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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

The Difference Between Good Attention, Information, & then...

My move from the area of North Carolina as to the timeframe for what I needed to take care of as to my own work as well as the aspects of what I noticed previously as to situations of what I personally consider as needless problems, as to what I consider as needless situations, and as what I consider as needless stress because of what my personal considerations are. The aspects as to such similar aspects as to what my considerations are as to care about me as well as care for me, obviously as to su7ch differences as per the factors found in such hypotheticals as per the proof from my updates to my journal blog about situations within my life as to the timeframe of the updates in my journal blog from the years of 2019 through 2022 as to mainly certain other situations as to the updates between 2019 through 2021 as to my journal blog about some of the situations I could update the details of as to such points in time as per throughout my life as per the amount of situations as to such details.



I suppose hypothetically my sarcasm as to how it should not take a head injury to figure certain aspects out as to similarly as to how it should not take a subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain 8.5 years to dissipate, if I actually had been cared for and cared about correctly during the timeframe as to the years of from waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as that hypothetically as per what I read online as to the average subrachnoid hemmorhage in any part of the brain average length of 1 to 3 years and since such aspects as to the residual damages from the timeframe of as to the common sense factors as to the starting point as to the correct viewpoint as to what common sense is as to the situations during the timeframe from the years of 2000 through even now in some hypotheticals as to what would actually be considered as care for and care about me as to the difference as to situations as per findings as per the truth.



Thus as to the aspects of this year of 2022 as I write as to the aspects of such updates as to February in this year of 2022 as to my time visiting a specific area of the area of New Jersey to see the evening area of New York City from the area of, as to what additional proof as to the what I consider as actual care for and actual care about me as to the obvious full 100% difference as to what I consider as actual care for and care about me to such aspects of the proof as to such aspects as the reality of such situations as to the requirements as per my personal requirements as to what I consider as minimum instead of what others consider as the reality of what I consider as minimal similar as to the aspects of what I consider as care for and what I consider as care about me as to the massive differences as to any hypothetical in all such situations as to the aspects thereof from the hypothetical timeframe of the publishing of my first two books as well as the other books I authored as to publishing after the legal aspects I personally took care of as best as I could for my business as the aspects of driving around do not count in any capacity of actually ever being allowed or a part of my actual business as to the common sense as to other factors in such references as to the needless problems and the needless situations as to Cowboys Dancehall in the year of 2013 in the month of March as to the Stoney LaRue concert as to all such aspects of additional proof as to the years from 2013 through 2019 as to the full difference as to such aspects of what I consider as actual care for and care about me as to such lack thereof as to the situations referencing such updates to my journal blog as to the aspects in truth as to such differences of what I consider as care for and care about me hypothetically 100% different as to any other individuals’ failed interpretation of what I actually consider as actual care for and care about me as why would there ever be anyone actually intelligent enough to speak with me in truth to actually ask me in truth as to such aspects of the if factors of actually wanting and needing such truth?



Otherwise it should not take a head injury to figure out everything I have clarified as to the aspects thereof as to what has been capable to be verified as to the truth as to what I dealt with, as to the obvious full massive difference in all capacities of what my considerations of being wanted in a positive way and being cared for and cared about in what I consider as a positive way is most likely 100% different in all capacities than what anyone I ever knew and/or knew of me would ever be allowed to know because of the facts as to what considerations as to actually finding out in truth as to such aspects thereof as to when I had been more open before to such aspects to the difference as to the current timeframe of November 2022 on the day of the 18th. If anyone ever thought anything I would consider as to such needless situations as to any such jokes or pranks as to any such factors as to those types who think they know how people are from New Jersey, as to such needless problems and needless situations as to how I personally have not ever done such aspects before as I am not and have not ever been as to that type of individual as to such needless aspects as to such lack of any care for and lack of any cared about me as to the correct ways to ever show me such as per what my personal considerations are as to the differences as to what I consider as actual care for and what I consider as care about me and as to such aspects as per such timeframes as per such updates to the considerations as to the aspects where each as to such acceptance as to the facts I have known what is best for me for much longer than anyone ever chose to accept before as to the aspects thereof to accepting such truths now.



In reference to the needless problems as to such needless situations as to that location of Club Sapphire and those types of needless individuals as to what I dealt with as to prior times as to such aspects of proof as to giving one last second chance to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to the aspects thereof from the updates as well as the timeframe as to my comprehension that situations occur in different points in time, and thus as to different locations as to the same point in time to my common sense viewpoint as to having known such aspects of the reality more than one situation can occur at the same point in time because of the fact of the location aspects to such common sense factors. Thus any such individuals who having been accustomed to their pop culture situations as to the aspects of timing as to such factors, is to the viewpoints thereof to such reference points.



Thus my journal blog as to what I wrote as to what I posted as to my work being as such as to what considerations of differences as to care for and care about as well as respect as to such factors, as the common sense as to the difference as to such aspects of what my considerations as to my minimum standards for such aspects are not up for any allowed discussions because my work is as my work and thus to such factors as to how it is not nor will it ever be viewed as care for and/or care about me as to such involvement without my permission as per the aspects of such minimum standards as to what my personal requirements are and thus as to how such minimalist standards as to such aspects in varying areas is not the same as to all areas of life as to what common sense as to individuals with actual genuine and real intelligence instead of the hypotheticals of others’ artificial intelligence because if such individuals only went in reference to what fact factors as to the past as the common sense as to such aspects of publishing in the year of 2014 about situations and events as to the prior years would only translate to such aspects of my personal experiences up to that point in time as to such differences as per from that point in time onward as to the if factors as to being cared about in the ways as to what I consider as correct instead of the situations as to such hypotheticals as to such common sense as to there not ever being any need nor want nor desire of mine to ever relive such aspects as to such replacement individuals as to the difference of progression forward instead of such from those years of the past. If those individuals have issues in themselves as to their own choices as to such aspects, that is for them to deal with on their own as to their own issues as per the aspects as to the viewpoint in such aspects I suppose as to if accurate as to such factors of from the year of 2018 through 2022 for such hypotheticals as to such factors for if those individuals ever said and/or claimed they care(d) for and/or care(d) about me then as to such aspects of what karma is as to such differences I suppose as to what those individuals consider as to care for about themselves and care about themselves as to other individuals as to my guesstimation at this point in time in the year of 2022 and what their child(ren) consider as to such aspects in the situations thereof to such hypotheticals in such references as to the Biblical aspects as to the terminology of sins of the father as to such aspects as to the proof at this point when reviewing 2000 through 2022 as to such aspects of the massive differences as to the considerations of what actual care for and what actual care about is.



Thus as to how I have minimally clarified as to such aspects as to what care for and what care about me is as to the recent timeframes because of my common sense viewpoint of being asked as to in references outside of my work as to the aspects of my business and since my business does not involve other people as to the aspects of my work despite the common sense factor of the definition of work being depending upon the situation as to the location as to the timeframe, as to the reference as to such aspects thereof to what appreciation and gratitude are as to such differences as to the combinations as to such common sense to only ask the one individual as to such clarifications as to the common sense that an emergency contact should not be contacted for titty baby temper tantrum aspects especially as to any such proof as to any needless problems and/or any needless situations and/or any needless stresses as to what could be constituted as abuse(s) and/or overreach and/or other legal definitions as to such descriptions throughout such lengths of time officially as to my journal blog updates as well as such factors as to what there would be if there was to be common sense among others without such promptings.



