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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

There is only ONE person to ask in regards of my work and that is me, though same for other aspects

While I have clarified over and over again as to the various situations that I have dealt with as to how that was not any advertisements for anyone else and that was not for publicity for any capacity thereof to any of my work, the situations that I have complained about as to not having the need nor want nor desire nor preference nor ideal as to any such aspects of my complaints through my website as to my work has not been where anything has been of less stress for me nor has such been assistive to me or for me in any capacity thereof. Once again as to not being willing for such aspects of advertisements as the saying of any publicity is considered as good is not the case when it comes to me and/or my work, as to the common sense as to what would actually be good publicity is when I am in a good mood as to such aspects instead of assuming the situations as to any hypotheticals. For example just because 45 in 2016 was elected, the reality of seeing how the 2020 election went should be considered as common sense as to anyone and everyone as to the if factors of the difference as to when I was in a good mood working on my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork to the difference as to such clarificatyions and verifications as to my updates to my journal blog in the year of 2019 through this year of 2022.



If such individuals who have not paid me anything at all personally and who have not assisted me personally as to my clarifications and verifications, I do not have any staff of my own whatsoever and as I have clarified I have not given anyone permission to peak or write on my behalf.



Thus as to such aspects of my work that I have not given anyone permission to do on my behalf as to such aspects where I would comprehend what it would be for me to give my permission if as to such aspects as to when I had gotten back to Washington state as to what I clarified as to my journal blog as to being capable to take care of everything I needed to all at the same time, then as to how that would have been. For example as to the USS/USNS Nimitz in reference to an announcement at the time, if instead of how everything went as to when I first arrived back in the area and had been capable to relax and recover from such work that I did on my own as to all of the driving on my own as well as each and every other aspect as I had on my own as to then how that would have been. Similarly as to the timeframe as to the years of 2015 through 2018 as to such aspects of where just because I completed volunteer work at that location as to that club, those people were not my staff officially and not one of those people ever informed me of any messages left for me if any possibility nor did they ever give me anything as to if any possibility as I have clarified as to the same in reference to my son and/or how muy son and I wound up in Washington state to begin with in reference to the country music concert dancehall situation.



I do not need additional stress as to being the one and only person as to working on my work as that is not any favors towards me and does not assist me in any capacity as to the common sense aspects, as unlike some people that have multiple officies and multiple staff members that would speak with them as to informing them of such aspects; that common sense is where there is not and has not ever been any staff that I have ever hired as to working for me and/olr doing any work for me as to speaking with and/or writing to others, on my behalf. Thus in reference as to the amount of clarifications as to such updates from the years of 2019 through this year of 2022 whereas I have clarified that I do not have any staff as to where I personally would require interviews as well as I personally would require meeting with such as to my personal choices as to such aspects of if factors, if anyone else decided on their own to do so without ever taking into consideration what my actual needs are and/or would be as to the only way to be anticipatory correctly without causing me any needless problems and without causing me any needless stress and without causing me any needless situations would be to only have askerd me as to asking me what would actually be best as to such aspects instead of the hypothetical occurrences as to such prior years as to the point in time thereof as to the aspects.



Thus as to what was my apartment as to the area at the time when I clarified as to having went to go to take care of stuff for myself, what would have been of comfort for me would have been to ask me what I needed instead of such immaturity as to the occurrences thereof as to the situations as to the similarities of such needless problems as to the timeframe of the year of 2009 and 2010 as to my SCUBA Diving. Those people who needed to ask me as to what my actual needs were instead of assuming they would or could ever actually know what my needs were as to the exact point in time as to the exact year of as to the exact situation, as to where those people needed to ask me and only ask me what I actually needed through scheduling with me a meeting to actually speak about such aspects instead of whatever hypotheticals as to such aspects as I have clarified as to such situations. That would have been far less stressful for me, would have shown me the appreciation and respect to me as well as my work, and I would have been in a far better mood as to such differences as per the aspects whereas to how the situations were. Instead of what would have been best as to those exact points in time where the requirement as to speaking with me instead of speaking with any of those who were my instructors as to my prior timeframes as to speaking with me and asking me as to using real words as to real discussions when speaking with me, to ask me what my actual needs were as to such aspects thereof as I have clarified. Just because I was volunteering at that shop at that time as to such examples as to the same factors as to speaking with the staff of the location instead of speaking with me and/or if having left a message and/or having left something for me instead of actually speaking with me, as to such similarities as to the needless problems and the needless situations as well as the needless drama as to such hypotheticals as to any such situations as to what I actually have comprehended was and is best for me as to my situation as per each point in time.



