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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Quite a bit of confusion

I am going to preface this with the fact that I have agreed with and understood the aspects of those in the professional aspect of the adult industry, however then there are those who in such an industry among others who will understand my statement here after; as well as the points I will make, once the statement has been written.

There is no honor, among thieves.

In such of a statement and in conjunction of the specifics within the adult industry and lifestyles, my purpose for such a writing is quite varied as not all of those who are in the adult industry or any other business are thieves; however then there are those, who bring such a business and the like, a bad reputation. In such an example of what I am referring to is in regards to the point just before I had been taken with my son through various areas before winding up in Washington state, and a few points which co-intermingle. When the day arrived of which those who I had viewed as a family to me though because of belonging to several groups within such there are the different levels and areas of, however in this reference; I had contacted a specific group of people within the #BDSM Lifestyle who I viewed as family. Not all of the individuals had I viewed as such, but a larger number than not. Such individuals I spoke with the male Dominant of the household to ask him if it would be okay, if I brought the male who took my son and I out of the state of #Texas to #Washington state not knowing that was where we were going to end up. I had already spoken with the female Dominant of that household, in reference to #Leesburg #Florida; and the entire family of that household had known of what I was dealing with in reference to my daughter and what occurred because of #McCoyElementary School in #Carrollton Texas.

Though there had been problems within the household for various aspects as anyone who runs a household in the BDSM community could attest to different points of contention when finding the balance for such, at the time I was going from #SanAntonio to #Killeen Texas for such an introduction; everyone as I had been told, was doing perfectly wonderful. The family had recently gotten new tattoos to symbolize their unity, they had recently gotten similar bills together to maintain a better budget, and the overall family was doing well. Though there had been issues with one particular female submissive of that household, mainly such had been when in the public aspect of the BDSM lifestyle. Whereas that particular female had continuously attempted to convince me she was going to get a certain #Leather Daddy who was born gay and had not changed any aspect of accepting his gayness; that particular female tried to tell me one day she was going to be with him sexually, which I informed her he has an allergic reaction to vaginas. Maybe hypothetically there is a gay male who can verify an allergy when in reference to their penis when close to a vagina, and the shriveling that occurs for that scenario? When at the #ChainDrive multiple times from 2010 through to 2012, that female attempted to say how she knew better; which I explained she knew nothing at all, and those who are gay are exactly that.

Another time I had been informed of that female submissive attempting to dress like me when she was working as a stripper in a club in the Killeen area, how she attempted to speak like me, as well as how much she tried to imitate me; however those who know me, comprehend there is no way to imitate me in fullness, as that female had attempted to portray. Another male who claimed he was a Dominant though changed in honest admitting to being a switch had already tried to use my name to impress others and when the male of the household I am writing of had informed me of such, I called the male named Celtic Cowboy AKA John Virreall (?spelling?) on the phone to rip into him; informing him not to use me as a reference, ever at any point. As the female named Trish though went by the name on #fetlife of Megere continued to try to claim she was going to get that gay Leather Daddy to have sex with her and each time I told her he would not have sex with her, she thought she could change his mind from being gay to being hetero-sexual. I told her, she would have an easier time to try to make ice cream when she was in hell; next to an open flame of fire and brimstone, though again she did not believe me.

Returning to the point of which when I guesstimate those two heads of household had informed Trish of the fact I was going to show up to the house in Killeen, if the moment she was informed of that information and those individuals can remember from the household of the exact response she had given; I guesstimate they would be able to point which way, such a problem occurred. Though I can remember when arriving to the household chasing one of the individuals of the household but now one of the heads of what was the household’s wife and attempting to calm her down, while making sure my son had not been around the entire situation; going with the other head of the household’s son to #McDonalds to play with the granddaughter, while the situation calmed down in the area. The male head of the household was needing to be calmed as well as the others, though I can only remember a few details which they would be able to elaborate upon the full story as well as the timing of.

If because of what I was told of the jealousy and envy from Trish AKA Megere in reference to my wardrobe, my personality, the respect I had given to others, the lack of pressure to force others to not be themselves, the acceptance of others despite whatever their jobs were in or outside of the adult industry, and etcetera she and others had chosen to view me as competition needlessly since I was not in the adult business industry but had been respectful of those within and supported such though knowing not something I personally could do because of the way I feel about people and how I know I get attached emotionally; which I know I am not the only one who has that capability, but recognizing such is important. I am very much how I am and with such, though another female in the San Antonio #Swinger community named Discordcia on fetlife though Erika in real life (who had been arrested, prosecuted, and went to jail in San Antonio Texas for stealing garden gnomes out of people’s front yards in 2012 for the jail portion) at the time in 2012 had similar issues. Whereas Megere AKA Trish had pointed out and been pointed out to attempt to be like me, Discordia had said she viewed everything about me as a competition; when I had not idea anyone would look at me, in such a way.

