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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The reality of what matters as to asking if such matters and who is asked as information in truth

All games must stop in all factors in My opinion, immediately.



In My opinion games have been where the mental health disorders have been the needless problems as well as the needless situations as well as the needless drama as well as the needless additional pain as to where others would be capable to know of such truths, in My opinion.



There are no friends as to My personal list on Fetlife because of the situations as to what I had personally noticed and if as to others actually having the want to such aspects, then they can send Me the friend request as to such aspects as to the regards thereof as to such common sense aspects as to those who I once knew if that was actually wanted from Me as to such factors from them as to the common sense of such regards as to the proof thereof as to My personal attempts with the aspects as to in reality as well as to such aspects of online as the multiple real attempts I have genuinely made in truth.



If as to such references as to such where they have not made such aspects as to their capability to have done so as to this length of time since as to such factors, as to the reality of such choices of free will as to the knowledge of the amount of work I have been taking care of as to such choices as to the references thereof in My opinion. When it is known that I have been through as I have been through as to the factors thereof to the proof thereof, it is up to those others to make such aspects of reaching out at this point as it has been up to them to actually do so as to the if factors as to actually ever having had real genuine humanity in My opinion as to what the considerations thereof are as to the references instead of such if factors as to the dental potions and/or such immunization aspects as to the common sense of priovacy being of importance regarding Myself as to My work. Unlike others' choices as to having outed themselves as to having made such choices as to the capacities thereof to where they chose to speak about such aspects unlike Myself as to where I did not discuss such situations ever outside of the locations thereof with anyone else ever as to such situaitons as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle and thus common sense as to when speaking about such aspects outside of the event however done so, as to whomever was in those areas as to such common sense aspects as to the same as to how I handled the situations as to My biological children as rto the situations about their biological father and thus as to any such if factors of others who spoke about such events as to the situations thereof outside as to their responsibility as to the factors thereof to such choices of themselves as to the difference of Myself as to the reviewing of such timeline aspects as to My journal blog as well as the common sense as to such autobiography as to what an autobiography is such as My example as to "Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the definition of an autobiography if there were those who actually had the common sense to the knowledge of the definition as to the distinguishing differences as to a Bibliography as a Bibliography definition is different then an Autobiography definition as to such common sense a I thought.



In reference to My modeling pictures as to the aspects where such to the difference though the same factors as to the regards of JC Penny for the clear clarifications, as I am uncertain how others have done their modeling images and/or their performances as to their Hollywood references. I paid for My outfits, I paid for My vehicle, I paid for My makeup for 98% of My modeling images, and thus others' ways as to how they had chosen as to their modeling if as to such references to the aspects thereof for such clarifications as to My updates to My journal blog from the years of 2019 through 2022 as to those years as well as My official YouTube Channel as to such factors as to where I was supposed to be paid for My work as to any images as well as to such factors of the references regarding profits as to such in the 50/50 percentage as to the payments for Me for My work if there were such aspects. Similarly as to my performances as to My singing the National Anthem for the United States of America as to certain rallies in the year of 2022, there was not any payments as to such references regarding My performances in the supposed to be consenting lifestyle in the regards of 2010 and 2011 for such clarifications as I already have been honest about fully.



In such aspects where I have not hidden Myself either as to such aspects of being truthful as well as My personal patterns of behaviour, as the aspects as to My updates in reference to My fact books "The Modern Day Book" as well as the three volume book series "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as the name factors as to the legal first name and the legal middle name are as to how such SCUBA Diving certifications as to such aspects as to the legal driver's licenses as to such references thereof.



Thus as to how I personally did not speak about the aspects of My biological children's biological father as to until a certain point in time as to the common sense as to My personal patterns of behaviour as to any and all events as the proof of if others would have such knowledge as to whom they spoke with as to those exact points in time as well as since such points in time, and as to such aspects of having been quiet about such aspects as to the same factors in reference to Myself as to such factors of the discussion aspects as to then the same aspects as to writing because as I was raised from childhood into teenager years; if someone actually genuinely needs and/or genuinely wants to know information, then they will ask with manners and respect as to such. Since I was not asked personally then as to the reality of the common sense aspects, as to tjhe effort it takes to ask rerspectfully with manners.



There is only the accepting of reality as the truthful reality as to such facts proven, at this point in time.



Everyone everywhere must accept such, as the reality of where there is not any allowed aspects as to such life choices.



Personally I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ did not ever give anyone at Amazon or anywhere else permission to distribute all of My books as to any employees or stock share holders at any point in time, as well as there is the reality a Bibliography is not the same as the information within the books because a Bibliography is the equivalent of a CV or a Resume for other works that were not within the capacity of the aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" or "Finding The Silver Lining". In turn any distribution anywhere as to My works would be theft of intellectual property as well as distribution with malicious intent as to the aspects of anyone I once knew involved as to the proof thereof in any capacity, as the reality of such aspects of the technological proof thereof to such legal ramifications officially as to the knowledge thereof as to the in My opinion as such is permanent as to the facts in reference to My permissions always have to be as to My permissions as to such aspects as that has not ever changed nor will such ever change ever as to My requirements as to My permissions to be given of My free will and thus any I once knew as to any factors thereof especially as to in person face to face in person as to in real life the aspects as to how none would ever be allowed to ever make any decisions for Me as to My work as to My books ever.



Thus the finances that officially would be owed to Me ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ from each employee thereof from any capacity of such misconceptions as to their interpretations as to such clarifications as to the definition of a Bibliography as to such references thereof, to such hypotheticals in full. The needless problems from immaturity and buearocracy as to such factors when the knowledge of what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ dealt with as to such points in time, as to such aspects as to the factors of common sense as well as humanity. If as to such hypotheticals as to then where of their own free will where they would be willing to degrade themselves from human beings to homo-sapien-sapiens in My opinion; of course unless they were to want or need to retain such aspects as to being a human being as to such aspects as to such de-ranking they did to themselves in such hypotheticals as to such needless games as to such aspects where then the owed factors as to such hypotheticals to Me as to such finances as to the owed capacities thereof, in such hypotheticals per individual involved as to such aspects of any such hypotheticals of trying "Fail-Safe" book aspects as to bringing forward such as to the real life as to any such tries as to such aspects of the in person face to face in person in real life as to such tries as to the aspects thereof to such factors or they themselves can acknowledge their own mental health disorders as to well as their need to be instituttionalized for such aspects as to such hypotheticals of if factors as to such aspects as to one or the or the other in My opinion as to such situations as to those who I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ once knew in person in real life in person or online as to such aspects.



