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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

There is the aspect of review as to scavenger hunts, though Happy New Years

While the aspects as to when working on my Medal of Honor Art Project for those who are intelligent enough to have common sense instead of such hypothetical interpretations of what small amounts of overhearing details instead of the full amount of information, the aspects of hypothetical aspects of others' ignorance as to ever misconceiving any and/or all such aspects of such work as to the common sense; as to finding the information to be capable to go complete the paper portions of before the aspects as to the work in reference to the historical and spiritual rubbing beginning phases, to complete my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as I was not ever interested in anyone causing me and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project trips/Artwork anything I would consider as such unwanted needless problems as anything I would consider as needless situations as anything I would consider as needless drama as anything I would consider as needless situations as to such immaturity in any such aspects as to others' involvement as to any such hypothetical aspect.



If there were ever to be any immature homo-sapien-sapien to ever think of themselves as wanted during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, then they would have had the common sense to ask me personally in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects with real words they spoke to me to have a real discussion about the aspects thereof in full as to my personal minimum standards as to my work requirements. The reality of how there was not ever anyone who had doner so as to getting all of my personal requirements as to my needs for my work as to each and every individual trip as well as the overall trips as to the aspects of what would be and would have been considered as actual real respect to my work as well as to me for my work, would have done so exactly as to such facts as to my personal requirements as to my personal work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as well as my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as there was not anyone else ever allowed to speak on my behalf as I have already clarified as to such facts as to the sensitivity as to my work as to the respect to my work as the requirements as to my real security as to my work instead of as I already went over as to #TheModernDay #TheModernDayBook "The Modern Day Book" as to such locations as well as situations thereof as to those type of those cherubim ones as I consider as to such factors.



Since I personally did not ever cause any aspects as to such scavenger hunt aspects as to the common sense that when looking up all of the amounts of information as best as I could as well as each attempt I made as to locating the specific locations as well as the attempts I made as to telling the #McLendons #McLendonsHardware McLendon's hardware store as to the in the pieces as to the actual artwork and not in reference to myself as to such aspects of hypothetical dental aspects as to the actual aspects of the individual #MedalofHonor #MedalofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtwork #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArtProjecttrips Medal of Honor Artwork pieces of artwork as to what I posted pictures of as to the Medal of Honor Art Project page as to the charity work, instead of such aspects of any hypothetical in my opinion as to others' choices as to hinting if as to Club Sapphire as to ignorance because of such need for honesty, who did not ever have the slightest aspect as to common sense as to such factors thereof to what I personally consider as detestable regarding themselves as to such references as to my work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as the oddity of irony as to if they ever were accepting of the black stone as to such references of that engraved image from the #JC #JCPenny JC Penny picture from 2007 as to the difference of a piece of paper and painting as to such differences with glass and wood. Thus as to such if factors as to both the dental aspects and/or the COVID aspects as to such if factors as to such immunizations for myself, the aspects where the lack of my personal need for the electrical aspects as to the dental aspects and/or the COVID site aspects personally as to such if factors as to such aspects as the reality of how such does not show me nor prove to me any aspect of my personal needs as to my personal wants as to any such if factors as to the aspects where such Modern Day Book references as to the state of Washington as to the aspects of above the Mason-Dixon Line from the years of 2013 through 2019 was not ever needed nor wanted nor desired nor preferred nor idealistic for what I already dealt with as to those years as I did not ever need nor want nor desire nor prefer nor have any ideal as to any such zapping aspects to what I already dealt with you ignorant uneducated sacrilegious to me worthless in my personal opinions as to those hypotheticals as to such others' unwanted involvements as to what in my opinion towards those homo-sapien-sapiens and/or such aspects of where they would officially be considered to themselves in my opinion as used enema bags for such unwanted aspects officially as to such immaturity as to their choices of such if factors as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out 13 laptops as to the accidental warranty protection program as to the years of 2006 through 2013 as to such references as to the common sense aspects if there was intelligence as to such others as obviously that would not take a head injury to figure out I would not ever consider such where I personally would ever be considered as respected as I personally would not ever consider myself as wanted in such a positive way as to such aspects of what I consider as positive as I would not ever consider such as ever actually caring about me personally as I would not ever consider such as caring for me personally ever as to any such if factors as to what I personally would only consider as to immaturity in all such aspects as well as such needless and unwanted games as to any such if factors officially as to those others in my opinion and the proof of any aspects of any sensations would only re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re--re-rep-re-re-re-prove all such unwanted aspects in every such capacity as to what I personally would ever consider as to what I consider officially per such individual time officially as to others' failed interpretations as to such aspects of hypotheticals including as to such aspects as to the Dominant Mentor Program where I would officially would not ever have any personal need for such individuals as I would personally not want such associated individuals as I personally would not desire such associated individuals as to such if factors as to the official aspects discussed in the year of 2011 in the Dallas/Fort Worth Texas area after having moved from Austin Texas to the overall area as to such aspects of if factors as to the elective aspects nor would I ever have the personal need to ever mention of such a program again as to such lacking of selfcontrol as to such others as per the proof thereof in such hypotheticals as my group I created was not ever going to be about anything as to such references of that program officially ever as to my intentions and I personally did not ever agree to ever being an Ambassador for that program ever officially and any such if factors as to how I would not ever want to be a part of such aspects of such if factors as to the requirement as to of my being officially informed first as to my capability to make a choice of my own free will as to such requirements of my capability to truthfully consent instead of such hypotheticals as to such if factors as all such proof would be as to what I consider as to what I consider as in the conjunction as to such references as to my Stand (My) Ground Laws as to the state of Texas predating such timeframe as to the year of 2011 in the year of 2000 officially.



