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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


Go read through the multiple journal blogs on my website after finishing scrolling to get to the journal blog area, now!

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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Three stories I wrote on Fetlife that were of Pure Creativity: innocence cannot be self-absorbed

While I cannot remember the three different titles of the three different types of fiction stories that I was just being creative with, as there was not any official intention as to any of the stories officially because of just being creative.

If anyone had thought so highly of themselves as to ever thinking similarly as to the aspects of hypotheticals as to any of My fiction book series as to

and/or

and/or

I cannot express as to the aspects as to how such aspects of confusion as to the situations as to how such aspects would ever be capable to be considered as to anyone at all, as to how the reality as per My explanations in My initial journal blog #TheOrneryPSA updates in the years of 2019 #yearof2019 #2019year and 2020 #2020vision #yearof2020 #2020yearas to the aspects where only to consider the fact book as to "The Modern Day Book" #TheModernDayBook as to such references of hypotheticals as there was not ever any intention of ever giving such a situation as to any such aspects referencing such situations ever officially.



Thus as to the one fictional story about a reversed version of #Beauty #BeautyandtheBeast Beauty and the Beast where the Beauty deals with a bunch of needless situations as to the aspects of others, and the Beast is the one who finds beauty as to the female despite the situations as to seeing far more of importance and value to her existence than the villages she had ever been in as well as seeing past the townspeople who caused the needless problems as to such innocence to the aspects of finding love.




One fictional story about three different locations where in the Zoo #Zoo #ZMorningZoo #FWZ #FWTX #FortWroth #FortWorthZoo aspects as to one going from one major location to another major location and to a third location, prior to being found as to more of a different viewpoint than what others thought of the aspects of as a different metaphor as to the #Rudolph #RudolphtheRedNosedReindeer #Reindeer Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer in some ways for such aspects now in the year of 2022 #yearof2022 #2022year as to reviewing such aspects.




If I remember correctly as to the third fictional story as to a #Lllama Llama who had various problems as to the areas traveled through, as to when reaching the best location for the llama as to her toes walking through lands of #Milk milk #milk and #honey honey after climbing among the rocks as to the hills and the valleys.




Thus if as My memory is correct as to this point of what is literally a review for such aspects as to the review of time, as to such situations as to the difference of situations as to those who have head injury after effects that are dealt with on a daily basis as making attempts to just live as there is a difference from surviving to living.




While some I once knew in person face to face in person in real life and/or those who paid attention online as to the aspects of Fetlife #Fetlife #LivingIsDifferentThanSurviving may have had an idea, I was only being creative. #CreaticvityMatters




There was not any intention as to the aspects from Me as to ever being malicious as to any intent, as I was just being creative as I have clarified as to the lengths of time from the year of 2019 #yearof2019 as to My journal blog updates into the year of 2020 #2020vision #yearof2020 when I had returned to the state of Texas #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate for the very brief amount of time as to My comprehension of time as to what I fought multiple times as to the reality of the situations as to the World Trade Center #WTC #WorldTradeCenter and the World Trade Center Plaza #WorldTradeCenterPlaza #WTCP as to the reasons as to how Desert Shield #DesertShield #Shield and Desert Storm #DesertStorm #Storm was as to the February 1993 #February #monthofFebruary #February1993 #yearof1993attack just as the situations as to how My attempts to return to the northeast tristate areas as to after the attacks on the same areas as to 11 September 2001 #11September2001 .




I informed those I once knew in person face to face in person that I was dealing with such pop culture needless problems as to the aspects thereof as to such times, while being made fun of by those exact same homo-sapien-sapiens as to such aspects as to where they thought I did not know the world while warning them as to how the internet as to such aspects as to the world wide web as to their situations as to such same aspects in the years of 2019 #yearof2019 #2019year and 2020 #yearof2020 #2020year #2020vision as well as 2021 #2021year #yearof2021 because apparently as per the oddity thereof to such situations as to the merger between AT&T #ATT who made T-Mobile #Tmobile though had merged-ish with Verizon #Verizon because of the iPhone #iphone as well as the aspects as to the #Sprint Sprint company as to the situations officially on 6 June 2022 as I was not officially informed as to such situations before the year of 2020 as to seeing a commercial.




