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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

To Clear Up Some Possible Misconceptions

While since the year of 2019 through this year of 2022 as to such updates to my journal blog, my website, my social media, and my book series; if there has been any misconception of ever flaunting such aspects of my work, the reality is the exact same as to before my updates to my work as to the timeframes throughout the 1980s, the 1990s, the 2000s, the 2010s, into the 2020s.



While some might interpret as to the online aspects however they might interpret as to however they choose to be on their social media accounts as to however they might be in person in real life in person as to such aspects thereof to the genuinity of such factors, in my opinion is as to such aspects thereof as to how their social media accounts as to their real life as to such aspects as to how I am in real life as to such references to my social media accounts in my opinion as while I can only speak or as to such aspects to the timeframe as to murmering as to such factors regarding running through my own thoughts and experiences thereof, as well as write as to such aspects as to the factors of my life as to such experiences as to the review of myself as to such regards of whether I have been a decent enough individual as a human being; such factors as to the aspects whereas to such prior times as to the years as to my social media beginning as to the timeframe within the later 1990s if as to the reference of an email #email address being considered as social media #socialmedia or as to such aspects of the online #online #BradPaisely #BradPaisley #OlineSong factors referencing social media as to Facebook #Facebook #FB #Meta, Fetlife #Fetlife #FL, CafeMom #CafeMom #CM, and Model Mayhem #MM #ModelMayhem as to such references of if factors as to the references of social media before the timeframe as to when creating as well as working upon my website as to such aspects of the factors.



Thus in my opinion as to the aspects of how others might be in their real lives as to such aspects as to how they might be depending upon the situations as to such combined factors per day as well as per week as well as per month as well as per year as well as per decade, as to such aspects to the references thereof in regards of as to in my opinion as to such references regarding the aspects as to in my opinion as to such aspects as to depending upon the situations as to the combinations thereof as to such regarding how my handling of situations as to my experiences as to such aspects as to the possibilities thereof. In my opinion as to my own self-evaluation of myself as to being as honest as possible as to how the reality of taking into consideration the overall aspects of the combined situations to review of myself as to whether what I have worked on and/or did as to such aspects as to depending upon the time, because the reality as to after having woken up from my coma as to the aspects of after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to how much work in a different definition as to work as to the reality as to my headaches/migraines/cognitive disorders/memory deficits/having went from College Algebra with Trigonometry with Calculus #CollegeAlgebra #Algebra #Trigonometry #Calculus to second grade math as to such difference as to the definitions of work as to the reality as to those who understand as to having to deal with as to themselves of such individually and/or collectively as to the work it takes to be capable to do something even as small as running an errand to simply get out of the door. Thus as to such aspects as to the aspects of the definition of work as to depending upon one's viewpoint thereof as to such aspects thereof in my opinion, because when taking into consideration as to the work it takes to deal with such factors of headache/migraine pain levels as to the difference of the work it takes to get something accomplished as to such aspects to the difference of the work it takes at an actual employment as to such factors as to the references for three different definitions of one word such as work. Thus when taking into consideration as to the difference of volunteer work as to the difference of paid employment work as to such factors as to two more definitions as to the one word of work, as there are only so many words within the dictionary.



In what seems as common sense to me as to the definition of one word as to the word work, seems as how that has not taken a head injury to figure out as to before the timeframe of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during the timeframe when I was in Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America #ArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #AFUSA. In my opinion as to where such references as to the work it took for me to even be capable to create my outfits as to being capable to pack my outfits as well as my makeup for the references as to my modeling work as to such differences as to some others' opinions possibly as to the reference of the work to being capable to work to get the schedule as to such aspects of my children's school schedule while maintaining the aspects as to the work thereof as to the references regarding from the timeframe of my SCUBA Diving as well as maintaining the aspects as to the work in reference to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as well as the work as to the references as to the after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain, as to all such amounts of work while taking care of the house and property that was my home in Carrollton #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #CTX #CTexas Texas at the time thereof as to the year of 2010 then as to such latter points in time as to how those situations went because of in my opinion as to others' interpretations instead of ever asking me as asking me required/requires actually doing so as per my requirements of asking me instead of others' interpretations and/or tries as to such aspects instead of what is best for me as what is best for me as to such aspects thereof is not up for others' interpretations.



In my opinion interpretations lead to misconceptions each and every time, as interpretations in my opinion are the equivalent to the word of assumptions and assumptions are the problems as to such aspects wherein the references thereof as to how such factors in my opinion as to how certain letters create the word as to the letter arrangement as to assume.