There is not the capacity to be anticipatory for me in the correct capacities as to the if factors as to not having asked me, so thus the requirement of asking me using real words as to real discussions in person face to face in person as to actually discussing the actual details without hinting as to such reasons of such aspects as to my responses now if as to any such hypotheticals. The aspects as to how that has been the one and only way to ask me as to any such aspects is the reality, and thus as to the private message system as to in this reference of my website would be one way of actually asking me if a message was actually sent with such details as to asking me with the full details thereof as to the situations instead of asking me as to my requirements as to asking me as to if I am even interested in the aspects or prospects thereof as to such hypotheticals as to such aspects as to the requirements as to such aspects as to courtesy regarding such aspects. Thus if others would have asked me as to the requirements thereof as to actually asking me instead of anything remotely as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals as to such references to the what is supposed to be a fiction book series as to "Fail-Safe", the company I published my books through is not my company as to in any capacity as I have not been informed as to any such aspects and thus as to how if as to anyone as to having had the capacity to ask me as to what would be considered as respectful to my work as well as actually appreciated as to from me instead as to how there has not been the appreciation as to what I consider as appreciation.



In turn as to any such aspects as to anyone previously having spoken about me and/or claiming to have spoken for me as to where I personally have not given any such permissions as to such as to the requirements as to what I have already clarified, and thus all of those needless problems and those needless situations and those needless drama aspects as to what I clarified as to what I consider as needless as to such aspects as to throughout my journal blog updates as to whatever companies and/or whatever individuals as to such aspects as to where the clarifications as to where I consider such as needless as to such aspects as to the unwanted aspects as I would consider as to being as unwanted in such aspects as to the situations as to where my updates as to those situations as to such aspects as to how that was not what I needed as thart was not what I wanted as that was not what gave or gives me the sensation as to such as to what I would consider as to being positive as to what I have not considered as to where I am appreciated as to where I would consider as to where my work is appreciated as to what I would consider as to respect of me and/or of my work as I have clarified.



Thus as to where such to what I consider as to others being bratty and immature instead of what I consider as mature as to what I consider as respectful as to what I consider as appreciative as to what I consider as to being wanted as to what I consider, the aspects thereof to such situations as to the aspects as to the updates to my journal blog from this year of 2022 as to such aspects as to the references thereof to such considerations. Thus while other people may have had such aspects wheere they may have felt better about themselves and/or they have had their meetings with others as to such aspects, that is not what I asked for that is not what I wanted that is not what I needed and that is not what I explained in my journal blogs as to such aspects as to such references thereof as my concerns as to those individuals as would not be as to anything other as to the review aspects as to the timeframes of what prior years as to the differences thereof as to any personal concern as to those aspects as to those are not people I have personally known in the current time as to what I consider as to the current time whether as to such aspects as to such from the updates from the years of 2019 through the year of 2022 as to such aspects thereof to those who I once knew of as to the years as to the if referencing the state I was in during that point in time as to my journal blog updaters as to the review of the times as to the years of the 1980s through the 1990s into the 2000s into the 2010s. I was not invited to any meetings as to such aspects and as to thus as to the aspects of proof as to who was more vain and egotistical about themselves as to such aspects, as to the situations as to such as to the proof thereof as to their meetings instead of meetings with me as to their situations as to their luxuries instead of what my considerations would be and as to such etcetera as to such aspects as to the differences as to what I consider as to being respectful of my work as well as being respectful of me.



If in reference as to the apartment complex problems as I clarified as to they were needless problems and needless stress and needless drama as to what I personally did not need for myself as to why I consider such as needless problems as why I consider such as needless stress as to why I consider such as needless drama, as to the common sense as to what I consider as to being as those situations were what I consider as needless as to the instead of what would be considered and is considered as needed as to actually having the respect and decency to asking me as per of my protocol;s of the starting point because it is not a communist sort of way as to just as willy nilly as to how hippy dippy types as to such hypotheticals as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals.