Pop culture does not always refer as per such aspects of what I similarly to the references of updates and clarifications as to such factors of there are only so many words in the dictionary, and thus as to how code aspects as to such common sense if there were to actually be as such as to the full fledge differences of the considerations because of earned titles as to the difference of honorary titles and who gave what as to such references as what aspects thereof as to the if factors of respect and etiquette because if not as to what I personally consider as care and if not what I consider as to accepted then as to such factors as to if any such portions as to any trying to force such aspects as to what I do not consider as care for as to what I do not consider as care about me as to such aspects of the massive distinctive differences between those who as the Creatrix thereof as to the aspects of subject factors as to the levels thereof then as to such differences as per such review aspects to the references thereof to such factors as to what the massive distinctive differences to what my considerations as to what I consider as acceptable as to the differences as to such aspects thereof as per any such prior aspects as to unwanted involvement as to any such aspects thereof to such hypotheticals as per the facts from the year of 1996 as to such other situations as to the legal factors in the conjunction aspects to the combined factors in the conjunction as to the prior years per such aspects thereof and thus as to what respect is as to what etiquette is as to such differences such as to time as well as location as to what common sense would be as to what I have considered as common sense during the review portions as to such thinking about such prior times as to such lack of what I actually needed as to the fullness thereof as to what my actual aspects of my minimum standards as to the differences as to the failures as to in such references as to what my considerations thereof as to what I consider as to such and thus anyone who would ever think they would ever be wanted or needed as to such aspects of their opinions as to what my considerations as to such aspects of what I consider as my minimum standards for myself as to where a full difference of what care for and care about me would be.



Though as to such common sense factors, if there was actual genuine intelligence as to such lengths of time as to the inclusion as to the current year of 2022 as to what I consider as to what would be and is best for myself as to such differences as per the factors of the prior aspects thereof to what clarifications as to such aspects as to the differences as to living my life my way as to what I consider as to comfortable as to the considerations of what I have as per my work as per my life as to as I choose as to such differences as to how there would not ever be as to any such care of or care about me as to such clarifications as to my aspects thereof to the situations as per the proof as to such massive distinctive differences.



Thus the timeframe of the first two weeks as to my house as to what WAS my home as to was is perfect for me as to the aspects thereof to my comprehension of time and as to what I consider as to the progression forward, instead of others’ interpretations as to such aspects thereof as to their nostoglia instead of my work as to the aspects of the differences in the same point in time as to such aspects of the common sense factors as to such differences of what I consider as face to face in person face to face as to the obvious difference as to such aspects in reference to what I consider as care about me as to what I consider as care for me as to what is correct and best for me as to such differences as to where the full difference of the viewpoints as per the legal definitions as to this point in time because of such clarifications and verifications.



The aspects thereof to any actual respect for any of my work in turn as to such clarifications and verifications as to the difference as to the aspects of my work being my work and thus as to my work as to my comprehension of what respect to my work and what respect for my work is considered as to the multiple updates all combined as to such fulnesses thereof as to the common sense as to the addition because of such additional information as to those details, as per the headaches and migraines that I deal with as that obviously has not ever been to a minimum aspect because a minimum aspect would be absolutely no pain as to any type at all as to such factors as to what I consider as instead of what others’ interpretations as to such aspects as to. Though obviously such aspects from the year of 2000 through to this point now in the year of 2022 as to the aspects thereof to what considerations to the differences as to genuine care for and genuine care about me as to the differences as to such minimalist aspects as to the situations in proof as to such any individuals in any point in time as to such aspects of where they have fully shown as to such lacking in the capacities of what my actual needs have been as to the capacities thereof to any such hypotheticals as to the situations as to when I was in Basic Training as to those factors I told people about as to the Army branch of the United States of America as to what I told such individuals throughout the years and decades as to such factors about, then as to such references as to why there has not ever been the capacities as to those people as to how those individuals in Illinois as to their needless drama as to their needless involvement as to their needless games as to such aspects of how there was not ever need for me to ever be in the state of Illinois and those types of those individuals who have needed to accept such facts.



Thus as to the facts of being born and raised as a New Jersey-ian as to such aspects of individuals who unlike myself as to having enjoyed Illinois as to the state of Texas, why would it take a head injury to figure out the differences as to comfort levels as to the energetic portions as to one visit to the state of Illinois after waking up from my coma after my head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000?



What proof would there be as to such aspects of my childhood and my teenager years as to such differences as to what I consider as care for and care about me, as why would the aspects of any of those people as to such needless involvement before as to such hypotheticals as to the aspects thereof as to my work as to 1993 as to the aspects thereof both before and afterwards as what would ever make anyone ever think they would ever be capable as to such aspects as to the levels of such failures regarding the situations as to the timeframes as per such and as to the situations of what my considerations are as to the difference as to the time as to the difference to the month to the difference to the day to the difference to the year be of massive importance?



Since as to such factors of such clarifications as to 1988 as to such factors in reference to who I refer to as my Black Suit Guys, only having learned of the Men In Black song on YouTube more recently as per such clarifications as per my journal blog in other references to other situations as per the aspects of the timeframe for certain journal blog updates. The common sense as to the aspects of whenever the timeframe the song to such aspects came out on the radio as to the difference to the year of 1988 as to such aspects as to one of multiple situations as to the aspects thereof to such references of my Black Suit Guys, then as to such differences as to what is considered as protocol standards as to such hypotheticals as per the Marine and Science Technology with the Navy attachment program as to my personal invitation from MAST to attend the Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment and any such needless involvement as to individuals I once knew in person face to face in person as to such aspects of my having read the paperwork as to the acceptance regarding my invitation to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment despite what I was told by others as per such references as to the envelope as to the thinness of the envelope compared to the thickness of the envelope when at the mailbox as to such two different times as to such aspects of the envelopes during such aspects as to the timeframes thereof and thus as to such proof as to the aspects of differences as to feminism as well as encouragement as to such differences as to the comparisons thereof to the timeframes regarding such hypotheticals.



Similarly as to how there are not any two New Jersey-ians exactly alike as to the aspects of how there are not any two tomboys that are exactly alike, especially when taking in consideration backgrounds as to personal experiences as to the timeframes as well as the locations thereof as to such situations as per such common sense.



Thus as to that location as to Club Sapphire as to the massive difference between what a Leatherwoman considers as respect as to the aspects of the difference to how those types as to such aspects of swingers are as to the conjunction of that millennial factor as to those situations as to such pop culture types as to such hypotheticals, as to the needless problems and needless situations as per the timeframes from February 2022 to this point in time now in November of 2022 as to such aspects of the review of such times as to the differences of what actual genuine care as to the considerations from the differences as to the layout of such points in time.



February 2022:

The first time I saw the New York City evening skyline from a specific location I would remember as to the combined aspects of from my first time being in New Jersey in the year of 2020 as to the prior time before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI as to the year of 1998, and thus as to the fact as to what other individuals I once may have known as to any point in time if as to what they consider as to such care as to their considerations as to the massive differences as to what I consider as what would have been care for and care about me as to what should have been as to the points in time throughout such aspects differently as to what could have been as to such differences as to those individuals as to once having known as to whatever capacity thereof as to such aspects of whatever capacity of knowing such individual(s) as to the massive distinction as to care for and care about me as to such aspects thereof to the common sense factor of the saying as to “What would Jesus do” as to such aspects of what would others consider as care as to such differences when looking back as to the differences of ANY individual ever trying to claim any such aspects of what care for and/or care about me.



March 2022 through June 2022:

I went to different churches and/or spoke with different individuals from churches throughout the timeframe of, though levels of truth as to such considerations as to the aspects thereof as well as such 10 Commandment aspects in the references to such situations throughout to the month of June 2022 when I left the area because of the combined factors as to my personal lack of comfort as to where the aspects of the situations as to my considerations of comfort again as to such lacking information because of no one ever asking me about what I would actually consider as to care for me and such similarities as to such in reference to care about me as to the aspects of as I clarified as to when my children became as to the year of their birth to the year of them becoming a biological adult as to the massive differences as to the timeframe as well as the massive aspects as to what I viewed as to the specific year of as to such publications to that time to the difference of viewpoint as to what progression forward is as to such aspects as that is what common sense would define as evolving and/or evolution as to what my considerations as to such differences as to such aspects and since there has not been any discussions as to what I consider as discussions as to then the aspects thereof to such factors as to the differences as to what I consider as care for me as to what I consider as care about me as the facts of such levels of stress I have dealt with on top of everything else as to the proof as to what the difference as to what I consider as comfort to the aspects of what I consider as care as to what I consider as minimalist as to such massive differences fully in all such capacities as to what my considerations of what I consider as acceptable to the differences as to such clarifications and verifications as per the proof as to any opinions in regards as to the prior journal blogs of mine from this year of 2022 as to such viewpoints.



