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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

​

​

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The reality of the original birthdate of Jesus Christ before AD

For those who might read my journal blog as the reality of my knowledge that online the capacities of reading if as to the seeking, though as to such aspects where I figured if others had ever known of my website as to whether in reference to my #MdealofHonorArt #MedalofHonorArtProject #MedalofHonorArtPrpojectArtwork Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and/or my books I authored/wrote/compiled and/or my paintings and/or my modeling and/or my social media and/or in this particular reference as to my journal blog, I figured as to others speaking with me in truth about such with etiquette and respect as to my work even though it is not considered as work to others through the legal standards as to the aspects as to how much it takes for me to work to deal with my headaches as to the physical pain levels as well as how much work it takes me to deal with when my migraines as the aspects of the physical pain levels as that is what headaches and migraines are as to the physical pain levels within the region of the cranium of the body and as to how such throughout the rest of the physical body is impacted from the pain levels from my headaches as I am uncertain how others' headaches and migraines are though that is what was explained to me when I went through the various neurologists and neuropsychologists as to the levels as to my stresses and my worries at the time as to my personal concerns as to other factors in reference to neuropsychology because of what I guesstimate as to the stress levels as to the neuropsychology factors. However to deal with the amount of physical pain just from my headaches as to the reality when my migraines are elevated as to the pain levels as to the lower amounts of capability to tolerate much beyond just what I can deal with, at the time.



When my biological children were minor aged children as to how many attempts each day to deal with keeping a smile on my face to being a Mom to them while taking care of the aspects of what was needed at the time, and thus as to how such factors where I did the best as I could as to ensuring they had everything they needed while making sure to do what I could for myself as to the reality of comprehending there would be the day when I would have to take care of myself as they would be old enough to be on their own as to in their own lives with who they chose as to such aspects as to the situations as per the same in reference as to myself. While I have made the attempts in the capacities as much as I have as to the lengths of time as to such situations, as to how such factors have been as to such references regarding the timeframes as to the year of 2019 as to such factors. I have made the attempts as to where it seemed as common sense as to the same if factors in reference as to a prior journal blog entry that if I was wanted in reference as to what the timing would be with the details thereof as to the references regarding how proper invitations are as to the etiquette standards as to what an invitation actually is, as to such references regarding such if factors as to the overall aspects.



Thus in reference to how such situations as to my childhood and my teenager years as to the reality of how I was raised in reference to #Jewish #JudeoChristian #Christian Judeo-Christian ways as per the aspects of how #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch #OTPC #PresbyterianChurchUSA Old Tennent Presbyterian Church was during the years I attended, as to the #Rabbi Rabbis that would teach during #JewishholidayPassover Passover as well as #YomKippur Yom Kippur and #RoshHashana Rosh Hashana as to sometimes one and sometimes the other as to the references regarding the aspects of the situations as to the year. We learned much in reference to more than just those two factors as we learned the meaning of the Jewish holiday of Passover as the only references as to what I have personally referred to as to such aspects in such writings and discussions as to my personal backgrounds as well as the meaning of Yom Kippur as well as the meaning of Rosh Hashana, while also as to the weekly and sometimes monthly and sometimes yearly aspects of the secular calendar aspects in the difference as to the spiritual or religious calendar aspects. Thus as to how much additional educational background factors regarding the references as to the drive thru nativity as to the difference as to such aspects as to the reality where if as to walking up to the manger area as to such aspects, though as to how such was different as to the two prior locations as to the aspects where the ways those were arranged. Yet as to how such was the ways as to the invitation to the church congregation if as to making the attempts as to speaking with as to getting the information in truth as to the reality where the congregation would not ever offer to bring forward such as to the knowledge of as to the reality where the grounds were as to such references, and thus as to the nativity factors as to the individuals being capable to either know of the church and then as to how making such arrangements and/or they would seek to asking someone who would give the information as to attending the congregation services.



The reality of how such was during the years the nativity was in the timeframe, as to the differences as to the various church activities throughout each week and throughout each month and throughout each year. The references additionally as to the #Pastoral #Pastor #Reverend #OrdainedReverend Pastoral duties as to the aspects of the church and the buildings as well as the grounds as to making sure the factors with the #Deacon Deacons as well as the #Trustee Trustees in conjunction to the board members, and then the aspects as to the congregation as to such aspects in the references thereof. Admittedly there were those who noticed differences once the church was recognized as a historical landmark as to the disagreement of the majority of the congregational members especially the elders of the congregation as to such references regarding their concerns that I had agreed in sharing with such concerns, as to the references regarding how certain situations were noticed during the 1980s as well as what was noticed by others from the 1960s as well as the 1970s though some as to the 1950s and the 1940s as to the elders of the congregation; though most were concerned as to how situations were in the 1980s as to the aspects of multiple factors as to how the pop culture was getting more pervasive and as to the ways where the needs and requirements as to protecting the sanctity of the church as well as the grounds became more pervasive as to certain occurrences as to the differences between Hollywood #Hollywood and the differences as to Broadway #Braodway as while the terminology was not pop culture #popculture back then the common sense as to the current timeframe as to how that does not take a head injury to figure out as to the definitions when describing the prior timeframes in the current timeframe as to this year of 2023.



Having dealt with others as to how they thought they knew more instead of the facts as to where the elders of the congregation as to such before the 1980s as to such references, as well as the aspects as to the differences of congregation members that were not generational as to whether they chose to be a part of the church because of the historical references or because of their connection as to such regards as to the respecting of the church as well as the respecting of the buildings as well as the respecting of the grounds as to such overall aspects as to the combined factors as to the larger factors in reference to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church. If individuals as to their choice as to asking as to such elders as to what was and/or what was not allowed, depending upon prior references as to the situations of respecting the overall aspects, as the elders of the congregation were specifically traditional in the regards as to how such was as to before the registration of the historical aspects because of what it would take to maintain and sustain the overall factors in the fullnesses thereof as to such a registration of the historical factors regarding each and every situation as to the overall aspects of such references with the conjunction as to the #RevolutionaryWar #Revolutionary Revolutionary War aspects as to the #BattleofMonmouth Battle of Monmouth as well as the fact that #GeneralGeorgeWashington #POTUSGeneralGeorgeWashingtonCommanderinChief General George Washington's private office as to such references regarding the church building on top of the hill as to the requirements as to such maintenance as well as the requirements as to sustaining correctly as to such regards thereof.



However as I would guesstimate as to myself not being a church as to how I personally am not a building as to such references thereof officially because I am a human being, and thus as to such references and regards thereof whereas to such hypotheticals as to any such factors in reference to others' immaturity as to the if factors as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to where such would officially declare such individuals as to within the modern day references as to such #American American Civil War #AmericanCivilWar factors as to myself being a human being as to such differences regarding the aspects as to any other hypothetical as to such aspects of immaturity regarding such aspects in my opinion. Thus as to where such hypotheticals would then as to themselves be as to of their own free will as to such aspects where I personally did not and would not ever give permission to such aspects officially, because of the reality of such factors as while some might try to think of themselves more highly as to the reality of the Grandfather legal clauses as to such references as to the anti-slavery factors as to where such defintiions as to the references thereof to certain individuals as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the terminology of such references and regards thereof to such hypotheticals.



Thus in the capacity of where much legal studies are as to the northeastern areas of the #UnitedStatesofAmerica #USA United States of America as to the specific colleges and universities as to where such aspects would be capable to be argued as to such references of those hypotheticals, because of such if factors whereas throughout the rest of the United States of America as to how slavery is banned throughout such legal terminologies and while as to such references whereas to such supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle factors as to the terminology in reference to Fetlife as to the references where human beings are as to such references and factors thereof only. Thus in such hypothetical situations as to whether someone is mature as to the intellectual capacities as well as the emotional intelligence as to such if factors, as to the references of such hypotheticals regarding other situations as to the references thereof whereas to the reality of needing to ensure the real and truthful information as to such knowledge of someone to the differences of knowing someone personally. While the aspects as to if reading my journal blog is only as to the knowing of me as to the differences as to knowing me as to the depth level as to the time in person face to face in person and/or such aspects of personal private messages as to such time lengths for the hypotheticals, as to earlier journal blog updates as to my website from the year of 2019 through this year of 2023 though mainly as to the year of 2022 as to such personal in person face to face in person knowledge and/or such amounts thereof to such private messages as to the personal private messages as to the online formats as to such regards of if factors as to the clarifications as to such hypotheticals.