Thus when I have clarified I am allergic to fresh fruits and vegetables as to the #USA #UnutedStatesofAmerica #ArmedForcesoftheUSA #ArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #America #AFotUSA #USAF #USAAF #USAA Armed Forces of the United States of America as to those types as to what tests I already went through in My childhood and My teenager years, if as to such hypotheticals as to having dealt with those PETA #PETA needless types as to such situations as to how the fruits and vegetable enzymes are specifically what I am allergic to as to the difference between the scientific methods as to the ways it takes sometimes years or decades before one approval can go through because of the amounts of situations as to such facts.




Similarly as to how I told those I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to the state of Texas #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXState as to the medical factors as to how such is as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to when in Basic Training usually as to the lines for each individual to go through as per the #immunizations #immunized immunizations as to how such was for soldiers I once knew in Medical Hold Unit #MedicalHoldUnit such as one male who had been given the first round of Anthrax shots because of the reactions he went through and the years he had been in Medical Hold Unit before it became Warrior Transition Unit #Warrior #WarrirorTranstionUnit.




Unlike beaurocracy as to politics as the difference to and of the Elected officials, while some bills and laws might take awhile to pass through to approval because of the specifics as to the legal requirements to prove such details as to the reasons for such torts and clauses; the difference of medical aspects can take sometimes a similar amount of time, though many as to medical practice as to how such amounts to the lengths of time as from several years for just the development phases to then the production of to then the test trials to then the modifications and so on and so forth as to the reality of the aspects as to the situations in the timeframe as I warned those people in the years of 2000 #yearof2000 #2000year through 2012 #yearof2012 #2012year #MayanCalendar in person face to face in person in real life #RealLifeMatters #ExperienceMatters .




Due to My care as well as acknowledged biases though still My care about life as to Active Duty #AD #ActiveDuty, National Guard #NationalGuard #NG , Reservists #Reservists , and Veterans #VA #Veterans as well as their dependents as to the reality of the situations as to such aspects of life and progression forward correctly towards betterment; those aspects were not an invitation to those who I once knew in person face to face in person as to any such aspects whether as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday year of 2000 #Psalms #PsalmSunday #yearof2000 #2000year head injury after effects including My subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain though also not an invitation as to such types as to those about the aspects of the medical procedures and/or military situations. Though those I once knew in the overall area as to the #Austin #AustinTexas #ATX Austin Texas areas through the years of 2010 after I moved to Cedar Park #CedarPark #CedarParkTX #CedarParkTexas #CDTX Texas specifically though through the years of 2012, those who complained about the reality as to what their interpretations of where they thought that such medical testings were anything remotely close to what they interpreted as to the aspects of Obamacare #Obamacare #ACA as to My multiple attempts to clarify they were not understanding the knowledge.




Though they claimed to have been supposedly the smartest people in the universe while the aspects of how many times I repeatedly brought forward as to such other aspects to pay attention to the information as well as the details, such situations were different as from the first time I lived in the Dallas/Fort Worth Texas #Dallas #DFW #FortWorth #DallasFortWorth #DallasFortWorthTexas areas as to the years of though not always in the supposed to be informed fully consenting adult lifestyle as to the aspects of all individual(s) involved being officially informed in order to be capable to consent of their own free will as to such aspects referencing such hypotheticals as to the massive difference as to within the overall general public to the difference as to such aspects of as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America per individual branch per individual division per individual Basic Training and/or AIT and/or specialized aspects as to DFW first in the years of 2008 #yearof2008 #2008year through 2010 #2010year #yearof2010 as the second time as to the middle-ish of the year of 2011 #yearof2011 #2011year to the very beginning of the year of 2012 #yearof2012 #2012year.




Thus as to such aspects where I officially began in what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as per all such truthful informing as to the aspects thereof as to such aspects in full to the best of capability in the end of the year of 2004 #yearof2004 #2004year through to the middle of the year of 2005 #yearof2005 #2005year , it was not until the year of 2009 #yearof2009 #2009year when I had reentered the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the entire time in between as to what I was dealing with as to what I clarified back then in those years as well as later on as to My books in facts as to "Finding A Silver Lining" #FindingASilverLining and "Finding The Silver Lining" #FindingTheSilverLining.




