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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Think as to the Reversing of Time

When the aspects of the situations I brought forward over the decades, what were people who I knew's responses at those times as to the various situations?



In the timeframe since COVID as to March 2020 as to a reversing of situations of those who I once knew to the aspects of personal life situations, what aspects of the situations are the ways as to such opposite and equal to a degree portions of time?



For example as to the initial journal blog updates in the year of 2019 into 2020 how many individuals I once knew who now have children have had to deal with staying at home as to making sure to take care of each and every aspect and who of you actually have had assistance to raising your child(ren) regarding people you know without having to pay any financial aspects to within less than a 3 hour distance of traveling or less than 180 miles, in comparison to what I dealt with and thus as to while my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia are now above the biological age of 18 years old who of such individuals and connected thereof to the aspects since the COVID began were claiming which aspects as to the ease in comparison to the reality of such points in time and are there any such connected aspects as to the reality of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the physical disabilities as to the comparison thereof as to such regarding each and every individual who had ever made a hypothetical false claim about me as well as how they thought it would be easy and simple in such regards as to raising child(ren) without having to go to work outside of their home?



How accurate or inaccurate have such individuals been as to the situations of far less in multiple aspects when taking in the information as to the updated aspects from my journal blog in the beginning of the year of 2019 onward, and what individuals have learned as to the reality of such differences as to the combined aspects of what it actually takes as to raising children as to being in the situation which was put forward as to the COVID situations?



In reference to the masks situations as to covering your mouths as to the symbolic portions to compared to the years of 2001 through 2013 as to whichever side as to the proverbial aspects thereof, how simple has it been as to the similarities as to the symbolic portions though with the actual mask over your faces as to the comparisons as to what I have updated my journal blog as to what I personally was dealing with from the points in time of far before the year of 2000 though in such references as to those within the state of Texas and Illinois as to such aspects; where has the difficulty been when reviewing the psychological aspects as to such updated information as to the reality of what I personally was dealing with as to such points in time, as how many individuals during various points in time from 1998 through 2012 had wished for me to see their side of things as to the comparisons as to how I knew such aspects though as to the reality of which the other side needed to see from my point of view as what would the proverbial exercise be as to the review in such references as to others' responses as to the various situations regarding the COVID situations as where would such individuals as to the updated portions be and what levels as to the realities as to humanity would there actually be as to the references thereof to the ease of such situations in the viewpoint as to the aspects of such situations in the comparisons thereof as to how many individuals I once knew felt the need to constantly compare themselves in such comparisons as to actually making choices to assist in comparison to complaining?\




Thus to the individuals during the years of those who I once knew in the timeframes before the year of 2001, what aspects of such comparisons as to dealing with the reality of such were held to which standards as to the aspects of dealing with the situations and in such references as to the levels of accomplishments in whichever ways thereof what would be the situations as to the actualities of the choices made as to each timeframe during such years as which individuals actually made attempts to assist in the comparisons as to which individuals went out of their way for what aspects and where would such ever be considered as mature and responsible in the comparisons as to the proverbial viewpoint in the comparisons as to what constitutes as actual achievements in the comparisons as to such points in time? In the references as to how I wound up off of the Fort Sam Houston San Antonio Texas installation as through 2001 into 2002, what levels of situations from the years of 2020 through 2021 into 2022 can be noticed as to the differences of timeframes as to the personal situations as to taking into consideration as to the circumstances as to the references as to the specifics as to the personal circumstances in such references?



Or for a different viewpoint as what would the opposite be as to the timeframes from 1997 to 1998 to 1999 to 2000 to 2001 to 2002 as to the reverse viewpoint of which to each and every individual I once knew in person face to face in person as to the comparisons as to the years of 2017 to 2018 to 2019 to 2020 to 2021 to 2022 for the references to compare, as to those individuals unlike myself as to comparing themselves to me and/or others as to the situations as to the timeframes thereof for such references to consider as to the choices made during the timeframes thereof to the differences?



Additionally as to the timeframes to compare as to the years of 2017 to 2018 to 2019 to 2020 to 2021 to 2022, those I knew in person face to face in person within the areas throughout at some point in time to those within the state of Texas what would the comparison be as to the years of both the references of the timeframes of 1997 through 2002 though also the references as to the years of 2007 to 2008 to 2009 to 2010 to 2011 to 2012 for such considerations as to whether or not you actually could consider yourself as humane as well as assistive in the correct and positive ways in such comparisons as to the situations regarding such points in time?



