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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The time of Christ(mas = more in Latin) as to what if factors...

While I clarified my reasons for myself as to what I was working on as to the specifics of my work being as to my work already having been clarified as to the difference in time as to the aspects of after my son and my daughter being biological adults as to the review now as to the signifying aspects as because of the facts as to McLendon's as to the difference to the framework as to the common sense as to such factors of the difference in time, and thus as to such factors of when any such need if there is any to actually clarify by asking me as per such ways that would be such only ways as to such honesty and 10 Commandments as per the respect and etiquette standards. Since such aspects of my updates to my journal blog as well as my official YouTube Channel as to such situations, I clarified additionally as to the differences throughout such times even though there officially was not ever any need officially for me to ever do so because of the fact of my creation of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my creation of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to my creation only.



Since there has not ever been the aspects of the official capacities of what is considered as official from other individuals as to such requirements of if ever as to actual respect to my work as to what the aspects of as to my journal blog updates to the timeframe of the years of 2019 through 2022 as well as the facts of situations as to getting to where I needed to be much later than was needed for the specific timeframe as to such situations, then as to such needless problems as per such documentations through my journal blog as to that needless connection as to such factors of the situations that occurred as per such updates as there is not in any capacity of ever showing respect to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and/or my Medal of Honor Art Project as to only within the capacities of what my considerations are because I am the one and only person who created my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the facts thereof as to what I have repeatedly clarified as prior times. Since there has not ever been anyone who has ever asked me as to what such requirements as to in any correct capacity as despite the amount of letters, despite the amount of emails, and despite the amount of people I have spoken with as to various aspects from the years of 2014 through as to the current time who have ever asked me what it is to respect my artwork as to what it is to respect in the correct capacities; as to such common sense as to such aspects to such references, as to such hypotheticals as to such factors thereof.



I had created the most expensive portions as to the connection aspects during the timeframe as to the aspects of that location I had fought to get to, though if as to since the aspects of such situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project I suppose it should not take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects as to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection as to such factors as to the common sense situations as only in such references of respect would there be to begin as to such asking me officially as to the etiquette aspects. Though similarly as to having spoken with people in person face to face in person as to different religious associated organizations as to though I officially have clarified as to my choice of the Jehoviah Witnesses as per Washington state in 2022 I had given some of my time as to the clarifications I personally needed as to such aspects of accepting me for who I am as to my medical needs as well as to simply accepting me for who I am as to the differences as to viewpoints additionally as to assistance as to such factors of such situations during the timeframe because of what actual assistance is considered as in my consideration.



Assistance is not the same as a favor as to the common sense aspects, because a favor is only clarified by the New Jersey-ian as to any if factors as to those types of pop culture types.



Thus similarly as to how the only person who would be capable to describe as to what respect is for and to my Medal of Honor Art Project, similarly as to how the only way as to if such factors as to favors as to the only individual who would be capable to distinguish such would be the individual New Jersey-ian and if as to any such thoughts of hypothetical aspects as to such aspects of any such locations there is not the allowance of considering a favor in such capacity if there are any needless problems and/or any needless situations and/or any needless drama as to any forced or coerced factors as there is not one New Jersey-ian who is born and raised as to being a New Jersey-ian who would ever consider anything of such aspects as to the beginning portions of any favor. Thus since there has not ever been anyone who has ever asked me as to what such would be in the factors thereof though as to such facts as to such differences as per the if factors as to the pop culture versions of such hypotheticals as to a New Jersey-ian favor, then as to such common sense aspects as to the situations hypothetically.



First as to such hypotheticals, I am only partial Italian and not even half Italian as to such any hypotheticals and thus since my biological father is first generation Chinese as to such aspects of the half ethnic background as to such differences as to each individual from the beginning as to the additional factor as to gender as to such portions of differences as to such prospects regarding the facts of such references as to having heard such individuals as to prior times of as per clarified aspects of the state of Illinois from 1998 through 2000 as to having clarified such details previously as well as throughout the years of 2000 through 2013 as to different discussions as to such factors as to the common sense of how each person is themselves as to such individual aspects thereof and thus as to such if as to the pop culture of what I would not know officially of any such aspects as to how a New Jersey favor is as a New Jersey-ian chooses of their own free will as per such aspects thereof to such factors.



Thus if as to such aspects of the ways of how the only capacity of if as to such aspects of having the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to how needless stress and/or needless problems and/or needless drama as to such common sense aspects of any knowledge as to how I deal with headaches each and every single day as to how my migraines are as to anytime I take a break during the daytime hours as to each week as to the aspects of the additional aspects as to the damages from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain for the time after the 8.5 years after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Thus as to such references as to the common sense factors of any needless pain because of such additional aspects of needless problems that should not ever have been and/or needless stress because of situations that were needless as to such factors, the common sense as to only such ease for the capacities thereof would be the common sense ways as to such aspects to me as what would be considered as modern day chivalry or would that actually be a clarification needed as well and if such is thought about as to needed instead of the common sense factors of my previous clarifications and to such situations where there has been such needless problems and/or needless stress and/or needless situations as to such needless drama then as to how such should not take a head injury to figure out such truths of such examples where there was not chivalry as per my descriptions of those problems as to the aspects of the clear aspects of such an outline of what not to do as to the current timeframe if seeking to be considered as chivalrous to my beginning standards as to such behaviour as misbehavior choices.



Thus since as to what I consider as comfort as well as well as what I consider as luxury is quite easy as to the clear aspects of what would the individuals as to who could afford to have the jewelry and/or clocks fixed and repaired as to the aspects thereof as per such aspects of Bulova and/or Seiko and/or Rolex and/or Movado be as to the exterior areas as to such clothing options as well as such accessories, though not necessarily as to the individuals themselves as per depending upon the situations as to such aspects thereof as to the common sense references as per such factors or would individuals such as those I once knew in the year of 2009 who somehow thought as per their thoughts somehow as to my SCUBA Diving work as to ever being considered as luxury as to the weekend timeframes as to only when I was being taught as to the different certifications and/or during the timeframe before I had gotten an apartment for myself in the year of 2019 since such obvious factors as to common sense was lacking in those individuals if ever having had to clarify such factors.



