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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The Year of 2008 review in the year of 2022

January 2008:


The amount of times I had taken my then legal only husband though already had been separated officially the second and final time since 2006 in the month of October 2006 was the last time I ever allowed any tries from the situation as to the aspects as per my prior journal blog updates as to how from the year of 2000 as to having met that individual at Fort Sam Houston in Medical Hold Unit after the Austin Texas Brackenridge situations as well as the obvious after effects from my Psalm Sunday head injury/TBI that year with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that was still capable to be seen in the MRI and CAT scans though predominantly so in the year of 2000 when met though in the year of the first separation in 2004 around the month of May was when I had enough of what the occurrences were at the time, and though the attempts I made for my son and my daughter to our family as to such aspects as to the ways such situations went instead as to the time. In reference to the aspects of 2006 through into 2007 when he signed the paperwork in 2007 to rejoin the Army instead of his lie that he had IRR status in the month of February 2006 as per the explanations in "Finding A Silver Lining" as per such descriptions of those times, thus as to after September 2007 as to the amount of times I personally drove my then as I have called since 2006 as my ex-husband as to then later in 2008 as to my dead-ex-husband as to such factors as to those times and situations.



The choice to take that individual with my son and daughter as the biological aspects of his son and daughter to visit my ex-in-laws and spend time with Grandpa Nichols, the aspects of my taking them from San Antonio Texas at Fort Sam Houston to Fort Worth Texas and back each weekend from September 2007 through January 2008 as to such aspects of how I made attempts to not be the stereotypical ex-wife as to such aspects of what seemed best for my son and my daughter as to what I had seen from my childhood in the state of New Jersey as to my childhood friends as to their situations at the time as to such needless drama and needless problems as to what was at the time. Thus as to those factors of the situations as to how many attempts I made from the year of 2000 as to such aspects, as to the updates as to my journal blogs in conjunction to some of my books in the references to the facts.



Legally as to the terminology of estrangement as to the aspects of the timeframe after 2008 as to the reality of if factors aside from the situations as to how the Justice of the Peace as to the reality of that truth, the legal divorce officially as to 7 years as to the in person face to face in person in truth as to such aspects as to the phy7sical person in person face to face physically in person face to face in truth as technology is not an acceptable way in any such capacity for the factors of estrangement as per the reality despite the aspects of employment as to the reality of the truth as to the reasons why the 10 Commandments are important and always have been important as per the facts seen within the Torah as to the Old Testament. Thus even if as to 2008 because of the reality of 2000 as to the situations in such references, where the legal requirements of official informing me as to the truth as to such factors as per such clarifications and verifications as to the Medical Hold Unit timeframe as per such verifications as to my memory deficit aspects compared to the reality of such aspects to the cognitive disorder factors as to the differences to spiritual sight.



Thus when the Chaplain and the Staff Sergeant who had arrived to my house in San Antonio Texas as to my response when I opened the door to see those two specific individuals in Dress Green Class A uniforms, it did not take a head injury to figure out why they would be at my house near the Medical Center in San Antonio Texas as to such common sense factors.



However that would require either those individuals having been allowed to read my military records before they arrived, because if they had not read what would have been allowed depending upon their status clearance levels as to whether they would be allowed to have known several factors as well aside from the situations as to Camp Mabry in Austin Texas at the Texas National Guard graduation ceremony as to when I saluted the American Flag as to the graduation ceremony during the National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner. I told people what I dealt with on post at Camp Mabry as to the situations as well as explained I stood my grounds on Camp Mabry defending my liberty to salute during the National Anthem as to the American Flag, however those Texas National Guard individuals as to such aspects as to the oddity of how my children's biological father was not a Texas born individual as he was born at Fort Polk Louisiana.