For example as to both timeframes in the comparisons as to the prior paragraphs, where would the considerations be as to the difference of if knowing details of information to assist; where would the differences be as to the aspects of making attempts to actually bring such information forward as to the assistances thereof to genuinely make attempts to assist, compared to where were such aspects as to the choices made to sit by and do nothing as to the aspects of where such real and genuine assistances could have been though were as to what portions as to the timeframes thereof?



Thus whereas to my choices from 2017 through 2022 what would such comparisons as to my making attempts to assist in as best ways as I could by the possibilities thereof would there be the differences as to actual genuine attempts made in the comparisons as to others' choices during such references to the timeframes as to the prior paragraph, and what differences would be capable to notice as to the situations of what assistances as to the differences thereof to the comparison of those who simply stood or sat by and did nothing as to actual assistance as to what would be known because of the situations of viewpoints of the aspects of whichever situations of viewpoints as to the comparisons as to actual assistance as well as the common sense aspects as to various ways to directly make attempts to speak with such as for this example as to my website as to the comparisons as to over different ways and areas as well as phone portions in the comparisons as to such hypotheticals of individuals as to what aspects were directly capable in the comparisons during such points in time to the years thereof?



Thus if there have been individuals from the timeframes of whichever aspects as to the comparisons as to what situations to the timeframes as to the if factors of individuals who would think I should know though obviously was not informed as to the aspects of such hypotheticals within the states of Illinois as well as Texas as to those timeframes from 2012 through 2018, what are the differences as to each individual's attempts and/or viewpoints as to the combined reality of situations as to what actualities thereof as to the situations of differences during such points in time as where has there ever been such reaching out from others in the honest ways as to the comparisons as to my aspects of making attempts as to reaching out in whatever ways as I could as to the comparisons as to such references as to the reality of individuals in such comparisons as how simple has such situations as to the timeframes as to the COVID actually been as to such comparisons of those who ignorantly hypothetically thought of such to be easy in the comparisons as to the needless drama as to the viewpoints thereof to such involvement as to the situations as to others' attention seeking behaviour as to the comparisons as to getting situations taken care of correctly as possible as to the differences of others compared to myself as to the reality capable to be noticed?



Where is the difference as to genuine assistance in truth in the comparisons as to the hinting portions of others, as what would the difference be as to the direct and to the point aspects in comparisons as to others' wishful hinting as to the attention seeking ways be considered as a massive important aspect as to the comparisons of the reality of what humanity is in such differences and who has continued to push forward and onward while others have made whichever choices thereof while having had far more available to them while not having assisted in the correct capacities thereof as to the levels of actualities of what could have been as then as to the wishful thoughts of thinking to be above what does such actually show as to the levels of humanity for such references and regards thereof to those who have claimed to care as to the proof as to such aspects of genuine care as to with the actions to prove such words as to whichever possible ways as to the positive attributes in the comparisons thereof such as who has had an in person face to face in person support system as to friends and/or family and/or individuals they actually recognize in truth which includes the background areas as to the locations thereof as to the comparisons as to what I have dealt with and what levels of importance as to take into consideration as to anyone who might wish to complain as to such points in time as to the references as to the years thereof listed as to the opposite review as to such aspects?



Thus as to the years of 1997 through 2002 as well as the years of 2003 through 2012 as well as 2013 through 2018 as to the opposite timeframe as to specific in person face to face in person responsibilities as well as individuals in person face to face in person as to the support system as to what aspects thereof for such comparisons, what would the differences be as to the opposite portions as to the situations as to the comparisons as to the viewpoints of the years of 2018 through 2022 as to such individuals who hypothetically complained about me as to the comparisons of such situations in the comparative review of such points in time and what would be considered as actual humanity as to the aspects of such individuals in conjunction as to the support systems thereof in person face to face in person as to such references to the comparisons to take into actual consideration as to the wishful thoughts as to the actualities of reality and what truth in genuinity has actually been brought forward as to the comparisons of feelings and/or biases as to the differences of the facts as to the differences of feelings and/or biases only as what is the difference to such references?



In addition as to the 1980s into the 1990s as to those who I once knew in person face to face in person during such years as to such connections and support systems in person face to face in person as to actual assistances, where would the exact same questions be capable to review such details as to the comparisons as to the portions of such viewpoints as to the individuals as to such support systems as to the claims of humanity in the regards thereof capable to be actually noticed as to such points in time as to the references of attempts to actually assist as to the comparisons as to the aspects of hinting in sch comparisons hypothetically as why would those factors be considered as important as to such a review as to the aspects of actual ease as to the pain levels physically as to knowing the differences as to emotional pain levels as to the timeframes thereof as to the situations as to the health factors as to such comparisons as to with whatever actual support systems as to individuals known in a length of time as to the in person face to face in person as to the levels thereof to the considerations as to the situations as to each individuals' life as to such factors to the comparisons as what is considered as actually important as to such in person face to face in person support systems as to the comparisons as to the aspects of at such a distance though what would be important as to the differences in the comparisons as to the distance aspects as to the comparisons of the in person face to face in person factors as to the individual situations for such comparisons as well in the conjunctive aspects to actually take into contemplative consideration?



