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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The Ornery Public Service Announcement as to Pop Culture difference, of Reality as to Actuality

If instead of dealing with needless problems as I consider as needless problems, needless situations as I consider as needless situations, and needless drama as to what I consider as; that only shows me how much everything I am and everything that has ever been worked on as to anything and everything as to such situations as to how the truth of what my viewpoint was when I wrote as to my journal blog of being as how I consider(ed) as an unwanted artist the proof of the facts as to my viewpoint because of the ways that all of the clarifications and verifications I have provided as to such aspects, as to the instead of what is far more comfortable for me to work on and be a part of as per the situations as to such needless stresses.



While some people consider being what I consider as bratty as to such aspects as to those types of situations instead of being mature, the facts as to what I have dealt with as I consider as needless in each and every such way has only continued to reprove to me as to the aspects of my viewpoint officially, instead of ever giving me the viewpoint of what I consider as being wanted in a positive way.



I do not like brats officially and each such situation that I have been dealing with needlessly that has only caused me the ridiculous amounts of needless stress as to such aspects, only has reproved to me as to how my viewpoint has been 100% accurate because of what my needs actually are instead of what other people who had not paid attention when the timeframe was most important to pay attention to as to such factors.



If others as to their aspects of brattiness as to what I consider as brattiness as to how many times I have dealt with needless situations instead of what I consider(ed) as need(ed) situations, the same as to what I consider(ed) as need(ed) circumstances to get to what I consider as need(ed) to me as well as including others as to such aspects regarding the combined overall situations that especially after the year of 2018 #yearof2018 as to such factors regarding the situations that have only been an undue amount of stress as well as only ways that have shown me as to what I consider as to what I consider as to unwanted aspects because of the amounts of situations that should not have been as to the ways such was handled officially as while people who once knew me in person face to face in person knew of some of the situations I was dealing with as to how they did not pay attention to everything that I was dealing with that was inevitably going to be as exactly as I warned them about.



Due to the fact that instead of being caring about me as to what I consider as caring about me and due to the fact as to the choices regarding such factors as to having had to explain time to everyone as per such factors regarding the situations, where each individual somehow has seemed to think that everything restarts from the timeframe they last remembered instead of the reality of how everything in between as to such aspects are just as important as to the prior time as to such aspects as to the amounts of what situations have only reproved to me as to how unwanted such individuals have thought of me as to such situations they did not pay attention to that I brought awareness to the entire time. If such individuals had correctly paid attention as to the facts regarding all of the information I already gave previously as to how much more I would have actually had the sensation of being wanted in a positive way beforehand to such situations, instead of how each aspect when I was in person face to face in person as to the timeframes thereof and/or phone calls as to such individuals throughout such factors, as to what actually was as to such aspects as to the situations to get what I actually needed to get taken care of at the time though the aspects of the larger portions of what has been and remains important to me. Those individuals who may have thought whatever their thoughts were most likely associated to the other people in their lives as to how those feelings may have been as to who they were with instead of what the aspects of were as to such points in time, as to the common sense of all such aspects fully as to each location as to each situation as to each factors thereof as to what common sense actually is. #commonsenseisimportant #commonsensematters #commonsense



For example when in locations that are for supposed to be consenting adults and instead of ever speaking with me in truth as to such aspects as to any such capacity thereof as to the what ifs, their choices as to such aspects instead as to the common sense for each and every individual situation as to such common sense factors. Thus when those people if ever as to such aspects of thoughts and they went to whatever their capacities thereof if they thought of me instead of actually being with me instead, then the common sense to such factors in full officially as to what common sense actually is as to where their thoughts were instead of the aspects of. That officially does not translate to my response of such factors of the situations regarding if factors, though the reality of such aspects as to what I consider as common sense if as to such hypotheticals. If other people think that masturbating instead of actually being with an individual is considered as wanted, I do not comprehend why such individuals would ever have such a viewpoint as to the actualities thereof unless their video games/computer games/online aspects/etcetera as to pop culture factors would be as to such aspects of what I warned about in different aspects.



If those individuals had ever actually had the common sense to think about that instead of their aspects of how the irony as to how certain individuals have told their children if you masturbate too much how blind you will make yourself, then as to such aspects of individuals as to the if factors of being in situations in the areas thereof as to their thoughts instead of as to such aspects would officially be within such a capacity. Again that does not translate to me wanting to be involved with any such aspects of individuals as to what my needs are as to ever be capable to, though why would that ever be considered as important to anyone else as that would only show as to the common sense factors where obviously such aspects would only show the reproving of such aspects officially to me.



Why would anyone with intelligence ever think that masturbating instead of being with would ever be considered as actually being wanted to me as to such factors, is beyond anything I could ever think of to know or understand as to such aspects. Just as to such factors of those role playing aspects instead of actually being with me as to such aspects of imitation does not equate to me as to anything other than how the individuals officially prefer such others, instead of myself as to the common sense aspects thereof in all such capacities and as to such rage in all such ways because of my clarifications and verifications. Thus in those factors as to what is supposed to be considered as consenting adult aspects and how I officially have not ever consented to such factors of what I consider as identity theft because of those types as to such as I consider as needless games/needless problems/needless situations as to if factors as I have clarified as to the full reasons of ending all stolen valor as to whatever type of what I consider as stolen valor. #popcultureisuselessforfacts #roleplayingisuseless



Since the common sense as to the energetic portions as to historical and spiritual rubbings as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork of any/all individuals who ever had any doubt as to such work of mine regarding the energetic healings as to such factors as well as to energetic healing, then as to the common sense for each and every individual as to any such aspects thereof officially as to such proof regarding each factor thereof to each doubter officially of whatever area of life in whatever capacities thereof to each and every individual regarding such skeptics. Thus the aspects of my work whether as to my writings and/or my modeling and/or my performances and/or my artwork and/or my website as to such factors as to the proof regarding those types of individuals that obviously as to their skepticism as to how my attitude has been regarding such factors as to what I consider as respect as to what I already dealt with in person face to face in person in real life as to such aspects as to the situations referencing such hypotheticals regarding those types of depraved individuals as to only reproving how much they prefer someone else instead of ever proving to me as to such aspects as to those types of skeptics as to whatever capacities thereof officially as to those individuals who would be insulting to me as well as insulting to my work.



Oddly enough as to each female as to whatever capacity thereof as to how each individual as to such factors truthfully told you as to how you yourself were not as to what was wanted in such capacities officially, as to any such aspects thereof as to such common sense. I am a feminist as to such aspects and obviously as to being myself as to such factors as to whether such individuals would actually want such factors of you as to such hypotheticals, as to the common sense of role playing when the possibilities of actual reality as to such differences regarding those types of those factors. Any individual I once dated as to such aspects thereof to such endeavors would fully only officially prove to me as to their preferences as to instead of being in a real relationship with the one and only me, that they prefer such imitations instead of what once was as to whatever possibilities of a time that once was as to those factors as to such personal aspects regarding those specifics as to such situations and would only reprove as to me as to what those times actually were as to their viewpoints of me as to such differences as to actually being with me and only being with me as what common sense is as to those others instead of being in a real relationship with me as to what actually is considered as being wanted in a relationship of that type as to such factors whether as to a dating relationship and/or such aspects as to the factors of if possibilities.



Additionally females as to such hypotheticals would only prove as to such aspects of where their type of aspects as to such depravity officially as to such situations as to how they prefer to be anyone other than themselves as to such aspects of proving to males as to what amounts of levels those females have been willing to stoop to, instead of as being truthful to and with such aspects of such hypotheticals in my opinion. The common sense as to any such female thinking that would ever be worthwhile in the short term and/or long term instead of the facts as to such situations regarding the common sense of such aspects of the mental health disorders as to such types of individuals as to such aspects regarding in the most intimate of ways as to how those individuals would be willing to lie to such factors, as well as to breaking the 10 Commandments in the most intimate and official of ways fully as to such viewpoints in my opinion as per such clarifications and verifications to the length of time. When the reality of how such aspects of the one and only aspects regarding if factors of what I consider as to a relationship with me as to such differences regarding those particulars as to females and males that had/have preferred such then as to such aspects of the lack of work they have been willing to do, as to the if factors of actually having such a capacity of if factors as to me.



Thus as to the aspects of how my viewpoint of how selfish such individuals have been as to the reality of one and only me as to such differences as to themselves as to how they have considered their pleasure more important than my pleasure, as to such common sense aspects fully officially as to what the common sense is instead of whatever their thoughts as to such factors thereof as to the same regarding individuals who would prefer to be with a role player or a gamer instead of the reality as to the situations regarding the common sense aspects thereof to such situations as to those pop culture aspects as to such situations within the general public as well as to throughout such private time aspects. While such might not be considered as masturbating to others as to role playing as to such factors, I have clarified as to such viewpoints of mine as to how such situations are a problem as to more than just myself as I guesstimate as to such factors. Thus any individual I once dated as to such factors of their masturbatory aspects with other individuals instead of being with the one and only, as to the proof that I did not ever actually matter to them as to such aspects as to the amount of time as to such individuals instead of the amount of time to me in such capacities as to what common sense is. As to individuals that might have or could be interested in me as to relationship aspects as to any such factors of if factors as to such participation of role playing as to how such aspects as to the same factors officially as to the common sense regarding such types of situations, as those types of females as to such aspects being willing participants would only show as to the amount of lies they personally are willing to stoop to in the knowledge thereof as to such aspects of the hypothetical role playing factors as to in th most intimate of ways officially as to each individual.



When the aspects of the capability to be with as to a real relationship as to the dating factors as to the acceptance factors of who the individual is as to the other person as to such factors thereof to such situations in such a type of situation, as to the aspects of where I have clarified as to such amounts of times regarding such aspects throughout my journal blog as well as all prior times as to discussions before my journal blog and/or writings online as to such discussions in person face to face in person in real life and/or phone calls. Thus as to how some people may have whatever thoughts they might have as to what they consider as to being wanted regarding such aspects thereof as to whatever capacity as to the proof of differences regarding the reality, because their opinion as to the difference of the reality is the difference to such considerations.