Thus as to the references as to how in my opinion if others' interpretations as to what I posted on my social media accounts from the years of 2009 through 2013 as to such aspects of ever assuming they could or would ever know of such reasons and/or definitions as per what their interpretations as to such aspects of their misconceptions in my opinion, as to such clarifications as to such aspects as to my journal blog update today 24 December 2022 as well as to such prior journal blog updates as well as social media updates as to such references thereof for such clarifications. Thus as to my modeling images as to such factors as to the amount of work it took for each photo session for me to be capable to take care of as through my own work as to such aspects, there was not ever one modeling session I had ever been a part of as to whatever assumptions might be as to the aspects thereof to any such modeling session.



For example if anyone I once knew ever thought any of my outfits I ever created and/or the makeup I created was ever in reference specifically for them as to such individuals I once knew, my journal blog updates as well as such aspects as to the if factors of my accuracy as to my books as to the fact books referencing "The Modern Day Book" to such addition mainly as to the fact book "Finding A Silver Lining" would be as to my journal blog updates as to specifically naming names as to such differences as to any hypotheticals as to the references thereof as to their interpretations as to any such hypotheticals as to my modeling in the year of 2010 through 2013 though also in reference as to posting images in reference to the times as to my children and I when we were a family together as to when I was raising my children as to being a Mom as to how I consider as being a Mom as to such specifics of the in person face to face in real life in person as to such aspects as to how I considered being a Mom when my children were minor aged as to underneath the age of 18 years old. Thus as to those hypotheticals as to such aspects of their biological families on either side as to such interpretations as to their assumptions as to such hypotheticals thereof, though as to how they were as to such points in time as well as to how they might still be as to depending upon such hypotheticals as to the references thereof to such situations in those particular references and/or such individuals as to who I once knew in person face to face in real life in person as to such aspects thereof to those particulars.



In turn as to such references regarding the timeframes as to anyone whether as to acquaintance and/or friendship and/or family and/or prior dating aspects thereof, I was not ever flaunting such aspects as to any such situations as to the aspects as to how I am in my opinion as to the in person in real life face to face in person in real life for such clarifications.



As to such other examples as to such factors as to the timeframe specifically as to the years of 2019 through 2022 for such clarifications, if I was specifically going to do something in reference thereof specifically towards such references as to the acknowledgement thereof as to how such updates to my journal blog as well as my social media during such points in time of the years of 2019 through 2022 as to how I specifically would be as to such New Jersey factors as to specifically naming such aspects as there would not ever be any hinting as to such references thereof as to how blunt and to the point I have been in person in real life in person as to such aspects of if accurate as to any such hypotheticals as to such factors to the considerations as to my journal blog and social media updates for all such references of the prior timeframes for such full clearing as to any others' interpretations as to their misconceptions if as to such hypothetical aspects thereof.



Thus as to how I have completed several motorcycle #motorcycle modeling #modeling sessions as to whatever the misconception as to the viewpoints thereof as to motorcyclists as to such hypotheticals, there is nothing more that occurred other than as to such modeling aspects as to the common sense as to how much work it takes for me to be capable to get myself out the door to accomplish as small errand running as to the aspects as to such factors as to my modeling work for such clarifications as to whatever misconceptions as to motorcyclists as to such references thereof as to whatever misconceptions as to tattooed females as to whatever interpretations thereof as to such hypotheticals.



Thus as to such aspects where in reference whether to my modeling images and/or in reference to memes I have posted as to if factors in such similar aspects, as to just seeing a meme that made sense in whatever references thereof as to what my viewpoints were as to the specific point in time as to such regards of posting any meme as to while the reality of social media as to such world wide web factors as to the aspects of differences as to the specific day as to the specific situations as to the specific week as to the specific situations as to the specific month as to the specific situations as to the specific year as to the specific situations as to whatever hypotheticals thereof as to such aspects as to the common sense as to the differences as to the reviews since the specific years of 2019 through this year of 2022 as to such specific timeframe as to the specific review as to the differences as to such overall aspects review now as to the differences as to the specifics thereof as to the prior timeframes thereof as to such specifics as to the immediate aspects as to such references to any such hypotheticals. Though as to how in such hypotheticals as to the if factors as to those others being as to how they were as to such points in time as to those prior years as to the if factors as to the current points in time now, as while I remain the same as to who I am as to such review aspects as to the differences as to such if factors as to others.