If they had ever told others and/or influenced others as to such aspects then as to the aspects where the confession aspects would be as o after the timeframe of the year of 2021 as to any such hypotheticals, as to the factors where such aspects as to My clarifications as to such verifications as to the proven aspects. Such unwanted attention in My opinion as to the aspects of what would hypothetically have been as to the years thereof from the timeframe of 2014 through 2021 as to such if factors as to the aspects thereof to the difference as to what I would consider as to what I would consider as wanted attention, as I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ comprehend the difference of such for Myself.



What I consider as wanted attention is what I consider as, and thus any interpretations from others instead of such aspects as to how I have always been myself as to the factors of; the facts of how the state of New Jersey is as well as the fact of the way the state of New York is as the fact of the way New York City boroughs are as how the state of Pennsylvania as to the timeframes when I was born and raised in New Jersey and My personal childhood and My personal teenager years as to my personal experiences, as the fact as the way Pittsburg and Philadelphia boroughs are; it is common to have multiple nicknames when traveling around various areas, as the common sense as to such factors. Thus as to the common sense if as to how many others have told Me they know how New Jersey is as to their pop culture as to such failures of humanity in all such aspects in my opinion, as the factors as to how many times some have had to repeatedly watch a movie and/or repeatedly watch a video instead of actually learning to be capable to retain the knowledge to be capable to retain the aspects for understanding as to such levels thereof to such hypotheticals as to whereas this point in time as to the regards of such factors in the references thereof.



Thus since I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ have not ever played any games as to in real life nor online as to such aspects as to how I have been capable to distinguish between such aspects as to the comprehension of reality as to such, then as to those who would make such a mistake hypothetically ass to in any timeframe thereof as to such online portions as there has not ever been any point in time where I have ever played any online games ever. From the 1980s to the 1990s to the 2000s to the 2010s to the 2020s, there has not ever been any point in time where I have ever knowingly ever played any games as to such facts as to the comprehension as to the reality of how such was not ever anything I was ever interested in as games in My opinion are not important to Me as they have not ever been of importance to Me as to the reality. There is no aspect where such has ever been allowed in My life as per the choices I have made of My own free will, and I do not consent to any aspects thereof nor have I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ ever because of the facts.



If others I once knew had known about My work and instead of speaking with Me as to using their words as to how discussions actually occur as to the common sense aspects as to how I have clarified throughout My updates to My journal blog, I repeat how no one had any permission from Me to ever speak or do on My behalf whatsoever.


The only new modeling I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ would work on is where I am actually genuinely happy in all such factors as to what actually keeps Me happy, as that is the only type of modeling that I am interested in.



In My opinion because of the timeframe as to the situations as to the aspects thereof as to the factors of My modeling and performances as to how the facts as to such timeframes as to the considerations of everything that I was dealing with, as to My many attempts as to actually taking care of what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ comprehended I needed. My pictures when with My children as to My genuine smile as to such aspects of when I was the happiest in My personal life, as being a Mom to My children was what at those times only as to having kept Me happy and having a positive outlook as to life overall as best as I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ could despite how I look and what I deal with as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury and the after effects from My subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain as to the 8.5 years that took referencing the MRI and CAT scans.



Now in the year of 2022 as it turns to the year of 2023 and onward as what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ have repeatedly worked on for Myself as well as others as to genuine truthful happiness and real comfort and joy, as to such factors.



Thus as to being capable to make Myself happy though keeping Me happy as to such aspects as to what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ consider as to keeping Me happy as to what actually does so consistently as to such facts, as to what I personally consider as to what keeps Me happy or in the minimum as to keeping Me in a good mood consistently.



As to multiple attempts as to getting to such a point where I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ could actually be truthfully happy with My life as to My work as to the aspects also as to My personal in real life aspects as to how My social media just as anyone else's reflects what they themselves are going through as to the points in time, in My opinion.



What makes Me happy will only be as to what makes Me happy, as what keeps Me happy is only what keeps Me ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ happy. Thus as to how much as to the reality of the facts as to the reality of in person in real life in person and/or words as to face to face in person as to the common sense, as to such aspects of what is best for Me as to such aspects thereof as to the genuine aspects where I have comprehended what is best for Me ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ as well as others in certain factors.



In the year of 2001 I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ dealt with a group of college students at the Chili's on DeZavala who had a flyer from what I remembered in the year of 2020 who were a part of Temple of Flesh and while I repeatedly told those college students to stop annoying Me as well as to leave My family and I to live our lives as we needed, those college students from UTSA were as they were.



It was not until the year of 2020 as to when the memory of such though prior discussions with those as to Temple of Flesh as to such aspects, as well as the situations as to what I told a male named Master Charles as to how such aspects referencing the lifestyle in the year of 2004 as to such aspects where I was not interested in several aspects as to such factors as to what the considerations were as similarly as to a male who went by the name then as Raven Marsden who needed to accept the facts that I was not interested in him or his needless games as I considered as needless to Me as well as needless to My life as well as needless to My children as well as needless to either side of My children's biologicals as to his needless involvements as what I considered as needless in all such factors.



When he yelled at My children in My apartment on USAA Boulevard as to how I snapped at him for all of his childish antics as to how he threw a temper tantrum and as to having to defend My children and I, he threw a temper tantrum because he wanted Me to be more like his Mom instead of actually comprehending that I was not his Mom and did not want nor need to be his Mom. When the aspects of him with the group from Selma and Adeliene Texas as to the Jade Wolf(e) Coven as to needing to accept the aspects as to how life was not a game, the factors as to such bratty and immature aspects as while they had family and assistance as to such differences as they knew of such aspects as to how they needed to accept they were not wanted in My life as to how they tried to complain to Me about the aspects of 11 September 2001 as they wanted to try to claim as to Michael Moore as to their inspiration as to Fahrenheit 11 though I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ repeatedly informed them as to the truth as well as to February 1993.