The common sense of such aspects regarding where the reality of whereas to such possibilities of what could have been as to individuals I had once known as to such points in time as to the aspects of in person face to face in person dating relationships as to such hypotheticals as to whatever level as to such factors, only reproves as to such #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter 10 Commandments regarding the aspects thereof as to the most intimate of ways obviously as to any such hypotheticals as to being with another female as to in any such factors thereof officially as to proving as to whether they were ever actually faithful to me as to what I consider as faithful when the clarifications as to the religious and spiritual aspects as to who I am as to such factors as to the aspects thereof to such situations. If as to a female as to having been as to whatever level of their aspects thereof were to ever think that would ever show me as to such aspects of being wanted as to what I consider as being wanted, then as to what their viewpoint of themselves as to their only value and their only worth throughout their lives as well as to others instead of anything further as to such betterment as to what my considerations are as to such differences of myself as a feminist as to those types as to such feminazis as instead of actually being as to themselves as to such actualities as to such truths as to only showing how much they are willing to train themselves as to such aspects of their aspects of their looks and such aspects thereof to such factors of what hypotheticals as to their view of their own worth in life instead of the aspects of the truth as to such factors as to their own viewpoints of themselves in my opinion.



Thus as to the if factors of any such issues regarding females as to any such involvement as to their internal viewpoints of themselves being lowered as to any such capacity thereof to such factors, as to the proof as to such reasons I warned about those needless games as to the aspects of those renaissance aspects as to those reenactors as to such aspects of those renne fair types as to the pronunciation of renne faire as to ren-iey-fa-r aspects. Those ren-iey-fa-r types as to such aspects instead of the real aspects as to such factors of those reenacting aspects as to such factors as to the difference of learning from history as to such situations as to how the hypotheticals of the need for the clear aspects of clarifications as to the difference of those historical times as to whether as to renaissance fairs/medieval fairs/historical reenactments as to such aspects as to the modernization because of the technological advances as to videos and/or pictures as to such time situations as to my considerations as to what other people made fun of me for as to throughout various decades. Yet if as to such accuracy to such situations as to the clear aspects of the clarifications as to such age factors regarding the knowledge of officially instead as to such childish antics as to such factors in the long term as to such situations as I warned about in the 1980s as to the proof of such situations as per the factors thereof as to what in others' lives as to such impacts regarding the situations as to outside of the specific location of such aspects as to the faires because of the common sense aspects as to the technology factors as to how such traveling as to the aspects thereof as to my opinion back then as well as what my opinion is now if I am accurate as to such hypotheticals.



Thus while some individuals might find their worth as to such aspects as to the situations regarding such hypotheticals as to such aspects, when the if factors just in reference to the few individuals I ever had dated as to such relationship aspects of the proof regarding such hypotheticals as to the reality of the proof regarding the situations since. Thus as to the if factors of an ex-relationship only reproving the aspects as to how that relationship had not ever meant more to them as to anything other than just a fling, instead as to such aspects of the situations regarding a real relationship as per such aspects of when I began my official updates as to the aspects to my journal blog as to how individuals have known as to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to what I informed of what I had been told after what I had noticed though also the aspects as to the situations in reference to their knowledge of what I have prophecised as to such timeframes before when meeting them as to such aspects thereof to such factors as to possible terminology regarding the situations as to such hypotheticals as to such individuals I once had whatever dating relationship with in the conjunction of what levels they actually were as to such points in time as to whenever such dating factors as to such points in time actually were for them as well. Obviously if as to such individuals who I once dated as to such aspects of flings as to such hypotheticals as to such aspects where their opinion of me would only be where they would only see me as replaceable to such aspects as well as to how they only viewed the relationship as to such aspects of the lack of importance as to being truthful with me as to such points in time as well as such factors thereof thereafter as to any such possibilities, then as to how such common sense aspects in full officially as to such situations as per such aspects of what I already clarified as to such individuals as to those particular factors of the truth.



In the hypothetical circumstances where they had the chance to actually revitalize what may have actually been in truth with me as to their internal most thoughts officially instead as to such difference of superficiality regarding the aspects of whatever factors as to their actual subconscious aspects in the capacities thereof in my opinion, referencing such a psychological break down of such aspects officially in my opinion regarding the truth of and within themselves as to such aspects of the difference as to the logistical break down of time as to the reality about the requirements as I had already clarified as to whenever I knew them in person face to face in person of the realities proven as to the aspects of my updates regarding the situations as to 11 September 2001 as well as the aspects as to the leading timeframe as to the year of 1993 as to all of the individuals I once knew as to the additional aspects of them not having accepted me for who I am as to who all I could have assisted as to such points in time. Thus let me give the break down of time as to what would have been if such individuals as to their selfishness as to such factors during such timeframes, since I have had to clarify so many other factors as to where I have made such best attempts to remaining as calm as possible regarding such amounts of lives that were/are important to me as to how unwanted those individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to whatever capacities thereof to such factors as to whatever claims those individuals might have had as to such so-called care.



Then again what I consider as care for me and care about me, as to such obvious differences as to those people as to such hypotheticals.



After the situations as to the year of 2001 into the year of 2002 as to what I could have taken care of instead of being pregnant a second time as to those factors of the second amount of labor and delivery situations as to those factors, I would have been in the areas of the country sides as to the aspects of the Amish/Mennonites/Mountaineers as to the states of New York as well as Pennsylvania as to such aspects of knowing how to speak with such individuals about the aspects of the situations as to 11 September 2001 just as I had done so in reference to the situations as to the year of after February 1993 as to that larger World Trade Center #WTC #WTCP #WEorldTradeCenter #WorldTradeCenterPlazza and World Trade Center Plaza attacks as to throughout the timeframes as to such aspects of situations I personally knew about as to the facts proven to such aspects of the situations as per the clarifications and verifications regarding such situations. However as to such aspects to get the individuals I once knew in person face to face in person aware of such factors for them to be capable to be aware as to protecting themselves as well as protecting others as to caring about such aspects thereof, as then after such I would have been capable to return to the state of Texas when I was completed with what I comprehended was important as to life and as to living.



That one small step that would have been the most ideal as to all of those friends and families of mine that were not in any capacity of yearbooks and/or picture directories, as to how many individuals I could have assisted as to throughout the timeframes as to that year as well as other years. However those people I once knew in person face to face in person as well as those connections as to those people biologically related to my son and my daughter, as to how much more important of themselves as they thought of themselves to be instead of what and who I considered as long time friends and long time family members instead of those people I only knew for whatever length of time as to such differences as to school or the branch/division as to such aspects thereof to my true friends and my true family as to being chosen as to such aspects thereof instead of the aspects where such situations to me as to my sensations as per such references as to the modern American Civil War as to such aspects of common sense. If as to those people I once knew as to whatever capacities thereof as to the actual time whether as to the combined time as to the years of 1998 through 2000 and/or the years of 2000 through this year of 2022 as to their interpretations of their viewpoints as to such aspects when I was only being as per logistical aspects as per the facts as to the proof regarding their needless involvements as to what actually as to the larger aspects of where those people ironically should have comprehended better as to their town size populations as to such differences as to the Amish #Amish and the #Mennonites Mennonites and the #Mountaineers Mountaineers as to such smaller populations as to those individuals.



Those who I once knew as to the aspects of any needless situations as to my work as whether my work of dealing with my headaches and?/or the work as to dealing with my migraines and/or what my actual work I have made attempts to get to who now officially mean nothing to me as why would those types ever actually mean something to me as to what I consider as to such factors, as to meaning something to me?



Or would such individuals fail to think about what meaning something to me, would actually translate to?



As to those who I once knew as to such differences as to the time of my updates and before to the considerations as to from the year of after January 2020 regarding such factors to this point in time as to such aspects officially regarding such aspects of this year of 2022 because once February 2022 occurred as to the fullest aspects of where such once was only as to logistical aspects as to the stress factors additionally as to now in December 2022 as to such factors as to my emotions to my feelings regarding those individuals as to whatever proven factors regarding those situations of hypotheticals, as the common sense as to if such individuals had ever actually wannabe as to such aspects of meaning something to me as to what I consider as to such then why would such individuals hypothetically have been as to such aspects as to what they have been as to such factors as what common sense would such be as to this journal blog entry?



Why would I ever believe as to what my considerations are as to actual care about me as to such aspects of what I consider as actual care about as well as care for me, instead of what occurrences thereof as to such needless situations as to the aspects of the proof as to what I consider as to such needless situations as to the aspects thereof



If those people I once knew as to in person face to face in person as to such biological factors of myself as to how they were always overemotional about every little aspect instead of having the common sense as to proper discernments instead of theri overdramatic aspects as per such proof, then as to such proof regarding who they preferred as to their family instead of having me as to such aspects as to just biological factors as to the proof thereof as to such times as per the clarifications and verifications as to such aspects of what they were informed of as to my boundaries as to such work regarding those years and those times. Now as to how such aspects of however many chances I had given to them as to the proof as to who actually has been more gracious as to such factors as to compassion as to actualities thereof of real needs, as to such differneces as to the aspects as to the proof as to my childhood and my teenager years as well as my biological adult years as per such individuals as to those types of situations I have clarified as well as the clarifications those have given as to such verifications. Thus the common sense of actual care for me as to such differences regarding how I consider as to actual care instead of those individuals as to those types, as to the lack of my needs as to them as to such aspects now officially as to my personal lack of needs to seeing them ever in person face to face in person ever again and as to such aspects of the technological aspects as to how the proof of where they did not ever mean anything as to such factors as to how their viewpoint of the world always has been as to such aspects thereof to what actual differences as to themselves as to the differences of myself.



I suppose when your preference is pop culture as to watching instead of doing, as to such differences as to the aspects thereof to such factors of imagination as to the difference of reality. Thus as to situations in reference to my Grandpa Gavett as to the reality about the aspects in reference to in my opinion of aspects as to the guilt factors as to who would have been or if he were to be alive as to who would be/is my Uncle Danny or Uncle Daniel as to the aspects of Crystal Lake Illinois. The aspects of where my biological mother had claimed she was needing a toy from where she had thrown the toy in the lake of Crystal Lake to then goat her brother who she knew had not capacity to swim as well as the weather during the timeframe of, he went to grab the toy from the lake and fell in according to what I was told. Her biological father ran away from my biological mother as well as her mother my biological maternal Grandma Gavett as to what was told to me, as to how the thought was that he had ran away to be a part of the Canadian Mounties as to the aspects of what I was told as to from my biological mother that he was not capable to deal with my Grandma Gavett instead of the facts as in my opinion of the reality about his eldest son as well as the aspects of how my Grandma Gavett continued to try to cover up what she had done as to the aspects of what occurred before the timeframe of the lake.



If my maternal side of the aspects as to the half Aunts and half Uncles were to bring forward situations of their lives as to situations as to something similar as to such factors, as to the additional proof on top of what individuals as to the states of New Jersey as well as Pennsylvania and New York to such aspects during the 1980s and the 1990s were to be truthful about the situations as to the aspects of what I dealt with as a child and a teenager as to such factors as well as individuals I once knew in the area of Crystal Lake and surrounding areas as to Illinois as to the time of the years of 1998 through 2000 though also from the situations they would know about as to from the years of 2000 through 2003 regarding such aspects of whatever factors as to the additional proof regarding such situations as to then add to the aspects of people within the state of Texas as to such aspects from the years of 2003 through 2013 as to the specifics prior to the years of 2014 through 2021 regarding any additional proof as to this year of 2022 as to how that aspect of a biological maternal aspect only as to such proof thereof as my son and my daughter would also have their own capacities possibly referencing such aspects as to what I made attempts throughout multiple years and decades to explain as to such aspects. The fact of how she thought of herself more important as to any factor of life instead of the reality where such situations only reproved over and over as to her selfishness as to such aspects instead of ever considering the aspects of the reality of life as to in my opinion regarding how many needless problems as to such aspects where I considered her as to such factors of the terminology of jihad as to the aspects of how many religious factors she continuously tried to bring forward to me only because of one small factor of my being the original Baby Jesus Christ as to such situations as to the nativity reenactment scene as to the timeframe as to the situations wherein "Finding The Silver Lining" because of such aspects as to what I attempted to explain to others before as to such aspects thereof because of the facts as to what I already dealt with prior to such points in time as to when I met with such individuals as to whomever might recall when I had discussed such aspects regarding the situations up to that point in time about the different religious backgrounds as to as well as the aspects of such situations I had been involved with as to the choir as well as handbells and chimes as well as the church plays and including the nativity aspects as to such situations before my Confirmation Graduation in 1997 though additionally as to such aspects in reference to the facts of the times thereafter to the year of 1997.



Thus if as to such facts having been proven as to how my biological mother or as to such aspects thereof known as Anna L. Hom as to the years I knew her in person face to face in person in real life as to the years of mainly the 1980s through the 1990s as to the 2000s up to 2012 referencing the last time I knowingly saw and spoke with her as to such points in time of the in person face to face in person, as there has not ever been any point in time where I would knowingly ever speak with her in any capacity thereof officially as to how I fully have not ever had the need to discuss anything with her as to several factors as to the reality of such situations. The facts of the guilt in my opinion as to the fact where there was any other location throughout the entire state of Illinois though the only aspect was as to Crystal Lake Illinois for the house purchase that she wanted and fought for as to the aspects of the year of 1998 as to in my opinion how the guilt of such factors as to her brother's death as to such aspects, of where such guilty individuals as to such factors have the need at some point in time to officially be around such aspects as to their aspects of internalized aspects as to instead of as to innocence as to explanations and then progressing onward and forward as in my opinion though as to acknowledging my own biases as to such factors as to in my opinion as to Anna L. Hom as to such name I knew at the times of as to how she has been guilty the whole time as to the reality of her brother Daniel Lally as to what I was informed of as to his name though unknown to me would be his middle name or the year of his birth or the year of the situations as to Crystal Lake Illinois as to Crystal Lake the lake itself as I was told about.



Grandpa Gavett had informed me as to his opinions and as to such aspects of when I was moved without my consent as to the aspects 1998 after I had been invited as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment, it was and is my opinion that the aspects of the water as to such factors of where the initial reminder of her guilt as to the aspects of what occurred as others would know of throughout the year of 1996. Since the situations in reference to how after the situations as to 1992 through 1993 as well as the aspects of 1996 as to such factors regarding in my opinion, as to those situations as to the factors of Crystal Lake Illinois regarding the aspects thereof officially. In turn as to how much I had to fight to get away from that individual as why would I ever have the capacity to connect with anyone as to the facts if I were proven accurate as to such location situations, as to those aspects of needless problems as to such if factors?



Why would I ever be capable to trust anyone in the area of Crystal Lake Illinois in the years of the timeframes ever as to such aspects, when as to the situations of if factors as to the timeframe of when I was in high school and college as to such situations as who believed me then about the New York City aspects as to the year of 1993 in the year of 1998 or the year of 1999 or the year of 2000?



When the facts of such individuals as to how their choices were as to such pop culture references instead of reality as well as to how such aspects of the role playing games as to those individuals as to who I did not get along with as much as they might have tried to think that we did, as to such factors regarding the situations as to the renne fair types of situations as to my personal viewpoint because of the needless situations as to such factors where the reality of where I have had my own needs as to my own life as to progressing forward as per what I comprehend as to such importance though as to such factors where the situations of the clearness of such aspects as to the situations. Thus if as to such factors as to the situations regarding such if factors of what possibly the terminology might be as to some sort of colder fie case aspects, as to being capable to assist with such factors as to the viewpoint from a psychological aspect as to the considerations as to the factors thereof as to such choices in such situations. Thus in my opinion though without a psychological degree of course as to such aspects wherein the amount of personal work in reference to reflecting upon the larger factors as well as smaller factors of my life, such might be of assistance in a positive way for the closure regarding several individuals as to such aspects of such unless situations as to the knowledge of bullying as to the aspects in reference to such situations as to the aspects of what possibly as to others who may have known as to whatever time as to that aspect regarding the situations thereof during such aspects of the proof regarding other situations I have dealt with as to such hypotheticals.



In my opinion as to such if factors as to such evaluation aspects of such factors individuals who are innocent might move back to an overall state area such as to Illinois as to the if factors as to such situations, though as to the specifics as to the aspects of the overall area as to such if factors as to innocence. In my opinion as to such aspects of guilt as to such aspects would then return only to the area as to living in as to the aspects whereas to the viewpoint regarding Crystal Lake as to the aspects referencing such situations as to how there were plenty of houses on the market during the year of 1998 as to where such locations could and would have been if as to such viewpoints when reviewing such aspects, though as to the specifics as to such hypotheticals as to such if factors as to the situations as to the aspects of where the direct location would be as to where the direct locations would remain as to such lengths of time as to over 5 years as to such aspects of my opinion in such hypotheticals as to the references thereof as to the official capacities of such a move as to being a biological adult to the timeframe of as to a child. The only other facts in my opinion referencing such aspects of guilt as to the difference of innocence as to such aspects in my opinion would be as to the references as to in regards of acknowledging my biases as to prior journal blog updates as to the reality of how my biological little sister as to much larger of a connection as to our biological mother as to such aspects during such years as to the initial timeframes as to the specific locations as to the only areas officially known as to what would be known as to individuals from the area at the timeframe of the 1990s more specifically as to such differences as to the 1980s, as to only areas where the thoughts would be as to the pictures as to such factors officially as to the possibilities in reference to my biological mother and/or my biological little sister as per the aspects of the technology factors.



In my opinion as despite what some may have thought as to the timeframe of the year of 1993 in February as to such aspects because of the nightmare for lack of better words as to prophecying aspects as to such references as to the difference as to the movies seen, the television watched, the aspects of music as well as whatever groups as to such aspects of associating as to such group mentality factors as to such differences during my childhood as to the years of 1980s through the 1990s though as to such factors as to how I did not play video games as to after the age of 5 most specifically as to the larger factors as per not being at my babysitter's house as to how I did not play computer games as to such online computer games because of the amount of work I was accustomed to as a child that I should not have had to take care of in my opinion because of being a minor aged child. I am uncertain as to knowing how to prove such aspects as to the aspects thereof to my opinion as I would guesstimate as to the possibilities as to such aspects possibly at some point in time of such possibilities, though as to the aspects of while having assisted to set up the arrangements as to the aspects of the usage properly as to such technological advances as to the difference of others' choices as to such usages thereof as to such differences. Though I have clarified as to much aspects as to my attempts as to several possibilities because of the aspects as to the proverbial terminology of scapegoat as to such aspects during such points in time of my childhood and my teenager years from around the timeframe of even within the babysitter's house, as to other children as to the aspects of the child factors as to such situations as well as then later on as to such factors as to how my biological mother could not distinguish the difference as to such aspects of in person face to face in person between my biological little sister and I when in the same house as per the timeframes of within the same house as to our childhood.



There were times I literally was sitting next to my biological little sister in the same room and while looking at whichever one of the two of us as to how she could not distinguish at all as to either one of us once the year of 1989 as to such aspects, even though we were not twins though there were several twins in Asher Holmes Elementary School and since the aspects as to the factors regarding situations as to my biological little sister as some may have seen and/or learned as to such warnings I gave as to such factors of where the aspects thereof instead of just accepting the facts as there are reasons for differences in my opinion. Thus as to the aspects where in as to such hypotheticals as to the situations as to what terminology I learned of as to how Hollywood uses as to stunts and/or placements as to the differences as to the reality as to such factors instead of taking into consideration the larger impacts as to such facts, before ever taking into consideration as to the renne (phonetically ren-iey-far-e) types as to such situations as to how the facts of using technology during the timeframes of as to the locations of as to then outside of such locations as to the immersion factors in my opinion as to what I had brought forward in the 1980s as to what I noticed before the 1990s as to what I noticed as to prior to the timeframes as to the 2000s and the 2010s into the 2020s. While the aspects of the technological advances as to what seems to my opinion as microchips as to such factors as to such situations as to the scanning factors as to such differences as to such aspects of usage regarding those as to the tries of ever thinking such zap factors as to anything other than physical pain additionally to me instead of anything I would ever consider as positive as to my consideration of positive as to the obvious factors of where if I am in any type of any additional needless pain, as to such factors as to where the obvious situations as to the aspects of my headaches and migraines as to the years in the initial timeframe of 2000 to such times thereafter as to the aspects of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as to such medication prescriptions that were not assistive because of the facts as to what already was as to such situations as to the Brackenridge factors as to then the obvious common sense to anyone who has ever looked into neurology as to the common sense of such absorption as to the differences as to the medications as to those times as to the years of 2000 through 2008 as to the common sense as to such absorption would then translate as to my viewpoint of common sense as to where it would be more prescriptions unnecessarily officially as to the common sense aspects whereas to such factors thereof. Thus in turn as to such common sense aspects as to auyervedic medicine treatments and/or aspects thereof as to what I personally have not found to be of usage outside of such aspects where I already went through various procedures as to such attempts from the years of 2005 through 2019, and thus as to my comprehension of myself as to where the reality of such would only be of intelligence as to only going with what actually I comprehend is best for myself despite what others' opinions are who have no personal knowledge as to the exact aspects of the specific points in time as to the offical factors as to the exact points in time as to such situations as to the overall officially.



If at all the failure of others to ever think as to discussions I may have had during such points in time as to such years of as to the common sense when taking into consideration my updates to my journal blog in full including this particular journal blog, as to the common sense that would be if there were to be such as to the factors as to where if I have clarified myself as to such verifications as to then the aspects of my comprehension of myself as to my needs as to such regarding the factors of where I already may have proven such. Since I have not had the official aspects whereas to such medical individuals regarding the aspects thereof to such factors officially and/or such aspects of individuals I once knew as to in person face to face in person when as to such specific points in time as to what I will and what I have only considered as to face to face in person as to such real life factors as to despite what others might try to claim, as to the aspects of the proof as to such aspects thereof to such situations referencing the situations officially. Thus when I clarified in "The Modern Day Book" as to zapping the factors as to the sides of my head above my ears as well as the back of my neck as well as my ears themselves as to what I actually was dealing with, as to such hypotheticals as to any such ignorance as to any other factors as to such hypotheticals as to the current timeframes. In the references as to my eye contacts as well as my eyeglasses as to such sensations because of the factors of the differences of metal encasements instead of whatever hypothetical failures regarding other individuals' opinions instead of what the facts I explained in person face to face in person were and are as to such factors of before I put into writing as to the common factors as to such aspects of prior timeframes, as to "The Modern Day Book" was not a wish list nor was such ever as to those particular factors as to any point in time as to the situations whereas to the difference regarding such aspects of what I consider as to the differences of what others consider as to such aspects as to the reasons to actually ask to clarify as to such aspects instead of assuming as to any such hypotheticals.



Since as to how I am uncertain how individuals as to what is supposed to be considered as the consenting adult lifestyle as to the difference as to the aspects of myself as to the difference as to such professional aspects of the massive distinctive differences as to the situations of what is considered as a real relationship as to such differences officially and fully, I have already clarified as to the needless problems that occurred as to such individual as to the leather vest as to such aspects as to such needless situations from such as to one individual who had failed to ever comprehend that the aspects of the technological portions as to the difference of real discussions as to what my considerations of are as to such factors. Since as to how technology in my opinion as to what others' interpretations as to such factors as per that particular proof thereof as to such differences as to who I am as to such aspects, then I have clarified officially before as to this point in time as to such official factors thereof as to if there is a want of mine or a desire of mine as to such aspects; I will officially clarify as to such aspects of such aspects, instead of anything that would be considered as to prior timeframes instead of the current point in time and/or future points in time as to such aspects thereof to such aspects to what I consider as reasons to do so in the difference as to such factors as to such hypotheticals as to whatever those types as to such situations as to such hypotheticals as to such factors as to the difference between the aspects of professional types as to the difference of where I am simply as to myself as to the overall combinations as to the aspects of my life to all such combinations whereas some might consider me to being professional as to outside of such aspects of such hypotheticals as to the reality of such facts as to the aspects thereof to the difference of what I consider as a real relationship instead of what other such hypotheticals as to such factors as to the earlier portions of this specific journal blog as to those aspects whereas to such factors of what I consider as to disrespect of my work as well as me as to such if factors officially as I already clarified.



The factors in regards of the situations as to the factors of individuals as to the religious portions as to the aspects of how what works best as to such aspects of truth as to such situations, as to the importance of truth as to the 10 Commandments as to what the easiest way of such factors is. The reality where such situations in reference to what factors of where the need for such aspects such as to the timeframes as to the years initially after 2001 in my opinion as to the reality of where I could have additionally correctly assisted, as to my personal fear that such individuals in the country areas as to the states of Pennsylvannia and New York as to such individuals within the Amish/Mennonites/Mountaineers would deal with individuals who were fleeting to the areas of the tristate and east coast locations as to whenever they were capable to get together with such factors, as to my concerns about the adrenaline regarding such individuals as to the factors as to the groups as to such who would not understand the urgency as to the reality mainly because of the very few who actually would be sent over the proverbial fence to the city locations as to such factors. Whereas the Amish as to such males regarding the distance some would go as to then return to the areas as to the difference of the Mennonites as to the difference as to the distance they would travel, as to such differences as to the common factors as to the Mountaineers were a large concern of mine as to the years of. In my opinion as well as acknowledging my own biases as to such concern and care for such individual groups that would not be within the normal white pages factors of what others in such larger population areas would be more accustomed to, I also was concerned as to the factors regarding the mail situations because of the possibilities I could see as to such concerns of mine.



Thus as to the aspects where the situations as to if the individuals as to such groups would remember me back in the years initially of the time of the year of 2002 and onward became increasingly important for me to be capable to assist where I could as to such individuals because of my knowledge as to how their view of the world as to such differences as to others throughout such times, would be as to such concerns as to the individuals who would be in the panicking factors regarding to whom they would be capable to assist. A larger concern as to the Mountaineer females because of the terminology of medicine women as to such factors of if situations as to the differences between the nurses as to such doctors as to the factors thereof, as to the if situations as to how such possibilities as to such aspects. I was concerned as to if there are those who can remember when I was in the state of Texas as to the years of 2000 through 2013 mainly as to how many individuals I would need to work with as to being capable to assist where I could, while maintaining the standards of the aspects of the Amish/Mennonites/Mountaineers as to such aspects of religious and spiritual factors of purity because of the reality as to the combined factors as despite the situations as to as the years went onward as to such factors of also needing to ensure that in every possible effort of mine as to being capable to clearly explain as to the details as I could see were going to be needed. However as to such details as to the information within such factors as to my knowledge of when having to begin such aspects as to the larger capacities thereof, my concern as to the information aspects as to the hypotheticals as to the Congressional as well as Senatorial factors because of what I could sense as well.



In the reference as to how many aspects of whatever possibilities as to the college universities as well as the studies and levels thereof as to how many factors of the areas I grew up going around as to the areas of my biological father's work as to the School of Bulova as to the clocks and the jewelry while I knew the aspects of when he was a taxi cab driver as well as an EMS driver as to what he had said was back in the later 10s and the 1970s as to such aspects randomly during such times, my concern as to the aspects after the year of 2002 as to how such situations began to be much more heavy than just the amount of weight I had gained per child as to my pregnancies as to such possibilities of the situations as to the specifics of time. As the actualities of the time during the years from 2002 onward as to though he did not use technology very often as to my concern of the if factors of the levels of as depending upon such situations as to the if factors, as well as his age as to such amounts of time as well as experiences as to sorting out such situations in a way that would make sense as I remember when he was in college at Brookdale University as to him having problem figuring ways to convert the arithmetic as to the dosages as to the aspects thereof regarding the conversion charts. Thus as to my concerns regarding such aspects during my updates as to where while having to actually for the legal purposes as to such hypotheticals as to the emotional aspects of such situations because of the actualities of what could be considered as biases to be clear as to such situations, while giving as best as possible the factors where the if situations as to such aspects of the conversion aspects of the timeframes in the 1990s as to such possible factors of if situations as to the aspects of the time as to the years and/or the months of if situations even if he had pictures with dates on the pictures because of the possibilities of as time as to with age. Thus while knowing and understanding he would not be the only one who would have some aspects as to those factors, the possibilities of if as to such assistance as well in other factors as to the time as to possible ways as to such assistances while having to be honest as to such emotional factors as to such biases that would be considered as to such if factors as to the legalities as to the possibilities as to the updates to my journal blog as well as to the aspects of "The Modern Day Book" as to the reality of if as to such hypotheticals of the individuals themselves and/or what terminology of look a like aspects as to the if factors as to my childhood, as to how even my own biological mother had issues as to such when in reference to my biological little sister and I as to the if factors as to the situations for some references as to some looking physical aspects.



Thus in my opinion because of my attempts as to the timeframes in the year of 2000 as to my memories as to New Jersey, New York City, New York state, and Pennsylvania as to such aspects of what I dealt with as to when in Medical Hold Unit after when I was in Basic Training as when I was in Basic Training as to there being a male who had a problem accepting the fact that just because of my driver's license as to his need to comprehend people can live in multiple areas as to the aspects of differences as to driver's licenses. I did not think it would take a head injury at that time to figure out the reality of being in the Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to duty stations, however as to such aspects as to my invitiation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment I suppose as to my thoughts in those timeframes as to when I was in Basic Training. Those males as to my Basic Training had issues because of my having maxed out my situps and my pushups as to the timeframe as to the biological male age range of 18 to 21 years old as to the time where the normal as to biological females only began as to the year of 21 years, for the ranges regarding the minimum and maximum requirements to pass through to the next phase. Thus because I had made the choices as to the aspects of being in the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to my choice to pursue the aspects of if maxing the aspects as to such factors of my situps, my pushups, and my run as to the timeframe required as to such minimum and maximum standards as to what is as to such points in time as per being a tomboy as well as to such aspects of my own personal pushing of myself as to such requirements in my own thoughts as I did not discuss such with anyone as to my personal choices as to my own personal standards for myself.



Thus as in a different capacity as to the references thereof to the time as to such situations as to how the individuals as to the same factors as to the Army Basic Training as to what I dealt with in Illinois as to the situations of New Jersey, as to such aspects of because of my accent as to the reasons as to such factors of what I dealt with in Illinois. Though as to where I had to clarify as to the annoyances such as how the aspects of what they thought was an Italian name as to myself, they actually believed the names of Palazolo and Farinella somehow were not considered to them in Illinois as Italian whereas somehow they thought my maiden last name was Italian as to the three letters. I actually dealt with arguing with individuals in the area about my last name because those individuals somehow thought that was more Italian sounding than Palazolo and Farinella, as that was only one of many situations I dealt with. Then there was the aspects of how I would say words because of my accent though the way those people thought of as to such overaccentuating when I explained to a female in Saint John Vianney High School named Kelly who was friend with a female named Jesse as to Jesse's boyfriend named Michael on the wrestling team, as to the aspects of what the aspects of my maternal biological mother's half sister Eddie as to her two daughters from her first marriage as to their viewpoint of opinion about accents as well as individuals within the area they knew when my biological mother/father/sister and I visited Illinois before I was informed later as to my Sweet 16. As well as then the aspects of having been informed of the move regarding the aspects of the year of 1998 as to when I actually could begin dating because of my age, though as to such aspects of the situations where I guesstimated it was known to my biological father as to my personal viewpoint of such situations as per the aspects of the time at the house as to such regards as to the individuals he saw me speaking with as to how unimpressed I was as to such individuals during the timeframes of because of how they had been as to such circumstances. Additionally because of being more career focused as well as to the aspects of what was known as to how I culd see, the reality of such factors where it almost seemed as to the lack of concern as to any such factors as to anyone in the state of Illinois ever being as to such factors as to where he would actually think I would be involved in a larger ways as to such aspects as to especially referencing the high school situations.



Then as to the aspects where I similarly told people in the state of New Jersey about what I dealt with as to Illinois before the move as well as after the move as to how the individuals I had met in the timeframe of were, their lack of belief as to such situations about the New Jersey factors. When in Illinois the aspects of where they thought as to the aspects of a proverbial polly cracker situations as to their needless drama as to such aspects as to the accent as to such factors of their failures to ever get the words of specific aspects correct because of their failures through pop culture, as to how they thought certain words as to the accents of as to the areas of Massachusetts instead of New Jersey as similarly as to New York City instead of New Jersey as well as Pittsburg instead of New Jersey as well as Philadelphia instead of New Jersey as to the facts most New Jersey-ians do not actually have an accent at all as to the amounts of people that constantly travel through the areas as to what seemed as common sense as to such situations. Then when they were called out for being pathetic in my opinion because of their failures to ever think their pop culture lied to them as to such aspects of a situation as to how for Armed Forces of the United States of America as to recruiters regarding Basic Training having breaks on the weekends and/or such factors of how some individuals believed they could go partying on at minimum of one Friday or Saturday per week as to Basic Training, when at the MEPs station as to such individuals as to such common sense to me factors instead of the situations of whatevr they were informed of as to theri recruiters instead of the reality of such aspects as I know I cannot be the only person who has laughed at individuals who believed they could tell the Army or what branch as to such aspects of Basic Training as to such factors as to how such would be as to the training aspects as I would guesstimate as to the similarities as to some other aspects as to Law Enforcement types of possibilities as to such aspects of what would be considered as a possibility instead of the reality.



Thus as to such aspects of individuals as to the high school aspects of where their opinions were as to such points of their pop culture references, as to discussions I had with my biological father as to the warnings I as best as I could when I could as to the Saint John Vianney High School aspects as to while some believed me from the start as to how such might have been as to as time went onward. The aspects of where when enraged as to my accent as to not the situations from New Jersey as to if there were to actually be as to common sense as to the reality of such other locations as to such accents instead as New Jersey-ians do not actually have such aspects, unless they as children travel to specific areas as to such ways of what is more commonly known as to such factors in my opinion as because of the pop culture references as to such aspects. Usually as to New York City as to such accents and/or Pittsburg and/or Philadelphia and/or Massachusetts as to the main areas overall as to such accents as to what Jewish individuals would comprehend of Yiddish as to such factors as to the capacities of the accents in my opinion for a figurative though literal and pun intended literal reference regarding such aspects of accents. Individuals who visited family and/or friends in the area specifically of New Jersey would have a better knowledge in my opinion possibly as to such aspects of the differences of New Jersey-ians traveling outside of New Jersey as to other locations, as to such aspects of the instead factors as I would guesstimate individuals who went to college in the state of New Jersey would know of some factors as to having to remember specifically where they were when such accents were heard as to such actualities as to the locations as to the differences in my opinion.



However similarly as to the individuals as to Crystal Lake as to the areas as to the pop culture, similarly as to the situations as to that male in Basic Training in the Army as to such aspects during the timeframe of as to what seemed as common sense back then in the years of 1998 through 2000 as to the aspects of the year of 2000. Then there were the situations as to Medical Hold Unit as to such aspects as to Fort Sam Houston as to the Military City USA now as to the city of San Antonio as to those individuals having thought my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as to the difference of the aspects I re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-re-explained as to such aspects of pop culture as to such differences, though because of the hypotheticals as to such aspects referencing my age as well as my situation as to my Basic Training before BRackenridge though also thereof thereafter as to such situations I dealt with instead of getting to where I actually would be more needed as to the timeframes as to such situaitons. Needing to remember as to such reality factors as to the area of Texas as to the weather temperature as to my pain levels regarding other people as to such common sense if there were to be any at all during those years, as to the differences regarding Spring/Summer/Fall/Winter aspects of normalcy to the aspects of the painful aspects of the differences regarding the temperatures in what is claimed as Spring/Summer/Fall/Winter aspects of that location as to how Fort Worth as to cooling off from the heat differences as to the San Antonio region obviously if there were common sense as to such aspects regarding those people.



Spring in New Jersey is usually between March through May as to the average temperature of 50 degrees, whereas that state the overall Spring temperature is around 60 to 70 degrees at that time. Summer in New Jersey from June through August-ish as to the average temperature of 75 to 80 degrees, whereas the aspects of that state of Texas as to the average temperature as to 85 up to over 100 degrees. Fall as to the state of New Jersey as to the average temperature of the months as to September through November as to 50 to 70 degrees, as to the difference as to the state of Texas as to those times as to the average of 90 to over 100 degrees because of the amounts of rocks as to the holding in of the heat as to such aspects as to the temperature as just having been pregnant and delivered both of my children in that location of a state as to the aspects of what was horrific as to each and every second of each and every minute of each and every hour of each and every day of each and every month of each and every year as to that state regarding those people who failed to ever think as to my viewpoint regarding such aspects as to such lack of any need for me to be in that location as there was not ever going to be any comfort regarding the weather as to such reality aspects as air conditioning was not comfortable to me because of the facts as to not having grown up with air conditioning as to the only time of using a wall unit air conditioner instead of those types of air conditioning units as to such massive differences as it should not have taken a head injury to figure that out as just because of 1.5 years in Illinois as to the area where there additionally as to one of the Great Lakes as to such common sense aspects of the cold in a different way instead of whatever aspects as to those people's assumptions.



Thus as to each and every situation as to what needlessly occurred as to such needless problems as to such needless drama as to the years thereafter 2002 officially, as to such individuals who were associated with and/or a part of the situations of instead of returning to the area of the overall tristate location as per the northeast of the United States of America as to the aspects of those individuals being respeonsible for each factors sas to whatever situations thereof officially as that is their responsibility as to accept all accountability for what aspects did not need to be as to those times thereafter the year of 2002 officially. Though in the additional factors as to the aspects of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain as well as the damages for as long as it took to dissipate as well as the damages thereafter from such lack of proper medical care as to my actual needs, as well as the after effects from being pregnant during such points in time as to the locations thereof, as well as the aspects of such regarding my headaches and migraines as to such factors each individual throughout such areas as to the years of 2000 through 2013 can take their responsibility for each aspect they knew about as to their accountability as to where I would have been instead of as to that state as per what I clarified as to such aspects of the Justice of the Peace as to such proof regarding those people biologically related to my children's biological father as to such connections of those people as to those types as to those situations as to instead of ever being worthy of such aspects as to how those people were and are as to whatever proof thereof to such needless drama aspects as to those types in those areas as since those types defended their incest as to such areas of Texas as well as Georgia and Alabama as to then think they were intelligent enough for the aspects of what actually was needed as to the differences of schools obviously. In addition to their pop culture aspects as to those types that would be ignorant to ever think that would be worthwhile to me as to such time with such individuals as to those areas instead of what I actually care(d) about as to such differences of their perceptions and interpertations, as to the differences fully as to the aspects of reality instead of just getting used to the aspects of as to such lack of my need to such factors regarding real life as to real people's lives I knew outsider of the city of NEw York as to the proof of whether such aspects of common sense as to the aspects of Amish and Mennonite and Mountaineers as to such indivudals if they were too ignorant to ever think such people would ever only be in the city of Lancaster instead of the reality of such areas overall as to the country areas as if they had real intelligence as to such common sense as to their own lower population numbers as to such locations in the outskirts of towns as to common sense.



I was told in the years of 2010 and 2011 as to how people thought I was snobby at those times because of not discussing aspects they could not understand, I am going to guesstimate as to such differences as to the times as to such aspects of differences regarding the hypotheticals thereof as to individuals with real experiences who clarify such aspects are not snobby unless such individuals who are being explained to get an attitude and then as to how such responses are as to the reality of such factors instead. Thus individuals who argue and/or fight as to such aspects of information despite the amount of proof in my opinion are the snobby individuals as to how they are arrogant to think they can snub such factors while they try to lobby their opinions from their artifical intelligence as to their pop culture references, instead of what actual facts are as to what in my opinion is actual snobbiness as to such aspects of their thought that pop culture references as to the differences as to the reality of in person face to face in person in real life aspects instead. Individuals who have repeatedly had to explain factors of the reality probably have dealt with the same aspects from such types of individuals I guesstimate as to once at a certain point of re-re-re-re-re-re-re-explanations of information, the annoyances of such individuals who just need to re-read the information instead of being bothersome to such individuals who have already explained such information as to how immature and childish such individuals are as to such aspects where they think they are more worthy than the reality as to their pop culture as in my opinion their aspects of when they bring up what they watched a show on as to the amount of finances for their school as to the aspects thereof as to the labels as to such differences as to real education as to such aspects of how their snubbing of reality as to the differences of factors instead of appreciating the assistance when actually given as to such information as what actual appreciation would be and is as to such differences regarding their interpretations of such aspects as they obviously spent as much as they did on their college as then why would they ever think as to such aspects of what cost that would be?