Thus while Asher Holmes Elementary School as to how the premiere aspects as to the 1980s where the testing research was to see if the children who completed the grades from kindergarten through sixth grade would be capable to be intelligent enough as to surpassing the intellectual aspects in reference to the aspects of college degree graduates, and depending upon their levels of work as well as their levels of studies as to whether they would graduate with a minimum of a Bachelors Degree if their grades were good enough as to the situations as to their extra curricular activities as to the timeframes or if they focused upon their work as to such aspects. In the northeast tristate areas as to what I am uncertain as to such other areas of the United States of America, in the northeast tristate areas people fight over preschools for waiting lists for a preschool from the timeframe of either the planned conception aspects and/or if as to how pregnancy aspects are. In the 1980s the education system was revamped as to the northeast tristate region for those who know of such details as to the situations that occurred in reference to the 1960s and the 1970s as to the tristate northeast region of the United States of America as to the overall aspects of businesses as well as colleges, and the aspects of the occurrences as to from the 1940s and the 1950s were a big influence as to such revamping of the educational systems within the region as to those who know of the history as to the aspects of the education system. Thus as to the prior journal blog updates as to my personal work with my cousin Jade as to her Dad's others children as well as the aspects of her cousins as well as such aspects as to whatever percentage ratio to me that would be as to her Dad being Africa American and her Mom being my Great Aunt Helen a full blooded Cantonese as to such references to the aspects of differences to my Great Aunt Helen's brother who is my Bok Gung or my Great Grandfather as to being full blooded Cantonese as to my Bok Pu or my Great Grandmother being half Cantonese and half Mandarin.



However I was not allowed as per my Bok Gung and especially as to my Bok Pu's demands as to my not being allowed to learn Chinese, as per the public school education system as to even though Asher Holmes Elementary School allowed such classes as to how the aspects I was not allowed to be a part of the Chinese language education as to my education as per my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as my Great Aunt Helen as to the differences between myself as to my biological little sister as she was not allowed to be educated as to the Chinese portions as well as other factors because of what she had proven as to such aspects in the references thereof as to when she began elementary school especially though as she had proven as to at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in such regards. That decision was also in reference to from our Grandpa Gavett as to his decision as to such aspects as to what was and what was not allowed as to such aspects in the references thereof, as to his communication with my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as to whereas the difference as to where my biological little sister was not allowed to call them her Bok Gung or her Bok Pu as to how she was commanded to only refer to them as her Great Grandparents as per such aspects as to the reality.



Thus as to such references regarding the situations as I explained in person face to face in real life in person face to face as per such aspects as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment when in the second interview for my invitation to the school that I had been accepted to attend as to such aspects of the interview process for other aspects of a different program involved as to the combined factors as to those who know of Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment or MAST for short as to such references regarding such aspects, as to the phases thereof as to such regards as to those who know of such details as to such similar aspects as to the situations as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the references to their starting point as to the aspects of seeing if the children who attended Asher Holmes Elementary School from the beginning of kindergarten from the first day of school through the year of the sixth grade graduation as to such aspects. When in reference to when I was in fifth grade from the years of 1992 through 1993 as to such aspects as to the homework situation that was my biological little sister's fault for being lazy as to getting my work to school and brining such to me at the house for me to work on as to such aspects where I was assigned a homeschool teacher, as to such references as to having had Mono/Epstein Bar/Bronchitis/Lymes Disease/Flu all at the same time because of the medical blood tests that were as to such times as to the proof of the Mono as to the proof of the Epstein Bar as to the proof of the Lymes Disease in the actual blood stream as to the differences of other aspects as to the diagnosis as to the coughing factors as to the proof of the Bronchitis as to the proof of the Flu as to the differences as to the blood workups as to the area of the northeast tristate region factors as to the possible differences as to other areas of the United States of America #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica and the world #world as to the if factors of others as to the requirements as to the common sense.



The research as to my elementary school was to see if as to our educational system being better than the aspects of the four year colleges along the entire east coast as to the situations as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the first full year as to those who could go through all such grades as per such aspects being born in the year of either 1981 or 1982 or 1983 as to the if possibilities, because of other factors as to the area as to such backgrounds as to the children who attended the school. Thus if as to the minimum aspects of the combined colleges as to the 4 and 6 and 8 and 10 and 12 year colleges as to the overall east coast as to such factors, as to the if factors as to such children would supersede and surpass such aspects of as to if graduating from the start as to kindergarten through the timeframe as to sixth grade as to the minimum with a Bachelor's Degree equivalent per class study as to the common factors as to the area. Since at the timeframe of having a computer lab built in as to the aspects of the bureaucratic aspects as to the political factors as to the references regarding the timeframe as to the computer lab in the year of 1988 or 1989 as to the elementary school as to the additional aspects as to the timeframe as to the technological schools along the east coast regions, as to the factors of such references. In turn as to such aspects regarding the aspects as to the factors as to the starting point of kindergarten as to through the seven years total as to the sixth grade graduation as to the only children who would accomplish such as to the aspects where they would have to officially be enrolled within Asher Holmes Elementary School as to such times as to the full seven years, the reality of the 1980s as to the amount of children who were born because of planned conception aspects as to the IVF treatments as to the areas because of the situations as to the timeframe.



