Thanksgiving 26 November 2020: Happy Thanksgiving and Merry Christmas and Happy Haunukkah early

As some during the time of COVID chose as they had for this Thanksgiving, for the first time in years I had gone to Thanksgiving at my ex-mother-in-law's house where I was able to spend a bit of time with my daughter Lidia Louise as well as some of my ex-in-laws. The drive out to the #FortWorth area of #Texas was good, and though I forgot I was not leaving from #SanAntonio Texas and was able to arrive much earlier than planned; the time was not wasted with as I was able to spend a little more time, with my daughter comparatively in my opinion. The car I drove which has a lot of technology in the car had been problematic for me because of my issues with technology and thus at a point, I stopped to pick up something with metal to be able to have on me as I had to sit in the car to in some ways ground the electrical currents from the car similarly to the ways I had to have more metal on me when in Washington state for some similar reasons. While I appreciated the time I was able to have with my daughter due to certain aspects, I did not appreciate other portions of the event. Knowing there were going to be things which would set me off when there, I did as I could to remain calm and keep the peace as best as I could.

The outfits I had sent to her did work out and she said she liked the designs I found for her, which the one outfit I was able to see her in I thought she looked beautiful. The other outfits I think will look just as good on her though admittedly it was interesting to see the jewelry choice her boyfriend sent her had matched the first outfit she chose to wear perfectly in color, to what she wore yesterday as it was almost the exact shade of blue to the dress portion she was wearing which was a lighter blue compared to the color of the headphones she was wearing at the time. The earrings, necklace, and bracelet set almost were identical to the blue in the dress which I had noticed and thought was quite odd as to how close to the coloration of the dress design which my daughter thought was pretty and wore along with. I do not know if I am the only one who noticed such in the way I had, though I also did not bring up such details noticed when I was there. Though admittedly there were several portions similarly in which I just bit my tongue to remain quiet and observe, during the timeframe there to maintain the holiday spirit.

Due to the after effects of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I learned ways to assist my memory issues. While my tattoos do assist, I learned additional ways to help with such which I have not discussed nor have I put into writing by my choice. As certain situations when I was in Texas before how my son and I wound up in #Washington state which obviously upon returning to Texas as certain situations had occurred, I have learned such techniques I created for myself to assist myself have been quite beneficial to ensure safety regulations. No, I will not discuss nor write about such as since there have been such triggers to which some have stepped over the lines at times; I know such is for my best interests. However I guesstimate the legal team for the school district would have loved to have known what they were when I met with them in 2012, though I will will write of the details of the event with as much detail as possible.

After arriving to see my daughter sitting outside in the front on the swinging chair listening to the headphones to speak with her and see her as I described, we hugged and talked briefly before going inside of the house. As I had already noticed the pictures on the wall not only of the pictures of my dead-ex-husband of course, though noticing the dress blues being among the first pictures seen including the college graduation degree in the hallways leading towards the kitchen area; knowing of the stolen valor throughout the dress blues picture, such was what it was. Since I personally do not believe in stealing valor as appropriate and I know others agree, such choices to not scratch out the stolen portions which the Chief Warrant Officer 3 who had pointed out what was incorrect is not my choice though also he was/is not my relative. Since only visiting, the portions of which not having to see that daily is a good thing in my opinion though may be a subconscious trigger to others in other regards. While I did not expect my pictures to remain on the walls with my son and with my daughter, I saw such throughout and not only in my daughter's room though there was the picture poster from the #Army branch which did have the group picture which the only way to remove me from the picture would be to remove my face from the picture though would destroy the poster.

Nonetheless I gave some suggestions here and there before my daughter went to clean up and then reminded her of the lotion recipe I gave her to help with her skin, as I am the one who had and who has skin conditions which means I am the one who would know how to treat such correctly. Oily skin is not something I deal with as that is not in my genetics, and not anything my son or my daughter have from me. The pimples in the way they grow are not from my genetics either, especially on the face; though I am glad my daughter has more of my hair texture comparatively which means she can style her hair in multiple ways without damaging her hair or the need for serious conditioners in comparison for the texture of. After giving her some pointers she went to clean up as I spoke with my ex-mother-in-law and niece Marissa Marie, before helping here and there cooking in the kitchen after handing over a cake I brought with me to the event. Only helping with the mashed potatoes and seasoning after mixing as well as moving one pan to another area, I did assist with cutting up the pineapples though not much more beyond a few areas which I stirred the pecan/walnut mixture with the vegetables being cooked in the smaller pan on the stove and grabbing the bread pan. In my opinion replacing the paper towels was not that much to do, in comparison to the amount of cooking going on. The ham and the turkey for the dinner smelled good, along with the other side dishes. At a point there had been the time when my daughter took some of the food over to their neighbor's house before returning, which was after my ex-sister-in-law and her new husband with their two daughters and some food had arrived.