Thus as to how swingers to what I consider as to hippies as to BDSMers as to what I consider as yuppies from the 1980s and the 1990s timeframe as to what I clarified as to such aspects as to the timeframes as to my updates to my journal blog as well as to how while other people may have had such luxuries as to people they have known to speak with about their situations as to what clarifications as to the aspects of the areas of the east coast and/or the northeast as to the tristyate areas as to the New Jersey and New York and Pennsylvania areas, that luxury as to myself was not as to such aspects as to what would be considered as to such aspects of such hypotheticals as to others having had such luxuries as to having others to speak with as to whether in reference to their acquaintances and/or their friends and/or their relationships as to whether a personal relationship and/or business relationships and/or if they were/are in a monogamous dating relationship or marriage. Thus as to how such in person face to face in person in real life aspects as to such luxuries that others have had as to the differences as to myself as to such aspects as to what I consider as luxuries in several capacities, as such hypotheticals as to their interpretations as to the aspects of where their interpretations come because of the lack of actually making the correct choice as to actually asking me as to what the actualities as to what my personal requirements/protocols are and have been this whole time.



Thus if as to others as to any such aspect whereas to thinking that it would be better for me instead of what I actually comprehend is best for me as to such situations as to ever thinking they could make a schedule for me instead of actually speaking with me as to what my needs for my work as to my actual schedule as to not in reference to what I have written beyond the aspects as to what was my schedule for my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, as the requirements as to actually speaking with me to ever get my approval to begin with was required from the start as I clarified in my journal blog updates as to making any attempts without actually speaking with me first as to such aspects as to what I consider as needless stress as to what I consider as needless drama as to what I consider as needless problems as to the aspects of what my work as to such factors thereof to the considerations thereof. In the references as to the situations as to my book in facts as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to how yes in the year of 2019 as to going through such aspects as to my promise to my son and my daughter I gave birth to, though as to being completed in the ways that would be best for myself instead of others' interpretations as to the occuirrences thereof as to such aspects as to what was and is considered as to those needless problems as to those needless situations as to those needlesd drama aspects as per the clarifications.



Since I am not interested in aspects where my considerations have been put to the side instead of where my considerations as to what is of importance to me as per my requirements as to such aspects thereof, the situations where what I consider as to the requirements as to actually getting such aspects as to the discussions thereof with me as to the one and only way as to doing so as to such aspects thereof instead as to how such hypotheticals have been. In order to take my considerations for myself as to my work as to the requirements of actually taking in consideration myself as to my work as to such aspects thereof as to the common sense as to such factors, and thus while others may have had the luxuries as to working for others as to such aspects as to then they would have been working for others instead of working for me or in such references as to volunteering as to volunteering for me requires actually knowing what my actual needs are instead of assuming as to how such aspects would be considered.



Thus in reference to July 2022 if as to having had everything taken care of and most importantly as to who I would have needed to speak with as to arranging the aspects as to such a speech in front of the USS/USNS Nimitz as well as most importantly to the one person who I actually wanted there most specifically as to an individual who I had met in reference as to during my Medal of Honor Art Project as to Mike Hershey as to his schedule as to being respectful of him and his family and his work, as to first having to get everything taken care of to be respectful of his time and his schedule and his work as to being capable to find him to speak with him first. Since the aspects of time as to calendar time to the difference as to time in reference to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain after effects as to the aspects of time as well as the reference of time as to the clock aspects as to there being multiple references that I have as to specifics as to time, the regards to first and foremost as to who I had needed to speak with as to arranging such to being respectful of his schedule as to his time as to such common sense aspects as to the other factors thereof as to such references because of the Navy aspects as well as the time. If others as to their having spoken with him and/or having discussions with him instead of as to such discussions of him with me, as to the aspects as to such hypotheticals in the references thereof to such situations.



Thus while the aspects of where I went directly to individuals' offices as to the aspects of in the year of 2018 and 2019 while also keeping such offices of others' staff as up to date as possible, the respect of such would have been to ask me if they had a situation as to such aspects to the references thereof as to what would have made things easier for me as to asking me first as to such hypotheticals. For example as to my apartment as to the mural that I was working on as to the exact same time of working on several other aspects as to the combined overall aspects as to the if factors of having spoken with the individuals as to either an actual real phone call to arrange a meeting and then have the meeting as to such considerations thereof and/or such aspects as to the message system as per such aspects as to how while I have clarified as to the situations as to my original Facebook account as to the situations where I reached out to directly through as to such updates to my website journal blog as to the aspects thereof, as to the multiple attempts repeatedly as to where if as to being cared about as to such aspects of the respect portions thereof to my work as to the common sense as to speaking with me as to such aspects thereof as to the multiple methods where such would be considered as respectful to me as well as respectful to my work.



