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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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Would it take a head injury to figure out if in reference to the Temple of Flesh aspects as to the facts of which not having been told of such situations by anyone before as to such portions of which the forced carrying on stage as to the violations thereof as to my rights, would it take a head injury to figure out any such problems which stemmed from such thereafter would fully be the responsibility of those within the groups thereof to fix and repair in my favor in comparison to anyone else?



Would it take a head injury to figure out any female to ever push for a male or another female to needlessly cause problems to an unattached legal widow female single Mom, would only show other such problems as to the women’s suffering needlessly because of such failures as to those types of females and males?



Would in turn only become what they said they hated in reference to all of those people I met throughout the years who claimed they hated the prostitution problems considered associated with the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle if there were any such problems in reference to any sort of situation regarding any individual sent to be in my life and/or taken out of my life as to the usage of any type or version of what could be considered as such, in any sort of way or would that take a head injury to figure out and point out such hypocrisy?



What if they did not ever want or need to see within the lifestyle of which is and was as they said “only for consenting adults” of which if it is only for consenting adults then would that mean any time of which to ever push any individual towards the lifestyle in any way at any time would automatically go against what they themselves which they have claimed as to such, and then does that take a head injury to figure out they would inevitably become the exact same as what they claimed the lifestyle was not ever meant to be about as it was supposed to be considered a safe place for consenting adults to be comfortable in?



Would it take a head injury to see what those individuals I once knew claimed was supposed to be up to each individual for what each individual consented to on their own and if there was a choice of the decision to not be a part of that the decision would be upheld and respected and left to go on the individual’s own path instead of ever having to needlessly deal with a bunch of little dramas, in comparison to the aspects of the respectful and responsible aspects as to the ethical and moral avenue of such; of which would it take a head injury to figure out why my journal article on my original fetlife account #LadyDoriBelle Lady Dori Belle as to Etiquette would be of extreme importance?



Does it take a head injury to figure out though none had ever had the common sense to ask me about my background though only assumed because of my being a female as to such, would it take a head injury to figure out as to the BDSM & Lifestyle Collision journal blog as to how such had always applied to me as to the last portion of which went over the head injury aspects thereof?



How could it take a head injury to figure out consenting means consenting has to be begun on both sides as to any such portion and if any goes towards such the right to stand my ground and defend myself as I need, which in turn would not be living such 24/7 as to the what is supposed to be an adult consenting lifestyle; though would it take a head injury to figure out as to only being seen as to others as their failure to have any respect, as to such aspects as to constantly having the sensation of which to having picked up as to constantly being under attack in comparison to ever having the slightest sensation of ever having any sort of picking up as to ever being considered as welcomed instead?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the facts as to the regards as to how many times I had to defend other fe/males as well as myself from the years of 2004 into 2005 as well as from 2009 through 2013 in the state of Texas, there would not ever be a point in time without others acknowledging me in truth as to ever having any such sensation of any consenting portions as to the ways of which I had been treated and had to constantly defend myself and others?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that when I was less than 1 year awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury upon learning of Temple of Flesh, as to the ways which such people at chilis had only shown me how they did not respect others as to the ways which their choices had been at such times?



Should it take a head injury to figure out when I was only 4 and 5 years awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury the ways I had been treated in the San Antonio Texas supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle groups, as to not ever picking up any such sensations as to the consenting portion from my side as to such as just because of showing up to an event I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that just showing up to an event means any form of consent to any such types of aspects; or does that take a head injury to figure that out, as well?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the reference to the fact of being awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury for only 8 years and 9 years in reference to the Uniform Fetish Ball and the having been carried on stage against my will and fighting against such while others laughed at me while I struggled to get away before being put on stage against my will and having dealt with having been electrocuted or zapped by the microphone at that event, does it take a head injury to figure out each person who was there had seen me being physically attacked and physically assaulted while being sexually embarrassed as to the fact of such a personal question being asked of me against my will from having been taken on the stage as to does it take a head injury to figure out each person there had witnessed such an attack against me and stood by doing nothing to ever help of keep me safe from such while also laughing at my expense for what I did not agree to and did not want or need to be a part of because of others’ choices to wrongfully play games as to my not consenting in a large group of people?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the female named Sarah who was with John Virreal also known as Celtic Cowboy on fetlife in the years I knew him at the time as well as the Excalibur Faire situations as well as the other aspects as to which Sarah and John had gone over in various times and details thereof as to the various types of domestic terrorist attacks against me as well as others for each and every such connected aspect as to the ways hypothetically seen and found, in the multitude of ways thereof; and thus does it take a head injury to figure out from the moment which I was officially first attacked as to defending myself though in addition to defending others and in addition to the having been taken on stage against my will, does it take a head injury to figure out I had every right to stand my ground and find a way to be able to officially stand my ground while protecting and defending others as to the facts of which Temple of Flesh began officially as per what I had been informed of within the city limits of San Antonio Texas? Does it take a head injury to figure out my right to stand my ground and protect who I could inside of the loop of Military City USA as to the location thereof as well as the amount of military connections as to the aspects of my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as to my oath I took when I had officially been able to join the Army branch in the year of 2000?


