such aspects of what I consider as worthwhile consistency, the aspects thereof as to the situations as to how such has went as to the proof thereof for a different reference for the time.



Since last night when discussing with an individual as to how he remembers time though without the years, as to such aspects as to the pop culture references for others to be capable to think about the actualities of time for themselves as to the lengths of such factors to the considerations thereof as to this journal blog post.



For example as to how I have already went over the situations as to how my children's biological father as to his death in the year of 2008 as to this year of 2022 as to the subtraction of the current year of this journal blog as to the arithmetic of 2022 - 2008 = 14 years as to such aspects for the considerations as to who is not my family at all, whatsoever as they were not chosen as to my choice of my own free will as to such aspects thereof as to how I wound up off of the Fort Sam Houston Texas #JBSA JBSA Military City USA installation in the year of 2000 #yearof2000 as to such situations as I have dealt with since, as instead of what I actually needed for myself as to my healthcare as to my recovery from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during my Basic Training at #FortSill #FtSill #FtSillOK #FtSillOklahoma #FortSillOklahoma #FortSillOK #OK #OKstate #Oklahoma #Oklahomastate Fort Sill Oklahoma as to where I was told I was stationed as to my situations, that I explained. I have answered questions of #CID CID and as to such aspects where I answered the questions to the only group that mattered as to such legal aspects as to such facts the situations as to any civilian who does not have any authority or right to know of such aspects if as to such facts. Thus any situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the references in "The Modern Day Book" as to dependents who think they are more entitled to whsat they are not entitled to at all, as to the requirements as to signing the proverbial dotted line.



While I have thanked some people as to their service as to being what is supposed to be as to if a spouse faithful to their spouse at all times, if they are capable to give them the security as to when they are done with their work for the time as to making the house or the home life better for those who signed the dotted line as to being the Sponsor as to how I am the one and only Sponsor as I had always been the one and only Sponsor despite not having graduated Basic Training as to such aspects of before I went into the Army branch as I guesstimate as to unlike what those as to such biological relative to my son and my daughter as to the aspects as to the common sense of my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the program as to such aspects as to the Commissioned Officer route as to such aspects as to the reality that such factors would have to accept as the reality at some point if they have and/or if they are capable to have sanity for themselves. Thus as to the children dependent as to such aspects of those who are the Sponsor as to how they too are to be shining examples as to the better parts as to the aspects as to a happier home life than as to such situations as to such hypotheticals, as to those factors capable to be proven as per such situations as I explained as to when I was in Basic Training as to the situations after I took the stand up for the female with the braids as to the aspects as to where some of my family was as to my cousin Jade, as to the fact she is a child of my Great Aunt Helen as to her Dad being African American as to the mixture that people in New Jersey as to my school as well as my church as to having dealt with such racist and bigoted individuals because of their opinions in my opinion as then I dealt with others as to such aspects as to Illinois more as to such factors as when having stood up for AJ as to the situations as to when Nick Robinson used the n-word in my direction instead of as to how he tried to claim it was for AJ and yet that did not make that any better as to such aspects as to how AJ looked similar to a younger picture of my Grandpawpaw that I saw in a photo album of his childhood and since my cousin's Grandfather who is my Grandpawpaw as to such aspects as to the common sense as to such facts as to the additional situations throughout the years of 1998 through 1999 as well as the situation at Mike and Patty's in the year of 2012 #yearof2012 after #MidnightRodeo #Midnight #Rodeo #MidnightRodeoSATX #MidnightRodeoSanAntonio #MidnightRodeoSanAntonioTexas #MidnightRodeoSanAntonioTX Midnight Rodeo with Alicia as to such clarifications.



Then as to such aspects as to the needless problems as to such hypotheticals as to how many people tried to claim they knew of times that were of happier childhood memories, the reality of being capable to distinguish between myself as to the difference as to what my biological little sister as to such common sense aspects as to the reality of distinguishing between posed for pictures as to the difference of reality as to such #Christmas Christmas pictures for example as to what the difference of using film photography as to only having so much film as to one roll as to the difference as to how many pictures can fit onto one SD #SD card as to the common sense of such factors for those who would not have such knowledge as well as the understanding as to such factors. The teeth as to when putting in a roll of film are of extreme importance for the mechanisms to work correctly, otherwise if the teeth are an issue for the film as to the common sense aspects as to how such works correctly only as to all such mechanisms as to the requirements as to the difference between film photography compared to the difference of digital photography amongst so many other factors as to the reality of how film photography is obviously different than digital photography as to such common sense.