If I remember being told accurately as to the reasons of the half day for children in kindergarten during the beginning phases, was because of the lack of children as to the aspects of the amount required per class though also as to having been told of other factors as to the individualized time per child as to such aspects where if I recall correctly when I was in kindergarten as to there only being 10 or 15 children total as to the one kindergarten teacher as there were only 2 kindergarten teachers for the entire school. Kindergarten was not available in most schools as that was considered a version of preschool in the timeframe of the 1980s though as to how such has become more common place as to such aspects as the times have progressed forward, as I have seen and learned of such factors. Thus as to the total kindergarten classes combined as to the overall were around a total of 35 or 50 children as to the aspects as to the references as to those who were capable to start in kindergarten, though as to life situations as to the timeframes referencing such aspects as to the overall aspects as to how such hypothetically went as to the starting point in time as to the difference to the overall demographics as to such lists.



Thus in references as to the combinations as to such additional factors where Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to how there were not any children when I started attending Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as the aspects where the change of the Pastors at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church of the Pastor who retired as to the new Pastor as to Pastor McKenzie was around the year of 1988 or 1989 as to the official aspects, as to the timeframes referencing such aspects where my biological parents attended two different churches as to such aspects as to having began at the Methodist Church while then later attending the additional aspects of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church at the same time as I remember though as to such accuracy as to depending upon such aspects regarding such factors. Those who know about the politics as to churches as to the references thereof as to the length of time, for such references regarding the aspects of vetting as well as the proverbial in-processing aspects as to the situations as to those particulars as I guesstimate as to boards and Deacons #Deacons and Trustees #Trustee #Trustees . If I remember from what I was told as to the aspects as to the elders of the church as to such timeframe as to the 1980s as to the references as to the scarcity of Pastors though also as to the references regarding certain other situations, as to the aspects of the differences as to Old Tennent as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the differences as to how the viewpoint as to Old Scotts Hall #OldScottsHall #OldScotts as well as Neff Chapel #NeffChapel as to the overall factors as to depending upon the levels as to what was allowed to be known as to such references during the timeframes as to the 1980s and obviously as to the 1990s as per the regards as to the Pastor of the Church grounds as to the elders as well.



I suppose some possible similarities as to the if factors when referencing such hypotheticals as to the aspects where one set of the double owners as to the references regarding Club Sapphire as to how I was asked to be an Ambassador as to the location as to such factors as to the amount of time as well as the amount of work as to the location, as well as several other situations as to the overall aspects to such hypotheticals to the references thereof as to the schism as to the timeframe around 2016 if I recall correctly as to the location thereof to such regards/ Thus as when I was informed later in the year of 2017 or 2018 as to the paperwork changes as to what I was informed of around the timeframe more-so if I recall as to the year of 2018, as to my concern as to my having asked multiple employees as well as having asked multiple volunteers at the time if I needed to update my paperwork as to the updates for all of the other members of Club Sapphire as to the attendees. I repeatedly was informed I did not need to ever update my paperwork as to the aspects of Club Sapphire #ClubSapphire as per Ray and the other aspects as to my paperwork as to the aspects thereof, as per the situations as I was informed. I suppose as to a different capacity though as to the viewpoint thereof as to Temple of Flesh in reference to how the paperwork I initially signed in the end of the year of 2004 as to the differences as to the timeframe as to the year of 2019 in July, as to such aspects of the differences as to such factors in the references as to the differences of the paperwork and since I did not attend the event in July 2019 as to how that particular situation went as to the reality of such aspects not being as to the same aspects for such references as to the prior official aspects as to the paperwork as to the end of the year of 2004 in such references to the regards thereof as to those aspects as to that point in time. Thus as to how the difference of the paperwork as to the private events as to the difference to how there was not paperwork as to the public events as to the references of March/April as well as October/November events as to the aspects where the owners spoke with the news stations as to such events for such aspects as to their publicity for those aspects as to the overall aspects as to the overall company regarding Temple of Flesh #TempleofFlesh #ToF as to the events, as to what I was informed of as to the aspects why in the year of 2010 or 2011 from the aspects as to the only time I knew of such references as to the news stations in San Antonio #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #MilitaryCityUSA Texas as to such interview aspects as to the cameras during the timeframe as to those owners.



While I am uncertain as to other public events as to others speaking with the news media as to such timeframes thereof to such prior times, as to others' knowledge as to those years from 2004 through 2019 as well as before those years as well as after those years as to such video taped interviews as to such recordings as to those timeframes to the differences as to myself as to not having ever done so previously as to such aspects as to the references only having made attempts as to the year for the first time in 2020 as per such aspects as to the differences of others as to their choices as to such points in time as to the San Antonio Texas locations though also in reference to other if factors as to other public events as to the choices of those individuals as such as to the Leathermasters Fashion Show #Leathermasters as well as the connections thereof as to other situations of other events as to the usual timeframes of around Easter #Easter as well as around Halloween #Halloween as to the larger public events as to whatever those individuals as to their choices as to such news media factors as to the differences as to social media aspects as to how in my opinion social media as to the differences in my opinion as to such aspects. However as to others' opinions as to their viewpoints thereof to such factors, as to the difference of my opinion as to how such aspects as to the references thereof whereas to such factors of the private events as I thought as to such regards though as to others' opinions as to their interpretations as to the events as depending upon how they had made the choices as to their lives.