Does it take a head injury to figure out any such tries to ever make me wear any clothing I personally do not want or need to wear for myself, only perpetuates such aspects as to continuing needlessly to force such an unwanted and unnecessary sensation for myself as to all such aspects as to what I personally prefer for myself for my comfort?




Should it take a head injury to figure out there is not any way for me to ever feel comfortable because of such aspects as to the combined situations until full rectified in my personal preferences as to such aspects as to the length of time of which all such situations have gone on needlessly, and does it take a head injury to figure out without having such recognition correctly after the length of time as to such combinations as to only seeing in such purview as to only such assaults in the ways thereof as well as to the forced aspects wrongly as to the violations repeatedly of the 13th Amendment in conjunction of sexual harassment as well as the situations thereof only being seen as the lack of actual concern for what would actually be considered as to me for my best interests as to such wrongful perpetuation as to such situations which have already been gone over repeatedly to such aspects?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if any wishes as to such changes in my viewpoint thereof then there is the delusional martyr situation as to the fact of which I would consider such others as delusional as to ever thinking there would ever be any such willingness ever again without such situations to correctly be taken care of in ways which I personally felt comfortable with in such comparison, as to then others must have been willing to martyr themselves as to any such wishes as to the length of time as well as the amount of situations of which I have had the right to see such aspects as I have as I do not think it takes a head injury to figure out if anyone else were to ever have been put into the combined situations in full of which I have as to ever seeing any other ways; or does it take a head injury to see such, in such ways?



Does it take a head injury to figure out when I had to defend myself repeatedly against being groped and grabbed when at any Temple of Flesh event in the city of #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas #SATX #TX #Texasstate #TXstate #Texas #MilitaryCityUSA since 2004 while also having felt the need to defend other females when walking around the Temple of Flesh events from 2004 into 2005, how could there ever be any point in time of ever looking at any comfort from those types of locations with those types of people in those types of situations?



Should it take a head injury to figure out after having given those people my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America to check in for the first event after I told the individuals I had met about the flyer in reference to #Chilis #Chilirestaurant Chilis restaurant, I was not interested in just whatever those people were involved with as I wanted to ensure what had been told to me one way or another before I made my choice as to whether or not I personally got involved with those types of people?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out when I had told different groups as to about telling those people No repeatedly at Chilis as to the Temple of Flesh though having forgotten because I was less than 1 year awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury in reference to first learning of Temple of Flesh, des it take a head injury to figure out how many people and locations those types of people would have caused needless damages to for each and every individual who had the right to stand their ground and say No to those people for the right to choose as I have repeatedly done so at this point?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if my biological father and/or my biological mother and/or my biological sister got involved with any of my royalty payments and such aspects knowing I would not know of the amount of people within what is supposed to be the consenting adult lifestyle, would only repeatedly put me into harms way for not having the awareness as to the numbers of people who could have and/or would have bought the books in the adult portion and thus would only cause those individuals who purchased such to think I knew which in turn would only cause needless drama additionally to what I had already been and had gone through as those people had always been the dramatic and overdramatic ones to begin with as does it take a head injury to figure out if they hypothetically had done so as to the ways I told people as to how they had wished my biological sister to be more special than she ever was?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if such in reference to my adult book series as to those people showing my biological father/mother/sister as to the situations I dealt with when I was growing up as a child and a teenager in the references thereof, especially if they without any actual legal basis because of the facts I would not have been put as a legal guardian to my biological sister in the year of 2003 if any of their illegally falsifying under oath if they had stood in a court of law hypothetically as to such aspects as to handling my own finances as I have obviously done everything I possibly could to have taken care of my responsibilities if those people would have accepted No from me to begin with as per my emancipation to join the Armed Forces of the United States of America in the Army branch to begin with?