Common sense to anyone as to the factors of such situations as to how NASA has been involved as to SCUBA Diving as well as the fact of where I was born though where I grew up going to the Atlantic area of the oceanic waters, the aspects of there only being so many words in the English language as to the dictionary I suppose it would not take a head injury to figure out if as to luxury as to such aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to that being only in reference to how the US Space Force has been officially acknowledged as since NASA has been around for decades. However since the reality whereas to such common sense as to the possibilities of as to only myself during such lengths of time as to that factor only and yet the truth of what that luxury being only for scoping out the aspects of both the water as well as the overhead while having the vantage point of what was my home at the time, just as to the aspects of what was as to my house in San Antonio as to such vantage points. However only people with intelligence would not need such clarifications of the house portions just as the same as to such factors as to the gear and/or clothing as to my outfits as per day, as obviously I do not have any need of mine to ever wear anything other than exactly what is comfortable for me to wear for the specific situation. Thus as to what I have clarified as to my modeling and my performances and such aspects of the aspects of events I atteneded, as to where there was not any comfort as to what I dealt with and thus as to such factors as since it obviously has not mattered what clothing as to whatever outfit thereof as to what my considerations of comfort are.



If as to my son and/or my daughter having made any deals with anyone in any capacity where such types as to the 1980s as to how those Hollywood individuals made deals with people they did not have any capacity to be capable to do so with as to such aspects of the overall tristate area because of their own failures to pay attention to the specific details that they were not going to be capable to ever get a deal with an individual they did not specifically speak with as to the requirements thereof per such aspects of if such hypotheticals as to any work and/or favor aspects then as to such references regarding as to other gang situations because of the facts that families were enraged that individuals who had not allowances to make any deals on the behalf of the aspects of whichever factors as to such individual situations such as to the reference of how ENRON began as to the IRS auditing as to such factors thereof as to the 1990s because of the families who had contacted law enforcement before the individual as to such aspects of the proverbial idiot savant as to the aspects of the ENRON aspects as to the timeframe some have learned of later in such points in the years and decades.



Thus as to how such factors of as to such work regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project as to such factors as to what would be officially considered as disrespect to both my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection at the exact same time as to disrespect to my Medal of Honor Art Project and my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork after the situations I clarified as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, such aspects of common sense referencing such aspects of respect to me would be the starting point of such aspects and as to such factors as to any hypotheticals as per the location as to the years of 2014 through 2018 as to any such factors thereof within the areas as to Washington state as to any such factors thereof as to the situations whereas I have clarified as to such aspects thereof as to the differences of what others' opinions as to the differences as to my comprehension of such aspects in reference to myself as well as my work as well as my background as well as my experiences as well as my knowledge/understanding/comprehension per such individual overall situations per such aspects of myself. In the references thereof to such aspects of being the only state as to the fact as I explained there are only so many females biologically in history as to the aspects of other situations as to such combinations as to the factors of the differences as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Dr. Mary Edwards Walker Collection connected directly to my Medal of Honor Art Project officially as per the creation aspects as to the other factors regarding other situations as per the facts of history. Thus as to how what is actually considered as respect to such creations as to the reality as to such aspects of while the leeway as to the wooden frame as to such creativity, the only aspects thereof to the only allowance of leeway as to such creativity per such pieces as already clarified.



Thus since as to such aspects because of other situations in the conjunction of as to the overall updates as per my journal blog as well as my books published as per the year of 2020 as to such difference of publication dates as to the years thereof to my prior books I authored/wrote/compiled as depending upon the book as to the specifics thereof as per the fact of genre as to such aspects, then as to such factors as to attention to the information from the details of the cover and/or the details of the chapter contents because the information within the pages are the information that are required for such knowledge and since as to how there has not been the aspects of royalty checks as to the payment of my work to me for my usage directly as to my bank account as to such factors where I have clarified there has not been the allowance I would ever give to any such aspects in any such ways as to the legalities thereof as per such clarifications as to my first book "Finding A Silver Lining" though as to the common sense of the timeframes as to the if factors of other people having needed to think about the realities as per such even within the recent journal blogs within this year of 2022 for such reality factors.



As per what is not considered as chivalrous as to such aspects of what I dealt with instead of what I personally needed in full as to such common sense as to needs are as to fullness thereof as per such aspects, then as to any such hypotheticals of if thinking as to ever such aspects of trickling as to the failures of ever getting me to ever have the sensation of being appreciated in any capacity for any of my work as I have not ever halfway done anything in any official capacity and thus as to such common sense as to leading by example as to how as best as I possibly can as to the fullest capacities thereof officially. Thus as to being a biological born female as to while being a tomboy because a tomboy is a biological born female as to the aspects thereof genetically as to such factors, then the internal portions of the personality traits as to such discussions and/or however such individual as per such factors as to whatever levels thereof as per such situations. Thus having clarified I grew up spending time with mechanics as per one location throughout the 1980s into the 1990s, the aspects of such language as per one example for such timeframes as to another factor as to the coastline as to New Jersey as well as the New York ports as to such waterways as per other tomboy aspects of such factors for individuals to consider as per the 1980s and the 1990s s to my background.



Anyone who would remember and/or know of individuals during the specifics as to the 1980s and/or the 1990s in person face to face in person as per such timeframes would as I guesstimate even for a biological female, as to my language overall whether as per discussions as to phone calls and/or in person face to face in person and especially as to my writings then as to such mildness as to the overall factors as to how kind all words have been as to any and all descriptions as per the overall aspects as even when in reference to any such direct aspects thereof as to the aspects of the 1980s and the 1990s to the specifics main larger populated cities and boroughs as per such specific timeframes to the massive difference to the minimum amount of time as to such aspects of the Amish/Mennonite/Mountaineer aspects of such locations during the 1980s an the 1990s.



Then as to such facts as to the attempts I made to explain as to getting to church as per such overall aspects as per not just the church I have graduated as per such Confirmation Graduation aspects, though also as to the church(es) I knew of in specific areas as to the Mennonites mainly as the Amish usually held church services in the houses and the Mountaineers had a multitude of locations they went to per the aspects of their own work as well as their own lives. As I have clarified as to the situations as per the work I have been doing the best I possibly could as per the timeframe after my nightmare as to warning individuals as per the aspects I saw for them and/or other people as per such factors thereof when I was in second grade, as to such attempts repeatedly additionally after the attack in February in 1993 to New York City as to the facts of people who would travel through the areas of such lower population numbers as to having genuine care and genuine concern for such areas of people because of genuinely caring about life and living on earth as per what I have considered as common sense though as to the facts of such timeframes as to such clarifications as to how other people's choices as to the difference of their choices as to the differences to and of my choices.