July 2022:

I went where I went as to such aspects of the Montana Vortex as to the aspects of having begun what work I was doing at the time I was working on my mural before taking a break to deal with situations as per my knowledge of the time, and since such aspects as to the situations where the fullness of what my work as to what was the mural I was working on as to what WAS as to the aspects of similarly to what was the house I considered as what WAS my home as to the timeframes of such aspects of the differences fully as to what I consider as to being wanted in a positive way. As to such massive clarifications of the needless problems an to the aspects of needless stress as to the aspects of needless situations as to the only way to what could have been as to actually just speaking with me, as to the aspects of respect to and respect for and respect of my work as per protocol standards as to such differences regarding those types of those individuals as to any connections as to individuals who have needed to accept the fact that my choice to only call myself as to such references as to the Army as to the legal aspects as per the situations as to Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as to the common sense if there ever was any to such individuals as to the aspects of the legalities as to such hypothetical factors in truth as to such common sense as to such references already updated as to such factors and since such has not officially as to such aspects ever been as to my personal standards as to such aspects thereof to the factors as to such differences regarding the aspects thereof as to such updates because of my minimum standards as to the differences as to others’ interpretations of such minimal aspects of themselves.



Obviously as to such aspects as to what such as to karma as to the considerations of what those individuals would consider as minimalism for them, as to such hypotheticals as per such factors of involvement as to the differences thereof and thus those individuals must be ready and capable for such levels of their mistreatments as to all such factors as to the aspects of what was not ever agreed to because of my not ever having been informed of as per the proof as to when as to the poster aspects to the difference as to such lack of information from those people at any point in time and thus as to such mandatory requirements of the minimum standards as to all information in full truth as to any such agreement or otherwise there is not agreements legally because I did not ever sign any agreements as to any such aspects officially as to any performances as to any point in time officially and since I have clarified I have not ever had a manager that I have ever hired nor have ever had anyone I was interested in as to such aspects thereof as to any other as to their false representation as to such aspects of their involvement being falsely allowed because they did not ever have the specific legal permissions fully required as per such aspects and the facts as to how I will not change my mind and I will not allow such backdating to such individuals in any capacity as to such official aspects of my personal minimum standards as to the knowledge thereof before as to the proof as to such aspects of my patterns of behaviour as to the attempts as to whatever patterns of their misbehavior as to such aspects of the proof thereof officially.



For clarifications in any capacity of bureaucracy of ever being considered as care for and/or care about me as to my work as to such factors regarding those if factors as to such types ever thinking the aspects of such as to the difference as to what I consider care for and care about my work, would obviously only be in the reference specifically to ask me as per individual piece as to the common sense aspects as to the differences as to ever reading my journal blog and ever assuming that such aspects in any capacity would ever be as to such interpretations instead of the actual facts as the actual facts are the actual facts as to my work regarding the proof of if my work was ever actually worth my efforts as to such aspects in the references regarding the aspects thereof to such situations as to being open and honest from the beginning as to those 10 Commandments and as such 10 Commandments as legally defined in multiple areas in multiple ways as to the legal definitions then all such pop culture types as to their aspects thereof should be capable to accept those words as to the ways they have accepted as to such other aspects of their technological factors as per the memes as to their acronyms such as the LOL factors as per such aspects automatically as to their choices as to such 10 Commandments instead as those definitions seem important.



I suppose only if genuine intelligence is required, though such others as to what their minimum standards as to such differences to my minimum standards as to such differences of what my considerations of being wanted in a positive way as to the capacities of what my personal considerations thereof to such factors and since as to the timeframe as to being capable to live my life my way on my own as to the translation of without my children in such capacities as to on my own as to such common sense as to being capable to live my life how I choose to live my life as to individuals I choose to be involved with as to how my choice of being involved as to such aspects thereof as to the massive importance as to the fullest minimalist as to such aspects of minimalist involvement from the children I gave birth to and/or their friends and/or their families as to such aspects of through my choice as to the fact of minimalist to an individual who gave birth at such a point in time the common sense would be as to such combinations as to the automatic aspects of such references as to how the facts are as the facts are and similarly as to the chances as to such factors as to the last aspects as to that point in time of my life as to the aspects of where all such individuals I once knew in person face to face in person were officially informed as to such aspects and thus they were all prepared officially as to such aspects before any other such point in time as to my updates. In turn whether they are related biologically or whathaveyou as to such aspects of either side to my son and my daughter as to such factors as to my progression forward as to such minimum requirements as to the aspects of the 10 Commandments as to the aspects of what in the aspects thereof to such regarding my minimum standards, as to such aspects in thereof to the common sense factors. If as to such connected aspects as to the truth as per such aspects thereof referencing myself, as to the regards of leading by example as to respect and etiquette despite the aspects of the medical situations as to the years thereof whether in reference to sights as throughout and/or as to the aspects of when I was in fifth grade and/or the aspects of when I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI.



August 2022:

I suppose as to those types who complained about when I was volunteering as to the bleach smell as to when I sanitized the shower as to the aspects of the references regarding Club Sapphire as to those types as to the proof thereof, as to whether such individuals were trustworthy as to the levels of cleanliness as per such aspects as to how the sanitization of a location such as that location would require that minimum standard as to the reality of the type of situations as to the areas thereof as to those if they ever actually had/have the capacity to care about health and wellness as well as progression forward in truth as to such aspects of in the clean and clear aspects thereof as per such hypothetical choices as per such timeframes as to those people from the years of 2015 through 2022 as to in whatever capacity thereof. However some aspects of what I once had assisted with as to those points in time as to what once WAS as to those points in time, and the aspects thereof as to such factors of what I needlessly dealt with as to such factors as per the situations thereof.



No one in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle that is actually responsible as to their own choices as per such factors would ever have any problems as to my journal blog if the comprehension as to the paperwork updates as to all of the other members instead of ever as to such referencing myself as there were several attempts I made to get the new paperwork signed for myself as to the aspects of the location in the timeframe of 2017, however each attempt I made to update those aspects to the privacy paperwork referencing Club Sapphire each office staff individual and each owner/co-owner/spouse thereof had officially and repeatedly told me otherwise as to such needs for me to ever fill out such paperwork including as to the point in time of one event on either 19/20 or 26/27 August 2022 as well as the aspects as to 3 September 2022 as to the second time.



The first time as to wearing an outfit as per when I have the personal sensation for what my personal needs as to when as to what is what I need instead of anyone ever needing a reminder as to the reality of what is comfortab;e for me is what is comfortab;e for me to the specific timeframes thereof and any individual as to ever thinking I would ever need to wear anything other than what I personally actually need to wear for myself as to such sexism and faminazism as to such aspects thereof as to if ever thinking that would ever be what now in the year of 2022 to the difference as to the specific points in time of the prior aspects, and what would those aspects of the triggers to such rewminders be as to such types of clothing when not what is as to my needs be as to the common sense factors as to there not ever being the capacity to respect any aspect thereof in any capacity as to the aspects of only my free will choice and if as to any individual’s involvement as to such aspects other than myself as to such aspects of not ever going to get the capacity to ever have such a sensation of ever being wanted in a positive way as per what my personal needs for myself are as to my life as to what my levels of comfort are as to such differences in the years from those years to this year of 2022 and there is not the interest for me as to such aspects thereof to such lackluster aspects to my comfort levels at all. Since such situations as to where those timeframes as to 2009 through 2013 as to how those times are those times and as per such factors of moving forward and growing up as to such aspects of the reality of what my aspects of my viewpoint of what would ever actually be considered as care for and care about me as to such aspects thereof, to what I have already clarified as to such factors as to having progressed forward as to such aspects as there was not ever any aspect of my enjoyment ever as to such points in time and as to why there is not going to be any revamping as to such aspects of as to the aspects of what was not ever comfortable for me to begin with as there was not ever any point in time when anyone ever especially on a consistent basis ever had done anything that would actually be considered as appreciative to my modeling and/or performances and/or outfits I created. Thus any such push towards such now with the conjunction of what I already dealt with would only be as to such feminazi ways as to such legal definitions because of the aspects thereof to such locations I would go in person face to face in person to the difference of the online portions as per the online portions are not of any interest of such factors as to the same aspects of what I personally dealt with as to such factors, and thus as to my work being more important to me as to what work I had been attempting to get to for longer than I ever dealt with those types of individuals as to the year from 2000 onward.