I am fairly certain individuals in the state of Texas would have intelligence to know there could be individuals who are born in a different state as to the comparison of their government issued identification card for a driver's license, however if as to such aspects of the failures as to my Basic Training Battalion in the year of 2000 as to how those individuals had issues accepting that same fact as to individuals who would be capable to be born in one state and then move to another state as to such aspects as to common sense. As to the lack of the difference from the state of Oklahoma to the state of Texas as to Basic Training at Fort Sill in the year of 2000, to the difference of the specialty training for when reupping in comparison to the way training if needed as to the aspects of what the reality of IRR actually is to the comparison of individuals who might think they know as to how that actually is as to thinking there is a choice when IRR is put into effect as per the arguments in the year of 2006.



When the tries from the end of January or beginning of February in 2006 throughout the almost rest of that year of that individual's tries to get me to believe that IRR allowed any choice as to MOS changes and/or as to the rank because he thought IRR status would allow him to go from an E5 to a Captain rank because he went to college and got a Bachelor's Degree instead of what the reality is to IRR status as to those factors in conjunction of how he tried to tell me that he could pick his duty station, as to the claims he had about his work despite the arguments previously as to how I refused to allow my work to be used for any of his research whatsoever and with every warning I gave as per the knowledge of as per what his status as a dependent to me as he willingly got a pink identification card as I have not ever needed to ever get a dependent card as per the being the one and only Sponsor as to my Blue Identification Card as I have not had the need to ever arrange such for myself willingly as to such informed requirements as to of my free will instead of any ignorance that there could be to such negligence as to such individuals as per my refusal fully as to any such individuals I once knew in person and/or online as to such aspects of my personal requirements as to relationship aspects as to the requirements thereof and I refuse all individuals I once knew from Crystal Lake South High School classes graduated most specifically and with siblings as to 1998 through 2006 for any such dating relationship permanently as to the years I was there and the connections thereof as to the individuals from high school as to such immaturity levels if as to such differences towards what I consider as betterment are as to such factors of what the considerations of my personal approval if as to such aspects achieved consistently as per having clarified consistently previously in discussions as well as in writing.



There is not one individuals I once knew that especially as most specifically to the year of 2020, there was officially the references where I was not willing to ever accept any marriage as to such aspects as to of my own free will as per the aspects as to the requirements for myself as well as my religious freedoms as well as the fact of being a citizen of the United States of America and female liberties and etcetera as to not needing to use the pop culture political version of words as to the descriptions actually being where the informational aspects to those who are capable to not need the specific words because of the intellectual levels to actually read to know to understand because only such intelligent individuals would not need only such code words of political pop culture when the comprehension of the ADA aspects as to such references of where there has not ever been any enjoyment for me and as to the proof in Austin Texas for Trump reelection rallies as to the photographic proof as to the lack of what I would ever consider as enjoyment as to the common sense as to the reality of my headaches and my migraines as well as each such aspects of the uncomfortable aspects in all such aspects to the timeframes as to the situations as per the year of 2021 referencing such similarities as to the timeframe of my move out from the state of Texas as to the move from San Antonio Texas to Carrollton Texas in the year of 2008 as per what I posted on my journal blog at the time of what unnecessary unwanted unneeded needless drama and needless problems as to such needless situations in such references regarding the aspects of the common sense as to the aspects of my ADA as to such knowledge thereof in any such if factors as to any individuals as to such laws as to the needless problems as to the aspects thereof.




That was as to such aspects of how IRR actually is to the comparison to those who know of such aspects in more depth. Additionally as to that JC Penny picture as to the viewpoint to the aspects to the situations in conjunction to the day he removed himself as a dependent status was the day he became lower ranking because of such aspects as to the situations of my clearances, as the exact same as to my son when in the year of 2018 as to the paperwork of when he officially went into the Army Active Duty status as to his removal of such aspects as to those factors of me being the Sponsor. The aspects where I have not and would not ever knowingly willingly at any point in time before the year of 2021 as to any thought processes of actual aspects of progression towards any relationship of dating aspects towards marriage because of the Justice of the Peace situations as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage situations as to the 11 September 2001 situations as well as the aspects of as best as I could as to the only promise I made as to the only way I ever make any promise as to in person face to face in person as to my viewpoint of the specifics to the considerations as to in person face to face in person, as per subarachnoid hemorrhage damage after effects as per the aspects of such additional clarifications as to my book references “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the fact I reuse all marriage as per such timeframe as to the full explanation as to that having been completed in the year of 2021 in the month of September for the aspects of as to my promise kept in full as to before moving onward with my life to seek what my personal aspects as to such.



