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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Speaking with me in truth is important, same as asking me in truth

In the year of 2010 when I was beginning in my modeling, I had lived in Carrollton Texas #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas #TX #Texas #Texasstate at the time.



I was speaking with a male from Maryland as to a situation where he was flying into the Houston Texas #Houston #HTX #HoustonTexas #HoustonTX area for a combined photo session where he had arranged with several models a different session though as a similarity to the Wizard of Oz #WizardofOzand Olympus Photo #Olympus #OlympusGods session, while I was engaged to a male at the time.



After having spent the time to take my son and my daughter to a biological family member family's house to then drive to Houston Texas while my then fiance was in Basic Training at Fort Sill Oklahoma who knew I was making attempts to work in modeling, the situation where the hotel booking was at the Sheridan if I remember correctly. The situations where the other models who lived in the nearby area of Houston would show up the following day on Saturday then, and the all day photo session would be as to how such would be.




The aspects where instead of the two bed situation as to the booking became an issue and there was only one king sized bed room available because of the convention and symposiums, as he and I were told. The male photographer was much taller than I as I would guesstimate around 6 feet 6 or 7 inches tall, long braids that were around the length of past his shoulders though not all the way to the center of his back, thicker braids that were around 3/4 inches thick per braid, and African American as a darker skin tone though probably closer to the shade of skin to to Mrs. Michelle Obama than to POTUS44 Barack Obama's skin tone. #POTUS #POTUS44 #BarackObama #MichelleObama I drove my car Zippy the VW Beetle that was my Bumblebee car as it was yellow with a black convertible roof and black leather interior, for the timeframe.



While he and I drove around Houston Texas for a bit as to then checking into the Sheridan or the Hilton hotel as the timeframe as to so close to the first six months from my SCUBA Diving at the #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #HoytSVendenberg #USSVandenberg #USNSVandenberg #Vandenberg USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg was as it was as to the timeframe, the situations as to when we went to the hotel room was known that he was married and I was engaged. The larger king sized bed was enough room for him to sleep all the way on one side of the edge of the bed to respect his marriage to his wife, and plenty of room for me to sleep on the edge on the other side of the bed as to respect the person I was engaged to for the first time back then as to the large vast amount of space between the two of us in that room that weekend. The similar situation back in the year of 2004 #yearof2004 #2004year though much different as the only similarity that I know of as to the specifics, as to the bedroom aspects as to a time when a female from the group I had been a part of and her husband had separated. He had left his house during the timeframe as per him having the security to pay for the house similarly as to when in the first separation as to my children's biological father as to the aspects thereof where it was my house as to my #VA #VAHL #VAHomeLoan VA Home Loan as to the aspects of having been capable to stay in that male's house, though I slept in the living room on the couch before getting my apartment on #USAA USAA Boulevard #USAABoulevard as to the situation I had told others and later wrote about as to the black SUV situation.



In reference to the male named Mike as to his separation to Christy as their three children stayed at his house while he handled situations similarly to how the aspects were as to my situation though different obviously, the aspects as to the timeframe where he was allowed to stay at my apartment though because of him being tallker than I as to the couch not being suitable for his height. Thus as to the same sort of aspect where he slept on the edge of the side of the bed and I slept on the other edge of the side of the bed, both sets of situations as to the vast amount of space in between the two aspects as well as pillows that were lined in the middle as per my way as per the aspects of respect because of my own personal concerns. Thus as to the year of 2004 as well as to the situation as to 2010 #yearof2010 #2010year at the time, as to the aspects where the situations went the ways they went.



