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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

The Star of Bethlehem upcoming trip

I am getting ready to go somewhere I have not been in a very long time, which is a bit nerve wracking for me.

What I initially was and am going for is because of my personal need to be near water for the upcoming planetary alignment, because of wanting and needing to see such over the waters. As some know my ideal #SCUBA Dive is seeing the Aurora Borealis while #SCUBADiving, as I believe that would be the most gorgeous view of the waters to see the lights dancing throughout while seeing the ways in which the marine life respond during such within the waters. in person. Those who are SCUBA Divers know SCUBA Diving during the evening hours and doing such in the ice filled waters is not the safest SCUBA Dive which is ironic coming from me, knowing I had landed at the bottom of the ocean next to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg; which obviously is not an average depth for most SCUBA Divers to go to safely to ascend safely and alive, most importantly. There is a bit of irony admittedly as on some of my military paperwork there is a number which does not make sense in random places which is 999999999999 of which the irony is my atmospheric depth measurement gauge had maxed out with only the number 9 at the time, and when doing my safety stops while ascending I had completed one safety stop at 99 Atmospheric measurements after landing at the bottom of the ocean and waiting for my assigned SCUBA Dive buddy to descend to where I was waiting. Obviously since that person could not descend to where I was and had chosen to join other SCUBA Divers instead of the safe thing to do which I admit took me a bit to surface because of my need to not waste my SCUBA Dive, when I surfaced and then had to wait for him to get to the surface and I was informed of what he did; that individual was yelled at for putting all of the SCUBA Divers out on that boat and within the area at risk, for what he had done. While I comprehend my choice to descend to the bottom of the ocean could be considered similarly as dangerous-ish, I knew what I was doing and I had told the others I knew at one point of what I was going to do.

I achieved such safely, and obviously I am alive to tell about such.

Nonetheless in continuing on with the points of this particular journal blog entry, I am excited to go see the planetary alignment for the #StarofBethlehem over the oceanic waters. The idea I have for my #UnderwaterTravelSystem is partially based upon that idea knowing I am not the only one who would be interested in seeing such a sight, though also knowing there are many who do not have the ability to SCUBA Dive, as well as knowing of many who are interested in different job employment than on land for a multitude of reasons of which those mainly have to do with the individuals who have a similar connection to those who began riding motorcycles when such first began. Those who did or do not know, motorcycles began because of several males being bored on land and needing the adrenaline rush from their time after returning to the #UnitedStatesofAmerica after the war; and while not wanting to miss out on time with their loved ones, needing that thrill which comes from certain portions of the lifestyle which the military has that the civilian sector cannot replace. Though some think of the military as repetitive, there is some of that however the constant pushing of limitations is a daily aspect of life in the military. Throughout the aeons of existence on earth most who have completed such achievements have had some form of a military background and military experience, and sought adventures beyond when whatever battles and/or war was over.

My idea for the Underwater Travel System assures the lack of need for such to occur again, ensures continued commerce and employment, while also ensuring the fact there is not one time anyone can enter the ocean and have the exact same experience; as most who are in the #CoastGuard, #MarineCorps, and #Navy know and understand though the #Army and the #AirForce also know in their ways as well mainly on land and in the air. The design I have come up with has minimal shock issues beyond the shock from seeing sights not seen by most before, as the traction felt when driving a vehicle is not something which is needed in thought for such and is smoother than the flying on an air plane as the ability to not feel what would be the equivalent of turbulence is not an issue in the slightest.

While the fact of which more can learn about the oceanic portions of the earth and are capable to see more sights not seen before by many, there are multiple historical artifacts throughout the oceanic waters as well as different land formations which are a sight for the eyes which pictures simply do not do the justice for such. Thus in the beginning portions of my SCUBA Diving certification classes when discussing with some of what my ideal SCUBA Dive would be, it had been seeing the Aurora Borealis during SCUBA Diving and thus in turn; is part of why my need to go towards the ocean for the planetary alignment, this upcoming 21 December 2020 for the #BethlehemStar. The few moments to see such is going to be a sight I know more a bit towards the west, however to see the waters in which I grew up going to as a child is the additional point of importance including the fact of where I had gone for my deepest SCUBA Dive. While I could have planned to go towards #California or #Oregon or #Washington states, the feeling within simply pulls me toward that direction comparatively. If I had my drothers and could fly, I would find it interesting to see such at the #MontanaVortex; however I cannot fly in an airplane and I do not want to drive up that way at this point in time, for this particular aspect of seeing.

Additionally those who know me or I should write knew me during the time when I learned of the Solar Eclipse in 2017, I had to see such in a specific location for my purposes. I saw far more than I had bargained for obviously though such minor aspects, as what they are comparatively. Nonetheless I drove to a location nearby when on my #MedalofHonorArtProject trip that year which ironically the #SolarEclipse of 2017 had been close to my birthday that year, which meant for the first time I was doing something for myself during my birthday during that summer. Ironically since I was the first live baby for the nativity in #NewJersey and then again in succession the next few years including during the first year of the #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Drive Thru nativity, I find it to be befitting to go towards the east coast for such comparatively for such. Then the additional irony in reference to such at this particular point in time, and the reference points of which correlate to that initial aspect of which I had been a part of; in conjunction with the books I wrote and compiled for one, in combination with my SCUBA Diving and so on. I suppose I can additionally make a joke about going towards the east, to see a star made from planets aligning.

