To each, their own
After much training that I put myself through to learn from my SCUBA Diving instructors to be able to accomplish what I needed for myself after the Jewish Medical Journal I read for my own research for another way to better myself and my medical conditions, I did as I needed to do for myself. If that comes across as selfish to not want to be in additional pain that I dealt with on a daily basis, I did not realize that bettering oneself would be considered as such. How many people go to doctors for such a reason, to assist their medical conditions? Yet the names I was called by those who were actual blood relations did not believe me, and those who are ex-in-laws thought I was wasting my money. I did not realize that such would be considered as selfish, though I also had several individuals I knew in SCUBA Diving who thought that because of the time and money I put into my own health and wellbeing, that such was only because of my dead-ex-husband's death instead of paying attention to the fact that if I had attempted such before his death that would have been the cause of my death; as he would have caused problems to my SCUBA Diving equipment instead of allowing me to be able to find a way to recover from the medical after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the ironic way hypothetically my ex-sister-in-law had done so in reference of my SCUBA Diving gear before going to the Georgetown Aquarium and how she told me that my children did not need to see me SCUBA Dive in front of them after I caught her zipping up my SCUBA Dive gear bag when in Georgia in 2009.
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