In reference to the 2004 situation as to how he went back to his then family as to the aspects thereof as I went along my way in my own life, the other situation as to 2010 as to the following day after the initial check in was the photo session and then an extended photo session for me only because of the amount of time in the hotel. The aspects where the reality of how many aspects of the timeframe were much more difficult than I could explain, then again there was no one for me to explain anything to that I had in my life as to the in person face to face in person in real life aspects as to the reality as to the time. Since no one ever asked me as to such aspects as to the situations for more information as to actually having the common sense to just actually ask me directly when speaking with me, as to the example of my then fiance who when he introduced me to his father and then later to his mother as to not having explained anything to me other than their divorce as to how he had said his father found a female he was interested in and his mom found out and the two separated and their situations were similar as to the aspects at the time. When I met his dad admittedly far more of the aspects of attraction to me as to my personal tastes in such references, the aspects of the situation regarding the timeframe were as to such aspects though all he told me was that his dad worked for the government. He did not say what department nor any other aspect that would be important as to such though he also did not inform me as to any other reason to meeting his dad, except for the aspects as to our engagement as to such normalcy. The aspects to meeting his mom and his sister with her husband and their daughter was the same sort of situation, and the reasons of such as to my concern as to the fact he drove and I did not drive as to the areas of the state of #Texas #Texasstate #TX #TXstate Texas as to the unfamiliar territory.



Sure the aspects of the situations to my SCUBA Diving to a degree as to the aspects thereof to the USS/USNS General Hoyt S Vandenburg and yet, much different and yet the possibilities of differences that might be only as to metaphors as to such situations when taking a broader viewpoint as to the situations. The reality as to such aspects as to either in reference to my modeling and/or my SCUBA Diving and/or anything truthfully as when my then fiance introduced me in either situation as to how he literally only introduced his parents as his parents and the aspect of his sister with her husband and the daughter, then as to such aspects as to the situations as to how my then fiance walked away to go play video games and/or watch television instead of staying as to the discussion as to what would in my opinion have been more normal than just leaving me with either side as to what common sense would be and/or human decency as to the aspects thereof as to being a man. However that is my personal opinion as to my review of such aspects, and they can decide for themselves as to what maturity is as to such factors.



In reference as to the aspects as to Houston Texas as to the situations referencing when I was engaged, as to how the reality of the bed situation was exactly as to 2004 only with a larger bed as well as in a different city though within the state of Texas. I was not willing to do the aspects of where one female was capable to for herself as to the implied nudity where her nipples were painted similar to skittles as per the situations he was taking images for as to the situations, whereas I was painted as well as the aspects as to the police tape as to the colors as to my #VW #VWBeetle #Bumblebee VW Bumblebee car as the photographer laughed when he had seen the car as well as the aspects of the for the photo session. I cannot remember his name honestly though in some similarities as to the aspects of my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as to the female Cave/Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor who flew into the area to instruct the class for the certification through the SCUBA Diving school all of the 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned through were as through, I could not remember her name though I remembered Carmen as though to the childhood show Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego as to the aspects as to how amazing that character seemed to me and in multiple ways as to having spent time with Alessandra as to how much of what she had discussed as to her work similarly though in an underwater sort of way as to such factors as to my opinion.



In reference as to the male as to Maryland as to the aspects of how in multiple ways having reminded me of a male my Grandpawpaw had as a very close friend as to the aspects of when they were marching as to the Civil Rights Movement as to before he had began his relationship with my Grandmawmaw as to having seen her at one of the Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. rallies while my Grandpawpaw was more involved with the Malcom X rallies as per what I was informed of, the ways the two of them as to their friends were quite interesting to listen to in their own rights as to such aspects of their interactions as well as hearing about how my Grandmawmaw was as I was told she was a bit fiesty as to such aspects as to the timeframe. When they had my cousin Jade's Dad shortly after their marriage as to the aspects as to how long my Grandpawpaw had chased after my Grandmawmaw as to finding her and his attempts to speak with her as to despite his stature as to being a much taller individual as to such aspects his friend as to who I met similarly to the photographer was much taller than my Grandpawpaw, as to the aspects as to the timeframe back in the 1960s(?)/1970s(?) as they both were at the Million Man March together at the timeframe of as to the aspects as I was told and shown pictures when with my cousin Jade whose Mom is my Great Aunt Helen from my biological father's side as she was capable to escape-ish Mao Ze Doong to a degree because my Bok Pu had worked with my Grandpa Gavet to get back to China to be capable to get some work accomplished to save a few additional individuals that included my Great Aunt Helen though much to the dismay of my Bok Gung despite it being his sister as to certain aspects between the two of them.