In reference to individuals from the timeframes as to the 1980s into the 1990s as to the comparisons as to the years of 1997 through 2002 as to the comparisons of the years of 2003 through 2012 as to the comparisons of 2013 through 2018 as to the comparisons of 2019 through 2022, what would be the differences as to each individuals' personal situations as to individuals they have known in person face to face in person as well as whatever actual support system as to such in person face to face in person and well as what levels of actual attempts to assist as to blunt and to the point in the comparisons as to those who have hinted as to whatever aspects as to such portions thereof to which in my personal reference to the knowledge how hinting does not work because hinting equates to lying in my opinion as to the comparison of the direct and actual truth as to such comparative wishful thoughts some might have wished that hinting was something else as to the aspects thereof which in turn if as to hinting to the comparisons as to direct and to the point with etiquette and respect in such comparisons as to hinting being the equivalent to lying what would be considered as to the differences as to such individuals as to the choices thereof to such reference aspects as who has been capable to actually ask with etiquette and respect in a direct way as to the comparisons as to such hinting aspects as to triggering in comparisons as what would be humane about direct and to the point as to truth as to the comparisons as to the lack of humanity as to hinting as to such hypotheticals thereof as to such factors in comparisons?



Thus for example as to the situations of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the specific timeframes of my personal life in the conjunctive aspects as to what is known at this point in time as to the clarifications and verifications thereof to the larger portions as to such points in time in comparisons as to the lack of knowledge of others in such an official capacity as to the hypotheticals as to the in person face to face in person as to such reality, what would be considered important in such comparisons for the review of such choices to each and every individual as well as their support system as to the comparisons?



Thus as to whatever aspects of each individual as to my in person face to face3 in person as to the aspects of such individuals as to the combined factors of knowledge as to the clarifications as to this point in time to the review thereof as to responsibility taken as to such comparative portions as to the in person face to face in person as to what aspects could have been as to the actual assistances as to the comparisons as to feelings/biases as to the aspects of such assumptions hypothetically in the review now in the year of 2022, what would the comparisons be as to the knowledge combined as to those of individuals I knew in person face to face in person as to such points in time as to whatever situations as to the aspects during each and every year for such review aspects as to the comparisons as to actual humanity?



For example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 1998, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



For example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 1999, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



For example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2000, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2001, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2002, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2003, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2004, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2005, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2006, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2007, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2008, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s to the year of 2000 as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2009, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2010, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2011, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2012, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2013, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2014, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2015, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2016, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2017, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2018, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



With the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2019, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In references to the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2020, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In references to the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2021, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



In references to the example as to my life from the 1980s into the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s as to the timeframe of knowledge as to within the year of 2022, what would such differences be as to individuals I met in person face to face in person as to such a year as to those situations during the points in time thereof and onward as to the aspects of how such situations went as to the hypotheticals thereof to the considerations as to whatever aspects thereof?



Thus in turn as to such honest aspects as to being truthful as well as with the clarifications and verifications of such details as to the capabilities thereof as well as my having acknowledged such factors in the references to such combined factors, what would be the consideration as to actual humanity in such situations as to the timeframe as to the comparisons as to the aspects of which others have such knowledge as to the comparisons as to the choices as to the situations as to the various aspects of the viewpoint as to the assistances in truth as to such comparisons as to such hypotheticals as to wishing as to otherwise as to the factors thereof as to the hinting in such references as where would hinting be considered as sloth in such references as to the comparisons as to what situations would be considered as to greed as what situations could be reviewed as to envy as what factors would be considered as to pride as what situations would be considered as vanity as to what situations could be viewed as to gluttony as what factors would be considered as to lustful as to the references thereof in addition to an eighth aspect as to the terminology as to what would be considered as to the reference as to what situations would be considered as to acedia regarding such situations s to the combined factors as to the knowledge thereof as to whether or not a relationship factor as to the reality of such situations as to across the board as to the metaphorical references as to such situations as to the viewpoints in such references and regards thereof to the knowledge of such combined factors as to the situations throughout such length of years as to the timeframes thereof to each and every individual as to however such as to the knowledge of me as to the comparisons as to the choices as to the patterns of behaviour to the comparisons as to such choices of actions and/or inactions as to the references of such situations to consider as then what would such references be considered as to humane in such comparisons as to the viewpoints thereof in genuine truth for the contemplation to each and every individual as to such aspects thereof for their own internal review as to such factors as to the knowledge thereof to the truth regarding the combined situations as to the comparison as to the knowledge thereof directly?