My ex-sister-in-law wearing all black color clothing introduced me to her husband who looked as though could be related to E5 Sergeant Baber from Medical Hold Unit in a cousin or extended cousin sort of way, wearing a printed designed t shirt with jeans. Their eldest daughter with lighter brown hair was wearing a black long sleeve shirt and solid color pants whereas their younger daughter was wearing a black short sleeve shirt and a black/white/flower printed pains. Before their arrival I had noticed a picture on the wall of my ex-father-in-law holding a birthday cake of which was interesting as I had made a birthday cake for my son and my daughter for the only time when some of my ex-in-laws had been to my house in San Antonio Texas, as the design was different the colors used for the cake were extremely similar. The additional irony of the year written for the picture time of 1982, is odd because of the year of my birth.

The main difference for the cake is I had added edible confetti for my son and my daughter's birthday cake the year after the McDonald's birthday event for my son's first birthday, at the McDonald's in Forest Hill. Though the picture above of Grandpa Nichols as well as the cake itself, is a bit to process admittedly of the similarities in multiple regards.

As I assisted my daughter to arrange the calendars I bought for her in her room and we talked briefly about a few different details, I went back and forth talking with the people who arrived as well throughout the day. Several times going out to the front area to speak with my ex-sister-in-law Susie Marie as she smoked cigarettes and as I smoked my e cigarette, there had been a point when it was ideal to return inside as a hornet started flying around the door and almost got into the house; though I pushed it along, so it did not go inside. I will write of some of the discussion points of the time outside, when I finish up the dinner portions as there was a bit of additional time in the kitchen before sitting down to eat at the table in the newly built area. Though I did not notice whether or not anyone thought it was a big deal of remembering a cooking aspect I brought up when mixing the mashed potatoes of a recipe I had put together from when I was in Latin II class, which I made because of the timeframe near the portion of the class discussing the details of ancient #Egypt and #Cleopatra prior to her meeting Anthony.

As my ex-mother-in-law sat in her chair by the door, I sat next to my daughter who sat on one bench. To her right was where the child wearing the short sleeve black shirt and printed patterned pants sat playing on a technology device, who was next to my niece Marissa Marie on one benched area. Towards just before eating my ex-sister-in-law set next to me, as the television was on and each discussed a few points here and there while eating. It was good to be able to sit next to and with my daughter, and talk with her here and there. Though a point previously made in reference to stealing debit cards and charging up some purchases I did not and do not agree with, as I do not believe stealing is a good idea; and at one point when discussing Great Uncle Tony in #Alabama along with Great Grandma and the nephew Brandon who lived with them, my ex-mother-in-law thought we were discussing her son Tony when we were not; though I did notice the picture of him carrying his brother's casket from the time of the funeral. My mistake as to the date though as I must have confused the date of death with the date of the funeral, as he died 22 January 2008 and not 28 January 2008.

Those pesky numbers, though the details thereof do not change as much as some might wish the details could.

Nonetheless the discussion aspects in reference during the event with my ex-sister-in-law had varied along the lines of her remembering how conceited my biological sister Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had been when meeting her, as well as how our biological parents treated Patricia Ann Hom-Miller compared to how I was treated during the time my ex-in-laws knew and had spent time with. Also discussing the portions which my ex-sister-in-law knew of my biological sister having sex and assisting to cheat with my dead-ex-husband before the first separation, the discussion also went to a few situations which she had assisted others to cheat on their spouses; including hypothetically how Patricia Ann Hom-Miller had gotten her lead role for the #NutcrackerSuite (a bit of irony in itself for the title of the musical aspect) as she did assist the dance instructor to cheat on his wife in their house several times while not forgetting within the dance studio. The portions of which in reference to my biological parents' treatment differences of me comparatively while also discussing some of the abuse aspects from my dead-ex-husband including one portion which she remembered only the verbal altercation at #HomeDepot compared to the physical aspects briefly discussed, though gives a very poignant aspect and view into the situations which I survived; of which I explained the part of which when I had been left unconscious in the backyard after a situation which my now dead-ex-husband had an argument with his lab partner which on the way back to check to see whether or not I was alive, he was met by my biological parents who were in the driveway going to go into my house and the discussion points thereof in the cold-e-sac in front of my house as neighbors arrived to theirs as well as the portions of which my biological parents were not accepting of me taking back my Maiden last name.