That situation as to how my Bok Gung was only tolerable as to his sister my Great Aunt Helen was only tolerable because of what he found out what my Bok Pu had went through just to get to China, though he was not happy that my Grandpa Gavett knew more about the situations that occurred than he was initially informed of as to what I was told in my childhood. The friend to my Grandpawpaw as to the oddity as to how the photographer had much of the same height and build as to the friend of my Grandpawpaw my cousin Jade's Grandfather was uncanny, though the hairstyle was much different as that male had a shorter hairstyle though the braids were similar to some others I had grown up around. The aspects as to the photographer making a joke that he was surprised and a bit jealous as to how my hair was noticed a bit more in Houston as to such aspects because of what looks he had noticed, my viewpoint being different as to th situations as to what I had been dealing with as to such points in time before having met him though having known the aspects thereof to such situations as to the aspects of differences possibly in some ways.



I remember I said to him similarly as to many others, "Don't be jealous, I promise it is not the same as you might think" and though he chuckled and laughed as to the reality in some factors as to what I guess possibly now.



While the photo session went well as to the situations during the time, the aspects of what occurred shortly thereafter as to the Corona beer aspects as to what the aspects were as to the time in the year of 2010 as to those factors as to the timeframe of when my then fiance was in Basic Training and I was doing the best I could to take care of my son and my daughter as per the situations during the timeframe. While the aspects as to the photo session as to how the other models were as to the situations similarly as to the Wizard of Oz photo session as to the hotel room as the difference being because of living more closely to the area of #DeepElum Deep Elum as to the differences as to living in Carrollton to the difference of Houston as to the aspects of the hotel situation, as per the modeling photo session. While pushing myself through the pain levels as per the aspects as to a different modeling photo session as to the airport photo session, I had been capable to climb a ladder to get onto the wing of an airplane. I asked mainly as to the reference because of the balsa wood aspects having created-ish a model airplane as to the situations as to the #P53Mustang #Mustang P53 Mustang, though as to the aspects of knowing and seeing the larger airplane as to having worked with the balsa wood as to my concerns as to the aspects where I could only be capable to give the reference to the model airplane as to the difference as to my SCUBA Diving work as to my concern about the weight disproportion once in the higher area as per the levels as well as the aspects as to working on my recovery from all of the altitude changes as well as the pressure changes from such altitude levels all while dealing with the after effects from my subarachnoid hemorrhage damages as though the aspects were as to the timeframe of almost 1.5 years since the clear from the MRI and the CAT scans as to the residual factors as to that reality while also dealing with the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the headaches as well as the migraines.



Due to comprehending to do the best for both of my children as for my son as to the aspects thereof and my daughter as to the aspects thereof, while taking care of as best as possible thereof to maintain a schedule for their stuff, while making attempts to maintaining my own self as to the facts. My car Zippy as to the ways she was as to the aspects as to what seemed to me as to the aspects as to the San Antonio backyard situations as to who the oddity of ironies as to the seemingly close timeframe as to the video of Gimble as to the aspects as to the name, as to my wondering now in the year of 2022 #yearof2022 #2022year #2020vision as to the if factor as to the ways the video showed as to the maneuvering as to that video of if factors as to a side eject aspect as to the situations as to the Oak Leaf situation as to such factors. Possibly because I had not freaked out other than as to seeing the glittering #Oak #OakLead Oak Leaf and moving it around to see if I was seeing things oddly because of my vision quest at the time, as to the possibilities as to the situations as to latter timeframes as to Zippy in different scenarios as to how that was and went. The levels of exhaustion as to such times as per the aspects of the 2010 photo sessions were as such were, though I suppose a bit of an oddity as to now in the year of 2022 as to the reality as to the amounts of factors as to the differences and yet similarities in some factors.



