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It should not take a head injury

*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*

to figure this out...









A Satirical Blog

*(utilizing articles discussing facts)*

By:  Susan MeeLing

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.



When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.


If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.


You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 


Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.


Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Some additional points in reference to the Austin event : 22 November 2020

Today among many other who were in downtown Austin at the the state capital in #Texas, there had been many gathered together in support of #PresidentoftheUnitedStatesofAmerica #DonaldJTrump of which I had been in attendance with. During such I had taken a hold of the microphone and standing to speak with #OwenShroyer of #InfoWars of which I state I had to force myself, because of the issues I have with electrical aspects in reference to holding the electrified microphone albeit a portable version which means less current running through comparatively and thankfully. That point in time had been after the beginning of the rally event as people began to arrive of which there had been a demonstration of which several people showed up with posters and banners as well as white chairs, discussing the human rights situation in the Turkish regime which you can see and listen to in the video below. I know I have known some who have endured and survived such situations, and I am glad for those who have survived such. The treatment of is something in which I know of one individual specifically, who would be able to attest to the treatment thereof.

Afterwards and as more American patriots arrived to the location for the rally of which many arrived including the nickname of the #Horsewhisperer, #Trump4All's #AudreyScheper and #GlenScheper of which the two married couple had created their channel as well as (Not) #JustAnotherBrandon also known as #BrandonGray of (Not) #JustAnotherChannel, had shown up with several others. Many spoke with #BrotherBazel of which the full time was recorded by Audrey Scheper on her Facebook page which you can watch below of which Owen Shroyer speaks with several individuals throughout the almost 2 hours.

Admittedly I had wanted to ask a few questions after speaking, though while not wanting to hold onto the microphone too long as the electrical currents flowed of which at a lower amount of current the ability to do so for a longer amount of time comparatively to previously thankfully; there also had been quite a few people who had their portions to speak about and discuss, as well.

In so much during the time I had brought up the portions of my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury of which while there are the after effects which include memory problems, there also have been ways over the years since 2000 of which I have learned how to cope with the after effects of each portion since waking up from the coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. Though some who I had known over the years had complained about the repetitiveness of my speaking and/or writing, there are two portions of which show the memory aspects after effects there. First and foremost the repetitiveness in my opinion as I would guesstimate medical doctor professionals would agree of which proves the facts being as such, as anyone who has had a head injury on whichever day of whichever year have a synchronicity which shows up in various ways; and just as those who do not have head injury after effects to deal with have patterns of behaviour, so too are there patterns of behaviour in reference of those who have had a head injury though seen and noticed in different ways. In as much as those who had complained about the repetitiveness of my speech and writing, such I would guesstimate shows the patterns of behaviour in reference to the facts paid attention to.

While some legal individuals may want to have others view such in a different manner, the reality of the repetitiveness shows in my opinion not just in the medical perspective though also in the legal perspective of the facts which were paid attention to and should not nor are to be considered disqualified. Admittedly to my own bias of such the portion of which to point out and pay attention to actually goes into the annoyances from others of such repetitiveness, as in regards of the scientific and medical outlook of such for validation and acknowledgement of truth.

I learned years before 2020 from not only my biological family and their treatments towards me after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, certain individuals who were in the military of the #ArmedForces for the #UnitedStatesofAmerica as well as several others I had known over the years from their specific statements to utilize the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury against me of which I told them "You better wish you have the ability to control yourselves and not go overboard because if you do and there is ever a need for me to speak out, that will mean you had others had done so so many times that I would remember without a doubt"; of which I was laughed at and told of my lack of importance, some more. Though such discussions had occurred repeatedly with different people and groups over the years, I had learned and self-taught myself ways to remember as it became a prevalent situation of which I grew tired and annoyed by others' patterns of behaviour to do such. I knew the only way to fight back against such as well as help others who I knew I could not be the only one who had endured such, was to find such ways to assist. While some had and do work better than other aspects, so too I figured some may find to be more helpful at some times and other portions more helpful at other times.