Whereas Discordia AKA Erika later admitted not only had she viewed me as her competition in the Swinger and BDSM Lifestyle, Megere AKA Trish had gone through various motions to show herself as such in falseness. In reference of when going to the household of those who I felt were like family (though obviously not in the biological manner and would never compare them to as such of my biological family), if hypothetically as soon a Megere AKA Trish was told of my visit to their house and then she had taken off in the manner she had; I wonder if there is a connecting link as to the individual who had taken my son and I to Washington state after the targeting aspect. Since Discordia AKA Erika had also admitted to not only viewing me as her competition without telling me for years she had viewed me as competition as well as had been testing my head injury after effects because of some female she once knew years before who had been in a coma and Discordia AKA Erika was mad at the female for not remembering her but thought because her father was a doctor at #JohnHopkins that gave her the right (which it did not) to test without a license of the aspects of my after effects of my head injury from Psalm Sunday in 2000.

If in conjunction with the few females from the professional aspect of female Dominants had also been a part of that because of the fact of the many attempts they tried and failed because they are them and I am me and I accepted that a long time ago; it would anger and infuriate me to figure out those females decided to play a stupid game where they legally had no right to, but the joy of bringing such to justice is a dish best served cold. In turn if Megere AKA Trish had found out that I was going to Killeen to introduce the two heads of the household and the family of to what hypothetically was a friend of hers and she freaked out because of not being able to hide the tells known for when she would lie to them; but because of the way my concern is for those I was unable to inform them of what else was going on in my life because of ensuring they were okay as best as possible, there is another point of which I would need to ensure #justice.

Thus if the events of which described did occur as I remember and wrote of, I truly hope for those halls of justice to begin that process quickly. The points of infuriation and anger levels are and have been pushed far enough, and well beyond any form of acceptable civil behavior. If the individuals of that household are able to verify such a response from Megere AKA Trish, I truly hope those points are brought out to the open in full to get that justice squared away in full; no holding back. If later after she knew of what occurred and my son and I being out of the state of Texas and in Washington state was when she returned to being a part of the household, I guesstimate there would have been other points of which as to why I never trusted her to begin with. As I was informed she supposedly has a household of her own now, I truly hope that household crumbles underneath her and exposes her for everything done wrong in full. If she had gathered others to cause problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project along with Discordia AKA Erika in combination with other females from the lifestyle while extorting males to be a part of; I hope those who are compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones are ready as I am. For those who know the mythology behind the real and true Minerva, none can truthfully say the real and true Minerva was not at the side of and leading the way.

I suppose there in certain references a joke could be made of, I have put out a few charges; and not just the way to deal with the electrical zappings, but actual literal and legal charges.

The irony of the #Olympian Photoshoot which was arranged, I have to reevaluate the reality in comparison to the fake. In reference to those who portrayed Zeus and Hera, I do not doubt there are certain similarities of such within their interpersonal relationship; though were able to make things work out better, than such in the mythology aspect. The one who portrayed Ares of which I do not doubt of the path which he could have taken, for such a similar type of attitude; though in reference to Hades there is not a single doubt of which the points of which that male has introduced personally to such a demise in such a manner. In reference to Demeter and Hermes, I believe those two have been working together in other manners; while the one who played and pretended to be Athena had not realized when she declared war, there were those similar to Haephestus, Hestia, Poseidon, Apollo, and Dionysus who had been able to take their own preventative measures in such.

The irony of the golden apple mythology in reference to the one who pretended to be Athena and the background if was ever studied by others other than myself of the truth in Minerva compared to the fluffified Athena, the comprehension is Athena stayed behind the lines whereas Minerva never feared to be along side of the warriors and fight to ensure the victories while giving additional strength for such victories and safely guarding the soldiers. Which the ones who were of her warrior spirit for the ones who fell, she was the one to ensure their safe returns back home.

Since Megere AKA Trish wanted to pretend to portray Athena, if such games along with Discordia AKA Erika among others involved in causing problems for my Medal of Honor Art Project after what occurred in reference to how I wound up in Washington state; to state I in a metaphorical manner am similar to Minerva mixed with a few other traits is putting such mildly, but definitely not in a fluffified manner comparatively in certain regards. In turn with my Medal of Honor Art Project I have shown those who I labeled as ‘cherubim ones’ the fluffified version in reference of the original Death Angel to the cherubim in regards of the markers through their own choices to expose themselves for such; having no honor amongst themselves as the thieves they have been and problems they had caused, for the choices they made.

However in turn showing the compassionate, honorable, and righteous ones for their true selves; through their choices and patterns of behavior, while showing myself for exactly who I am; which in its own right in a different aspect of the photoshoot, you are able to see though the one who had pretended to be Athena had organized the idea which was based off of a prior photoshoot I had done with another photographer in reference to the #WizardofOz, you can see me giving direction in other references in the following image.

I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out to cause problems maliciously to my Medal of Honor Art Project in turn, those who did such maliciously have no ability to comprehend or understand or know what honor is. Thus, there is no honor amongst thieves.


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It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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