Only as to what actually is of actual interest to me would ever be considered as to ways to actually show respect to me for my work as to such prior times in the capacities thereof to only in reference to what I specify as per individual discussions as to such points in time forward of if factors of my past, as to such aspects of respects and etiquette. As per the ways of actual respect to such possibilities of acquaintances and/or friendships and/or the possibility of ever as to what I consider as a relationship as to such what monogamy aspects thereof as to the difference of other people who would not be in such categories as to my current and/or future time aspects of interests of such capacities thereof as to the differences if individuals have common sense as to the differences between personal aspects to the differences between business aspects, and thus as to such factors of individuals as to such having the full clarifications as to my personal stance as to such factors as to respect referencing my own work as to such differences as to what aspects thereof to such aspects.



In reference to the outfit I wore to August 2022 as to that timeframe the best of what minimalist aspects that I could find as to the entire timeframe as per my journal blog update, as those were the only factors of anything positive as to such aspects of interactions during such two events.



Those who have been at any event when I have been at such in person face to face in person knows as to the requirements as per the aspects of, and since there was not the volunteer badge as to the aspects when I arrived as to the automatic sign of where the situations were only as to what chance I would allow as to such factors because of what I already dealt with as to all of the individuals I made attempts as to such factors referencing what I personally dealt with as to the aspects thereof when I was volunteering as I did not ever receive any payments as I did not ever receive any gifts as I did not receive anything from anyone as to any point in time at the and/or from the location of individuals as to the capacities thereof as to that location as to individuals referencing Club Sapphire as per the exact same aspects as to the references regarding my modeling and/or performances as there has not ever been any point in time when officially ever having been informed and given such as to what would be considered as if respected and considered as respectable as to what my standards as to minimum factors regarding what respect would be.



Instead there was a male who I spoke with as to certain aspects outside and when I went inside as to just dance briefly as to such aspects of how a different male as to how he encroached without any invitation as to any capacity thereof as to what I would consider as inviting as per those who have known me and/or seen me when I have danced as per techno music type of dancing for some references as to my YouTube Channel, the aspects as to how that male without any invitation and without any provocation as per myself as to the needless touching of my legs as well as needless touching of my corset as well as needless touching of my in general overall before he decided to disgust me in every capacity as to such aspects as to the factors of where I left immediately afterwards as per any hypothetical discussions as to the timeframe thereof from that point in time in August 2022.



September 2022:

I gave one last chance to that overall aspect of the entirety of as to the aspects as to the knowledge of February 2022 as well as the aspects thereof to such updates to the aspects thereof to my journal blog, as there is not one feminist as to any factor thereof to such individuals to any needless problems and/or any needless drama and/or any needless situations as to such factors as to any legal definition as to the consideration of retaliation as to such legal factors instead of actual humanity as well as instead of actual compassion as to such aspects thereof to the furthered proof as to such lack of appreciation for all of the work I personally took care of on my own when I was volunteering. The facts as to any portions as to the situations of added financial aspects as to the situations referencing that location as to events would just be the starting point as to the proof of as to such aspects of the lack of assistance for my needs because if such individuals ever received anything in reference what specific only for me, then the references as to such aspects of what should have only been for me to make such choices thereof for instead of in such hypotheticals as to ever thinking such would ever be considered as to such factors of ever in such regards unless as to the only references as to such lack of appreciation for all such factors in ever capacity thereof in all such regards to the full aspects of my work in such references thereof to the proof thereof instead of what would actually be as to the considerations of my considerations as to the aspects thereof to what actual respect would be as to the minimum standards as to the 10 Commandments.



Thus the second time I went in as to the full coverage as to my jeans fully covering my legs instead of fishnet stockings as I once wore prior times for warmth as to the clarifications as to such aspects as to the timeframe as to August 2022, before the aspects as to the shirt I wore as to whatever clothing I turned into an outfit for what I comprehended was going to be my last time ever walking into that club as to that aspect for the year of 2022 because of what occurred in the combinations thereof and anything thereafter as to such any additional needless problems instead of what I actually have needed for myself as to the timeframes as to the aspects thereof from September 2022 onward as to such differences to what I consider for myself as to my minimum requirements instead of what others have as to such aspects as to the choices thereof for their reverse then as to such capacities thereof to such karmic factors as to what the references thereof as to such regards if as to such claims instead thereof as to what my considerations as to the aspects of what I consider as care for me as to what my considerations are as to care about me as to the aspects thereof especially from the timeframes as to the differences as to the progression forward in time.



Thus if as to any such needless problems and/or needless situations and/or needless drama instead, then as to such factors of what would be as to common sense to fixing and repairing such situations as to the immediate aspects thereof to what would actually be considered as fixing and repairing for me as to the situations I have dealt with as what would the legal aspects to the religious portions as to such factors be as to the viewpoint of jihad as to such aspects as to the capacities thereof as why would there ever be any other viewpoint as to such combined overall aspects as to the timeframes or would it be that each and every other person would actually have to have such explanations even with the knowledge thereof in sight as to the capacities thereof as why would I ever believe in care about me and/or care for me as to such aspects in those viewpoints of perceptions as to the timeframes and situations combined overall?



Why would I ever believe in any capacity of Judeo-Christian aspects in the current timeframe as to the evolution of time, as what would be considered ever as actual care for me and actual care about me in truth as to such factors as to this point in time when reviewing such factors as what has been the only consistent aspect(s) I have dealt with even if as to the aspects of New Jersey as to the terminology thereof as what would such factors be as to the references thereof or was that truly needed to put in writing as to what aspects of common sense are actually needed as to that factor?



Why would there ever be anything less of a viewpoint from those as to my viewpoint towards those as to such aspects thereof to those groups and locations as when adding the Ordained Reverend aspects as to myself in the year of 2005 as to the addition to the church I grew up attending and was confirmed as in the year of my graduation 1997, as to those individuals as to those aspects as what would those factors in the comparison of actual correct medical care as to the years thereof be to such a viewpoint to the differences as to such employment factors and/or the aspects of educational backgrounds as to degrees be as to such reference points regarding the hypotheticals thereof to such aspects of when I was in fifth grade as well as when I was in second grade as why would those individuals ever be capable to distinguish correctly as what updates to my journal blog would prove as to such factors of capabilities as to the clarifications and verifications as to worthwhileness to what I would consider as worthwhile?



As per all of my journal blogs just as to all of my fact books I authorized/compiled as to my viewpoints as to those particular points in time, thus as to my viewpoints as to those particular points in time when I reviewed such aspects thereof thereafter as to the difference of what my needs for myself as to my life for my best interests to the differences of other people’s opinions as there is the fact as to not having asked for other people’s opinions except on a minimalist level as to such aspects throughout the decades as to such factors of such considerations as to the aspects of when I have made the choice to ask of other people’s opinions as to my work and/or my life as to my choices as to my liberties as to such references regarding the differences as to such rights to the differences of my liberties as while some have the reality of knowledge of the rights the aspects thereof to the differences as to my liberties as to the considerations as to the combinations thereof to within the references as to respectful as to such aspects of as to the accuracy thereof to such considerations. The aspects as to the unknown factors as to the situations referencing the gratitude and thankful aspects as to my journal blog, though as to what I consider as success for myself as to the same factors of differences as to the considerations as to the aspects thereof to what I consider as to the factors of as care.



My common sense as to what I consider as per such can only be in an unprovoked as well as uncoerced as well as the capacities of to the situations of what I consider as needless problems/situations/drama and/or the factors of needless stress as to the aspects of as to what would be as to the only capacities of as to my free will, otherwise as to such aspects of where the lack of comfort would be as to such aspects thereof as to the differences as to the aspects of what would actually be as to such considerations as to what I consider as comfort for myself instead of other individuals as to such hypotheticals of whatever combined legal definitions for the updates as to my writings and paintings and such factors thereof combined now.