First and foremost in reference to my hairstyle and my hair color, such has not only spiritual assistive measures though also helps reduce the amount of physical pain in reference to the length of my hairstyle. The color red has many spiritual meanings and not only in reference to the blood of war from the shedding of blood, though also for the self control and power with strength and determination of to stand firm in truth. The color representative of the fire burning within the soul for what is righteous and true, while also the fire which burns away what is not necessary to be able to bring forth new life from the ashes which have regenerative abilities as well as the ability to repel that which is false to ensure the health and strength.

For a quick example in reference of gardening think about how ashes repel insects which are unhealthy for the vegetative plants, as well as the nutrients found within the compounded mixture thereof. As many individuals who are interested in organic gardening, there are plenty who have written far more details as to the assistance of ash. Also when taking into consideration how the smouldering lava health benefits once cooled which has a large percentage of ash within the mixture has been found to assist the gro0wth and health of plants, so too can such be seen in the spiritual reference. However red also gets attention in reference of what to look out for in regards of the safer points of, for both the short term and the long term. Red is used to notate which pertinent details are necessary to pay attention to and figure out the reasons why to pay attention to, including of what to think about and mull over to learn from for the betterment of. There is also the reference of which red stands for truth and justice as well as passion and courage to stand up and move forward.

The red chosen for the stripes of the #AmericanFlag are based in the symbolism of such meanings among more, than just my simple hairstyle and hair color. When taking into consideration the #USMC has the red background for their symbolic emblem, there is more than just the few reasons of which I have written above for such a background for the #MarineCorps backdrop to their most known symbol. When taking into consideration one earns the right to be called a Marine as one is not called a Marine when signing the paperwork though only after earning the right through graduating Basic Training, so too can be seen in reference to much more. The color red is a signifier for many more reasons and purposes, though there are a few portions to begin with.

In reference to additionally assisting myself with my memory issues after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, each and every one of my tattoos has their own purposes for the short and the long term to assist my memory. Not only the spiritual references in regards of the symbolism for each individual image and/or writing, though also the lessons surrounding for such as well as the connection points thereof. When looking at a map for cartography there are many symbols on the paper throughout which symbolize different portions to notate, and so too my tattoos and how I had needed them to be drawn up have their own individual portions of which to assist my memory. Each faces a specific way for specific portions to help me, as well as the alignments are of specific importance as well. Though some may not believe in the energetic portions of, each tattoo also has its own vibrational energetic portions to assist because of how I had meditated during each tattoo throughout the entire process to assist. In specific types of meditation there are repetitions, for example the rosary as well as mantras; of which in turn such repetition is similar in a very different manner in reference to the repetitiveness in regards of military training as well as muscle memory for sports.

Thus discrediting those who had/have and/or tried/try to wrongly and falsely discredit such memory issues, for they knew not of such and/or refused to accept reality of such truths.

I guesstimate there are medical doctors as well as those who do training which can bring forward such evidentiary proof to show such points I have written of, as full and utter truth. It takes a lot to meditate during a tattoo when thinking about the flesh being ripped open with needles to force drops of ink into the flesh as the needle moves back and forth and speed, while being pushed into the skin for a permanent reminder thereof. In such, I am willing to take a polygraph during any questioning of which I doubt those who would make false accusations of me would refuse such. The reality however of the inability of mine to tell a lie as well as the fact I am the first to admit if I do not know something just as I am the first to admit if I forget something, such discredits those who would try to do so in their selfish attempts wrongly. As I am not the only one who is willing to acknowledge such weakness when such is, that actually takes more strength to acknowledge such when accurate not in a halfway fort of aspect though knowing the true limitations of such without fear.

It may have taken me 4 years to realize my hairstyle being more helpful and it may have taken 6 years for my ability to recognize the patterns of behaviour I needed to correct for myself when noticed in regards of relationship situations, however I learned what I needed to do to stop the cycle as well as break such patterns of behvaiour. #ColonelAllenWest had made a point during his speech on 19 November 2020 at #OneShotBrewery in #DrippingSprings Texas when he had said and made additional commentary when explaining the theories in reference to Pavlov's dog and the training thereof, which in certain reversal points in reference to my tattoos and hairstyle with hair color; can be seen in regards of my own training, for myself. Making the choice to have my tattoos completed where and how for myself though backwards in itself, the portions of which still assist nonetheless; not only in the physical reminders thereof, though also in regards of the energetic frequencies in reference to the mediations and prayers during thereof for each tattoo. While I have written certain aspects and portions about each individual tattoo I have, just as anything else I have written of and discussed such is only a minute size portion of the fullness of and for.