In turn what would actually be considered as humane as to the comparisons as to the situations and what factors as to individuals who have wanted my attention in a positive way ever be capable to review the saying of "be the change you seek in the world" be capable to review as to such choices and actions and/or inactions as to such references to consider as to the aspects thereof, as why would those factors be considered as important as to this journal blog entry?



If the truth of such aspects as to the situations which are reviewed in whichever viewpoint thereof as to the facts as to the comparisons as to feelings/biases, why would such factors be considered as important to such factors as to humanity as well as the attention sought as to such hypotheticals thereof as to what would then be as to such viewpoints in the genuinity thereof to such considerations as to the comparisons as to the hypotheticals thereof?



For example as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as my Dr Mary Edwards Walker Collection, when reviewing the actual numbers per state as to such aspects in the references regarding the combined factors what levels would be capable to take into consideration as to the various aspects as to the situations of sloth/greed/lust/envy/sloth/pride/vanity/gluttony/acedia as to the references of such hypothetical situations as to the personal review as to such factors as to the references thereof as what capabilities as to the genuine truthful review of such factors be capable to take into consideration referencing the situations as to such points in time as to such factors as to the combined situations known as to the reality and clarifications as to the verifications thereof to the review of such hypotheticals as what promises have I actually made as to in the official capacity thereof as to the actualities of discussing such in person face to face in person as to the ways of which as to the only ways I personally make a promise as to such aspects as to the patterns of my behaviour in the comparisons as to the hypotheticals thereof as to what might be thought of as to such situations to the considerations thereof to the hypotheticals as what would the considerations which I have brought forward as to my Official YouTube Channel as to my Official YouTube videos be capable to take into the consideration as to such additional factors or would such have incorrectly been ignored as to the additional aspects as to such factors during such points in time as to the hypothetical viewpoints thereof as what comparisons of the if factors of other people's involvement as to the proof thereof as to only myself speaking for myself as to the importance as to the proof of my patterns of behaviour in the comparisons as to other such factors to the considerations thereof to the review of such situations?



What aspects as to others' involvements as to without my permission to falsely represent themselves as to such factors thereof or the equivalent of bearing false witness as to such situations as to the other connected aspects as to the length of time being capable to bring such situations forward as to the considerations as to the differences of actually speaking with me in person face to face in person as to the aspects thereof to the importance as to such lengths of time of the situations thereof capable to take into consideration as to the clarifications and verifications thereof as to such factors, as what is important as to actually clarifying and verifying with the individual specifically as to what portions in reference to myself would be capable to prove as to others' patterns of behaviour as to their choices of involvement as to such promises those people made as to what is the difference as to the promises I personally made in the conjunction as to the specifics thereof to the comparisons of such combined references as to how I personally make a promise as to the comparisons as to how others have chosen to speak on my behalf without my permission and thus who then would be to actually hold accountable as to the comparisons as to wrongly holding me accountable for what others;' involvements as to such promissory aspects for such others to take responsibility for what they could not promise for me as to such regards as t6o how I personally am as to such factors as to hypotheticals as where should the simple aspects of actual appreciation as to such actual being grateful as to the comparisons thereof as to such situations I have dealt with as to such lengths of time as to the proof of patterns of behaviour throughout the aspects of the tristate area as to the aspects of Illinois as to the aspects of Texas as to the aspects of Washington state as to the additional factors as to each and every other location I have been to and/or through as to whatever timeframe thereof to the consideration of who I personally spoke with in person face to face in person as to the comparisons as to individuals who thought they could speak for me without my permission as to such factors as why would that be considered as important as to the representation as to such factors in truth as what clarifications and verifications have been capable to such references thereof as to the hypothetical comparisons as to such patterns of behaviour as to such others involvements as to their percentage of accuracy as to the combined totality of such factors as to the comparisons as to my percentages of accuracy as to the factors in such references as to the considerations to think about and contemplate about as to the combined situations as to the situations in the references thereof to the considerations as why would such be important to review the patterns of behaviour of such facts proven as what needless drama has been stirred up without any actual reasons or excuses or causes as to such lengths of times by others as to the comparisons as to myself as to such references as how many individuals who decided to speak on my behalf without my permission as to the aspects of which such would not be within their Constitutional Rights or Amendments as to ever speak on my behalf though what would that translate to in reference to my Constitutional Rights and Amendments thereof to the review of such hypotheticals?



