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The Ornery P.S.A.
a philosophical-ish
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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The Reality of How Important the Reality of the Subarachnoid Hemorrhage in the Frontal Lobe

In the year of 2000 was my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury during Basic Training in the Army, and while I have brought forward the reality of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to how the subarachnoid hemorrhage damages that are separate and different from the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury though are from the head injury that occurred during my Basic Training. I actually have a physical dent in my head because of the specific type of metal bunks that are as to the age of the military installation and those who may not know of such strength as to the metal, as to the reference of older tanks as to the models to review the thickness for some reference point as to that type of metal bunk as to the comparison of the general public as to bunk beds at a store. Thus a massive difference between the two metals as it would be as trying to compare pewter metal to white gold metal compared to platinum metal compared to titanium metal, as to the strength and capacity of such metals as to such comparison as to the thickness as to the situations.



The subarachnoid hemorrhage that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate from my brain as to the aspects of how long it took for the MRI and CAT scans to the damages from that as well as the fact of being pregnant twice while within the years of my subarachnoid hemorrhage as to 2008 in the year of as to when the MRI and CAT scans were clear, compared to the birth of my son in the year of 2001 and the birth of my daughter in the year of 2002 while being pregnant and dealing with headaches and migraines all at the same time in conjunction of being within the state of Texas after having been born and raised in the areas above the Mason Dixon Line as to the northeast as well as the Midwest regarding such states. The difference in temperature immediately as to when waking up to step outside in the state of Texas for the first time was literally as though I stepped into a heating lamp directly as to the amount of heat compared to the months of September through November as to temperatures between the 40s to 50s on average before the snowfall that comes usually around October or November and lasts through to around April or May as to such temperature, as to having woken up from my coma and was stationed in Medical Cold Unit around June or July in the year of 2000. The average temperature to wake up to was around the 90s to 100s in degrees, as compared to the average temperature in the above the Mason Dixon Line areas of around the 60s or 70s or 80s as to the average for that time of the year.



I believed I woke up in hell as to the state of Texas as to the heat in the reference as to my childhood and my teenager years, and then there were the situations thereafter as to having been transferred to Fort Sam Houston from where I was at Fort Sill Oklahoma, as the comparison of the temperature as well as the sights as to the plants as to such massive differences as to the lush greenery of the northeast and the northwest as well as areas within the midwest above the Mason-Dixon Line as to the areas along some of the coastal regions of the United States of America.



As an awesomeness to a blessing despite the situations and stress, I was capable to accomplish going to and through all 48 of the continental states within the United States of America!



It is an important aspect to think about as to the viewpoint of having seen from the aspects of the beginning of my website as to the development as to the time in the references as to how much progress that could be considered to having been made as to from the year of 2000 when I was being taught words as to being capable to count to the number 10, having been retaught the alphabet, having to relearn the ranking structure as to the Army branch ranks compared to what I had completed as to the preparation during the DEP or Delayed Entry Program I was assigned to because of the situations from the timeframe throughout the year of 1999 as to the factors of the timeframe as I have clarified and verified in prior journal blog entries of mine in The Ornery PSA.



The fact that such biological factors of both sides as to my son #Letters4James and my daughter #Letters4Lidia as to such situations as to their knowledge of the subarachnoid hemorrhage on top of the knowledge of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of where I have falsely been accused of much as well as wrongly accused of using my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as a crutch, and realistically if I wanted sympathy as to a crutch in comparison of making attempts as best as I can possible as to having the comprehension the subarachnoid hemorrhage was actually the far more worse situation as to the reality of the combinations as I made attempts to explain. Others have needed to accept the fact as to how I actually had pushed myself much further as to my efforts as to the reality of the details others had not thought about and had no interests in at the timeframe as to the effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage, despite my attempts to discuss such details at the points in time when most crucial to have such specific time details as per the day as to the hour as to such noticings regarding such sensations from the subarachnoid hemorrhage. I could sense the separation of the different Brackenridge aspects as to the Advil and the Tulip situations, and as to such factors of as to my son and my daughter to such factors because of my concerns as to how the energetic portions of what I have made attempts to explain quantum healing mechanics as per such energetic factors as while the situations some may have thought as to whatever the opinions were as to such a point in time.



However the fact of such situations during the prior years as to such viewpoints during the reflection timeframes as to such lengthy drives whereas if the situations I had worked on as to what would have been as to in person face to face in person known factors as to such situations, in the comparison of what may have been the individuals and/or may have been look alikes as to whatever the situation as to such aspects of the original individual(s) and/or look alikes as to attention seeking behaviour from such hypothetical individuals as to such situations regarding whatever thought processes of those individuals as to such hypotheticals of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person in the years thereof as I would not recognize as to the reality of not looking out for such individuals to arrive as the facts of such prior times as to the situations as to my viewpoint regarding such updates as to my journal blog. Obviously individuals who I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects as to those points in time, though as to such review as to only after the year of 2018 as to such thoughts to such reviews as attention to details as to the actual posting date when I specifically post such as to the requirements regarding such. Those types as to such hypotheticals as to the attention seeking behaviour as to such childish viewpoints as to hinting as to such hypotheticals as to the comparison of such as to whatever situations, the reality of how many people per event per weekend as to who I saw when I was volunteering to clean up as to the arrangement of the club as well as the volunteering during the timeframe as during the parties. Thus as to the average numbers per event outside of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person before the year of 2015, as to what I figured to be as common sense referencing such amounts of individuals as to the events during the years of and depending of such if factors as to what events as to the common sense as to the if factors of individuals I may have once known in person face to face in person as to such hypotheticals during such points in time.