My situations as to such aspects as to the multiple areas and groups of people throughout the various sectors if they would have actually paid attention correctly as to My actual truth, then as to such aspects as to where others from where I was born and raised as to the state of New Jersey as well as the tristate northeast areas as to such aspects as to My journal blog updates referencing such as to the length of time. Then adding the situations as to what was known as Excalibur Faire as in the year of 2005 to the difference of in the year of 2020 to the name of Sherwood Forest Faire in the area of Bastrop County in Smithville Texas, as to such factors as to those needless situations as to the aspects of the factors thereof while I made attempts to find My way around as to being born and raised above the Mason-Dixon Line in the United States of America as to the facts of the difference of the weather in the month of April as well as throughout the entire year as I had not ever heard of SCA or TRF until those people spoke with My biological mother as a group of individuals spoke of those aspects that I still do not know nor care to know about as to such situations I dealt with additionally needlessly as My repeated attempts to get back to where IU comprehended I needed to get to for the people I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ actually knew in person face to face in person in real life outside of the names as to such lists of directories as well as what I remembered as to some names of some towns.



The factors of an individual and please remember if I mention the name(s) of someone else, that does not translate to them meaning anything of importance to Me for such clarifications as they are only a reference to a point in time of My life as to My existence as to only a point where such aspects were as to the reference point of a teaching example as to such hypotheticals as to the proof of such situations and as to such personal meaning as to the difference of what personal meaning actually is as to such if factors. If as to what I do not consider as to something that I consider as happiness to My life experiences, then as to the facts as to the proof thereof to such factors thereof. The reality of where such hypotheticals as to such regards of others opinions of themselves as to such differences as to the situations as to the timeframes as to the overall review of such factors, as to the situations thereof to such hypotheticals.



Thus in the year of 2012 there was an individual who had informed Me she had been causing needless problems because of her jealousy of Me as to such aspects since the year of 2004 in the month of December of the year of 2004, and when the aspects as to her having told Me in the year of 2012 as to what I dealt with since that point in time because of what she said was jealousy of Me as to how such aspects of the most amount of putrid sensations that fully overcame as to such aspects thereof as to My personal opinion. As she had said her Dad worked in John Hopklins as to how she had worked to get his attention through such unwanted measures as to the references thereof, as to the regards as to My personal responses as to such references as to the amounts of unwanted aspects as to My personal opinion as to what My son and My daughter and I have dealt with as there is nothing about such that has ever nor would ever be as to what I personally consider as to anything that I would consider as to such beneficial or positive aspects in any capacity thereof. Those factors as to where the difference of the factors thereof in such types of needless games as to such needless situations, as to such references regarding the timeframes as to where such types as to the proof to Me as to such aspects of where I have not been capable to believe as to such references as to the timeframes as to when reviewing the timelines as I only began to review the timelines in the year of 2019 as to such situations as to My emotional viewpoints as to the aspects of having had the capacity to acknowledge such facts while looking beyond such situations as to the aspects of such patterns of behaviour.



When others involvements as to such aspects as to when in the capacity as to not for the actual highest good as to My needs as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals, as to how such others' selfishness as to such hypothetical references as to such aspects as being capable to overlook and progress through as to making genuine attempts as to in the aspects of what is actually considered as to being as to such humanity as to the regards thereof to having comprehended My personal needs as to the timeframes thereof while having made the attempts as to such in the direct capacities thereof as to such aspects of where humanity actually is as the reality of human being as to human being as to such in person face to face in person if there ever was actual common sense as to such factors instead of the amounts of bueaurocracy as to such aspects where buearocracy as only lead to such amounts of needless problems in My personal opinion.



Just because of having the capacity to utilize words doesw not equate to actual intelligence in My opinion, as the reality of how many additional aspects as to such references as to such multitude of explanations only shows Me the selfishness as to others as to their desires regarding what is not desirable to Me as to such aspects as to the unwanted factors as to having to explain over and over again as to such references as to in whatever capacities thereof as to such situations that should have been common sense as to if there was actual intelligence as actual intelligence requires actual truthful knowledge as to the aspects of where knowledge is only when as to being capable to retain the information correctly as to such aspects as to the only way as to such progression forward as to the references and regards thereof as to human beings would have such capacities as to such factors if there actually was such aspects of common sense to begin with in My opinion. When constantly having dealt with such situations regarding the aspects of such from the years of when reviewing to looking back as to the timeframes from the 1980s as to the 1990s as to the 2000s as to the 2010s, the aspects as to where the humanity was as to such references regarding where I was born and raised as to such differences as to such factors as to in My opinion as to such other factors as to the references thereof if as to having had such humanity.



Asking Me My personal permission first as to such aspects of My work would have been considered as humane to Me in such references and regards thereof throughout such aspects as to the multitude of situations, as when I had explained in person face to face in person as to the aspects before ever putting such into writing as to such factors of situations; it was not to just discuss such aspects ever, as there are as to such references of the reality of the real situations as to such points in the timeframes thereof, and when looking backwards as to how many times as to having explained such as to then as to where I thought common sense was as to having brought forward as to the need for assistance would common sense be as to such references as to how that is literally asking for assistance as in My opinion if that was actually needed to be put into writing as to such amounts of time as to such regards thereof as to then as to My personal opinion as to the updates as to My reviews as to such lengths of time as to only from the years of 2019 through 2022 as to such references as to the regards of such allowances as to My personal emotional aspects as to such how each time as to whenever such prior aspects as to whatever the acrtual considerations were as to others as to the actual considerations of as to Myself as to such hypothetical references as per what self-control actually is as self-control as to being capable to handle the situations while acknowledging such biases though being capable to progress forward and actually do as needed for such assistances as to such references thereof as to the capacity of evolution as to humanity in My opinion.