Thus as to while other individuals may consider the word warning however they choose to such factors, the intellectual factors as per such proof as to the aspects thereof to the time as per such factors as to the aptitude factors in some guesstimation as per such aspects I suppose.



Thus in reference to the aspects of the common sense when reviewing as to such details as to the comprehension I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the view of the MRI/CAT scans from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, the aspects of the more common only after the year of 2005 as to the term TBI as to the timeframe difference of shell shock for such viewpoints to the clarifications. However in the factors of subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the blood in the area of my cranium as to the area between my brain as to the skull area as to the blood that came out from my brain because of the factors of my TBI or as I have clarified when as to the specific day of my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury when I was in Basic Training in the Army at Fort Still Oklahoma, as to such factors as to when I was Medevacked or flown on a medical helicopter from the location of Fort Sill Oklahoma as to the area of Brooke Army Medical Center because of the medical urgency as to the difference of other people as to what they might consider as per pop culture references possibly as per whatever those medical individuals had noticed as per such point in time after what I remember as to throwing up in the trash can in the Master Sergeant (I think) office while the soldier Nugyen had pushed my hair out of my face after the aspects of the initial head injury situation as I had clarified repeatedly since the year of 2000 as per the name tag I saw at the time.



Thus as to those medical individuals as per the timeframes when my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of the frontal temporal cortex of my brain as to the timeframe from 2000 through 2008 as to the aspects of the blunt force trauma as per the aspects during the time of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, whereas any individual who has ever had a head injury and ever was in a coma as to such factors as to their considerations as to what levels such would be as to the aspects as to what I dealt with as to such differences if they themselves did not have a subarachnoid hemorrhage and/or as to the length of time as per such factors of the 8.5 years. Though the multitude of how many attempts I made to explain the importance I noticed as to such factors at the timeframes of the years of 2000 through 2008 as to the knowledge of the blood on my brain as to such discussions in the year of 2000 and through 2008 as to such factors when I was fully cleared of the entirety thereof, as to while I still paid attention to such factors as to whether those individuals as to whichever factors thereof ever thought to ask such questions during the timeframes as to the situations as to how there was only then the references as to my headaches and my migraines as there was not anyone after the year of 2005 as to any Neuropsychology as to any such factors of Life Skills as to the differences of clinics in the medical areas as to such common sense aspects of there only being so many words in the dictionary and thus if as to civilian sector aspects and/or other military aspects of such to the massive difference to the medical factors as to such additional factors of at those times of the differences of Biofeedback as to such clinic areas as to such aspects only as to the specific locations as to the Active Duty locations officially per such factors and not in any capacity in the VA factors because of the aspects of the length of time to such situations of differences.



As per such clarifications previously as to my journal blog if read as to my prior journal blog posts, as to such medical clarifications as to those timeframes as per such factors.



In turn as to the aspects where I have been prescribed every prescription as per a multitude thereof as well as the aspects of the years as to trial runs per the aspects of the Brackenridge after timeframes as well obviously, then as to how such medical individuals had their opinions as to paying attention at the time beyond just an MRI/CAT scan as obviously the common sense as to such being a viewpoint in difference though to the overall aspects of how an MRI/CAT scan as to watching a movie/television/streaming as to a viewpoint of a picture as to the massive differences as per the medical clinics as to such care as to such factors thereof as per common sense of the viewpoint as to in person face to face in person as per such if there were to actually have been common sense of individuals I once knew as to whatever point in time as to wherever location(s) thereof and then as to what levels of what I consider as to comfort as per the aspects of difference as per the reality of the knowledge of capability to afford such aspects as per such work attempts I have made throughout the decades to be capable to actually have such for myself and those who I considered at the time as to such factors thereof as per the ways of if actual care and if actual concern as to the aspects of such factors.



However just as the reference to "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the W sock boy as to the college student who thought he was more intelligent as per the white privilege aspects where for such examples of white privilege of needing to spell words phonetically instead of how such would actually be spelled if not simply spoken such as one example of trifflin is actually spelled triphilin and/or triphilin' and/or tryphilin and/or tryphilin' and/or trifflin' and/or trflin and/or trphyn' for some aspects of spelling as to such 1980s and 1990s references as per such wording for such clarifications for such example aspects thereof as I consider white privilege as to individuals who only learn from the aspects of where there is the color of the white light aspects as to such factors of pop culture regarding such whiteness needed from the light to reflect the aspects of the images and/or words upon a screen, as obviously people who are accustomed to such aspects as to hearing and/or speaking as to depending upon the situations as per the timeframes thereof as per such factors as per the aspects of that Caucasian male as to having had his little whiny temper tantrum as to such factors of my saying of "I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out" when I was walking around Tacoma Washington in the year of 2014. Thus as to individuals who have not personally dealt with certain situations and/or personally have had the exact specifics as to the circumstances as per the experience(s) as per such factors where experience matters, as per the aspects of the combined overall factors in my opinion.



While the factors of that W sock boy as to the situation at the timeframe as per him having been in a college as to the reality where just because of publishing my books through Amazon as to there not ever being any allowances officially as to any college student ever as per the facts of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America because of the aspects of the legal requirements of civilians as to such differences as while the hypothetical of ever thinking a contract with the United States of America would ever be considered the same, the reality of where such would not ever officially be considered as per the grandfather clauses as per such factors thereof and thus as to how such has similarly as per a true New Jersey favor as per such individual aspects as to such legal requirements as per such factors regarding the situations especially because of the timeframe as to such aspects as per without coercion and fully informed as per the free will choice for myself as per myself being an individual as per such factors thereof as to what to me seem(s)(ed) as common sense.



Why would other people think they have a right to free will choice as to such aspects if it ever impedes as per such aspects as per what clarifications I have given as what would the Don't Tread On Me flag be of importance, as why would my middle name of MeeLing be of importance as to any such viewpoints as to any individual as per their pop culture if as to such differences or would there ever be any differences truthfully as to such factors and if as to such differences would it be due to time and/or situations as to such factors?