There is nothing about hazing that I would ever consider as to being what I consider as wanted as to what I personally consider as to such references and regards, as well as I would officially onlyh see the reasons as to why #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas #ATX Austin Texas hated the creator of that program officially if as to such if factors as to any such involvement without my personal permission first as my aspects as to such 2000 year reference as to such protections officially for me only and whom I personally chose as to in my favor as to such regards as to of my own free will officially.



Then again those types as to such immature involvement as to the requirements as to getting my personal permission as to actually asking me personally as to either in person face to face in real life in person as a human being actually would instead of such hypotheticals of such trying my patience as to ever the consideration as to such amounts of failures as to such factors as to #humanity #humanityrequired #humanityrequiredforSusanMeeLing #humanityrequiredforLadyDoriBelle #humanityrequiredforLadyLibteryBelle #humanityrequiredforSusanMeeLingHom #humanityrequiredforSusanMeeLingNichols #10commandments #experiencesmatter #truth #truthmatters humanity, instead of ever thinking that such would only be as to such lack of respect as to all such aspects throughout all of existence as to such revelations as there would not ever be anyone who would ever be capable to be considered as mature to me as to any such involvement as to such hypotheticals of knowledge as to the free will as to such informed consent as to officially in all such capacities as to being informed instead of the aspects thereof as to such hypothetical figuring out as to such references as to how such would only be to such sexist aspects as to such machismo factors as to such lack of respect to life in all such ways as to what I personally did not ever consent to as to the requirements as to officially being capable to being officially informed before as to such requirements to ever be capable to give actual consent as all such other aspects would officially only be considered as bratty behaviour and nothing of worth to me as to such references to what I would ever consider as there is nothing about brats that I would ever consider as worthwhile as to what I consider as to such references as to worthwhile as to such factors as worth to me.



All of my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #SCUBADiver SCUBA Diving work, all of my writings, all of my website, all of my journal blogs would only be as to such hypotheticals as to the wasted amounts of time for all such factors as to all such references thereof officially in my personal opinion.



Thus as to such if factors as to the unwanted and unnecessary and unprovoked and unneeded aspects as to such hypotheticals of such interpretations as to such perceptions as to any such hypothetical thereof as per the aspects I clarified as to if ever above the #MAson #MasonDixonLine Mason-Dixon Line as to only #NJ #NJstate #NJstrong #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NewJerseyTurnpike #NJTurnpike #NewJerseyGardenstate #Gardenstate #NJGardenState #GardenstsateTollway #GST #GSTW #NewJerseyStrong New Jersey as to the first official location to reside in as to such references as to the regards as to the #February #MonthofFebruary February 1993 and #September #monthofSeptember 11 September 2001 work as such factors thereof as to such needless situations as to the west coast as to such unwanted games as to such unnecessary drama as to such undue stresses as to such worthlessness as to all such factors fully regarding those types who would without my consent as to without my officially being informed to be capable to officially consent as to such references thereof as to all such individuals as to the hypotheticals and how fully unwanted as to the sensations each and every individual would officially only be capable to ever give me as to such hypotheticals thereof officially as my comprehension as to my personal needs for me as to my personal wants for me as to my personal aspects thereof to my personal preferences for me as to my ideals for me as to my desires for me as the common sense as to my comprehension of myself as to others' misogyny as well as others' feminazism as well as others references as to their sexism.