When I returned to the state of Texas in the month of July #July #monthofJuly #4July #July4th in the year of 2019 #yearof2019 #2019year as to such situations as per My journal blog updates at those times as to the same references as to the re-re-re-re-re-re-re-revies aspects as to this entry on #Fetlife Fetlife to the difference as to My journal blog #TheOrneryPSA as I refer to as to The Ornery PSA, the facts of such as proven as to the hypotheticals as to such references as per the capacities of the proof where My name is cleared fully and My innocence is fully restored as well as such justice aspects in My favor as to My innocence as well as those who could clear themselves if possible as to whatever supposed factors thereof as to such if situations.




Thus if as to just because of the fact I had wanted to name My son Marshall as to a different middle name I was looking at as to the aspects instead of Michael as per the situations at the time I was pregnant with him when I was awake from My coma for less than a full 9 months as well as less than a full year when I was pregnant with him less than a full 12 months from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as to the obvious aspects as to Brackenridge #Brackenridge #rave in Austin Texas as to being less than a full 6 months from the rave situations. As to that aspect of where I was taken off of the what is now known as Joint Base San Antonio #JBSA #JBSATX Texas first as to the aspects of getting food for the first time as to when stationed in Medical Hold Unit because of the meal card situations as to two males from Student/Permanent party as to the aspects of being stationed, though as to the second time I was taken off of the same military installation by those in the same area of the barracks as to the aspects of as to the rave as to the situations as to Brackenridge before when CID #CID got involved as to the situations because of the fact the newly stationed in Medical Hold Unit now Warrior Transition Unit female First Sergeant or female Command Sergeant Major had been transferred from being one at a Basic Training location as to then being as such to Charlie Company as well as Medical Hold Unit who had been informed from the Brackenridge hospital to then pick Me up to return Me to Fort Sam Houston as then I was taken to the Emergency Room to be medically checked as well as the bloodwork situations as I explained in person face to face in person in real life as well as the aspects as to in writing later as to "Finding A Silver Lining".




Thus as to such situations as to the aspects where nothing was ever a game ever to Me as if anyone was playing a game as to how they were playing a game against themselves as to such truthful aspects of the if factors, as to such hypotheticals as to any such references as to where they would only prove whatever aspects of whatever portions of their own guilt as to such hypotheticals as to the fact that South By Southwest #SouthBySouthwest #SXSW as to the situations as to however long others knew of that being there instead of when I learned about South By Southwest as to such aspects in the year of 2019 #2019year #yearof2019 first though then later more officially in the year of 2020 #2020vision #2020year #2020decade #decadeof2020 #yearof2020.




Thus when I stopped by the July 2019 event in San Antonio Texas with an individual I had been introduced to who had his credit or debit card refunded because of the situations as to what occurred after everything I dealt with already needlessly, as to such factors as to that situation as I clarified as to how I was not interested nor did I ever want nor did I ever ask to be pulled onto the stage in the year of 2009 as to the Uniform Fetish Ball #Uniform #UniformFetishBall #UFB . As I clarified as to those individuals as to such aspects as to how I took control of the situations as to Myself as to what I was dealing with, as it was only as to those aspects as to such situations where as to the burlesque style as to such aspects of the swing big band #BigBandMusic song version of the Denver Mile High Club #Denver #DenverMileHigh #DenverMileHighClub #DMHC song #StarSpangledBanner #NationalAnthem Star Spangled Banner because of using My iPod #iPod as to the situations because of what I was told to do to be capable to have a song in My performance I created as well as the outfits I created for that burlesque #Burlesque dance as to the uniform theme as well as My makeup designs I created as well as the entire routine I created on My own without any assistance ever as I explained.




I did not attend the after party similarly as to how I did not attend any after party as I was not ever informed or invited to any of the after parties because of the knowledge of the reasons as to having a babysitter for My two minor aged children, as well as the knowledge of the headaches and migraines I deal(t) with on a daily basis as to how I had only forced Myself to be online as to those times as per My explanations back then as well as throughout such lengths of time since the year of 2019 through now in the year of 2022 #yearof2022 #2022year to such 2020 vision as to the review of such situations as to the differences as to how others may have been capable to distinguish as to such physical aspects of what I was dealing with as to the conjunction of the facts as to the timeframe of 2009 when I earned My total of 26 #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver #SCUBADivers #SCUBADivingCertifications SCUBA Diving certifications as well as all of the work associated to such aspects. I was invited to #USMC #USMarines #USA #MarineCorps #Marines #Science #Technology #MarineBiology #USCG #USN #USAN #USANavy #USNavy #Navy #MAST Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment in the year of 1996 #yearof1996 #1996year, and as per such aspects of how most who attend get accepted to Annapolis though My invitation included the automatic acceptance as per My graduation if I attended to then work towards the Commander aspects as to what I could remember as to the aspects thereof to such aspects of the titles as to the USCG and/or the USMC though definitely the Navy as per My personal work ethics as well as My personal strength of character to My morals with the conjunction of My determination #DeterminedSurvivor to make the best decisions as best as possible as was explained to Me back in the year of 1996.