Thus as to while on my fetlife page as to my name as per such aspects of not a legal name as to any such correlation though as to the facts of the timeframes as per such clarifications in prior journal blogs of what I needlessly dealt with as to such technology problems as per such clarifications as hacking is needless problems as just as to how such needless involvement to where not officially invited by the one and only person to such factors and even if such specifically only to such specific aspects and only to such specific aspects, similarly as to such aspects of respect to my Medal of Honor Art Project and/or respect to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such aspects of such specifics though would there be an additional factor as to the aspects of Don't Tread On Me as to MEdal of Honor aspects?



I still am enraged as to how many pieces of dog crap I picked off of those 6 individual Medal of Honor markers in Washington state where I spent more time cleaning the dog crap off of those markers where the saying of piled high and deep as to such pieces of Bloch and Albanese and Nakamura for the specific location as I cannot remember the specific name of that location, where for multiple events when I had been at that area as to Washington state as to how many individuals I told about the situations thereof as to how to this day as to such aspects of how that is not Freedom of Expression as per such facts as to the aspects thereof to the situations referencing the markers thereof as to such types of hypothetical tries to claim as to such factors as to the common sense of respect in genuinity. I suppose the meme of the aspects of where individuals who have complained about something as simple as the Pledge of Allegiance as to the aspects thereof to the United States of America, as the aspects of when taking into consideration the Texas National Guard situation as to my having saluted the American Flag during the Star Spangled Banner as to such factors of such levels thereof to a physical viewpoint as to those individuals as to what occurred as to my thoughts in such differences of time as to those individuals as per such prior explanations via my journal blog.



Unlike those who would try to claim any other such factors in any reference thereof as to my work as first, where was there ever respect correctly to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to what I consider as respect?



Unlike those who might try to claim as to any such factors of their feelings to themselves as to such aspects thereof to their viewpoints of, what about my Medal of Honor Art Project had anyone known about in full detail before me?



Unlike those who could try to claim any such factors of religion, why would there ever be such aspects as to what would ever be to pieces of paper to the difference of a stone carving as to those factors as to the JC Penny difference as I had not ever allowed nor had I ever authorized such a commission piece as to being the one and only Executrix as to the aspects of specifically because of the reality of the one and only as to the factors of the legalities officially because of only the first as to such aspects thereof because of the legalities in conjunction of the dependent status he had remained as per the Tricare aspects as to such official aspects wherein I am the one and only Executrix as per such clarifications as per such legalities despite those who as to such guilt in my opinion because of the knowledge thereof to my biological age of being alive as well as the aspects of the situations as per how that went without my consent as per the aspects as to the reality additionally as to the certificate being illegitimate per the factors of the needed two witnesses for the certification at the exact timeframe of the aspects as well as the fact I refuse(d) all such factors officially as per such clarifications of my requirements as per the factors of my background as I clarified in "Finding A Silver Lining" as I personally refuse all such aspects of any type of thought or try to claim as to such factors of any type of marriage as per such aspects unless my specific requirements are met as to my minimum standards in 100% fullness thereof because of my requirements officially.



Since as to the needless problems from the COVID situation as to such aspects of those types who would try to think there would ever be anything in any such capacity of those zoom meetings as to how such would officially not ever be allowed by me or for me as per such legal requirements as to the factors thereof, the mandatory factors of what my official considerations as per such mandatory factors as per what I have refused this entire time as to marriage aspects if not within my specific requirements officially in all such mandatory aspects thereof as to my requirements for myself.



Since the aspects of my standing my ground as per such length of time as per such official factors as per my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as my biological alive age as per such factors as to how such officially was rejected as to such aspects fully then as per, then as to any/all such tries as to such aspects will officially always be rejected officially because of if not meeting my official requirements then as to my official requirements being the only requirements officially as to such factors to be met as similarly as per such aspects of my Medal of Honor Art Project work as to my artwork that I have not ever taught anyone the actualities of as to the facts thereof to such clarifications in my journal blogs as there has not ever been anyone in any point in time where the specifics of the actualities of the historical and spiritual rubbing work as to the difference of any individual who would officially fail if they ever thought in such a depraved manner as to such aspects of those needless problems as to August 2022 as to such failures officially as to any respect as to actualities thereof fully.



Since additionally having clarified as to the timeframe as per the year and the month as well as the day as to the hour and such factors thereof as well as only being willing as to one and only factors as to such aspects thereof as to any thoughts of the lack of common sense as to a fiction book series as to Paroxysm to those who I have not received any royalty payment checks from as per the aspects of what my VA/SSI are only for Psalm Sunday 2000 as to how others who have had legal factors as to the specifics of legal situations regarding, then as to such aspects the proof as to such aspects thereof to my work as to the differences as per any such individual who needed to comprehend such differences as to their hypothetical failures to pay attention to the details as well as the information required to have such knowledge and/or understanding as to such factors. Thus as to all such situations as to any such legal factors as to my work as to the legal requirements as per such factors thereof as to royalty payments as to the difference of such aspects because the requirements as I guesstimate others might have tried to claim any other such factor of such what they view as payment as to the difference thereof as to such factors, and thus as to such aspects where the failures as to Clear Springs as to such clarifications officially previously as to such aspects whereas the full disrespect in all such factors regarding all of those involved as to such hypotheticals as to the differences as to what is considered as respect as to the differences of the situations as per the timeframes as to what was not needed of those people ever as well as not wanted of those people ever as well as not required of those people ever in any capacity as I would not ever allow such nor would I ever find such anything less than as to such lowered factors of depravity as well as those individuals would be as to trifflin as to such official contexts thereof in those references.



Again as to what I consider as actual comfort and what I consider as actual respect as what I consider as actual care as to myself as to such factors thereof, as to such clarifications as per such factors as there should not have ever been any need to the level of as per how there has not ever been anyone else who has ever been needlessly put through such amounts of situations in full throughout the entirety of my life in such combinations thereof as to the capacities of such factors to the lengths of time as per the reality as to the truth. Thus as to such aspects of what I have seen as per what I could consider as comfort as to the differences as to such aspects of those types of those people who would actually need to think as to such aspects, instead of their hypothetical assumptions especially as to the knowledge of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain and the damages as to myself as to what I dealt with physically and emotionally and intellectually as to such factors thereof officially to such situations as any other who had ever dealt with such factors has other people to those considerations as to what factors thereof because of the facts as to what medical would have been properly if those doctors had actually done as I told them to do instead of only hearing/reading the words.