There are certain portions of which I have not needed the tattoos to be able to remember, for example the church I grew up going to when I was a child in #NewJersey as well as certain portions thereof. There had been something Owen Shroyer had said which is extremely true and elaborated upon by Brother Bazel, in reference to when being involved with military aspects which had been continued in reference to Staff Sergeant Salazar when called to action by the President of the United States of America as well as Master Sergeant Micky Lynn Larson also had made commentary about in reference to stepping forward when being called and where to go for the betterment and safety of. Though I have discussed and written about the aspects of the church I grew up going to called #OldTenantPresbyterianChurch in #Tennent New Jersey, one point of which at the time General George who later became President of the United States of America #GeorgeWashington's private latrine is outback. I have discussed and written of the times when I was a child looking into the tiny window in the door to see inside, which had been done both before and after the events which occurred in 1993 at the #WorldTradeCenter in #NewYorkCity as well as in reference to my nightmare which I had prayed and worked on to find a better way to make such more of a dream in comparison.

When I had run out to that area behind the church before going to the monument for the soldiers with the engraving within the stone, there had been times when the energetic aspects were something of which I paid attention to. Since there were not any adults to help me understand at the times of, that had been the only way which I had found understanding from the knowledge I had in words comparatively to be wise enough to move forward with what was needed. While some may not believe or may not understand such in the same sort of way, the aspects of seeing more had been difficult to explain of which in one example I can give is in regards of the remains of the first Pastor of the church William J. Tennent and the situations surrounding such. As I have discussed and written about previously, my need to join the Armed Forces was prevalent and pertinent and though unique in ways; such was mandatory for my personal path, to ensure the ability to help where I could. Far from conventional admittedly, the truth thereof when thinking about such statements made at the Austin rally in regards of General and President of the United States of America for that time way before I had been born in regards of the spirit of George Washington. The spiritual aspects of what was explained back in the time when I was growing up in New Jersey was not needing a reminder for myself through the tattoos, in the ways in regards of other more modern aspects thereof.

Thus while there could be certain portions which some might consider questionable, the reality of proof in the short and long term are far greater in many ways than mere words as the actions also prove such in fuller aspects. The portions of which the Founding Fathers and Founding Mothers knew back then, have been shown in many ways. Whereas most pay more attention to the portions of the Founding Fathers, there is not a doubt in reference to the portions especially those who have been married who know the saying of "Happy wife, happy life"; which in turn in comparison from then to now, there was not the ability to travel or use technology in the same ways and thus the need to a happy wife was far more pertinent as some might be able to imagine now more-so comparatively. Though there is also a reason why there are the #SonsoftheAmericanRevolution group, as well as the #DaughtersoftheAmericanRevolution group which literally give a signal in reference to the Founding Fathers and the Founding Mothers. In addition to the portions of which those who know what happens when their Mom is upset, so too is the example known in regards of the Founding Mothers' roles; albeit not necessarily as known or as accepted previously, due to the roles of which had been for so long in the more publicized portions thereof.

Again I repeat the portions of MOTHER Nature, MOTHER Earth, and MOTHER Ocean for some small references compared to only one aspect which is known as Father Time. I also will bring up the portion of which Ariana Grande's song is accurate, "God IS a Woman".

One additional point before continuing on in regards of this particular journal blog entry in reference to my tattoos, there is a saying in the military about tattoos which began well before my physical birth.