There were points of discussion also in reference to my biological sister and the wedding she had as well as the first time I had met her husband, which in turn also discussing the portions which my biological parents denied my existence to many groups and people while telling lies about my son and my daughter being Patricia Ann Hom-Miller's when they never were and never will be. Though my ex-sister-in-law and I laughed in reference to my being told of my biological sister having twins, and the toll that takes on the body for some one such as her; as well as the portions of her husband's response in reference to the first time I met him, though not in reference of his response when the marriage occurred. The points of which talking about how the wedding went which my son was the ring bearer and my daughter was the flower girl including the outfits I purchased for the wedding as well as my being yelled at for having the nerve to wear a lavender gown which matched the colors of the wedding which my biological sister and my biological parents were upset because as my biological sister had pointed out, 'someone might think [I] am a part of the bridal party'; never-mind the reality of having been related to the bride herself, as well as the pictures I took to later have developed at a store to then mail afterwards, which my biological father said my pictures were much better than the ones that were paid for and wished I had taken more than I already had. By the way for clarification, it was not only the technology in reference to how I have been able to take pictures as I have for those arrogant enough to think it was just the technology. That itself has been insulting, in its own right.

Such leads to the next topic to write about in reference to my #SCUBA Dive at the USS/USNS #Vandenberg of which before pun intended of diving into that topic, in reference to my pictures I took when I went #SCUBADiving there of which as by normal measures has not been acknowledged in the ways anyone else would have had acknowledged years ago back in 2009 even to this day; how I took the pictures I had at the depth level I was, is not of anyone's concern nor of any-ones' business except mine. Though some may have wondered why I did not speak up much about the event back then, when I had discussed such for those who knew me at those times; what was your response, and there is the reasons. I suppose if I had some special last name or if I was married to someone well known, then I actually would have been given the credit I earned and I deserved back then, correct? Hypothetically one could say certain aspects I was murmering about last night when getting back to my apartment, has a smidgen of what occurred in response to such behaviours by human beings to wrongly ignore such in reference of oceanic water rising levels as well as responses from marine life when in Washington state. If there is the concern about such levels rising as well as the marine life while also intergalactic responses and aiming to since the timing of, then it really is a simple fix. It is literally as simple of giving the credit due where the credit was earned in the ways which any other person would have been given the acknowledgment back then as well as now.

When discussing the aspects of the oceanic SCUBA Dive in reference to the USS/USNS Vandenberg before showing some of the pictures of my #MedalofHonorArtProject pieces from the pictures on my website and explaining to my ex-sister-in-law, the portions of which in regards of which my other ex-sister-in-law her sister in #Georgia had been informed of the situation as well as their brother in reference to having to travel to Alabama after they were informed by my of my landing at the bottom of the ocean next to the Vandenberg was discussed. Both Tony Walker Nichols as well as Mary Evongelina Nichols Osteen had been explained in full by me, about that SCUBA Dive whereas my other ex-sister-in-law was only given partial details at the time in 2009. Though my niece Marissa Marie had thought the trip to Alabama had been before going to #Florida, such was not the case as the traveling direction on the roads would have been a different path than the way traveled as well as the arrival time as it would have been closer to daylight rather than sunset from the time departed from #WhiteSettlement area.

My Medal of Honor Art Project trips' scheduling, can be a reference point for when I scheduled to leave towards Georgia for that timeframe of the end of July in 2009. Since the time when visiting briefly in Alabama was in August 2009, there is another difference to notice. Not forgetting most likely there are receipts for Tennessee in August 2009, which would mean the portions which would prove such details because of the traveling back to the state of Texas; while not forgetting what I had to do for myself to drive safely, when going through the mountains of Tennessee after that SCUBA Dive at the Vandenberg. Though I was told there was not the knowledge of any injury to me from that SCUBA Dive, I also did not say there was any injury to me from that SCUBA Dive; not during Thanksgiving, and not before.

I have said I needed to readjust, though that does not mean injury; especially in comparison to my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and after effects, as well as the after effects from being electrocuted while in Washington state though more-so in reference to Washington state ensuring others were not injured from such as able to see in reference to when going outside of where I volunteered when airplanes were flying close by despite the additional pain to my headaches and migraines because of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. As I did not deal with headaches nor migraines before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, it is quite simple in those regards. As the levels of pain of my headaches and migraines were lessened during SCUBA Diving as the ability to accomplish more when able to SCUBA Dive more frequently as well as be far more social, the possible concern of such by others is wrongly placed in such regards.