Thus as to while having seen the word news in the aspects of the social media as to my personal opinion as to how news as to such aspects as to the differences thereof as to such hypotheticals as to the differences as to documentary type of aspects as to the timeframes thereof as to my first fact book publications as to "Finding A Silver Lining" in my opinion, though as to such references thereof as to such aspects where in certain documentary series as to the aspects as to "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such aspects as to such factors. However if as to such references either in reference as to Washington #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate state as to such references and/or as to such aspects as to those I once knew in the state of Texas #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate as to such references, as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the proof thereof as to such aspects as to "The Modern Day Book" as well as my journal blog and social media updates as to such hypotheticals as to the if factors of others wanting the information as to "Finding The Silver Lining" instead as to how I had seen many aspects as to a larger overall aspect because of how many areas as to the overall populations as to such aspects thereof to such timeframes of the 1980s as to the 1990s as to the 2000s as to the 2010s as to the 2020s, in my opinion as to how both "Finding A Silver Lining" regarding my past situations fully as to the reality as to that book specifically as to such references to the situations as to my past years from the 1980s through to the year of 2014 as to such a stopping point for me as to then the suggestions as to the aspects of the back of the book of as to such references regarding the aspects of if factors as to the prior situations as I had dealt with while I progressed forward as to such regards as to the knowledge and the understanding as to my after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury during when I was in Basic Training for the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the references additionally as to the aspects of the knowledge and understanding as to the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the temporal aspects of my brain as to the length of time from the year of 2000 through the middle of the year of 2008.



As to the explanations as to my legal Maiden #Maiden /MAST #Marine #USMC #USAMC #Marines #MarineCorps #Science #Technology #MAST #USCG #USACG #USNavy #USANavy #Navy /Army #Army #USAA #USA #USArmy #USAArmy last name as well as my legal SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver last name as to my first and my middle names legally, as to such references as to those particular timeframes as to the oddity of if factors as to my the situations as to distinguishing factors as to my biological little sister as to the distinguishing factors as to myself because of certain situations as to when we were children. The warnings repeatedly given as to individuals throughout the years mainly as to from the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s and the 2020s-ish as to such attempts of mine, as to such aspects as to whatever choices as to such aspects as to the situations thereof as to my attempts.



Thus as to the reality of when having been moved from New Jersey to #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate Illinois as to the aspects of the aspects when taking in consideration as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the 7 years as to the full education system as to such additional aspects as to my cousin Jade and her family as well as to my work with the Amish, the Mennonites, and the Mountaineers as to such aspects where my biological father had paid more attention to as to how the factors thereof were as to such aspects of the information whereas to the other factors as to such differences as to my biological mother as to such hypothetical references to the conjunction aspects as to Prudential #Prudential #TheRock as to the length of time as well as the specifics as to the timeframe additionally as to the computer lab in Asher Holmes Elementary School #Asher #AsherHolmes #Holmes #AsherHolmesElementary #AsherHolmesElementarySchool #Elementary having been installed around the timeframe of either the middle of second grade or in third grade as to after the nightmare as to such visions as to such references and regards as to what I could see. Whereas to the references regarding my biological little sister as to the factors as to such aspects as well as on top of the situations as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church #OTC #OTPC #OldTennent #OldTennentPResbyterianChurch #Presbyterian #PresbyterianChurchUSA #FirstPresbyterian #FirstPresbyterianChurchUSA , as to such viewpoints whereas to the differences.



There were distinctive difference between my Sweet 16 Party as to my biological little sister's Bon Voyage party. In some ways there was a wondering I had as to how Disney #Disney went, though as to such aspects where there was not the answer to my question at the time I asked once.



If considered good enough to graduate as to the seven years as to Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the aspects as to the references regarding the graduate level as to the minimum standards as to a Bachelors Degree #BachelorsDegree , though if as to above a certain grade point average as well as additional school work as to if factors as to the proverbial viewpoint as to Masters #MastersDegree degree aspects, as to the aspects in reference as to PhD #PhD factors as depending upon the situations as per the factors thereof as to the situations noticed as to the areas of outside of the tristate northeast as to their educational systems as to the aspects of such factors as to the colleges as to such updates to the universities as to such references and regards thereof as because of what I was told as to such aspects in reference to my work with my cousin Jade and her family as well as the aspects whereas to being capable to speak with the Amish as well as the Mennonites as well as the Mountaineers as to the easier aspects as to such references as others noticed as to such aspects. The situations as to Lancaster as to Pennsylvania as to the distinguishing areas as to the state of New York as such references as to my updates to my journal blog as more-so in reference to such informational details to the amounts thereof, in this year of 2022.