Since that individual known as Discordia as to the San Antonio Texas area in December of 2004 as to the timeframe she said she had purposefully made choices to go into her father's institution instead of ever being capable to comprehend the aspects of how that is biased as to such references thereof as to the fact that she had acknowledged as to how she was attention seeking of her father's attention, as to the aspects where such aspects of when she had acknowledged as to such regards as to the time as to such in that garage in the year of 2012. I was disgusted as to how such aspects as to the factors thereof officially as in My opinion purposefully causing needless problems as to such factors is nothing of actual assistance as to anyone anywhere, and thus as to her choice to being willing to do so as to such factors as to the lower levels of intellectual capacities as well as to such unwanted factors officially in My opinion as to such factors as to those types as to the lack of capability to see as to how that is not assistive in any capacity. When I had acknowledged as to such references regarding such situations as to My biological daughter as to the situations as to McCoy Elementary School as to Carrollton Texas as to the years of 2009 through 2012, I told My biological daughter that was not anything that would be of beneficial aspects as to how she had thought of such as a vacation as I would not ever consider such aspects as a vacation in any factor thereof as to such lack of common sense as to such regards of what I personally would consider as a vacation.



Thus as to such aspects where the attempts I personally have made to be capable to complete what I consider proverbially as My homework to then be capable to actually enjoy such aspects as to what in My opinion intelligent people would do if they were actually capable of being responsible, then as to such aspects of where such common sense would be if there ever was any actual genuine common sense. Thus as to how that individual discordia as to her of free will name choice for herself as to such regards as to in My opinion the reference to Governor Christine Todd Whitman as to when I was in 8th grade as to how My question to asking the references of the situations as to the mental health and wellbeing, and thus as to such references regarding such aspects as to the amounts of situations I have brought forward whether as to My personal experience(s) and/or knowledge thereof as to such regards as to not being the only one who knew of such factors; as in My opinion as where such aspects of the correct factors of the differences as to such aspects, as there is nothing about such viewpoints as to wanting such factors as to such institutionalization as discrodia had done so for herself as to how I personally have not had the need nor the want nor the desire nor the preference nor the ideal for such as to the factors of when there is real and genuine intelligence.



However as such common sense aspects in My opinion as to where there has been the working of such factors to the capacities thereof as whereas to such differences of those types, as to the difference as to Myself in My opinion.



Thus in turn as to when such amounts of work as I have needed to take care of as to what I have worked on as to such factors, when I have been capable to get the amount of time as to the capacities of being capable to go to the locations for My work to being cpaable to comprehending Myself as to such references and regards as to the proof of such clarifications as to the facts thereof to such aspects of where sanity is for the aspects of such capacities for such clear clarifications in My opinion. Others' interpretations as to whereas their levels of intellectual capacities as to such references thereof to such distinguishing differences, as to such regards in My opinion as to such proof of such factors as to when others with the lower capacities of the factors as to such aspects whereas that biological female as named as to herself discordia as she had two daughters who babysat My son and My daughter up until that point in time where I refused to allow those aspects in their lives or in My life as best as I possibly could; aspects as to whereas the aspects of such cause such needless problems as per such needless situations as such needless games as such needless drama as to the proof as to such regards as to that sort of common sense as to that type instead as to the progression forward as to out from such aspects to then progress forward as to such factors as to the references thereof as to when others who have the aspects as to such differences as to being capable to acknowledge such factors as to the only way to begin such a process of progression forward.



When only knowing-ish oneself there is not the capacity of such reference to the aspects of genuine assistance in My opinion, as the only capacity of actually knowing oneself requires actual truth and actual honesty in My opinion and if as to such antics as to from that individual discordia as to any such factors from her confession in the year of 2012 from her starting point as she said as to the aspects where she said she noticed Myself from when she noticed Me in December of 2004 as to such timeframes thereof as to where she should have remained as to in My opinion as to the differences thereof as to the capacities of actually preferring life as to the aspects of where life is actual living as to what My considerations are as to such aspects. I have met very few individuals who have actually preferred life as to what My considerations of as to the aspects are, as the aspects of what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof to such references; however I suppose such luxuries as to those individuals as to how they as to such factors as to not knowing the levels of loss as to the amounts as to such aspects as to My personal life experiences as to actually being capable to truthfully appreciate life as to such aspects in My opinion, as the aspects where she actually was proud of breaking the 10 Commandments instead of how such longer terms as to the regards of such, though as to such references in My opinion as to such immaturity as well as the lack as to such knowledge of other such factors as while she knew of what My son and My daughter and I were dealing with as to how she actually thought she was more intelligent as to the capacities of handling situations on her own as to such references thereof while having had the nerve to blame incorrectly as to when not blaming correctly as to how such aspects as to the factors of blaming requires intelligence to the factors thereof to do so correctly as to the actual best of capability instead of such hypotheticals as to the ways such has been in such hypothetical proof thereof in My opinion.



Thus whereas others might not have been in as many locations as to the amounts of such situations such as how the layouts of the New York City, Pittsburg, Philadelphia and such areas are as to the differences of such as to the factors of San Antonio neighborhoods as to the aspects of what is considered in the areas thereof as to where such common sense if such were to have actually looked at a map to see such references as I had given multiple times as to the factors thereof as to such amounts of My personal nicknames as per the aspects whereas to the amounts of people in such a small area as to the common sense in My opinion. When one street block is considered as an entire neighborhood because of the amount of people who live on the block as to one neighborhood, as to such aspects of difference as to such spread outward aspects as to such references to the state of Texas as to how it takes an entire city in certain locations as to literally one street corner to one sdtreet corner as to the walking distance of less than .15 of a mile for the capacities thereof as to the common sense as in My opinion as to such factors. Thus if having had such common sense referencing such who I once knew in person face to face in person as to the years from 1998 through 2013 as to such regards, as to the capacities as to the reality of the amounts of people I personally knew as to the amounts of people I was making attempts for as to their families and their friends as well as to such aspects as for Myself as then as to such outer areas as to the farmlands and the smaller populations of cities as to the aspects of such nondirectory aspects as to the situations as to yearbooks as to such common sense in My opinion as to such amounts of attempts I made to get exactly where I actually needed to be for the actual assistances that were needed well before I ever was capable to get Myself to the northeast tristate areas as to the common sense aspects as to such factors if I were actually believed then as well as now and forward as to the future.