Thus since only individuals who have ever been allowed to touch my legs have been massage therapists I chose on my own as to such aspects thereof as well as to the reference of when I had dated and been engaged to only one individual as to such aspects thereof to such type of touching to my legs referencing such aspects regarding August 2022, as to such factors referencing such aspects as to the factors of the fullest comfortability as to the aspects thereof to the situations as just because I may have been involved as to a relationship as to whatever point in time as to such factors as to the timeframe of such differences. However as to such factors thereof as to only with my specific allowances as to such aspects in the regards of such situations as to what is supposed to be consensual as to such aspects and thus since I had not and do not and will not consent to just any random individual ever touching me as per the aspects where all individuals can agree as to the aspects of the differences to such aspects of any type of touching as to the aspects of requirements of the physical in such capacities thereof as to the requirements of consent as to such differences needed to be comprehended as to the differences regarding any capacity of the difference between seeing on a computer screen of whatever type to the differences of in person face to face in person, and thus if as to such aspects as I have personally proven as to what I do not consent to in any capacity thereof in any way in any shape in any form as to any aspect without my consent as to how I have clarified there is not any consent ever to touching me in any capacity without my consent as to of my own free will as per such clarifications and verifications as per such factors throughout my updates.



If respect of personal space is still important as to what is considered as civilized if it ever was by other individuals as to such factors, then why would such aspects as to the timeframes thereof including as to clothing of mine as to the requirements of my own free will as to such aspects as to the differences as to such factors as to informed consent as what would informed consent be of importance in that conjunction as to the aspects thereof as to what the differences are as to what I consider as to those other types as to what I have not and do not consider as consensual as to such references as to 2012 and/or 2019 as to such factors of the requirements thereof as to what I consider as being wanted in a positive way as the aspects of the situations as to the requirements of mine to such factors as to the minimum standards in all factors thereof and if it is not of my free will then as to such factors thereof and for one example as to my free will as to 2013 though furniture as to such references as to such differences regarding the timeframe after Cowboys Dancehall as to that Stoney LaRue concert as oddly enough as to individuals who were denied permission to ever touch me as well as denied permission specifically as to my legs as to such factors for the viewpoints to such clarifications as to those situations in August 2022 as well as any other such hypotheticals thereof.



Permanent = Consistent



Official = Official unless needing clarifications as per requirements as per such factor as per what I can see as to if I consider as important though can only be as to such of free will regarding myself



October/November 2022:

Since the factors as to what some occurrences as to such aspects of the larger factors thereof as to the common sense when the larger factors thereof to consistent aspects as to the combined factors of the knowledge as to the overall of what I have dealt with personally, the situations as to the common sense aspects of what would be considered as noticeable as to a more positive aspect would be as to such common sense situations as to the aspects whereas to the levels of because of the situations as to what I consider as per how anything I have written in truth as to facts then as to such aspects thereof to such factors regarding for myself as to such obvious common sense as to the aspects thereof unless as to specifying other individuals instead as to the capacities thereof as to common sense.



Thus as to progressing forward as to such prior situations accepting the facts as to the reality thereof as to such choices regarding those particulars and as to my progression to move onward and forwards as to the aspects thereof, to such clarifications and verifications. Thus there is not ever going to be the capacity of such prior time individuals as to anything I consider as needless problems/situations/drama/stress as ever being considered as wanted in a positive way because the only way as to progressing forward as to actual sensations of actually being wanted in a positive way and actually being appreciated for my work as to such aspects of my free will choice, as to what my considerations thereof are and any such individual as to the aspects of my medical as to then as to such legal requirements as I already clarified as there is not any interest of mine as to such aspects thereof regarding those types of individuals who have needed to comprehend the facts of actual aspects of my free will as to such instead of those failures as to such aspects where there has not been any capacity of such aspects as to my clarifications as to the fullest aspects of the mandatory respect factors as to myself as per such common sense. Since such failures as to the length of time as per the aspects of whether in reference to 1992 through 1993 as to the aspects thereof to all of those individuals throughout the entire region thereof as to such knowledge as to the aspects of difference of what I consider(ed) as actual medical care properly to the difference of the occurrences thereof, just as to the aspects of such differences as to the factors as to the years from 2000 through 2022 as to such situations as to the differences as to such aspects of what I consider as actual care instead of the capacities of the occurrences as to such overall combined aspects though what would I actually consider as overall combined for me as to such differences as to the combined situations or would that actually need to be written as to such individuals as to the common sense factors as why would any individual who desired such aspects of information as to any such factor as to the aspects of what considerations as I would consider as respect as there is not the freedom for that information officially.



Think in reference to the state of New Jersey as to such aspects of regarding as to the reality of knowing there are two major tollways as to the mandatory factors thereof when traveling through and only if allowed as to only if known as to such aspects thereof to certain areas along the New Jersey Tollway as well as the New Jersey Turnpike and the Garden State Tollway, as to such aspects as to the references regarding such factors of information as to the aspects of because of the requirements as to the payments for the education and the background as well as the experiences as to such factors in reference to just to have one discussion. I was born and raised in New Jersey and such aspects of having paid attention to the signs throughout the areas, as to the factors as to such regards in reference to the reality of life. Since millennial types think everything is free without any work in such capacities thereof as to such factors in the differences obviously as to such factors of when such volunteer aspects as to the work as to such if actually appreciated as to those times as the reality of where in the similar factor as to how there was not the volunteer aspects, then as to such factors from the timeframes thereof to the metaphors as to the state of New Jersey referencing myself and my work and my experiences as the if factors of any individual who I once knew ever wanting such aspects of writings instead of what would actually make and more specifically keep me happy as to such hypotheticals as to the differences regarding such considerations thereof though hypothetically as to such proverbial tolls as to the aspects thereof to such aspects if was pushed sooner as well as in the difference as to that particular point in time of 2018/2019 as to the difference of time now in the year of 2022.



Thus as to such types as to ever thinking just because they read something and/or spoke with someone else about me, there is a difference as to actually knowing me as to what I actually consider as knowing me as while the capacities of having a connection to something I had been a part of as to whatever point in time in whatever capacity thereof as to the truth of what I actually of my own free will as to such factors in the largest combined overall aspects to such differences of others’ opinions especially as to New Jersey as to the difference as to both Illinois and Texas as to the aspects of addition as to New York state as well as Pennsylvania state as to all of those individuals I actually knew in person face to face in person whether as to the year reference of 2001 and/or the year reference as to 1993 as to such factors as to the differences of considerations as to such hypotheticals as to all of those people I once knew as to their blood as to those factors in reference to my journal blog updates for all of those references regarding such from the years of 2019 through now in the year of 2022 to the regards of individuals as to the years of 1993 through 2018 as to such factors of any individual involved as to any capacity thereof as to the difference as to what I comprehended I needed to take care of as to such points in time prior to the aspects thereof and also similarly at the same time of what I saw that I needed to take care of as to the timeframes thereof as to 2020 forward.



Now as to the year of 2022 in the month of November with not one timeframe where I have ever had 30 days as to the consistent aspects as to one consistent year or even one consistent decade as obviously the aspects thereof to what I personally consider as to what my needs for my comfort in full as to what consistent actually has always translated to, those types for such aspects where those types of individuals as to those situations that have been clarified as to the amount of time those individuals have wasted because of how unwanted as to such aspects as to how my way as to such differences as to the facts proven in all such factors thereof to such clarifications as to the accuracy thereof to what my considerations as to the fullness as to the requirements as to what consistency actually is as to such differences as to the considerations of what has occurred as to the aspects of what differences as to what the timeframes as to such aspects thereof as to what my considerations as to the fullness as to my requirements as to how my requirements as to such factors thereof. If as to such aspects as to immediate instead as to how such factors because of those types as to their involvements as to the amount of additional work that I have had to take care of because of such prior individuals as to their laziness as to all such factors of differences as to the proof thereof, then as to such differences obviously as to what my considerations of comfort are as to the massive distinctions as to where for those two weeks of perfection to be capable to plan for my life as to my needs as to my wants as to such possibilities as to the aspects of where if I would ever consider as to what I consider as a desire as to the differences per situation per individual per aspect thereof as to how common sense is.