The makeup artists as well as the other models among several other people as to whomever they were as to such associations, and went smoothly without any hitches in any major capacity. The time was fun though the memories as to what I recalled during the photo session as to such as just thinking to myself as per the factors as to the situations as to the amounts of time as to the differences as to the time, and while the factors as to not having hidden anything as per being honest as to in the conjunction of all of the other factors as to the situations combined as to the reality of where if I was simply asked as to the ease as to such factors or in the situations as to the factors as to who I was engaged to as to correctly introducing as to how much easier those aspects could have been as to the truth. The aspects as to my then fiance's Dad as to the aspects of what branch as to the government he worked for at the time in my opinion as to in person face to face in person did not and does not translate to when both my then fiance and I were still in the care of the car, though as to in person face to face in person with each other in person face to face in person with his Dad as to the same aspects as to in reference to his Mom as to the reference of the in person face to face in person after we walked from the car to inside of his Mom's house as to in person face to face in person with her as to such aspects as to the information as to what seem(ed)/(s) as common sense to me. Possibly more-so as to the aspects as to my knowledge as to my memory deficits though also very much so as to my comprehension as to the timeframe as to my understanding as to what I was dealing with to a degree, though as to how I was raised as to the situations when I was a child as to the aspects of how things were as to the aspects thereof as while it may seem normal for others to be capable to ask for assistance as to the differences as to such aspects as to the timeframe as well as the combined factors.



Whereas to my childhood in reference as to my biological mother as to any time of having asked for anything as to the being asked if I really needed such when the knowledge as to how I did not ask for anything unless I actually did need something, as to the difference as to my biological little sister as to how she tried claiming she needed as to the reality of whereas to only about 80% of the time of her claiming such as to how she was just either wanting or envying such aspects in the differences as to such facts. In reference as to my biological father as to when I would ask for something as to having been told when in actual need as to such aspects as to how he considered such as weakness as to such aspects of anything and everything as to the aspects thereof, while the oddity as to the aspects as to how such situations were as to my biological little sister as to the situations as to the ways such went as to such points in time as to my childhood and teenager years. Then when taking into consideration as to when I was in fifth grade as to having been diagnosed with Mono, Epstein Bar, Bronchitis, Lymes Disease, and the Flu all at the same time as to the aspects of where 3 of those 5have usually been for most other people a direct hospitalization as to the difference of where instead of what I needed as to such aspects of even at the behest of the pediatrician as to needing a hospitalization as to being capable to be healed swifter more correctly as to the differences as to the situations as to if there was a little cut as to that other situation as to such aspects as to how those types were as to how those types were.



Thus as to such aspects where I simply gave up asking for assistance as to such situations as what would it truthfully matter as to the timeframe after February of 1993 #February #monthofFebraury #1993year #yearof1993 as I was breathing and alive, as to such aspects as to the differences regarding such aspects and while such aspects as to the timeframe the reality of if I was actually considered as important as to the facts as to how the situations would be instead of repeating that exact same patterns of behaviour as to what I already dealt with as to whatever metaphors as to the facts as to such facts of such metaphors. Anyone who is actually considered as important is going to get exactly what they need at all times as to such aspects of consistency, as to the aspects of being capable to utilize such as to at all times exactly when needed as that is the reality of what is actual truth as only in such factors is that truthfully proven as to what is considered as important.



As to such common sense as to the aspects of the discussion with the photographer as to my opinion as to the reality as to the hair situation as if cared about as to the situations as without any needless problems, without any needless situations, without any needless drama, and without any needless forced aspects as to the reality of having been proven to be as to such aspects as to the facts. There is the viewpoint regarding such aspects of disagreement as to how in kindergarten as to having been told as to the if factor as to such referencing the situations as to the if someone likes you they are mean to you garbage, as that is not what I or possibly others would consider for themselves as to the truth as to such situations as to the if factors as to the longer term aspects as to such situations as to the aspects thereof as to the common sense as there is a difference as to priority situations and yet as to what viewpoints as to the priority situations as to the reality of what priority actually is as to such aspects of the viewpoints referencing the truth as to such aspects as there is nothing about making anything difficult on purpose for anyone that would ever be considered as to being of a priority after the comprehension as to the knowledge as to the reality of such aspects as to such amounts of time and amounts of situations as to the reality proven as to the facts as there is nothing excusable as to after a certain point in time in my opinion.