Thus as to the requirements as per the non-allowance of a dependent identification card because of my being the one and only Sponsor as to the legal requirements as per the mandatory factors as to my background as well as the requirements at all times because of my background as to the specifics as to paperwork as to identification card aspects as to the individuals who would be unaware as to such quarantine procedures as to any such hypotheticals as to such social factors as to the aspects where such protections would be put into such automatically, because of the requirements as to such a level and since such clarifications specifically as to the aspects of both my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment (United States of America’s Navy to be specific) as well as the aspects of the Army branch of the United States of America as both Armed Forces of the United States of America with the conjunction of Coast Guard Basic Training. The reality of my childhood and my teenager years as to such factors to the legal requirements because of such aspects, because of prior situations as to how the coding references are for such protections in the regards of any such if factors as to the clarifications and verifications of my childhood and my teenager years as well as such situations throughout while being a biological adult as to the difference as to the Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury aspects as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to such aspects as to while some might wrongfully consider my journal blog as millennial as the reality of the facts as to my prior work as to the emails I personally wrote to the letters I hand typed and faxed as well as the other work I had to take care of as to the considerations of those particular points in time as to the years of the combined factors as to my concerns as to other factors as to time.



Thus since the aspects of my work as to my being the one and only Sponsor as to the aspects of as well as the conjunction aspects of 2000 through that point in time as per such references to New York City 1993 aspects, those factors of such hypocrisy of those biological connections to that individual and/or individuals as to the Texas National Guard Camp Mabry in Austin Texas in the year of 2007 after his paperwork was signed in January of 2007 compared to the claim he said of IRR in February of 2006 because I had saluted the American Flag during the National Anthem the Star Spangled Banner as I actually was yelled at on post for saluting the American Flag during the National Anthem because of my knowledge as to the reality as to both sets of attacks on New York City as to the years of 1993 as also as the year of 2001. It was common sense for me to be grateful and thankful as to the reality that I did not graduate Basic Training from the Army branch after the situations as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, as those who know of what term is automatic to the Army instead of accepting such because of the requirements to actually earn the aspects as I saw the reasons to take a peaceful stand for such liberties when I learned of such at the recruiter's station in the year of 1999.



However in reference to January 2008 when I was informed as to the reality of, as to my choices to then inform officially as to Grandpa Nichols as I promised as well as Grandma Nichols as I promised and as I informed the individuals who arrived at my house in San Antonio Texas in the year of 2006 though informed those soldiers in 2008 as I asked them a few times if they had needed anything such as coffee to begin with before the needless problems that occurred because of the situations as to Fort Worth as to such worthlessness of the situations dealt with as to certain individuals in the area of as to the specifics of that time frame.



February 2008:


After the situations in San Antonio Texas as to Fort Sam Houston because of where I was living instead of the differences as to my ex-sister-in-law living in Fort Worth Texas or near Fort Worth Texas named Susie Marie Nichols-Lopez at the time as to her remarried in 2011 or 2012 as to the situations in reference to the arrangements made for the Fort Worth area because of my choice as the one and only Executrix as to the choices for all aspects because of the specific age requirements at the specific point in time as to the non-transferrable aspects in all capacities thereof permanently as per such factors at the specific point in time of January 2008 as to the legal requirements as to the age specifics as to the exact aspects for that point in time and all time forward as to myself being the one and only Executrix as was explained to me at the time in the year of 2007 in the kitchen of my house through my VA Home loan at the time in the year of 2002 as I arranged as he said, "...the only reason I have that other name as to that daughter is only because of the legal reasons to have a second name as I don't want to put that there but because of what you saw as to concerns about my Dad, I didn't want that on my will..."