Thus as to such aspects as to how the situations as to how the reality has been as to such situations, if other individuals as to the age as to what I was when I entered the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America have been accepted for their work as to such aspects of a biological male then as to such aspects as to how such must be accepted as to myself for being a biological female as to the common sense. There is nothing excusable whatsoever as to anyone at all to ever cause any needless situations to me and/or my son and/or my daughter because of such aspects of machismo and/or sexism as to such factors as especially since there are now biological females who have went through Ranger School and Sniper School as to all such accepted factors across all sectors as to such references regarding myself as well as my work as to the if factors as to other biological females as to such work then as to the proof that I was capable myself as to such common sense. Additionally as to such facts in reference to the Navy situation as to my invitation to the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, as to the proof as through my earned on my own without any aspects as to whatever stereotypes as to the civilian sector as per such proof as to my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications that I earned as well as I completed as to my work on my own.



Only those who have actual respect for such work as to those types would be capable to have such respect for me as to my work as the common sense is to such facts, as I have not ever claimed anything as to what I did not earn on my own. I have made sure of such aspects as to the references to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to how I have repeatedly clarified to anyone I have spoken with when they tried to say something about my work as to how I always have informed them I just do the historical and spiritual parts as the individuals who earned the Medal of Honor themselves as to such aspects as to their work with their division with their branch as to their commendation, as to the common sense as to the reasons I have repeatedly clarified as to the importance of the #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #10CM 10 Commandments mattering so much to me as well as how I have repeatedly explained the facts that the other reasons as to why I have not used a specific name as to the title of because of the facts as to the reasons why as to ending all stolen valor as to such common sense.



In reference to my tattoo on my right wrist that is not a Medal of Honor award as it is a pentacle where it represents the #Air #Fire #Water #Earth #Spirit Air, the Fire, the Water, the Earth, and the Spirit as to the all encompassing aspects of life with the crescents of the moon as to the different phases of the moon from waning and waxing and full as well as with the masculine to the feminine as to androgyny as to the aspects of the #Peony #PeonyPlant #Paeonialactiflora Peony (#Latin Latin Name: Paeonia lactiflora) flower behind such as to the mixing of the colors of a favorite Peony flower I had seen as a child as to the common sense as to such aspects if others would have either just asked me and/or read "Finding A Silver Lining".



That should not take a head injury to figure out, as the common sense to simply ask me because of being the one and only person to ask. The prayer I personally created for my son and my daughter to say when they were scared because of the aspects of what I was dealing with to keep my son and my daughter safe as to such references as to #HomeDepot Home Depot as one phone call around the year of 2007 #yearof2007 as well as the hospital aspects in the earlier part of the year of 2001 #yearof2001 when I was pregnant with my son after being awake from my coma for less than a full year from around the time of going to Basic Training for the Army branch while having the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain at that time as to one of a few hospital emergency room visits as to such aspects similarly as to the 2002 hospital aspect after the emergency room, as to my kidney stones as to such references as to the stent as well as to discussions I had with others as to the year of 2010 #yearof2010 or 2011 #yearof2011 as to an Austin #Austin #ATX #AustinTexas #AustinTX event at a house party about the TNGers #TNG #TheNextGeneration or The Next Generation as to such factors as to such common sense if there was or is any common sense as to the medical implications as to kidney areas as to such references as to that hospitalization after the trip to the emergency room when I was pregnant with my daughter at that time while still having had the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain.