However if as to such as to the common sense about the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, though as to the reality of the pain levels as to my hairstyle as to from the years of 2015 on as to the year of 2021 as to such above my ears as well as the back of my head during such factors as to "The Modern Day Book" as per such aspects.



Thus as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans as to the situations I made attempts to explain the depth levels, well before taking into consideration such pun intended as to the depth levels as to my SCUBA Diving before taking into consideration Irving 2011 and/or the aspects of the altitude changes on mountains as to driving as to the references regarding my SCUBA Diving as to the reality of the if factors of if I was considered as a wanted in a positive way artist as well as actually wanted in a positive way as to such factors of common sense regarding the situations as to the needless problems as to such aspects regarding the common sense factors of flying in an airplane as to a reference point though for me as to each and every altitude change as to the levels of as to such reference points. The common sense as to the aspects of the if factor as to actual care and concern for me and for my best interests as to what I actually consider as my best interests, as to such factors regarding the situations I have brought forward as to my updates from the year of 2019 through this year of 2022.



Though I still have much to work on as well as to get squared away as to the culminations of the common sense as to the clarifications and verifications as to my portions, because of the facts as to the 11 September 2001 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to the situations I informed people I once knew in person face to face in person about as to the individuals I once knew as to the timeframe of 1993. After a massive amount of situations I had prepared a space for my babysitter's children as to certain aspects I knew others would be capable to see and contemplate as to such factors, though as to my knowledge as to David and Liza having went far more times to the areas as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to my mural though as to the in person face to face in person attempt I made this week as to such factors of comprehending their memories would be far better as well as their friends as to the capacities thereof for the abstract artwork as to the painting.



In reference to David as to the colors of where he would be capable to see the myriad of images within the images within the images to the designs as to different colorations as well as textural fabric designs, I could envision him being capable as well to sit within the areas and sense the energetic portions as to the varying degrees in different areas as well as specific spots where the walls would have the sensation as to what I attempted to explain previously as to a different version of a Vietnam Memorial Wall as to the aspects of the overall areas. His travels through the New York City as well as Pennsylvania and New Jersey areas, as to such aspects whereas to such hope as to such assistances for pictures as to depending upon their travels with my babysitter and her husband. I hoped the aspects of the multitudes of would be capable to bring together a better viewpoint as to the colors I can remember David having looked at during certain times, especially as to his Mom's Holiday Barbie collection as I hoped some of the colorations would be capable to trigger those happier memories for him.



In reference to Liza as to the reality of the situations during the timeframe as to the overall aspects of biological females in the 1980s and the 1990s as to how much I looked up to her, and not just because she was taller than me as when I was a child. The aspects where she studied much while working on computers as well as balancing aspects as to her friends and the situations as to time, I saw how while she worked to progress as to such similarities as to the gender factors though as to such respect to learn from as to the overall. In such references as to not having seen how her wedding was though having hoped some of the greener areas as to such fonder memories as to the aspects in such regards, as well as to the energetic factors as to a smaller version though as to a walking mediation as to a version of in real life of the song of "Paint Me a Birmingham" as to the aspects of their childhood with my babysitters as to their parents and their families and their friends. Having acknowledged such factors of individuals I have met along the way as to such points in time, though as to the reality of how some may have the capability to see as per the aspects of the specific area of New Jersey as to my prior explanations as to the specifics of commuting as to the drive from New Jersey per specific area as to the New York City skyline.



Having acknowledged the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to my memory deficits and cognitive disorders as to such aspects of the knowledge as to there having been time since, though the situations of the fact as to how time can be different for me as to such situations as per more recently as to having made attempts to the regards of the current year of 2022. Having certain sensations as to the aspects of where the fact of people being capable to survive and live as to the lengths of time, as to the combined situations as to what I was concerned about as to the above the Mason Dixon Line as to when having discussed such with individuals I once knew in the year of 2006 as to the IRR situation as well as the other factors. I have always appreciated the Kuykendalls as to the support they gave to my son and my daughter during such points in time of the year of 2008, as to such aspects referencing the situations regarding in the year of 2012 as to such aspects as to the honest appreciation as to being capable to see beyond a bit at times. However as to the reality of the situations as per the updates regarding as to a different concern as to such aspects, whereas in such references as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to such aspects as while I comprehend reflections are usually completed in certain conditions however as to such factors as to other individuals as per their aspects as to such.



In turn as to while I can see reasons as to the possibilities of during my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, the factors as to such as well regarding the aspects thereof. In reference to the situations in the year of 2008 as to such situations whereas the similar aspects regarding the situations, as to the oddity as to the year of 2017 regarding the traffic situation before the summer months as to that particular trip. Then as to the situations in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2018 as to the state of Montana as I have brought forward in such references, as to the aspects as to while some may have asked me a question here and there as to the more in depth aspects as to the comparison of questions regarding the aspects of my work regarding those particulars. Though as to such situations referencing the review having begun in the year of 2019 as per the aspects of my updates as to my journal blog for the lack of better words, as to such situations where the reality of reviewing the aspects of my own personal chastising factors as to what I have dealt with as to the possibilities of where I could have found a better way as to possibly finding a better overall for others as well as for myself as possibly just as oddly as to the prior few weeks as to from the timeframe of 11 September 2022 as to such oddities.