Listening requires actual actions in the correct capacities as per only hearing does nothing as per there is not the capacity to listen correctly if there is not the actions of the correct capacities, as common sense as to such factors as to the reality of such factors of hearing someone is different then listening to someone.



Thus as to how many have been hearing someone instead of listening to someone as per hearing someone as to such factors of looking at an MRI/CAT scan, listening to someone as to the aspects of the actions as per such requirements as to the if factors of having paid attention to the information given correctly.



Those factors as to how such situations of oddity as to the bleach I ordered recently as to such sanitization of the location area as to where I am as to the aspects of where the ways where bleach kills COVID19, as to any oddity of individuals who have had any such problems as to when I had sanitized the shower area as to the location as to August 2022 reference aspects as why would anyone have any problems with sanitization or is it the aspects of the word kill(s) as to such 10 Commandment situations as to the aspects of common sense there are only so many words as to such common sense to intelligence to the aspects thereof to the description for the clarifications.



Just as I am allergic to fresh fuits and vegetables as per the facts my stomach does not process fruits or vegetables as per the normal ways other people who can eat such aspects similarly as to how my stomach does not process carbohydrates the ways where other people do, as to such factors as to my life continuing onward as to if any such factors throughout the aspects of the ulcers that developed because of those types of hippy dippy types of those vegans and vegetarians to where officially I am allergic to them as per such aspects of the common sense as to how the body processes such factors; then what additional needless problems were as to such factors that had developed in the state of Texas, as would there be a reason why the individual who I was engaged to had thought the pot roast I cooked in a crock pot tasted different than as to such aspects of a steak at Fogo de Chao and if so then as to what needless problems that would be and/or were as to such aspects to each individual involved as to such hypotheticals and what would the translation be as to the knowledge of my allergies such as allergies to alcohol as I guesstimate people who are allergic to alcohol get drunk much swifter on much smaller amounts of alcohol and thus as to what would the legal definition be as to the factors of any and all attempts in any such factor thereof if accurate as to such aspects per individual and/or per group and/or per company and/or per state of whatever location thereof as to such aspects and what would be as to fixing and repairing such aspects immediately as to such regards be as to any such hypotheticals as in any factors as to in any way and/or any shape and/or any form thereof be as to any such hypotheticals in truth of those factors?



If I am accurate, then why would I ever believe I was ever cared for and/or cared about correctly for myself?



If I am accurate, then why would I ever believe I was ever wanted in a positive way?



If I am accurate, then why would I ever believe I could ever be cared for and cared about as to my needs in genuinety?



If I am accurate, then what individuals who I once knew as to those points in time would ever truthfully be capable to say or write they actually cared about me when they knew me in person face to face in person and/or any time thereafter as to such aspects thereof as to any portion whether as to social media as to any factors thereof and/or my website?



If I am accurate, why would such ever be considered as to any thought of a favor as why would such aspects ever be considered as a favor to me as why would I ever consider such as a favor to me as what lack of common sense would there officially be as to such aspects thereof as to any such needless situations as to such needless problems as to such needless drama as to such needless stresses as why would anyone ever think that would ever be considered as ever anything good?



If I am accurate, why would I ever be capable to see anything worthwhile that I ever worked on as to ever being appreciated correctly as why would I ever be capable to consider such as appreciation of me for my work as to whatever work I ever worked on at any point in time especially prior to the month of September in this year of 2022?



What would be the fullness of capability to see such problems as to pop culture references as to in just the reference of New Jersey, as what would be a problem massively if other people as to New Jersey as to such millennial aspects as to the factors thereof as to pop culture millennial or aspects thereof to New Jersey aspects of the massive differences as to the actualities of the different types of New Jersey-ians as why would my type of New Jersey-ian ever be capable to see any such factor as to what would be considered as appreciation and/or whatever aspects of those individuals as to those who survived the factors of 11 September 2001 and/or 1993?



If others as to New Jersey as to their pop culture references of differences as to such combinations thereof as to such factors, then what would such truthfully be to the combined overall to the entire tristate areas as to such aspects of honoring as to in truth to such differences as to pop culture as would there ever be any pop culture where a biological born female from New Jersey as to actual care and actual respect as to such factors thereof or would the only references of pop culture as to New Jersey be as to what I have dealt with as to the aspects of 1998 through 2013 years in the difference as to what my personal sights to the differences of my personal experiences as to the differences of my personal knowledge as to why would such differences ever matter?



Then as to the scan versions as to the massive differences of people who knew me in person face to face in person as to my modeling/performance name of Lady Dori Belle as to the years of 2009/2010 through official aspects as to 2013 to the difference of anyone who saw images online in the massive difference, why would the aspects of individuals who actually knew me in person face to face in person have the only rights to ever officially address me as Lady Dori Belle as to each and every individual who may have only seen in such regards of my modeling/performances from the specific years of 2010 through 2013 ever be allowed to utilize such a name in reference to me while also using the name of my legal name Susan MeeLing in that massive difference to individuals who only saw images of me online and what would such translate to those types of pop culture individuals as per such factors as to my website card as to the references as to my journal blog updates as why would there be a mental health crisis for those individuals who only saw such online as to ever thinking they would ever be allowed such aspects of individuals who knew me in person face to face in person as would those individuals have a communist viewpoint or a socialist viewpoint of ever thinking they were more important to me in person face to face in person when obviously I would not have any knowledge of them having seen such as to if they did not actually speak with me as to such references as to the lengths of time as to my volunteering such as the sanitization?



Since the clarification as to my website though in conjunction officially as to my work there is not and has not ever been anyone other than myself to ever use the name Lady Dori Belle as per such legal factors of the authentic aspects and as to such factors whether individuals thought about the online differences as to website differences before I have, as to such regards as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America clarifications as per such factors as to how the only way to respect my modeling work as to the one and only individual as to the reality myself and thus while some people try to claim imitation is flattery as to my clarification as to how I consider as to the aspects of as to the reality as to the only way to ever have and actually ever be capable to ever respect anything of my work in any capacity is how the one and only as to the one and only and all others are only cheaper imitations of my work as to the common sense per my modeling as well as my performances during the years of 2009/2010 through 2013 as to the facts of events I went to just as equally as to the years of November 2015 through 2018 in August as to how such factors of how many individuals I knew and/or met in such timeframes as to those being the only people allowed to ever reference me as to such aspects as to what in person face to face in person factors thereof as to the authentic aspects for those who have any preference as to appreciation of the authentic aspects. In the common areas as to the generalized aspects of when speaking of my modeling/performances then as to only in reference to the years of 2009/2010 through 2013 as there were not any modeling or performances officially ever as to any point in time as to officially per such aspects any other years, and thus as to the generalized aspects of the social common place as to the legal name aspects as per my clarifications previously throughout my journal blog in the years of 2019 through now as well as to the factors while online to my Official YouTube Channel as to only as to such factors of my website I officially have in the open as to such factors thereof for such specific purposes as to the favor in a millennial New Jersey way as to individuals who actually knew me in person face to face in person at events and/or modeling and/or performances as to the specific in person face to face in person aspects only.