If I was actually cared about correctly as to exactly what I truthfully need(ed) as to for me as to exactly at the time of when my needs as to such aspects for me, just as the same as to my wants for me as to exactly at the time as to such references for me, as to my preferences as to exactly at the time for me as to such common sense aspects as to how I personally do not speak out of both proverbial sides of my mouth as when I clarify as to such aspects as to how others' interpretations have been needless problems as what I consider as needless problems for me as to their interpretations as to their unwanted aspects for me as to instead of what my wanted aspects as to what I personally consider as what I want for me whereas that would not be others' interpretations as that would not be others' annoying immature aspects as I would not ever need others;' interpretations as I would not ever want others' interpretations as I would not desire others' interpretations ever as to how such interpretations would only lead to needless problems for more than just myself obviously. Though those who would not have carried and labored and delivered two children the way I had would not ever be capable to ever appreciate life, just as those who would not have ever dealt with each and every situation as to what I have dealt with would not ever appreciate breathing to begin with as to in my opinion those types as to their homo-sapien-sapien ways of such immaturity as to such aspects of their masochism as there is not anything about any portion of my life that I would ever need nor want nor desire nor prefer nor have any ideals nor preferences as to anything I would ever consider as masochistic as to myself as there would not and is not anything I personally ever knowingly agreed to as to ever being in such references thereof to such masochism ever.



I suppose others' interpretations of my words would only show their masochism for themselves as to their situations, as I do not have any need for such nor any want for such nor any desired for such aspects as to any aspect that I personally would consider as masochism as those types that enjoy masochism obviously must enjoy such masochism for themselves as to such references thereof as to such factors instead of enjoying life as to the aspects thereof as to what I personally would consider as enjoying life for myself, as to with whom I personally chose as to whom I personally need(ed), as to whom I personally want(ed), as to such aspects thereof as to if I was actually asked correctly as to what I personally consider as correctly, as to how such aspects as to what respecting me, as well as respecting my work; would actually have as a starting point as to such aspects thereof to the facts as to the truth as to my personal minimum standards.



Since I do not speak out of both sides of my mouth proverbially, the same as to such references as to posting memes as well as writing in such references of hypotheticals; as to such oversensitive and over emotional types as to their social media issues as to their personal lives as to what I personally would not know of as to such hypotheticals; nor would such references as to the specifics thereof as to such hypotheticals as to their oversensitive whining aspects as to the years of 2004 through 2013 as to such hypotheticals as to their own lives, as to their own personal situations as to the common sense aspects if there actually were anything as to such homo-sapien-sapiens as to any such if factors as to themselves as to who I once knew as to whatever point in time as to such aspects thereof as to their situations as unlike some homo-sapien-sapiens as to their timeframes as to their lives even if I was told about as to not ever having anything to do with my personal situations as to my personal choices as to how I personally did not ever have any competition with anyone else as to such aspects where only in such more recent references as to recent posts as to such clear and consciece aspects as to such references officially.



I am just not the type of person who would ever compete with anyone else as to my choices, as the reality of such common every day aspects as to where there is not any need for me as to competition unless I personally choose as to such factors as to my choice as to being informed as to such aspects of a competition. Thus as to anyone else's opinions as to their interpretations as to any such if factors, unless I personally enter as to of my own free will as to of my own choosing I have not ever entered a competition officially as to such references thereof after the year of 1996 as to of my own free will other than the competitions for track and field as to the years of 1996 through 1998 as well as the #TaeKwondo Tae Kwando competition in 1996. There has not ever been any point in time since waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury during my Basic Training where I ever of my own free will ever chose to be involved with any competition as to how such aspects, were not something of my personal interest as to such references and regards thereof and thus anyone else who would have had their own internal issues as to their own situations as to their own competitions as to themselves as to such if factors as to their own issues as to their mental health status as to such references of such hypotheticals.



I personally entered my work in the #Guiness #GuinessBookofWorldRecords #GBWR Guiness Book of World Records as to my SCUBA Diving only after having seen a news report as to such references as well as my books as to my writing as to such aspects as to thinking of such possibilities as to the specific timeframe for such regards as to the number of books and/or number of writings and/or number of words and/or number of characters to the references thereof though of such if factors as to such possible other aspects as to the timeframe(s), as when I was actually SCUBA Diving there was not ever anything I personally was ever competing in as to any such point in time as to the same in reference as to my modeling as there was not ever any individual that I personally ever was competing with just as there was not ever any performance of mine as to where I was ever competing with anyone else officially. If others interpretated such for themselves as to their own aspects of their own competition as to their choices, then as to their choices for their competition with me as to where I personally was not ever made aware of such if factors as to such hypotheticals as there was not ever any need for me nor want for me nor desire for me nor preference for me nor ideal for me to ever be involved as to any such competition as to any such if factors as to the aspects of during the years from 2009 through 2013 as to such if factors.



In my opinion if wanting to assist with progression forward as to being capable to correctly respect such work, to hopefully inspire betterment while acknowledging truthfully as to such factors thereof as to such combined factors as to such aspects of if considered as to such successful achievements of if factors while also as to such aspects of the situations involved as to the truth to be capable to provide a better way to review such aspects to be capable to progress forward and upwards in better ways overall as to the truthful factors in my opinion. That additionally requires in my opinion of being honest with oneself as well as being honest with others, as best as possible while remaining respectful as well as be mindful of such aspects for such betterment in truth. #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter #10CM



I was a bit busy being a legal widow while dealing with the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury while being a bit busy dealing with the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that had only 1.5 years prior officially dissipated from the MRI and CAT scans while being a bit busy dealing with my headaches while also being a bit busy dealing with when my migraines occurred as while being busy being a Mom to my two children I gave birth to who were minors in elementary school, while being busy taking care of daily household aspects as well as in the year of 2009 as to being busy as to my SCUBA Diving work as to being a bit busy the years after 2009 as to dealing with such after effects from my SCUBA Diving as well.



I did not have the time for any such competitions ever as to such references thereof, and any biological female in that timeframe would officially in my opinion be considered as a sexist against her own type as a feminazi would as to any biological male as to such machismo and sexist aspects as to the lack of chivalry as to if ever stirring up any needless drama as to what I consider(ed) as needless drama as to such aspects of the aspects of such hypotheticals officially as I had a few more important situations that were and are of importance to me than such needless situations as in my opinion as to reviewing such if factors now in the year of 2022 before the year of 2023 as to such timeframes as to any such if factors as to the years of 2009 throughout even if as to such if factors as to this day of #December #monthofDecember #31DecemberNewYearsEve #1JanuaryNewYearsDay #31DecemberNEwYearsEveSecularCalendar #1JanuaryNewYearsDaySecularCalendar 31 December 2022 as I personally have no need for competition regarding how I personally view life as to such aspects of what is considered as important to me instead; though I can see where others might need to set goals for themselves for betterment, though as to the intentions as to such references regarding such in my opinion as to the correct better goals in my opinion.



Thus as to if I were to ever be in competition with anyone, it would only be in competition with myself as to such if the prior day/week/month/year/decade was worse or better as to such factors as to such references thereof to my memory deficits and my cognitive disorders as to such factors as to the reality. Thus any such hypothetical as to any such if factor as to such aspects that would officially be worthless, as the aspects as to such selfish as well as such indignant selfrighteous falsely factors to such individuals as to such if factors as to any such references thereof as to the aspects thereof to such hypothetical situations as the reality how there would not be anyone I once knew who would ever be of importance enough to me to ever be involved with any such useless competition as to what my personal opinions are as to such aspects. Thus if others were to hold in their own thoughts as to holding within their own lives as to holding within their own situations as to such if factors as to competition aspects for themselves regarding myself, well I suppose they would have to only compete as to what my personal aspects as to such references thereof to such 10 Commandments as to following such aspects as well as to what my considerations are4 as to worth as well as what I consider as to value as to what I consider as genuinity as to what I consider as important as that would be the only way there would ever be such a consideration as to such factors trhereof to such if factors.



Thus as to such references regarding such if factors then as to the amount of genuine attempts as to truthfully assisting as to the betterment thereof would be one capacity thereof in actual beneficial aspects as to truthful capacities as to genuinity for betterment as to what I consider as betterment, and thus as to such regards to where such if factors as to the aspects of only speaking truth as to such manners as to such regards of respect as to such if factors thereof to such references of if factors as to such if competition aspects. If as to such references thereof as to correcting for betterment as to clearing up as to such aspects of apology attempts as to the in truth ways as to the first aspects asd to such in person face to face in person as to such direct aspects with manners in truth with respect as to honestly, then as to such references thereof as to such attempts as to the if factors as to such hypotheticals thereof to such factors. If as to respecting others as to such regards as to the references thereof as to such betterment as to making such corrected within such manners directly without hinting and without double speak as to such references thereof to such if factors, as to being to such factors of clear and conciseness as to such if factors in truth in genuinity with respect as to manners.