While the memories as to prior timeframes of such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such factors as well as having noticed the extremely visible changes as to the overall areas as to certain locations I can fully remember as to the specific location as to the specific number of steps to the doorway, as to such situations as to the factors of the overall aspects as while some people may have thought when I wrote as to the proverbial puzzle pieces as to such situations where having been in honesty as to such situations as to compared to a needless game as per the ways my biological little sister as to such aspects of not having paid attention to the fact I had not ever liked playing games as it had nothing to do with her as to how much I personally had no interest in any game whatsoever as the individuals I had played some games with as to the comparison as to what I preferred as to the timeframes of regarding actual activities as to the comparison of video games or pop culture or such aspects as per having already spent enough time in front of a screen as to not needing any additional time in front of such unless through as to my choice as per my childhood and my teenager years regarding such situations.



Having seen my childhood best-est-est-est-est friend's Mom as per such compared to my Big Blood Brother as to such aspects whereas I had informed as to such situations as to other factors during the timeframes, though as to my best-est-est-est-est friend from my childhood as to my need to stop by to make such similar aspects as to remembering his parents went to New York state as to the different pathway as to the viewpoint of the New York City skyline and as to such specific travel paths as to the colorations as per having paid attention to his Mom as to certain discussions. The colorations as to the brightness as to the comparison of the amount of movie screens and/or computer screens as to the possibility as to such vibrancy, that could possibly assist as per the Rochester images as per the factors as to such situations wherein the assist as to the length of time as to the ways of the specifics as well as the energetic portions as per remembering his Mom having brought forward certain aspects in the early 1990s as to a situation referencing him. Then, there is him.



I know I could not ever recognize him without him telling me he had found me if he had, as to a few situations as per a discussion with his Mom as to how much he always meant to me. Those who can remember me from the year of 1998 through 2000 as to how much I was infuriated to be in Illinois, because of my nightmare as to the ways I have been as to such timeframes beforehand as to what he may not have known during the years of Elementary school. Unless he would think about such as to specific individuals as to the discussions when he informed me as to the comparisons of the situations thereafter, as to such hypothetical situations he may remember as to such aspects to the details thereof such points in time. One year older than him and as per the oddity of such as to his older sister, as to such oddity if she was ever concerned about him as to such timeframes of the differences between the years of their births as I am uncertain if such aspects as to the timeframe as to when his Mom was pregnant with him as to the if factors as to the timeframe of the 1980s.



Getting back to New Jersey after waking up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the years of thereafter, I was excited to find him on Facebook years ago despite the situations during the timeframe of the occurrences. I had confessed concern and care as to such timeframes as to what he meant to me and would always be to me, as his picture I was shown as how he had not changed in the slightest from what I remembered from how he looked during the years I knew him more often as to the in person face to face in person. He and I had situations when we were children when he would make an attempt to stand up as to how he would try to straighten his back and then as to how such were during the timeframes of, as I had wondered if he had remembered a few times at the babysitter's house. In a specific reference as to a small group of children who had been at our babysitter's house as to the smaller group of females biologically, as to the situations where I had to step into the situation. I wondered if he remembered when I had walked between the situation, gently touched his face along his cheek, smiled while I looked into his eyes, and simply nodded. If he remembered/remembers though his feelings were hurt, the situations as to the comparison as to how that could have been in such comparisons as to the group as to such factors. If he remembers when the situation was over as to such clear understanding as to the factors during that particular point in time as to the bicycles, as to the tricycle as well as to the red and yellow colors as to the black seat and pedals as to where near the pool as to where it was kept.



I comprehended as to the year of 2001 as to how he would be if I moved slowly, and thus as to such aspects as to my memories from the timeframe of 1993 as to the aspects of the 1980s as well as the 1990s as children from where I was born and raised as such does include the age gap as to such factors of such biological situations as to the reality of the number of groups as well as locations I have been as to such needs to specifically clarify such factors as to the common sense as to having been invited to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment for a reason as I would guesstimate could be noticed at this point. The RN and LVN aspects as to such additional factors as to Biology and Technology as to the Marina aspects as to such factors, as to my viewpoint of such common sense despite how others could view such as rude or crude or socially unacceptable though if such would be considered as then why would the terminology be considered acceptable for other people as to the comparison of myself as why would my liberties ever be a situation when as to the factors thereof as to such reality?



For example as to similar to the lottery ball situation as to the reality of an egg donor portion, as to how it should not take a head injury to figure out the aspects similar as to the biological factors as to the sperm factors as to the reality of such situations as to how such biologically and yet as to such aspects of the reality.



However individuals who are sensitive to such factors as to the reality of the truth with such scientific proof as to my confusion in several aspects when taking such into consideration, though I would guesstimate if anyone was to ever enjoy "Finding The Silver Lining" as to the aspects of the wording specifically I would guesstimate as to him having found such amusing as well as worded idealistically. Though I could guesstimate as to a few choice words that would be added, despite what some may have thought as to the differences regarding the aspects of during our childhood. He might have thought he was slick murmering underneath his breath as to my Big Blood Brother, though he should have remembered as to the pool situation as to a bit of a difference as to certain aspects. At the same time easily capable to see aspects as to other situations as to certain aspects, whereas to the situations of #NJStrong New Jersey Strong #NewJerseyStrong as to such aspects as to those pop culture situations as to how such claims might be made as to the aspects thereof to such comparisons as to the year of 2020. In the references as to such hypothetical situations as to the difference to such attention to details in certain factors regarding the differences as well as to the timeframes regarding the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza in 1993 as well as 2001 as I would guesstimate my babysitter's children in 1993 as to the comparison of when I was in fifth grade in 1993 as to what occurred inside of the school as to such support.