I am more Mennonite as to such aspects as to the ways thereof to My personal real life with a mixture of Mountaineer and a small dash of Amish as to the aspects of a more modern viewpoint as while having been baptized Methodist then having been baptized Presbyterian as then as to My Confirmation year long classes as to My Graduation as well as attending a parochial Catholic high school as to also having been taught from all of the individuals I once knew as to various religions history as well as other aspects, the references thereof as to the length of time and the amount of work put into such aspects as to the facts to the conjunction of the Rabbis that came to the church repeatedly for Passover and Yom Kippur as well as Rosh Hashanah as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church being a church that was used during the Revolutionary War as per General George Washington's command.



I grew up spending much time with the spirit of General George Washington, as I have clarified repeatedly as to the office behind the church on the hill as well as knowing the grounds as to other work as to the overall aspects where My biological mother was a Deacon and My biological father was a Trustee from the 1980s into the 1990s and the amount of volunteer work as to what I had to take care of as to the amount of work as to such overall aspects. At the time of the first schism in the church overall in the 1980s was as to such aspects to the registration against what was best, the same as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to the 1990s as to another schism as to the year of 1993, before the aspects as to where because of the needless drama from My biological little sister as to where the Bon Voyage occurred for her officially as per the church elders requirements; as in the full difference as to where the aspects as to for the aspects for My party, was My Sweet 16.



I have needed the type of real in person face to face in person in real life relationship as to what I have comprehended is best for Me, officially for more than the timeframe of the year of 2000 since waking up from My Psalm Sunday in Basic Training in the year of 2000 head injury/TBI and the aspects thereof as to My attempts to tell others exactly what actually was/is required for My best interests as I have repeatedly done so for many years. My journal blog The Ornery PSA as to such updates as to the aspects as to from the year of 2019 through 2022 as to such aspects, as to the difference of what would actually make Me happy as well as keep Me happy as to those years.



As a Judeo-Christian Eclectic Futurist as to My overall religious title for My personal religious belief system, as to such aspects where I comprehend and have comprehended a bit more than some may have thought of what My having attempted to bring forward as to making attempts for such assistance in the correct ways as swiftly as possible as to as correctly as possible. Thus as to while some may have thought their interpretations to the difference of My comprehension of Myself, the aspects as to the reality of such facts as such may have been noticed as to such more recent aspects of time.



Eclectic is not electric, for the clarification.



Eclectic is the taking of such aspects as to the fulness of My studies as to My work, as to such overall factors as to the differences where others' interpretations of Eclectic is hypothetically different than as to My specific aspects for the fullness of the title as to the aspects of My religious belief system as to Judeo-Christian Eclectic Futurist as the distinctive difference is important to the aspects of the shortened factors as to just one word as to Eclectic or the acronym of JDEF #JDEF.



Thus as to the references regarding such attempts repeatedly for the best possibilities for life as while Fetlife is one aspect of many factors, such can be seen and noticed as to the facts referencing the forums as well as the post possibilities.



However such importance as to such facts, might have been needed for some to think about the timeframes as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to My knowledge as to such understanding and comprehension thereof to such factors. While having acknowledged as to making the attempts as to the aspects of acceptance as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the knowledge My children would become biological adults, as to the aspects of such factors where the references as to what occurs as to consenting biological adults as to the difference of seeing such aspects as to how My modeling as well as My performances as to such aspects whereas to such references to the aspects of such levels regarding as to such clarifications as to modesty as to the of free will choices.



The situations as to the online aspects as to such factors as to the conjunction of other websites whereas to what My considerations as to such aspects as to My multiple attempts to keep My son and My daughter safe as best as I could from such aspects, as to such references as to the hypotheticals as to such clarifications as to such updates to My journal blog as to such factors regarding "The Modern Day Book". If as to others I once knew in person in real life as to any such aspects as to My children when they were biological minors as to such images in My opinion as to such aspects that were not consensual as to such aspects of the repeated aspects of clarifications as to such proven in My opinion predatory types of behaviour, as to whatever proof would be capable to be found as to such hypotheticals as well as to the conjunction of My Religious Freedoms as to such aspects.



Thus as to such aspects as to what supposedly as to those individuals as to whether they were truly friends of Mine despite such time lengths as to such factors as to such emotional aspects, as to the proof of maturity as to whether such aspects would be proven when reflecting upon such specific time as to the aspects of specific time of the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the specific time of such reviews as to such aspects as to the references thereof as to the proof of such aspects as to the specific times prior as to such aspects as to whether such proof would be as to the aspects of such differences as to the proof of actual typed aspects as well as discussions as to such hypotheticals.



Due to having been born and raised where I was in the 1980s and the 1990s as to where such seriousness as to the aspects thereof to such factors as to health and wellbeing, as to such aspects thereof; though as to My biological age as to such aspects as to My actual background as to the proof as to such aspects of maturity as to the references as to such who had children as to minor aged as to the comparison of such without children, as to such aspects of choice of free will in My opinion as well as the levels thereof to such choices as to the difference as to such hypotheticals regarding the situations in the years of 2010 through 2013 as well as other years.



Though the facts as to the JC Penny pictures as to My lack of knowledge in the year of 2007 as to such while still having made the best attempts as to My children's biological father and family as to the proof as to the years thereof from 2000 through 2010 despite the situations as to such aspects as to such facts as while I made attempts for the actual best interests as to such comprehension, as to such factors as to the differences in reference to My actual needs as to the proof as to the year of 2006 regarding the garage after the backyard aspects as to San Antonio Texas for those who know of those reference times. While it would be great to be capable to write as well as say as to the aspects whereas for My actual best interests as to My actual needs, the aspects of the reality of especially from February 2022 to such aspects as to the references throughout the time to December 2022 as to such actual real and genuine in truth aspects as to such differences as to such aspects as to the years of 2000 through 2010 as to My attempts as to such aspects as to the requirements and the proof of such aspects as to what My considerations of real care actually is as to the real difference as to such aspects thereof as to such facts.