The Amish did not like nor want electricity as to the same factors as to their viewpoints of cameras and pictures, whereas the Mennonites had began to work with the Mountaineers to attaining electricity as well as began to get accustomed to images as to such factors of cameras though also as to such work with technology as to such references and regards of such situations as the Amish thought of such aspects as to stealing souls as to the references as to the Amish. Whereas the aspects of the Mennonites and the Mountaineers as to not believing there would be such aspects as to the ways where the Amish believed as to such differences fully, the aspects as to where such explanations as to the Amish during those years were as to such aspects as to how such went as to the overall aspects. In my opinion as to the aspects of the viewpoints as well as the situations as to the distinguishing differences as to the Amish as to how female Amish were as to such differences than male Amish, as only the male Amish were allowed to do the jumping or proverbially being pushed over the fence aspects as to the situations to the outside world. Male Mennonites were more predominantly pushed over the fence as to such aspects, though certain female Mennonites were encouraged to be pushed over the fence if they had proved themselves. The issues as to such aspects of the female Mennonites as to the aspects of the year factor was as to such situations where the males had issues with a female Mennonite going on alone as to such aspects of differences as to the males whether as to the Amish and/or the Mennonites, as to their references as to such regards as to the outside world as to such factors as to the protection aspects. Whereas female Amish were not ever allowed on their own to go over the fence as they were always needing a male Amish and/or male Mennonite and/or male Mountaineer as to such aspects as to being allowed to go over the fence, as the female Amish were not permitted to be outside of the areas as to such aspects because of the situations as to what was informed to me in the latter 1980s into the 1990s.



The situations as to how such aspects were as to outsiders having made their way into the areas as to the one reference of Willow Valley #WillowValley #WillowValleyPA #WillowValleyPennsylvania as to the overall aspects including Lancaster #Lancaster #LancasterPA #LancasterPennsylvania though extremely not limited to as to my experiences, as to such aspects as to the areas of Pennsylvania #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate #PA #PAstate state as well as New York #NY #NYstate #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NYC #NewYorkstate state as to such references and regards thereof though as to the name of such locations as to the references I suppose as to the situations as to the after effects. In the timeframe as to having liked the Mennonites and the Mountaineers more-so in a multitude of ways as to while the Amish were capable to open the door of discussions with the Mennonites as well as having already spoken with many Mountaineers as I learned later, as to such aspects as to the two different main groups as to the Amish and the Mennonites as to such regards as to how the Mennonites had more options as to working with as well as learning from in my opinion as while the Amish had many aspects as to the factors regarding the situations as to how much the aspects of the situations as to catching up was as to such points in time. The more of the hinting that occurred once the discussions began as to how the Amish were less upfront as well as less to the point as to such aspects was a situation in my opinion back in the 1990s, as while the Mennonites were softer in their approach as to the difference of more direct as to such factors of their approach in my opinion as to the situations though as to such softer aspects as to more modest as to such aspects in my opinion as to the differences whereas the Amish wuld be more towards direct hinting and informing as to only hinting as to such differences as to how the gentler aspects as to the Mennonites in my opinion as to such aspects of being more cautious as to such aspects because of prior situations as to how the outsiders were as to prior times.



The situations whereas the aspects as to when the Amish would go forward as to discussions after a certain point as to how they would not recognize the specifics as to the situations as to their hinting as to such factors, whereas the Mennonites were more humble as to such aspects when bringing forward information to discuss as to how I could see as to such aspects and as to such oddities as to how the Amish would be more blunt as to such directness and yet as to the direct hinting as to such acknowledging aspects as to the exact same time as to such oddities to me. The Mennonites as to such references were as to such factors of oddness at times as to how they approached situations and yet as to while being more direct as to such aspects as to the words, the situations whereas to this journal blog as to such review aspects as to the metaphors as to such aspects as to the viewpoints whereas might be as to prior times as to such viewpoints as to the updates to my journal blog as to the updates referencing more of a Mountaineer sort of wording aspects as to though the references thereof as to such directness as to such in as modest as possible as to such aspects of the factors of as in my opinion of myself as to more of a Mennonite factor as to such direct portions thereof to such if situations as to the overall factors in regards of reviewing such lengths of time.