If as to such aspects in reference to genuine appreciation as to such if factors as to the references thereof to such if factors, then as to such regards as to re4specting such aspects thereof officially. If as to such building others upward as to such if factors as to one example as to where while I could semi-ish sing the #NationalAnthem #USANationalAnthem #USA #UnitedStatesofAmerica #America #StarSpangledBanner #SSB National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner, as to the references regarding the Texas song as to the regards as to the situations as to the situations as to the year of 2020 as to such references; especially as to the aspects thereof as to such references as to the situations as despite the factors as to my SCUBA Diving certifications being earned through one school arrangements as to such aspects thereof to such regards to the situations of the known specific #SCUBADivingInstructor #SCUBADivingTeacher SCUBA Diving Instructor as I was informed of for the specific course thereof, as per such individual SCUBA Diving certification as to the if factors of others' agreements as to the if factors as to others' agreements as to the difference of what I was officially informed as to such aspects per individual SCUBA Diving certification per each SCUBA Diving certification before whatever specific timeframe per individual SCUBA Diving certification I personally earned.



For a different example as to such Cozumel aspects as to the regards of what I was informed of before going on the trip as to the area as to my known SCUBA Diving Instructor as to such aspects as to the difference of whatever might have been to and between others as to their references thereof to such if factors, as to the difference of when in #Cozumel #CozumelMexico #Mexico #GulfofMexico Cozumel as to what I had been told as to what I thought as to the work thereof to earning a SCUBA Diving certification of his own as to such regards as to such factors as to what I personally was unaware of during such points in time as to only having learned afterwards in the year of 2019 as to how he became a SCUBA Diving instructor though I am unaware as to the year as to such aspects. Similarly as to how I was informed as to through the school I earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to a female #CavernSCUBA #CavernSCUBADiving #CavernSCUBADiver #CavernandCaveSCUBA #CavernandCaveSCUBADiving #CavernandCaveSCUBADiver #CavernSCUBADivingInstructor #CavernandCaveSCUBADivingIntructor Cavern and Cave SCUBA Diving Instructor as to how she was flying in to the area to then be the Instructor for my as well as others' Cavern SCUBA Diving certification during the month of September in the year of 2009, as to such factors in reference to how that was the only Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor as I was informed of officially as to the timeframe of the year of 2009 though through that same school as to such arrangements though the Cavern SCUBA Diving certification dated as to #November #monthofNovember November 2009 instead of the timeframe as I would guesstimate as to the three others on that particular trip from #Texas #TX #TXstate #Texasstate Texas to #FL #FLstate #Florida #Floridastate Florida as to the Peacock Spring I and Peacock Springs II as to the references from the #DFW #Dallas #DallasTX #DTX #DallasTexas #FWTX #FortWorthTX #FortWorthTexas DFW Airport to the #Orlando #OrlandoFL #OrlandoFlorida Orlando Airport and back as to such timeframe of September 2009 as the only time available as I was officially informed of for that particular female Alessandra to be capable to be available for the trips to the areas as for that timeframe as what I was informed of as to the timeframe of August or July as to the aspects thereof regarding my arrangement for my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification because of the other three individuals as well to that particular timeframe as I was informed of as to the situations officially as I have made attempts to repeatedly clarify as no one ever spoke with me as no one ever asked me as to the year of 2009 nor 2010 nor 2011 nor any time ever as to such clarifications of if ever as to such hypotheticals as to such clarifications to #PADI #PADIHQ #PADIHeadquarters PADI Headquarters. However the knowledge as to being medically retired from the Army branch after I had already been invited to #Marine #Marines #USMC #MarineCorps #USCG #USCoastGuard #Science #Technology #School #Navy #USNavy #USANavy #MarineScienceTechnologySchoolwiththeNavyattachment #MAST #MASTaN Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment of if factors as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America, in my opinion for such review as to common sense of if factors then as to what considerations as to the Cozumel SCUBA Diving certifications as to the requirements for those two SCUBA Diving certifications of such if factors as to any such hypotheticals as to others' sexism and/or others' misogyny as to any such if factors as to feminazism and/or such aspects as to such sexism as well as such if factors as to bigotry from others as to the proof of such if factors as to the proof thereof to such if factors.



Since as to such if factors as to Brackenridge as well as to such if factors as to the aspects of September 2000 before the timeframe of December 2000 as to the state of Texas' Stand (my) Ground laws as to self-defense as well as the aspects of defending and protecting as to such if factors before such aspects as well as after such aspects as to where I could assist as to after the timeframe of 11 September 2001 though as to such labor and delivery situations as to the aspects of my son on 2 September 2001 to the same laws I personally would have for my Stand (my) Ground Laws as to my selfdefense of myself as well as such selfdefense for myself as to such protections of others as to such references as to the situations before the year of 2000 as well as after the year of 2000 of such if factors, then as to such references thereof to the proof of such if factors as to the aspects thereof officially as to my protections as to my defenses as to myself as well as to those who I could protect as to those who I could defend as to such aspects throughout all such references regarding such if factors hypothetically as to anywhere as to anytime as to any individual/type thereof as to any location as to any type of situation as to such if factors if I am accurate as to such however as to such any aspects thereof officially as to the legalities as to such if factors as to the Stand (my) Ground laws as to any such direct and/or indirect connections thereof as to such if factors as to the if such were to be a truthful Grandfather clause in my defense for any and all such if situations as to my authority vested as to such Grandfather clause as to the Texas' legalities as to such #StandMyGroundLaws Stand (my) Ground protections for any and/or all such if factors especially to the proof thereof to such if factors officially and permanently as to such extensions only if to others in my favor as to such if factors.



However since I personally am not interested in buearucracy the ways some others have proven themselves as to such if factors, then as to such references thereof to such aspects as to the reality of such if factors. Thus if others began any competition without my permission as to such if factors as to such aspects, then as to my Stand (my) Ground Laws' protections for me as to such if factors as to such additional aspects as to my #ADA ADA aspects in my favor as to such if factors officially and permanently as to such overriding of any others as to such if factors are as to such accuracy in my favor officially. Though I have known of such self-defense protection laws as though not the specific name as the reality as to not needing the specific name for such aspects for myself officially regarding such Texas' Stand (my) Ground Laws as to my protections as to such unbiased aspects of where my attempts to protect and defend despite prior situations and/or prior biases as to the just and true aspects of if factors as to the review situations as to only having officially begun such review of such time officially in the year of 2019 in the month of September in writing as to such aspects, then as to such timeframes as to my review as to such if factors as to such references thereof to such if factors as to my accuracy for such individual situations as to the if I am correct as to such Grandfather clauses in my favor for me and such aspects thereof as I clarified in person face to face in person in real life discussions as well as in writing as to whatever capacities thereof to my personal writing as to such if factors as well as to such attempts as to my personal attempts a to such aspects thereof to such if factors if I am hypothetically accurate.



Thus as to where I personally have not ever played any games as to my work such as to the references that in the truthful aspects as to the genres as to the aspects thereof as to my comprehension as to being capable to reference metaphors as to the difference of double speak as there are no metaphors in double speak as to such aspects where double speak would refer to individuals who say one thing and do another instead of the aspects as to such references as to my after effects as to such prior factors as to such regards, thus as to such if factors as to the references as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork where I made attempts as to the best of my capabilities to the contacting me through what is considered as what I consider as respectful measures as to being capable to clarify as to such if needed as per such as to what I consider as to the contact aspects as to such if factors as to what I have clarified repeatedly especially since the year of 2019 into the year of 2020 into the year of 2021 as well as the year of 2022 as to such if factors.



Thus since I personally have not ever made anyone else do a specific factors as to any scavenger hunt as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such similar aspects as to contacting me as to my specifics thereof, then as to such if factors of others' having played needless games as to others playing needless games as to such immaturity in my opinion. The only reference to the scavenger hunt aspects as to the sensation as to the work to research to find the aspects of information to be capable to begin my work per individual piece for my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the aspects as to finding all such information to then plan as to my work, as I personally would not ever make anything more difficult than it ever needed to be without consent before as to such aspects as to being cpaable to distinguish as to such aspects of what is considered as consenting behaviour choices as to such officially being informed as to the respect of and for such living individuals as to the aspects thereof officially because of my personal comprehension as to my after effects such as memory deficits and congitive disporders and thus how I personally would not ever make anyone else ever have to deal with such aspects.



However I can only personally speak for myself, just as I can only personally write as to my own intentions, just as to such regards as to the references as to my clarifications as to such if factors.



Thus if others decided to choose as to their own choices as to whomever they chose to involve themselves with as to any such if factors, then as to those others as to their choices as to such if factors as per my patterns of behaviour as to such aspects as to their patterns as to their behaviours; whether as to the choices as to such regarding maturity, as to the choices as to such in reference to responsibility, whether as to such choices as to making attempts for the betterment and as to whose actual betterment(s), whether as to such choices as to assistance as to genuinity regarding, whether as to such aspects as to supportive in truth, whether as to such intentions, whether as to such good Samaritan aspects, whether as to such factors as to such overall common thread as to the factors thereof to such hypothetical situations as to the lengths of time for such hypothetical references thereof to each as to their own as to their choices as to of free will.