For example if as to my biological mother/father/sister and/or my ex-in-laws and/or individuals I once knew in person face to face in person were to falsely represent themselves as to such hypothet6icals as to ever speaking on my behalf as to the reality of such differences, what needless problems have such individuals proven as to their patterns of behaviour as to such factors as to the combined situations to the considerations thereof to take into consideration as to such factors in reference to the in person face to face in person aspects of such situations as to the aspects of the occurrences thereof to think about as to the combined factors regarding the aspects of how the reality has been and is as to the proverbial aspects as to the clarifications and verifications?



However as a side note how ironic that the month before the merger is the month of in May where there is a Friday the 13th which is 3 weeks and 4 days before the official timeframe of the aspects to think about, as are there a few situations which the ironic references as to the point in time which could be taken into consideration in other references as to a combination other than the typical symbolic references to such a point in time?



Nonetheless as to re-reading through this journal blog with the combined aspects of the knowledge as to the clarifications and verifications in the references thereof, what would be considered as important as to the aspects in reference to humanity when thinking about as to the unifying aspects since the formation of the US Space Force as to the already founded NASA with the combinations as to Blue Origin and Space X for the references regarding the combined factors as to working together for more positive goals as to the aspects of which since the saying of we're all in this together as what viewpoint could be reviewed as to progression of towards more positive measures as to the fact which could be considered as important to review as to the references and regards thereof as what would such aspects in reference to be considered as important to take into consideration?



In turn as to the timeframe since COVID officially began as to the references regarding the factors thereof what would be considered important in the review portions as to the timeframes when I had discussed with others in person face to face in person more often as to the times as to the situations throughout the decades, before the more recent aspects as to the timeframes officially since the year of 2018 through this year of 2022 as what would be considered as to the various aspects as to individuals who claimed as to the situations during such points in time as to who such factors could have actually been discussed with in truth as to the differences as to how such situations hypothetically went as to such points in time because of whatever factors hypothetically capable to the proof thereof as to such situations as to the length of time to proving such references as to the complaints I dealt with as to the lengths of time regarding before my son and I wound up in Washington state as to such discussions in person face to face in person as to the claims which others thought my life was easy as to the comparisons of the situations as to the proof of such references to the clarifications and verifications?



How many individuals have had child(ren) and/or grandchildren as to since such a point in time and what measures had I taken which proved accurate as to the best of my capabilities as a Mom as well as an individual as to the comparisons as to what I was accused of wrongly as to my opinion as to whatever proof to such clarifications thereof, though even though the facts which my children are now above the age of 18 years old biologically as to the right I have for myself to process such details as to the requirements as to myself for other such work in the references thereof which require the levels of preciseness as to such as to ensure to acknowledging the truth as to the reality thereof while making sure as to reviewing the details correctly as to prior to officially bringing forward such aspects in a written timeline format as to the references thereof to the other works in such regards as to being capable to ensure the sanctity of my work as to such references as why would that additionally be of importance as to the specific of both the references regarding 1993 as well as 2001 as to such factors as in the regards as to the situations of clarifications and verifications what would be considered as important as to bringing forward such clearly as to the understanding more easily from the knowledge as to the situations as to such factors to which then as to what support system in person face to face in person have others had as to such a luxury as to the comparisons as to such situations as to what I have dealt with in the comparisons thereof as to the reality of such factors as how much easier is it actually to have such support system in person face to face in person as to such comparisons as to the aspects of the clarifications and verifications regarding such proof as to the patterns of behaviour of which I have dealt with during such points in time as when the choice to actually be straight forward and to the point in comparison as to hinting aspects thereof as to situations as to the comparisons as to other factors as what would be considered as to the actualities as to a genuine support system for me in the comparisons as to having to go all over the location as to compared to just taking care of situations easier in what is most ideal as to the aspects thereof instead as to the aspects of such references to the lengths of time as to the patterns of behaviour in comparison as when for the first time ever as to taking time just for myself as to the comparisons as to such hypothetical assumptions as to others as to the length of time as to the aspects thereof what is actually considered as best for me in such references as to such lengths of time as to the regards thereof as to the situations which as to having already dealt with as to the situations of why would that be considered as more of whichever capacity to the viewpoint thereof instead of the ease as to what is actually needed for myself as to what is considered as humanity as to the comparisons thereof as what differences would there be as to the review of such factors in such regards instead as to the situations of ever actually having the sensation of such genuine comfort in even the smaller aspects as to the comparisons of the situations in the review thereof as to such comparisons especially with the levels as to the pain which in the physical aspects as to the additional comparisons as to the other combined factors as to what would be considered as to more ideal for me as to such points in time as to the comparisons as to others' opinions instead as to such references as to the actual amounts of work as to such hypotheticals?