When I asked what he meant he explained how only because of the Army legalities thought because he knew from what my spiritual sight as to accuracy as to the reality he explained as to his pure hatred of his biological family as per such prior explanations in discussions as well as in writing as to such phone calls as those individuals from his biological family as to the ways they thought as to how well, they were in the differences as to such viewpoints as per how the discussions were as to various times as per prior updates to my journal blog The Ornery PSA. Just because my journal blog is named as such if there is any actual intelligence about satire as to the intellectualities of such factors as to certain journal blogs as to my saying, then as to such common sense as per what my viewpoints were as to the massive differences as to any individual who I have already explained as to what I personally did not allow and did not condone in any capacity as to that connection to the company my books are published through as though I was a part one location as per the aspects as to what was explained at the point in time of the year of 2015 and the year of 2016 as to the only location as to the specifics as per the show at that time as there was not any legal paperwork that was ever updated as per any contract because I have not ever signed any contracts as to any aspects that would be considered as legally binding as to my modeling as to the specifics of the timeframe of this year as to 2022 because of the clauses as per the underwritings as per insurance company aspects of businesses as to the references regarding modeling pictures as to such differences as to the copyright ownership factors as per the aspects of the technological aspects throughout the timeframes as to the developments of the 1980s into the 1990s as to digital photography as well as digital videography as to the protections of and for the model/performer automatically above all else as to the references regarding the situations.



My children's biological father my dead-ex-husband the E5 who thought he could tell the Army where he would be stationed and what rank he was as to the aspects of the knowledge of my Basic Training as well as my time as to Medical Hold Unit as to the year of 2000 as well as other factors brought forward already previously in what should be in my journal blog as per how all journal blogs of mine are to remain on my website in the capacity as to what my postings are as such mandatory requirements as per all such points in time, as the fact of such aspects as to what was not and is not up for discussion any further as to how my dead-ex-husband had said Lidia reminded him of his mom and how much he despised everything about his mom because of his childhood and teenager years with his sisters, as per the aspects of how their proof as to individuals as to lengths of time. Thus as to the JC Penny picture as to 2008 as to how he knew what he put on his uniform as to such oddity when taking into consideration as to the aspects of Camp Mabry as to the Star Spangled Banner American Flag saluting situation in 2007, as what levels would such common sense take to figure that out correctly if possible in truth as to such aspects as to the situations thereafter as to the reality I did not graduate Basic Training for the Army branch. After arriving to the Laurel Land funeral home as to the whining and complaining from those ex-in-laws as depending as to the reality as to the legalities of proof as well to the Justice of the Peace as their aspects as to how the Chief Warrant Officer 3, who had refused to speak with anyone except for me because I am the one and only Executrix as the Army was explained the same aspects as I was as to the will portions of my children's biological father as to the will and testimony aspects. The Funeral Director was an E7 who was direct ordered to not attend the DFW area funeral for the aspects of, though the Chief Warrant Officer 3 was the Funeral Director for the E5 who as to the IRR aspects to the considerations.