Does it take a head injury to figure out my choice as to my Mission statement in the adult book series was my choice to make in reference to knowing my books were going to be more than what those people ever thought of me and ever thought of my abilities though if that was a problem for such individuals, than fine it does not take a head injury to figure out I can rescind and fully make the public statement here as to not ever being willing to donate to any such adult groups ever as to my royalty checks as there was only the aspects of looking towards helping to begin with in such references; though since such aspects would have been looked down upon by those types of people who would refuse to see anything good or positive from such, then the full rescinding of such an offer as to my donations of what I had ever right to choose as to what to do with my own finances, and thus does it take a head injury to figure out I should have been able to receive all of my royalty checks for my usage to begin with from the beginning of such aspects in full now? My mistake I suppose of ever seeing any value in helping smaller areas getting help they needed I suppose, in reference to if there is any such hypothetical truth to such in reference to each individual who would have pushed such an agenda.



Would it take a head injury that if I have earned royalty checks though withholding such from me while following me around and/or sending people to follow me around which in turn would mean stalking would also in turn mean because of the financial aspects of which I earned hypothetically would in turn mean a furthered aspect as to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to the Civil War as to the violations needlessly of the 13th Amendment while additionally proving in such references as to the amount of females who had caused the problems for which Dr. Mary Edwards Walker had been captured because of their jealousy and greed to begin with because of what Dr. Mary Edwards Walker earned on her own in comparison to having only been the stereotypical female at the timeframe of the Civil War as does it take a head injury to figure out any female who would ever assist with harming another female is a feminazi and not a feminist as does it take a head injury to figure out a feminist would only lift others up in comparison to ever pushing another down and against their will to ever force what another female considers as fully uncomfortable?



Would it take a head injury to figure out if there ever was a female and/or a group of females who would ever go after me in any such ways as described hypothetically as to the facts I had brought up in defense of males as to how certain types of females are just as guilty as to not accepting No for an answer and thus would they themselves be assaulters of such types, as to if ever such were found for such problems as would it take a head injury to figure out just because I wrote about a situation at an event there is a difference between the consent from that time in comparison to the full non-consent as to this point? Though I would have fun with the turn around aspect as to if such aspects and getting those females on the cross if such were to be a hypothetical situation as to the repercussions of if such were to be, as there would be no holding back on my part in such comparison to what occurred if such were to be true in such regards as yes I did break a few tools with one swing.



Does it take a head injury to figure out that even though the transfer went through after fighting as much as I had for the transfer to go through though still not having had any of the royalty checks for me to spend on my own via my own choice as to the lack of consent on my part for such due to such financial denying of such hypotheticals would in turn mean a different version of a combined physical, mental, emotional, financial, sort of aspects as to the lack of the correct payments of such finances for my choice of my usage which in turn would it take a head injury to figure out the portions as to the 13th Amendment violations; as well as would it in turn be considered a violation of the 13th Amendment as well as sexual discrimination as to my gender biologically as well as the facts thereof to such the Paroxysm series as to ever wish to try to force such a situation and/or deny such a situation as to the aspects as to a different version of the 13th Amendment and how would that be different from my now dead-ex-husband and/or my biological mother and/or my biological father and/or my biological sister as per what I already explained as well as remember under oath, as to having wrote about in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”?



Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone from the moment of which I have said I would not be a part of such any further in reference to my website as to the lifestyle in such ways unless I am personally comfortable and if I am not personally comfortable than I will not be a part of such, does it take a head injury to figure out any such pushing against such to try to push the speed along would only either cause me to permanently walk away and not ever feel any need to ever return to the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle in the ways which I once had been due to such aspects?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that to cause me to hope for the full destruction of the entire adult lifestyle in every such ways for any lack of respect as to accept I said No regarding to if there has been the sales to my books I authored though because of the lack of my royalty payments to me for me to use as I prefer in each and every point in time thereof as the lack of such acknowledgement additionally hypothetically because of others knowing as to my not having my royalties to use as I prefer, which in turn does it take a head injury to figure out I would not and will not ever return to the adult supposed to be consenting lifestyle without such aspects in my full control and until such a time and to remain fully as such; would there ever be such aspects ever viewed as such as to the requirement of telling the truth as if I have done so in reference to explaining such as a mandatory requirement, or have I been unclear to such a point?