As many of those individuals bring up their college degrees as to the aspects thereof instead of the actual experiences as to such individuals, why would such individuals who have the real experiences ever be considered as snobby to those individuals with their degrees they have been so prideful about?



Then as to what amount of finances they owe as to such college student debts as to such aspects of their degrees as to the aspects thereof, why would they ever have the audacity to ever use such factors as to how their interpretations thereof as to such aspects be as to where they would actually need to pay attention as to the facts of the details regarding what their owe actually is?



When adding the facts as to how the Armed Forces of the United States of America pays for the college and books to a degree of numericalk factors, why would those civilians ever think their degrees would be worth more than the double aspects of real life experiences as well as the aspects of the facts as to such payoff amounts as to the work before and/or during and/or after such degrees and/or certifications as to the differences, while such aspects as to the situations in reference to the knowledge with the understanding and some aspects as to comprehension?



The additional factors as to the aspects of those civilian college degrees as to the difference of individuals who earned such degrees and/or certifications as to such time in the Armed Forces of the United States of America ever be as to what those civilian college students/graduates thereof as to such factors regarding medical situations, why would I be the first individual to point such out to the levels as to such factors and as to the situations in reference to what I have dealt with as to such hypotheicals as to such individuals as to the taxes as to such common sense factors as to the situations as to such hypotheticals as to where the actual common sense would be?



What common sense as to real intelligence as to my best interests as to such factors as to the years of 2000 through 2013 actually be, as to such hypotheticals?



How many college students as to those types as to the years of 2014 through 2019 and/or the additional aspects as to 2020 through now be as to the difference of such aspects, as to those types of factors as to those individuals as to the difference of such background as to the worth thereof regarding what actual appreciation is as to such differences as to brattiness as to such temper tantrums?



If as to such aspects as to what I officially would consider as to imitation and/or as to such aspects of renne faire types as to such pop culture references as to such hypothetical if factors as well as to such aspects as to the reasons as to the larger and smaller factors of each individual dot as to each individual placement as to the entirety of such factors thereof, as to the facts of ending all types of stolen valor as to such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals. The reality of such aspects of personalization aspects as to the situations as to the hypothetical differences as to such aspects of my tattoos and/or my hairstyle/hair color regarding situations of if factors as to the difference regarding what I would consider as to such explanations in "Finding A Silver Lining" as well as "Finding The Silver Lining" though as to such aspects of the situation as to "Finding The Silver Lining" as to such hypothetical viewpoints as to such understanding as to such hypothetical aspects thereof to such types as to how those types as to such needless games as to what I consider as to being needless games as to what I consider as to being such needless problems as to what I consider as being needless stress because of any such hypotheticals as to such requirements of the legal names of each individual as to such hypotheticals as per such aspects of if situations as to any individual as to such aspects thereof officially for all such knowledge and understanding in full as for others' knowledge as well as my own solace as to such types of where such disrespect to each aspect of my life as to such individuals who would fail to ever consider as to the truth of my work as well as their own skepticism that would need to be for them to see as to such aspects of their aspects whereas to such failures as to such humanity in my opinion as to such copyrighted aspects of mine officially as well as such intellectual property aspects of mine as the official reality is the others of such hypotheticals would not ever be capable to try such aspects beyond trying and failing to ever be anything less than such factors of cheap copies of the original as to such aspects as to the official factors thereof to the fullnesses as to such differences regarding such hypotheticals as to what I consider as bratty behaviour as to thinking of whatever capacities of what I consider as to cherubim factors as to such aspects officially regarding others as to such hypotheticals officially as that would fully show in my opinion as to what to remember as to having the sight as per such aspects of what considerations of showing factors as to such aspects of where fully as to such unwanted aspects as to the situations regarding myself as myself regarding such situations.



Similarly as to the hypotheticals as to the years of 2014 through 2020 in certain areas as to such factors of certain individuals as to such proof whereas to wherever such proof there could be as to such situations, as to the difference of what some might try to claim of imitation as flattery as instead of what I consider such as. The facts of my childhood and my teenager years of individuals I personally knew in person face to face in person in real life as to how there is not one person I knew in person face to face in person in real life that ever had my hairstyle the way it is and/or the haircolor with my hairstyle the way it is, as the same as to none of my tattoos are as to such aspects of anyone I once knew in person face to face in person as to such real aspects of life as to having the courtesy to discuss such aspects as to tattoos when I was younger with the exact individuals thereof as to such timeframes as anything I ever have done as to such aspects of giving credit to where credit is due as to the aspects of where such influence might be as to such aspects though not as to any specifics beyond of such reality factors as to the proof regarding the aspects of 10 Commandments as to such aspects of the clarifications and verifications as to such as to my personal viewpoints.



While individuals as to the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to such aspects of the legalities as to the uniform aspects and/or such aspects as to what is known as to the reasons to end stolen valor, as to such aspects as to my viewpoints as to such considerations as to the hypotheticals of such factors officially as to those hypotheticals no matter what gender and/or factors of age. What respect to myself though also to the individuals I once knew in the 1980s and the 1990s in person face to face in person would such ever be considered as to such aspects, especially to any individual(s) connected as to the situations were as to where I could have gotten to the tristate areas sooner as why would any aspect thereof ever think of such aspects of what is considered as common sense to me?



Who would ever think ignorantly as to such aspects as to the individuals I knew in person face to face in person as to the areas as to Harlem, Brooklyn, Bronx, Queens, and Manhattan as to New York City though also outside of New York City as to New York state areas as to such aspects as to such considerations as to the aspects thereof hypothetically as to outside of pictures as to yearbooks as to outside of church directories and/or tshirts as to names from Asher Holmes Elementary School as to such hypotheticals as who in those areas would ever be of importance to me that would not be registered as to those hypotheticals as to such brats as to how the timeframes as to the aspects of the tristate areas as to whether in reference of the 1993 and/or the 2001 aspects just as similarly as why would such hypotheticals ever think of the aspects when having clarified as to Pittsburg and Philadelphia Pennsylvania as to Lancaster though would such individuals ever have the common sense as to all of the spaces in between all of those areas as to the state of New Jersey or would such individuals only prove their ignorances before as to such aspects of hypotheticals throughout such lengths of time as why would even those people as to such yearbook/directory/tshirt names ever be a thought process to anyone in those areas as to what sheltered aspects of their lives as to such situations to the differences of real in life in person face to face in person as to such real life experiences ever actually be considered as actually important?



Unlike the years of those times as to such areas as to the real Amish, as to the real Mennonites, as to the real Mountaineers as to such areas as to such aspects similarly as to such real people who were not pretending as to such aspects as to the proof of such aspects as the ways as to myself not doing so ever as to those individuals of such types hypothetically as to any such if factors as to hearing a discussion though not getting all of the full details as to such aspects to the specifics of the actualities of the entirety of the aspects thereof?



For example what is the difference to a discussion abut the aspects of the song as to a part in A Chorus Line in person face to face in person as to such discussions as to the difference of overhearing such aspects as to any misinteretation of such aspects as to the factors thereof as to such situations as to the reality of a Catholic High School doing the aspects of the entirety of the musical as to such aspects, and having a real rule as to the situations as to the timeframe of 1998 as to dating and thus as to a Trustee biological father as to such rules that were set what would the common sense of individuals be as to such factors of discussions overheard and misinterpreted hypothetically as to such aspects of the information as to the truth as would such factors of earbuds and/or headphones be of any situation as to hearing correctly as to such factors thereof to such hypotheticals as what additional proof as to such factors as to those aspects would be to common sense as to the development of technology as well as the locations when in such as to the differences as to technological lines and/or such hypothetical factors of if situations as to any such differences when calling from one cellphone to another phone line as what common sense aspects would officially be capable to see and/or know as to such common sense aspects now in the year of 2022 as to the differences back then and when would there ever be a situation as to the proof of individuals who would fail to ever consider the actualities of real care as to the differences of individuals as to voice boxes instead of being themselves as what would such factors be as to such hypotheticals as to this journal blog as to such aspects of such considerations?



A fantasy as to such aspects as to one individual themselves as to such differences as to such aspects as to situations as to disrespect officially as to such experiences where such officially has not been allowed as to the aspects of what would be considered as to where such false representation as to such aspects as to whether or not such aspects as to the knowledge of as such aspects of renne faire types, as to such differences as to actualities as to such factors regarding where the requirements as to the situations where my approval has not ever been given and would not ever be given as to how such aspects I have clarified officially as to such aspects as to why those factors officially would not ever be allowed as to my choice as to what aspects of my free will as to such aspects as per officially. Thus as to the common sense as to why what would officially be where I would only see/sense such aspects as to where those factors would officially not ever be considered as to anything of actual aspects of as to what trying to claim as to what would officially be as to stolen valor, as to all such combinations as to such viewpoints to where it matters the most as to every area of life overall.



Just as my outfits I personally created without any knowledge of such aspects as to any viewpoints as to hypotheticals as to such aspects such as a situation in Olympia Washington as to where I was thinking to myself as to such aspects thereof such situations as to why would those statues ever look as to how they do, as what individual as to my outfits as to such aspects of different hair as though that matters to me as to such factors regarding such situations as to those comic book types as to such factors as to renne faire aspects in my opinion. I learned of such aspects as to my car that I named Zippy as to my Bumblebee car as to the VW Beetle that was yellow on the outside though the interior of black leather and the black leather convertible top as to a movie I saw in the year of 2020 or 2021 as to such factors, though I had not ever read the comic books nor saw the movie until the year of as to such aspects for each individual to think about such considerations of differences between the direct knowledge of as to the differences as to such aspects as to the considerations as to my just being creative as to such aspects I clarified as to my fiction books as per the initial updates to my journal blog as to the year of 2019 as well as the aspects of some books I added as to the fact books as to "The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" and "The Modern Day Book" as to the difference of the books I added to my fiction books as to "Fail-Safe" as well as "Paroxysm" as to the aspects thereof regarding the times.