Thus as to such if factors as to the references thereof in this modern timeframe as to my having acknowledged to being the original baby #JesusChrist #TheChrist Jesus Christ in 3 different locations in my childhood, the reality of the knowledge as to the prior timeframes as to such aspects of before the #Bible Bible was put together as to the references thereof where there is the #OldTenestaemt Old Testament from the #Torah Torah as to the difference of the Old Testament within the Bible as to the Old and #NewTestament New Testaments. Those who have scholarly studies as to the backgrounds in reference to the philosophical references as to the birth of Jesus Christ as to before the Biblical factors, the timeframe as to such references because of the descriptions as to whether it was in the timeframe of the secular month of November or if in the secular month of December though as to the secular 12 calendar days as to the if factors because of the descriptions of if into the month of January as to the 12 days of Christmas references regarding the actual birth of Jesus Christ as to such aspects.



Those who have the background as whether to #seimarycollege seminary college and/or heavy studies within the various religions as to the depth levels as well as the amounts thereof depends upon as to such factors as to the amount of focus as well as the continuous portions as to such references, in my opinion though as to how seminary colleges and seminary universities as to such references as to the Bachelors Degree as to the Masters Degree as to the Doctorate's Degree as to such levels thereof as well as the papers written as to such theological references regarding such studies as to the backgrounds thereof to such references as to the religious as well as the philosophical references to such regards. Personally having been raised with such amounts thereof as to my biological Mother having been a Deacon at Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the 1980s through some of the 1990s as the same as to my biological Father as to being a Trustee as to the timeframe thereof, then as to my childhood as to my personal involvement with the church as well as the works thereof as to the backgrounds as well as the maintaining and sustaining factors whereas to such points in time of the year of 1998. I went through the year long-ish though truthfully from September of 1996 through May of 1997 as to the confirmation class as to the Confirmation Graduation in either May or June or July of the year of 1997, then as to such references while attending #SaiontJohnVianney #SaintJohns #SaintJohnVianneyHighSchool #SJV #SJVHS Saint John Vianney High School a #Catholic Catholic parochial high school for the years of 1996 through 1998 as to such mandatory religion classes as per each year though as to how that high school was as to a college arrangement for the courses and thus as a similar-ish aspect as to #Asher #AsherHolmes #AsherHolmesElementarySchool Asher Holmes Elementary School as to the depth levels of the educational backgrounds in reference to the college textbooks as to the current published date as to the recent publishing date for such references when I attended Asher Holmes Elementary School in the 1980s through 1994.



Thus Saint John Vianney High School was arranged with where from September through January-ish was the equivalent of one college semester of courses and then from January-ish through June as to a second semester of what college and/or universities would understand as to such references, regarding the educational aspects of such semester coursework as to being capable to achieve more educational backgrounds as to the timeframes thereof. Thus as to the timeframe from the year of 1996 through 1998 as to those who attended Saint John Vianney High School when I attended Sain John Vianney High School as to the equivalent of a Bachelor's Degree as to the timeframe as to the semester course studies because of how we attended school and went through classes from 7:30-ish am/07:30 through to around 3pm/15:00 Mondays through Fridays and those who have attended college universities have the knowledge of their own schedules as to their own classes, as we at Saint John Vianney High School had 5 class periods per day as to the time for the classes as to just over one hour as to the scheduling of the timeframe as well as the work in each one of the classes. Religion class was mandatory as to such aspects in the references thereof for those who were not Catholics to begin with, though I am uncertain as to the aspects of others who were Baptized and raised Catholic as to how their classes were as to such references.



Thus from the timeframe of my Freshman year as to the Greco-Roman classes through to the year of 1998 I technically had 3.5 years of Latin studies, though because of the factors as to where if others wanted to advance in the studies of #GrecoRomanLatin #Latin #GrecoLatin #RomanLatin #Greek #Roman #Latin Greco-Roman Latin as to where the classes went up to either V or VI for the Latin courses for the timeframe if I remember correctly as it may have been up to the Latin classes of up to VII for the Saint John Vianney High School when I attended and since most only took Latin I or Latin II, I was the dork I was as to each semester as to such references regarding the classes as to the scientific factors as to my knowledge many scientific naming factors have a scientific factors as to the references thereof to such regards as to the Greek and/or Latin suffixes and/or prefixes and/or mid-wording aspects as to the regards thereof to such references as to the ways as to the timeframes as I had learned.



Thus in reference to the situations about the timeframes during the years of when I attended Saint John Vianney High School in the conjunction of attending #Presbyterian Old Tennent Presbyterian Church in the conjunction of Confirmation Classes, as to much in the references thereof as to the amounts of background studies with the conjunction of the multiple Rabbis that taught as well as my own childhood connections as to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu as well as the aspects of my Grandpa Gavett as he was a heavily involved Judeo-Christian as well as my biological Mother as to the Deacon and my biological Father as to the Trustee factors. When adding the references as to my biological Mother's half-siblings as to their religious backgrounds as to their lives as to how such references as to the regards of such factors during the timeframes as to when having known them as to such references in such regards, as to the amount of time as to such factors. Whereas there were some crossovers as to the religious studies as to the references thereof, in the conjunction of my own personal background as to my personal studies as to such references thereof as I have made attempts to give explanations as to the references as to how I earned my 26 #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving certifications from the month officially of January-ish as to one set of classes though the official certification in the month of March in 2009 and the 26th SCUBA Diving certification classes were completed officially in September 2009 though as to the certification in the month of November 2009 for those examples as to what I worked on in the conjunction of such factors as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury.



When taking into the consideration as to the three month long every weekend boot camp not military way as to such wording though as to the aspects of as to the strenous work as to the additional weekly homework as to where I made attempts to get all of my homework completed before Wednesday because of my own personal schedule as to my son and my daughter as being as to my responsibilities as a Mom, though also as to such other factors as to my headaches and my migraines as to the physical pain levels before taking into the considerations as to the additional physical pain levels added as to the stresses from the situations as to the McCoy Elementary School #McCoy #McCoyElementary #Elementary #McCoyElementarySchool of Carrollton Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #Texas #Texasstate #TX #CTX of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as Farmers Branch #FarmersBranch #FarmersBranchISD #CFBISD #FBTX is a different city in the state of #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate Texas as to those who might not have known that the two cities combined their school district factors because of the population sizes as to the factors thereof and since Famers Branch has a lake-ish area as to where I personally refused to SCUBA Dive within those waters as to my personal sensations I personally noticed as to that area of Farmers Branch as my opinion was as to not needing to be in those particular waters.



Thus as to such references as to those who would have the knowledge as to the description of the weather as to the night when Jesus Christ was born as to the aspects of the amount of snowfall as to where most know in the northern hemisphere as to the snowfall in most regions is from the months of the end timeframe of November through the month of January and/or February as to the calendar secular year, and thus as to how the calendar secular year was not implemented until after the Julius Cesar timeframe as to such aspects where there was the #GregorianCalendar Gregorian calendar as to such viewpoints as well as the solar calendar and the lunar calendars for such considerations as to the amounts thereof, there is also the astrological calendars as to the factors of both the solar calendar and the lunar calendar in the conjunction of the #Chinese #ChineseCalendar Chinese calendar as well as the #Jewish #Hebrew #calendar #JewishCalendar Jewish Hebrew calendar systems as to such references regarding such factors. In the United States of America there is the Famers Almanac as to such references of calendar aspects in the conjunction of other references as to the northern hemisphere of the earth as to such aspects where the differences as to the southern hemisphere of the earth as to how their weather as well as their calendars are as to such factors that I personally am unaware of. However I guesstimate as to some similarities as to certain factors while as to the weather aspects being a difference, though also the viewpoint of the astrological aspects as to the reality referencing to the globe of the earth as to what possible viewpoints they might have as to such differences to the northern hemisphere.



Thus when Jesus Christ was born as to the secular aspects, would be as to such references regarding the if factors as to the #weather weather descriptions.



I admit I wish I had around me those who I once knew if there were those who had actually cared about me who were honest with me, as to a different addition to this posting as once I would have been completed with what work I did have to take care of in #Tennessee #TN #TNstate #Tennesseestate Tennessee if I could have gotten that completed as I actually needed and had planned; however since the situations have been as they have been since several times in my childhood that because of the timeframes when it was as it was, the reality of where others had not taken me seriously when I gave them warnings about what I saw before such times when situations occurred as to the aspects thereof as to the times. Though as to how #Washington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAstate Washington state went as to both times referencing such aspects as to those two different times, the situations as to what I dealt with as to the aspects combined as to the situations oddly as to the factors thereof, as warnings are not the same as threats as to the common sense as I had figured for decades.