That would be a different version of a New Jersey favor, though as to such aspects thereof to such areas as to the aspects referencing such regards as to the truth of such authentic aspects and as to such factors as to such permanency.



Thus as to such aspects of individuals who could have or should have or would have asked me when in reference to Washington state and/or any other aspect thereof after the year officially of 2013, then as to such aspects thereof to what could have or would have or should have asked me of in person face to face in person because otherwise as to such factors as per the legal situations as per my legal first and my legal middle name as to Susan MeeLing only as to such factors thereof as to the in person face to face in person aspects thereof unless the legal aspects of the portions of my SCUBA Diving last name as to such factors for such references to the overall regards thereof as to the importance of such. In turn as to the references of if factors as to renne faire types as to the aspects of Excalibur Faire as to those types hypothetically, well then what would there ever be any reason for me to announce myself as to what reasons would there be in such regards as to the name reference as to Lady Dori Belle and/or when as to the year of 2005 as to the aspects of Lady?



In the regards as to such references as to asking with respect and etiquette as to there being more than one reference as to how there are only so many words in the dictionary for a shortened condensed or acronym aspect thereof as to then as per such descriptions as to the information, then as to such factors as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to in certain circles as to only certain individuals being allowed to refer to such as per how such only individuals allowed to being to referred to as such because of the specifics of the individual groups and/or areas thereof and thus in turn while those as to online references as then as to the choices of those individuals as to where they could have had such in person face to face in person as to such as to whatever their choices were as to the points in time in such references and regards thereof to such choices as per their choices as per their social media aspects as to the differences as to the in person face to face in person facts. Thus as to the if factors of anyone as to that location as to November 2015 through August 2018, April 2019, August 2022, and September 2022 out of each and every person of the amount of events as to only one person telling me their opinion of how I reminded them of the character Dori from the Disney movies and my having brought such up though that had not ever progressed forward as to that location as there is not one individual other than that one female and her husband as to any individual throughout the entire time of as to the specific requirements as per what I could guesstimate individuals I once knew in person face to face in person whatever the aspects thereof to such factors regarding whatever connections to such points in time as to the aspects thereof to such individuals being the only individuals capable to utilize such a name in reference to me in person face to face in person and no other aspects thereof to such official standards because of the facts.



Individuals who I had been in person face to face in person with as to acquaintances and/or as to the specifics as to the timeframes as per friendship as to the aspects of the time though comprehending time and situations as to the possibilities of such differences as to the aspects of situations and/or who I had Mentored and/or who I had dated and/or as to one engagement and/or chosen family as to the aspects of the timeframes as to the years specifically as to 2010 through 2013 as to more specifically as to such references regarding the individuals thereof to such points in time of the individuals thereof, as to the aspects most specifically as to such aspects of my name Lady Dori Belle as to such others as to this and future timeframes as per such aspects of respect as to the first as to chosen family as to the second as to dated/engaged to at the time and friends as to whatever level of friendship whether of business friendship and/or friendship as to such aspects of if outside of such events and/or outside of modeling/performance(s) as to such aspects of distinguishing factors as per the ways New Jersey-ians tend to be more specifically orientated to such factors as to the superficial aspects as to the aspects of online social media aspects because of what seems to possibly have been needing clarifications for others as to the capacities thereof to such situations because of discussions and the ways where some connections can be specifically to such references in such situations though as to such aspects of where the specifics as to the situations where the in person face to face in person referencing such aspects as to a comforting energetic portion as to the aspects of as depending upon who one is.



Therein such factors as to the New Jersey terminology in a millennial way as to whore because of the facts that a whore is one who has earned on their own as to such factors thereof to what is as to such factors, and thus as to bitch in New Jersey terminology as to the aspects thereof to such references regarding such New Jersey factors in those particular references as to if as to any having known me in person face to face in person referencing such aspects as to whatever situations thereof as to the truth as to such factors in such a New Jersey way as to such factors of this journal blog post. While some others might have their opinions as to whatever their feelings as to their discussions with other people and such references thereof to such aspects, the massive differences as to such aspects thereof though such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to the timeframes of 2010 through 2013 most specifically as to in person face to face in person obviously have the liberty to decide amongst themselves as to how they choose to such aspects as to individuals they meet in person face to face in person as to such factors. Thus as to Lady Liberty Belle as to such references regarding the if factors of if I choose to such aspects when I choose as to if factors of in what I consider as per a monogamous relationship as to my personal standards thereof to such factors, as to the reality of my choice as per my choice referencing the aspects of fetlife though as to such aspects of my account as per my account.



In turn because of such hypothetical situations whereas even my own biologicals as to either side of my children as well as such factors thereof to such a choice similarly as to others as per Washington state, then as to how they are only allowed to refer to me as Susan and/or Susan MeeLing as per such aspects unless as to legal portions only though since such aspects as to having clarified as per such aspects of either reference aspects as to such clear and concise factors for such regards as to the references thereof to those who knew me in person face to face in peson at whichever event(s) thereof as to the only individuals who would be allowed such aspects as to any aspect as to discussions as to my name as per Lady Dori Belle and all others either as to Susan MeeLing and/or Lady Liberty Belle if I choose to get into such aspects specifically though since I personally have the aspects as to book signings as to when the capacity for such would/could be then as to only those individuals as to if factors of in person face to face in person being allowed such an additional signature as per such aspects as per such signings whereas if as to such locations otherwise. Thus in the regards as to my author signature as to the aspects of Susan MeeLing, as I have clarified as per how I have not ever signed any documents as to ever giving allowances to anyone else.