When the reality of such factors as to the amount of traveling as well as the facts as to such situations in conjunction of the physical portions of what situations I have personally been dealing with as to such comparisons as to what in comparison would actually be beneficial for me as to the regards as to such aspects to "The Modern Day Book (Written By: ) Reverend Susan MeeLing" what would the situations of the circumstances I have already dealt with as to such references as to the aspects of which the reality of the combined factors as to if such individuals choose to repeat the patterns of behaviour of other people in comparison as to learning from such patterns of behaviour as to actually progress towards betterment instead as to the repetition of such types thereof, what would be the response as to if thinking about what would be as to the responses as to such factors with a shorter and shorter response as to such comparisons as to the hypotheticals thereof as to the energetic portions of which in turn why would there actually ever be such as to the confusion as to where such would not be a confusing aspect as why would it take a head injury to figure that out as what would ever be as to any reason for me to actually bo0ther as to the if factor as to any such accuracy as to such regards in such references instead?



As an example as to the reference regarding the recovery portions regarding the rescue SCUBA Diving situation in the regards of actually taking care of the situation in the correct manner compared to the occurrence thereof to such a point in time, why would such factors as to the situations be of importance to actually get to the point correctly instead of wasting time as to such references as to the aspects as to as what would the point ever be to where after such lengths of time that I personally would care as to the length of the situations as to the references thereof instead as to such differences between those recreational SCUBA Diver types as to the comparisons as to my SCUBA Diving style as what proof as to such accuracy as well as achievements in the betterment portions thereof would be for the considerations in such references?



In regards of anyone who would think that COVID as to such points in time are actually worse than 9/11 as to the comparisons as to the reality of what was dealt with as well as the factors of such references as to the impacts long term as to individuals who were not born and raised going throughout the areas thereof, cannot compare in the slightest to the reality of such amounts of the combined factors as o the reality. While it does not take a head injury to figure out there has only been some aspects brought forward as to the situations, the ironic portions of some of the situations which lead up and were around the areas as to the tristate area are capable to be noticed within several references as to the situations which I have brought forward from the timeframe as to my having begun such updates as to from the year of 2019 on my journal blog as to the comparisons as to the larger factors as to other situations thereof. In turn as to each and every individual who does not have the specifics as to such combinations as to the references regarding such amounts and lengths of time as to the reality of as there is a difference to being a tourist as to visiting the area once in awhile compared to the actual specifics of growing up going to the area of New York City from New Jersey as to the comparisons as to how many times I traveled from San Antonio Texas to the DFW area of Texas as to the length of time between 2001 in October through to the year of 2008 for such references just in regards as to my biological father's work as to the aspects in reference to the situations regarding my babysitter's husband who worked as a Security Director of the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza being of a different amount of time, though similar in several factors as to within such aspects of the length of years. In turn as to such individuals as to ever thinking they could ever wish to compare their view from the news from such points in time to the comparison as to actually living in the tristate area of the New Jersey/New York/Pennsylvania areas similarly as to living in the Maryland/Delaware/Washington DC/Virginia areas as to the 9/11 timeframe of the year of 2001 has not ever been allowed to truthfully compare themselves to individuals thereof as to how they have only watched whatever was allowed through the FEC regulations on the news. In turn as to if any were to actually say and/or think that the COVID situations of ever being remotely close to the attacks on 11 September 2001 only show the largest amounts of ignorance in my opinion as to only being capable to give a reference of a small amount of a viewpoint as to some of the symbolic references as to the comparisons of actually dealing with the situations as to the points in time, of which while I had not graduated Basic Training from the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the clarifications and verifications as to the proof as to such points in time as to my personal connection as well as my personal experiences as to the timeframe as to 11 September 2001 throughout the rest of such points in time as to that particular year as well as such factors thereof. In turn as to each and every individual who might have whatever opinion as to such factors in the comparisons as to actually having dealt with such as to the levels of which to the proof of such as to who I once knew in person face to face in person as tyo the references regarding such insensitivity as to the humanity portions as to the reality of such points in time as to the reality of such situations, and while individuals who do not actually have the reality of such exact connections as to the exact points thereof can wish for such information as to the nosiness as to the comparisons as to such factors; thus also additionally in my opinion only shows such levels thereof as to such brought forward, as to the reminder of only having seen the evening skyline of New York City from a specific location which would be ideal as to the aspects for me to trigger such memories for me to be capable to bring such forward as best as I personally can. Those types who wish to have such a connection in the regards thereof as to the aspects in such situations as to thinking they have anything remotely close as to COVID as to the situations as to 1993 as well as 2001 as to the facts of which the temper tantrums I dealt with as to the proof as to such aspects in the shorter amount of time as to the timeframe since COVID in March 2020 through this year of 2022.



