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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The Year of 2008 review in the year of 2022

January 2008:


The amount of times I had taken my then legal only husband though already had been separated officially the second and final time since 2006 in the month of October 2006 was the last time I ever allowed any tries from the situation as to the aspects as per my prior journal blog updates as to how from the year of 2000 as to having met that individual at Fort Sam Houston in Medical Hold Unit after the Austin Texas Brackenridge situations as well as the obvious after effects from my Psalm Sunday head injury/TBI that year with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that was still capable to be seen in the MRI and CAT scans though predominantly so in the year of 2000 when met though in the year of the first separation in 2004 around the month of May was when I had enough of what the occurrences were at the time, and though the attempts I made for my son and my daughter to our family as to such aspects as to the ways such situations went instead as to the time. In reference to the aspects of 2006 through into 2007 when he signed the paperwork in 2007 to rejoin the Army instead of his lie that he had IRR status in the month of February 2006 as per the explanations in "Finding A Silver Lining" as per such descriptions of those times, thus as to after September 2007 as to the amount of times I personally drove my then as I have called since 2006 as my ex-husband as to then later in 2008 as to my dead-ex-husband as to such factors as to those times and situations.



The choice to take that individual with my son and daughter as the biological aspects of his son and daughter to visit my ex-in-laws and spend time with Grandpa Nichols, the aspects of my taking them from San Antonio Texas at Fort Sam Houston to Fort Worth Texas and back each weekend from September 2007 through January 2008 as to such aspects of how I made attempts to not be the stereotypical ex-wife as to such aspects of what seemed best for my son and my daughter as to what I had seen from my childhood in the state of New Jersey as to my childhood friends as to their situations at the time as to such needless drama and needless problems as to what was at the time. Thus as to those factors of the situations as to how many attempts I made from the year of 2000 as to such aspects, as to the updates as to my journal blogs in conjunction to some of my books in the references to the facts.



Legally as to the terminology of estrangement as to the aspects of the timeframe after 2008 as to the reality of if factors aside from the situations as to how the Justice of the Peace as to the reality of that truth, the legal divorce officially as to 7 years as to the in person face to face in person in truth as to such aspects as to the phy7sical person in person face to face physically in person face to face in truth as technology is not an acceptable way in any such capacity for the factors of estrangement as per the reality despite the aspects of employment as to the reality of the truth as to the reasons why the 10 Commandments are important and always have been important as per the facts seen within the Torah as to the Old Testament. Thus even if as to 2008 because of the reality of 2000 as to the situations in such references, where the legal requirements of official informing me as to the truth as to such factors as per such clarifications and verifications as to the Medical Hold Unit timeframe as per such verifications as to my memory deficit aspects compared to the reality of such aspects to the cognitive disorder factors as to the differences to spiritual sight.



Thus when the Chaplain and the Staff Sergeant who had arrived to my house in San Antonio Texas as to my response when I opened the door to see those two specific individuals in Dress Green Class A uniforms, it did not take a head injury to figure out why they would be at my house near the Medical Center in San Antonio Texas as to such common sense factors.



However that would require either those individuals having been allowed to read my military records before they arrived, because if they had not read what would have been allowed depending upon their status clearance levels as to whether they would be allowed to have known several factors as well aside from the situations as to Camp Mabry in Austin Texas at the Texas National Guard graduation ceremony as to when I saluted the American Flag as to the graduation ceremony during the National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner. I told people what I dealt with on post at Camp Mabry as to the situations as well as explained I stood my grounds on Camp Mabry defending my liberty to salute during the National Anthem as to the American Flag, however those Texas National Guard individuals as to such aspects as to the oddity of how my children's biological father was not a Texas born individual as he was born at Fort Polk Louisiana.



I am fairly certain individuals in the state of Texas would have intelligence to know there could be individuals who are born in a different state as to the comparison of their government issued identification card for a driver's license, however if as to such aspects of the failures as to my Basic Training Battalion in the year of 2000 as to how those individuals had issues accepting that same fact as to individuals who would be capable to be born in one state and then move to another state as to such aspects as to common sense. As to the lack of the difference from the state of Oklahoma to the state of Texas as to Basic Training at Fort Sill in the year of 2000, to the difference of the specialty training for when reupping in comparison to the way training if needed as to the aspects of what the reality of IRR actually is to the comparison of individuals who might think they know as to how that actually is as to thinking there is a choice when IRR is put into effect as per the arguments in the year of 2006.