The other discussions briefly had to do with some pet dogs over the years including my Great Dane Ganesh, as well as the miniature Dachshund dogs Max and Minne. There was a brief discussion about Cactus Jack(a**) AKA Jeffrey Kuykendall Jr as well though also discussions in reference to surgeries, pregnancies, healthcare, deaths in their family, prison/jail sentences, though also different births and relationship situations of different individuals known including some other points.

Upon getting ready to leave I discussed a few things with my daughter to take care of throughout the event as well, as I also informed of a text I would send which I have a bit ago in reference to assisting with schedules for organizations. As plates were made while I was getting ready to go which was well after Rusty had returned from the bank to get money from the ATM to give to my ex-mother-in-law, the #Thanksgiving dinner went well overall. I remembered certain aspects which Grandpa Nichols and I had discussed years ago which are what they were, gave hugs before leaving, and then went on my merry way.

Ensuring to take care of a few things on my way back to my apartment I briefly stopped by a few locations to hope to get a few to smile, readjusting the metal as needed to assist with the electrical pulsations along the way. Once back in my apartment I settled down for the evening after sending the text message, to prepare for the day today.

However to clarify additionally, I suffered no damages or problems specifically physically nor emotionally nor mentally nor sexually nor spiritually in reference to specifically from the portions in regards of my SCUBA Dive when I landed at the bottom of the ocean next to the USS/USNS Vandenberg. Though I know there are those who wished and wish such to be, that burden is theirs just as the burden of the choices and decisions made to as well as wrongly against my son and/or my daughter and/or I are for those who made such choices.

In such while my biological sister had gone to college and had studied forensic aspects, her choice as well as my biological parents' choice to ignore such realities are their choices and burdens to deal with the ramifications of. For example while my biological mother had not gone SCUBA Diving, she has seen naval ship vessels. Another example is my biological father had been a #MerchantMarine as well as had gone SCUBA Diving, and knows of the training for those times involved. Whereas my biological sister had not gone SCUBA Diving she did had the scientific background for certain portions of, which her choice to refuse to acknowledge such because of her hypothetical entitled upbringing as she was not the one who had done such and since how she hypothetically got the lead roles; I did not earn my SCUBA diving certifications nor achieve such depth levels that way, as that is not how one is capable to accomplish that level of SCUBA Diving. It is called SCUBA for the reason of Self Contained Underwater Breathing Apparatus for a reason, as it is of oneself who one relies upon for the safety as well as the ability. Such is not a tandem style to accomplish, such is not an achievement which just anyone can do.

There is the saying which I am paraphrasing in regards of the sins of the world being washed clean by the blood of Jesus Christ of which that resetting was done upon the time of when I ascended from that SCUBA Dive, from that point forward and onward such choices and decisions are for each individual to carry on their own as if known and such patterns of behaviour were continued and/or not changed then that is up for each to deal with themselves for example what occurred during the trips for my Medal of Honor Art Project are not for me though for those who did so to deal with the consequences thereof. As some might wish such to be different, I in turn wish I could give you that solace; however those who were impacted by such choices to cause problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project were wrongly impacted and affected and whomever such individuals and groups are, is who the justice is for as their burdens are lighter for them for such events.

However those who I label which is a pun in itself since the labeling aspects so many have wanted to do to others in reference to those I label as cherubim ones, may wish for a different response or wish the memories were different; the facts of which the recordings from the technological means additionally, prove well beyond just my mere words. Those motherboards, servers, and etcetera are not kept on my person though are where each storage facility for each company and organization thereof has such. Hypothetically such individuals targeted the wrong aspect, yet again.

In turn any denials to the government of the United States of America to have had the ability to speak with me throughout whichever measures to contact me through landline and/or cellphone, email, postal mail, and etcetera which was denied because of the problems from such individuals is not something which is for me to deal with the repercussions of in reference to my SCUBA Diving back specifically in 2009. Just as those who caused problems to my Medal of Honor Art Project are responsible for their actions and choices, so too the same in reference to if hypothetically such was prevented and denied to the government of the United States of America of whichever branch and division thereof. Thus if there were military guys who needed to speak with me about the specifics thereof, that is the responsibility of those who wrongly chose to deny them such; which the same goes in reference to the aspects of law enforcement and medical services, who probably still might have some questions.

Thankfully in some ways I suppose, at minimum I thought of to get bloodwork done as often as I could and when speaking with my medical doctors in my appointments they were able to retrieve what they could for the times of. Those portions however, could have been in greater details at those times had the meddling not had occurred.

As a side note: If there was a way to receive a notification of comments in reference to my journal blog entries as well as notifications of time stamp differences to my journal blog entries if not already there, such would be a good help more so in specific to the comment section.