Even my own biological mother/father/sister are not allowed to ever claim they have su8ch actualities as to the similar portions as to the facts of how such individuals were within only certain areas as to the capability to see as to the references as to my movement as to such timeframes as to my traveling around as to such factors, which in turn as to the larger numbers as to the amounts of individuals as to the specifics as to the points in time as to the depth levels for such references as well as the lengths of time as to such regards are capable to be proven as to the accuracy levels as to the clarifications and verifications thereof. In turn as to such references regarding the additional factors as to what I have been dealing with as to what levels thereof in the comparisons as to the in person face to face in person actual support systems as to the comparisons of what I have dealt with, those particular individuals as to what I have brought forward as to what has been capable to be clarified and verified as to such regards thereof as to there not ever being anything close as tyo such aspects as to the COVID as to 11 September 2001. In all honesty in my personal opinion the aspects of such references to VODI are not anything remotely close to the numerical portions of the situations as to the 1980s and the 1990s in specific communities as to my childhood as to who I personally knew, thus as to nothing remotely close as to the numerical portions of the 1993 attack, and obviously it should not take a head injury to figure out anyone who would ever try to compare such as to the attacks on 11 September 2001 as to the references as to the reality check which has been required for some point in time now as to the references as to the pop culture references regarding such role playing wishes as to the comparisons as to my opinion regarding those types who have wished as to such factors as to the proof as to the problems regarding the reasons why to end all types of stolen valor now.`



However additionally the reality which my biological mother Anna Louise (a last name Lally) Hom must declare the actual truth in full just as my biological father Michael Lee Hom must declare the actual truth in full, as similarly my biological sister must declare all of the actual truth in full; just as all such connected aspects as to each individual associated with any portion thereof to declare the actual truth in full, as to the actual facts in each and every capacity in all such details for each and every situation with each and every minute detail immediately in full transparency as to each such connection. In my opinion additionally as to my ex-in-laws as to Mary Evongelina (however her middle name is spelled with the maiden last name of Nichols) Osteen must declare all actual truth in full just as similarly her eldest daughter Sondra Marie Osteen must declare all truth actually in full along with Ariel Nicole Osteen must declare all truth actually in ful as well as David (whatever his middle name) Osteen as to declaring all factual truth in full with all associated connections thereof to the fullest transparency as to each and every aspect thereof to the fullest extents as to bring such actual truth forward in full which includes their connection as well to each factor and aspect thereof. In addition my other ex-sister-in-law Susie/Susan Marie (maiden last name Nichols)-Lopez (second marriage Sweeney or however spelled as to such aspects of the sound) must declare all truth in full as to the conjunction of her ex-husband Joe/Joseph (whatever middle name) Lopez as to declaring all such actual truth in full similarly to the eldest daughter Brieanna Marie Nichols-Lopez as to all such truth declaration in full as to the middle child of the first marriage Marissa Marie Nichols-Lopez in all actual full truth declaration as to the aspects of whatever can be found as to Joseph Anthony Lopez as to such similar aspects of full truth in all such declarations as to the fullest details in the exposure of the full truth as to transparency in all such additional connected individuals as to each and every capacity thereof to such full transparency. In turn the eldest son Tony Walker Nichols as to in full actually declaring the truth as to his first wife Carrie as to such full declaration in truth full to his second wife Gail (whatever her middle as well as maiden last name as well as first marriage last name) Nichols to declare all such truth in actual fullness to the first child son Robert (whatever middle name as well as legal last name) to such full transparency of actual truth, the middle child Amber (whatever middle name as well as maiden last name and if possible married last name) as to the full declaration of truth in full, as well as the youngest daughter known as Tori as to whatever her middle and last name as to such full declaration in full truth as to the connections additionally as to the full transparency of all such factors. The aspects as to what names I have known them as to the full truth as to bringing all such details in full truth as to the full transparency of all such aspects in full truth as to each and every connected factor as to all such details in full truth must be exposed in full detail as well as to each and every clarification in all such factors throughout each and every aspect thereof, to the fullest extents in all such connected portions as to whichever ways thereof as to such connections in full transparency as to the actual truth as to all facts.