Should it take a head injury to figure out through the technological means as to the lack of the need as well as the lack of the requirement for such a lifestyle group and community thereof as to the facts of such supposed to be of consent and when consent has been ignored as to the aspects of the non-consent as seen in reference to the lack of correct acknowledgement as per if already knowing of my works and the fact thereof to my royalty payment checks due to me in full for my use only as I particularly choose, then should it take a head injury to figure out when there has been the wrongfuly lack of respect then there is the lack of the need for such a type of lifestyle in the world and should only be within the aspects of the consenting relationship(s)?



Does it take a head injury to figure out anyone who would push someone against their will and without their consent to the adult lifestyle would fully be showing as to such wrongful as to their abusive tendencies, their stalking and harassing behaviours, their lack of respect for any individual at all, their inability to be a biological and intellectual adult, their failure to see their own #metoo me too connections, their inability to pay attention to the correct details, their violations against the #13thamendment 13th amendment as to such aspects as to forcing such aspects and the lack of any such payment compensation as does it take a head injury to figure out they would then be trying to push forward a different and wrongful aspect in my opinion as to the prostitution in comparison to the adult consenting lifestyle as to the #swingers swinger and/or the #bdsm bdsm communities for any and all such types of trying as to such aspects depending upon who they had gone after claiming they were against in certain areas thereof as well as what does that mean in reference to female empowerment if such females are or were to ever be found to be a part of such as to the unwillingness on my part as to ever willingly be a part of?



How would such individuals who would have stood against certain groups and types of individuals within the adult lifestyle think if they were to have thought about such aspects as to the last above aspect questioned as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out, or does it take a head injury to figure out there is not excuse nor reason nor cause which I would ever find to ever be considered as acceptable as does it take a head injury to figure out I would full refuse such a game and would fully refuse ever being a part of such even in not being informed though the slightest energetic picking up of such aspects?



Should it take a head injury to figure out in reference to not having remembered until the year of 2019 as to certain problems referencing Temple of Flesh of which upon remembering such problems during the reflection timeframe and the reviewal portions from the years of 2019 through to 2021 because of the amount of medications I had been on over the years as well as the fact of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which the medications were a part of giving aspects as to the additional fact the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain which took until almost halfway through the year of 2004 before the lessening of the amount of blood on my brain began to show such in the MRI and CAT scans as to such times, would mean it would be the responsibility of every individual involved with the groups and the associations of Temple of Flesh to show whether or not they themselves were responsible and moral and ethical individuals in comparison to the opposite ways thereof as to having told such individuals the truth of such aspects; of which does it take a head injury to figure out if any individual connected and/or associated with Temple of Flesh were to ever be found through any measures whether in technological aspects or through people or both as to my SCUBA Diving gear and/or associations to #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving, would in turn be considered as responsible financially for all such problems caused thereof to each individual and the largest amount of financial compensation would be fully due to the individuals who had the most about of needless problems due to such aspects involved as to any specific targeting simply because of the connection to the Temple of Flesh group?



I though from what I was told by people in the year of 2005 as to there not being prostitution as well as there not being anything forced against anyone’s will as to such aspects to which does it take a head injury to figure out what occurred when I was carried on stage against my will and as to having explained such as to all such aspects thereof to try to force a repeat would only repeat the first portion of being against my will instead in such comparisons, or does that take a head injury to figure that out as to how anyone with a common sense brain would be able to see such and figure that out?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the fact as to how many individuals I had defended over the years when in persona at a Temple of Flesh event which includes myself repeatedly as I had told others about over such prior times to how I wound up in Washington state in the year of 2013 as to the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDanceHallSA #CowboysdancehallSATX #CowboysDancehallTexas #StoneyLaRue #Concert Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert in March 2013, if there are any direct connections to anyone involved with Temple of Flesh for when as to how and/or after winding up in #WA #Washington #Washingtonstate #WAstate #OR #Oregon #ORstate #Oregonstate Washington state and/or Oregon because of the #Halloween Halloween event as well as the #VR #VelvetRope Velvet Rope in #Portland #PortlandOR #PortlandOregon Portland Oregon before #CS #ClubSapphire Club Sapphire in #SeaTac #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle any such needless problems and damages thereof as to the repercussions legally against each individuals associated and involved willingly to such aspects as to the problems hypothetically caused by such connections thereof in full to recompense all such aspects and problems caused needlessly to such in every possible way if necessary as to however such collections would occur?