Laurel Land Funeral Home in Fort Worth as to the funeral arrangements as per the aspects of the Funeral Director in San Antonio Texas as to my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie Sweeney or Sweety as per the sound of the last name of her second marriage, as she had 3 children from her first marriage and two from her second marriage the last I was informed of such situations as to only stopping by on my way out of the state of Texas as to the timeframes as to the overall look backwards because of the reality I clarified as to such updates in my initial timeframe of my journal blog in the year of 2019 as I was not in the state of Texas to reconnect with anyone in any official capacity unless of their own free will as to what I consider as to a connection as to what my considerations as to such specifics were and are of importance to such requirements as the reality as to such mandatory aspects as to the references obviously of any individual in the knowledge of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to my having informed them in whatever capacity, as to their knowledge of the damages from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to such aspects of ADA legal requirements of the shortened or meme terminology of 10 Commandments as to the mandatory aspects in regards to myself because of the ADA as well as the reality of my religious liberties as my liberties as per the Statue of Liberty and in conjunction of Liberty Science Center for all such combinations for my Civil Liberties as to such Amendments for myself and as to such as per the references as to the reality of the facts as per my journal blog updates as to there only having been a certain amount of time as to the aspects at those times as to those details as to the regards of the multitude of aspects each person should be capable to think about as per the fact that situations occur between other situations as to the aspects of the timeframes.



As to such social media aspects as to the reality of officially having been informed of the reality as to the after effects of as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI as to such aspects, and thus having read such from the first time as to the first official informing of such aspects as to my ADA as to the meme shortened acronym version of the terminology 10 Commandments and as to such aspects in the regards as to the additional aspects of being raised by a Deacon and a Trustee of Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as well as my Confirmation Graduation and being an Ordained Reverend as well as to the Eclectic Judeo Christian aspects or a shortened term as I have utilized since the 1988/1989 timeframe of "Futurist" though Eclectic seemed to fit ideally as to such reference points.



When in Laurel Land Funeral Home as the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as to the reassignment to me as to the timeframe where the lowest ranks as to the 21 gun salute as to the E1 through E3 possibly one specialist within the 21 gun salute, and as to the overall ranks as to a diagonal viewpoint from where I sat of the Chief Warrant Officer 3 with one Captain rank and the rest above the rank of Major and above to Major General ranks for the officers and E8 and above for the most part as to the enlisted NCO ranks of around 15-25 total in that region for the references as to the funeral for the E5 as to that timeframe in the year of 2008.



The Chief Warrant Officer 3 in a brief had informed me there were multiple pieces on my dead-ex-husband's uniform JC Penny pictures that were later in the timeframe of 2020 to be noticed in Grandpa Nichols' rack though as to the reference of the discussions with Grandpa Nichols throughout the timeframe of January 2008 through April 2008, as to how many times he possibly told my ex-in-laws as to the truth about his rack though I was not asked afterwards as to the situations during the timeframe in 2008 after the funeral as there were Oak Leaf clusters as well as the Vietnam ribbon I learned about in the year of 2020 in Buda Texas though the Chief Warrant Officer 3 also told me about the British Jump Wings at the time as those who have dealt with my ex-in-laws can guess as to how that went as to the year of 2008 as to the situations at the funeral as to the situations where they had been informed as to the Bronze Star and Grandpa Nichols agreement with me to return the Bronze Star to the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as when I told him how that went in discussions as to that point in time.



February through April 2008:


Afterwards was the CID 8:30am through around 2:30pm/14:30 timeframe for where multiple CID agents switched back and forth throughout the timeframe of the interrogation on Fort Sam Houston in Joint Base San Antonio as to the lack of any human decency as to any individual throughout the entire timeframe as to what was dealt with up to that point in time in the year of 2008, though then up the Chain of Command through LAG as well as to Garrison Command as well as through EO and then to IG before going to the Commander of the base as to Major General Gillman as to that aspects as per such prior writings from February 2008 through April 2008 as the memorial service at Fort Sam Houston because of the phone call to my cellphone when on the other side of Austin from San Antonio Texas as to when on the way to Fort Worth Texas as to how they changed the day of the memorial service that day and asked me if I could be there in 10 minutes because their Chaplain had a vacation he was going on and the aspects of my son and my daughter attending the memorial service for their biological father at that location while I was there as to such aspects as to the failures as to Fort Sam Houston and Joint Base San Antonio Texas individuals as to the viewpoint of mine as per the years of 2000 through to that point as possibly at some point those individuals as to the overall could actually get the situations correctly taken care of as to the proper aspects regarding the instead of what I have and had dealt with as to such needless problems as to the proven factors as to this length of time as to how many attempts to get back to New Jersey in those years of 2000 through 2013 as well as 2014 through 2018.