When the tries from the end of January or beginning of February in 2006 throughout the almost rest of that year of that individual's tries to get me to believe that IRR allowed any choice as to MOS changes and/or as to the rank because he thought IRR status would allow him to go from an E5 to a Captain rank because he went to college and got a Bachelor's Degree instead of what the reality is to IRR status as to those factors in conjunction of how he tried to tell me that he could pick his duty station, as to the claims he had about his work despite the arguments previously as to how I refused to allow my work to be used for any of his research whatsoever and with every warning I gave as per the knowledge of as per what his status as a dependent to me as he willingly got a pink identification card as I have not ever needed to ever get a dependent card as per the being the one and only Sponsor as to my Blue Identification Card as I have not had the need to ever arrange such for myself willingly as to such informed requirements as to of my free will instead of any ignorance that there could be to such negligence as to such individuals as per my refusal fully as to any such individuals I once knew in person and/or online as to such aspects of my personal requirements as to relationship aspects as to the requirements thereof and I refuse all individuals I once knew from Crystal Lake South High School classes graduated most specifically and with siblings as to 1998 through 2006 for any such dating relationship permanently as to the years I was there and the connections thereof as to the individuals from high school as to such immaturity levels if as to such differences towards what I consider as betterment are as to such factors of what the considerations of my personal approval if as to such aspects achieved consistently as per having clarified consistently previously in discussions as well as in writing.



There is not one individuals I once knew that especially as most specifically to the year of 2020, there was officially the references where I was not willing to ever accept any marriage as to such aspects as to of my own free will as per the aspects as to the requirements for myself as well as my religious freedoms as well as the fact of being a citizen of the United States of America and female liberties and etcetera as to not needing to use the pop culture political version of words as to the descriptions actually being where the informational aspects to those who are capable to not need the specific words because of the intellectual levels to actually read to know to understand because only such intelligent individuals would not need only such code words of political pop culture when the comprehension of the ADA aspects as to such references of where there has not ever been any enjoyment for me and as to the proof in Austin Texas for Trump reelection rallies as to the photographic proof as to the lack of what I would ever consider as enjoyment as to the common sense as to the reality of my headaches and my migraines as well as each such aspects of the uncomfortable aspects in all such aspects to the timeframes as to the situations as per the year of 2021 referencing such similarities as to the timeframe of my move out from the state of Texas as to the move from San Antonio Texas to Carrollton Texas in the year of 2008 as per what I posted on my journal blog at the time of what unnecessary unwanted unneeded needless drama and needless problems as to such needless situations in such references regarding the aspects of the common sense as to the aspects of my ADA as to such knowledge thereof in any such if factors as to any individuals as to such laws as to the needless problems as to the aspects thereof.




That was as to such aspects of how IRR actually is to the comparison to those who know of such aspects in more depth. Additionally as to that JC Penny picture as to the viewpoint to the aspects to the situations in conjunction to the day he removed himself as a dependent status was the day he became lower ranking because of such aspects as to the situations of my clearances, as the exact same as to my son when in the year of 2018 as to the paperwork of when he officially went into the Army Active Duty status as to his removal of such aspects as to those factors of me being the Sponsor. The aspects where I have not and would not ever knowingly willingly at any point in time before the year of 2021 as to any thought processes of actual aspects of progression towards any relationship of dating aspects towards marriage because of the Justice of the Peace situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage situations as to the 11 September 2001 situations as well as the aspects of as best as I could as to the only promise I made as to the only way I ever make any promise as to in person face to face in person as to my viewpoint of the specifics to the considerations as to in person face to face in person, as per subarachnoid hemorrhage damage after effects as per the aspects of such additional clarifications as to my book references “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the fact I reuse all marriage as per such timeframe as to the full explanation as to that having been completed in the year of 2021 in the month of September for the aspects of as to my promise kept in full as to before moving onward with my life to seek what my personal aspects as to such.



Thus as to the requirements as per the non-allowance of a dependent identification card because of my being the one and only Sponsor as to the legal requirements as per the mandatory factors as to my background as well as the requirements at all times because of my background as to the specifics as to paperwork as to identification card aspects as to the individuals who would be unaware as to such quarantine procedures as to any such hypotheticals as to such social factors as to the aspects where such protections would be put into such automatically, because of the requirements as to such a level and since such clarifications specifically as to the aspects of both my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment (United States of America’s Navy to be specific) as well as the aspects of the Army branch of the United States of America as both Armed Forces of the United States of America with the conjunction of Coast Guard Basic Training. The reality of my childhood and my teenager years as to such factors to the legal requirements because of such aspects, because of prior situations as to how the coding references are for such protections in the regards of any such if factors as to the clarifications and verifications of my childhood and my teenager years as well as such situations throughout while being a biological adult as to the difference as to the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury aspects as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to such aspects as to while some might wrongfully consider my journal blog as millennial as the reality of the facts as to my prior work as to the emails I personally wrote to the letters I hand typed and faxed as well as the other work I had to take care of as to the considerations of those particular points in time as to the years of the combined factors as to my concerns as to other factors as to time.