Thus if as to the original 8 books I authored/wrote/compiled as to the culmination of as to the years of publications of those as to 2014 through 2016 of if factors as to such clarifications as to the aspects of the first time anyone without me ever officially speaking with about my website as to any such factors as to in November of 2022 despite the original year of 2014, the aspects as to such hypotheticals as I suppose as to such factors as to whether such truth as to the facts regarding the naming of my journal blog as to The Ornery PSA.



Ornery as to how such facts as to how ugly the truth can be, as to my reasons as to such facts regarding the situations as to the reality as when there are names of other actual news shows as to the difference of my journal blog as well as the difference of my Official YouTube Channel as to such timeframe differences as to the aspects of what a journal is as to such factors regarding the oddities as to such viewpoints regarding how such words as to the factors thereof to such points in time as to such viewpoints as who truly wants as to who truly needs the actual truth as when has truth ever actually been important at all times unless lives are on the line I suppose though why would I matter as why would I ever matter as to such aspects thereof as to such considerations as to the aspects referencing the facts as to whether ornery as to such aspects of depending upon the viewpoint regarding the facts as why would such be considered to one side as to the possibilities of beauty as to such aspects to the differences as to depending upon the aspects thereof as why would such matter to me as why would that ever matter to others if ever as to such aspects of truth as when would others need truth if as to such aspects of hypotheticals?



Ornery is inconvenient as to such aspects as to truth as the inconvenient truth of such factors is still the truth nonetheless, as to such aspects of oddity when others have wanted and needed to be accepted for who they are as to such oddities when taking such into consideration I suppose. To quote a song from Pink as to the radio as to "I'm not here for your entertainment ... it's just you and your hand" as to such hypotheticals instead as to such factors as to the aspects thereof as per the factors of differences as to the aspects of such situations, as to the if factors regarding what was not made aware to me as per such aspects clarified repeatedly as to that location as to San Antonio supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such differences as to such aspects of the factors thereof to such situations as to the opposite viewpoint referencing myself regarding the factors as to my viewpoints as to such aspects officially as to what my considerations as to such factors as to being wanted as to such differences as to others' interpretations as to my considerations of as to whether in the United States of America and/or around the world as to such factors as to such Amazon publishing factors as to the base point in the United States of America as well as such other factors of clarifications as to the situations officially regarding the aspects of as to the reality as to the requirement of my free will as to my allowance of such and when I have clarified otherwise as to such aspects as to the hypotheticals thereof as to such factors as to what I consider as to being wanted to others' interpretations of such aspects to the differences officially as to what my considerations are as to the most important aspects as to my considerations officially as to what I consider as to being wanted as that is not up for debate officially as obviously such lengths of time as to the full difference as to such truth aspects officially.



For clarifications as to the publishing factors my website was published in the November 2014 timeframe as my initial applications for my first books were for the Copyrights as to the exact same time though as to the approval of such Copyrights in my favor as to the timeframe of around February or March of 2015 for the first five books of mine, as the other three books as to such aspects of publishing as to as the time as to copyrights as to the rest of the year of 2015 into the year of 2016. The dropbox links were not until around the timeframe of April or May of 2015 as to the common sense aspects of such individuals as to whever I knew such individuals within the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle for those individuals to consider, since in the month of January in the year of 2020 as to such aspects of being informed around 4 to 5 years previous to the timeframe of January 2020 as to situations that occurred though no one ever told me officially as to anything that occurred while making mention of some names of people I once knew at the times around 2010 through 2012 as to certain groups named as well, as I was not ever told of such aspects as to any occurrences as to anything regarding any factors thereof officially. I also did not go check to see anything myself because of my work being of importance as to such aspects as to the lengths of time as well as the amounts of work, though also a fear of mine as to such aspects of clarifications more-so within the year of 2021 while doing as best as I could as to the year of 2020 with such updates as to the aspects of such situations that seemed of extreme importance for individuals who would need more than just a few additional clarifications as per my knowledge of the 20 timeframe from the year of 2001 as well as the year of 2002 as to such factors though also with the comprehension as to the thirty year as to February of 1993 as to such aspects as to such situations as to the if factors.



Thus as to the situations in reference to the aspects of my SCUBA Diving as to the situations similar as to the aspects of my car as well as the aspects of my black suit guys as to how the situations wherein I had not known as to the pop culture references as to the situations in reference to such aspects of the comic books and/or movies and/or the YouTube song as to what I found more recently as to the timeframes as to the comic book aspects in a larger way until 2019 or 2020 or 2021, though as to a time when in New Jersey at Point Pleasant Beach as to the year of 2021 or 2022 as to a male who had asked me where my New Jersey accent was as to the reality of such factors of differences as to pop culture as to the difference of the actual locations of such accents as to the aspects of renne faire types as to my opinion. Regarding the reality of where as to in person face to face in person aspects instead of such assumptions as to the aspects of pop culture types as to such situations, of if factors as to the massive differences as to what Hollywood would get such aspects as to those pop culture types as to individuals who would re-re-re-watch such shows as to studying the aspects of as per the facts of my son's high school in Steilacoom where those people were actually having classes as to learning directly from pop culture, instead of reading books and the teachers actually doing what their employment is instead of such aspects as to the similarities as to McCoy Elementary School of Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as to such failures throughout that area as to such proof thereof to those types.



I suppose there is a difference as to popping their interpretation of what they thought culture actually is, to the difference of their opinions as to such aspects of such differences as to actual knowledge as to where they are not worthwhile to me as to such aspects as to such overall factors officially as per the reality of such situations as to how useless they were to such beginning starting points in such proof thereof as to those types such as Rebecca Shrader and Kim Brown and Marcie Creamans in the year of 2010 when those females were supposedly responsible adults biologically as to their failure to actually do their job as to volunteering as to such aspects when those three biological females had lost my daughter on a school field trip as to the aspects of their failures as to having 6-9 children total to the difference of on my own having taken care of 5 children plus my daughter and being capable to take care of everything without such amounts of others regarding such failures regarding those types of those judgmental individuals as what would they ever be capable to judge as per the aspects of unbiased in truth as to how judgements are supposed to be as what would those individuals actually be as to such aspects other than such needless drama?



It should not take a head injury to figure out each biological female only being responsible for two children at most four as to with their own child as to such failures regarding those biological females, as to that arithmetic despite how I phsycially look as well as my ADA aspects as to such of those types as to the similar aspects of that Bally's Total Fitness individuals as to the biological females as to how little they actually worked as to physical fitness obviously as to the reality of other preparations for my work in a different format as to other situations as to that location as to the prior aspects of my childhood and my teenager years as to the oceanic waters in the Atlantic areas of the northern areas between Long Island to the calmer areas for the overall Basic Training of the US Coast Guard as to the coastline of the United States of America for the average at Cape May though I swam in waters down to Delaware and Maryland as to such aspects for that differences as to such aspects of the Gulf of Mexico and Florida.



It should not take a head injury to figure out similarly to the weather aspects as to the northeast as to such differences as to the lakes/rivers/quarries/hot springs as to the state of Texas as then to the Gulf of Mexico as to the area of Florida as to such work differences on top of my 26 SCUBA Diving #SCUBA #SCUBADiving certifications I earned that translate to on land as well as to the oceanic waters among other aspects, referencing such #NASA NASA references and the official formation of the #USSpaceForce #USSF US Space Force in such differences of hypotheticals regarding those individuals as to their interpretations of whatever their interpretations could be as to their pop culture most likely as the common sense aspects would be as to where I have repeatedly proven in my opinion though others obviously can think for themselves hopefully in the correct as I consider as correct ways instead of assumptions as to moving past the prior situations as to such aspects thereof if possible for whatever aspects of such hypotheticals.



Would such images from when I earned my first SCUBA Diving certification of National Geographic Open Water at the San Marcos Aquarina Hot Springs #SMTX #SanMarcos #SanMarcosTX #SanMarcosTexas #Aquarina #AquarinaHotSprings #AquarinaHotSpringsTX #AquarinaHotSpringsTexas be capable to find such images, for such hypotheticals as to the California locations as to such hypotheticals of consideration as to any such needless problems as to such types of their assumptions as to any such factors as to the difference as to how I actually earned my SCUBA Diving certifications as to the massive difference of what factors thereof and what would the biological females who had earned their SCUBA Diving certifications at such a specific location have in common as to situations hypothetically as to such if factors whether as to NAUI #NAUI or PADI #PADI?



For example as to the Jersey Shore #TheJerseyShore #JerseyShore as to I would guesstimate from the accents mainly as to individuals from either such areas as to New York City #NYC #NewYorkCity #NY #NYstate #NewYorkState #NYstate and/or Staten Island #StatenIslandand/or #LongIsland Long Island and/or Philadelphia #Philadelphia and/or Pittsburg #Pittsburg #PittsburgPA #PittsburgPennsylvania #Pennstate to their places of birth and raising, as the similar aspects as to another show that reminded me of some people as to their last name as to who I can remember in certain circumstances as to the news in the Asbury Park Press #AsburyParkPress #AP #APPress #NYTimes #TheTimes #Reuters and/or the New York Times as to some names as to how those times were. While I knew some people as to how many aspects thereof to such overall areas as to the aspects thereof, again as to being a child and a teenager during those years as to the 1980s and the 1990s as to the common sense differences as to such aspects of whatever those types as to those pop culture references instead of the actualities as to the proof that usually people who claim to know how people are from New Jersey as to those pop culture references instead of the actualities as to such reality, hypothetically as to such aspects as to the proof of such individuals as to the state of Texas as to the years of 2000 through 2013 #yearof2013 just as Illinois #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate as to the years of 1998 through 2000 as to those types oddly enough as those types are usually the ones as to their attitudes as to what their claims as to individuals as to the state of New Jersey as to how quick they are to lose their temper instead of the reality of individuals as to born and raised in New Jersey as to such differences that college students as to those who attended college in the state of New Jersey would know of far more as to the reality of how actual genuine New Jersey-ians are as to such aspects of assistance in genuinity and truth.