Thus as to the if factors as to my modeling before and as to along with my 3 total performances the few there were as to the years from 2010 through 2013, in reference to from my side as to how I only created such outfits as well as such works thereof directly from simply being creative as to the specifics thereof only. In the clarifications as to the if factors as to anyone I once knew whether as to the times before the years of 2010 through 2013 and/or after the years thereof, there was only as to the aspects as to the same as to such references regarding my fiction book series as to just being creative as to such specifics thereof as to how in the references thereof as to just a creative way as to such points in time. While latter times as to my journal blog updates as to the review of such factors only having begun for myself as to reviewing such aspects beginning in the year of 2018 in the month of September as to such aspects of my first updates to my journal blog in the year of 2019 officially, and thus as to any such if factors as to the considerations to the viewpoints thereof as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects of such references of if factors. Thus as to such aspects as to my initial updates to my journal blog as well as updates to my website and updates to my social media as to such references thereof as to if there ever was as to others' interpretations as to their opinions, as to such clarifications as to the reality as to such timeframes of such differences for me at the very minimum.



While my capacity to care as to the aspects of being Pansexual #Pansexual as to in my opinion as to the aspects of caring for more than just one factor as to the aspects thereof, as in my viewpoint as to my intentions as to such aspects of only being creative as to such points in time specifically. Thus as to such differences as to my singing performances from around April or May of 2020 regarding the Star Spangled Banner performances as to how in the year of 2019 I began practicing singing the Star Spangled Banner on my own in Washington state, how such aspects as to how the aspects as to being capable to go throughout different areas as to singing the National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner as to such factors as to the progress of such aspects. Only more recently have I began working on the other three verses to the Star Spangled Banner #NationalAnthem #StarSpangledBanner #USANationalAnthem from the more well known aspects as to the lyrics as to the sounds, though the first verse as to knowing such from the start as to such aspects for that particular arrangement of lyrics as to the National Anthem for the United States of America.



Thus as to such documentation as to such aspects as to my intentions as to the aspects where in the northeast tristate areas as to the constant self-review aspects as to the reality of such employment factors as to what my biological mother went through as to when she worked at Prudential as well as since my biological father owned his own business, as to such self-evaluations as to such work referencing such aspects. In the timeframe as to before I began kindergarten as to having seen a book at a bookstore where the yearly review of such aspects as to the timeframe as to such situations, where in my opinion now as to the beginning starting point as to the review aspects as to such references regarding as to my journal blog updates as to the timeframes thereof in this aspect though as to what I had written about after I discussed such with others as to the in person in real life in person face to face as to when the year as to the factors thereof as to 2019/2020 as to the regards as to my son and my daughter's legal age as to being closer and above the age of 18 years old legally.



Thus as to how such if factors as to their biologicals of either side as to knowing how certain aspects were as to those years previously as to the if factors as to their interpretations as to the differences as to my personal intentions, as to such clarifications as to such factors in regards of my journal blog now on 24 December 2022 #December #monthofDecember.




In my opinion as to not being self-absorbed as to more along the lines of how much work it took to even run one errand as to once again, the difference as to the definition of the one word as to such differences as to work as to employment aspects as the reality of the fact as to such aspects while as to my website as well as my books as well as such other aspects including my Medal of Honor Art Project #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProjectTrips as to such regards as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals as to the if factors as to others' interpretations.



I created two different timeframes as to Lunch Munch Brunches where the aspects for open discussions as to such timeframes as to being capable to discuss openly while additionally asking questions as to with etiquette and respect as much as possible, and then as to such letter timeframes as to my attempts as to a third group as to the aspects thereof for such open discussions as to such aspects as to where being capable to be asked questions as to how I arranged such factors as to the in person in real life in person face to face aspects during those times as to the weekly and then bi-weekly Lunch Munch Brunches #Lunch #Munch #Brunch #LMB #LunchMunchBrunch before my attempts as to the third group for such aspects as to the timeframes as I thought open and honest discussions were of importance. While I comprehend the aspects as to multiple points of view as to such discussions as to the capacity to ask questions and discuss as to such honesty, the reality of such factors where the vanilla outfits as to such differences as to my modeling outfits though the varying degrees as to my modeling images as to such regards as to my outfits in my opinion as to such references thereof as to how such aspects were only about actual educational aspects as to whatever the possibilities as to such others' hypothetical interpretations thereof as to their own lives as to their own situations as to their own times as to such aspects thereof as to such references as to the possibilities. Though I also had my specific rules as to such regulations as to only in reference to the aspects of eduational aspects, as any such personal aspects were only allowed afterwards as to such references as to the church aspects to the differences as to such aspects of coffee hour for the clarifications as to metaphors.



Thus as to the if factors as to such differences as to how others' opinions as to others' interpretations as to such aspects thereof, as to such references as to the differences as to such aspects as to their own lives as to their own situations as to their own viewpoints as to their own interpretations similarly as to the if factors as to whether posting images as to my vanilla aspects as to being a Mom #Mom as to the differences as to my modeling as to how such was only as to my creativity as to such aspects thereof to such timeframes.