Additional stress is not considered as respectful as to my considerations, just as drama is not considered as respectful as to my considerations, just as additional pain levels are not considered as respectful as to my considerations and what I would consider as needless situations as to how such would be considered as to needless situations as to the aspects of what I consider as to how when asking with respect as to directly as to such aspects as to how such would be considered as respect. Since I have been honest as to multiple factors as to such aspects as to the after effects thereof as to the common sense as to what I have clarified as since I have been honest about such as to the common sense as to discussions as to such honesty, as in the reference to the if factors of such bratty immature aspects as to the writing on my original Fetlife account as to such lack of common sense as to anyone and everyone as to all such individuals as to the if factors as to if they had read such information as to the common sense as to my having written about such because I already talked about such and if as to such further details those who would have real intelligence as well as having real common sense would be capable to know that they could speak with me and ask me as to such aspects if having respect and etiquette as to such aspects of the fact there are only so many words in the dictionary as to such aspects as to the descriptions thereof as to such aspects as to the communication skills as to such differences.



Apparently as to the biological age aspects as to such references thereof, though also those 10 Commandments as to being of importance as well as the informed aspects as to such factors as to consensual aspects as to the discussions as to the factors thereof as to such hypotheticals.



Thus as to how such aspects in reference to those who I personally once knew in the areas of the northeast tristate areas as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to the references as to what is supposed to be considered as the adult consenting lifestyle as to the requirements as to consent as to being informed before as to such aspects thereof as to the facts the LGBTQP communities learned that the most difficult ways first as to then because of the who I consider as to hippies as to the swingers as to such aspects of such amounts of needless problems, and where such aspects as to those factors can be considered as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as to the similarities as to the BDSM aspects as to the considerations as to the yuppies as to those points in time as to the 1980s and the 1990s from the timeframes as to the 1960s and the 1970s.



However in this current time as to the modern time after the turn of the millennium as to how I have seen where my considerations as to modern day hippies would actually be as to BDSMers as to such aspects because of the amounts of situations as to the overall aspects as to the community portions if one could consider such as a community as to where the aspects of such situations as to what I consider as to such differences though as to such references as to when I ran my Lunch Munch Brunch groups as to the references as to those aspects as to in the modern timeframes as to a varying difference as to hippies, because of the ways as to how I had arranged such as to the groups thereof as to such points in time and those aspects as to being my considerations of a better version as to such a timeframe as to an upgrade in such references as to the aspects thereof to such differences as to the 1960s and the 1970s versions as to such references as to hippies. In reference as to the swingers as to what I saw as to such hypotheticals as to the areas in the states thereof from the years of 2004 through 2005 as well as 2009 through 2012 and the years of 2013 and 2014 though as to the years of 2015 through 2018 as to what I would consider as to the 1980s and the 1990s versions of yuppies, as to the aspects as to the ways of such references as to the reactions during such points in time as to the combined overall as to such references thereof to my considerations as to the factors referencing such hypotheticals.



If individuals have issues accepting either side as to such as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to biological adults who do not force anyone to be apart of such aspects as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to going to the events specifically as to how such aspects would only be considered as to such references thereof and/or the aspects as to the considerations as to such aspects of free will while being accepting of the LGBTQP communities, then I do not see any progression forward from such points in time as to such aspects as to my considerations as to such aspects thereof to such reality of the aspects of accepting an individual for who they are as to such aspects thereof as to such if factors of not forcing others to partake though acknowledging who they are and where they have been is a responsible aspect to life if actually having the internal aspects for such situations of real and genuine relationships as to whether a real and genuine friendship and/or a real and genuine family as to chosen family and/or in reference to a real dating/marital monogamous relationship aspect and/or even in the reference as to business aspects as to being capable to be honest as to such aspects as to the clear portions as to what is considered as to such outside of business as to the clear factors as to preventing such needless drama as to preventing such needless situations as to preventing such needless stresses for each aspect of what the possibilities thereof as to such hypotheticals as to actually being responsible enough to inform honestly while also being honest about such aspects as to the facts thereof as to ensuring despite whatever other interpretations thereof as to the difference as to being responsible enough to actually take care of the work required as to the individual themselves being capable to distinguish themselves as to such aspects on their own without having to be asked and/or prompted because of others' as to such hypotheticals as to involvement as to contacting a location such as an apartment complex and/or neighbors and/or schools and/or work and/or whatever locations as to what is considered as needless drama as to what is considered as immature as to what is considered as useless aspects as to such interpretations as to such aspects as to such factors as to what would the reasons as to such aspects be as to such factors thereof as to other than stirring up unwanted aspects as to such instead of as to the references of what would be considered as to being respectful?