For example if as to contacting anyone as including if as to emergency contact as to the legal requirement to speak with me about such contact as per the knowledge of my status as to the aspects of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the legalities of such officially having been made aware instantly as per such discussions and/or reading of my website and/or social media, and thus as to such hypotheticals as per such situations as to the legal definitions as per such aspects as to the conjunction of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork/trips as to such aspects as to the reality of such prior journal blogs as to my updates similarly as to the aspects of my books I authored as per the genre as per the genre per the facts of the genre as to the aspects of being capable to distinguish between the intentions as to the aspects of the timeframe as to the aspects of timeframe as to review as to such aspects of the requirements as to intelligence in truth and thus as to such aspects of where others may have staff as to such aspects referencing such aspects of the differences regarding as well as to the reality individuals who have filed false reports should be considered as punishable by law as to if as proven to a numerical portion of as while the name factors as per the found portions as to the after such points of review as to such factors of hypothetical in such references as to the situations then as to the clarifications as to the timeframes as per such factors thereof in such proven capacities as per the situations as per the technological factors as to the needless problems as to such needless situations as to such levels of needless drama.



Though such individuals may think otherwise, I suppose the capacities of whatever accuracy as to such factors to the differences of such individuals as to such work would be capable to distinguish as per the individual work as per actualities of individual work. For example as to my books as per such aspects of what in full as to the complete factors would be important for progression forward in truth as to the actualities of 10 Commandments in truth, as what is the difference between a public library instead of the aspects of where the facts are as to the specifics only as to such requirements as to the references as to the New Jersey aspects as to the retention of such aspects to the considerations as why would such be of importance in truth as to such differences as to the aspects of the 10 Commandments in the conjunction aspects for such progression forward in truth as to such regards of the educational references as per my prior journal blog updates as why would anyone ever think such to be otherwise if as to the full complete aspects thereof to such viewpoints of retention as what would retention be of importance in regards as to the aspects of payments as well as financial capabilities as to my usage of as to the correct ways as per the factors of in such references as why would anyone ever think such as to the failures as per the American Civil War as to the current timeframe unless as to such levels of lack of intelligence to see such needless problems as to such needless drama as to such needless situations as to the hypotheticals as to those renne faire types as to the aspects of if there is not the distinction of maturity of being capable to distinguish as to such factors as then what would there ever be the need for any use including as to why would there ever be any consideration of any differences as to any individual who would ever actually have such clarifications as to such regards of such failed aspects referencing progression forward instead of such types as to their failures to learn from the history they claim to teach and yet the failures to actually progress forward as the only ways as to progressing forward outside of those needless problems as to those needless situations as to the needless drama would be to not repeat history in the current and modern timeframe because the aspects of the pop culture of those to repeat such aspects as to such replay as to instead of learning from history to progress civilization forward as to the only way to progress civilization forward is to learn from history and move onward away from those types of needless drama as top needless problems as to needless situations as per the common sense.



Thus as to the factors of my personal requirements as to 10 Commandments as to the common sense as to the combined viewpoints thereof and thus, while the factors as to what actually needs to occur for such aspects of what I consider as for my best interests as to what I consider as per in full of my best interests and as to the minimum requirements as per such clarifications and verifications as to such standards as to such regards thereof in full to such reference situations as to the obvious common sense factors of when the minimum requirement(s) as to in full as to such aspects are specifically as to such minimum standard(s) as to the fullness thereof as to maturely as to the aspects of in the timeframe as to the current timeframe onward as to such the aspects of such requirements as to the aspects thereof similarly as to my comfort regarding the aspects of what I actually consider as my comfort.



Since that two week timeframe as to the amount of planning and work as to my life outside of being a Mom to biological minor aged children was obviously moving swiftly as to the year of as to the timeframe now in 2022 differences as to how the facts are, if biological adults act similarly to children as to how the differences as to my responses as to the comparison of such timeframes. Thus since the timeframe of 2022 as to such differences as to possibly my words to the differences as to the larger capacities as to the differences between 2000 through 2022 then as to such facts of having grown up as to the aspects thereof, and if as to individuals who have chosen to be immature instead of what I consider as mature as to then the references of what I consider as to the capacities of attraction levels as well as to what levels specifically as to such behaviour aspects. Thus in reference to such individuals throughout the timeframes as to those aspects that only have reminded me of individuals I went to school with and/or Sunday school with, then as to such levels of non-attractions as to those types of those individuals because of the factors as to what I consider as to such levels of adult/mature attraction as to what my specifics of to my personal requirements for what I consider as monogamous as to a relationship and only as to such factors thereof in each such aspect thereof as again what my actual full aspects in the difference of my minimum standards as to what I have brought forward as to such aspects as to the differences as to where I obviously have been capable to distinguish the differences between my full standards overall as to the aspects of other aspects to the difference of my minimum standard(s) for such situations.



Obviously since I deal with headaches each second of each minute of each hour of each day of each week of each month of each year of each of the decades since I woke up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the additional aspects of each second of each minute of each hour of each day of each week of each month of each year of the 8.5 years of the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain at the time, then as to the capacity of my capability to distinguish my migraine(s) and types thereof as to the common sense factors of the minimum requirements or minimalist aspects as to what I can and have been capable to specify to such specific points in time as why would such common sense be of importance as to the aspects thereof as to genuine real intelligence as I would guesstimate if there were any such aspects that were clear before as to such aspects then as to the minimalist aspects as to such information at the specific point in time because of such medical factors as to what the situations were as to such points in time and since there has not been at this point in time any such lowered levels of pain for myself as to what I have comprehended of myself as to the length of time; then such not ever having met the minimum standards as to any such individual as to such length of time, as to the common sense factors as to what once was as to those years as to the difference as to this point in time as to progressing forward outside of those pain levels to progress forward in my life in the capacities thereof in different ways as per what I consider as my best interests as the only capacities of what makes me happy is the only capacities from the point forward as to what makes me happy and there is the only factors of such to ever be capable to find ways to keep me happy once as to getting to such a point of actually where as to I would actually be considered as per what my considerations are as to what I consider as to my happiness in the importance of such factors.



Thus if as to any individual as to the knowledge of my books having been published through the company of Amazon and all such levels of failures referencing such aspects of ever thinking I would ever be willing as to such factors without ever speaking with me about my work as to what my minimum requirements are as to my specific standards and as to my work as to only my intellectual property as to the legal requirements as to such factors of payments as to the aspects thereof as to any such needless involvement as to the aspects where the shareholders do not have any legal rights or legal authorities as per my work as per my intellectual property as well as my life experiences as thus as to the factors in conjunction with the other factors of my connections to my specifics as to my background, then as to the minimum standards of requirements as to business meetings that haver not ever occurred with anyone officially representing that company regarding other than delivery individuals as to such factors as per such complaints I have had as to the aspects of all factors in reference to where I did not ever allow anyone to publicize me or my work or my location thereof as per the requirements of my personal permission and since I have clarified that has not been allowed nor occurred as per my personal aspects of the references thereof; the technological updates as to the clarifications and verifications as to at one point in time as to whenever those years ago and not any point in time thereof or thereafter as per only having clarified as to the legal aspects as to the facts of my work, thus those individuals were not ever invited to be a part of my work as to such as that was not any capacity of anything other than as to those years at those times and not any further as to those individuals as to any allowances as to such clarifications as to the trust factors as to the 10 Commandments truthfully.



Common sense as to how there was not ever any point in time I specifically ever had the minimum requirements as to my minimum requirements met as to when the facts of Marine and Science Technology School with the Navy attachment as well as the aspects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain aspects as to how my ADA as well as my Stand My Ground aspects as per the laws thereof that have protected me officially as to the timeframe thereof as to any such individuals as per such situations as per the factors thereof as per such clarifications, then as to the proof of whether individuals as to maturity as to grown up as to such differences as to such viewpoints of what I consider as maturity as to grown up as to such aspects to the differences of such hypotheticals. Since as to the situations as per the common sense lessons from elementary school onward as well as the common sense as to the 10 Commandments, as to what time and/or when have other people that are biological adults actually grown up?