For example as to a situation at the Pearl Street location of the Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints as to an individual who said he was a signature verifier as to such aspects in the year of 2018, the aspects as to how I have clarified as to not ever giving anyone any permissions ever to utilize any such factors as to the clarifications and verifications throughout such lengths of time and since the full clarification as per the Jehovah's Witnesses as to such aspects of my choice for the reasons of my reasons though an additional factor of being a Republican child during the era of President of the United States of America Ronald Regan as to such factors thereof as I learned around the year of 2020. Thus as to such clarifications as to the ways where it seemed befitting as per such aspects as to the timeframe of August 2022 prior to such aspects of the end of the month of August 2022, as to such aspects in his honor and memory thereof to such specific aspects where it seemed befitting in some way as to what individuals who would have known him during that timeframe when he was President of the United States of America and/or after his term in office as to such aspects of the basketball cards officially as to such a choice at the time.



Since the aspects where I explained as to in "Finding A Silver Lining" as to how Jesus Christ as to such aspects of prophet as to such references to the difference of Jehovah, the facts thereof to such hypotheticals for such reference aspects to the factors thereof to the hypotheticals of such situations.



In turn as to the if factors as to the choices as per such aspects where if there is a point in time as to such aspects of a dating relationship as to what I consider as to such factors as of course as to the in person face to face in person factors thereof as to such consistency aspects as to then the way dating progresses if as to such aspects, the reality of whatever work as to their work is their work and whatever work as to my work as to my work as to officially as to such aspects of the clarifications as to how I have not advertised for anyone else and as to such aspects if I were to as to such factors as to such clarifications officially before as to the viewpoint regarding as to the factors thereof. While the comprehension there are people who were alive at the time of 11 September 2001 who saw whatever they saw as to the timeframes as to where they would need to clarify as to such knowledge thereof as per how such factors regarding the specifics as to the updates as to my journal blog of 2020 and 2021 more specifically, the factors as to the reality of such a point in time whereas to February 2022 as to the aspects of the overwhelming factors as to the areas it took to travel to for such a specific moment in time as to the aspects where all of the proverbial puzzle pieces were as to such a point in time as to the aspects of seeing on the day of 11 September 2001 as to then thereafter as to the reports as per such differences as to the in person face to face in person factors.



Therein as to 1993 as the reality figured as to such aspects in this year of 2022 regarding such situations as when the if factors as to my condolences if as to accuracy as to such factors in reference to the aspects of 11 September 2001 as to reasons to end all types of stolen valor in a multitude of ways, as to the aspects of colleges I guesstimate as per such factors more-so as to the aspects of the timeframe as to 1993 as to such timeframes as to such if factors as to such clarifications. I am going to guesstimate as to certain factors as to the if factors as to pop culture and/or Hollywood types as to the versions as to such aspects of Broadway as to such aspects of those who have done impersonations, as to how such aspects are not considered as flattery as to my personal standpoint ever as to such aspects of where authentic has always mattered to me in all capacities in all ways in all shapes and in all forms as per my issues with individuals as to the years of 1998 through 2000 as to how such aspects are not replaceable and thereof is considered as to such as to the facts as there is as clarified back then as to how those people thought they could replace my friends as to what I considered as friends as to what was not ever capable to replace because of the facts each individual is their own individual as such common sense as to where those individuals had needed to comprehend such factors that there is not the same aspects. For example as to a picture with an individual who said she was my Aunt Eddie as to such aspects of what could look as to the timeframe only before the year of 2001, the facts as to such differences of what she looked as in the year of 2012 as to such factors of comprehending the differences as to such aspects where obviously the physical is not the same as the individual themselves and thus as to such failures as to those individuals in Crystal Lake Illinois as to how those people thought anyone could be replaced as to such aspects instead of ever taking into consideration the spexcific connections that actually make the connections as to such connections beyond the physical looks.



I suppose individuals as to how they see pop culture as to such aspects whereas to such lack of connections because of the facts as to what an actual and real connection is, as to how such factors of the real in person face to face in person aspects as to such massive differences as to those types of individuals who might think such is acceptable though when clarified officially as to the individual themselves as to such aspects thereof then the only capacity of ever respecting such work as to the only way as to discussing the work they had worked on that as to such and only as to such regarding those types as to such pop culture references as to the differences as to what actual appreciation and respect is.



Thus as to how I have officially clarified as to how I have not and will not ever give any leeway nor any allowance specifically from me as to the official capacities thereof officially because of the legalities of such factors as to my background as to MAST and thus as to such aspects where there is one and only aspects to myself permanently, specially as to the aspects fully of my name I personally created as Lady Dori Belle as I personally created that name as per such factors similarly as to my creations as per such creations to such individual aspects to the clarifications of any such other aspects of any other additional information as to the difference from the aspects where there is no substitution allowed and no additives as to such aspects as to the aspects thereof regarding others as to such aspects of those types of renne faire aspects or whatever terminology thereof to such definitions officially.



While I am capable to add to myself as to adding to my life and/or adding explanations as to such factors because of myself always having been the one and only original, the aspects thereof to such factors to the aspects of whether biological female and/or as to such crossdressing and/or such aspects of transgender portions as per the clarifications thereof to my personal aspects of what my considerations are as to respect as per prior clarifications as to such factors officially as has always been official the entire time as per such aspects of the San Antonio Police report in the year of 2013 as to such aspects of Blanco Road in San Antonio as to such substation Police Officer Law Enforcement aspects and thus as to the official capacity whereas to such legal portions officially multiple ways officially in my favor permanently as to such aspects to the references of all such clarifications in all such ways officially and permanently.



Thus as to such aspects of any trying to claim anything as to such aspects because of such pop culture references as to whatever capacities thereof as to such clarifications fully as to what the facts are as to what they will always be as to what the permanency thereof as to such aspects fully and officially in all way, in all shapes, and in all forms. I suppose if as to any hypothetical as to Pearl Street as to the aspects of 2001 as to the aspects of 2019 as to such possibilities as to any such aspects of hypothetical factors as to social distancing aspects to such considerations, as why would such aspects be of as to those factors as to any hypothetical aspects as to what considerations thereof to such clarifications in any capacity being considered as to what if as to acceptance and respect as to such acceptance and respect. For example the Jehoviah Witnesses use the cross signal as to such factors and to such references of my Medal of Honor Art Project and my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, would such in any capacity ever be so greedy as to such aspects in the hypothetical references thereof and/or any other capacity of such factors as to such references as to the symbol as to such on my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as to any such hypothetical factors as to such proverbial references as to such aspects as what would be as to respect of work in truth?