Since such aspects as to the reality of how such lack of proper communication as to the facts as to how that individual had chosen to be as per her childhood and her teenager years as while the aspects as to the situations where some have tried to say as to sibling factors as to the comparison as to what a sibling rivalry would be as to such comparisons as to such hypotheticals in such references as per the proof thereof in such regards, as my biological little sister had told me in the year of 2001 at the Thanksgiving dinner as per such hypothetical common thread timeframes as to and thus as to the individuals as to that family she had married herself into as to the situations as to the year of the Presidential elections in 2008, as well as the difference for that to think about as to how I was not in high school unlike that biological relative as to the biological maternal or paternal side thereof. Obviously if there was actual care about me in that biological aspect as to the massive difference as to such situations regarding how the years have been as to such aspects as to what actual care and actual concern for me and my best interests actually are, as to such comparisons as to the hypotheticals of thinking the aspects of being nosey busy bodies in comparison of actually having genuine discussions with me as to such aspects as to the proof of such references regarding the aspects of my journal blog from 2015. In such references there are different aspects as to the terminology as to care as per such clarifications as to the timeframe of my updates through this timeframe as per the year of 2019 through now, because of the situations where I sent an initial copy of my autobiography to a company called Tye or Ty Publishing when in the area of Irving Texas in the year of 2011 as I completed the majority of the writing in under a 72 hour timeframe because of the situations. Thus as to writings as to the length of time as to the amount of work as to such a length of time as well as in comparison of actual payments as to my work as per how such prior references would be as per the reference points of prior official journal blogs, as to the situations in the modern timeframe as to the viewpoint of the amount of work per the comparison.



For example as to the amount of areas and people as to prior to 2001 as to the comparison as to the specifics as to overall numbers per events I have assisted to support services as to those points in time as to those years, only since the timeframe from my updates as to my journal blog from the year of 2019 have I been capable to have brought such situations forward as to the aspects of reading such as to my knowledge as to my understanding as to the comprehension especially as to my lack of pop culture exposure personally now in the year as per each journal blog post s per day of such posting is at that point in time as to that reflection at that specific point in time as the references of the years is the format of clarifying cohesive understanding and/or at the basic minimum of knowledge as to such clarifications and verifications. The aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans compared to the actualities of such situations as to the distinctive differences as to being capable to distinguish the aspects in such references. Thus as to the reality to understand coping factors I suppose as to such wording as to the facts thereof to while other people may have been lucky enough during the years as to such support for themselves in person face to face in person as well as whatever length of time as to their online presences compared to myself, and thus as to the situations to the considerations as to what were considered as semantics and tantrums at the timeframe as to the comparison of the reality as during such a point in time. Even as to the aspects whereas when initially having met as to how one particular individual had not believed me when I had explained certain situations in my life, and when as to having explained the aspects of as to varying degrees of situations. I personally have made attempts to discuss and at the minimum as to pondering in such philosophical viewpoints as to such parable factors, however as to the reality of such overall aspects as to such clarifications and verifications as to the distinguishing factors of such as to the updates during my journal blog since the year of 2019 as to certain particular topic points.



Currently after the 11 September 2001 as to February 1993 as to the World Trade Center and the World Trade Center Plaza as to how much the New York City skyline from multiple vantage points as to when looking out of the window along the drive as to seeing, and thus as to how in reference to elder individuals within the Veteran communities as to Desert Sheild and Desert Storm individuals as to such factors regarding the situations as to having made specific phone calls previous to the timeframes as to more recently. In some ways as to how the oddity of what church type as to the Methodist factors as to when I was an infant compared to being a biological adult currently, as well as the capabilities for me to have always distinguished between having known about the reality of that time compared to this time. However the review as to such aspects regarding the combined factors of the reality for individuals in middle school and high school when I was in elementary school, as per the situations where the attempt as to the knowledge as to such 20 years of life as to such situations as to the military portions as to such factors of attempts in the references as to the specific etiquette as to the respect as to invitation regarding such factors as to specific areas during such points in time as per prior updates as well as my personal patterns of behaviour as to such situations referencing the aspects thereof to life.



However as to such points regarding despite how I physically look as to the larger and yet tiny ways as to a proverbial metaphor referencing Crystal Lake South High School as to glitter and confetti as to the year of 1999 as I had spoken with the individuals in charge of cleaning and was given the green light though asked to maintain and sustain in the capacity of the ease for clearing, because of how glitter and confetti are and can be. Thus as to the timeframe from 11 September 2022 through such where as best as I could to update during my trips as the reality of what it takes as to the reality of my headaches and migraine pain levels, as well as the other factors referencing the situations as to the amount of altitude changes in conjunction as to the overall factors of the energetic as to such reality. In 1998 a short 5 year timeframe from the situations in 1993 as to, and then the aspects of high school as to such references before the situations where I am going to guesstimate only more recently as to possibly within the prior 5 years as to possibly around 2020 or 2019 as to the if factor as to individuals realizing such aspects of what support as to the in person face to face in person care and concern about and for me as to the references as to 2001. Though my biological little sister had accused me of being a lazy Mom in the timeframe of December 2001 as a situation of sensing having been pregnant when at my son's Baptism as to Ridgefield Crystal Lake Presbyterian Church I would guesstimate other than the clarifications and verifications as to such updates as well as the more recent timeframes as to such reference aspects of movement, as to whether such would ever have actually been a difference of perception as to what is considered as lazy compared to what is considered as multitasking as to such productiveness.



However as to such situations as to the references when I have informed people before as to how important if wanting to schedule something as to me, as to needing to actually speak with me and have a real discussion with me as the timeframe of the 1990s was when people in the northeast began slowly clamming up in comparison to their liberties as to such factors regarding the amount of NDA situations as to such reference points as to how those factors as to such references regarding the journal blog in such reference aspects as to the situations of artistry. A massive difference between Jamie Robles and I as to the viewpoint of artwork as to the Red Canvas at the Met, as she thought the need for chaos and controversy for artwork to ever be appreciated whereas I informed her there were and are ways for individuals to appreciate artwork without such levels of controversy surrounding such situations though can stir the thought processes in ways where the topics as to such points would be as to the situations of discussions and forward movement if the topic points are pointing in such a direction. Thus as to the massive differences between Jamie Robels' viewpoints as to the 151 Road Warrior situation as to the Alamo Drafthouse as to the Fiesta San Antonio Texas situation, as to the reference of my concern as to Montana as to Missoula though as to the smoke and the color of the skyline as to the situations as to the amount of altitude changes as well as the breathing factors. Just as per such situations referencing the Governor in the state of Texas, as to what attempts I have been making in the larger factors while taking care of the details as best as I can as to along the way while getting to the point of where the references as to the Governor locations as to such specifics as to my Medal of Honor Art Project discussions as to the midway point of the factors of respectfully taking care of as many situations prior to making such efforts as to such prior handwritten notes as to honesty and genuinity as to my work as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the historical and spiritual rubbing as to the combined factors overall as to the creation of each individual piece as per the aspects thereof to taking such seriously.



Thus as to how the need to such attempts as to the timeframe of the 20 year though also as to the reality of as while moving as swiftly as possible regarding New York City as to the thirty year though as to the aspects of the thirty five year in other references as to the specifics of the area as well as the timeframe, as to such aspects of where the plausibility of how much my son and my daughter as to the knowledge of how much I have made attempts as per having given specific books to them as to hoping the proverbial reference as to a foster parent I remember meeting from my biological father's childhood named Mrs. Hardwick as she had crocheted a black and white bear I named Pepper though when possible as to finding a monocle sort of to add as to naming him Dr. Pepper. I can easily see if as to my son and my daughter as well as such biological factors connected to them as to such possibilities as to reviewing such now in the year of 2022 the two being somewhat similar to the proverbial aspects of crocheting, similarly as to such aspects regarding my modeling as to one particular photographer and his wife. The aspects of such as to what my personal goals as to what I set as my minimum because of my personal requirements for myself as per different references as to the situations such as my SCUBA Diving, the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the Dominant Mentor Program as having debated as to the aspects of specific groups as to the aspects of as per having spoken with a female's little sister at an event as to having informed as to how important I saw the aspects of the Dominant Mentor Program for the aspects of more as especially as to the aspects of her older sister as to how my concern as to the aspects of what I had grown up seeing as to where the possibilities of such as to the educational references because of the reality of my childhood in the 1980s and the 1990s in the tristate area as to who I knew and as how many I once knew.



2006 as to the year was the first time I referenced the situations as to the concern of what was noticed and where certain aspects have been capable to steer myself clear from as to hopefully remaining fully clear of such aspects as per the situations, as per the vision of such aspects I had written about as to the aspects of how those sensations were as to the individual aspects of what I had went through as to when initially in the state of Washington as to the only way I had words during those years as to the comparison as to the reference of the e cigarette as to how such went through to the aspects of waxing the hair from the sides of my head was less painful than the amount of pain levels from the zapping regarding each individual strand of hair as to the length because of the weight as I have been pushing myself as to finding ways as to what betterment could be possible as per the aspects of such combinations as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain.



The reality of such situations as to "Finding A Silver Lining" as well as such updates as to my journal blog as to such factors as to their lack of consideration as to the common sense aspects of what would have been considered as etiquette in the comparison as to such hypotheticals as to such factors, as to how such individuals had obviously not paid attention to the subarachnoid hemorrhage aspects as to the common sense that would have taken to figure such out regarding the fact I had been complained about being repetitive as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, however as to such situations as to the if factors as to my children's biological father still being alive as to such possibilities as to such situations in reference to the fact of how many times I brought forward explanations as to sight in prior references. He had his own experience when I had read him as to after having been attuned to Reiki as to the alignment with what I already worked on as to prior teachings as to religious and spiritual factors as per the aspects of what I had previously discussed as to the San Antonio Pagan community as to Joe Rose as to what I brought forward previously, as he has a daughter named Sam or a wife named Sam as to his ex named Dee whereas to such oddities as to Crystal Lake South High School as to the named of Dee and Joe and Sam as to such individuals to the considerations thereof.



If as to such factors as to individuals regarding the high school aspects compared to the situations of where I was born and raised as to the if factors as to Chicago as to New Jersey and New York City as to such pop culture references as well as the situations as to the aspects of such clarifications and verifications, the aspects whereas such hypothetical factors regarding my actions and my words might take a bit to align though as to the best possible as per the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain. If as to such aspects regarding within the aspects of SCUBA Diving as to the situations where the attempts to clarify regarding the situations I was dealing with as per the prior timeframes, as to the aspects whereas because of how I was explained as to such situations as to the comparison of luxury SCUBA Diving compared to the work as to such comparisons of if factors as to my children['s biological father as to their biological connections as to such possibilities in such comparison as to how the reality of where any and every time other people involved themselves between he and I as to how each and every time those individuals had not ever gotten anything correct as to such factors. He had dealt with multiple situations where I warned him as to the aspects he had acknowledged as to how he thought I had not warned him enough about Illinois in the year of 2001, as to the aspects where he hit a pole as to the situations of my Ford Winstar van though such small damages at that time to the front end as he had not seen the yellow pole.



However if as to my warning as to TSA as well as the airport factors of if situations as to the initial TSA check as to the flight as per described in "Finding A Silver Lining" as to the year of 2001 when the first flights I took as to how the instant checks as to my children's biological father whereas the TSA cleared me 100% as per as I also gave a few pointers as to paying attention to details, while the other staff members went through the aspects of the details and if such aspects refer to my original Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the Lackland Air Force Base graduation as to David Osteen as to those factors regarding the technological connections as to the direct aspects of as to my children's biological father as to such possibilities as to the technology showing as to such references regarding the viewpoints to such attention to prior references I brought forward in my journal blog updates. The situations as to the if factors regarding the accuracy as to if regarding the relationship factors as to at each time whenever I dated someone and/or the aspects of marital, the needless drama that occurred shortly afterwards because of the aspects similar as to 2001 when Kenny had called and told my children's biological father a lie as to being my boyfriend and as to the comparison of what aspects as to the situations of such differences as well as the reality of as while he claimed it was just a prank and I informed him I did not find it funny nor did my then husband and other situations as to Chiolis at the timeframe as to the aspects of where I was working at the time as the if factors as to the online portions as well as how he had worked at a movie theater as to such aspects as to the if factors regarding the pop culture aspects as to such situations regarding how the trying aspects as to the situations whereas to when I was Maid Marion as to the Robin Hood play as to such factors of what the legal definition of such would actually translate to if thought about in such hypotheticals.



Then as to therein regarding the civilian sector as to the SCUBA Diving community because of the differences regarding civilians as to the viewpoint of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, and as to having been born as a biological female as to how what some in a different aspect as to my children's biological father as to my biological family connections as to the aspects as to SCUBA Divers as per my attempts similarly as to certain aspects referencing in the various areas of as per how I saw what occurred regarding what was my family as to the situations as soon as other people thought they had a right to discuss the situations at the time as to certain interjections as each time when actually having spoken with in person face to face in person as to actual lengthy in depth discussions as to the comparison as to when eve's dropping or such aspects of the depending upon as to such comparisons as to actual truthful discussions as to relationship factors as to the requirements of actual discussion as to genuine communication though attempts thereof as to such factors.



My attempts to explain as best as I could as to the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage as to the comparisons as to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury was difficult in many ways throughout such times, as the proverbial what came first as to the chicken or the egg as to the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury was first and then the subarachnoid hemorrhage formed as to the coma timeframe as per what I can remember having been told when I was in Medical Hold Unit. However I could also see two individual SCUBA Divers I once knew in person face to face in person being as to such factors of the proverbial Jesus Christ aspects depending upon the viewpoint as to the aspects of, as to the reality depending upon who was spoken with as to what details as to the specifics of as to the possibilities depending upon the individual(s). Thus as to such clarifications and verifications though also as to the reality of having mailed to specific locations and messages as to attempts as the reality as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to such hypothetical aspects as to the admitted aspects as to the name situations until I began to metamorphosize in certain capacities as to the physical in some references as to the aspects thereof, and as to the symbolic factors as to the Greco Roman Latin classes as to the only terminology for the symbol shape as to before I met an individual in person face to face in person though as to the aspects of what as to the reference of the furthered portion from that exact same discussion as per the aspects of if those individuals specifically remember what they were wearing as to that specific event as to where they were sitting as to the comparisons as to the specific shape as to my tattoo in one specific factor as to Methuselah in Austin Texas as to a specific household at the timeframe as to the accurate name as to the Greco Roman Latin shape as to the name of Omega as to the specific naming within Greek as well as Roman-ish as to Latin as per various root and prefix translations.



The reality of as individuals who have monogamous and/or what agreed to as polyamoury if as to such as to relationships and/or such aspects of individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects regarding the proverbial Jesus factor, as personally I would review such prior timeframes of 2009 through 2013 as to the situations whereas in the viewpoints as to what I have considered as beauty as to the aspects depending upon the viewpoint as to such factors regarding situations. The aspects of whereas such discussions during such points in time whereas to different situations and as to suggestions for situations I noticed as while I made attempts as to explaining as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage as maybe I needed to repeat those words as I thought the common sense was the capability to see such connected and yet separate and yet connected aspects, and in such references regarding the situations I was only briefly made aware of more recently as well as only in the year of 2018 was the first time I went to the FBI as to the references of the specifics at the time as to the year of 2018 as not before as to not having went to the aspects of until as to the timeframe because of having seen a few visions as to at a point in time as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2018. My recent trip in September of 2022 as it continues a bit as to the areas from Missoula Montana as to the 11 September 2022 service to Dalton Georgia to Maine because of the common sense as to the reasons why I fought to be capable to assist where I could as to protecting and defending the United States of America as per the updates as to the probability of the same aspects regarding time as to the specific details as to such factors of the year to such hypotheticals.