Though because of the year of middle school graduation as to how My biological mother and My biological little sister thought it was a party invitation, instead of exactly what the reality actually was at the time as it was not a party invitation as to any such aspects thereof officially. It was not until after the third round of aspects as to MAST when the paperwork was taken care of and fully signed where I was for the lack of better words though as to the legal emancipation from My biologicals, as to the situations as to such clarifications as to My journal blog updates. Additionally as to the same factors as to My fighting to get to the aspects of the northeast as to the tristate locations as per the reality I comprehended as to the situations as while those who I had met in person face to face in person in real life in Crystal Lake Illinois #CrystalLake #CrystalLakeIL #CLIL #Illinois #Illinoisstate #IL #ILstate as to their needless problems as to pop culture #popculture as to what they thought people from #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NJStrong #NewJerseystate #NJState #GardenStateParkway #NewJerseyTurnpike #NJTurnpike #rentalcars #rentalcarlicenseplates #Dealership #DealershipLicensePlates #Registrations New Jersey were as to whatever combinations as to the online factors in conjunction of the pop culture references, as to such attempts I made repeatedly to be capable to attempt to ensure if I was accurate to the difference of what I was told as to such biologicals as to the years of 1996 #1996year #yearof1996 and 1997 #1997year #yearof1997 before the year of 1998 #yearof1998 #1998year when the move occurred as to such situations as to My attempts to actually attend the school. The exact same as I told those who I knew in person face to face in person in real life in the years of 1998 through 2012 #2012year #yearof2012 #Mayan #MayanCalender , just as I told those as to the aspects of the truth the entire time.




When I was officially assigned an escort as to a different type of escort as to the aspects as to this website and/or other such websites as to My journal blog updates on www.susanmeeling.com as to CID's #CID investigation because of everything surrounding Me as to what I was dealing with as I did not ever say anything as to those times, nor anything additionally during the years of 2000 through 2019 as to such aspects of if factors as to the facts found unless as to My clarifications as per My journal blog The Ornery PSA #JournalBlog #TheOrneryPSA as to what I refer to as My journal blog as to such facts. Thus common sense as to when I clarified as to such aspects of the CID investigation as to Brackenridge #Brackenridge because of the time as to when I was 17 years old legally, as well as all such aspects as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI. The additional aspects as to the sexual assault as to such aspects as to the reality referencing Sergeant Baber as to why the aspects of the difference to Military #Military #MilitasryCityUSA aspects as to the difference as to such aspects as to those as to certain aspects as to within the civilian sector, such as to this website as to such hypotheticals as to different aspects as to such hypotheticals.




There is a difference as to a #Feminist Feminist, as to what I am. A biological male can be a feminist, as to being far more sensitive to the needs and the requirements as to the reality of a female as a submissive male sometimes can be as long as there is not any needless problems as to such aspects as then that would be a brat and there is not any need for a brat referencing what I have already survived as well as needlessly dealt with.




I do not ever consent to anything I would ever consider a bratty misbehaviour, as there is not any way for those types to In My opinion t ever be capable to show to Me as to what their worth as to such aspects of ever being capable to keep Me happy as to what I consider as to being happy to such common sense aspects as to whatever has been capable to be proven. If as to those types trying as to such aspects as to the reality as to My dead-ex-husband as to such aspects officially as to "The Modern Day Book" #TheModernDayBook as to those types' failures as to ever comprehending a damn thing as to the reality as to such aspects as to how we were over officially, as to such aspects thereof.




There is a difference to Zippy as Zippy was as to 2004 #yearof2004 #2004year , before 2008 #2008year #yearof2008 as #CommonSenseMatters common sense would be if there were any common sense at all ever as to anyone at all as the same as to General George Washington's #General #GeneralGeorgeWashington spirit before such times as to the common sense aspects as to the requirements as to My actual comfort as to actual common sense.




I hate brats, I hate such fully as there is nothing worthwhile to Me about a brat at all as only masochists would like a brat as to those types as to the aspects of where such fullest amounts of My actual biases as to the situations as to the supposed to be informed as to being consenting as to the adult lifestyle in My opinion as to their trifflin trick aspects as to attention seeking misbehavior. I have no need nor want nor desire nor preference nor ideal for those types at all, as the reality of such aspects of what I have already dealt with has already been a heavy burden throughout such lengths of time as I did not need anything further as to such hypotheticals as to the proof thereof. There is a difference between hate speech, and writing about emotions as to the situations when reviewing such times as to the personal experiences.






Seemingly swingers as to such differences as to the BDSM #BDSM aspects, in My opinion as to such hypotheticals as to why swingers are not attractive to Me at all as to while I can be around such aspects as to the differences as to such factors. I hate brats of all types, as to all ages as there has not ever been anything worthwhile that came from a brat in My opinion as part of those types as to the aspects of the limitations that are put on them and as how boundaries are actually important as to the BDSM aspects as to such official aspects for safest scene aspects as those brats as to such references as to the aspects of where they are not cute and they are not needed especially when having given birth to two children as to how such aspects of brats are 100% unattractive as to such mis-behaviour aspects because of what I already dealt with previously.




A feminazi is obviously what would be considered as to the aspects of sexist against one's own biological gender as to how such machismo aspects as to the biological male gender as to such differences, as to where a biological male can be a feminist as to what My preferences are as to a submissive male is as to without any brattiness as to such aspects as to how such will not ever be attractive to Me as there is nothing I could ever enjoy as to any such biological adult acting as a child would as to such immaturity as to how much work I have dealt with as to the lengths of time and thus as to My specifics as to My strictness as to My personal protocols as to the if factors of anyone actually being capable to actually keep Me happy in full at all times in each and every aspects of My life without any needless problems ever in any capacity at all officially at any point in time ever.




They waste everything needlessly as to such aspects as to how much I despise wasting as to especially any aspect of wasting My stuff as to such needless problems, as I hate brats and I always will hate brats as they are worthless in My opinion as to such immaturity as biological adults as to how obviously they have nothing better to do with their lives as there had not ever been anything of actual substance to the values and morals as to such ethical aspects as to whatever proof of such hypotheticals. When they are not invited as to in any capacity thereof such as to a responsibility factors as to how annoying they are in each factors thereof, and how useless they continue to prove themselves to be as to Myself as to when they just need to accept the facts as a grown up who is mature would do in order to be capable to progress forward correctly as to real accomplishments instead of such emptiness as to however they fill such emptiness as to themselves as to their own emptiness in My opinion as to their own free will. #FreeWillChoicesMatter




I do not have a dominant as the facts of Myself being a #LeatherdDminant Dominant #Dominant as I would not ever be capable to ever allow that sort of aspect as to Myself, officially. There would not ever be anything of such type as to other than a brat who needed to accept as to such hypotheticals as to a male who would need to accept as to how that would not ever work as to the aspects of how I did not and do not and would not ever consent ever as to such aspects, as that is not what the Dominant Mentor Program #DominantMentorProgram #DMP was or is as to such aspects as to the fullness of the Boot Camp classes as per the three months as to each weekend as to all such information instead of the smallest amounts of those little details as to training to being capable to comprehend the aspects to oneself as to not never going overboard as to comprehending not being abusive as to what that would be considered as to the difference as to such aspects as to such by one's own free will to choose to submit to Me as to what My considerations are as to such aspects.




There is a difference to being confident in every day life, as to such aspects as to those who obviously hypothetically needed such clarifications as to such reality factors to accept.




Being #Confident confident in One's own work as to what One considers their work to be as to of free will, is the reality to such aspects.




If others' issues as to pop culture as to the references as to My Ownership of a group is a failure to pay attention as to the aspects of difference, then as to such reasons as to the educational levels as to such hypotheticals as to the technological factors as I suppose as to such additional reasons as to such aspects as to the #MAST MAST invitation in a different capacity as well as My clearance as to such factors as to the aspects of the Military hypotheticals as obviously if there is the Military factors as to the differences as to such training aspects as to the common sense aspects if when messing up as to such references of hypotheticals.




As to My updates as per My journal blog as to the review as to the specifics as to the time as similar as to this situation as to such factors, the reality of the proof as to such hypotheticals as to the oddity as to such situations as to the hypotheticals as to the prophetic aspects as to such three stories possibly and yet as to such as I created only in creative measures as to such aspects as I originally clarified to begin with.




Thus My capability to distinguish the facts at the times thereof to the differences of when reviewing as to such differences, as to there are the capacities to see the metaphors when looking at the aspects of creativity as to the differences as to such aspects of the facts as to when having proverbial references as to such aspects of as Myself having Personal references as to My Personal experiences as to My life.




Those creative stories I created as to this Original account of Mine as to such aspects as to the if factors as to others having had their own psychological factors as to whatever their guilty consciouses could be as to whatever they were a part of as to their lives as to whatever situations as to such times, as to the proof thereof as to such aspects. Thus whether as to those three stories as to creativity and/or those three book series as to creativity, My creativity as to such aspects of how I have been creative since I was a child and was always capable to distinguish between such factors as to the aspects of imagination to the differences as to creativity to the differences of sight as to the differences as to such facts as to the differences of the literal as to the differences of the figurative as to the differences of the metaphors as I took Greco-Roman Latin #Greco #Greece #GrecoRomanLatin #Roman #Latin and I was extremely studious as a child while being an athlete as well as a tomboy all at the same time as a biological female.




Thus creating a website as to creating a group as to creating a piece of artwork as to creating an artwork project as to creating life such as carrying a child to term to being capable to deal with however such as to the labor and delivery aspects of the metaphor seen as to My son's birthday of 2 September 2001 as to the aspects of the length of time as to the induction of labor prior to the back and forth from the hospital as to such aspects prior to My intake and then as to the length of time with Pitocin as then as to such aspects before delivering on what is considered in the #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica United States of America, Labor Day #LaborDay.




I suppose an oddity of a metaphor as to Pitocin as to whether in reference to the needless stresses from a Pita and such Sin aspects as to those types as to the lack of common sense, and/or such aspects as to Pittsburgh as to such aspects of how the differences between the areas as to Pittsburgh #Pittsburgh #PittsburghPA #PittsburghPennsylvannia #Pennsylvannia #PennState #PAState as to Philadelphia #Philadelphia #PhiladelphiaPA #PhiladelphiaPennsylvannia as to the hypotheticals.




When I created the WHIPs (Women in Power over subissives) group originally as to the reality of overemotional reactions as to those types of whatever factors thereof as to the interpretations as to such aspects as to such factors, as to whatever similarities as to the capacities as to such references regarding the aspects as to the reasons why to not ever interpret such aspects as to Myself as when I specify the common sense of the ways as to intelligence is to ask the one and only to ask to being mature enough to actually ask for the clarifications instead of the assumptions as when someone assumes as to how such aspects are as to whatever hypotheticals thereof as to such references to prove such aspects.




Thus the amount of time for such a review as to the aspects of My journal blog The Ornery PSA #TheOrneryPSA as to "Finding A Silver Lining" only as there is not any games I would ever consent to or consider as I progressed beyond such, as I do not consider such as to anything enjoyable whatsoever. However as to such aspects as to a review as to My #Fetlife Fetlife Original account as to such aspects thereof as to when dealing with the reality in real life as to such forum posts that would align as to the aspects of the facts as to #FindingASilverLining "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the grey zone as to #FindingTheSilverLining "Finding The Silver Lining" as to based in facts, though as to such names as to such hypotheticals as to if intelligent as instead of self-absorbed as to such hypotheticals once again as to the if factors as to the situations as to My creative stories as well as My creative books as to what was created as to fiction as to those specific points in time as to the review as to such lengths of time.




Thus in such review aspects once again with the time as to the situations as to the time from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury when I was in Basic Training as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years as to the MRI #MRI and CAT #CAT scans until such dissipated fully though the damages as to such facts as well as the headaches and migraines as to the situations with the reality of such after effects:




Thus as to such aspects of common sense as to the reality of the truth being of genuine importance as to not being a stereotypical ex-relationship as to when there are minor aged children involved as to such as to those types as even as to those types as to such biological connections as to that aspects of either side of My son and My daughter as to the proof as to such #CommonSenseMatters common sense aspects, as I did not ever tell either My son or My daughter that I modeled nor My modeling #modeling name in the years of LadyDoriBelle #LadyDoriBelle #Lady Dori Belle in the years of 2010 #yearof2010 #2010year through 2013 #yearof2013 #2013year as that was not ever allowed as per being capable to distinguish the security situations as to the reality as to such a promise I made and I kept as to such hypothetical differences as to such hypotheticals as to those stereotypes as to whatever proof of such stereotypes as to all such situations officially.




Such as that aspect as to how the #Chief #ChiefWarrantOfficer #CW #CWO Chief Warrant Officer 3 of the #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #Army Army as to having dealt with those aspects of a dependent of an Air Force #USAirForce #USAAirForce #AirForce enlisted graduate from the year of 2001 #yearof2001 as to the E5 aspects as to those needless problems to begin with, as Grandpa Nichols was happy that the middle name of My son was changed as to breaking the chains of those aspects where most males had an issue with their middle name of walker because of what they dealt with in Vietnam #Vietnam #VietnamWar as to the common sense as to the difference as to those types as to such hypotheticals of ever thinking they could ever know anything about a born and raised #NewJersey #NewJerseyState #NewJerseyStrong #StrongNewJersey #NJ #NJstate #NJStrong #NewJersesian New Jersey-ians from their pop culture instead of accepting the facts as to the reality of a born and raised New Jersey-ian in person face to face in person in real life as to what once was as to those years when My children were biological minors as to the common sense as to within "Finding A Silver Lining".




Unlike JBSA #JBSA and unlike JBLM #JBLM , my work is not up for such aspects to My Personal work as to My Personal accounts as to My original Personal accounts officially at all as to the reality of My #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver #SCUBADivers #SCUBADivingCertifications SCUBA Diving. Though I did not post My SCUBA Diving pictures on My Facebook #Facebook Lady Dori Belle account as to having done so in My Original Facebook account as Susan MeeLing though as to now the reference as to what I had as to the last time as Dark Lily as to what Susan translates to in the Native American #NativeAmerican aspects and as to the Dark part as to respect of My Grandmawmaw and My Grandpawpaw and My cousin Jade as to how she was half Chinese #Chinese and half African American #AfricanAmerican as to since such aspects as to how many needless problems as to accepting Me for who I am as well as My actual family as to who I spent the most amount of time with in person face to face in person as to the common sense aspects of such differences, as to how such factors as to what I explained repeatedly as it would be phenomenal to be capable to relax as to not having to constantly do so as to just being accepted in truth as to for what the aspects of My actual background in full as to who I am.




Though some might not find such as flashy as to their interpretations, I have not cared about others' interpretations as to being needed for such aspects as to the situations as to the short term or the long term-ish though definitely as to the longest of longest of terms as to such aspects of differences as to when comprehending time as to the generational aspects as to such oddity as to the areas as to the Mason-Dixon Line #MasonDixonLine #Mason #Dixon #Masonry.




Possibly such aspects as to the hypotheticals in reference as to the clearings, as to such hopeful fullness thereof as to actually being capable to relax as to what I consider as relaxing as to being capable to recover as to what I consider as to recovering as to the amount of work I have been taking care if as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as to such reference point aspects. When I have had to call 9-1-1 for Myself as to such situations for such aspects as to the situations as to because of, as well as the other factors thereof to such hypotheticals as to My comprehension as to the difference as being capable to distinguish between such aspects as per when I am #Creatrix #Creator #Creatrex #Creatrax The Creatrix that I am as to such common sense aspects as to being a Creatrix as to such aspects while as to such if factors of if as to such modesty as to such aspects as to My attempts while still taking care of the aspects for the situations as to such aspects.




Thus as to those three creative stories as to those three creative book series as to the intentions thereof as to the specifics as to the specific years as to the specific months as to those specific days, as to such aspects as to such factors as to the situations as to the distinctions as to the fact books as to the fact based books as to such comprehension of My own work as to such clarifications where such has been proven in My favor as to My innocence hopefully in full.



When someone has to work much to be capable to prove their innocence as to proving themselves, it can be difficult though not self-absorbed as to such amounts of work as only oneself knows oneself the best from their own experiences as the experiences matter as does the proof as well as time is as time is and time can bring forward the truth #TruthMatters #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #ExperiencesMatter .




On the left in the picture yet on the right in real life): Taylor & On the right in the picture (yet on the left in real life): Myself as the character Dame Venus (A Dame is a title as to Nobility as to a Knight in the biological female gender)

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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