If I was actually cared about as well as cared for correctly as to such differences as to what I have dealt with needlessly as to such additional situations to get myself back to #NewJErsey #NJ #NEwJErseyStrong #NewJerseystate #NJstate #NewJerseyTurnpike #NJTP #NJT #GardenstateTollway #GST New Jersey and the tristate areas as to the northeast instead of how my son and I wound up in Washington state after the situations as to my daughter as to the Special Needs Education ARD as to such aspects that lead to the ADA #ADA as to such other factors after myself as to my own ADA because of being medically retired from the Army, as to such common sense aspects as to the differences as to care and concern as to the proof as to such aspects of situations. Only more recently has there been where attending a medical appointment where the asking of if there is abuse in a location as to the length of time that took, as to such aspects of the biological father to my son and my daughter as to being a dependent of mine as to his arrogance as to being a dependent as he graduated #BasicTraining Basic Training and AIT #AIT though the aspects of my work as to such aspects as to what would I have ever accomplished before the timeframe as to being in the Army branch as to being invited as to #USMC #Marines #MarineCorps #Marine #Science #MarineBiology #Technology #School #USAN #USN #USANavy #USNavy #MAST Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment that the aspects of assistance to the after time of February 1993 #February1993 #monthofFebruary would ever be of importance or what would my book series as to #TheAdventuresofSusanMeeLingSCUBADiverExtraordinaire "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" be of importance as to the common sense if there ever was any common sense as to any such possibilities as to anyone and everyone at that point as to such facts?



Why would that take a head injury to point out and figure out at this point, in the rhetorical question as why would that matter anyway as to what I have dealt with needlessly?



Thus as to such aspects as to what I consider as needed consistent aspects as to the difference of interpretations as to such aspects as to the common sense as to how I had always told the truth as to the best of my capacities and as to such aspects of how easy it has been to accept such aspects as to others and yet as to such situations as to the reality behind the Military City USA aspects as to San Antonio Texas, as I would guesstimate as to such facts referencing such situations as to Graham Central Station as to what I told people about in person face to face in person in real life before ever writing about such aspects in #FindingTheSilverLining "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such aspects where it was not a joke as to such and I did not need anything repeated as to such factors. It should not take a head injury to figure out I did not write a screen play as to such facts I already dealt with, as to the common sense aspects of my real life experiences and/or what I was told in person face to face in person in real life. It should not take a head injury to figure out the difference as to such aspects as to the situations as to the facts as to such fact books, as to my clarifications as to the capability to distinguish the difference as to what I authored/wrote/compiled as there was not any need nor want nor desire to ever in the larger aspects of life to ever do such fiction book series.



It should not take a head injury to figure that out as to such references to where the aspects thereof as to when I wrote a letter about the fiction book series as to such aspects of if factors, only as to the reference of on an actual stage and not actually dealing with such aspects in my real life as to not having the need nor the want nor the desire nor the preference nor the ideals as to such common sense as to those useless pop culture types as to such unwanted and unnecessary aspects to such factors. Those types as to such mental health disorders from those renaissance fair types of such uselessness as to every aspect as to what I did not need nor did not want nor did not desire and definitely did not prefer as to what I already dealt with as to other factors as to #FindingASilverLining "Finding A Silver Lining" and any trifllin trick that would be too arrogant and egotistical as to ever thinking that would ever be as to where I would consider myself as to being wanted in a way that I would consider as, would officially be the opposite of everything I personally would ever want and/or need in my life in any capacity thereof. Additionally as to such if factors as to others' interpretations as to ever thinking of such as to the fiction book series of either type, then I suppose such self fulfilling prophecy as to my hope as to such clarifications and verifications as to the needless problems as to all such individuals as to those particulars as to where I can finally go on and live my life as to starting new as to instead of repeating such aspects as to how I did not need to repeat myself so much to begin with.



If others had not been as ignorant in the state of Texas as to throughout such lengths of time from 2000 through 2013 as well as the aspects of what I dealt with hypothetically as to the years of 2019 #yearof2019 through 2022 #yearof2022 though as to such unwanted aspects as to the years of 2013 through 2018 as to such factors as to where I needed to be instead of such aspects, as I did not need to be in #WQAshington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAState Washington state in the years of 2013 #yearof2013 through 2018 #yearof2018 as it does not take a head injury to figure out that is not the northeast tristate area.



It also should not take a head injury to figure out my #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArtworkProject Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to making my way back to where I actually needed to be from the beginning as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as to the facts as to such time as to those types as to such immaturity whether as to Texas and/or to Illinois #IL #IKstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate as to such immaturity as to such uselessness and needlessness as to such aspects as to what I actually needed from the beginning as to such facts as to the areas as to #NJ #NJstarong #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NJ #NJstate #NewJerseystate #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NeYstate #NY New York state and Pennsylvania #PAState #Pennstate #Pennsylvannia #Pennsylvanniastate state areas outside of what I specified as to my comprehension of where I was needing to go as to the difference as to such aspects of headaches and migraines as to not ever having had such pain levels before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury except for when in Basic Training the evening of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and then after waking up from my coma as to such common sense.