Thus as to such clarifications as to the if factors as to if needing any as to others I once knew as to the in person in real life in person factors, or as to any such online aspects to such factors as to the if situations as to not knowing in person face to face in real life in person as to such hypotheticals as to who I am though most importantly as to how and who I am.



In my opinion as to such social media as to such aspects as to such in person face to face in person aspects, though as to a bit of a similarity as to alcohol as to such references whereas some might consider the screen online as to such social media references as to such proverbial aspects as to a different viewpoint as to such levels of openness as to being more of who they are as to such aspects depending upon the levels thereof to such factors. Thus as to how I am as to such beginning aspects as to getting my bearings as to my levels of the factors thereof as to such starting points in person in real life as to such factors of if situations, as depending upon how others consider themselves as to such factors as to their own lives as to their own social media aspects in my opinion.



As to the reference currently I suppose as to a bit of oddity as to the references regarding social media aspects as to the Amish as to whereas the aspects as to how in my opinion not all have the specific need for such as to such references as to the same levels, whereas the aspects as to the Mennonites as to the references regarding social media as to the if factors as to the importance thereof as to whatever factors to the aspects, and thus as to the Mountaineers as to such depending upon the references as to such levels thereof as to the viewpoints for such a metaphorical aspect for such a review as to my opinion as to this particular point in time as to my review of such situations as to the possibilities as to a bit of proverbial food for thought.



In my opinion as to the viewpoint in reference as to social media as to the relationship aspects whether as to acquaintance and/or friendship and/or relationship aspects as to how in my opinion as to the references thereof as to my personal preference of if factors as to such more-so along the Amish or the Mennonite viewpoint, as to the references thereof as to social media aspects as to the aspects thereof as to the factors regarding being capable to work with as to such Mountaineer proverbial metaphorical references as to the if factors as to such aspects as to the differences thereof in my opinion. In the regards of such factors where such social media aspects as to the Amish #Amish whereas if there is an actual want as to such aspects to the differences as to the possibilities as to the need in the references as to the aspects as to the Mennonites as to the if factors, though as to the Mountaineer references thereof as to such aspects to the amount of overall factors as to the viewpoint for such differences as to the aspects as to the regards as depending upon the work as to such proverbial references regarding such aspects in my opinion as it seems as to the if factors more-so depending upon the viewpoint referencing such aspects as to the metaphorical aspects whereas the Amish as to such regards of where the more in person in real life in person importance as to the Mennonite #Mennonite aspects as to the balancing as to such in their lives as to the if factors as to the social media as well as their own lives as to the Mountaineers #Mountaineers where such viewpoint as to their main source as to such aspects as to the references regarding such aspects as to their lives as to such social media factors in my opinion as to the factors of the differences as to such viewpoints referencing the social media factors as to such situations as to the hypotheticals thereof to this particular as to my journal blog as to such documentation aspects.




Though I was born in the beginning phases as to the millennial aspects, as to such differences as to such aspects as to where I made attempts to distinguish myself respectfully as well as honestly while being more sincere as best as possible to such aspects overall. #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #Truth #TruthMatters



However remember the aspects as to my considerations as to such aspects as to the differences of the interpretations as to such aspects as to the possibilities, and thus to avoid misconceptions as to the aspects where the factors regarding asking me with etiquette and respect being of importance in my opinion if that is a possibility as to the aspects where such might be considered as important as to such clarifications.



Thus hopefully such aspects as to the clarifications as to such aspects whereas though I have many experiences as to living, the aspects where such timeframes as to depending upon the year and/or month of the year and/or the decade and/or the location as to such factors as to such aspects as to where sometimes the information might be a bit important, though as to such aspects as to the difference as to where the viewpoint of myself as to the aspects to the difference of such viewpoints of importance as to such aspects as to the depending upon the situations.



The reality as to the difference of experiences as to such difference of my own viewpoint of myself or my own viewpoint of my own self-worth or in other words as to my ego about myself as to such possible distinctive differences as to such differences as to the possibilities as to the aspects thereof, as to the possibilities as to such interpretations as to such aspects as to the possibilities as to others' interpretations as to the aspects of such misconceptions. What others consider as to the aspects thereof as to the possible difference as to the aspects of what I consider as to experiences as to the differences as to achievements, as to the aspects as to such aspects as to the possibilities as to the different points of view as to such interpretations. Achievements in my opinion are as to where there are celebrations specifically as to such aspects in my opinion, and as to such viewpoints referencing such aspects as to the clarifications as to such viewpoints regarding the celebrations that I have not been to as to such aspects whether as to for others and/or for myself as to such regards of factors as to the differences of opinions as to the viewpoints thereof as to such hypotheticals perceptions.




An area in Washington state as the picture I took in the year of 2013 as to the first snow they had, in more than 5 to 10 years at that point in time.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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