How many of such college students had not went into the situations as to New JErsey when the if factors as to Hollywood, as to such aspects about New Jersey?



Usually people not from New Jersey are the ones who lose their temper and name call for much longer, than before any New Jersey-ian even begins to start with a response, and by thge time a true New Jersey-ian starts to respond as to when those people as to non-New Jersey-ians begin to calm down when the reality of such choices, as to when the true New Jersey-ians begin to start to give their actual opinions as to what a born and raised New Jersey-ian from the 1980s and the 1990s as to such locations actually do if they actually travel outside of the areas of where the schools are as well as the work as then by the time such individuals as to their needless problems as to their needless situations as to their needless drama as to when such factors as to who the truthful aspects as to such aspects of the hypotheticals in reference to the New Jersey pop culture references of hypotheticals as to showing who actually as to such pop culture references instead of the actualities as per such factors of genuine reality begin to show through as to where those people came from. I learned that in New Jersey as to #Prudential Prudential as to those west coasters as to such aspects of how those types of individuals who if they went to college in New Jersey as to then their spawn of children as to such aspects, usually only had a two or a four year degree in a college where they did not actually leave the campus and then blamed the situations on New Jersey-ians instead of taking in consideration that just because they were in New Jersey did not equate to the individuals as to being born and raised in New Jersey as to the common sense aspects, as I suppose those individuals just did not have the chance to be allowed to get to know a true New Jersey-ian in person face to face in person in reality and possibly they were jealous and upset as to such factors of those who were capable to graduate from an 8 year or more college as to the reality of the time it sometimes takes for one New Jersey-ian born and raised as to such factors to allow such in person face to face in person aspects as to if as acquaintance and/or friendship.



There is a reason as to #Princeton #PrincetonitePrincess Princetonite Princesses as to such aspects as well as to the aspects of #Ruters #RutgerianRuler Rutgerian Rulers as to such aspects of certain types of biological females as to New Jersey as to the reality of such aspects as to the genuinity of a New Jersey-ian, because of the facts as to how the reality of born and raised New Jersey-ians are as depending upon where they have been as depending upon their aspects thereof to such knowledge as to such factors as well as their personality aspects as to the aspects thereof to such differences. While dating a New Jersey-ian takes far more than just a few months to certain aspects as to the in person face to face in person aspects as t such factors instead of how certain types as to whatever their opinions as to such possible pop culture references, the facts of such individuals who went to college in New Jersey as to whenever they graduated or if as to such work aspects as to their plans as to such aspects of relationship views similar as to the aspects of when I was capable to date for the date time when I was 16 years old as to the timeframe after having been moved.



It would officially be enraging if as to that west coast and east coast situation as to New Jersey specifically as to the if factors as to the west coast causing needless problems to be forceful of such aspects as to the situations as to New Jersey-ians as to how that hypothetical as to such situations referencing such aspects of hypotheticals, as to how many New Jersey-ians refused to do so as to in such factors as to seeing the uselessness of the west coast types as to such laziness factors as to such uselessness of their types as to the personal factors as to how useless they were in person face to face in person and yet as to their trying to ever be worthwhile to a true New Jersey-ian as to such pop culture references and their renne fair types of such uselessness officially in my opinion as to #yearof1993 1993 as well as #yearof2001 2001 regarding the hypotheticals as to those who would remember the west coast having stirred up needless drama with the music aspects as to the east coast because they thought that was better than real life, as in my opinion why would those types ever know what real life is anyway as why would they care as to real life when all they do is their needless games as to their needless pop culture as to their needless problems as to their lack of common sense more than 4/5s of the time in my opinion.



However if such were to ever occur on the west coast as to both 1993 as well as 2001 all at the same time, what would they do as to such differences as to those of the east coast?



I do not think it would take a head injury to figure out how many tears as to such whiny bratty behaviour they would be, as to any such if factors in all capacities hypothetically as to whatever their patterns as to such factors would be found to such aspects of hypothetical aspects as to the proof of such stirred up factors hypothetically. Whatever proof of such hypotheticals as to the difference of college degrees as to such factors as to the proof, as I would guesstimate would show officially as to such aspects hypothetically as would there actually need to be the proof beyond their own pop culture aspects of themselves hypothetically?



What would Texans have the knowledge of as to California aspects as to #SXSW #SouthBySouthWest #Southwest South By Southwest as to such aspects as to such differences as to New Jersey-ians, to such hypotheticals that all born and raised New Jersey-ians might have dealt with as to such differences as to Texans as to such a location in Austin Texas #Austin #AustinTX #AustinTexas as what would there be to view as to Southwest Airlines #SWAirlines #SouthwestAirlines as to South By Southwest as to 1993 as to 2001 as to how New Jersey hints as to such claims regarding the aspects thereof to such factors of hypotheticals to consider?



I saw a sign that said #DontCailforniaTexas #DoNotCaliforniaTexas #DoNotCATexas #DoNotCATX #DoNotCaliforniaTX Don't California Texas, and as to such situations I would not know officially as to such aspects regarding such pop culture types as to the aspects of what I guesstimate as to such fawining aspects as to the differences thereof of those types as to the west coasters as to such differences as to the reality of such situations as to what east coasters have needlessly dealt with as to such hypotheticals as how many individuals as to Washington and Oregon have purposefully made themselves known as to the full fledge difference as to the possibilities as to such aspects of the northwest to the difference of how California tries to claim all of the west coast for such examples as how annoying such must be for #Washingtonians Washingtonians as well as Oregonians #Oregonians as to have to share such a small area as to the difference of the size of California as to my guesstimations as to the states of Oregon #Oregon #Oregonstate #OR #ORstate and #WAshington #Washingtonstate #WA #WAState Washington as well as such factors of certain cities as to individuals from having the same sort of some sensations as to northeasterners as well as New Jersey-ians as to such factors as to that area hypothetically. Surely everything can be bigger in the state of Texas, though would such Texans as to having been born and raised Texans as to such aspects as to those types as to growth?



I made attempts as to assisting the aspects thereof regarding the state of #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate #DontMessWithTexasTexas #Texans as to such timeframes as to such additional factors thereof to such hypotheticals as what I could see from that one sign as well as when it reference to another sign saying , Don't Push When It Comes to Civility #DontPushWhenItComesToCivility as what would such be considered as to the aspects of civility as if as to such west coasters as to California as to such aspects thereof to the differences of when I was walking around in the aspects of the #2020vision #2020elections #2020decade #decadeof2020 #yearof2020 2020 election cycle as what would the official difference be as to any such if factors as to individuals born and raised in the state of California #California #CA #Californiastate #CAstate #Hollywood #popculture as to the difference of myself as to being born and raised in the state of New Jersey as how odd would such be as to any if factors as to my book "Fail-Safe" as to such aspects thereof to such situations as to the election aspects to the considerations as to what has occurred already to the state of California as to the difference as to such if factors as to the state of Texas to the considerations of the population overall as well as any other such hypotheticals to consider as who truthfully would from a distance mess with Texas as to the difference of as to attempts to actually assist as to offering such aspects?



The aspects of if factors as to dating a New Jersey-ian as to move swiftly if the chance is there though as to such aspects of reality that while certain aspects might seem swift, as to the aspects where the reality of what is swift depends on a multitude of factors to the New Jersey-ian, just as much as per the aspects as to acquaintances as top #friends friendships all depends of as to such factors thereof to such aspects as each New Jersey-ian as to their area(s) as to where they have been depends as to the factors thereof as some and/or many have learned I suppose. Depending upon the gender as well as to the aspects of other situations depends even further as to such factors, as the aspects of such situations needlessly as to the if factors of actually having the want to get to know a New Jersey-ian as to such aspects of the difference of online aspects as to the age as to and/or as well as to the in person face to face in person.



In my opinion as to such aspects of depends upon the individual as per what I have guesstimated as per most people, though the size of the state of New Jersey is less than 100 miles long as to the common sense as to when looking at a map of New Jersey as to the difference of when looking at a map of the #USA United States of America to find the state of New Jersey as to the common sense as to when I clarified the aspects of traffic from the areas as to the actual amounts of people from the tristate areas as to such aspects of what seemed as common sense to me. I am uncertain as to how many other New Jersey-ians there have been that have dealt with what I warned about as to the latter #decadeof1980 #1980sdecade 1980s and the #decadeofthe1980s #decadeofthe1990s #1990decade 1990s as to what I noticed regarding pop culture before the timeframe of 1998 #yearof1998 through 2000 #yearof2000 #yearsofthe2000s as to the timeframes thereof thereafter, though I guesstimate as to such factors as time has progressed as to where the possibilities of what references I made attempts to give assistance might have been a possibility at some point in time as to such situations in reference to other areas of life as to employment types and/or such factors as to MOSes as to such factors.



Thus as to how important such is to #endallstolenvalor end all types of stolen valor, as the valor of importance as to the truth regarding such integrity in the capacities.



Thus as to such factors as to this post as to such aspects of the differences of wanting as to wannabe as to such factors I can clarify such easily in myself as to how the differences of how my wants usually correlate to my needs as to the specific time as well as to the future aspects, though I wannabe more than just as to being known of or as to such acquaintance aspects as to the aspects of real friendship as to real relationship aspects as to such as normal people have had the opportunity and luxury to have in reality as to what I consider as to such factors as to the aspects thereof as to such factors then; who would be considered as truthfully regarding such ornery aspects as would such ornery aspects be as to such renne (phonetically wren-iey-far) types or would such be as to the ornery as to such aspects of the reality of such factors of such an inconvenient truth as to what it actually takes to being such to a true #NJ #NewJersey #NewJersyian #NewJerseystate #NJstate #NewJerseyStrong #NJStrong New Jersey-ian born and raised?



What is the ease of social media as to such differences as to such regards in person face to face in person in reality as would the inconvenient truth as to such aspects be such a viewpoint as to what side would be considered as actually ornery, and why would such actually be as to such hypotheticals if the genuine want and/or need to such factors regarding the aspects thereof to such factors?





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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