Warnings as to having explained seeing as to the factors in reference to the same way warning labels are in the references thereof to situations as signs in reference to the factors in reference of when there are situations that could be as to the same when Hurricane Katrina #HurricaneKatrina went through as to how the news reports as to warning others about how the aspects could be, were not considered as threats and were considered as warnings for others to prepare themselves as to being capable to get themselves to safety instead of what occurred in reference to those who chose to make the choices as to the differences as to the situations as had occurred. In the references as to the warnings I gave people I had once known as to what I saw as to my childhood and my teenager years as well as in my biological adult years as to such differences though yet to the similarities of the timeframes such as to the aspects of what some might consider as prophetic, the references as to what I warned people I once knew in Texas as to the factors where since more recently as to the news reports using Twitter and #Facebook Facebook posts as references regarding reporting as to how I could see such aspects as to other references as per when the timeframes as to the differences as to #Fetlife Fetlife as to the factors thereof to such timeframes of the if factors as to the warnings I gave about technology as to such references in different capacities.



Instead of others taking me seriously as to the references regarding such factors well before the timeframes of ever writing anything as to creating my books as to the different genres, the aspects whereas others had thought and spoken as to such situations as to the proof thereof through their own choices as to the similarities as to when in reference to Hurricane Katrina as to how such choices others made were as to such references thereof to such situations. As I had begun my journal blog updates in the year of 2019 after the occurrences as to the situations as per the timeframes when the 20 year memorial timeframe of the 11 September 2001 attacks occurred, I had told people I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to the situations in the same coastline area as well as in the same overall area as to the Twin Towers #TwinTowers as to the #Wolrld #WorldTradeCenter #WTC #WorldTradeCenterPlaza #WTCP World Trade Center in reference as to the situations regarding the aspects of the month of February in the year of 1993.



As I had to clarify the aspects of what I had seen and noticed when I was in Washington state in the years of 2013 through 2019, if I had seen people that I once knew in person face to face in person in real life who could have spoken with me in truth as to actually asking me if I remembered them as to reconnecting as to if there actually was a real friendship and/or if there actually was a real relationship as to such differences as to how I personally would have handled the situations if I personally actually recognized such individuals as instead of during such a timeframe as to the review of such times as to my updates to my journal blog in the years of 2019 through 2022 as what I figured did not take a head injury to figure out. Since I personally am the type who just asks possibly because of the factors as to how it seems important as well as easier to ask with etiquette and respect immediately instead of prolonging anything or having someone else ask for me, as to such massive distinctive differences as to the aspects in my opinion of caring about and/or caring for someone if there is such a possibility.



However I suppose that is just me as to who I am, as I have learned from my childhood as to it is better to not waste time as to having the knowledge of how swiftly time actually moves and how situations can be in an instant, as I learned very early on in my personal life.



I have had to learn through such aspects of situations in my personal life where the aspects of noticing time as to the factors where the reality of life as to such differences regarding the aspects of when cared about and/or cared for as to the lack of hesitation regarding if it actually matters, and how direct and to the point such situations sometimes have to be in the references thereof to such situations as to the time. However as to such aspects as where I suppose the aspects of pop culture as to where others have learned as to pausing a game or pausing a movie, as to the difference where life cannot be put on pause ever as to such factors of reality. It is one aspects as to dealing with headaches and migraines as to the pain levels, it is one aspect to needing to figure out such factors as to memory deficits and cognitive disorders; it is a complete other ball of proverbial wax as to such references regarding the aspects whereas to the situations of comprehending the aspects of in the year of 2003 as to the 10 year memorial of the year of 1993 regarding February, as the same as to the situations as to 2011 as to the 10 year memorial as to 11 September 2001 or as mostly others know of as 9/11.



Just the same as to the references regarding as to my work when I was earning my SCUBA Diving certifications as to how those factors as to the immediate work as I completed such as to the immediate need for such references to actually be mature as to taking care of the situations, and as to the references thereof in the year of 2019 as to the factors of where when I made attempts to speak with others instead of having to write about such as to the lack of humanity when having to write about the situations as to the reality of the differences as to discussions as in prior timers as well as current times as to how that does not take a head injury to figure out either. When writing such aspects as to when I personally write as to such aspects as to I personally being a human being, though as to the differences of such in person face to face in person aspects as to the #commonsense #commonsenseisimportant common sense factors in my opinion. Thus as to such common sense aspects if there was as to such references during the timeframes thereof well before the year of 2019, as to the references regarding such factors as to the 20 year memorial in the year of 2013 as to 1993 just as to such references in the regards as to such aspects of the 20 year memorial in the year of 2021 as to 11 September 2001.



While the aspects of news reports as to the difference of documentaries whereas the documentaries are only useful as to when the aspects of prior timeframes as to how many individuals could have been as to the immediate circumstances, as to the differences as to how documentaries are only such lengths of times thereafter the facts as to the lowered amount of individuals to actually speak with as to knowing them at the specific timeframes as to the specific situations as to such common sense factors as to the real time as to the specific point in time as to the differences as to documentaries as to what is common sense as to such differences of being capable to have such humanity in person in real life in person as to such factors.



Thus as to how such situations as to where there could have been the time whereas to such factors as to the documentation of my prior personal situations instead of what aspects as to the factors when at the same time of such years of 2019 through 2021 as to the aspects of what could have been, though as to such choices in the references thereof as to such others' choices as to their same hesitations as to such prior timeframes as to their own selfimportance as to such aspects of their own feelings as to the differences as to such facts of having to distinguish the differences as to my perosnal emotions as to reviewing as to the timeframes thereof to such prior situations as what a mature individual would do when taking into consideration the timeframe as to such aspects. Then again as to whether I knew individuals who were actually emotionally mature as to such prior points in time I suppose when taking into the considerations as to how such factors have been as to throughout the years and decades, as to the reality of whereas such individuals who could have been mature enough as to the aspects as to actually having a real discussion with me as to such references as to the specifics of the time instead of as to how such types as to the aspects thereof as to such levels thereof to whatever factors as to the definition of maturity.



Thus in such references to regretting to such aspects as to having thought the aspects of moving swifter to actually getting such aspects taken care of as actually needed instead of such wastes of amounts of time as to the references thereof as to the different situations, when having to re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-explain as to such aspects because of the failures to communicate correctly on time as to such specific points in time as to the needless amounts of bueauracy in my opinion as to such if situations, as to my opinion personally whereas to why would I believe in humanity at this point if others believe in bueauracy more than believing in real discussions in person face to face in person in real life instead of how such social media as to where that is not in the same context in my opinion as to such references. In my opinion as to the references thereof as to such factors as to the feelings of others as to the differences of the reality of the emotional toll such situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects of the combined situations, if others' feelings were more important to them in the difference of my personal viewpoint as to such emotional tolls as to the additional stresses as to the physical pain levels as to how the common sense is as to the physical headaches as to the physical migraines as to how such emotional tolls on such as to the stress levels of undue amounts of pressure as well as such situations as to having to deal with as to both in the prior references as to such aspects as well as to the situations as to the timeframes as to such updates in the references thereof.



There is the reality of whether in reference to the news as to giving a background as to the situations as to the factors of the reality when in a documentary as to the larger amounts of information as to the differences of the details as to the news, and thus as to the reality of whereas in my opinion as to the timeframes when reviewing such as to the social media aspects of the news feed if others actually had thought of such as news instead of taking the reality seriously as they would on real news stations as to the aspects of social media if as to such references as to then as to documentary aspects depending upon who one is as to such timeframes as well as the situations combined. If as to such references as to those who thought of such times as to news instead of the aspects where even with the reference as to the news reports as to Hurricane Katrina as to the news reports of the reality, the additional aspects as to how such latter timeframes as to the documentary viewpoint of such references to the situations combined as to the common sense factors as what I figured did not take a head injury to figure out.