Thus the aspects as to if there were ever anyone who would actually have genuine common sense as to how I personally would not ever make anyone nor make any situation nor make any drama as to such aspects of a scavenger hunt nor would I ever officially participate in one as to such aspects where hinting would be against the aspects as to my considerations as to what I would consider as double speak in whatever capacity thereof including in writing and/or unnatural signs and/or commentary and/or passive aggressive aspects and/or such etcetera where I personally have such patterns of behaviour as to being assertive and direct in my opinion while also having manners as well as having respect as well as being respectful as well as being sincere as well as being truthful as well as to the best of my capability to bringing honesty forward, I am the type who would not ever make anyone else needlessly deal with stress as I am not the type who would ever make anyone needlessly deal with lies as I would not ever make such ever needlessly deal with interpretations as I am the type who would and has the pattern of behaviour hypothetically to clearly define such differences as necessary.



Thus as to any such aspects as to where such if factors as to others as to any such scavenger hunt aspects in my direction and/or in my life and/or in my work, as to where such would not ever be anything I personally would ever want nor would be anything I personally would ever need nor would ever be anything I personally would ever desire nor would ever be anything I would personally prefer as would not ever be anything I personally would ever have as any ideal for myself or for anyone I personally could and/or could have care(d) about and/or care(d) for as that is something in my opinion would only be of immature bratty behaviour as to where I personally make every attempt as to such manners and respect as to such etiquette as to both inside as well as outside of such supposed to be informed consenting adult aspects as the reality of such facts as capable to be proven in my opinion from such clarifications throughout such lengths of time as best as I have been capable. Just as such aspects as to such hypotheticals whereas such would be as to the dental if factors and/or such injection aspects as to how such officially would not ever prove to me any aspects other than such pure disrespect as well as pure sacrilegious aspects as well as a full regret to ever being involved with the dominant Mentor program, officially as to any such if factors as to the proof thereof officially as to such requirements as taught as to getting consent first as to such being informed first as to such aspects as to what was taught in boot camp as to what I was taught though as to how such aspects as to such if factors as to the proof as to if could actually follow one's own rules as to such if factors as to all such aspects of each individual as per their own choices as how such is supposed to be of free will and is supposed to be informed as to before as there is not the capacity of ever having consent of free will after as to the proof thereof to such if factors as that should not take a head injury to point out.



Others' choices as to such scavenger hunt immaturity aspects as to others' choices as to such references thereof as to my personal non-consent at all such times each and every second of each and every minute of each and every hour of each and every day of each and every month of each and every year of each and every decade as throughout all of eternity as to my person choice(s), thus as to the New Year's Eve from the year of 2022 into the year of 2023 and onward as hopefully all such clear clarifications as to my best possible attempts as to such regards to starting a brand new year as to starting a brand new decade as to starting a brand new month of the new year as to starting a brand new day of the month of the new year for a starting of a brand new day as to a brand new month of a brand new year of a brand new decade of a brand new century as to a brand new thousand of years as to a brand new ten-thousand years as to a brand new hundred thousand years as to a brand new millions of years as to such aspects thereof thereon as to such aspects into eternity and beyond as to such best of my attempts as to such aspects regarding such if factors as to others who might need and/or want and/or desire a fresh start as to the New Years secularly as my comprehension as to the #Chinese #ChineseNewYear #ChineseNewYears Chinese New Years as to such aspects when such begins as well as to such factors as well as the factors of the #Jewish #JNY #JewishNewYear #JewishNewYears Jewish New Year as to such aspects forward as to progression as to time in betterment hopefully as best as possible.



Then would it take a head injury to figure out such antisemitism as to any such if factors as to such bigotry as to my having acknowledged the #Jewish #JewishMedicalJournal #JMJ #MMJ Jewish Medical Journal as well as the #BritishMedicalJournal #BMJ British Medical Journal and the #UK #UKmedicalJournal #UKMJ UK Medical Journal, from the research I personally had completed before involving myself in SCUBA Diving?