Only individuals who are respectful would actually be respectful as to what the individual considers as respectful for themselves, and since as to such aspects where I have not been asked as to such aspects as to what I consider as respectful as to having clarified though as to asking me as to such in the aspects of what I consider as respect then as to the common sense as to the only way as into being respectful to me as to being respectful to my work as the only ways as to such leniency as to such aspects as to what I consider as respectful to me and respectful to my work. It is common sense as to such aspects thereof and in such hypotheticals as to others being intimated as to such aspects as to just being capable to ask me as to not having a real relationship as to any such push from others for such aspects, then why would I ever want an individual who had been pushed by others as to such aspects instead of of their own free will?



Why would I ever want to date someone that could lead towards marriage if as to such aspects as to others' involvement as to before as to such aspects as why would I want that, as what would make such aspects as to what my considerations are as to such requirements be as to those types who would think of themselves more highly than myself as well as what I consider as to my happiness as to such factors as why would I ever want those types as to such factors before as to such references thereof to my work?



In such hypotheticals as to any such aspects in reference to dating why would I ever want someone who would think of others as more important than me, as what type of relationship would that actually be instead of the type of relationship I would actually need as to what I actually need as to such aspects is to where I am put first as to such aspects instead of any others as to such references thereof to such hypotheticals. Why would I ever have any want of others as to such aspects as to the relationship factors, as I would not be dating them just as I would not be in a relationship as to such aspects as to such private factors with those others as to such aspects thereof. That would not ever be any type of relationship I would ever want, as I would only want a relationship with an individual male who would only have being with me as to being the utmost importance as to such aspects as to our relationship as others as to the consideration outside of our relationship would be of lower importance to such aspects as to whatever place in live they would be to such differences as to my relationship with the male I chose as to that male choosing me, as to such aspects of our choices together. I would not ever want a relationship with another male that would ever allow such aspects as to others involvement that I did not specify.



Thus as to such situations in reference as to certain aspects as to the common sense as to what actual maturity is as to the knowledge as to such aspects of the after effects from My Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury after effects as to the knowledge from understanding the truth as to what I have spoken as well as written as well as the facts of such proof in the conjunction as to such aspects as to the after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the references thereof, as the reality of actual proof as to what I personally would consider as to appreciating my work as to such differences as to the considerations as to what I guesstimate as to the aspects of others' interpretations as to the instead of the exact aspects as to the exact aspects as to such factors. I have not had the viewpoint as to what the considerations as to such aspects regarding the situations as to being capable to complete my work as to when as to such aspects of involvement as to the situations as to such aspects such as to the references regarding the timeframe as to actual assistance as to what I actually have needed as to such fullness thereof as the reality of how others have only remained at a distance instead of actually ever considering what would be as to my actual needs as to when I have pushed to be capable to actually take care of such aspects as per comprehending such needs for the situations during such points in time.



Thus as to the aspects as to the if factors as to having been taken seriously from the beginning as to the instead as to the catching up as to the reality as to there has not been anyone who has ever actually made the truthful attempts to catch up with me as to the truth as to the in truth in person face to face in person in real life, as there is nothing about technology as to such aspects as to such factors other than as to such bratty behaviour as to such aspects as to ever thinking that would ever be considered as good enough as to such references of such if factors as to such immaturity officially as to those types who were too lazy to begin with as to actually asking me personally to begin with as to such aspects of the lists of situations as well as the lists of people that I had been honest about from the start of such aspects of the situations as those who would have believed me from the beginning as to such aspects as to how that would have went as to such differences as to such facts as to the reality of such timeframes. The aspects of such hypotheticals as to those types as to such aspects as to how the hypotheticals as to such differences as to those who have not been what I personally have needed, as to the proof of such needless immaturity as to those as to their needless games as to their needless situaitons as to their needless problems as to what they needlessly started as to such needless drama.