However as to the reality of such situations as to February 1993 as to such aspects as to the differences as to such types of those who try to be a part of something they were not a part of to begin with as to others in the references where they self-appoint themselves as though they were ever important enough to begin with as to such aspects in my personal opinion as to such if hypothetical factors as to such situations latter as to such points in time, in my personal opinion as to how such self-appointed trying to being more important than they ever were as to such situations as to the reality of differences as to the facts as to the personal experiences as to the personal knowledge as to the personal understanding as to the personal comprehension as to the differences as to those who self-appoint themselves as though they ever mattered to the situations as to such a beginning point whereas the reality of such self-appointing as to whereas the proof as to such lack of importance as to the specifics as to the specific points in time of such references as to the year of 1993 in the month of February if as to any other state as to different than the tristate areas as to the northeast in such references to the aspects thereof to such others as to their hypothetical self-importance whereas they were not ever important as to such situations officially because of the reality as to those facts.



Similarly as to my SCUBA Diving work as to the reality of others thinking of themselves as more important or as to the terminology of others' self-appointed as to such aspects, the reality of the only facts as to the one and only who would be capable to discuss as to such facts as to myself as to the references thereof and if others who in such hypotheticals as to their self-appointed aspects as to how their self-importance as to the difference as to the importance of the factors as to discussions as to being the one and only who can actually answer the questions instead of others feeling their self-worth as to such differences in my personal opinion as to the common sense factors instead of such aspects of whereas I am not self-appointed to my own personal experiences as I am the one and only as to my personal experiences as to what should not take a head injury to figure out. Thus in such references as to the factors thereof to the differences as to others' self-appointed aspects to where in my opinion they make themselves to a modern day Jesus Christ as to such references when they are asked questions as to such situations they personally cannot truthfully answer as to the reality of such aspects, as to the situations in reference to the proof thereof and thus their self-appointed aspects to where such self-importance as to such aspects of just because of knowing of does not equate as to knowing the information as to understanding the information as to comprehending the situations as to such factors as to what did not take a head injury for me to figure out.



Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out if I was considered as a wanted artist as to where others would not have self-appointed themselves and/or appointed others to speak about my work as if to speak on my behalf as to such work of mine, as to the reality of differences as to when I completed such work as to dropping off such work as to the aspects of whereas to such appointments to schedule the time as to for me to personally discuss such as to such factors whereas to the opposite I suppose to where others self-appointed as to however they chose to self-appoint as to such references thereof as to in the difference of such discussions as to whereas I could have been as to the difference as to where I was as to the timeframes of such hypothetical factors. The laziness as to such references as to videos as to my #Official #YouTube Official YouTube Channel as to such references thereof is not the same and others are capable to comprehend such facts as to the reality of such situations as to the immaturity levels as to such if factors, as to the situations whether in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces and/or my paintings and/or my mural as to such references thereof because why would it ever be of importance as to the one and only who created such factors to ever personally explain such aspects in person face to face in person as what would be more important as to such hypothetical aspects of if factors?



However as to how that went in reference to what was my apartment as to the aspects of the lack of difference as to what was my home as to what was my house as to such aspects whereas others' selfishness as to their self-importance as to their self-appointed aspects to the difference of my comprehension of myself as to the comprehension of what it is to such aspects of my own personal work, as to the references thereof to such comprehension situations as to those types of their own selfishness as to their own self-appointed aspects as to their own self views as to such if factors as to the hypotheticals thereof to such situations. Thus as to where I should have and would have and could have been capable to take care of such informational aspects as to the specifics as to the specific points in time instead as to the length of time as to such references both as to the year of 1993 as well as to the year of 2001, the aspects of where such information as to the before the 10 year memorial as to such references as well as before the 20 year memorial to 1993 as to the aspects whereas to before the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 as to such updates as to the documentation of my personal life experiences as to my personal knowledge as to the differences of those types of their immaturity as to their self-appointed self-righteousness as to such aspects of their own selfishness as to the common sense factors thereof to the situations.



Thus as to how such references as to the timeframes of the 1990s as to when the aptitude tests were where many had been given the information of being a film director as to the film director of their own lives and not in reference to where such was not ever for them to ever be involved as to such factors thereof to such references, if there were those who had the common sense as to such references regarding how technology was going to be as to such references and regards thereof as they can write about themselves as to their own self-importance as to such differences as to the hypotheticals thereof to such references just as they can speak about themselves instead of such hypothetical references as to how they can film themselves as they have as to such hypothetical references; as my personal preferences as to my personal requirements as to my personal needs are not for others' self-appointed aspects as to how myself personally did not want such factors as to the common sense aspects as to my lack of the need for such others' as to the aspects thereof to such hypothetical situations in the references thereof, as the reality of my personal needs as to real human being aspects is not the same as to such self-appointed selfish individuals as to ever thinking of themselves more highly than I as to my own personal work. Thus the terminology of selfies as to such references thereof as to the snpashopt of their timeframe as to such differences in my personal opinion as to the aspects of when in reference of modeling is different as to such factors, though as to the reality of when as to such aspects as to the factors of human decency instead of ever thinking of such selfappointed ways in my personal opinion as to the references thereof to such factors hypothetically.



If during such years as to when I was modeling as to those who I once knew in person in real life in person face to face in person to such differences of the online factors, the reality of where such differences were clearly capable to be distinguished as to such facts. Thus as to the common sense as to the factors of my modeling as to where my modeling images are whereas to such seeing me, though me not seeing them as to the reality of how modeling images are as well as the same as to such factors of videos whereas to not seeing you reading my journal blog as to me not seeing you looking through my website to my work unless having officially been told; though as to such references as to erespect and etiquette of me as to the respect and etiquette to my work as to such if factors in the references of the personal factors of such differences as to the reality of such aspects as to what I personally did not think took a head injury to figure out, nor to point out as to the aspects thereof to such hypotheticals.



Thus while others may have known of my modeling images as to such references as to however as to whenever having seen such, though as to the reality of myself personally not ever knowing of such as to the common sense factors in my perosnal opinion. The same as to when at a show as to whether in reference to a live show such as a performance on a stage as to the difference of viewpoints as to where the reality of not seeing each and every individual within the crowds as to the aspects from on the stage when the differences of viewpoints as to each individual in the crowds seeing the focus upon the stage as to such aspects of whatever capacities thereof to such common sense aspects, and thus as to the reality of the differences as to the thoughts as well as the situations and if as to such references regarding to such factors as to the situations thereof whereas to such factors as to if the performance(s) were actually appreciated instead of the aspects of such situations where the individual such as myself is going to have specifics as to what is actually comfortable to the differences of others' opinions of themselves as to such references regarding their choices as to how such interactions and whether as to if it meets the comfort level of the individual seen as to the reference regarding myself as to the aspects thereof to such respect and etiquette. Thus in reference to the aspects of the social media as to the online aspects whereas to whether in reference to my modeling and/or in reference as to my artwork of whatever factor thereof, my knowledge would not be as to such references who spoke amongst themselves with others about whatever their choices were as to the common sense situations if as to such factors thereof to ever knowing unless discussed with me before such aspects in truth as to such differences as to such hypothetical assumptions as to the factors thereof to what was written in a fiction format as to others' possible fantasies as to thinking of me being a mind reader instead of the aspects of such differences as to mediumship aspects as to the facts thereof to the situations as to whereas such warning factors regarding such situations as to the differences thereof to such hypotheticals.



It should not take a head injury to figure such aspects out and thus as to the references thereof to the timeframe wherein the secular calendar as to such references regarding the birth of Jesus Christ as to such aspects as to where on a secular calendar as to 25 December in each year, as to such references regarding whereas to such factors regarding if others thought of themselves more highly as to if such factors as to such calendar factors while comprehending the situations as to what I perosnally have been dealing with as to such differences as to the aspects of selfimportance as to selfworth as to such factors thereof as to where the aspects of others as to how they could have reached out to me as to the reality of such aspects of the common sense situations as to the references thereof as to such aspects. When I personally have made the direct attempts as to such amounts and such lengths of times as well as the specific factors of the distance I personally traveled without hesitaitons as well as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals, then as to such selfish selfappointed selfindulgences as to such differences as to what humanity would be considered as to such knowledge as to the factors as to the situations.



That hypothetical as to such situations as to the if factors thereof to such self-importance as to the aspects thereof when capable to contact me as to such if factors where once yes there were times I reached out personally as to throughout such years as to the situations during the timeframes, however if in the knowledge as to my own personal situations it is considered as a lack of humanity to ever think of yourself as more important as to for me to contact you as to the differences of whereas to such aspects of the factors thereof as to the reverse as to such amounts of situations where I personally have made real efforts in such hypotheticals as to others thinking of themselves as to such levels as to what portions thereof to themselves as to the references thereof as to the differences as to such aspects; to such invitation aspects are personal in such references, when I personally have invited as to a difference as to an overall aspect as to such examples as to invitations as to differences regarding such prior journal blogs of mine explaining the aspects as to the references of examples as to what my personal opinions are. I have personally invited individuals as to such aspects in reference of specific times as to the requirement of RSVPing, because that is a requirement of invitations as to RSVPing as to being made aware ahead of time as to the respect to me and respect to my work. Thus for the reference as to the 6 January 2021 aspect as the RSVPing would be as to the reservations as to the difference for my personal invitations, as to when I would give a specific time as to a specific day as to a specific thereof as to such references as to my mural instead of such interpretations as to such bureau-ocracy as to such complaining aspects as to the factors of immaturity as to the equivalent of crashing a private party uninvited hypothetically, as to such aspects as to respect as to the difference of the disrespect as to such aspects as a hypothetical viewpoint from several examples.



Thus as to the if factors as to others thinking of themselves more highly as to the holidays as to Thanksgiving #Thanksgiving and/or #Christmas Christmas and/or #NewYearsEve #NewYears #NYE New Years as to such personal reaching out, communication is a two way street whereas documentation is a one way street proverbially as to such metaphors as to what is common sense as well as to such if factors as to the references thereof to such factors as to where the aspects of prior situations as to the lack of communication with me before as to such references as to such hypotheticals thereof.



Thus as to such self-appointed self-importance as to such if factors in reference to birthdays and/or other such aspects as to others' lives, it is up to themselves as to such references regarding such if factors as to wanting such time as to my personal time when knowing of the situations thereof whereas to the if factors as to making such situations for themselves as to whereas to such differences as to where I personally have been dealing with the situations as I have been dealing with as to what the common sense of being a responsible individual is as to such factors to the varying situations and when the proof as to such aspects of what I had to clarify because of others' self-importance as to such hypotheticals as to making the situations for themselves as to the references thereof as to their own personal bureaucracy as to such hypotheticals, and thus as to the if factors as to the references of invitations as to the knowledge before as to such differences thereof as to such aspects of the time; when knowing the reality of the amount of work as to what I have had to personally take care of because of others' selfishness as to their self-importance as to their self awarded aspects as to such same factors as to then, the reality is where they watch as history repeats itself officially as to such situations in my opinion.



The reality in my opinion as to such if factors of importance to the situations as to what levels of priority are as to such factors and thus as to the proverbial saying where God helps those who help themselves as to such references as to Divinity assists those who assist such situations, as to the aspects whereas to the differences as to such references as to the birth of Jesus Christ as to the timeframe whereas to such if factors as to reviewing such secular times as to the references thereof to the situations regarding the holiday season. For clarifications, that does not include breaking the 10 Commandments ever as the 10 Commandments matter just as #lifeexperiencesmatterintruth #truth #truthmatters Thus as to the factors regarding such situations as to the descriptions as to the census as well as the aspects as to the aspects in reference to Pontious Pilot or the self-appointed aspects as to such factors as to the references thereof to such metaphors, because the reality of such aspects of the ways the Bible as to the #HolyScriptures Holy Scriptures were written as to the aspects of the reality of different points in time as to such viewpoints as to the metaphor to being capable to distinguish themselves as to their lives as to the specific points in time as to such references thereof as to reviewing such aspects as to their own situations as to where the self-importance then turns to self-evaluation as to such factors regarding such selfishness as to in my personal opinion as to such factors thereof to such references of the hypothetical aspects.



The reality of if I personally was appreciated as to my personal work as to my personal contributions as to the differences regarding such aspects of viewpoints in my opinion, as to the differences regarding the situations as to how such aspects of the knowledge of the facts as to such situations whether as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the aspects of the after effects from as well as the factors as to my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the after effects thereof; as to the reality of such differences as to the aspects where I personally comprehend the references thereof myself, as to the differences whereas others might know of to such though the lack of comprehension as to such reality as to such factors thereof and while some can be understanding as to such references, there is a difference as to being understanding as to being assistive as to such factors as to the choices of what is done as to such humanity factors as to the references thereof officially as to the choices of free will.



Thus for a more recent example as to the aspects whereas to the references regarding Trip Advisor as well as Yelp as to such aspects in the reality of social media, as to the references thereof to such situations as to the common sense as to those who I once knew for the specific differences of who I once knew in person face to face in person in real life as to such hypothetical aspects of such situations as to my personal journal blog as to my updates for each and every individual to take into the real consideration of such factors as to the references thereof to this week of from the timeframe of 1 January 2023 through today of 6 January 2023. The aspects whereas to the showing of whether as to the feelings of such self-importance as to the larger capacities of my personal life experiences as to the specific points in specific time as to such regards for the if factors as to others I once knew in real life in the aspects of whatever lengths of time in real life in person face to face in person as to such references and factors thereof as to any such hypothetical if factors as to their own self-importance as to their own selfishness as to their own situations, as to such aspects as to the differences in the fuller combinations as to what I personally was dealing with in my personal life as to the specific points in time as to such specific situations.



Thus if as to others as to who I once knew in real life as to whatever lengths of time as to the in person face to face in person in real life as to such timeframes as to the specific references as to the years when I personally was on social media more often as to the years of 2005(?) though if taking into consideration emails as to the references thereof then as to the year of 1998 through the year of 2013 for such examples, there is the specific reference to this particular reference as to the difference of the updates as to such hypotheticals thereof to such situations as per the proof of such factors as to the overall situations as to the specific points in time as to the aspects for such examples as to the reviews thereof as to the difference of such aspects from this timeframe of 1 January 2023 through today of 6 January 2023 as to such if factors as to such situations. Though as to such warnings I gave to others about such technology factors as to the references thereof to such prior timeframes before I met them to the timeframe of what I gave such warnings as to the aspects of the future references as to the aspects depending upon the years as to depending upon the decades as to such references in my personal life as to the decades of the years in the 1980s as to the decades of the years in the 1990s as to the decades of the years in the 2000s as to the decade of the years in the 2010s, now as to the references thereof as to the decade of the 2020s as to within the years of to the current year of 2023 for such reviews as to the references thereof to such situations referencing the aspects whereas my warnings as because of my personal lack of knowledge of others' groups online as to my lack of knowledge as to such group meetings as to whether online and/or in person face to face in person as to such aspects of my lack of personal knowledge as to such choices as to the aspects thereof in reference to others; my personal aspects of my personal opinion as to what I personally consider as to being wanted in the capacities of what I personally consider as to such factors, as to the differences as to such others' opinions I suppose as to such factors as to the situations as per the proof thereof to such aspects as to the situations whether as to the review of such situations and/or the aspects of such factors in the real time as to such references thereof to the factors of hypotheticals.



When taking in consideration this is the second year as to the timeframe from 6 January 2021 as to the references thereof as to those who remember the January 6th event, as to the reasons why the year actually matters as to the references of 9/11 as to such aspects of such remembering in my personal opinion as to why I usually have referred to such aspects of 9/11 as to the reference of 11 September 2001 as the same as to the aspects in reference of February 1993 or as I have referred to such as the year of 1993 in #NewYork #NewYorkCity #NY #NYstate #NYC #NewYorkstate New York City and the tristate areas as to such distinguishing factors as because of the requirements for the correct knowledge as to the specific points in time as to the specific locations thereof as to the specific details as to the specific information. In my opinion as to the aspects whereas I have written about in my journal blogs in the year of 2021 as to the aspects of the year of 2022, as to such situations in reference to #WAshingtonDC #WDC Washington DC as to the aspects of both possibly in reference to the year of 1993 as though the more specific factors as to the year of 2001 as more know about the situations as to the attack on the #Pentagon Pentagon as to 11 September 2001. In my opinion as to some possible factors whereas to once I began to finally be capable to get myself to the areas of more specific factors as to being capable to bring forward my memories as to the specifics thereof as to the overall #NewJersey #NewJerseystate #NJ #NJstate #NJstronbg #NewJerseystrong #NJTP #Gardenstate New Jersey and #PA #PAstate #Pennstate #Pennsylvania #Pennsylvaniastate Pennsylvania and New York areas as to the timeframes of the year of 2020 through February of 2022 as to the aspects thereof, in my opinion the possibilities as to such if factors as to the length of time as to the aspects of 6 January 2021 of if factors as to others who may have had certain connections directly to the Washington DC and northern #Virginia #Virginiastate #VA #VAstate Virginia areas as to such if factors as to both in reference of the year of 1993 as well as to the if reference as to the year of 2001 as to the if factors as to the situations where more people were capable to walk around the grounds of Washington DC on 6 January 2021 as well as more who were capable to review such video and picture footage as to the references thereof to such factors of physical sight.