When I have clarified there is not any enjoyment as to the capacities of the situations during the timeframe officially from the year of 2021 as to what I would consider as enjoyment as to what my specific aspects as to what I consider as enjoyment and as how I do not find any enjoyment clarifying on any aspect as to such prior to any aspect unless I actually have the personal need for myself to do so, then as to the facts of such situations as to the aspects of what I consider as comfort as to the differences as to others’ opinions as to their artificial intelligence of what I consider in full as comfort as the aspects of actually getting to the actual minimum standard of a starting point of what aspects I consider as to such factors as to common sense in the most minimal of ways for everyone else.



Since what my comfort levels as to where what I consider as comfort levels for myself, the situations as to the fullness of where I choose to move forward to progress is where what comfort levels for myself as to what my comfort levels are for myself individually prior to the aspects of involving others as to my requirements of my minimum standards as to what I consider as per the best for my interests as per what my viewpoints as to my personal interests as to the overall as to what is of actual importance to me as per the timeframe of now forward. If as to prior timeframes as to a group aspect as to what was not consensual as to such clarifications then as to anything from the timeframe of 2021 as to personal instead of as to the overall aspects, and thus as to the reality of from the year of 2021 through onward as to the factors thereof where I progressed forward as to the aspects thereof and the aspects of progression forward as to moving onward as per the length of time as well as the amount of time as to such combined factors in full as to what I already dealt with and found reasons to move onward as to progression forward. Thus as to having officially left that location without any intention of ever returning as per September 2022 as to the oddity when taking into consideration of my journal blogs from the updates to the years of 2020 through 2021 referring specifically to that club, that name, the aspects of such metaphors, and etcetera; I suppose so as to the proof of such individuals as to the aspects thereof as to the personal factors instead of remembering such so-called aspects of New Jersey as per what others told me, as only people who are actually capable to the factors of New Jersey as to the true New Jersey are capable to such business aspects of differences as to comprehending the facts as to the difference as to personal factors.



Thus nothing was officially considered as personal to me as to such viewpoints as to my journal blog updates in the capacity as to the aspects of what in the reference to as to such personal aspects beyond personal experiences I had already dealt with and moved onward from as to the situations since in such hypothetical circumstances as to “The Modern Day Book” of if accurate as to what would have only been in the business aspects as to such “Finding A Silver Lining” and “Finding The Silver Lining” as to such factors of my liberties to review the aspects for the clarifications as to my emotional aspects because of the facts I clarified as to my minor aged children not needing such aspects as to only the reference of my minor aged children I gave birth to because those are the only minor aged children I have ever referred to officially, thus as to such aspects of my minor aged children being biological adults now officially as to such aspects as to anything as to such choices of the comprehension of:

· My Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury/TBI

· Subarachnoid Hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate from the MRI and CAT scans officially

· Headaches

· Migraines

· Cognitive Disorders

· Memory Deficits

· Went from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to second grade math


I have progressed to move forward from such situations as to the aspects of the aspects of where such situations were for me to progress forward as to such aspects of my own work as to what I worked on my own as to those timeframes since such individuals I once knew were unassisted to my actual needs as to the timeframes thereof because of their personal choices as to their personal biases as to their personal aspects of any such aspects of if any difference as to the timeframes from the year of 2000, instead of taking into the consideration of such common sense factors as to the length of time as to after the beginning of my updates to my journal blog as to the year of 2019 as per the aspects of only common sense as to Science and such factors of if those individuals were a part of groups officially unknown to me then such would officially be a part of groups unknown to me as to such factors of any such as I consider as needless games and to needless drama as to needless problems as to needless situations and thus as to the if factors of any such aspects of what the situations as to the review aspects as per what my work as to such aspects that obviously if cared about and if cared for correctly as to such differences to the aspects of the timeframes thereof and thus if as to such factors then as to all other individuals as per how I did not ever do anything as to any personal attacks as per such aspects of the clarifications as per such differences as to hypothetically as per such bureaucracy and/or politics as to the differences as per election as to elected as there is a difference to distinguish between then as to such aspects of such clarifications as to such distinctions.



Thus if as to any group and/or individual as to any connection specifically to work/business aspects from the timeframe regarding myself as to such clarifications, then as to the aspects of why would I ever consider anyone as to actual respect of my work and/or respect of me as to my work and/or respect of me as to such factors as to what I consider as respect as to the aspects of outside of the aspects to what others might consider because of the facts my business as to my business translates to my business as to my work as to the aspects of what I consider as respect as per my work as what is of utmost importance to me as to this point in time as per forward from 2021. Thus since I am the Sole-Proprietor of my business and of my work, then as to the one and only individual as per such factors to my work and such factors thereof to such financial aspects and since as to such educational background as to the fullness thereof to the requirements as to the minimum standards as per such factors as per if as to if ever actually being considered as wanted in business positively as to there has not been such minimum standards met as to what I would ever consider as anything that would ever be considered as to any respect of any work of mine in any capacity in any way in any shape and in any form as to such clarifications and verifications as per such factors officially as to what my requirements are as to such because of all such combined factors as the actual importance of what my personal considerations of for such factors as to the minimum standards as to my requirements as to such points in time.



Thus if I was ever to consider from 2021 through to 2022 in any such consideration of actual appreciation and actual respect of my work, I have not ever actually seen as to such aspects as to having such aspects as to the capacities of my considerations thereof as to in the capacities of what my considerations of as to minimum requirements as per such clarifications. Thus as to February 2022 through now in November 2022 as to such aspects where in certain factors of where possible as to the more localized-ish specifics, the factors of standards as to the capacities thereof as per the combinations of to such points in time regarding what my actual minimum standards are as there has not ever been anyone before such a year I guesstimate as to other than myself as to such knowledge in full as to understanding in full as to comprehension in full as to the aspects thereof and while I have made attempts to simplify such aspects of the minimum standards as then as to the common sense factors as to the reality now in November 2022.



Remember the aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to the aspects of my spiritual books as to the differences as to the factors of what I clarified, as thus since I have not written specifically as to the spiritual aspects as to any factor of as per such a phone call discussion as well as in person face to face in person discussions as to my clarifications as to how I have not officially ever written as to the specifics of spiritual books officially because of my minimum standards as to my minimum requirements as to the specifics thereof as to the spiritual aspects as to the differences to the religious and/or viewpoints as per what could be viewed as an overall as per the modernized aspects as to such factors though as to the reality whereas to what considerations as to what I consider as spiritual books as to much differences to such factors thereof to the intellectualization of as to the differences to such factors of importance.



Thus while everyone else has had the time to review and go through their emotional aspects as to the year from 2001 and/or 1993 as to such aspects of the truth of as per whatever their lives of such factors as to those points in time as well as whenever those people went to wherever as per such aspects thereof before myself because of the aspects of my medical and my situations as to the differences as to such biological age as well as biological gender at birth, then as to just the facts as to progression forward as the reality of the combined situations as to each individual as to such factors thereof as to each individual. I myself as my own individual as per my own work as to my own background as to my own factors thereof as to then, as to such similarly to my own as to each to their own as to such who I once knew as to who as such times as from the time after February 2020 onward as to the aspects of from February 2020 onward as to the aspects thereof to a new beginning for me officially as to the reality of life as well as the legalities as to the considerations as to the local area as to such factors in the differences as to the overall factors of the legalities as to such balanced combination as best as I could.



Thus as to the facts there are people who have survived such aspects as to what my children have had as to what I dealt with as to my life, there are those people as to those individuals as per such factors as to such differences in a multifaceted way.