I know the waters are colder at times especially during the winter months, though I want to go running around and swimming around as I do. I have already walked on top of waters both fresh water and oceanic water before, just as I have walked on top of quicksand and quick-mud in multiple locations; some of those times in front of one or two people, other times in front of multiple in reference of recording such and however that had been seen, and other times just by myself. The first time I had done so was as a child in the backyard of the house I grew up as a child in, when I was told to go play in the backyard after the iron filled waters had surfaced to the land from the well situation. The only one who saw me do that back then was my dog a half #Collie and half #Husky and he just laid down, upon watching me go walking before swimming a bit. Though my biological parents and one of my biological father's foster parents called him A for short as the local nearby Naval base's terminology had confused Mrs. Hardwick of saying he had gone AWOL and that name stuck in the area I grew up in, at that time I called him Anubis instead. The Navy was giving a call sign in reference to AWOL because when A would run out there, he would go swimming in the swampy areas for fun and inevitably when some of the trainees and trainers went out to the area; A would run out from the swamp, covered in for lack of a better term oobie goobies, and run up to the guys to play. I am certain there may be some who initially were scared of that seeing a hugs blob of random swamp stuff covering what at the time they did not know was just a dog, might have caused some nervous feelings. The military guys obviously figured out A was a dog, and played with him for a bit as he was always friendly. I guesstimate if the guys from that Navy base found out that Mrs. Hardwick was going thinking about putting A down back then before I had the pizza situation with the crust portion, those guys would have found someone who would have wanted to keep A and/or had him as the equivalent of a mascot at the base as friendly as A was.

For those who do not know the pizza story portion of experiences, when Mrs. Hardwisk was speaking with my biological parents at her house in #NewBrunswick about A and that situation; everyone was eating pizza, and I was just a little over 2 years old. As most toddlers do, I gave something to the dog who was sitting next to me and watching what I was doing. When I finished the pizza and did not want the crust, I gave A the crust. However as most toddlers are, I changed my mind and opened A's mouth to take the pizza crust out from his mouth to have back before any of the adults could stop me. When I opened his mouth to take back my pizza crust and amused by his response, I gave it back to him, before it became a game between he and I. Later upon seeing such the adults stopped and watched how A listened to me and did not attack me for taking away the pizza crust, and then he went home with me. While he remained friendly to almost everyone, there were times he would be extremely protective of me as per the Husky traits. His colorations were more so a golden color with some white within the golden areas, and the fur was thicker than a Husky and a Collie fur individually; though he had more of a Husky type of tail with a whole bunch, of extra fur. It would be amusing if there have been guys who remember A from the Naval base, and that whole situation.

Nonetheless upon this next trip out to the east coast area, I hope such goes well as I hope such for anything I do. In comparison to the Solar Eclipse of 2017 I guesstimate the distance traveling is around the same in miles give or take some in reference to the portions for picking up my Medal of Honor guys, for my Medal of Honor Art Project trips. Though also comparatively to such a trip where I had wanted to be left alone to my stuff, this particular trip and event thereof is quite different in such as the openness to speaking with others is more available.

I have learned I do not cammo whether in the daytime or in the evening hours and the only place I probably cammo-ish, is when SCUBA Diving. Though even in such of I probably cannot say or write such as the light within me tends to shine bright enough to light up even the darkest of places, such as the bottom of the ocean when SCUBA Diving; whether in the #Cozumel region on the other side of the island in the daylight hours and evening hours, whether out however many nautical miles from #BocaRaton #Florida during the daytime, and/or during the daytime hours when going to see the USS/USNS Vandenberg in the #MatthiasAbyss. I have a feeling possibly even when driving and/or walking around on land during the evening hours, I might radiate a bit of light at times. Most likely I would not have been able to find my way back to the parking lot where the Florida Coast Guard station parking lot is when going to walk around on the quicksand and the ocean out there that evening, during on day during the week from 3 December 2020 to 10 December 2020 when I was in #Georgia at the time. That was a bit of an additional benefit when out there to assist bringing awareness to the election aspects in Georgia, I had done for myself. However most likely I would not have been able to find my way back without a flashlight or any light realistically, either that or maybe I have really awesome night vision especially seeing how I was not wearing my eyeglasses when doing so until towards the latter portions of that.

Thus for this year's #Christmas timeframe-ish, I will be out and about in that area. It is not far from where I will be at to be able to go to New Jersey and see a few areas of importance, which admittedly I am nervous about though just as nervous as I am I am equally excited. I was not allowed to go with my biological family each time they went back to New Jersey as whenever they had gone back, they did not tell me of such until after they returned from and/or if I had called just before they were going to go. At those times I did ask why I was not told of as I had wanted to go back, and I was given different excuses as to why they thought it was better I did not hamper their plans with the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. They did not want or need me to embarrass them when they went as I was informed, and was the excuses I had been given for the choices made. It is, what it is.

However I can joke because of a prior situation, fear not #NSA guys; I will simply drive by when going where I go, though you guys are always welcome to say hi and talk, just as other compassionate and/or honorable and/or righteous ones. I made a promise years ago to a guy I knew who did not realize at the time how much I knew about computers at the time, about being a bit protective of techy techy guys as best as possible. Though I have made a few promises over the years and have done the best I could, to keep my promises. #GeekSquad guys know a bit more in person I suppose, as does the male who had thankfully gotten the dissertation off of the laptop to prevent further troubles for me back in 2004 or 2005 in #SanAntonio.

Thus the time is for which I must begin to finish getting ready as there are a few miles I will be traveling, to get to the places I need to go to.

A picture I took in 2013, can you see the light I saw? Hint: It is in between the two trees, in the picture.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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