Where personally I went to the Washington DC only a few times that I can remember as a child and my largest memory is as to the #WashingtonDCAquarium #DCAquarium Washington DC Aquarium, however I did not find the Washington DC Aquarium as to such if factors as to others from the years in the decade of the 1990s. Those of whatever age who may have such memories as to the three Albino Crocodiles named Getcha, Gotcha, and Good may as to such aspects depending upon their backgrounds as well as their situations as to the if factors as to what might be known as to the aspects thereof as to the 1990s as to such factors of if situations as to furniture and/or other such aspects depending upon the capacities thereof as to the reference as to when I saw the Statue of Liberty #StatoueofLibtery as to the areas of the evening skyline of New York City from New Jersey at the #LibteryScienceCenter #LSC Liberty Science Center in February 2022. Thus if as to better factors because of social media posts as to the best factors as to the film photography if as to the viewpoints as to such distinguishing factors, though the specifics as to the dates as to the formats in reference to being capable to distinguish if people programmed the dates correctly as the ways where I personally made the choice to do so as to such facts in my personal opinion as to the needs thereof; though as to the factors as to social media as to the formatting within the codes as I guesstimate as to the capabilities to being capable to distinguish such information, and thus as to the hypotheticals as to such references as to the 6 January 2021 known as January 6th though as to my opinion where such should be known for the specific year as to 6 January 2021 for the references thereof or however so as to the year of 2021 as to the month of January on the 6th day as to such references as to such discussions and/or writings as to the factors thereof in my personal opinion.



However if as to such references whereas if my personal journal blog is actually read as to such factors thereof, then as to the if factors as to such possibilities as to when I returned to the state of Texas in the year of 2019 as to such references regarding my updates to my journal blog as to the references thereof as to both the fact books in reference most specifically as to "Finding A Silver Lining" and "The Modern Day Book" though the possibilities as to additionally as to the fact book "Finding The Silver Lining" as to how the references as to "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the title references of the sections though as to such larger information provided of and from others of their own free will choices as to such if factors; similarly as to such references as to the aspects whereas to the difference of "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the references as to 6 January 2021, in regards as to the specific details s to the specific point in time as to the specific location as to the specific information as to then the review of such factors as to the reference as to "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the overall aspects thereof in a larger capacity as to such choices during the timeframe of 6 January 2021 though also as to the reference of "Finding The Silver Lining" in the conjunction of reviewing as to my updates to my journal blog if read as to the references thereof as to the review of such aspects as to the specifics as to Washington DC and such if factors as to others who had made the choices as to the east coast as to such factors of the choices depending upon such points in time.



Thus while during the overall timeframe of the beginning of the month of January in the year of 2021 as to my choice to go to several areas throughout the northeast as to the trisate areas while also going to the Washington DC and northern Virginia areas as to the two weeks, as to the if factors as to the choices thereof during such points in time as to the references thereof as to the if factors as to the assistance as to law enforcement as to the buildings and/or aspects of such within the halls as to the areas seen in reference to the Washington DC areas as to the if factors as to the aspects of certain pieces as to the references thereof to such if factors as to either the year of 1993 and/or the year of 2001 as to such if references to other points in time as well as to such if factors as to honesty as to the proverbial saying of a designated decoy as to the situations as to such if factors as to memories that could assist in solving some aspects as to prior factors. Thus as to the references in regards of if factors as to the areas as to Old Tennent Presbyterian Church as to the references as to the difference of the Statue of Liberty whereas the reality of differences as to pop culture as to the aspects thereof to Hollywood as to such aspects of those hypotheticals, in such differences as to whereas writing as to my journal blog as to the differences as to invitations as to the references thereof as to invitations are specific as to the aspects whereas the reference of 6 January 2021 #January6th #6January2021 had the specific time as to the specific location as to the specific area as to the specific aspects to the before the time of 6 January 2021 as to the aspects of scheduling for an example to such differences as to the if factors as to other references as to the hypotheticals as to thereof as to such if factors regarding situations.



Thus as to the metaphors as to the if factors as to the proverbial references as to the current modern timeframe whereas to the if factors utilizing my SCUBA Diving for the reference thereof as to such aspects specifically as to the location of the #USSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #USNSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg out from the coastline of Florida #Florida #FLstate #Floridastate #FL as to Key West, as to the references thereof to such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof for such reviews as to the references thereof to such if factors. While the civilian sector as to the recreational SCUBA Divers as well as those with military and/or law enforcement would know of such aspects in the capacities thereof, the difference as to the background as to my invitation to #Marine #Marines #MarineCorps #USMC #Science #Technology #School #USN #USAN #USNavy #USANavy #Navy Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as my background as to the clearance aspects in reference to when I was in the #ActiveDuty #AD #USA #USAA #USARmy #USAArmy #Army Active Duty Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to such if factors as to the references thereof as to those who may have thought as however they may have thought in the timeframe of the year of 2009 to the difference as to the timeframe of the year of 2019 as to the ten year aspects as to such celebration of life as t what was my attempt as to such aspects as to the specifics thereof to the specific timeframe in the year of 2019 as to the specifics thereof as to the specific timeframe though as to such references regarding the reality of certain background factors as to the work thereof as to "The Adeventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to the references regarding such situations as to the pictures I personally took as to my personal knowledge as to the aspects thereof as to the facts as to the naval vessel of the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg and while some may have thought as to however they may have thought, those with the background as to the knowledge thereof would comprehend such reasons why as to other aspects as to the timeframe of the year of 2009 to the difference as to the timeframe of the year of 2019 as to the publishing in the year of 2020 in the month of January as to such if factors regarding a hidden in plain sight aspects of a combined situation possibly referencing such if factors.



While as to the references regarding my viewpoint in regards of the SCUBA Divers as to the state of Texas in reference to the coastline areas as to the west coast as to what I saw as well as to what I learned about as to the aspects of the possibilities as to the dual citizenship aspects as to the factors of the timeframe as to when such differences as to the year of 2009 to the differences as to the election year of 2016 as to the aspects of hypotheticals as to the background clearances to openly discuss as to such factors as to those who would comprehend other references to the time, the aspects of differences as to personal choices as to the United States of America's safety as to such regards of the individuals who sing the proverbial dotted line as to such regards as to the year of 2005 for me as to the differences as to such aspects as to the UK Military depth gauge computer for those factors as to my SCUBA Diving. If as to where before Donald J Trump became POTUS45 as to the aspects of if situations as to the hypotheticals as to being specifically asked to discuss such references regarding my SCUBA Diving as to an outside source though as to such clearance to discuss as to the if factors as to visiting the then Queen of England, then as to such if factors as to the references thereof as to such if situations as to the differences as to an individual I had dated during the first separation regarding my biological children's father as to the aspects of Ayaz having been born overseas though went to a England located boarding school as to his biological father being a Muslim from Berain as to the aspects as to his biological mother being a Hindu Catholic from India.



My choice as to when I was invited to go overseas to meet his parents as to where I refused to put individuals within the United States of America at risk as well as my refusal to put my son, my daughter, and their biologicals at risk as best as I could as to such protections as to my personal choice in the year of 2005; I cannot speak nor write in reference to such differences as to others' choices as to the regards of such factors, however as to the reality where I was told he went to college to become a Petroleum Engineer as I had only guessed in honesty, as to then being told that was the reality of his college education. I had told him I knew what would occur if I had set foot outside of the United States of America to the overseas aspects as to such a location as to the middle east and as to such concern as to the situations as to the reality of my childhood and my teenager years as well as my biological adult years, as to my concerns for my country of the United States of America as well as our treaties aspects. When he returned from his visit overseas and tried to impress me as to telling me about his Dad's walk in vault of jewels and such aspects thereof as to how I informed him that was his Dad's money, just as when he told me of his Mom's similar aspect as to my having told him that was his Mom's money. He was offended as to where I informed him of the truth, though such as not any different as to the aspects in reference to when before I began dating Shawn McCall as to the aspects of where he told me his car as to where he had such taken care of, whereas I informed him his Mom and hid Dad were the ones who paid for that car as to the aspects thereof to such discussions during the timeframe in the year of 2009.