Someone such as myself who has dealt with real life situations does not have the need to such needless gamesd as there is not the comfort for me as to those types as they are not capable to comprehend my actual needs in the correct timeframe as to such proof as to the aspects of the situations, as the reality of such aspects of what would actually be best for what my actual needs have been and what my actual needs are as to such facts as to their hesitations every time are the exact as to such as to their hesitations instead of the choices as for the action as to what is actually needed for me.



Such useless bureaucracy as to such aspects as to what has always been the biggest needless amounts of problems as to those types as to such hesitations, as the reality of being capable to get such amounts completed is because of the lack of hesitations when the most important seconds counted the most each and every time.



In such hypotheticals as to such references as to their hesitations and yet as to in any capacity of their envy, only reproves as to such aspects as to why their hesitations as to just asking me correctly as to what it is to actually ask someone correctly. Thus in such differences as to such hypotheticals as to such factors as to such dental factors only as to such proof as to the laziness as to not ever doing what actually would be needed as to the exact points in time as to the proof as to such aspects as well as to the hypotheticals as to when reviewing such possibilities as to only in the years of such review of such possibilities as to what would have been best if accurate as to "The Modern Day Book" as only during such timeframe as to the review as to ever thinki9ng of such aspects as to those possibilities as to the reality of such aspects as to the years of my journal blog updates as to the years of 2019, 2020, 2021, and 2022 instead as to any hypotehtical as to ever thinking they ever actually registered as to my thoughts as to the exact moment in time of any such aspects of if I ever was accurate as to such factors as to my journal blog updates and/or the aspects as to "The Modern Day Book".



However as to such proof as to what unwanted aspects as to such needless games, as to such unwanted aspects as to such needless problems, as to such unwanted aspects as to such needless situations, as to such unwanted aspects as to such needless drama each and every time as to any such hypotheticals thereof instead of what I actually needed as to such exact moments and seconds in time as to such common sense.



For example as to any if factors as to my original Facebook name as to Susan MeeLing if as to such explanations as per what I explained in person face to face in person in real life in discussions with those who I once knew as to such aspects as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such aspects of the reasons for my name as Susan MeeLing, as well as to any such aspects as to the situations from the difference to my modeling Facebook account as to Lady Dori Belle as to the if factors of common sense to have just asked me in truth if they did not remember me actually telling them when I met such individuals for the first time as to my name as Susan MeeLing as to such Facebook aspects as to the in truth aspects as because of who I lost as to the years of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the northeast tristate areas as to such lifestyle factors as to such references thereof to the if situations as to such common sense because after such aspects as to the beginning of the time after 1993 as to how the LGBTQP community in that area as to what is known now as to introducing as to the legal aspects as to the reality of being capable to truthfully take care of health and wellness as to such references as to those factors I already clarified.



When having lost as many people as I have, the laziness as to such others' choices as to such differences as to what it is to appreciate life and to doing the best as possible as to the most amount of good as best as possible in genuine truth as by the time as to such aspects as to the year of 2001 as to such facts.



If those who I once knew in person face to face in person and/or online as to such aspects as to knowing of me as to the aspects thereof as to such if factors would have actually cared about me as well as caring about life in truth, then as to such aspects as to how hypothetically as to the proof thereof as to such situations differently than as to such hypothetical occurrences thereof as to what would be as to keeping me happy as to what I consider as to such aspects as to the hypothetical differences as to such there being only so many words in the dictionary. As to those types who have preferred such indoor aspects as to such all the time instead as to the balance that I had as to what was best for me as to the years of 2014 through 2018 as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to though not in the best location as to that area as to such factors though as to my attempts repeatedly to get towards the northeast as soon as possible, as to such aspects as to the reality of the situations as to what I noticed as to such points in time as to the aspects of if factors as to the reality of the aftermath of 1993 and 2001 as to where I was born and raised as to the New Jersey areas as to the difference as to such aspects of other areas as to those who did not take me seriously when they should have taken me seriously as to how I was and always do tell the truth.



Just because I can author/write in multiple genres as to the aspects as to how such common sense as to not being one minded and not being one sided, as to how progression forward actually occurs.