Thus as to those biologically related to my son and my daughter and/or married into that biological aspect as to such factors as to whether my approval actually matters, thus as to such differences as to such situations as to those in reference to my son and my daughter's biological father's side of the family as to how their Uncle from Oklahoma traveled down from Oklahoma to pick up the aspects of those firearm safes with those firearms that were family heirlooms as to such aspects as to maintaining such and the situations as to all of the other belongings as to how I gave what was not his to his mom and his dad to choose as what to do with. Thus if as to such aspects as to the selfishness as to that individual as to their relations as to in Georgia, apparently celebrating life was not good enough as to if such aspects as to any other such hypothetical after she as to Mary Evongelina Osteen as to having pissed off the Army Chief Warrant Officer 3 with the #Patriot #PatriotRiders Patriot Riders as well as all of the soldiers of the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy Army from Fort Hood and Fort Sam Houston Texas #FortHood #FortHoodTX #FortHoodTexas #FortSam #FortSamHouston #FortSamHoustonTX #FtHood #FtHoodTX #FtHoodTexas #FtSam #FtSamHouston #FtSamHoustonTexas as she tried to claim her husband's rank of E-whatever as to having only graduated from the Air Force Basic Training in the year of 2001 as to the difference as to her being a dependent as to the difference of her husband's rank to her comparison to that Chief Warrant Officer 3 rank as the E7 who was told he was "too low ranking to attend the E5 funeral" as well as the lowest ranking officer was the one Captain as to Warrior Transition Unit as to then the Commander of the Warrior Transition Unit of a Major rank and then it was only Colonel rank and up to two different Lieutenant Generals as to the allowances as to the aspects while she as a dependent to the Air Force graduate of Enlisted rank from the year of 2001 to the difference of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America since the year of 2000 in the month of November or the beginning of #December #monthofDecember December as she and her two trifflin trick daughters in my opinion as to those Georgia aspects as to Sondra Marie Osteen the last time I knew of her and the same as to her little sister Ariel Nicole Osteen as to having been named after a movie for such references as they tried to compare themselves to the aspects of where I had been and remain the one and only Sponsor as to such aspects of such situations as I was informed as to the Army Medical Board Officer of 27 years of prior service and retired as to then being a contractor to the aspects thereof.



Thus as to such aspects of time, those individual homo-sapien-sapiens in my opinion as to such aspects as to how the aspects of Candlelight Coffee House #Candlelight #CandlelightCoffee #CandlelightCoffeeHouse #CandlelightCoffeeHouseSATX #CandlelightCoffeeHouseSanAntonio #CandlelightCoffeeHouseSanAntonioTexas #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #MilitaryCityUSA on North Saint Mary's Street as to how Mary freaked out because it was a gay bar as she did not know about coffee shops as to the differences as to similarities as to Speak Easys as to such as to the northeast as to such factors as to the tristate areas as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to certain areas, as to how she was in disgust as to the three males as they walked out of the bar holding hands as she whined about what her daughters would think if as to such aspects while I defended the three of them in front of them telling Mary the facts as to how I doubted she did not know of at minimum of one gay male and/or at some point in time throughout the entire state of Georgia there had to be at minimum of one gay male as possibly there could be two gay males somewhere throughout the entire state of Georgia as to how upset she was as to the aspects as to the possibilities of such truths as to 'from the big city as to those types are horrible' as to the aspects where I put my hand over my pregnant belly as to then dealing with such from my son and her brother's biological aspects; as to the situations where I had been a beard before, and how it was only of importance as to such health and happiness and safety as to such factors as to common sense if a child is actually cared about and accepted for who they are.



My son and my daughter's biological father said in the house in San Antonio Texas on day as to referring to someone in his lab as to him being from California #CA #CAstate #California #Californiastate and assumptions as to such aspects, 'No son of mine will be gay, over my dead body!'