If as to such factors as to the connections thereof to such factors of Hollywood and/or such capacities thereof to such references as to the Jehovah Witnesses as to such hypotheticals, then as to what would such be in reference to the actual appreciation of my work as to what I consider as appreciation of my work as what would any such capacities thereof be capable to be noticed in any such references of if factors and if as to such aspects then what would other such references be to such processes to actually progress forward?



For example as to such if factors as to NASA and the US Space Force in such regards as what would be important about such aspects for such a headquarter location as to such authentic aspects, as why would that be of importance in such references of any such factors as why would there ever be such a great need for those 10 Commandments of if factors for such references to think about?







What would be capable to be considered as to such reference points as to what would be considered as to the 10 Commandments as to the situations I have dealt with from my childhood through my teenager years to my biological adult years, as what would be problematic to individuals who as to such pop culture references having their issues as to my choice to refer to myself in the pronoun I choose for myself as per Science aspects as to such differences as to the hypotheticals as to how those individuals who have called as to such names per the factors of what I consider as to what I consider as per my background and why would such be of importance as per the references thereof to such culminations of such overall aspects as why would I ever have an attitude as to such aspects as to such lengths of time as what would be as to if factors of individuals thinking of such as to ever consider as to the culminations thereof as what amounts of situations as to the personal aspects I have dealt with as to such aspects whereas what officially would be considered as personal to me as what aspects thereof to such personal factors of in person as to such aspects as to myself would ever be capable to be considered as to any such hypotheticals thereof to the combined factors in full?



Though since I was born in the Chinese Year of the Dog as a biological female as per my joke and sarcasm back when I was 4 years old because of the amount of reading and work I had been doing as well as have been as to such times as best as I could despite such situations, what treatment would there be as to such aspects as to the factors thereof as what would be a situation as to individuals as to a distance as to such factors as why would such individuals as to what actual liberties as to such factors ever be as to the aspects thereof as what would there be of proof as to such aspects of differences as to the capacities thereof and why would it be of importance to ensure the clear aspects of defining aspects as to biologicals as to such aspects of what factors would the screen situations be of importance for such clarifications additionally as to the circumstances thereof to such proof?



However as to such capacities thereof to such aspects of in person face to face in person aspects as to such overall aspects as what is the amount other people would have dealt with before having such an attitude as to such hypothetical claims and/or viewpoints thereof as what culmination of numbers would such be, and thus as to such factors what would the viewpoint be as to compassion in truth as to such differences as to the capacities thereof as what would the references be as to such factors of involvement without my permission as to the distance aspects as to if any such factors as to the location as well as time be of importance to others to consider as to the reality as why would such be of importance?



For exmple has there ever been any point in time where individuals such as actors and/or actresses have ever dealt with individuals as to fans of the work as to ever being annoying to such individuals as per such aspects as to pop culture references as to the celebrity factors, and what would the reality of such factors be in the regards of if as to appreciation of work or would such be considered as disrespectful to the individual as per their own work if as to such similarities as to such factors in reference to New Jersey-ians as what would such New Jersey-ians be capable to distinguish as to such factors of individuals as to what I warned people I dealt with in March of 1998 as to my warning to Saint John Vianney High Schoolers when I returned from one trip before the situations at the time after the aspects of MAST had already been known and of such individuals would they be capable to bring forward such aspects of the truth regarding the situations regarding those factors and/or others as to being born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of similarities to such aspects referencing the timeframes thereof as what would individuals as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America and/or law enforcement and/or fire department and/or EMS individuals be capable to explain as to such factors regarding the situations thereof to such hypotheticals?



Since it is illegal to impersonate a law enforcement officer and as to the reality of ending all stolen valor then as to such factors of the differences as to what is earned, why would such be of importance in such references to my modeling/performance at those timeframes of those years/events I attended within those years be of importance to such hypotheticals, as to any individual I have known in person face to face in person both before as well as after such timeframes of 2010 through 2013 be to my name Lady MeeLing and/or Lady Dori Belle and/or Susan MeeLing be of importance as to such factors as to the combined overall background fully as to myself be as to NASA and the US Space Force among other such aspects be considered as important for such clarifications?



When in reference to my artwork as to such aspects such as my mural that I was working on and my needs for myself as per the combined factors of February 2022, August 2022, as well as the timeframe combined circumstances overall of 2014 through 2022 with the distinguishing factors of the 1980s through now on 20 November 2022 be as to such considerations as to this journal blog posting specifically as what capacities of asking me with respect and etiquette would be far more considerable of being considered as wanted in a positive way as what importance are manners?



What is the difference of ordering products online as to the difference as to human beings as to the aspects of in person face to face in person be, as why would that distinguishing difference be considered as permanently important as to such distinguishing factors?



How would such considerations of humanity be as to such factors as to the capacities thereof, as why would such be of importance?



If there were ever to be any individual and/or group and/or company and/or government that would ever cause needless problems and/or needless drama and/or needless situations and/or needless circumstances and/or needless stresses at all as to what in truth as to the considerations of as to what the reality I have needlessly dealt with as what would such individuals do as to themselves as to such factors if as to the exact equal and opposite responses were to ever be, as what would the modern version of chivalry actually be if as to such aspects of the opposite aspects thereof as per such findings as to the clarifications and verifications thereof as what connections were capable to be found because of the favor I had done as to the original links as to such factors for "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as would such favors be considered as favors as per such New Jersey standards and if as to such aspects then what levels as to appreciation would such actually be as to such aspects thereof to my work to put everything together as best as I could as to the publishing officially in 2014 though as to some other situations as to 2015 as to the additional aspects of the link as to the specifics of only for that set of those two books as per such clarifications as to what would the difference be as to such factors of if ever thinking as to such aspects of needing to know the understanding of differences as to actual in person real life in person face to face experiences as those factors as per such aspects thereof as what would the factors of my daughter's medical paperwork from January 2010 be of importance as to my own medical as to such differences as per the aspects of medical individuals as to doctors to the difference of situations as to my childhood and my teenager years as to my biological adult years be as to such differences as to the time as well as individuals be found as to be as per such updates to my journal blog?

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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.