Thus actually being capable to do as I actually needed to do as to where I should have been capable to get to as to such points in time as to such factors as to then needing to have the time as to such aspects as to what I once was working on as to my mural as to the aspects as to what was as to such factors as to Washington state as to such situations before this timeframe as to after September 2022 referencing what was my apartment, only individuals who would have respected my work would have just asked me as to the aspects of my plans as to having the common sense as to doing so correctly as per such message aspects directly as to the message To Contact Form through my website as I have pointed out multiple times in prior journal blog updates before as well as the top bar button area as to such page index to click on for the capacity to do so as to in the formal and correct ways as per the requirements as to what would have been as to such if factors and/or having called me as to asking me as to since I had already contacted such directly as per stopping by the office areas as well as the faxes as well as the emails. Those staff members that those people have as to the difference of myself having had such available to me as to what I would consider as to such references as to actualities as to the consistency as to such knowledge thereof officially, would have been much less stress for me as well as much less pain for me as well as much less drama for me as well as much less needless situations as to what I have dealt with as to such situations for me as to my best interests.



Since such clarifications as to how others who may need to comprehend that I only gave birth to one son and I only gave birth to one daughter, there is only those two that I will ever consider as to such aspects thereof as to my son and my daughter as to common sense as to only individuals who would be capable to comprehend such as to the knowledge thereof as to what I already dealt with would accept such facts as to the proof thereof as there has only been such aspects as to my considerations.



My destination as to my work as to how I complete such aspects as to the differences as to such interpretations as to the aspects whereas such factors as to the differences as to such aspects of those as to what I brought forward as to Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to such aspects as to finding a better way as to such factors, instead as to the occurrences thereof as to such hypotheticals. Common sense as to where I have actually clarified as to my actual needs as to my actual wants as to my actual ideals as to such aspects of in person in real life face to face in person in real life as to such aspects of what I consider as appreciation for me, as the one and only way as I have already clarifies as to such aspects as to the one and only way as to such aspects as to real life as to what I consider as real life as to the aspects as to such common sense as to how I do not consider online aspects as to such social media as to such pop culture as to such references thereof as to such real life as to the aspects as to such computer and/or video aspects as to such clarifications.



Thus as to such situations as to what I have dealt with, why would I ever believe as to the aspects thereof as to such factors as to the respect of me as to the respect of my work as to such aspects as to the proof thereof as to such in real life as to what I consider as to in real life?



Why would it ever be considered as to others' interpretations as to the instead of what I consider as to the exact aspects thereof as when the reality of such amounts of needless buearocricy as to such aspects as to such hypotheticals when having clarified such as many times as I have, when do the aspects as to learning from the knowledge as to retaining the knowledge as to being capable to productively progress forward as to such knowledge as to such facts begin as to in my real life as to my actual needs as to my actual wants as to my actual desires as why would I comprehend myself best?



Why would I ever believe that there would ever actually be those who would actually choose of their own free will as to making such genuine attempts if I am accurate about "The Modern Day Book", as why would that ever actually matter to me?



However as to such aspects where the emotional aspects as to such personal work as to such from February 2022 especially after the toll of such aspects as to the timeframe from such updates as to the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such aspects as to my entire life thus far, as randomly yes as to such areas to finding a silver lining here and finding the one and only silver lining there as to needing to be capable to find more than just one or two silver linings of happiness for myself as to real life as to a new beginning as to such attempts to do so as to the aspects as from February 2022 while learning from my past as well as progressing forward as towards my future as towards actual betterment.



Thus as to asking me as to such aspects as to aside from my work, then just asking me as to the if factors as to if having the chance as to such aspects of respectfully. I have not minded being contacted while working as to such aspects as to the aspects of if as to such regards as to a more uplifting aspect, as that would be greater as to such aspects of reasons to smile.




One area of one part of the mural I was working on as to at one point, as there is much more work as to having begun such in the year of 2022 in the month of the end of July beginning of August

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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If in anyway I am inaccurate about anything I have written here in this journal blog entry and/or any prior journal blog entry and/or future journal blog entry and/or factual books I wrote and/or videos I have done through my OFFICIAL YouTube Channel Reverend MeeLing, please only contact me through the contact form for the ability to clarify such details in public view fully to fix and repair to rectify the situation(s) as I do not respond to comments in my journal blogs because there thus far have not been any notifications sent to me about such from my website.


In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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