I looked upward towards my son and my daughter's rooms and smiled and just thought to myself as I then told him, "My son and my daughter will be who they will be, as they will love who they love, and they will be cherished as to such facts as to being accepted for who they are as to such. I one day too will be where I will actually be loved, and I will be cherished, and I will be who I will be and I will be accepted for who I am one day."



That situation went, as that situation went at that time. Afterwards to that situation to that time and pushing myself up off of the ground to clean myself up from the tile floor in the kitchen, I heard the clock I had put on the mantle ticking and I began counting time. I put more clocks around the house including on the wall on the outside patio, as that was needed as to the calming factors as while the other situations as to the other situations as to then as to how much time on the back patio my biological father and I spent drinking coffee and talking as to the best of my capability to remain calm as to such situations during the time.



I wonder how many other than myself actually enjoy the sound of a good working clock, as to the ticking sounds.



However as to such references regarding the situations where if as to such aspects as to Georgia as to ever thinking that I needed to do more than pack everything needed for my son, for my daughter, for myself, for my work as to my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver Diving, drive from Carrollton Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas to White Settlement Texas to pack the van with my niece's luggage, to then drive everyone from White Settlement Texas #WhiteSettlement #WhiteSettlementTX #WhiteSettlementTexas #WSTX through the different states to Macon Georgia #Macon #MaconGeorgia #MaconGA #GA #GAstte #Georgia #Georgiastate before then going to Florida as to my work as to such aspects as to now in such a review as to the situations as to those types. Sor example as to when in the year of 2001 as to picking up those three trifflin tricks as to those in my opinion as to David's graduation as to their luggage from the DFW Airport #DFW #DFWAirport #Dallas #DallasTX #DTX #DallasTexas #Texas #TX #Texasstate #TXstate #FortWorth #FtWorth #FortWorthTX #FtWorthTX #FWTX #FWTexas #FtWorthTexas #FtWorthTexas that I carried while being pregnant with my son and with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain a few weeks or a few months after whatever Emergency Room visit as to the handprint on my stomach as to such aspects additionally, to then carry such from my van inside of Grandpa and Grandma Nichols' house as to the situation as to the aspects of the dog chasing those two daughters around as to Julio the Chihuahua after one bit Mary in the face on her nose and made her bleed all over her face as she cried after I warned her about the dog Julio as to such situations where Grandpa Nichols laughed and later picked up Julio to stop him from scratching at the door to try to get at Sondra and Ariel who locked themselves in the bathroom crying from the Chihuahua that looked like it swallowed a football with toothpick types of legs barking furiously as Chihuahuas do and as apparently as scary as that little Chihuahua was as to the difference of other dogs such as ones I like as they did not like David's Mastiff either when in the year of 2009 when I played with him the same ways as I played with a family/friend as to such aspects of his three dogs as to a #GreatDane Great Dane as well as a Pitbull #Pitbull mix and a Hound Dog #Bloodhound #BloodhoundDog as to such aspects with that one Mastiff 1.5 or 2.5 year old.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out as to what breed would be more scary to those three biologically related to my son and my daughter's side as to their biological father's eldest sister's two daughters, though it is what it is as to such common sense as to from that Chihuahua #Chihuahua that looked like it swallowed a football with its little toothpick sized legs to that #Mastiff Mastiff as to such aspects. Though such as to the teeth as to it is, what it is.



Grandma Nichols told her youngest son to be better to me to treat me better than what she saw as to what was noticed as while the aspects of the facts as to the facts as per admitting as to such aspects, as I continued to push myself on my own as to as many attempts as I had already made before such a point in time as to the year of 2000 as to the aspects of such claims as to the factors as to the Justice of the Peace as to my attempts to get back to the tristate area. I was supposed to go back to Illinois for a few weeks and as I made attempts to go as to New Jersey, the situations as to such aspects as to the facts of my vision when I was in #MTU #MedicalHoldUnit #WarrirorTransitionUnit #WTU Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit as to the country areas as to such factors. While I am thankful and grateful to have been capable to assist where I could at the time when I could when 11 September 2001 occurred as to the #USAAF #USAA #USAF #USArmedForces #ArmedForceoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica Armed Forces of the #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica United States of America, those smaller towns of people were as well as to my concerns as to such factors as I could see as to my attempts.



Certain aspects might not translate to others as much, though for some it might translate to much more than meets the eyes.





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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