Does it take a head injury to figure out while taking classes and going to demos for the bdsm when learning about the fact of the requirement for consent to ever be involved with an individual in such references and my making sure to clarify my understanding of consent as to what I had already acknowledged what I had been dealing with up to that point in the year of 2005, they individuals who taught such a class as well as the individuals within such a lifestyle would mandatorily have to accept if any individual said they did not consent as to such a reality?



Should it take a head injury to figure out when those people who I told were officially telling me what I was dealing with in 2005 and later in the years of 2008 through 2012 was wrong and horrific while those people telling me that was wrong and horrific if ever having to do anything where they made any choice to go against what they preached as to not having accepted No for an answer, would it take a head injury to show their full hypocrisy as to not accepting No for an answer while claiming a safe place for such individuals?



Would it take a head injury in which would be the largest oxymoron of such all because how would anyone ever believe such would be a safe location if those types of individuals kept going after someone who said No repeatedly only to learn that almost every problem which was in such a hypothetical individual’s life stemmed directly from such a connection, of which specifically had said No to begin with to such types of individuals and thus if those individuals had accepted No to begin with the amount of needless problems throughout such a hypothetical individual’s life would not have ever been and in turn there was only those types of people to begin with; or does it take a head injury to figure that out, and see such connected portions thereof?



Who had been the problems’ origin to begin with and if they had accepted No for an answer as does it take a head injury to figure out that life for me would have been so much better if those people had stayed the away from me unless actually being helpful in the ways I need(ed) and preferred, as does it take a head injury to figure out I will not participate when I do not feel comfortable?



Does it take a head injury to stay away from myself though also in reference to such truths as to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James as to such so-called biological and intellectual adults as to the hypothetical of causing needless problems in such references as to my knowing what was better for them when such times, though does it take a head injury to figure out if anyone from such locations as McCoy Elementary School having any such connections to either the SCUBA Diving and/or the supposed to be adult consenting lifestyle they themselves would eb hypocritical as to any such claims about me and would fully be able to be shown for all such aspects as to their hypothetical connections and involvements thereof? Who, would be found more and less responsible as well as who would be found to be better or worse?


Why would it take a head injury to figure such out or has only such aspects been nothing more than a game to others of then which I wonder, why did I ever care or bother to care as to ever taking care of any such portions as would it take a head injury to figure out without such actual aspects ever being recognized correctly would only turn into the portions of which I would not ever see any reasons of which anything was ever worthwhile without such?



How do you get someone to 100% feel as an unwanted artist? Take a look as to how such has gone over the past several years and I do not think you need a head injury to figure such aspects out, as per the amount of writings and works thereof as to the lack of return contact correctly as per such situations as to the realities of such fully as well as the constant needless battles as to getting such situations correctly taken care of for myself as does it take a head injury to see there is not one situation that in any such context would ever be considered as comfortable without such acknowledgement correctly as to my books as to such aspects as well as my works as why would I ever think or see any such being wanted as to the ways which I would personally view as to what being wanted would actually be? Why would I ever view what others see as considered as wanted when I do not view the world in the ways which others view the world, of which does it take a head injury to figure out the only way to find out what would make me feel as wanted as an artist would be to specifically ask me personally in person in comparison to assuming anyone else would ever have the slightest inclination as to who I am or what my preferences are as does it take a head injury to figure out stalking me would not ever get such answers as even when having put such specifically into writing into view as to such why would I ever see myself as a wanted artist in such ways if that has yet to correctly be done to begin with?



Does it take a head injury to figure out I am not the stereotypical female and thus when I specifically say and/or write something, there is not the requirement of reading between the lines as does it take a head injury to figure out that if I have proven repeatedly as to not being the stereotype, then the only way to accomplish ever having me feel as wanted in the positive ways would be to only do as I have said and/or written as to such specifics of what would actually make me feel as wanted and welcomed?



Or is it that I and/or are other people, truly considered as to being that stupid?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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