Thus as to such facts as to the situations as to the metaphors now in the year of 2022 if as to others having to readjust their own viewpoints as to such perceptions then all must do so for themselves as to such if factors of such kindergarten behaviour as to such differences as to being grown up as to adults, as the reality of such aspects as to in my opinion if as to the knowledge thereof as to the understanding of the reality as to the facts are as to the facts being the facts. If as to the aspects of considering someone and/or someone's work of importance then as to the common sense as to such aspects of what is considered as to treatments instead of mistreatments as to such facts, as to the reality of what appreciation is to the differences as to such hypotheticals. The same as to such aspects as to if important as to such priority as to the movements thereof as to the informing officially properly as to the reality of respect, if there is actual respect there to begin with.



Thus in reference as to the hypotheticals as to the situations as to in the car as to the aspects as to who I was engaged to at that time as to the year of 2010 in the month of January as to how such aspects of differences as to such aspects as to relationship aspects, there is only the aspects of making sure correctly as to such situations as to the facts thereof if as to such appreciations as to such aspects referencing the factors thereof as to his family as well as to the situations as to myself referencing such aspects. While some may have their opinion as to what their opinion may be, the reality of such differences as to the aspects of life experiences as to the reality of such experiences as to the life experiences. The facts as to the reasons why the #10Commandments #10CommandmentsMatter 10 Commandments matter as to such facts, as the situations while some can think as they might think as to the reality of having learned what that southern and Texas saying as to 'bless your heart; as to such aspects as to the equivalent of an east coast northern areas bigger population as to the definition of "Fuck you" as to such aspects as per the situations as to the translation as was explained to me as to the reality of the aspects as to the if factors as to such proof regarding those types of those situations.



While the northeast area as to the tristate area of the northeast as to what we have dealt with as to having been told as to abrasive and/or aggressive and/or mean as to the reality of such aspects as to what is the reality when taking into the considerations thereof to such hypotheticals, as what is truthfully meaner than as to such backwards aspects of the lie as to their so-called blessing and yet as to such not ever meaning such as per their actions as to the situations as where would such aggressiveness be as to direct or passive as to such aspects as well as the aspects of what is considered as more abrasive when taking in consideration that even with fine sandpaper as to how such usage consistently over time can do what levels as to a rougher sandpaper as to such references to the aspects thereof to the work?



In my opinion, that should not take a head injury to figure out as to my opinion which one is more respectable as to which one is more disrespectful in the short term to the long term to the longer terms to the longest terms as per the capacities thereof to such references as to the metaphors.








Thus while some might have whatever their opinions might be as to the situations as to the aspects as to the timeframes as to such aspects whereas the reality of such modeling sessions as to the situations to consider as to the aspects of being cordials as to the aspects of the work to create such referencing the outfits/make up/looks as to such as to the situations during such points in time, the multitude of attempts as to accepting the reality as to the facts as to what best as to depending upon such aspects I suppose depends upon the overall factors as to a multitude of situations. The aspects where the situations during the timeframe as to the #NewJersey #NewJerseyStrong #NJStrong #NJ #NJState #GardenStateTollway #GardenStateTurnpike #NewJerseyTurnpike #GST #NJT New Jersey aspects as to Art and Trinity Cantu as to the timeframe as to the aspects of the Marine Corps among other factors as to the timeframe within the year of 2010, the aspects thereof to such situations as to such factors as to the combinations of oddities as depending upon the viewpoints.



While the aspects whereas to while some have had whatever thoughts as to the pop culture references as to New Jersey-ians as to the factors brought forward as to a modernization as to such situations, the ensuring as to being respectful as best as possible while making the attempts as to the work as to such referencing the modeling as to the timeframes as best as possible while dealing with the levels as to what New Jersey-ians near certain locations comprehend as to such naval cessel sizes and/or those who have attended colleges in the area of New Jersey who went to the shoreline as to seeing the reality of the differences as to the sizes of the boats. The reality of seeing the areas as to from Long Island New York to where the #StatueofLibtery #SoL Statue of Liberty should have been capable to be seen as per my Instagram pictures as well as Facebook video is the reality as to the equal distance-ish as to from the Liberty Science Center as to the similar types of viewing telescopes as per the top of the viewing deck as to the #LibertyScienceCenter #LSC #Liberty #Science #Center Liberty Science Center, though similar to if my memory is correct as to the viewpoint of the Wizard's and my as Tin Woman's costumes for the Wizard of Oz photo session as to the silver as to the Liberty Science Center viewing telescopes as to the golden-ish brass colored viewing telescopes from Long Island as to such oddities as to the aspects of the photography as to the time.