While such differences as to when I met his Dad and then his Mom and sister as to such factors, as to the reality of such aspects as to the introduction as to the ways thereof as to such differences as to the before as to such amount of time as to the before being of importance as to preparation regarding clothing and/or such other aspects such as the camera from my SCUBA Diving as to the differences thereof in my personal opinion. As to the reference for such examples as well as to the timeframe in reference to Britain regarding such if factors, there is the aspects as to the references thereof to such situations as to the ports as to my personal viewpoint of difference in the year of 2005 as to the aspects as to the difference as to such aspects in reference regarding such if factors as to the Navy as to how I informed the school I attended and went through for my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications whereas I informed them my opinion as to completing my first oceanic SCUBA Dive in the Pacific seemed more important as to while I was capable to assist in the Gulf of Mexico as to whereas the Flower Mound area would have been good enough in my personal opinion as to the aspects as to my background as to in my opinion in the year of 2009. If accurate as to such viewpoints as to the references thereof as to the difference of the east coast as to the larger number as to per state as to the paperwork as to the differences from the east coast as to the differences of the west coast, as to in my opinion as to my personal concerns referencing such aspects as to the waterways as to the United States of America as to the individuals on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as well as abroad as to overseas as to my personal concerns as per some of my journal blogs as to the timeframe of around 2020 and/or 2021 as to visions.



The capacity to be capable to see as to spiritual sight or visions are different as to such aspects in my opinion as to the references thereof as obviously that is not premeditated as to such aspects thereof as to planning a trip as to such factors as to the aspects, whereas to how warnings are not the same as to threats as to such factors as to the proof of the aspects during the timeframes of as well as the factors as to the choices as to such timeframes in my opinion as the intention matters in my opinion and thus as to having seen as to such sight as to the aspects thereof as to my multiple attempts as to such aspects of my concern as to what I saw as to such combined factors as to the references as to my personal attempts as to the different situations. Whereas such if factors as to the last name aspects as to the references thereof to such oddities as to the situations referencing having met during public gatherings as to the aspects of Congressman Chip Roy, Congressman Michael McCaul, and Sherrif Justin Berry as to the aspects during the 2020 election year in the conjunction of the overall election cycle as to such if factors as well as to when I went to the Georgia Guidestones at the time having taken some time to attend a public gathering as to the timeframe of November in the year of 2020 as to the chance meeting as to Congressman Dan Crenshaw as to such aspects.



The reality where I had been honest in the what is considered as vanilla sector as to being honest in what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle as to such aspects of being capable to get the consent before as to such references regarding differences as to such aspects of what is supposed to be consenting as to the aspects thereof to such a lifestyle, as to the references thereof to such situations in reference to the aspects I had admitted to being a Republican long before the aspects as to the timeframe of the year of 2020. As per the situations as to the timeframes of having liked President of the United States of America Ronald Regan as well as President of the United States of America George W. Bush Sr., I have acknowledged as to having voted for President of the United States of America George W. Bush Jr as well as President of the United States of America Donald J. Trump; as while I did not have the capability to vote for President of the United States of America Bill Clinton, as to my personal opinion about the aspects as to the references thereof to the if there was an agreement between him and his wife First Lady of the United States of America Hillary Clinton, as to what is known about as to Monica Lewinsky as to such differences as to the situations as to the references as to such aspects of what is known as to the hippy factors as to Swingers as to the references of other aspects as to the timeframe as to the yuppy aspects as to the references regarding the timeframe as to the aspects of the 1980s and the 1990s as per the east coast terminology of the 1980s and the 1990s as to the differences of the decades as to the 1960s and the 1970s.



Thus in reference to the factors in the timeframe of the situations as to how such factors in reference to the #UCMJ UCMJ as to the #CommandmerinChief #Commander Commander in Chief as to such aspects as to the reality as the #CommanderinChiefoftheArmedForcesoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #CiCotUSAAF Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the legalities regarding the facts of what is as to such laws, as to my personal opinion in reference to where despite myself being a #Republican #GOP Republican as to the aspects of my opinion as well as discussions when in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the reality whereas others who had agreements within their own marriages as to the aspects thereof to such clarifications and as to such agreements if as to such references thereof as to such discussions before as to the references thereof. as to the UCMJ factors as to such differences of the public areas as to the public areas as to the differences as to such aspects as to the if factors as to such other supposed to be consenting adult aspects as to the references of the Commander inf Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such factors as to the reality as to the UCMJ. Thus as to the President of the United States of America as to what as to such points in time as well as the Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per such facts when in a real relationship as to such aspects thereof as to such factors, there is a difference as to such references in my opinion regarding such aspects of what is the factors to such clarifications as per such reality factors regarding such situations.



Thus as to those whether in the named vanilla sector as well as in reference as to the lifestyle as to where I personally admitted to being a Republican, and as to the situations whereas to such timeframes as to the years between 2008 through 2012 where in 2008 I voted for Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin as to the year of 2012 where I voted for Senator Mitt Romney and Senator Paul Ryan as to my personal choices for those election cycles; the factors in reference to whereas to the aspects of if factors as to the proof thereof to such references regarding the situations as to 6 June 2022 as to such if factors of clarifications as to my work because of the aspects as to the references regarding the situations as to February 1993 as well as 11 September 2001 where having to be honest as to such clear aspects in truth as to such references of such situations as to the legal factors. Thus as to the aspects whereas to the references thereof as to the differences as to invitation aspects as to the differences of public locations as to the references thereof, such aspects of distinction for the situations as to the factors thereof to such clarifications regarding the truth, because of my personal background as well as my personal experiences as to such aspects of the reality of differences as to images as to the references thereof as to of free will choice regarding as well as to the situations during such specific timeframes as to the overall factors as to the aspects thereof as my modeling was in the years of 2010 through 2013 mainly and as to such clarifications as to my personal choices for my modeling as to such differences as to others' choices as to their pictures as to such situations.



Since the factors as to such points in time of such clarifications as to such situations as well to the similarities as to certain celebrities as to how such if factors as to such aspects of differences, thus as to the aspects of consideration for such clarifications as well as to such references as to the clear factors regarding such combined viewpoints to the clarifications as to the situations in truth. In the references as to when I was dating certain individuals as to my having maintained the aspects of the timeframes thereof as to such situations, as to the factors in reference to including such promissory aspects as to one particular as to the problems with photoshop as I personally do not agree with nor personally allow such aspects as to photoshopping my images and that includes images taken of me as to such references as the same as to such references as to videos as to the aspects thereof because of the reality of such needs for the truth as my personal religious background as to the Judeo-Christian aspects. Thus as to such if factors as to the proverbial references as to Jesus Christ as to such aspects thereof to such references, where I had kept my band on my left finger during the timeframe of while as to the difference as to such images as to how the camera takes the images as to such hypotheticals as to the references thereof to such clarifications in the year of 2010. Though he and I did not gwet married at the timeframe of as to the inclusion as to such references as to both times we were in a relationship, the aspects as to such situations as to where he and I did not as to such points in time reconnect as to thereafter to the year of 2010 as to how the life circumstances were. However as to as much pop culture references as to such hypotheticals as to the situations thereof, as to where in such references as to the last name sounding as to such if factors as to the references thereof as to my personal aspects as to my personal choices as to such Constitutional and Bill of Rights factors as to the situations.



My modeling name as to both in reference as to the Facebook online social media as well as the Fetlife online social media was as to #LadyDoriBelle #LadyLibteryBelle Lady Dori Belle, as I did not hide myself from such aspects of either side as my biological mother and my biological father were told when I was outed in the year of 2004 as well as when I was outed in the year of 2005 as well as when I was outed in the year of 2010 as well as when I was outed in the year of 2011 as apparently my biological mother and my biological father had forgotten each prior time they were told of my involvement as to such aspects of attending events as to the same reference in the year of 2010 as to my biological little sister as to such prior times as well. The oddities of where I was told I have memory deficits and yet as to such aspects as to where I was told I have cognitive disorders, and yet as to such amounts of time as to such amounts of situations as to the oddities thereof as to others' as to their hypotheticals as to such choices. Thus as to where online as to my social media as to the vanilla aspects as to the additional factors as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle aspects as to having remained honest as to such factors as to my modeling name known by others as to Lady Dori Belle, as I introduced myself first as #SusanMeeLing #ReverendSusanMeeLing Susan MeeLing as to my author name now though as to my legal first and my legal middle name as to such aspects because of being the exact same person as I always was as to who I am as to such factors as to the future. Thus as to such differences as to the aspects of if factors regarding a personal relationship to the differences of my modeling that I personally have not done since the year of 2013 officially, though having accepted myself for who I am. Thus as to the timeframe as to 2009 though as to my Fetlife account as to such references thereof as to the length of time for my original account as to the references thereof to being the original as to reality, and thus as to such situations in reference as to the situations after how I wound up in Washington state with my son in the year of 2013 after the occurrences as to my daughter in the year of 2009 and 2010 as to such factors; as to the reality of such facts as to my honesty, though also as to 6 June 2013 as to such facts as to the San Antonio Family Court as to such situations as to such facts as to the occurrences thereof officially.