For example if only recently despite having written about it after having discussed for years as to the situations referencing the aspects of oddity as to the situations of where the moving beyond the repetition as to the if factor as to others needing to have paid attention and needing to pay attention and needing to accept the reality of the damages I deal(t) with as to the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to if some in Austin as to such Seaing as to the aspects of depending upon who as to the aspects of what details as to the need of clarifying as the 10 Commandments, as it may have been assumed the situations were more along such standards as to those factors compared to the reality of the situations during the years of 2010 through 2013 as to the aspects thereof combined. The situations as to the 10 Commandments as to Charles as to 2004 as to multiple communities as to the state of Texas, and I am uncertain as to the situations referencing the aspects of the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the references regarding whereas to the more recent timeframes as to the combinations of as while as best as possible accommodating as per the capacities of as to the combinations as to the attempts as best as I can as per having worked on as much as I have while quietly being appreciative as to such aspects of situations throughout various aspects of as per depending upon the situations though as best as possible even a momentary pause of gratitude as to such factors.



If my son and/or my daughter thought such would be a good idea as to their cousins as to the aspects of prior discussions as to certain factors with the aspects of the ex-in-laws as to such situations regarding certain more recent discussions, in certain references. The oddity of the if factors as to the situations where those ex-in-laws were warned as to the situations as to the Chief Warrant Officer 3, as to the situations referencing what updates as to my journal blog as to possibly an unknown awakening as to a possibility referencing my Basic Training as to the comparison of certain situations such as to the reference of cigarettes as to a Mustang from the Korean War's daughter who tried to give commands to an individual she had absolutely no authority to ever make such a statement in my direction as to her status as a dependent in such comparisons as to what I was informed of as to her biological father's status as a retied General as to a Mustang from the Korean War as to such viewpoints similar to my stance as to the Black Beret for the US Army Rangers as per tradition as to the comparisons as to the tan beret. Grandpa Nichols was proud of me for standing up for the specific tradition as per his four tours in Vietnam as per the years we discussed various topics from his life experiences, and was elated as to "how wordsy (I) could get as to the accuracy" as I wonder if individuals realized cadences are in certain ways similar to the lyrics of songs as through such technicalities of being songs while sung in the field and marches as to. Though also as to the aspects of where I have volunteered as to such aspects as per additional perspectives thereof, whereas I guesstimate as to the factors of my subarachnoid hemorrhage viewpoint to such possibilities of if factors as to what information is available as to the amount that would be to take 8.5 years to clear from the point of the year of 2000.



Currently as to reviewing the situations as to also having brought forward the situations as to what I had dealt with as to the timeframes as to the years of 2000 after having been born and raised in New Jersey above the Mason Dixon Line where the summer months usually top at the 80s in August compared to the state of Texas in June where their summer starts the morning above the 80s around that time of the year after waking up from my coma. I had not ever experienced a summer heat such as in the state of Texas until the year of 2000 and the following summer months I spent for two years in a row as to my first years awake in the state of Texas was when I was pregnant with my son and my daughter as per 2001 and 2002, as to the aspects of while also dealing with the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the aspects thereof to the overall such aspects as to my headaches and migraines. Thus the first three years awake after signing the proverbial dotted line or possibly I should write four or five following years as to after having woken up from my coma in the state of Texas from during my Basic Training in the year of 2000, the oddity as to the HVAC and Air Conditioning system as to the aspects of the year of 2010 if I recall correctly as to one check reason as to the other check reason as to police gear as to Holly Lake as per my Basketball Card Collection as to the video as per Instagram in the year of 2022 however the Holly tree in an area caught my attention in a different capacity as well as some of the gardening near the corner as well as along the curvatures as to the area.



Thus as to how the situation as per if factors as to the possible combinations overall as to such reasons as to why I make attempts to be as grateful as possible while maintaining manners as per the situations while being honest and respectful and still true and yet modest possibly, as others would know of their viewpoints thereof. The drives from the viewpoints as to New York City seems as to sensations as to an odd viewpoint of a lack of wording in such references, as to the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trip in the year of 2018 as to the situations as to the year of 2020 though more-so as to 2021 and then as to 2022 as to the New York City skyline as it was made clear to me that it was important as to knowing about the survivors from such as more recent timeframes as to such journal blog entries though discussions randomly as to the aspects thereof as per the additional aspects as to multiple attempts as to from the year of 2001 as to during the holiday season flight as to having wanted to get to the area of New Jersey though certain oddities as to such factors of when looking backwards as to such situations as per the proverbial aspects regarding the situations thereof as some people when there are certain situations that move at whatever pace thereof as to the reasons as per such factors as to such individual as to their life and thus as to the stated specific goal as to having additionally brought forward in truth as to such clarifications and verifications especially as to having been pregnant twice as to giving life to one male and one female biologically.



It is almost one month from 11 September 2022 in comparison to February 1993 compared to around the beginning of fall months in 1988 or 1989, as to the reality as to what I have asked for as to assistance for myself in the aspects of where I actually have needed assistance as to what I have comprehended as to such factors as to the attempts to put into words as to such points in time as to the situations referencing such clarifications and verifications as to the updates as well.