Thus since the aspects of my work as to my being the one and only Sponsor as to the aspects of as well as the conjunction aspects of 2000 through that point in time as per such references to New York City 1993 aspects, those factors of such hypocrisy of those biological connections to that individual and/or individuals as to the Texas National Guard Camp Mabry in Austin Texas in the year of 2007 after his paperwork was signed in January of 2007 compared to the claim he said of IRR in February of 2006 because I had saluted the American Flag during the National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner as I actually was yelled at on post for saluting the American Flag during the National Anthem because of my knowledge as to the reality as to both sets of attacks on New York City as to the years of 1993 as also as the year of 2001. It was common sense for me to be grateful and thankful as to the reality that I did not graduate Basic Training from the Army branch after the situations as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, as those who know of what term is automatic to the Army instead of accepting such because of the requirements to actually earn the aspects as I saw the reasons to take a peaceful stand for such liberties when I learned of such at the recruiter's station in the year of 1999.



However in reference to January 2008 when I was informed as to the reality of, as to my choices to then inform officially as to Grandpa Nichols as I promised as well as Grandma Nichols as I promised and as I informed the individuals who arrived at my house in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2006 though informed those soldiers in 2008 as I asked them a few times if they had needed anything such as coffee to begin with before the needless problems that occurred because of the situations as to Fort Worth as to such worthlessness of the situations dealt with as to certain individuals in the area of as to the specifics of that time frame.



February 2008:


After the situations in San Antonio Texas as to Fort Sam Houston because of where I was living instead of the differences as to my ex-sister-in-law living in Fort Worth Texas or near Fort Worth Texas named Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time as to her remarried in 2011 or 2012 as to the situations in reference to the arrangements made for the Fort Worth area because of my choice as the one and only Executrix as to the choices for all aspects because of the specific age requirements at the specific point in time as to the non-transferrable aspects in all capacities thereof permanently as per such factors at the specific point in time of January 2008 as to the legal requirements as to the age specifics as to the exact aspects for that point in time and all time forward as to myself being the one and only Executrix as was explained to me at the time in the year of 2007 in the kitchen of my house through my VA Home loan at the time in the year of 2002 as I arranged as he said, "...the only reason I have that other name as to that daughter is only because of the legal reasons to have a second name as I don't want to put that there but because of what you saw as to concerns about my Dad, I didn't want that on my will..."



When I asked what he meant he explained how only because of the Army legalities thought because he knew from what my spiritual sight as to accuracy as to the reality he explained as to his pure hatred of his biological family as per such prior explanations in discussions as well as in writing as to such phone calls as those individuals from his biological family as to the ways they thought as to how well, they were in the differences as to such viewpoints as per how the discussions were as to various times as per prior updates to my journal blog The Ornery PSA. Just because my journal blog is named as such if there is any actual intelligence about satire as to the intellectualities of such factors as to certain journal blogs as to my saying, then as to such common sense as per what my viewpoints were as to the massive differences as to any individual who I have already explained as to what I personally did not allow and did not condone in any capacity as to that connection to the company my books are published through as though I was a part one location as per the aspects as to what was explained at the point in time of the year of 2015 and the year of 2016 as to the only location as to the specifics as per the show at that time as there was not any legal paperwork that was ever updated as per any contract because I have not ever signed any contracts as to any aspects that would be considered as legally binding as to my modeling as to the specifics of the timeframe of this year as to 2022 because of the clauses as per the underwritings as per insurance company aspects of businesses as to the references regarding modeling pictures as to such differences as to the copyright ownership factors as per the aspects of the technological aspects throughout the timeframes as to the developments of the 1980s into the 1990s as to digital photography as well as digital videography as to the protections of and for the model/performer automatically above all else as to the references regarding the situations.



My children's biological father my dead-ex-husband the E5 who thought he could tell the Army where he would be stationed and what rank he was as to the aspects of the knowledge of my Basic Training as well as my time as to Medical Hold Unit as to the year of 2000 as well as other factors brought forward already previously in what should be in my journal blog as per how all journal blogs of mine are to remain on my website in the capacity as to what my postings are as such mandatory requirements as per all such points in time, as the fact of such aspects as to what was not and is not up for discussion any further as to how my dead-ex-husband had said Lidia reminded him of his mom and how much he despised everything about his mom because of his childhood and teenager years with his sisters, as per the aspects of how their proof as to individuals as to lengths of time. Thus as to the JC Penny picture as to 2008 as to how he knew what he put on his uniform as to such oddity when taking into consideration as to the aspects of Camp Mabry as to the Star Spangled Banner American Flag saluting situation in 2007, as what levels would such common sense take to figure that out correctly if possible in truth as to such aspects as to the situations thereafter as to the reality I did not graduate Basic Training for the Army branch. After arriving to the Laurel Land funeral home as to the whining and complaining from those ex-in-laws as depending as to the reality as to the legalities of proof as well to the Justice of the Peace as their aspects as to how the Chief Warrant Officer 3, who had refused to speak with anyone except for me because I am the one and only Executrix as the Army was explained the same aspects as I was as to the will portions of my children's biological father as to the will and testimony aspects. The Funeral Director was an E7 who was direct ordered to not attend the DFW area funeral for the aspects of, though the Chief Warrant Officer 3 was the Funeral Director for the E5 who as to the IRR aspects to the considerations.



Laurel Land Funeral Home in Fort Worth as to the funeral arrangements as per the aspects of the Funeral Director in San Antonio Texas as to my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Sweeney or Sweety as per the sound of the last name of her second marriage, as she had 3 children from her first marriage and two from her second marriage the last I was informed of such situations as to only stopping by on my way out of the state of Texas as to the timeframes as to the overall look backwards because of the reality I clarified as to such updates in my initial timeframe of my journal blog in the year of 2019 as I was not in the state of Texas to reconnect with anyone in any official capacity unless of their own free will as to what I consider as to a connection as to what my considerations as to such specifics were and are of importance to such requirements as the reality as to such mandatory aspects as to the references obviously of any individual in the knowledge of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to my having informed them in whatever capacity, as to their knowledge of the damages from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such aspects of ADA legal requirements of the shortened or meme terminology of 10 Commandments as to the mandatory aspects in regards to myself because of the ADA as well as the reality of my religious liberties as my liberties as per the Statue of Liberty and in conjunction of Liberty Science Center for all such combinations for my Civil Liberties as to such Amendments for myself and as to such as per the references as to the reality of the facts as per my journal blog updates as to there only having been a certain amount of time as to the aspects at those times as to those details as to the regards of the multitude of aspects each person should be capable to think about as per the fact that situations occur between other situations as to the aspects of the timeframes.



As to such social media aspects as to the reality of officially having been informed of the reality as to the after effects of as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI as to such aspects, and thus having read such from the first time as to the first official informing of such aspects as to my ADA as to the meme shortened acronym version of the terminology 10 Commandments and as to such aspects in the regards as to the additional aspects of being raised by a Deacon and a Trustee of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as my Confirmation Graduation and being an Ordained Reverend as well as to the Eclectic Judeo Christian aspects or a shortened term as I have utilized since the 1988/1989 timeframe of "Futurist" though Eclectic seemed to fit ideally as to such reference points.



When in Laurel Land Funeral Home as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the reassignment to me as to the timeframe where the lowest ranks as to the 21 gun salute as to the E1 through E3 possibly one specialist within the 21 gun salute, and as to the overall ranks as to a diagonal viewpoint from where I sat of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 with one Captain rank and the rest above the rank of Major and above to Major General ranks for the officers and E8 and above for the most part as to the enlisted NCO ranks of around 15-25 total in that region for the references as to the funeral for the E5 as to that timeframe in the year of 2008.



The Chief Warrant Officer 3 in a brief had informed me there were multiple pieces on my dead-ex-husband's uniform JC Penny pictures that were later in the timeframe of 2020 to be noticed in Grandpa Nichols' rack though as to the reference of the discussions with Grandpa Nichols throughout the timeframe of January 2008 through April 2008, as to how many times he possibly told my ex-in-laws as to the truth about his rack though I was not asked afterwards as to the situations during the timeframe in 2008 after the funeral as there were Oak Leaf clusters as well as the Vietnam ribbon I learned about in the year of 2020 in Buda Texas though the Chief Warrant Officer 3 also told me about the British Jump Wings at the time as those who have dealt with my ex-in-laws can guess as to how that went as to the year of 2008 as to the situations at the funeral as to the situations where they had been informed as to the Bronze Star and Grandpa Nichols agreement with me to return the Bronze Star to the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as when I told him how that went in discussions as to that point in time.



February through April 2008:


Afterwards was the CID 8:30am through around 2:30pm/14:30 timeframe for where multiple CID agents switched back and forth throughout the timeframe of the interrogation on Fort Sam Houston in Joint Base San Antonio as to the lack of any human decency as to any individual throughout the entire timeframe as to what was dealt with up to that point in time in the year of 2008, though then up the Chain of Command through LAG as well as to Garrison Command as well as through EO and then to IG before going to the Commander of the base as to Major General Gillman as to that aspects as per such prior writings from February 2008 through April 2008 as the memorial service at Fort Sam Houston because of the phone call to my cellphone when on the other side of Austin from San Antonio Texas as to when on the way to Fort Worth Texas as to how they changed the day of the memorial service that day and asked me if I could be there in 10 minutes because their Chaplain had a vacation he was going on and the aspects of my son and my daughter attending the memorial service for their biological father at that location while I was there as to such aspects as to the failures as to Fort Sam Houston and Joint Base San Antonio Texas individuals as to the viewpoint of mine as per the years of 2000 through to that point as possibly at some point those individuals as to the overall could actually get the situations correctly taken care of as to the proper aspects regarding the instead of what I have and had dealt with as to such needless problems as to the proven factors as to this length of time as to how many attempts to get back to New Jersey in those years of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2014 through 2018.



However as per what I explained as per the prior times thereof as to when my son and my daughter would be above the biological age of 18 years old as to only in reference to their biological father as to that aspect of what my references to such explanations, as per "Finding A Silver Lining" as that was and remains the only reference to all such aspects as per the only promise I personally made as to such aspects. Thus the aspects because of the Justice of the Peace reality as well as the situations as to the best of my capability to get myself to where as to such point in time as I comprehended I needed to be as the reality, that such individuals who saw in person face to face in person as well as discussed in several discussions as well as they made jokes as to how funny they thought as to while laughing about karma when I referred to the aspects as to my religious and spiritual beliefs. While those individuals had chosen as they chose, I already explained all the aspects as to my childhood as to what I informed of as to the basement area as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to General George Washington's private office as to the aspects of what I already told others of before as to what their choices as to their responsibility for their choices as per being a President of the United States of America Rondal Regan Republican child who survived-ish growing up in a Democrat New Jersey location throughout the 1980s and the 1990s just in case those prior Halloween posts for the year of 2022 were needing a bit of an additional touch.



The amount of work to make my way up the Chain of Command to be capable to take care of the memorial service for my son and my daughter to be capable to see at that time in the year of 2008 as to the specifics of as to the differences as per such aspects of hypotheticals as to the misinterpretations of such individuals I once knew as per the reality of such hypotheticals as to the version of a Eucharist of lacking better words as to the Dog Tags I was seeking to attain for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to bring back home to the United States of America, as while some people have whatever opinions about New Jersey there are many military locations in the state of New Jersey and New York and Pennsylvania. Since because of the fact as to more beyond just those factors, as to the reference points as to the differences fully as to such distinguishing factors, as the distinguishing factors of intelligence make a difference from whatever other people think of as to New Jersey-ians as to the actualities as to how New Jersey-ians do not enjoy nosey people as they do not enjoy individuals who need to accept the reality as to what is not accepted to them as well as to the aspects of how New Jersey-ians who when without any actual reasons nor any actual causes nor actual excuses that would ever actually be of anything considered as acceptable as to choices from non-New Jersey-ians as to such needless problems as to such needless drama as to such needless stresses as to such needless wonder why New Jersey-ians on top of whatever else as to such aspects simply do not need to have each individual involved with their work as to in whatever capacities a New Jersey-ian puts as to such factors and since I have clarified as to such regards as to the differences as to whatever pop culture references each individual has to their own background as to the pop culture references as to the aspects of pictures from the timeframe as to the years of 2000 through 2012 I could sarcastically post as to each individual to review their own as for what the perception of their backgrounds looks as possibly.



After what occurred after the memorial service in the basement in the Chapel as to the timeframe to take a stand as to informing the individuals as to the reality because of knowing the ways as to certain types of individuals as to how those types do not assist in the capacities of such factors for the long term when they think only in the shortest of the shortest of the shortests of times to the aspects of proof as to such instant gratification problems as to the pop culture types as to certain specifics instead, because earning is important to the solidity of life as to while some aspects can be instant at the same point in time when actually caring about life as to the comprehension there are many situations that can take more time than some thought initially.



May 2008:



Then after that situation was the timeframe when Major General Gillman had the meeting where the individuals who were stationed overseas with the Battalion of soldiers from Camp Mabry in 2007 as to the salute to the American Flag during the Star Spangled Banner situation, as to the 3 individuals from Iraq as to their return to the United States of America and that situation as to the Bronze Star that was awarded to my dead-ex-husband for what I was told differently as to the situations as to the aspects thereof and since the factors of what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 brought forward at the timeframe in Laurel Land.



In the timeframe of when I handed the full combination of the Bronze Star, the green and gold folder, and the box the medal was placed within as to the situations when I immediately sought information to put my house on the market to move to a house where I turned it into a home as the additional work to my creation throughout the years from 2008 May through February 2010, though as to making sure my son and my daughter and Grandpa Nichols had as much time together as I could provide for them as to the timeframe from 2001 through that point in time as I arranged the funeral at Fort Worth for Grandpa and Grandma Nichols because of the drive from Fort Worth Texas to



Afterwards from the year of 2008:



Thus to fix and repair such aspects as to the viewpoints I suppose as to the perception of such sights overall combined, as while in outsider locations to country areas as to the massive distinctions as to the combined factors as to evaluations of viewpoints to the aspects thereof. Far from perfect as to such knowledge of myself, the attempts as best as possible as I can while dealing with the situations while the needs of mine as to such differences as to the aspects thereof because of the facts capable to be seen as to possibly regarding the depth level of my preferences as to a truthful connection in person face to face in person as to such aspects of acquaintance and/or friendship and/or dating monogamous relationship aspects and/or if I were to ever begin a dating relationship that actually leads towards marriage and such length of time aspects as the reality I comprehended in the timeframes of as to my prior writing aspects of the timeframe to the publication of 2013 as to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" because of the clear information within the pages as to such aspects of differences as to the specific year as to the specific timeframes per year per month.



If individuals as to any individual as to the aspects of during the timeframe of July 2021 through July of 2022 as to such aspects in reference to the reality of the viewpoint of New York City from the one location I would officially put everything together as to all such portions as per my work to continue onward to see the reference points to the timeframes thereof for such work, the reality of such aspects as to if any such aspects as to the portion of importance as to the 10 Commandments as to any such knowledge as to the aspects thereof to the reality of the situations I was dealing with as to the first time of seeing New York City from Liberty Science Center at night to the evening viewpoint in the year of 2022 from the year of 1997/1998. The amount of times I enjoyed and had the best times of my childhood and early teenager years as to what I enjoyed as to my viewpoints of where in later life to the interests possibilities though in such modesty as to the aspects of the timeframe when I decided for myself to being interested in a monogamous relationship for marriage aspects in the viewpoint of where I could see a futuristic though modernized though not until I was ready to begin such as per what my needs could or would be when I was ready to because of the reality as to such amounts of studies and the aspects of in my guesstimation as to how I see as well as the time aspects of sight.



I did not know where my life was going to go when the year of 1998 in April as I saw New York City from a small glimpse of the evening viewpoint as per that time as Liberty Science Center overall area was the last stop before the trip, and February 2022 was the first time I saw the area from the one location I would officially from the year as to as many attempts though with the culmination of the combination of the work I did as best as I could between the years of 2019 through 2022 before the timeframe of September 2022 as to the need for myself as to the processing the culmination of situations while progressing along as best as possible as possibly along the way along with the work as to the aspects of more to smile about in positive ways.



Though in regards of that sort of marital aspect of romance it seemed important as to waiting as to the surity because of my knowledge the aspects of after when they became above the age of minors, as well as the aspects of my concerns about the subarachnoid hemorrhage to the timeframe of the 20 and 30 year timeframes as to the aspects of 2001 as well as 1993 as to the situations to New York City as to the survival of those multiple attacks on the World Trade Center and World Trade Center Plaza as to the additional aspects of situations in a multitude of situations.



However while knowing many have survived much in their own lives as well as since such timeframes thereof, the aspects of such experiences as to the references thereof as to such individuals as to what they would know whereas I would only know of my own personal life experiences. The aspects as to the timeframes thereof as to such situations as there were only around 8 months between the timeframe of February 2022 to September 2022 for me to process everything as best as I could from that combination, as to the complexities of certain situations as to the realities of onward.




Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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