Thus as to how such factors as to ending stolen valor as to the aspects where that JC Penny picture from the year of 2007 was not informed to Me as to the reality until the year of 2008, as to the references as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3 having taken the time to inform Me officially.



Blame the others as to their choices as to their responses as to their choices of free will as to the knowledge thereof before such aspects, as to their choices as to how they needlessly chose to do as they chose while such aspects were as to such factors as to the references thereof.



I defended the Chief Warrant Officer 3 in reference to the responses from My children's biological father's side of their family, as to the references as to such aspects where only in February 2008 was I ever informed as to the differences as to such aspects of My children's biological father's sister as to the name and initials as to such aspects to clearly get the information correct everywhere as the aspects of the presentation as to those paintings where I was taking care of My daughter as to Denton Texas as to the difference as to My children's biological father's sister as to her choices with her mother and her children as well as My son.



Personally having clarified I did not graduate Basic Training as to the aspects thereof despite the facts as to how the Army usually is as to their terminology as to My sight as to such future aspects as to My choice to the Marine Corps (and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment) viewpoint, as to My choice as to seeing the needs for such clarifications as I told My Basic Training as well as I told people throughout Fort Sam Houston and JBSA as I told others throughout multiple in person face to face in person in real life as well as online aspects to such facts as to such sight as it seemed as common sense especially as to the ID Card aspects as I told people about as to My Basic Training as well as those others as to My children's biological father's side of the family as to those needless situations as to that Lackland Air Force in the year of 2001 graduation.



I did not ever have the need to be a dependent as to such aspects as to My personal background, though only those who would be supportive of Me as to the aspects as to My background would comprehend such facts as to the reality as to My MOS in conjunction as to such aspects as well as to MAST in conjunction to other factors of My work as to My length of work history as to the aspects of Prudential as well as other such aspects I clearly explained.



Though that requires as to the year of 2006 as to instead of such overemotional types as to those hypotheticals as to the others in such references, instead of ever actually taking My real needs genuinely seriously as well as actually doing what My needs require as to the common sense as to the knowledge of My real needs as to actually doing so for My actual real needs as to the common sense of what care is to Me as to what caring about Me actually translates to as to the common sense if there actually were as to such as to such factors as to the references thereof instead of the situations as to the proof hereof as the common sense as to My clarifications for the years from 2000 as to such aspects especially as to the year of 2006 as to such arguments.



Though as to My actual needs being met for and to Me directly, would actually be a miracle as to such aspects as to such factors as to such situations as to the common sense of all of My journal blog updates as to the aspects as to the references regarding such factors as to what My needs being met on time every time instead of such amounts of hesitations as to the proof of such aspects from the year of 2018 as I have comprehended My real needs the entire time if I were actually believed instead of interpretations and such were actually completed correctly as to My actual needs as I comprehend the difference between My needs as to comprehending the difference to My wants as to comprehending the difference as to such aspects thereof thereafter as to such facts proven throughout the times instead of others' selfishness as to their sloth as to their envy as to their greed as to their vanity as to their lust as to their pride as to their gluttony as to their apathy as the proof as to such aspects per such aspects of their own choices of their own free will.



What a luxury such must be as to actually having the free will as well as the measures to do such aspects of one's own free will, that would be a fantastic luxury to have for Myself as to all such factors as to My choices as to being capable to keep as to such aspects as what a miracle that would be for Me in all such factors as to My considerations in My real life with whom I choose as to such free will choices as to My best interests as I have comprehended for such lengths of time.



Real love as to the fullness of what I consider as to such, that would be a miracle as to such aspects in a real relationship for Myself with whom I choose actually being as to the aspects of what is actually best for Me as well as to such common sense aspects as to what is actually best for Me.



I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ have stated and written that from the timeframe before My children turn 18 years old as to My lack of a need or want to be married as to such aspects of what I clarified for such timeframes as to My comprehension as to others' interpretations, and thus as to from the point in time as to such aspects thereof thereafter as to My considerations as to such aspects as to when the reference as to the year of 1998 as to the timeframe as to when I would be ready for such for what I personally sought for such aspects as to My common sense.



Thus a long term relationship begins with the understanding that is what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ personally seek as to the long term relationship monogamous aspects as to what My needs are, and now that I have completed such aspects as to the factors regarding such from the years of 2019 to the now and for such future aspects to My needs as to what is best for Me as to what is best for My life as to what is best for My interests.



Remember the facts of how interpretations are only assumptions, and remember how assume is spelled.



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My Facebook Accounts Now as to the occurrences to My original 2 Facebook accounts as to Susan MeeLing also known as Dark Lily now as to the other aspect of My original Lady Dori Belle Facebook account as I am the One and Only Original and Authentic Lady Dori Belle as to the modeling images on Facebook as well as on this Account in Fetlife as to what was once on Facebook before what occurred as to how I wound up in Washington state after what I informed others as to what I was dealing with in My real life in person face to face in person in My real life as to events as well as in the overall aspects such also as to CafeMom also Model Mayhem as to such aspects as to the if factors of others who did not know I introduced Myself as Susan MeeLing as well as the name of Lady Dori Belle in the years of 2010 through 2012 at fetish events if they would have actually remembered and comprehended I actually comprehended what was best for Me as to such aspects as I made attempts as to the aspects thereof as to what I comprehend(ed) as best for My life as to My actual real needs:



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If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ had everything I actually needed and everything I actually wanted, I would actually be happy in real life as what I consider as real life as well as online.




If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~, I would actually perceive the world in a better way as to the amount of experiences I have had as to the responses as to such would be as to what My actual needs are now in the current timeframe as well as forward for Me in the swiftest cinches of time for what My actual needs are and will be as for My best interests now and in the future in real life as what I consider as real life as to the aspects thereof to such factors as to the situations online as to the differences.




If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ was actually cared for and cared about correctly as to My actual needs and My actual wants, then as to how the aspects instead of overemotional responses from others as to the aspects of actually taking into consideration everything as to the combinations in full as to what I have dealt with and the genuine care as to what My actual needs are as to being accomplished as such for Me in real life for Me as to how I have made attempts both in person face to face in person in real life as what I consider as real life as well as online have made attempts as to such amounts of explanations.




If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ were actually loved as to what I consider as actual love, then as to how the aspects of such to what I consider as would be as to such facts as to what I consider as actual love as what I consider as to real love in real life as well as online as to what I consider as.




If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ actually were taken seriously as to My actual explanations as well as the proof thereof, then as to how My needs would have fully been met and would be met correctly each and every day as to what My actual needs are as to My best interests as to what I consider as My best interests as well as more as to the aspects thereof as to what I consider as important.




When I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ have explained as to how such facts as to the truth thereof individuals who have been capable to submit to online social media aspects as to the capabilities to join a website as to then submitting to the facts as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as the facts, as well as would submit to the facts as to the after effects from My subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of My brain as to the length of 8.5 years as from 2000 through 2008 as the facts, as well as would submit as to the facts as to how I have dealt with dealing with headaches daily, as to such facts as to when weekly as to such aspects thereof as to migraines where I have forced Myself to push forward as to such aspects as to such aspects as to the facts to submit to, as well as to submit to the facts as to such memory deficits as to how I have worked to progress Myself from such aspects as to the amount of years since the year of 2000 as to such length of time I worked on such, as to submitting to the facts as to such cognitive disorders I have worked on since the year of 2000 as to such facts, and such aspects where others have needed to accept the facts as to such submission to the facts as to the reality of My SCUBA Diving work as to the facts that what My actual needs have been as well as are as to such facts others have been needing to submit to the facts thereof as to the respect of such.




Thus I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ have clarified repeatedly for others as not for Myself, as I comprehend My own work.



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If others have needed to accept or submit to the facts as to such aspects, then as to the reality they must submit to as to the facts as to the amount of proof as well as the amount of clarifications as at this point in time as to the amount thereof as to such aspects of hypotheticals referencing others as to their own delusions as to depending upon the amount of time as well as the amount of resources.




Thus as to such common sense aspects where the if factors as to what I consider as care for Me as well as what I consider as care about Me would be asked to Me if there was any actual confusions from others, as to there would not be any common sense from others as to if they ever discussed such with others instead of speaking with me as to such aspects as to what I consider as per the times as per the situations as to the aspects thereof as to what common sense would be as to the aspects thereof as to such common sense.




Maturity requires the capability to actually speak with using their words as per opening their mouths to speak with as to such discussions as to when in person face to face in person in real life as to any such if factors as to a discussion with Me, if as to any hypotheticals as to one of My books I authored called "The Modern Day Book"; though such is only one book of over 150 pages long as to the aspects as per the amount of books I authored/wrote/compiled as to on My own as to such aspects in the combined factors, as while My books as to the pictures on my website might look as memes as to the reality of the fact they are real books I authored/wrote/compiled on My own.



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If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ had real friends and real family who were/are actually proud of Me as to My work as to My accomplishments, then as to the aspects as to what I consider as to such aspects of celebrations as to what My considerations as to what I consider as what a celebration or multiple celebrations would actually be as to such aspects as to the hypothetical aspects of instead of what others' misconceptions and/or interpretations and/or perceptions are/have been as to such hypotheticals as to the requirement to actually ask Me as to the aspects as to what My considerations are as to actually asking Me.




Thus if others ever thought I actually had compliments as to what I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ consider as compliments and/or support as to the aspects of the compliments and/or support as what I consider as to such aspects of celebration(s), then as to the difference as to the responses as to My journal blog on My website as to such updates as to the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such aspects as to reviewing the time as to those prior years as to such specifics as to those prior years from the timeframe of the 1980s and the 1990s and the 2000s and the 2010s from people I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as well as online.




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Thus for clarifications as to others reading online and/or having the words read to you from a program, the reality as to such aspects as to if you thought while looking as to that not ever in any capacity of ever being a discussion with Me unless as to a private message and/or a forum posting response.



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I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~, thought that was common sense as well as common knowledge to others as to the differences of in person face to face in person in real life to the difference as to in your person face to face with whatever your piece of whatever type of technology as to such aspects as to viewing such aspects as to the differences thereof as to such aspects of the situations as to My creations as to My books and/or in more specific references as to the creation of My Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces. As how I appreciate life as to such aspects as to the difference though in conjunction to My appreciation of Fetlife as to such aspects as to the appreciation of life, as to such aspects of living in real life.



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Thus as to how others I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects of if they thought their reviewing as to such aspects during such prior points in whatever specific year as to whatever specific situations as to such differences as to My review as to such aspects as to the points in time whether as to the specific time and/or as to reviewing in a latter timeframe as to such aspects of the timeframe as to such reviews such as to the years of My first publications of My books in the years of 2014/2015 through 2016 and/or as to My latter publications in the year of 2022 as to My books, as there is a difference as to the aspects of My journal blogs on My website as what I thought was common sense as to such clarifications.



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If I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SVUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ work as to such were actually considered as important to others, well as to what the common sense would actually be as to what My considerations as to such aspects of what I consider as important as to the aspects of if a question as to asking Me as to My considerations of such aspects as to such hypotheticals.



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Thus as to how I have been open as to such aspects as to as what I consider as a monogamous relationship as to the aspects of what I consider as a monogamous relationship as I clarified as to the year as to when the aspects of what year would be as to the age thereof after the timeframe as to when my children were legally a certain age, then as to such aspects where when that point in time arrived as to the facts I clarified to others as to what I would be doing as to such aspects as to such updates from that year as to My personal life as well as My personal needs as well as My personal wants as well as My personal goals as well as My personal desires as well as My personal ideals for Myself; as any normal human being would do as to what I considered as common sense, as to the aspects of what I would clarify as to the aspects as to what would become My personal needs/wants/ideals/preferences/desires as to such aspects as what a mature individual would do if they were ever capable to appreciate life as to the common sense as to how such time would progress.




Thus as to how My books as to such clarifications as to the genres, as thus as to such aspects to the considerations as to such aspects to the genres. If however somehow as to such aspects of the fiction genre books having somehow become reality as to such aspects in a generalized overall, well then as to such aspects where I suppose the oddity whereas then I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~, would be the character named Maggie and I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ would be the character named Nelumbo as to such differences as to such if factors as to the situations as to the aspects thereof as to the only common sense, and yet as to the differences as to My real life unless such is just prophecy as to the aspects thereof to such future aspects for Myself as I had not written as to such aspects as to marriage for the characters officially as to the aspects as to where I have had the aspects of My work as I should not have to write such aspects as to marriage being the only way as to such aspects of what monogamy would be considered as to Me as to how important the 10 Commandments are to Me as to such overall aspects as to the references as to monogamy as to a romantic relationship as to what I consider as to being a romantic relationship in My considerations.



I did not write any of My fiction books and/or book series with anyone specifically I knew at the timeframe of when I authored such books, as while there are capacities to see some metaphors later as to after the year of 2020 as to such possibilities as to the if factors as to what I was told the reality of just being creative as to such aspects as to the timeframe thereof. I was just creating as I thought it was needed, and since I had no other outlets as to what would be for such amounts of words as to the aspects where such creativity was as to the aspects as to My writings.



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Though, I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~, doubt I am the only one as to the considerations of monogamy as well as romance as to the aspects thereof as to believing in the 10 Commandments as to the importance thereof officially.




There is nothing romantic I have seen or had for Myself as I ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ as to posting online as to the difference as to the aspects as to a monogamous relationship as to what My personal considerations are as to romance as to what I consider as romance, just for clarifications as to My personal opinion about such aspects in the hypothetical references thereof as to such aspects where in My opinion such would be the equivalent as to the movie Titanic being considered as a romance where I have not and do not consider the movie Titanic as a romance at all.



The aspects where in Titanic as to such amounts of symbolic factors instead of real life factors as to how I do not consider such as romance, as BioDome seemed more romantic as to the aspects of when the males and females were reunited as to such aspects as to how romance would be as to the aspects of how such should have been immediate in My opinion.



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I consider Morticia and Gomez Addams as to what is romance to the best of all romances, as in My opinion the aspects of such is the way I consider real romance if that were to actually be for Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life if having to give a pop culture reference as the only other main aspect as to romance as to the Sailor Moon aspects with Tuxedo Mask as to such situations in a larger long term overall way as to such combinations. While the theme as to the movie of Beauty and the Beast as to how such symbolic factors are important to such considerations, romance is different in My opinion as to though the three combined as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to such considerations of romance in what could be though as to such mainly important aspects as to the reality of such pop culture as to the in person proverbially as to the aspects thereof to such pop culture as to how such characters are in person face to face in person in their aspects as to their pop culture factors as to the aspects I suppose as to the reference as to Cool World if I were to create such for Myself as to such a reference for My real life aspects as to My considerations thereof though as to looking as I am as to such aspects as to such differences as to the aspects of what the considerations as to the characters as to such aspects thereof to the considerations as to the male in such references as to what I consider as a romantic monogamous relationship aspects for that male and I as to who Myself ~ Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name as to the legal SCUBA Diving last name ~ also known as ~ Lady Dori Belle ~ also known as Lady Liberty Belle ~ is.



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Brightest of Blessings.



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###**Possibility as to acceptance to Me to personal and/or business relationship aspects as to a long term relationship with Me as an acquaintance and/or friendship and/or family type and/or romantic relationship = Caregiver, Sensualist, bottom, submissive, Vanilla, and/or Leatherboi, and/or Leatherbottom, and/or Leathergirl, and/or rubberist, and/or Rope bottom, and/or Spankee, and/or pup, and/or kitten, and/or pet, and/or sissy, and/or middle**


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### **Soft Limit = Stop to discuss if actually needed as per what I ~Susan MeeLing (legal last name) consider as needed to discuss, also the color of Yellow and/or the color of blue**



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### **Possibility of acquaintanceship and/or friendship only as to personal and/or business = Leatherwoman, Leatherman, Dominant Fe/Male either or, Top, handler, Master, Mistress, handler, kajira/kajirus (as My choice is My choice)**



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**#### Hard Limit = Red/Magenta/Cherry/Burgundy/any color and/or word of My choice and/or reference thereof as I make the choice as to such references thereof to so choose including the color of black and/or the color of brown and/or the color of grey and/or any color I so choose to name, no, stop, do not continue to be as annoying as such fully, if needed then I ~Susan MeeLing (legal Maiden/MAST/Army last name) and/or (legal Blue ID Card/SCUBA Diving last name) and/or Lady Dori Belle and/or Lady Liberty Belle ~ will discuss as per such needs of Mine**



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#### **Hard Limit for play and/or romantic of any type relationships including My business as well as aspects of personal sexual relationship(s) (with Me) as such HARD LIMITs as to full fledge no = brats and/or smart ass masochists and/or primal and/or disciplinarian and/or hedonist and/or sadist and/or feminizer and/or spanko and/or predator and/or switch(es) and/or sadomasochist and/or exhibitionist and/or voyeur and/or cuckquean referencing any type of play what so ever = Hard Limit as to the description(s) as the reality of Fetlife is as to the sexual aspects as to turn ons sexually as to the facts and such aspects of My fetish lists are as to such references as well fully**



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#### ***Anything not in My fetish list is automatically a limitation where discussions with Me are mandatory, as to My being officially informed as to what is for Me to choose for the aspects of My personal comfort(s) as that includes the hard limit of others' interpretations of Me and/or My choices.



Blame others for their choices as to such aspects as to the reality I brought forward as to their choices, as to such aspects as to how many attempts I made as to the truth and accept that reality because if I was actually taken seriously at all times as to the facts that everything would (have) been better sooner.



Colors of My clothing outfits only translates to My choice of clothing to wear, as to the common sense if there is any at all in the entire world at this point. If I was actually cared about as to how such aspects of My actual ADA would be accepted and followed correctly as to My actual needs, as "Finding A Silver Lining" is of My past as to the aspects of the timeframes. As progressing forward as to such clarifications and updates as I clarified I was going to do in person in real life as well as in my book "Finding A Silver Lining" as to such aspects of where I clarified in real life, as well as then after in writing.***






Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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