However as per what I explained as per the prior times thereof as to when my son and my daughter would be above the biological age of 18 years old as to only in reference to their biological father as to that aspect of what my references to such explanations, as per "Finding A Silver Lining" as that was and remains the only reference to all such aspects as per the only promise I personally made as to such aspects. Thus the aspects because of the Justice of the Peace reality as well as the situations as to the best of my capability to get myself to where as to such point in time as I comprehended I needed to be as the reality, that such individuals who saw in person face to face in person as well as discussed in several discussions as well as they made jokes as to how funny they thought as to while laughing about karma when I referred to the aspects as to my religious and spiritual beliefs. While those individuals had chosen as they chose, I already explained all the aspects as to my childhood as to what I informed of as to the basement area as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to General George Washington's private office as to the aspects of what I already told others of before as to what their choices as to their responsibility for their choices as per being a President of the United States of America Rondal Regan Republican child who survived-ish growing up in a Democrat New Jersey location throughout the 1980s and the 1990s just in case those prior Halloween posts for the year of 2022 were needing a bit of an additional touch.



The amount of work to make my way up the Chain of Command to be capable to take care of the memorial service for my son and my daughter to be capable to see at that time in the year of 2008 as to the specifics of as to the differences as per such aspects of hypotheticals as to the misinterpretations of such individuals I once knew as per the reality of such hypotheticals as to the version of a Eucharist of lacking better words as to the Dog Tags I was seeking to attain for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to bring back home to the United States of America, as while some people have whatever opinions about New Jersey there are many military locations in the state of New Jersey and New York and Pennsylvania. Since because of the fact as to more beyond just those factors, as to the reference points as to the differences fully as to such distinguishing factors, as the distinguishing factors of intelligence make a difference from whatever other people think of as to New Jersey-ians as to the actualities as to how New Jersey-ians do not enjoy nosey people as they do not enjoy individuals who need to accept the reality as to what is not accepted to them as well as to the aspects of how New Jersey-ians who when without any actual reasons nor any actual causes nor actual excuses that would ever actually be of anything considered as acceptable as to choices from non-New Jersey-ians as to such needless problems as to such needless drama as to such needless stresses as to such needless wonder why New Jersey-ians on top of whatever else as to such aspects simply do not need to have each individual involved with their work as to in whatever capacities a New Jersey-ian puts as to such factors and since I have clarified as to such regards as to the differences as to whatever pop culture references each individual has to their own background as to the pop culture references as to the aspects of pictures from the timeframe as to the years of 2000 through 2012 I could sarcastically post as to each individual to review their own as for what the perception of their backgrounds looks as possibly.



After what occurred after the memorial service in the basement in the Chapel as to the timeframe to take a stand as to informing the individuals as to the reality because of knowing the ways as to certain types of individuals as to how those types do not assist in the capacities of such factors for the long term when they think only in the shortest of the shortest of the shortests of times to the aspects of proof as to such instant gratification problems as to the pop culture types as to certain specifics instead, because earning is important to the solidity of life as to while some aspects can be instant at the same point in time when actually caring about life as to the comprehension there are many situations that can take more time than some thought initially.



May 2008:



Then after that situation was the timeframe when Major General Gillman had the meeting where the individuals who were stationed overseas with the Battalion of soldiers from Camp Mabry in 2007 as to the salute to the American Flag during the Star Spangled Banner situation, as to the 3 individuals from Iraq as to their return to the United States of America and that situation as to the Bronze Star that was awarded to my dead-ex-husband for what I was told differently as to the situations as to the aspects thereof and since the factors of what the Chief Warrant Officer 3 brought forward at the timeframe in Laurel Land.