Would it take a head injury to point such out in reference to the state of Texas as to such if factors as to such references thereof in and/or out of the #ArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #AFoUSA Armed Forces of the United States of America, as who else would know and understand the facts as to the amount of the Jewish people within the city of #NewYork #NewYorkstate #NYstate #NY #NYCNY #NYC #NewYorkCity New York as to such aspects as to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 as what would such if factors as to the state of New Jersey be to such proof as the reality as would it take a head injury to point out there would not ever be the Old Testament of the #JudeoChristian #JudeoChristianEclecticReligion #JCER Judeo-Christian Bible as to such factors or would there be such ignorance as to such shortening of the terminology to Christian as to the reality of the Judeo-Christian Bible as that is the facts or would such take a head injury to point such out to respect those facts as to the Old Testament in the #Bible Bible as to the #HolyScriptures Holy Scriptures is from the #Torqah Torah as how many bigots and antisemites would there be as to such ignorance as to being uneducated as to their own Holy Scriptures as to the Bible?



Would it take a head injury to point out to everyone in the United States of America as well as the world as to the reality that the Old Testament is several specific direct excerpts specifically from the Torah as to the Old Testament, as would that take a head injury to point out to make everyone accept the truth as to accepting the reality as the truth as would such also take a head injury to point out as to some aspects even as to the Qiran as to such aspects as to the Torah to begin with as to the truth and how important it is to accept the reality as to accepting the truth or would such take a head injury to point out those facts as well?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that the Muslim aspects as to the difference as to such levels of misogyny as well as sexism as well as feminazism, as does that take a head injury to point that array of facts out as to such if factors as to the locations in #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CTX #CarroltonTexas Carrollton Texas as well as #Irving #IrvingTX #ITX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas as what proof would be capable to be found as to such if factors as to such hypotheticals as to what I personally dealt with as well as what my son and my daughter and I personally dealt with as what aspects as to how I physically look would be as to such if factors as to what I personally told people I once knew in person face to face in real life about as to such specifics and how would such if factors be as to where I was born and raised as well as why would such aspects truthfully matter as to the Jewish Medical Journal specifically as to my SCUBA Diving as well as what would be of additional importance that my Stand My Ground Laws would officially be for me as to my liberties as well as my freedoms as to such facts or would such take a head injury to point those facts out as well?



Why would I ever accept such aspects of the what would officially be considered as stolen valour aspects as to any such if factors of ever acknowledging a medical journal that I did not read if as to such if factors of other medical journals as to such aspects, as why would such matter as to only the truth as to such references as to my work and what lands would not have specifically such amounts of areas of water as to ever consider as to such if factors?



Who would officially be more sexism and misogynist as to my work in SCUBA Diving as well as my background as well as Alessandra as to such Cavern SCUBA Diving aspects to such hypotheticals, as what would the physical attributes be as to such if factors as to the Texas and Mexican border to such hypotheticals as to such if factors as to in plain sight to what locations as to such if factors as to the skin tone differences hypothetically as to such aspects of most aspects and what about me would officially be as to those hypotheticals as to such individuals as to any/all areas as to such if factors?



Why would I ever consider such to ever fight for those aspects as what would I ever prefer as to such aspects ever as to those nonimportant laws as to the differences thereof, and what would SCUBA Diving be as to their version of terminology MKUltra as to their failures to distinguish such hypotheticals?







Why would my personal background be of importance to my personal work as to the #USSVandenberg #USNSVandenberg #Vandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg, as what would not be as to any male biologically as what is important about the terminology of the #MotherOcean Mother Ocean and who would ever have known me and/or known of me as to what reasons I would personally choose of my own free will as to taking the picture of the United States of America's Flag as what would be important about that as well to such if factors as to the additional fact as to the bottom left picture is the actual ground floor of the bottom of the oceanic waters in the #Atlantic #AtlanticOcean Atlantic area of the oceanic waters where I officially named such personally myself as to such a name of the #MatthiasAbyss #BermudaTriangle Matthias Abyss in honor of General James Mattis as to the area of the #HatthiasAbyss Hatthias area as well as the combination of his name as why would my invitation to Marine Science and Technology School with the Navy attachment be of importance as to such a choice of my own free will and what would that quote be of importance as to my three volume book series "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" be of importance as to protecting and defending the above sea level as to the above the waters on land as to such if factors hypothetically as to the proof of my childhood and my early teenager years as well as the years after 2000 be of how such would be as why would that take a head injury to point out?



The date aspects are in the year first as to the month as to the day, for that date format of the SeaPro Camera 12 megapixel, 4mm optical zoom, 10mm digital zoom for the clarification as to exactly where I specifically landed as to without such enhancements from me ever as to only such additional aspects as to the references thereof as to the words and the male in the picture with the Cavern SCUBA diving shirt is not nor was ever any aspect as to any relationship beyond such SCUBA Diving certification as there was not ever any interest from me as to anything beyond just my SCUBA Diving work officially.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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