I am thankful for being capable to model as to such aspects as the reality thereof to such an aspect, my pain levels that I had not allowed myself to ever go over to such references as to the aspects as to the reality of my childhood and my teenager years as to the reality of such factors as to the proof as to such situations as to the aspects proven as to such discussions during such timeframes then as to such times since as to the aspects thereof as to such factors as to the reality of the considerations regarding me. As the facts as to the knowledge as to being in the state of Texas as to such points in time and as to not knowing what the references were as to what others thought of as to New Jersey and New Jersey-ians, as to such aspects of not until the years around 2016 or 2017 as to ever finding anything as to such aspects, to such possibilities of what was referred to in such possibilities as to a situation as to a religious teacher I once had explained as to such asking as to the situations as to care as to genuinity and thus as to the aspects as to those who I knew outside of modeling as to such factors thereof as to such considerations as to the factors thereof as to such a situation to the considerations. Thus asking as to how I thought as per when I was a child as when a teenager as well as a biological adult as to the care as to such aspects as to taking the time, to actually ask. When as to the reality as to the facts as to headaches and migraines as to taking the effort to actually ask as to such aspects as to the sounds as to asking as well as to such factors thereof, as to such situations as to the viewpoint in my opinion.



Thus if as to any aspect where in regards as to the modeling in the black fully and/or the black and yellow as to the Houston modeling session as to the situations of differences as to the modeling as to the Wizard of Oz photo session as to the situations as to the studio aspects as to the Olympian #Olympian modeling session, as to the aspects as to such aspects of if factors as to others' opinions as to such if situations as to the capacities thereof to such possibilities whether as to who I was engaged to and/or his family as to the reality of such aspects as to what it actually took for who I was engaged to at the time of as to getting my attention to even realize he was interested in me as per the discussions we had after what I was informed of was a date as I did not understand as to what a date was as to those standards as to the considerations as to such facts as to the explanations as to the time in the year of 2009.



The reality of where I had dealt with the aspects as to my children's biological father as to not ever having been asked nor ever told of ever being on a date nor such relationship aspects as the facts as to not having ever dated much as to before joining the Army branch as to such rules though easily for me, as to how much I was more solitary as to such aspects as to timidity as to the aspects as to being shy. Before the time of the Army #USA #USAA #USArmy #USAArmy #ArmyI had a few dates here and there though only had two or three real-ish boyfriends-ish from 1998 through 2000 and none before the timeframe of other than who I knowingly was a beard to as for them until they came out of the closet as to such aspects, as to the factors thereof whereas to the timeframe as to where after waking up from the aspects of my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to not having any awareness nor understanding as to such factors because of my reality. Thus the first time I had what I figured out later as to a possibility of a boyfriend was in the year of 2009 as to just before I went to take care of situations as to Florida #Florida #FloridaState #FL #FLstate , though as to such aspects as to the situations as to the lack of discussions as to such factors at the time before the situations as to when in reference to who I was engaged to as to after having been informed as to a date for a wedding being different than a date being on as to how I think he thought I was joking instead of the reality that such truth as to such aspects as to there being a wedding date and thus as to a wedding date as to such differences as to dating as to such confusion from me because of the facts as to my upbringing.



The reality of such aspects as to what others have as to their interpretations as to the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle as to such differences as to the aspects as to the situations as to some similarities as to the interpretations as to New Jersey-ians as I guesstimate, can be similar as to such aspects in reference to the situations as to what others' might think as to such differences as to such viewpoints as depending upon the background as to such factors overall combined.



Possibly boring to some and yet when life is what it has been for me, what is considered to others as boring might be of what I consider as to excitement as to the differences as to what viewpoints as to such hypotheticals.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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