Thus as to because of such others' as to their situations as to their choices as to such reasons I personally needed to complete as much and as many updates to my journal blog because of the facts as to the 11 September 2001 aspects of the 20 year memorial as well as the factors as to the references thereof as to the 30 year memorial as to February 1993 in this year of 2023, as while obviously other locations in the year of 1993 had whatever situations they may have had as to the aspects whether as to the northeast tristate areas and/or the east coast and/or the west coast and/or the state of Texas and/or the middle America regions; the facts as to such references as to the reality of such aspects as to the differences of locations as to the differences as to the points in time. While such references as to the regards of the #Aquerina #AquerinaHotSprings Aquarina Hot Springs as to how such images of what aspects as to the hoops as to the Merpeople as to such references as to "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" as to the regards of such differences between the oceanic waters as to the salt waters of the ocean areas as to the differences as to the fresh water areas; such aspects of the weather can be taken into consideration as to such if factors as to the review of such knowledge as to where I was born and raised as to such aspects of my childhood and my teenager years as to the differences as to where I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury during my Basic Training in the Army branch after my invitation and paperwork and interviews as to #MAST #USCG Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to such factors of considerations.



Thus as to my personal work as to my personal background as to my personal experiences as to such factors referencing such differences as to the aspects thereof as to such situations if there actually are any beyond the names and the ages as the years as to the months of the days as to the times as to the only differences of if factors, to progress forward as to learning from history as to the references thereof as to such timeframes as to the aspects thereof to such progression forward as to the steps it takes as to the references thereof to be capable to progress forward as to the pathways thereof to such references of such choices. Since #NASA NASA is different than the formation of the US Space Force as to the branches and divisions thereof though as to working with as to such references as to those who would, the references as to such situations as to the honesty thereof as to the importance of reliability as to being a responsible individual as to such factors. Thus as to wherefor those who had been in the areas as to the northeast tristate areas and as to the east coast, this upcoming month of February as to the 30 year memorial of those who once were as to such points in time as well as to the reality of such areas as to the New Yok City locations as to the factors of where certain locations as to events within the state of Texas as well as the state of Washington can take into consideration the reality of the smaller amount of land masses as to the reality of New York City for certain aspects if you were in the knowledge of such locations as well as the people thereof to such references as to the overall factors especially as to the Manhattan #Manhattan #ManhattanNYC business district areas as to the differences though some factors of similarity as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to the requirements as to knowing the boundary locations as to such areas and factors thereof to such locations.



In references to censuses or also known as elections as to the references, the precinct areas as to the districts as to the timeframes thereof to such knowledge as to the aspects of the differences as to the timeframes thereof for thoughts as to the regards of such factors as to the birth of Jesus Christ as to the #BC BC era as the length of time it took for the New Testament to be written as to such factors as to the Holy Scriptures as to those with such backgrounds as to the studies thereof as to such scholar factors to the considerations as around the overall factors of #Mesopotamea Mesopotamia as to the regards as to the areas whereas to Jerusalem Israel as to such aspects of the weather for such considerations. Yet what would the viewpoint be as to the references as to the traveling in regards of the Shepards as to the timeframes as well as the Kingsmen, when reviewing such differences as to the modes of transportation?



Does it take a head injury to point out the distances such would be as well as the aspects thereof to such points in time as to the announcement of the birth of and yet as to the capacities of traveling, or was that something only those I personally knew in person face to face in person in real life as to such philosophical discussions as to such religious studies as to such references thereof to the size of the countryside as was I the only one in the 1980s and the 1990s having such discussions about that as well?



No one has ever had permission from me to ever steal from me as to the common sense aspects as to the 10 Commandments as to such regards, as to the facts of such would be as to such unwanted factors as to the proof thereof as to such factors already proven as to such references regarding such aspects as of myself as to the aspects myself as to such references to all such situations as to the legal requirements as to the references thereof to the clear aspects of such reality regarding such factors as to the in any capacity thereof officially whether as per while I type and/or after I post for all such clarifications as to such prior clarifications in all such references thereof as to only such would reprove such unwanted factors of me as instead of ever proving to me as to me being as what I personally consider as being wanted as to my work as to the requirements to meet as to what my considerations are as to such factors officially.



Or does that take a head injury to point out as well as to such common sense, as does that take a head injury to figure out that is not a favor for me nor a favor to me in any capacity; as does it take a head injury to figure out against my will is not of my own free will, and thus as to such aspects as to the situations as to of my own free will as to such aspects of the references in all such aspects thereof regarding especially as to my works as to my words from my personal experiences; as why would I as to my personal opinion as to my personal consideration consider such as to respecting my work, as to respecting me, as well as to what my personal considerations as to my personal opinions as to being wanted as what I personally consider as to such factors be as why would it take a head injury to point that out as why would that be of importance for me as well as to me personally?



I suppose the aspects as to the timeframe as to the factors of when taking into consideration the aspects of Jesus Christ as to the factors thereof regarding the year of 2013 or even in reference as to the year of 2012, regarding 29 biologically years old as to the references thereof to such regards as to the overall age that most guessed as to the factors of the crucifixion, though those who I personally spoke with in my personal childhood and my personal teenager years about such details are as to such references thereof to such prior points in time as to such factors thereof; whereas my educational background as to such factors of such details others may have found, as to such differences as to whom I spoke with as depending upon such timeframes as to the locations thereof to such importance to consider of other factors to the references thereof to the timeframes.



The oddity of when Christ returned as to how such aspects were considered as a celebration, though as to such factors as to I suppose it depends upon the opinion of a celebration in certain references as I suppose if as to such aspects regarding such factors. I can write that in reference to the 3-ish years as to Washington state as to a difference of what I would personally consider as a celebration, just the same in reference as to the aspects as to the timeframes as to the 6-ish years as to such factors, as similarly as to the 10-ish years as to such factors, as well as the 22 years as to other factors as to what my considerations of a celebration of life would be in my personal opinion as what for me I would ever consider as to such aspects as to a celebration. Though such aspects as to the proof as to such references regarding such aspects as to my personal considerations as what I personally would consider as a celebration, though as to such factors as to what I was creating as to the year of 2009 as to being capable to host such aspects as to my celebrations as to what I was working on I suppose as to how such factors as to whether others had ever thought of such aspects as to what my personal considerations for a celebration would be for me. Possibly because of such aspects as to the different factors as to such references thereof as to the aspects of self-appointed aspects as to such references hypothetically, if ever having taken in consideration as to such aspects of my considerations if that was ever actually important.



Thus as to the aspects whereas I have enjoyed attending others' celebrations as to being genuinely happy for them as to such points in time, I suppose a different capacity of considerations as to being genuinely happy for someone else's achievements as to such factors thereof as personally, I would not know of such factors for myself before as to being capable to celebrate as what would be my considerations of such as to celebrating. Do not be fooled by misinterpretations as just because I have attended as I have attended, as to such aspects as to my considerations of celebrations and enjoyment as to opinions. It would be great to actually be capable to be with as per my considerations of being with as to such factors as to the timeframes as to the reality of the upcoming 30 year memorial, though the reality of such aspects as to such aspects as to support regarding a different aspect as to such references as to the differences as to the amount of work that I have had to take care of personally.



Thus as to wondering if there is anything to celebrate as to such aspects of where as much work as I have completed in various aspects, there just has not ever been a point in time where I have ever had the chance to do so nor has anyone ever asked me as to what I would want to do for a celebration as to such aspects as to anything I personally have completed as I suppose that is a different aspect as to what is considered as to what I would consider as being wanted as truth matters.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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