In the timeframe of when I handed the full combination of the Bronze Star, the green and gold folder, and the box the medal was placed within as to the situations when I immediately sought information to put my house on the market to move to a house where I turned it into a home as the additional work to my creation throughout the years from 2008 May through February 2010, though as to making sure my son and my daughter and Grandpa Nichols had as much time together as I could provide for them as to the timeframe from 2001 through that point in time as I arranged the funeral at Fort Worth for Grandpa and Grandma Nichols because of the drive from Fort Worth Texas to



Afterwards from the year of 2008:



Thus to fix and repair such aspects as to the viewpoints I suppose as to the perception of such sights overall combined, as while in outsider locations to country areas as to the massive distinctions as to the combined factors as to evaluations of viewpoints to the aspects thereof. Far from perfect as to such knowledge of myself, the attempts as best as possible as I can while dealing with the situations while the needs of mine as to such differences as to the aspects thereof because of the facts capable to be seen as to possibly regarding the depth level of my preferences as to a truthful connection in person face to face in person as to such aspects of acquaintance and/or friendship and/or dating monogamous relationship aspects and/or if I were to ever begin a dating relationship that actually leads towards marriage and such length of time aspects as the reality I comprehended in the timeframes of as to my prior writing aspects of the timeframe to the publication of 2013 as to the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" because of the clear information within the pages as to such aspects of differences as to the specific year as to the specific timeframes per year per month.



If individuals as to any individual as to the aspects of during the timeframe of July 2021 through July of 2022 as to such aspects in reference to the reality of the viewpoint of New York City from the one location I would officially put everything together as to all such portions as per my work to continue onward to see the reference points to the timeframes thereof for such work, the reality of such aspects as to if any such aspects as to the portion of importance as to the 10 Commandments as to any such knowledge as to the aspects thereof to the reality of the situations I was dealing with as to the first time of seeing New York City from Liberty Science Center at night to the evening viewpoint in the year of 2022 from the year of 1997/1998. The amount of times I enjoyed and had the best times of my childhood and early teenager years as to what I enjoyed as to my viewpoints of where in later life to the interests possibilities though in such modesty as to the aspects of the timeframe when I decided for myself to being interested in a monogamous relationship for marriage aspects in the viewpoint of where I could see a futuristic though modernized though not until I was ready to begin such as per what my needs could or would be when I was ready to because of the reality as to such amounts of studies and the aspects of in my guesstimation as to how I see as well as the time aspects of sight.



I did not know where my life was going to go when the year of 1998 in April as I saw New York City from a small glimpse of the evening viewpoint as per that time as Liberty Science Center overall area was the last stop before the trip, and February 2022 was the first time I saw the area from the one location I would officially from the year as to as many attempts though with the culmination of the combination of the work I did as best as I could between the years of 2019 through 2022 before the timeframe of September 2022 as to the need for myself as to the processing the culmination of situations while progressing along as best as possible as possibly along the way along with the work as to the aspects of more to smile about in positive ways.



Though in regards of that sort of marital aspect of romance it seemed important as to waiting as to the surity because of my knowledge the aspects of after when they became above the age of minors, as well as the aspects of my concerns about the subarachnoid hemorrhage to the timeframe of the 20 and 30 year timeframes as to the aspects of 2001 as well as 1993 as to the situations to New York City as to the survival of those multiple attacks on the World Trade Center and World Trade Center Plaza as to the additional aspects of situations in a multitude of situations.



However while knowing many have survived much in their own lives as well as since such timeframes thereof, the aspects of such experiences as to the references thereof as to such individuals as to what they would know whereas I would only know of my own personal life experiences. The aspects as to the timeframes thereof as to such situations as there were only around 8 months between the timeframe of February 2022 to September 2022 for me to process everything as best as I could from that combination, as to the complexities of certain situations as to the realities of onward.




Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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