Thus as to the subarachnoid hemorrhage damages as to where the assistance as to the in person face to face in person aspects as to such comparisons as to the aspects of the situations, which as to how if in comparison as to a relationship of actually only having as to such between he and I as to the comparison as the best discussions he and I had were when it was only just the two of us as whenever other individuals began to discuss anything when he and I were talking as to how those factors were always the problems to begin with as to such points in time as per the attention seekers referencing to the individuals if as to such and the requirement of if as to an interest in me as to a romantic relationship as to the aspects of as well as the difference of what I consider as chivalry in comparison as I have needed real assistance and if there are those who can assist me as to the apartment situation as to clearing that up fully for me as to the entirety I would greatly appreciate the aspects of as to the other situations of what I have needed to take care of as to the recent email to the area as well as the additional factor as to the Montana situations as the reference of aspects as to the problems as to the Westboro Baptist Church types as to the situations as to the hypotheticals more recently.



Since as to having acknowledged such factors as per the area as to Washington state as to such factors in the hypotheticals as per the current notice as why would there be as to such factors when having made such as to informing me of the bill cleared fully in truth as to such aspects, as the reality of the need for myself as to the situations where I survived as to the amounts of individuals I once knew as to exactly the same situations as to the year of 2008 as to such factors as to the comparison of whereas situations as to February 2008 compared to Grandpa Nichols’ as similarly as a discussion with who I was informed named Leroy Petry as to a Medal of Honor recipient named Wilbur Ross as to the situations as to the current status as both as to such Medal of Honor status. Though as Wilbur Ross as to what I was informed of as to only twenty or so as to as Grandpa Nichols as to the references regarding the situations, though as to the possibilities additionally of only recently having thought of as to if as to fans of my work as to why would I ever think of having fans of my work when as to what would make me think I could have fans of my work and what work would there be as to such a viewpoint for me to consider?



As per updates as to clarifications and verifications regarding my website as to my journal blog the reality the subarachnoid hemorrhage as to what seemed important, though few I ever spoke about my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to possibly having said something about the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain. In comparison to what it once was in an overall way as compared to shorter bursts as per the aspects depending upon time as what would be considered important about the first few years to the 5 year to the 10 year to the 20 year to the 25 year to the 30 year to the 35 year to the 40 year as to the 45 year to the 50th year as to the continuation as to the time forward regarding the situations as what is the difference to the outlook as to the reference of time as to situations?



As the subarachnoid hemorrhage as well as the aspects where Amazon would have had to know about my books as well as the situations as to my Medal of Honor Art Project trips as to the MMJ at those prior times as to the situations because if the Federal Government of the United States of America as to the legalization as to the banking system as with the knowledge and understanding as well as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork, as to the hypotheticals in reference to various situations as to the included states in regards as to such factors and thus as to the reality of such situations as to 2017 as to 2018 possibly as to the consideration regarding the legalization of the ease of the systems as well as the facts of the drug and alcohol tests as to the distinctive differences between ingesting such as to the smoking portions as to the second hand smoke as to the reference of cigarettes is not something I would know of if there is a possibility however having already clarified such details previously to the situations during the timeframes before my son went to the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America and having clarified as to the Volcano as to the difference as to such aspects during those years in a different area of the house as to such factors clearly described in the publishing of the year of 2014 “Finding A Silver Lining” as to the MMJ aspects.



I had protected as to such factors as to the situations of the motorcyclists as to how I have been and am appreciative as to having been capable to model on motorcycles as to the aspects where the respect as to the individuals’ who had allowed the modeling sessions as well as the situations as to the locations as to the modeling, though such aspects as to the ensuring to respect the property of such aspects as to having known a few motorcyclists before. The situations whereas to how my lack of knowledge of the overall aspects as to the situations where I have and remain appreciative as to such aspects though as to the reality of my concern because of what I dealt with if as to such individuals thinking differently as to such aspects referencing such motorcycles and/or airplanes as to such factors, because of the reality as to what I have brought forward. In the references of such factors as to the images as to the photographers as best as possible to the reference points as to credits, there are also the realistic aspects as to how I made attempts to figure out how to words the situations as to the aspects depending on what individuals know as for their own references compared to what I am accustomed to as to finding the best quality while paying attention as well as to the quality within the quantity, though as to the aspects of religious and spiritual respect as to my requirements as to my needs while taking care of the overall responsibilities as per where as to such responsibilities as to the points in time as best as I possibly have been capable to.



During this point in time as to there having been two specific situations where the specific payments should have went through as well as the capability for my usage as to such as to the comparison as to where I have to consider the necessity as to such assistance for my best interests as to the aspects, as obviously as to such factors as to how the discussions could have been if were to have had the honesty as to a meeting I was called into though was not informed as to the situations at the timeframe of 2018 or 2019 though oddly as to this year of 2022 as to the attempts, and thus as to the reality of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to the 8.5 years it took as to the importance as to the length of time as well as many reasons why I respond with to a specific questions “breathing” as to my appreciation as to such factors regarding the reality as to both the reference of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans.



Thus as to breathing: Beautiful Resourceful Everflowing Aerodynamic Talented Healthy Interesting Nautical Groundwork





The bottom right corner the capability to see the image as to who I have referred to at Crystal Creek Apartments as to how you can see the difference to the snowfall as well as the levels of height, as to the situations in reference of HUD as to the situations regarding the Nottingham situations as to Britain though the United States of America as obviously that is not something my son had at the timeframe in the year of 2013 or 2014.


Go read the rest of my journal blogs, in The Ornery PSA though pay attention to the time of the writing as well as to the time of the year for possible memory assistance as to the length of time for age care to assistance for the elderly as per such factors regarding what some may have an inclination as to what memory training assistances could be viewed as per reading through and understanding knowledge if as to such possibilities to assistance to progression forward positively.



Thank you!





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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