If as to any such clarification from more-so in the timeframe of September through this month of November in the year of 2022 as to anything that I personally had not officially made as a personal aspect as to such negative factors as to the clarifications as per such logistical aspects as per the updates to my journal blog as per the fact required as per 11 September 2001 as to the aspects of individuals who have said they were from New Jersey as to those as to length of time per the years as per prior official journal blog references for the logistical aspects of time as per such more recent updates as to the time factors as per the calculations as per such requirements for aspects thereof, the hypotheticals in any such references as per any journal blog updates from my journal blog if read as to the timeframe of anything referring to such updates as to logistical factors as to how such has officially been this whole time. However any such hypotheticals as to such as I would see as the difference of a millennial New Jersey-ian as per despite born as raised as to the massive distinction as to a true or natural New Jersey-ian as per the aspects as to the differences because of the 1980s as to 1990s as to the pop culture references as per the millennial New Jersey-ian to such differences because of elders as to such points in time of such areas as to the east coast, then as to the difference of such personal aspects of personalization. Thus as to any such factors as to more specifically as to the knowledge as per such updates and as to any such negative aspects during the points in time of when as to others hypothetically as to such differences, then as to this officially being my first warning officially as to those if factors of if as to such capacities of capabilities to fix and repair appropriately as to such differences of such factors thereof as to what I consider as to fixing and repairing as to such aspects thereof; the reality of such aspects as to this point in time of such if factors as to, then as to how such went as to August 2022 and September 2022 as to any such aspects thereof to such personal aspects of me as to this being the one and only aspect of such clarifications as to how I had not ever made anything personal despite having clarified personally before.



Thus as to such clarifications as to my accuracy to the situations with the conjunction of the first time I ever allowed myself to ever verbalize anything as to my emotional aspects as to the entirety of my updates to my journal blog from the years of 2019 through now as I already clarified, then as to this day of 18 in the month of November in the year of 2022 as to such clarifications as to how I had not ever made such any personal attack in any capacity thereof previously officially as to the 10 Commandments.



If as to such aspects in any capacity in any way and/or in any shape and/or in any form as to such clarifications as to the amount of events throughout such points in time as per such updates as to the aspects of references to clarify such details if as to as regarding the logistical aspects thereof for my other work, if as to instead having ever taken such outside of those factors as to the comprehension of the time as to the amount of silence referring to what promise I made to my minor aged children at the timeframe of the first separation as to my emotional viewpoint and as to such factors of having kept my promise officially; then as to such aspects of those individuals as to any such hypotheticals thereof to such official notifications as to if as to especially as to any point in time from this year of 2022 especially beginning as to such timeframe as to February of this year throughout such points in time as through now and/or onward as to such suggestions to correctly as per what I consider as to fixing and repairing correctly as to what I consider as respect as to what I consider as for what my comfort as to the differences as to such obvious lack of common sense as to the amount of words I suppose that some might be more accustomed as to a different type of load amount as to the bearing weights thereof as to such individuals as per who had attended Club Sapphire as to the difference as to how I simply was volunteering as to the protection and security as well as some socialization as per what it takes for me to begin to have a sensation of comfort as to a location thus as to my actual numbers in total as to what I consider as to the situations if as to such factors to the difference of looking as to such reviews because of what I clarified as o the multiple reasons as to the overall aspects as to such updates as to being a multifaceted individual.



While some people might only be one sides or one way as to whatever business aspects they consider for themselves as per their business aspects to the massive distinction as to what I have considered as for my business aspects as to the obvious difference as to such factors referencing payment aspects as to what payments are considered as, then as to such aspects of the needless problems as to the needless drama as to the needless situations as to the needless stress as well as the needless assault as to the needless harassment as to the needless stalking as well as the needless involvement as to my Medal of Honor Art Project and/or such factors of my trips and/or those individuals as to my work in the overall full capacities; then as per such aspects of an official YouTube video of mine as to a more recent one for only one warning as to such factors officially as to the levels thereof as to what I have more important aspects of life than as to such types as the reality of how empty those types feel within themselves as to when such type of any attention instead of good attention as only good attention as to what I consider as good attention to be and while those types as to the aspects of what names they call themselves as to what descriptions of themselves as to what they prefer as to whatever factors of themselves as to online to such differences as to myself as to the clarifications as to what actually would be as to the differences of turn ons to preferences as to such factors thereof to such differences to pay attention to the details for the information thereof to be capable to distinguish the difference.



Thus as to what factors as to those types of individuals who as to Club Sapphire where I had not signed the newer paperwork as per the year of 2017 unlike every other person who ever had attended as to the aspects of whatever other locations as per such prior and since such factors as to merger factors brought forward in regards of what was publicized as to the different companies on their own as I did not publicize what they had already brought forward for themselves, as to such aspects of the AT&T and T-Mobile with Sprint as to the already aspects as to Verizon as to such 6 June 2022 as to such clarifications as to the aspects thereof as to what attempts to protect as to such aspects of teaching how to protect oneself if as to such aspects in that full difference as to such knowledge of any individual and/or group and/or business as to their choices as to such differences as to what I have dealt with as there is not any reason nor any cause nor any excuse as to ever blame the survivor as to the only blame should be as to the individuals/groups/companies that had made such choices as to how the aspects of what is considered as informed consent as to such differences to the realities as to myself.



Thus if accurate as to any such factors thereof as to any such direct aspects, then as to the factors as to how I have not begun to actually ever in such capacities thereof as to such factors as to all of those unknowns to such individuals. I prefer to work on my work as to the levels of what needs I comprehend my needs to be just as to what comfort I comprehend as to what comfort I need as to working on such factors as to the what I consider as far more important for far more life to continue onward and progress forward as to what information thereof, though it does depend upon my focus as to what my focus is to such factors and thus if as to such needless drama/situations/problems then as to such focus though as to my refusal to engage with those types as per the facts of what my ways as to how I actually have the sensation of being wanted in a positive way as to what I actually consider as to a positive way instead of what others’ hypothetical assumptions as to their failures as to the length of time as to whatever proof thereof as to the difference as to my accuracy.



In turn as to those individuals as to Club Sapphire especially as to any biological female as to such aspects as to what would be the difference of a feminazi as to a feminist as to the timeframe thereof to what a feminist is, then as to such factors thereof to such turn around factors as to the turnover rate aspects to such aspects thereof towards such factors of such differences. While some individuals enjoy those types of railroading in the difference to myself as to such aspects where the specifics of requirements because of having actual standards that are to be maintained and sustained as per such factors, then as to such factors as to individuals’ choices as to their preferred methods as per such factors as per whatever aspects technology has been capable to find of their own preferences for their own lives for their own to deal with as to such aspects thereof to such differences. Thus if those individuals prefer such situations as to needless games, well those individuals are in the capital of the United States of America for gaming as to the area as well as to how Austin has the south by southwest aspects thereof to such differences to the aspects of how other factors thereof to what life actually is to the difference of their opinions.



Since I do not play games and since I do not like games and since I have no need for games as to such factors thereof to such trickery, those types who enjoy those types of factors to the difference of myself as to such aspects thereof to those types as to such tricks as to their types as to their enjoyment.



Personally my differences as to my enjoyment as to such factors thereof to such factors as how New Jersey-ians are obviously about business far more than such aspects because of earning the aspects of personal factors, well to maintain and sustain such personal aspects is a requirement as to minimum standards as to whatever each individual New Jersey-ian as to such factors as per such minimum standards as to whatever combination thereof to such levels thereof. Myself as to being a born and raised New Jersey-ian as to such factors as per such clarifications as to the differences as to such aspects combined, as to such factors of the differences as to my considerations of business as to my considerations of the aspects to the personal aspects as to such differences. Since my business is about building upward as to progressing forward, the maturity levels as to such logistical aspects to such distinguishing factors are of massive importance to the knowledge of as to comprehending starting point as to the knowledge to the understanding.



Others' employment as to their advertisements, as to the massive distinction as to independent aspects of such factors as there has not ever been anyone officially who directly paid me as per such factors thereof officially as per such throughout this time as per clarifications as per the taxes as to my VA and SSI are as only to the references of the specifics to Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as it has only ever been as per common sense as per such writing and clarifications as to my finances for me to use as my choice per my own capability to use as per such factors and thus as to such clarifications as to any other as to how I have not ever given anyone permission to be involved as to speaking on my behalf though they could quote me as to my writings per the links and/or through the links to my unedited official YouTube videos as to my linked in social media accounts specifically to my website as I have put together officially only as per the same as per such aspects as per my finances as to how I have not ever of my own free will ever given anyone the permission officially to ever manage my finances beyond my bank specifically and only myself officially as to the choice of usage for my finances at all times at any specific time of my choosing only.



The reasons for such are because of the facts brought forward, and thus as to such updates in full completely as to such aspects thereof to such verifications as to the official aspects thereof now 18 November 2022.





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Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing