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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Though shalt not blaspheme name of which...

In 2008 after my now dead-ex-husband had died because of a mixed medication overdose even though the #SanAntonioExpressNews #mysa knew that I was the ex-wife of my now dead-ex-husband well before he had returned to the active duty status for the United States of America's Armed Forces Army branch, and though they did not know how abusive that time had been when involved; the article author #ScottHuddleson had refused to acknowledge that I was the ex-wife to my now dead-ex-husband when he wrote the article back in May of 2008, which I am unsure if the correction had been made in the San Antonio Express News. My biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had pointed out that the article stated such about what was written which included the name of who I was forced to be involved with at the time because of the abusive aspects of my now dead-ex-husband at the time in reference of Cactus Jack AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr which if the article writer had not paid attention to those details nor evaluated the situation honestly at the time, I want to clarify such as I have in regards of my first and second books "Finding a Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing" and "Finding the Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing".

I had sent a copy of those two books to the San Antonio Express News in 2015, though I was not contacted nor asked for a comment in reference of. However I have clarified such through also other writings in regards of "The Modern Day Book By: Susan MeeLing" which the proof of the #fakenews President Donald J. Trump has discussed shows that back in 2008 such was occurring, and continued on forward wrongly. That is not freedom of the press when not giving the full story in truth, that is the opinions pushed forward instead in my opinion. I doubt I am the only person who sees such, in that regard. Thus since I have not been informed of any corrections having been made to the statements about such in regards of each newspaper and each news station despite having set into their offices clarification aspects, if there is a lawyer who will contact me in regards of processing legal action against such please do contact me through my To Contact form on my website as well as if the San Antonio Express News would like to settle before going to court and then I can remove the articles which have been freely published throughout so many locations and handed out to various locations and mailed to such. Though the San Antonio Express News could also reach out to me for a settlement of their own accord as I do not know how many books I mailed, nor do I know how many people looked through the various drop box links beginning in 2015, nor do I know how many people downloaded straight from my website of the documents, nor do I know who gave the books mailed to another to read, and etcetera.

While I prefer as simple clarification if the newspaper would prefer the legal aspects, then if there is a lawyer who would like to take the case I request the contact thereof. Since my son and my daughter were obviously affected because of the San Antonio Express News not doing the proper reporting and simply putting the word "ex" in front to the word wife in regards of my dead-ex-husband, they in many ways hypothetically caused my son and my daughter as well as myself unnecessary problems which I hold each individual who was a part of personally responsible for such in my opinion though others might agree. Though I know for a fact there were those who read the pages of those two books I mailed to the building in 2015, as well as others who asked the people of the San Antonio Express News about various aspects. Since I have been doing my Medal of Honor Art Project and there are so many military cemeteries and military individuals in cemeteries, well there is also that aspect; if you believe or not in reference of religious aspects, and spirituality.

Even if they did not directly get involved with the problems caused because of their failure and major disregard for the known at the time of being an ex-wife of my now dead-ex-husband and with the knowledge of the Iraq and Afghanistan War occurring with so many others who actually cheated on their spouses whereas I did not; the needless problems caused by the aftereffects, will and have affected my choices and my decisions in reference of multiple aspects. I do hope so much for the San Antonio Express News and if there have been problems since they posted such an article without the repair to the article knowing such even up to this point in time, I am glad. That is wonderful there are so many independent journalists with the ability to go out and do honest reporting if newspapers refuse to do their job correctly and accurately hypothetically; ensuring the truth and only the full truth is out for news consumption, for otherwise it should be stated in any news portion of there have been changes or information which was not put in the article. At minimum when people record in full live there is no ability to edit the information at the time of the events thereof, and what a revolution through social media to get a fuller aspect out to the general public.

Especially since I have been working on my Medal of Honor Art Project and the fact so many Medal of Honor Art Project pieces of which would be initially intended to go to San Antonio, I do not have to do such and I can take such pieces elsewhere as they are my choices to which places I take them to. If the San Antonio Express News and affiliations thereof have prevented my works from going forward; then there too is a major problem in various ways, which should be repaired and rectified immediately and should not have to require a legal court-case to do the ethical and moral correct choice for a simple editing acknowledgement. There was a time when that was not required for a lawsuit to be filed for a newspaper to make the corrections and edits known for when their journalists messed up the facts and the information thereof, and that ink and space for an article to verify such would be far less expensive than the court-case as well as far less messy; not forgetting of whether individuals believe or not in reference of religion and spiritual aspects in regards of when the time comes for each person's individual body. There is an actual hell for souls, and depending of what was done depends of what such punishment would be.

What is that first Commandment, again?

What is, the second Commandment?

Would the second commandment have been broken in such a reference, in a hypothetical way?

If the San Antonio Express News and other types of news wants to act like tabloids, then they should label themselves as such instead of as a reputable new source in my opinion. However they also had been informed of the stolen valor my now dead-ex-husband had done as they were informed, and I am unaware if that clarification had been done in another aspect thereof; as the individual working for the San Antonio Express News, had later been informed that I had returned the Bronze Star before the writing of my books. Thankfully other news companies did not include the aspects of the marriage and the end thereof at all, in the follow up aspects. However since my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez had married her dead brother spiritually, the irony of the legal similarities of the name which is possibly a faery sized saving grace which may not mean much to some; though for others, I cannot state nor guarantee the same aspects for each makes their own individual choice.

As then President of the United States of America said, "We must reject the idea that every time a law's broken, society is guilty rather than the lawbreaker. It is time to restore the American precept that each individual is accountable for his actions."

Thus those who knew and stood by doing nothing to repair can be considered as guilty as in the reference of silence is compliance hypothetically, whereas those who stood up against such probably did not have the same ramifications thereof. While I have done what I can do to clear my name as well as clear each and every holding that had been wrongly put on my stuff immediately as now, it is time for such in regards of the San Antonio Express News to finish that point.

What a birthday present that would be for me, right?

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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