Though admittedly there is also a bit of an irony in regards of historical references in regards of naval vessels not only in reference to the USS/USNS #Vandenberg and #SCUBADiving as discussed, though more so in an ironic portion to the USS/USNS New Jersey in combination with the USS/USNS #Missouri of which is irony in itself. The portion of which in regards of the barrage of information used as warfare over the years and genuinely not having heard of #AlexJones' channel and show until more recently in the latter portions of after having wound up in Washington state briefly and far more since I returned to Texas in 2019, the irony of many aspects admittedly including the portions in regards of Owen Shroyer and Brandon Gray. I am uncertain if way back in 2010 if when I had called into a country radio station because the radio hosts were discussing bullying in school and I gave the facts about what was occurring to my daughter if the three of them had heard such or in realistic portions who had heard my discussion back then, though I also do not know who had read what I had written online in regards to such before writing more in further details; of which had been after a local newspaper article in reference to the #FortWorthZoo situation, as well as a news radio interview about such before writing my books which had been after writing much online. That was of course prior to my #MedalofHonorArtProject, of which I had not thought about many paying attention to as I thought my Medal of Honor Art Project had been small in comparison to what many others had been doing over the years. I had been told for so long of how easy it was to forget about me as well as being more of a backburner type in comparison to others, in all honesty the way I had though such had perpetuated because of how many times I had been told of such views by others. As I was told how I was the last thought of so many by so many, I thought such to be true as since I cannot tell a lie I thought such was the same in reference of others.

As there were several trucks and cars which drove by the event with multiple ProTrump flags throughout the event prior to walking a bit to show further support while bringing attention to the fact many are paying attention to the portions of the election results as well as the ways of which such have and are going, the preparation in reference to the education learning portions for many more are far greater than some realized needed to occur previously. However I also was able to sing the #NationalAnthem of the #StarSpangledBanner, earlier in the event.

While I have not denied the portions in regards of over the time of the memory problems since waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, I also have not denied working to fix and repair such for myself to ensure the betterment of. As I knew I was not the only person who has had a head injury, I also knew there had to be others who figured out different ways to help assist the memory aspects. Sometimes, repetition and repeating is important in order to understand the knowledge in order to be able to gain the wisdom.

In such culmination regarding the portions of what I had discussed in reference to both the oceanic portions, the American Flag aspects, and the technological subject matter to bring all together for the clarifying parts thereof:

* I chose to take pictures of the American Flag hanging from the rafter of the Vandenberg as I ascended from the bottom of the ocean because of the beauty and majesty seen, as I surfaced. There was no greater sight to see as I began my ascent than the American Flag and all that is represented by the symbolism within the fabric of, as there is such importance to remember. I suppose pun intended, in regards to my memory.

* I studied far more than some I had been instructed by in reference to SCUBA Diving in a pun intended depth level, which there are those who have the training to which could understand why I had gone to such levels to ensure my understanding and comprehension of the various portions of SCUBA Diving. Though I had only earned 25 SCUBA Diving certifications prior to descending for the Vandenberg SCUBA Dive on top of my own training I had done for myself, the aspects of which I have remembered all of these years despite how some might view such. I would have had more severe problems in my creation for the portions of my idea for the Underwater Travel System, had the studying and education I had undergone been different than as I had set out to accomplish. That of course does not include the healing energetic capabilities and the studies thereof to additionally take into consideration, in a multitude of ways.

* I do not remember the specific coding portions of what I grew up learning how to do in reference to DOS, Microsoft, and Apple Mac; however, I do know what I learned from when coding back then, as I had been made fun of for how much I knew and understood both before and after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury. I also remember what I was taught by my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, as well as their associates while not forgetting what my biological mother had me work on when I was a child. Nor have I forgotten what I had been shown by others, in different references. The aspects of Irving Texas in conjunction with far more I know is beyond what some have information in reference to, which Irving happened after I had refused to leave the United States of America to meet the family of someone I once knew. As that individual had asked certain questions at the time of, I knew it was not safe for such to occur for a multitude of reasons; and not only the reasons of which in reference to my son and my daughter as well as the soldiers of the Armed Forces of the United States of America, as there was far more.

However, no one ever asked me. Thus I shall end this particular journal blog entry, on that particular portion.

The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy.

We must reject the idea that everytime a law is broken society is guity, rather than the law breaker. 

Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from exinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same.

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.

It should not take a head injury to figure this out, because you are smarter.

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