In turn all SCUBA Divers as well as to the actualities as to all such exposure of each and every factor and aspect thereof to the full truth to actually be brought forward in each and every capacity thereof as well as the same as to each and every school and school staff member as well as volunteer as to the additional aspects of the board members to each and every school which I have attended as well as my son #Letters4James attended as well as my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to her attendance as well as the truth as to such medical records of each and every typ-e during the minimum timeframe as to my childhood as well as my teenager years as well as to the legal portions of such timeframes as to my legal guardianship which in all such capacities of where and to whom I have been a legal guardian thereof to the facts in all such references to such full truth brought forward in the actualities thereof, which would officially include having been a legal guardian to my biological sister Patricia Ann (maiden last name Hom)-Miller as to all such truths and facts as well as all such connections thereof to the fullest opening of all such facts in each and every co0nnected factor and way thereof immediately. In addition as to such facts would include the medical records as well as the aspects of all such electronic transmissions of which include though are not limited to text messages, social media online platforms, social media messages, email messages, phone call transcripts, phone call recordings which include the distinction as to any technological interferences in any such capacity as well as each individual known to have invaded privacy as to hypotheticals thereof as to the listening in factors as to the bringing all such situations in full exposure in each and every factors thereof in full actual truth as to each and every detail thereof, and all such scheduled meetings in each and every recorded aspects thereof to the additional aspects of all such connected portions in such references and regards thereof for the starting point as to such immediate actions as to all such opening of such facts for each and every individual to be capable to have all facts in full truth as to each and every factors thereof to be capable to read through all such materials as to the reality of to the length as well as to all such connected portions as far as to the minimum of seven degrees of separation outward as to ensure the capacity to see all such interconnected portions of all such details as to the ways of which to clearly distinguish the truth without biases and without the feelings as to such capacities of the connected aspects as to the emotional connections as to all such clarifications and verifications across all sectors and all areas thereof in each and every capacity for such progression forward in all such references and ways thereof.




n my opinion that is the only way which the actual progression forward as to a society as well as to the aspects of humanity can truly progress forward as to the aspects of betterment, and since I have lead by example in such references and regards thereof on my own as to such references well before this particular journal blog on 5 May 2022 as to the aspects of my boos as well as my emails as well as my messages including my medical records as to such bloodwork additionally as to the references of which it would not be hypocritical for me to make such a declaration as to each and every individual thereof however it would be considered as hypocritical for each and every individual associated thereof in any such factor thereof to ever wish otherwise as there is not one viable excuse nor cause nor reason which would be valid as to the proof as to my own transparency in such regards and references thereof to which because of my own actions as to leading by example as to each and every individual and group as to such connected portions thereof to each and every area as to such references as to every such capacity of there being the absolute clearest pathway for such regards in all such exposure of the actual full truth as to such lengths of time in such references and regards thereof without any hesitation in any such capacity as to the actualities of genuine health and wellness. If such individuals and/or groups claimed they were helping me as to such comparisons thereof,. then the ways as to what would be considered as helpful to me as to if such claims were made then as to such facts would be considered within such helpful aspects immediately in all such capacities thereof in each and every possible factor and area thereof in all such possibilities and ways.



Thus my will should be done as to this particular journal blog entry as to such factors as to the proof as to all such references regarding in the aspects of such transparency to actually progress forward and towards betterment, as to the if factors as to such aspects in the references of such individuals as to the aspects of claiming to assist then actually do so as to each and every capacity thereof as to the leading by example as to how I have brought such forward from the starting point as to the reality in all such references and connected portions thereof to the fullest actualities of all such truth for all clarifications and all verifications in all such ways and measures immediately. #integritymatters #truthmatters




I was hovering just a couple of feet above the area of the ground as to the Gulf of Mexico to take this picture SCUBA Diving, which integrity and truth matters the most as to the aspects thereof as to the on land portions as to such in all such factors as well as outward and upward. While some types of people might have thought it would be a funny joke because of their pathetic aspects as to the situations as to the timeframe as to the aspects of the picture, all such actual truth in such references the reality of how such differences between recreational civilian SCUBA Divers compared to actual SCUBA Divers who take SCUBA Diving seriously as to the differences as to such aspects as to the ways of which truth and integrity have actually always mattered in all such references in all such ways at all such times.

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing