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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   


I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only

Lady Dori Belle


...and to biological consenting adults as...

Lady Liberty Belle

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My life  =  My personal life

My life experiences  =  My personal life experiences that some might have something alike or something similar to though theirs is not the exact as to My personal life experiences

My opinion  =  Susan MeeLing's personal opinion that some or many might agree with

My needs  =  My personal needs for me personally though some distinguishing factors as to the aspects where there are different facets of My personal life and thus as to the distinguishing factors as to the different areas of my life, thus for Me personally is going to be for Me personally as to such differences as to the aspects whereas of others as to the factors to the considerations.


The FACT books I authored/wrote/compiled that I published through Amazon for My profits and what I chose/choose for the financial aspects per book:
*  Finding A Silver Lining  (published in print book format in in the year of 2015)
*  Finding The Silver Lining  (published in print book format in the year of 2014)
*  The Modern Day Book  (published in print format book in the year of 2020)
*  The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire  (3 volumes published in print format books in the year of 2020)

 

Fiction Based books I published through Amazon that can have metaphors or proverbial only as some books allow the financial aspects as to donations whereas the newer books do not have such same factors whatsoever as to the financial resources for Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle also known as Lady L*** Belle as make sure to not assume that all books will ever be the exact same:
*  "The Curious Children Book Series:  (2 volumes published in the year of 2014/2015)
*  "Fail-Safe:  The Kenedy curse fused with Science Fiction Fantasy  (The New World Order)"  (1 book published in the year of in print format book form 2015/2016 that is the main book to refer to for each of the subsequent books in the series as the 10 volume book series published as the 9 additional volumes in 2021/2022 as not all books were allowed as per My personal choice to be published in print format as to the ideals I have had for My work as to how I personally chose to release My books as to My business plans)
*  "Paroxysm of the Lotus Book Series"  (3 volumes published in print format of books in the years of 2014 through 2015 and then 7 books were published in the year of 2021/2022)


To Contact Me to ask me what My needs, my wants, My preferences, My Ideals, and/or My desires is only to utilize My To Contact Form to ask me respectfully after explaining yourself as to such aspects first as asking Me is the best way to actually do so correctly to actually learn to know of what My actual needs are for the factors of as the same in reference to my wants and so on and so forth.  That includes though not limited to asking if there is something to assist Me with, arranging Book Signing, arranging requiring My permission first as to my needs for any appearance(s)/meeting(s), 


Do not assume that just because I authored/wrote/compiled books that you know Me, you know of Me as to such factors as to the factors of the reality of the social media.


If I personally have reached out to you directly as to requesting a meeting and/or meetings, I have done so with the factors of respect regarding the aspects of what I could figure as being respectful as to the time(s) as to upon your schedule though also as depending upon my schedule as well.  The contact information regarding phone numerical factors as to the aspects of My To Contact Form through My website, as to making attempts as to the ease to correctly communicate clearly.  


Ensure if you are going to ask about Me, to know the exact-ish amount of time the individual actually knew Me in real life in person face to face in person in real life to verify the correct numerical positions of time that they may have known Me or if they knew of me as to the facts.


My modeling is not the same as speaking with Me face to face at all, because that is not the same as in real life as to the facts that in real life in person face to face in person actually requires those facts of in real life in person face to face in person in real life where a human being in person face to face in person is in real life with another human being is the common sense for in person face to face in person in real life as there is a difference to getting My personal permission first.


I do not allow anyone to misinterpret ever, as there is the clear facts that if someone/anyone says they can interpret Me, ensure they actually have what I personally consider as the starting point of full foundation as to actual capacities to do so correctly as what I consider as the correct foundation as to making sure the foundation of theirs in not made out of sand as to the differences of whereas to the facts my foundation is forged from where the stones as to the rock of My foundation is to the sturdiness thereof as to My personal life as to My personal experiences as to Me personally; as in my personal opinion that imitation is not flattery at all in any capacity when in reference to Me.


Since I comprehend Myself as to My and what My needS are as to what My wantS are as to what My preferenceS are as to what My idealS are as to what My desires are, then as to My comprehension of such factors in reference to Myself as to My personal requirements as when I have written about My personal life experiences as to the words I personally have chosen to describe such facts, then as to My life = My personal life experiences.


Manners, respect, human decency, and protocols are as a beginning point for what My personal standards are for Me.

Make sure to be capable to distinguish when the facts of My journal blog are in the capacity of either facts with satire and/or facts with metaphors and/or facts with figurative and/or facts as literal as the reality that My personal life experiences are My personal life experiences as to where some might relate to what I personally have dealt with, the full combination of what I have survived is the difference as to where the distinction is.


I survived the attacks on the soil of the homeland of the United States of America as to the tristate areas of New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania in the year of 1993 in the month of February as well as the timeframe of 9/11 also known as 11 September 2001 because I was born and raised in New Jersey in the three-county/three-borough area that had the most amount of commuters to New York City as well as other factors of the reality as to the state of New Jersey that those factors of pop culture are usually NYCers or Pittsburgians or Philadelphians and not New Jersey-ians pop culture as the aspects of comprehending the facts as that pop culture only has small amounts as to the differences of the fullnesses thereof.


What I know for what My personal comforts are as to being capable to see as to such factors, translates to comprehension of Myself as to comprehending what is best for Me personally as to what is best for My work as well as what is best for My personal comforts.  As hours change to days and days change to weeks and weeks change to months and months change to years and years change to decades, I comprehend My personal needs as I comprehend I have made attempts for My personal needs to be correct for Me as to what My personal considerations are.


Keep your thoughts in what I consider as purity as to such actual purity of innocence, and the ease of life is made so as to the factors of the ensuring the correct actions without assumptions.


Acknowledging biases first without judgement, has no capacity of being biased as no bias can be without the capacities of bigotry, and thus without bigotry then there is the capacity of acknowledging biases without judgement.


I personally am unaware of fans of Mine because I do not assume that I have any because of what My considerations are for what a fan of Mine would be, as the factors when considerations as to fandom as to Myself is as to the factors of what I personally consider as comfort.


People should be more uplifting as to the aspects of being appreciative if as to appreciating work of Mine, as I have not need/want/desire of any male dominant in the supposed to be consenting adult lifestyle regarding such factors of any type of relationship outside of acquaintance or friendship only, as that is not in any capacity ever a turn on to what My considerations are for Me at all in any capacity whatsoever as it has not ever been a turn on to Me.


The reality that Females have the capacity to be strong enough to be themselves if as to such morals and ethics as to such reality needs and requirements, thus as to where males have needed to accept the facts as not all males are as to what they might think of themselves as the same in reference of professional in what is supposed to be consenting adult biologically legally as to informed, as how they themselves are not anything of any turn on to Me as they are the opposite 100% in every capacity of anything that would ever be capable to turning Me on personally as I personally am not a lesbian as obviously a female biologically who would enjoy such factors would only be as to such aspects as to having to acknowledge such within herself.


As a Pansexual as to the intellectual capacities where I can be interested though not necessarily turned on, as to the physical does not make the aspect of what is of attraction to Me in the aspects whereas some might assume, as the factors as to the emotional connections depend and vary as to the situations, whereas the spirituality of such factors as My comprehension of Eclectic Judeo-Christianity religion is important, as the factors of sexuality of what sexually is attractive for Me is as to how the personal connection is as to the genuinity.


Being Polyamorous as I am personally is as to the intellectual capacity of being capable to discuss multiple topics while actually caring in truth, emotionally having the capacity to connect and such communicative factors, as the other three aspects thereof as to the references to the differences as to romantic factors as to platonic factors as there is My personal capacity where I always begin as to platonic factors first before I have ever or would ever consider anything sexually and/or romantically as personally it takes a lot more for Me to be capable to connect romantically than it ever has as to connecting platonically because of the way I personally was raised.


Thus if interested in dating Me as to in the capacity of not setting a date for a meeting as that obviously would not be the exact same unless previously brought up as to discussions, then as to such aspects as to arranging such with Me to ask Me first if that is an interest as to other(s) regarding such aspects. 


Thus the as I am as where I am a Female Dominant as to being as I am, then as to such acceptance there is a difference as to Myself being a Feminist as to the differences whereas the factors of feminazism as to the references of those who would have such factors as to their patterns of choices as to their behaviour as to the factors whereas the proof of such to the aspects of the differences of reviewing information from a different point in time as to such a point in time as to the facts that need to be paid attention to as to the facts of the time.


Completing a logistical review of My personal life experiences while acknowledging My experiences as well as My emotions from the facts of the situations from the years of 2019 through 2022, is not the same as to having the capability of time to review such all at the exact point in time of the exact point in time as that should not take a head injury to figure out.


My work as to My writings as to if used in speeches as the ease thereof as the 10% for Me of such if financial factors as to the tithing viewpoints, if as to such factors of consideration.


The links to My website as to My different pages of My website including My Journal Blog, are capable to share the link as to discussing the details as to the information of; though such facts for the fullness to be capable to read more to learn from the knowledge, is of the facts where such importance.


Since the requirements in reference to My website as to where tghe finances were only for Me to be capable to utilize were not responded directly to Me personally as there was not anyone ever allowed to be involved as to on My behalf ever, as to the aspects where since I personally did not have any such discussions as to what My personal minimum standards were as to being met for what My personal requirements are/were/are as to where there was and is not any allowances for such misinterpretations ever as to the clear distinctions as to Me personally only as to where I have clarified repeatedly that I am the one and only as to ever making the decisions for Myself as well as My work(s).


I personally do not play games, as I do not find games as they are not fun for Me.


I personally do not often watch television/movies as that is not assistive to my headaches/migraines at all, as the after effects from My head injury on Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 as the additional after effects from the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal temporal lobe of My brain that took 8.5 years to fully dissipate out of the MRI and out of the CAT scans as I have figured as to what works best for me personally.


While I have made attempts to connect with real people as to real friends as I once thought of as to such prior points in time, as to how such aspects went in the years from 2019 through 2022 as to such viewpoints as to such considerations referencing as to what capacities as to such factors regarding the differences as to choices/words/actions/deeds as to such references as to the factors of humanity as per the proof regarding my attempts before as well as during as well as after such points in time.


If as to the current time where each individual seems to think of themselves as a commercial and/or thinks of others as a commercial instead of thinking of each as an individual human being with individual personal life experiences as to how I personally have considered each individual if I am accurate referencing others' opinions as to such if factors, then as to where the reality of such readjustments as to the recalibrations of what humanity is.


The aspects of pop culture as to the facts regarding the differences between the factors of as while there might be some aspects that align in some ways, there are still the facts of the amount of the rest of different experiences and life thereof.


Thus as to such facts whereas what My personal needS as to what My personal wantS as to such factors, such aspects of the #ADA ADA requirements as to the facts regarding My being medically retired or being considered as to such disability aspects as to the reasons why ADA aspects are in such as for Me as to such aspects; though actually being capable to have as well as utilize such aspects as to My benefits in the correct capacities for Myself, as to the aspects whereas such factors of proof regarding the situations as to such reasons I have also worked as diligently as I have attempted to being capable to provide for Myself as being a biological adult of two biological adult legal aged children I personally gave birth to while having been awake from My coma for less than 1.5 years for one and 2.5 years for the other as to such facts.


Online is important for several aspects, though in real life as to such reality as to the real needs as to such common sense as to the factors of what is required for Me as I comprehend what is actually best for Me and that is not up for interpretations as interpretations always lead to misunderstandings as to the facts as to such proof regarding the aspects thereof as to My personally being capable to be in as well as remain in a good mood as to the attempts I have made to being capable to accomplish such.


While the aspects of My personal belief in real angels as to real faeries as to real spiritual beings as to such facts regarding such as to where I was Confirmed in the year of 1997 as to the aspects thereof to that history, the aspects where such facts as to the references thereof as the differences of what are considered as real friends in real life as to the differences of the spiritual aspects if there was ever any common sense as to different human beings unless as to such being as cherubim as to homo-sapien-sapiens as to ever being ignorant enough to think that is the same when obviously as to the facts that a real human being as to a real friend as to the difference of a real spirit as to such aspects thereof to real spiritualism capabilities.

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However such is obviously a difference from the aspects thereof, to humanity as human beings are supposed to be and are as to humanity if as to such aspects of the definition of humanity.


If I was/am believed as I understand some have opinions as to religious aspects and/or spiritual factors as to the usage of the words metaphor/proverbial/figurative, there has not been such confirmation for Me to have such knowledge for Myself regarding such aspects to what I would know and understand as to such as per the proof regarding the exact time.


Some do not just get over something as massive as the situations as to February 1993 as to being capable to survive such, as that was not a video game nor was that a computer game nor was that a pop culture fiction aspect as to such references and regards just as 11 September 2001 or 9/11 was not a video game and was not a computer game and was not a pop culture fiction aspect.


There is not the capacity where individuals who have tried to prettify the aspects for individuals to truthfully recover and heal from such aspects because of the requirements as to the truth being told in full, and when the truth is told in full is the only capacity for healing to begin.


Thus as to the facts in reference to My personal life experiences, what support would there be that I could truthfully say and/or write about as to the aspects of such luxuries others have had as to such amounts of individuals as to such support groups as to such friends as to such aspects of discussions as to what discussions would actually be in the references thereof as to what I personally consider as; or would such individuals think that them discussing amongst themselves would be as to the same instead of the aspects thereof as to discussions with Me personally, as to such proof regarding such luxuries as to those types as to such factors as to the aspects of such wannabe aspects.

 

 

Those who would consider Me as wanted as to what I consider as being wanted as to the differences as to such aspects of "Finding A Silver Lining" as there are only so many words in the dictionary to describe, and when individuals choose to be bratty nonconsensually as to such aspects as to such brattiness as to the aspects of the amounts of words as to the amounts of times as to where either the individual is going to be considered as competent to understand or they will be considered as incompetent as to humanity referencing such types as to those factors as to such aspects that I have brought forward as to the proof thereof to the validity of such aspects. 


"Finding A Silver Lining" and "Finding The Silver Lining" are situations that are of My past as to the situations I personally dealt with as to such aspects whereas My suggestions as to the current time as well as the future, are the difference.


"The Modern Day Book" is as to what I noticed as per the years thereof in those references as to what the looks were as to such descriptions for such clear aspects, as the common sense factors as to such regards as to having been born and raised in New Jersey as to the aspects of the differences as to NYC as NYC thinks of such aspects whereas New Jersey has the capacity to prefer the real of the reality as to such differences whereas Broadway wanted to be more like Hollywood and visa versa as to such references.


"The Adventures of Susan MeeLing, SCUBA Diver Extraordinaire" is of what My personal experiences were as to My personal work as to My personal life experiences as to before I began SCUBA Diving as to what I was known as through My name in reference of My personal trainers as to My personal childhood experiences as to such work in reference of protecting and defending the individuals on land above sea level as to the aspects of My work if that was/is actually appreciated.


The aspects where I could see now in the year of 2023 where some capacities of "Fail-Safe" could be as to such if factors as well as "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as while I was only being creative as to such aspects as to My writings, the aspects whereas for Myself personally would be as to the references for such aspects if as to those types as to such psychological distinguishing factors as to what I have been capable to distinguish as to My comprehension of Myself as well as My comprehension of My wrok as I authored/wrote/compiled as to the best of My capabilities as to My overall books.


In reference of "Paroxysm" there is not anyone I ever have personally dated that would ever fit into such descriptions, ever.  The facts regarding where the references thereof to prior timeframes as to Volume 2 are from individuals I personally knew before the year of 2000, as to the common sense factors as to the reality of the overall.


In regards as to "Fail-Safe" and "Paroxysm" in regards of for Me personally as to the relationship aspects of for Me personally as to the references and regards thereof officially for Me personally despite having written of such in an overall way, the aspects of if as to such as for Me personally then as to such clarifications now as to the year of 2023 as to the differences regarding the multiple reasons as to bringing such forward as to healthy acquaintences as to healthy friendships as to health developments of hetero-sexual relationships that as to such hetero-sexual relationships as to the fluidity depending upon the aspects of such a relationship factor if as to the consensual aspects as to each involved being fully informed first as that is the only capacity thereof as to being informed as to officially being informed before such aspects as for the example where I have been honest as to the after effects from My Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to others being informed first officially as to such if factors as to the differences.


The aspects whereas to such if factors as to My books I personally authored without any assistances as to My personal creativity to authoring such aside from the technological factors as to being capable to write such books as to "Paroxysm" and "Fail-Safe" referencing such aspects specifically for Myself regarding such aspects of the specifics as to such details, then I suppose if as to such would be as to prophecy regarding such if factors if such were to ever be for Myself personally; though if as others' interpretations of their own lives as to then the references of whereas being capable to prophesize decades before ever writing though definitely would not ever prefer certain aspects as to certain individuals as to My personal considerations as to the specifics as to such references regarding the factors thereof as to "Fail-Safe" especially though also in such clarifications as to for Me as to "Paroxysm" as to such if factors as to what My personal considerations as to the aspects thereof regarding the aspects not of a novelty as there is a difference between a novel a difference between a novel idea a difference between as to how such aspects of where the problems as to problematic novelty factors as to such misinterpretations in My opinion.


When describing the situations in truth that is the common sense starting point of a foundation, and any who think that such could be fast-forwarded are incompetent as to such aspects where certain factors are required to have such details and information to being capable to actually make such genuine efforts as to progression towards betterment in genuine truth.


The reality where such aspects of when such efforts are direct as to such facts as per the prior amounts of time as to explanations, then as to the facts where either the competency to listen and then think while listening as well as being capable to progress with the correct actions as to such regards as to the common sense.


Maybe it is a bit more truthful than I realized, common sense might actually be a genuinely real superpower. 


Forgiveness is of importance as to such truth in full as best as possible, the factors of as to such if remorseful.


The reasons why of the reality as to where, as to the year of 1993. 


Time is important as to emotions of the situations, retaining such knowledge can assist seeing towards progression of betterment.


Communications are important listening both sides if as to consent, the factors as to information in truth as of much importance. 

Life and Love, Life and Love
Between, Below, and Above


Brightest of Blessings.

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Please share the link to my website and feel free to comment in the section below however know that I am not informed as to any comments made within the area of each journal blog I post, though the ability to express yourselves as to such comments of such are able to be seen of such portions if you so choose.

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I encourage others to share the links and to speak about such topics honestly as to such aspects and situations as my saying as to it should not take a head injury to figure out is the main satirical portion as to my journal blog, as to the facts as to sometimes when wording hits a certain way all one can do is chuckle a bit as to reviewing such portions of information thereof.

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If interested in using my journal blog for articles and/or legal aspects please just remember to put the link to the specific journal blog article area to assist the fuller aspects as to the clarifications for others to also be able to read through for such additional details, as well as if there are those who are interested in further discussions and/or commentary and/or interviews and/or speaking arrangements and/or invitational aspects of such journal blog entries I have written please do contact me through my contact form with such details at www.susanmeeling.com/to-contact 

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Please also know the reasons for having such available hopefully assists the more open discussions as to the various details thereof to which I have been honest and truthful about, which additionally to such as to posting on social media in various areas is welcome as the ability to discuss such topics honestly is of importance as it brings a different form of discussions though also assists more to be involved with such viewpoints.  I know there are those who either have not had a social media account and/or have had to wait to be online more often in such aspects depending upon the employment thereof to which the reference to the details in such references per journal blog entry might assist in different ways while additionally giving the ability to still engage online in various forums to which while some may prefer not to have their social media accounts associated with responses on my website which is acceptable; it does give a forum for such discussions as well for those who may not have the ability to go into further details in certain other areas online, as to a different cover though the reality of such transparency on my part as to having been open and honest as to my community area involvements additionally hopefully open the doors and open the lines for more genuine and honest communication within the age appropriate guidelines thereof for the betterment and clarity among more.

 

 

Admittedly only recently in the year of 2020 had I realized I may physically look similar to different characters in different aspects of pop culture however I did not grow up being allowed to watch such aspects and since after waking up from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury coma, I do not usually watch such pop culture because of the after effects from my Psalm Sunday in the year of 2000 head injury as to knowing the personal aspects of what is best for myself.  However I did not and do not know of the pop culture references many of the times because of not being allowed to watch anything other than G-rated movies/television throughout my childhood and teenager years in the 1980s to the 1990s as the rating systems may have been different for such times, as I also was not allowed to watch PG or PG13 or any other type of PG until I was a certain age which again similarly to such times in the 1980s and the 1990s the rating system may have been different to such aspects; of which once I was the age of 18 years old biologically I have been able to watch anything and everything I personally prefer or want to watch.

 

 

Additionally I do not play games despite possibly looking physically as what characters might be as to such, as again that is something within pop culture which I have not usually known nor understood a reference to such in pop culture however I encourage people to know the difference between a pop culture reference as to knowing the difference to the human being spoken with as I have picked up there are several individuals who may not have known there is a difference between what images and/or videos as to being seen compared to the interactions with others when in real life in person as well as when speaking with others through various forms of online communication of which the care and the concern as to such aspects in my opinion is of importance to review for such realities. 

 

 

While I understand others have the choice to play games for whichever aspects thereof, please comprehend I am not one who will play games as I personally do not find such appealing to me nor to the after effects of as well as from my Psalm Sunday year of 2000 head injury just as others with and/or without a head injury may have a different viewpoint to such aspects as to games as some just have a life which such is considered as a luxury to play games comparatively though cannot do.

 

 

Please be respectful as to such as well as if you meet me and/or see me in public and speak with me, please be honest as to such as I have not ever assumed anyone had ever known of my website or my work as to the fact I have known there are many websites throughout the internet of which if there have been hints to such at any point in time there has not been the ways of which I would view such aspects as to the reference without the actual bringing of such information up first by who I have spoken with because of the ways as though I write as I do when I speak it is not always the same way as such comes across online possibly as there are differences as I would guesstimate others would know as per their own online aspects as to how such discussions have been with others and/or writings thereof as to when corresponding with others.

 

 

Though I know there are more than just the two social media areas of which Facebook and Twitter have been available, because of certain topics of my journal blog entries as well as the multiple social media platforms I lease such areas at the discretion of the reader to posting such aspects because of the knowledge certain topics are for certain age ranges as to the details thereof though because of certain aspects as to the intellectual levels for the reasons as to the choices thereof for what I have known some companies have assisted with in reference to the rating system as to guidelines as to the clicking of certain links for such software references as to controls.  I have done the best I could to ensure the ability for if in reference to biologically under the age of 18 years old for such choices up to the parent(s)/legal guardian(s)/grandparents to the topic points I have/do written/write about as well as kept such details more modest for the ability for such aspects of choice to the appropriate levels of discussions, of which hopefully with the additional aspects as to the genres assist with such abilities for the clarifications thereof.  

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If newsworthy, please do send to the news organizations if there are topics of which are interesting that should be broadcast upon the various news media stations as to the specifics within the posts I have put together.

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

​

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

​

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

​

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

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Shouldn't take a head injury to figure this out about cards, SCUBA Diving, & my correct recognition

Now that I have cleared the air overall for the most part referencing the aspects regarding my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as to as well the various connections thereof to which despite having to acknowledge such realities, some may be able to see more clearly as to the last being the first reasons before the first being the last. As I have explained throughout the state of #TX #TXstate #Texas #Texasstate of the various regards in reference to additionally within my first registered through the #LibraryofCongress #LoC Library of Congress book “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”, I went to this location in the town of #Carrollton #CarrolltonTX #CarrolltonTexas SCUBA Diving shop called #SCUBAToys SCUBA Toys before I went to #InternationalSCUBA International SCUBA for the evaluation as to which school as well as which company I preferred to begin my SCUBA Diving education with. I would guesstimate though some could be upset as to the realities of what I have had to reveal from what I have dealt with, however the realities of which as having written previously about other such reference points; those particular portions have already been brought up and forward to which this particular aspect, would not be allowed or able to use any such portions in any way hypothetically against in ways which to try to deflect from the attention that they had sought hypothetically in the referencing to #NAUI NAUI in regards of SCUBA Toys in Carrollton Texas.



Remember, there is a difference between good attention and bad attention. If there are those who have claimed they believe any publicity or any attention is considered good attention, I suppose those individuals can inform others as to whether or not they want to keep that viewpoint as to such; as per any such commentary and/or writings and/or messages and/or phone calls and/or etcetera for the response aspects because once again, nothing which I have already brought forward will be able for such SCUBA Toys to try to play any further games wrongly in such deflections.



Thus while I have not wanted to have to go through such because of having to admit other portions of what I personally had to deal with and personally survive to live through, I suppose if those individuals from SCUBA Toys wish for something positive to look at as to what they have been a part of hypothetically in what they had done; well then thank you for the situations to which my son and my daughter had to find out the realities despite having already put such in the reality of the facts to how I had become pregnant with each one of them after waking up from my coma 21 years ago from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 4.5+ years to begin to start to show signs of improvement, as I had to be taught the names of colors and how to count to 10 regarding facing such realities through the ways thereof. I suppose, if that is something which could be viewed as a positive way as to how such had come forward.



However if any publicity is good publicity is something which those of SCUBA Toys have brought up in any such discussions, then they should be excited for such aspects regarding the connection points in reference if there was any such regards as to a proverbial turf war in reference to PADI and #CA #California #CAstate #Californiastate California compared to #FL #Florida #FLstate #Floridastate as to #NAUI NAUI SCUBA Diving certification courses. Aside from the fact in the year of 2009 there had been more individuals who owned and/or worked for whichever aquariums which did not allow NAUI SCUBA Divers or NAUI SCUBA Diver Instructors into the waters of the aquariums as only PADI had been allowed because of the responsible nature of such a certification courses thereof comparatively, if there has been a large push for such in a bullying fashion sort of way regarding NAUI SCUBA Divers as to such then possibly the evaluation as to the types of SCUBA Divers when out of the water on the land they are as per such patterns of behaviour aspects for such reviewal aspects thereof in all such contexts.



To give context as to the first SCUBA Diving shop I had gone to after reading the #Jewish #JewishMedicalJournal Jewish Medical Journal before reading other medical journals such as the #BritishMedicalJournal British Medical Journals and the like about the ways which SCUBA Diving had been found to assist people who deal with headaches, upon walking into the SCUBA Toys location I was looked over by a male who was around 6 feet 5 or so inches tall with broad shoulders and an attitude when seeing me upon walking through the door. He waved and said I could look around at what I would purchase when I told him I needed to ask a few questions, as I was interested in getting involved with SCUBA Diving and the reasons why.



He rolled his eyes in my direction as though it was a bother for him to speak with me and look at me at the exact same time to which while I continued asking questions about the safety portions of SCUBA Diving, he continued rolling his eyes as to my questions. I thought my questions were valid as to the fact of my safety within SCUBA Diving is important to me and anyone who would want continued business would be smarter than to roll their eyes when in person with a potential student and/or customer for supplies as well as trip arrangements, however his attitude continued onward as I would guesstimate some people who have gone to the NAUI SCUBA Diving shop SCUBA Toys may have had such an experience as to what naturally might be per such an attitude as per the types of such SCUBA Divers and/or SCUBA Diving Instructors within the recreational civilian portions of such a group as per the SCUBA Toys location and the association with NAUI. However each individual who has ever had their own experiences with SCUBA Toys and/or NAUI SCUBA Divers and/or NAUI SCUBA Diving Instructors would be able to detail of their own individual experiences, as to the circumstances and situations thereof.



After around twenty minutes of asking questions and getting either one or w few word answers to my questions or only getting a brief description as to such portions in reference to the answers to my questions, I became so bored of the attitude of pretentiousness from that particular male as well as the other males within the shop I simply walked out and did not see anything of value or worth in my opinion regarding such situations. The amount of times I was asked as to whose credit account would be paying for such and repeatedly telling the male I was paying for my own SCUBA Diving and the rolling of the eyes as he said ‘yeah, sure you are’ was beyond what any machismo sexist chauvinistic feminazi male individual had ever said to me in reference to SCUBA Diving and swimming, and was completely annoying as well as pathetic in my opinion.



Whereas I thought such could not ever get any worse from such types of individuals, I would later learn as to through such experiences I have had. Again, what others’ experiences have been would prove one way or another as to the percentage of situations regarding such aspects of the NAUI SCUBA Toys location. I stopped counting once the male had said for the tenth time as to wanting to know which account to charge my SCUBA Diving to and repeatedly telling that male that my SCUBA Diving would be my SCUBA Diving and only my SCUBA Diving, as I was not interested in ever charging my work to anyone else’s account as my SCUBA Diving would be and would always remain my SCUBA Diving. I had not discussed how my biological father had been specific about when I was growing up as to my grades as well as my work in reference to any such furthered education after high school as I was to earn my education on my own, of my own work and of my own merits. As per the 10 Commandments, I actually followed and follow such regards as to honoring my biological father as to such references as to how I earned my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications. How such others have chosen to honor their proverbial father regarding such teachings depends on whether or not to follow such, or honor that the choices were wrong for such instructions and teachings to the learn from the situations to find a better way as to such aspects though honoring the lessons learned to do and be better in such comparisons.



Upon walking towards the door and past others who had walked in and turned their heads as I passed by infuriated as to such a situation, the male made comments as I walked out the door as if it would have ever been worthwhile to ever speak with such about going to that location for any type of schooling for myself. In such I then went over to International SCUBA, spoke with Patti Stewart, and told her of what I had dealt with at the NAUI SCUBA Toys location. She smiled and remained calm while sighing and saying that such situations were not unheard of to her as per the ways which she had heard of situations similar to mine, in reference to the situations regarding SCUBA Toys the NAUI certified SCUBA shop. I had explained in more detail as to the backgrounds overall as to the reasons as to what caused me to look into the SCUBA Diving training for the gear of which I have explained as to my surprise of ever having any need for a dive partner though she had told me about #SSI SSI SCUBA Diving and I joked about being on SSI as to a different portion to my medical retirement from the #USArmy #USA #Army Army branch of the Armed Forces of the United States of America as per the regulations to which the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the headaches and migraines as well as the cognitive disorders and memory deficits were the reasons for such SSI aspects which she smiled chuckling. I had made a few twisted sarcastic comments of which I guesstimate now the aspects of my cognitive disorders would be as to such viewpoints regarding such aspects, from what began 21 years ago. However additionally able to explain to Patti Stewart compared to those males at the NAUI SCUBA Dive shop SCUBA Toys in Carrollton Texas, I discussed the realities of having been born and raised in #NJ #NewJersey #NJstate #NewJerseystate New Jersey and the reasons why I had fought to be emancipated to join as to a nightmare I had that started when I was in second grade that I needed to find a better way for the prevention of such problems I had seen in my vision.



Shortly afterwards I completed my paperwork honestly as to my SCUBA Diving form for PADI to register for my #NG #NatGeo #NationalGeographic National Geographic Open Water SCUBA Diving certification, as well as having signed up for the 16 course specialty certification availability at the time. There was a joke about how no one had ever completed all of the SCUBA Diving specialty courses offered and I took such as a challenge to complete each and every individual SCUBA Diving certification course as well as the benefits for my creation I was working on the details of in reference to my idea for the Underwater Travel System, as before my creation of the #UnderwaterWedding Underwater Wedding of which as an Ordained Reverend I have every right in my #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights to my #FreedomofReligion Freedom of Religion to deny anyone I have not given permission to ever us my creation of my Underwater Wedding.



It is my choice to do so as my right to choose as well as my right to stand my ground, of which the stand your ground laws within the state of Texas afford me such rights additionally in all such regards and ways thereof as per the requirements of mine for my creation of my creating the video for my idea as to the Underwater Wedding. Having not ever actually given the words for such as to what requirements thereof for additionally my right to my #FreedomofthePress Freedom of the Press and #FreedomofExpression Freedom of Expression as to whether or not I put such words into writing or speak such words in what required combinations there would be for such to ever be allowed regarding the fact I have not ever allowed anyone to ever use my creation of the Underwater Wedding. By all accounts as to my creation of such by every technicality there is the fact of the copyright and surcharges to any individual and/or any shop who would ever be a part of using such without my permission, though if I actually would have allowed such which again I have not ever.



In such regards as to the ways which I had noticed certain SCUBA Toys employees attending the International SCUBA location when I was inside of the building whether when volunteering and/or taking classes, the annoyances as to the discussions which the trying to intimidate me as per the words and feelings thereof as to looking at SCUBA Toys in a different light did not work to their advantage in any way. There had been the same male who walked in the shop one day at International SCUBA who had asked if he had seen me before which I told him where I had seen him in the SCUBA Toys shop with the NAUI certification aspects, of which he asked me why I had not come back to the store as he did not know whose account to charge while laughing. While Patti Stewart rolled her eyes and went into her office, I took a few steps closer to the male and informed him as to my choice to remain with PADI as well as my choice to remain with International SCUBA because of that type of behaviour that he had continued in the area of International SCUBA when he was from SCUBA Toys as a NAUI certified individual. He laughed at me again asking whose account to charge as he had acknowledged he was annoying me purposefully of which I warned him to be careful as I was not the individual he thought I was, and he would not ever know what to do if he pushed me to the point of infuriation let alone rage.



Again he laughed looking similar to the Oogie Boogie from the #NightmareBeforeChristmas Nightmare Before Christmas movie, though in human form compared to the cartoon character of Oogie Boogie; which is a different irony in reference to the name Jack in regards to who had released my books without my permission, as to a different aspect of which the Nightmare Before Christmas being my favorite movie from my childhood to share with my son and my daughter. I warned him he would not be able to do anything about anything if he pushed me too far in regards to such annoyances of which I suppose there might be a hypothetical situation, referencing such aspects in different ways. In a different notation and completely off topic though a bit of a comparison, in reference as to my Medal of Honor Art Project can be seen for other such #FreedomofReligion Freedom of Religion portions regarding a release of such energetic portions to burn up and go in the ways which directed and ordered as per requirements as to such protections and defending of me regarding my good name and my good works in regards of anything and everything I had accomplished since such times in a review after such a drive from after the transfer portions in conjunction to Washington state to the Florida Keys regarding such drive times in combination as well as the miles thereof on my own by myself for my SCUBA Diving accomplishments to correctly be acknowledged as to my works on my own.



Though additionally as to the only female Medal of Honor recipient #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker, being of importance in a different way regarding other aspects in combinations which my rights for my choice to complete her artwork pieces before any such connections to the areas nearby the Carrollton Texas area of which the Medal of Honor museum is at in such reviewal aspects. In such a review of the aspects of such combined drive and miles additionally at minimum those closest to where I woke up in reference to #SATX #SanAntonio #SanAntonioTexas #SanAntonioTX #MilitaryCityUSA #JBSA San Antonio to where I woke up from my coma after my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and what occurred in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia and my son #Letters4James in such references to #McCoy #McCoyElementary #McCoyElementarySchool #CFBISD #CarrolltonFarmersBranch #FarmersBranch #FBTX #FarmersBranchTX #FarmersBranchTexas McCoy Elementary School in CFBISD as to especially after I had told a SCUBA Toys NAUI individual about my SCUBA Dive at the #USSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #USNSGeneralHoytSVandenberg #GeneralHoytSVandenberg #Vandenberg Vandenberg in the #FLKeys #FloridaKeys #KeyWest #KeyWestFL #KeyWestFlorida #FLstate #Floridastate Florida Keys and the temper tantrum at the BBQ location nearby to Carrollton Texas when after I earned officially my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification around the October or November 2009 timeframe as per that male having been the male in reference to the #Cancun Cancun/#Cozumel Cozumel SCUBA Dive trip as I have already gone into such details of and the problems regarding my personal feelings as well as my personal viewpoints in such combinations as to having said no as well as my SCUBA Diving gear having been messed with as to the confession from such an individual on the phone in the year of 2019 claiming he was flirting when messing with my SCUBA Diving gear as well as claiming he was flirting in reference to breaking into the shower area when I had closed and locked the door as per my right to privacy.



I did not find such as flirting back in the year of 2009, just as I did not find such as flirting in the year of 2019, just as now in the year of 2021 I do not see such a flirting. I saw and I see such as irresponsible aspects as to the lack of wherewithal to respect another’s SCUBA Dive gear as well as the lack of respect to my right to privacy in the references thereof, just as the same in any additional hypothetical such references. If that is an unspoken set of practices among such SCUBA Toys SCUBA Diving recreational civilian Instructors, then there is a set of additional problems rampant throughout the NAUI aspects of SCUBA Diving in my opinion for such hypothetical aspects thereof. The final confession from such to complete the aspects thereof on the #Bremerton #BremertonWA #BremertonWashington #WA #WAstate #Washingtonstate #Navy #USNavy #USANavy #USMC #Marines #MarineCorps Marine/Naval shipyard base in Bremerton Washington while after having checked into the base via the identification card scanning as well as all such security cameras throughout the various areas nearby to additionally all such individuals who had been within the ability to hear the discussion as to both sides as well as the fact I did the best I could to contain my emotions from the truth as to such a discussion, while focusing upon the sky and the water. There were a few birds which flew over to the water area I was looking at of which is normal for me when certain situations are much for me to handle, of which can be seen in regards as to yesterday’s drive back from the Florida Keys through the 14 hour drive back on my own regarding my experiences in reference to getting such aspects correctly taken care of in reference to my SCUBA Dive at the Vandenberg and such aspects thereof if any looked to see in the skies of such as well as the clouds with the water aspects additionally.



The fact of the #BermudaTriangle #Bermuda Bermuda Triangle being within the energetic portions of the areas I had been in regards to my SCUBA Dive as well as in reference to my drive back up through the state of Florida; the aspects as to such beings officially regarding the #irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving portions and the officializing of the #USSpaceForce #USASpaceForce #SpaceForceDoD #DepartmentofDefense #USDepartmentofDefense US Space Force in the Department of Defense by #POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump POTUS45 Donald J Trump of such in the year of 2020 as to my previous post regarding 27 September 2021 in other such additional combinations for such topic aspects thereof to those particular points. I could have gone swimming at a beach location though my personal feelings as to such times as well as such aspects of discussions was not the best situation for me to have gone in the waters of the #Atlantic Atlantic area of the ocean where I had grown up swimming in, as per the knowledge as to the occurrences to the riptides unexpectedly to any such others within the waters of the area of what would occur if I had as to the oceanic beings rage and fury over the way I have dealt with being treated for such times since my SCUBA Diving at the Boca area as well as more importantly at the Vandenberg as well as the most important part of growing up swimming in the Atlantic oceanic coastline of the east coast.



However in reference to the pieces of paper only in regards of my Medal of Honor Art Project in reference to the aspects of the paper, the historical and spiritual rubbings as to the paperwork for which to adhere the aspects in the proper format as to what the procedure is in the fuller contexts of were not harmed as it was only the paper. In such references to the aspects of it would be up to each individual as to what if there was any upset regarding why any upset could or would be in reference to the pieces of paper only in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project, as the artwork was not completed nor was the adhering nor any other aspects in the complete totality of all portions of the work involved regarding the processes in full of which I do not have the words to explain the specifics of the energetic aspects as that is not a discussion point I learned in the English language as I was taught such portions in Cantonese language and I do not remember the language verbally of the Cantonese except certain small phrases and nothing more as to the word language of the Cantonese language. I have explained as well as wrote I had not been allowed to learn Mandarin nor allowed to go to Chinese school to learn the American Mandarin Chinese, thus I do not have the ways to explain the comprehension portions for anyone to understand from the words to the knowledge thereof beyond such. There is not any possibly way to ever explain such in words in any language though especially in the English language as per the conversion aspects as to the words for such portions, as there are far more differences in the Cantonese to the Mandarin languages in the comparisons to the various levels of Spanish for most words being the same in the comparison of the opposite.



There are very few words in the comparison to which #Cantonese Cantonese could ever translate to the #Mandarin Mandarin and hence such situations as to not being able to explain such though the ability to assist, if I were to allow such because of what I specifically would have to do in the area of such a time as it would not ever be accepted regarding without such specifics because it is not a gravestone rubbing on the paper as some might wish in all comparisons. It is mandatory of my specific involvement in all references as to the portions of how if I were to go through with any such portions, as it is not a watching aspect it is a doing aspect and always has been. Any assumption would only be an assumption, in all such hypotheticals as there are not books which I read as there were papyrus scrolls I read. I did not think it took a head injury to figure that out in reference to my Bok Gung and my Bok Pu, though I guesstimate as to the assumptions of such wishes as to ever thinking there would ever be anything regarding the specifics in reference to the Cantonese Chinese portion of such aspects. Last I checked the Cantonese language was decimated in China, and only the Mandarin language was allowed in comparisons as per the ways which Mao Ze Doong had gone forward with in such time references.



Such could be seen in reference to December 2020 during the #BethlehemStar Bethlehem Star as to the water pressures and since knowing there were as many who had traveled to the area in whichever aspects thereof, I was not willing to take such a risk with each individual despite it being a choice to go swimming and/or SCUBA Diving and/or snorkeling within the oceanic waters. I have seen and I know how such beings can react in reference to when I am in a good mood compared to when I am in a bad mood compared to when I am upset and contemplating, and the combination of being in a bad mood while being upset and contemplating was a choice I had to personally make as to what levels of responsibility as to what would have hypothetically occurred as per the waves of such able to be noticed as well as the temperatures since the time of the Bethlehem Star in 2020. Whether or not some believe is easy to find such information as to the realities thereof to which when passing by the sign and seeing the #Boca #BocaFL #BocaFlorida #BocaRaton #BocaRatonFL #BocaRatonFLorida Boca Raton location and knowing the headquarters area of such a civilian recreational SCUBA Dive connection to the SCUBA Toys shop and such aspects as to when I had been at #ClearSprings #ClearSpringsSCUBA #ClearSpringsSCUBAPark Clear Springs SCUBA Park in the year of 2019, the reality of the aspects referencing my interactions with the males from SCUBA Toys will be written about later within this journal blog entry.



However the aspects referencing the problems upon the sight of seeing the signs for Boca and the thoughts as to such connections, I suppose there are a few hypothetical coinky dinks which could be reviewed for such specific aspects as well as hearing the words or word combinations on the radio of Bo/Boca/Boca Raton/Raton/Rat/ton/Florida/ocean/weather/work/earn/earning/earnings/toys/boys/ and etcetera as to such of the thoughts during my contemplations as well as seeing anything which could possibly have a memory associated with any such connection portion to the civilian recreational SCUBA Toys of such self-control of mine to continue pushing forward as to getting myself taken care of better and ways to correctly asses the situations to be able to evaluate what next steps I would need to review regarding the aspects of the correct recognition of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving PADI certifications as well as my work I personally accomplished for the safety and betterment of more than just myself.



Why would it ever take a head injury to figure out any such proverbial turf war between instructors regarding NAUI and PADI that I am not a SCUBA Diving Instructor as I only earned 26 individual SCUBA Diving certifications, of which though the reality of my education as to still not being a SCUBA Diving Instructor would fully exclude me as well as International SCUBA as well as PADI regarding any such wishes bringing forward only because of the location of which the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg is located regarding within the Florida Keys?







Should it take a head injury to figure out such a turf war proverbially would only endanger the individuals whether SCUBA divers of whichever type or non-SCUBA Divers as to the realities in reference to the aspects of the ocean, fresh water, and simply water in general in conjunction with the weather as to the direct connection ties to the oceanic portions which #NOAA NOAA would know the oceanic waters impact the weather directly; or am I inaccurate about such as to the realities thereof, to what weather is impacted by the ways of the oceanic waters?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if there are more aquariums now who have allowed NAUI to be a part of such SCUBA Diving and the problems which were avoided all the years previously when it was only PADI SCUBA Divers in such waters, as to multiple hypothetical reasons as to why such had been in place to begin with referencing such regulations?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the sexism and machismo I had explained in descriptions in person as well as in writing in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to the additional portions of my prior journal blog entry(ies) and this one as to the aspects as to the ways if such recreational civilian NAUI SCUBA Toys individuals had been as such to the 10 year anniversary, as to the proof thereof to the ways which could have been celebrated though they cared more about their ego hypothetically than ever actually appreciating anything?



In such references to the SCUBA Toys individuals and the BBQ, I had gone around Clear Springs SCUBA Park in the month of September 2019 asking everyone at the park I had found including the owners at the front office area as to if they had wanted anything regarding the BBQ portions thereof. Each individual made the decisions as to whether or not anyone wanted to have any involvement with such though there is as well as there was the knowledge as to how I cook as per the SCUBA Diving Texas Chili Cookoff as to where I earned first place regarding my chili I cooked, and in turn the aspects of such hypothetical knowledge of the large quality as well as quantity of such quality regarding my chili. If such was hypothetically brought up in either side as to PADI or NAUI it is what it is, however then there is the aspects to which the conspiracy aspects hypothetically in such aspects as to Richard Trout having brought up I am not a SCUBA Diving Instructor to which if there is the problem associated with the fact I have no need nor want nor desire nor ever have had such a viewpoint as to ever being a SCUBA Diving Instructor as to the lack of a need and the waste of time referencing my creation of the Underwater Travel System then there is the situation regarding the safety and the security of the homeland of the United States of America in all such references in the conjuncitonary portions as to the video footage I took when on the Washington state ferry in the year of 2015 or 2016 or 2017 on the #Amazon #Kindle #Fire Amazon Kindle Fire tablet at the time. Those portions to which I have repeatedly worked on the safety portions as the warnings I have given as to such, would in turn be furthered by any civilian recreational SCUBA Diver and/or recreational civilian SCUBA Diver Instructor as to any such wish to do nothing of importance as to the fact of the following question:



Why would it take a head injury to figure out any of my 24 SCUBA Diving specialties of which if the SCUBA Diving Instructor had not earned the actual SCUBA Diving specialty before teaching such a class, why would I ever need to become a SCUBA Diving Instructor if for the fact those individuals would not have ever been allowed to learn any such information if they had not been ordered to be my SCUBA Diving Instructor for such SCUBA Diving certifications regarding such? Hypothetically if the SCUBA Diving certifications of specialties I personally earned which have a letter within the number of my SCUBA Diving certification has to do with the SCUBA Diving Instructor not having ever earned the certification themselves before teaching what information they could while I had actually explained such portions within the class, why would I ever need to become a SCUBA Diving Instructor as I would have already proven to have instructed and taught a total of 21 SCUBA Diving certification classes that such SCUBA Diving Instructors were not officially certified to teach to begin with because of whatever their specific SCUBA Diving certification backgrounds would have been for such times thereof. For example if they were either being an assistant and yet still had put the Instructor portion on my SCUBA Diving certification card as to the letter within the member number of my SCUBA Diving certifications I earned, why would I ever need to get such a license?



Apparently I did not need a license to teach those recreational civilian SCUBA Diving groups of such portions at the times thereof, regarding the timeframe in reference to the year of 2019 through to now though as well as such in reference to such viewpoints regarding my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg. Thus it should not take a head injury to figure out even back in the year of 2009 the PADI SCUBA Diving registration system recognized the facts of my strengths regarding my SCUBA Diving in comparison to such individuals since then regarding my recognition for my work regarding my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg, and all such aspects thereof to my SCUBA Diving certifications of the total of 26 though 21 of which have letters regarding such aspects. Does that mean the computer system for PADI had actually fully recognized Allie as my Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor in comparison to the sexism in reference to the name of Richard Trout on my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification, and all these years the computer system of the PADI system has been shaming Richard Trout the entire time through the member number of my SCUBA Diving certification which I had explained and shown how Allie from Playa del Carmen had always been my Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor for my certification and Richard Trout of International SCUBA was always seen as the assistant SCUBA Diving Instructor?



Hypothetically is that a subconscious wish to such regarding the facts of such knowledge regarding my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as to even Richard Trout’s number being different on my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification card as the #3064 instead of the number #18314 as well as International SCUBA school is not on the information for the certification card though there is the number 2147079762 of whatever phone number which such could have been registered to the knowledge of such in full as to such a hypothetical conspiracy of which the telephone system recorded all such discussions of such hypothetical aspects regarding such a cover up conspiracy hypothetically? Is the fact the 18314 being on all of the SCUBA Diving certifications I personally earned in such regards as to the PADI computer system as well as the connections thereof regarding the technology aspects a proven sign as to the fact Allie had been my Cavern SCUBA Diving Instructor and all such communications of such a location such as the Garland store as well as the Carrollton store and all such as to the NSA monitoring as to the pizza reference in the news for such calls, for the sign as to complete the final checks as to who had always told the truth from the beginning? Is the truth of such hypothetically additionally able to prove the sexism as well as the racism in reference to Allie, as to her being a female and being within the area of Mexico; as to what hypothetically Richard Trout and any such associations of had hypothetically helped in such coverups regarding both the aspects of my Cavern SCUBA Diving certification as well as my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the amount of technology used for SCUBA Diving as to such recording devices as well, would in turn have an impact as to any pieces of technology in a specific area to review as to the bump technology software programming review for when the truth would fully come out and those who did not ever have the right to begin with would be forced to let it go or face whatever consequences which the PADI computer system in combinations of other systems would release if the choices were fought against in any such furthered ways of which, hypothetically it would fully be all such individuals’ fault for all such problems associated with because of what they have needed to correctly take care of instead of such onesie type of childish drama wishing to continue and throwing temper tantrums as to the lack of a need for me to have actually instructed and taught them as to any aspect of my lack of a need for a SCUBA Diver Instructor license?



What does that hypothetically show in all such regards as to any and all such individuals involved regarding such a wish as to the aspects of a SCUBA Diver Instructor license of which since I have not needed for those individuals to be able to be allowed on my SCUBA Diving certification cards, why would I ever need the actualities of with so many individuals specialties of which out of 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned on my own?



Does it take a head injury to figure out at a minimum of my 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned as to the percentage of the 21 SCUBA Diving certifications to which the PADI system had registered as to those individuals hypothetically not having officially had such a SCUBA Diving specialty certification before instructing-ish a class regarding which I earned my SCUBA Diving certifications, thus would be what hypothetically such wishes as to for the opposite aspect for such to be within their files though would predate if I were to ever go into such though I personally have no need to ever get such an instructor license?



Should it take a head injury to figure out by official standards would mean that I was teaching SCUBA Diving before they ever realized I had done so, and should it take a head injury there is not any need for such in reference to my name being on such individuals cards as to my right to refuse such aspects after all such problems which occurred because of the situations in regards to my SCUBA Diving to begin with in reference to what occurred regarding my daughter and my son and I?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that would not ever be something I would ever consider because of what occurred due to their negligence as such recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors hypothetically, and I would not ever want nor need my name on any such SCUBA Diving certification cards as to those individuals because of such facts as to what occurred when good people stood by and did nothing referencing such?



Hypothetically if those individuals complained about how my son and my daughter were always more important than such individuals back in 2009 when if they wanted to know about the Vandenberg dive instead of causing problems to my son and my daughter and I, those individuals who hypothetically were playing a game had caused themselves to lose out on the facts of which not only in reference to such a card though also in reference to the aspects that now in the year of 2021 while my son and my daughter have always been more important would fully 100% solidify I would not ever allow my name to ever have such connections to any such instructor portions because of the facts hypothetically able to be found.



Should it take a head injury to figure out there would only be those individuals who would have been egotistical in all such regards and their lack of concern for my son, my daughter, and I as to what occurred would not ever be rewarded as I do not and have not ever made the choice knowingly to ever reward bad behaviour as I would not teach my children that type of problematic participation trophy garbage; though would there be some individuals in other areas within the state of Texas, who would be able to clarify I do not reward bratty behaviour?



Would it take a head injury to figure out I would refuse such portions not at the risk of the safety, though at the making sure my son and my daughter always knew they were and always would be more important then any SCUBA Diving or recreational civilian or any type of SCUBA Diver Instructor?



How does it and how could it ever take a head injury to figure out I would not ever teach my daughter or any female interested in the oceanic waters or SCUBA Diving, that type of bratty onesie wearing binky chewing bootie lack of adulthood beyond biologically behaviour would ever be considered as anything other than unacceptable?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out that Allie would easily be able to understand and comprehend as to such knowledge of such if found out as to why I would personally take a stand against such aspects as per the safety and works I had cleared and kept safe as to the waters of, as to having paid attention to what she had warned me about referencing the sexism she had dealt with and thus honoring what a proverbial metaphor of a Mom would be in such references to which if such is hypothetically true regarding the proof in the certification Cavern specialty card; as to my commitment to the truthful aspects, of the 10 Commandments?



Does it take a head injury additionally upon realizing such realities as to not being able to lie I could not ever allow such as to the facts of which by technicalities though I had taught such individuals, I could not ever allow such to go through knowingly as to the fact of knowing it would be a lie if such were to go through because of what dates would be put onto such SCUBA Diving certification specialty cards for such 21 individual SCUBA Diving certifications?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out both in reference to the proverbial hypothetical turf war as well as the hypothetical aspects as to the certification cards of each of the 21 out of 26 SCUBA Diving certifications I earned, that fully shows what points I have brought forward as to the safety as well as the life sustaining aspects of which SCUBA Divers are supposed to take seriously?



How does it take a head injury to figure out if there were individuals from SCUBA Toys who had influenced such as to their SCUBA Toys civilian recreational types and ways of, the individuals from International SCUBA had listened to the proverbial devil or Satan incarnate on earth?



While such individuals might allow such weaknesses, I do not allow such portions as per making sure my son and my daughter know better. Additionally with the facts as to my modeling being known of it would fully be irresponsible of me to ever take such into consideration as per the responsibilities of if I were to ever be considered as any type of a positive influencer, as I would not think it would take a head injury to figure out then that is more than just my name though also my reputation of all such portions and aspects thereof? While I do not like nor appreciate the facts as to what I have had to needlessly deal with additionally to all such aspects both before the year of 2009 though obviously after the year of 2009 regarding my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg, I would not ever be able to knowingly allow such aspects as per the influential portions to which the responsible aspects of additionally taking the stand to earn on one’s own as well as truthfully educate oneself to be able to correctly make decisions with the best possible as to what information available for such regards. In turn there would not ever be the allowances to ever allow such to go forward regarding any instructor license at all for myself, as I would not allow any of such hypothetical followers to allow such versions in different aspects as to my stance against any type of stolen valor #endstolenvalor.



Does it take a head injury to figure out that would be considered as stolen valor as to the aspects to the ways of my SCUBA Diving regarding my gear as well as my SCUBA Diving in general, to which I will not and would not ever back down in such references of which such hypotheticals?



Should it take a head injury to figure out in such references of the 21 SCUBA Diving specialty certifications I earned in conjunction with my additional private studies and works thereof as to the additional totality of my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications as to the additional portion of being an Ordained Reverend, by technicalities that would make me an Ordained SCUBA Diving Professor of such Marine Biology in the combined portions of the fullnesses of life as per my fish identification specialty certification to be able to review all such portions regarding the physical and the mental and the emotional and the spiritual and the sexual aspects as to the marine life within the oceanic and the fresh waters thereof?



Would it take a head injury to add the aspects as to having in addition to my earned 26 SCUBA Diving certifications with the conjunction aspects as to my graduation from the Dominant Mentor Program as to such additional aspects to the physical, mental, emotional, sexual, and spiritual portions to the aspects on land to which a secondary aspect of the Ordained Professor of Life?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as to such aspects regarding such 21 SCUBA Diving certifications for the specialties I earned that the most simple aspect to such would have been to ask for the piece of paper of a certification compared to, in comparison to having gone as long as has regarding my recognition referencing my SCUBA Diving at the Vandenberg and such aspects thereof in comparison to the choices and actions hypothetically in all such references as that would have actually been at one time considered as acceptable without charge as to such hypotheticals of such legal aspects as well as be within my code of honor regarding always telling the truth even in the reference to technology aspects in such references to social media portions as well as what could be considered in regards of what might be looked at as earning if such aspects were tested during the timeframes of my 21 SCUBA Diving certification specialty courses? Does it take a head injury to figure out since there was not a test given regarding those 21 SCUBA Diving certification specialties administered by me back in the year of 2009, thus would have negated such aspects to begin with?



Should it take a head injury to figure out if accurate about the SCUBA Diving certification cards aspects as to my choice to not become an instructor of such as to how many lives those recreational civilian SCUBA Diving Instructors have put at risk since the year of 2009 over 21 cards, of which each individual who would have more than one specialty aspect in such review would be the first to look at regarding such aspects as to the investigations thereof as to being the last individuals to ever think would have been a part of such hypothetical treachery and treasonous aspects as to what occurred especially in reference to my family and I as well as any individual who had been impacted by such within the state of Texas as well as within the United States of America as well as around the world because of the facts as to the oceanic waters as well as the fresh waters?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the two males from the SCUBA Toys who had stood up and tried to be intimidating as to the ways they had hypothetically been in reference to when inside of SCUBA Toys back in the year of 2009, my choice to step closer as well as stand up straighter as per the ways of being myself as to the reference as to I would not back down as to what is correct and I would prove my points as well as prove myself in full truth without them as per the choices of which I have made such videos as well as pictures I took, which in turn they fully denied themselves by their choices to remain as such instead of being better people in such references as to the correct acknowledgment of my work as well as what I personally earned?



Should it take a head injury to review what actually was earned and accomplished by each individuals regarding any such aspects as to the SCUBA Diving individuals I once knew outside of class instruction, as to what would be considered as an actual and a genuinely real accomplishment over the past 12.5 years despite the circumstances thereof?



Does it take a head injury to figure out each individual who had caused whatever hypothetical problems of such times if such were to have occurred to themselves and/or their daughter and/or their son and/or their family, how would those individuals respond to the situations? Who has been better and who is more responsible in such a review as to such knowledge and understanding thereof to comprehend why I was chosen as to my abilities in such comparisons, and what would they have done in such any circumstances regarding the bottom of the oceanic waters compared to me? Who would the general public prefer as such an ambassador for review or diplomat regarding the hypothetical portions regarding BoBo and such aspects thereof to the Laws of the Ocean, as does that truly take a head injury to figure out if such portions are true?



Should it take a head injury to figure out all of those individuals have gone swimming and SCUBA Diving in the oceanic waters and fresh waters of which the weather is impacted by such and when the rains occur as to such situations, what could be seen in reference to those types of individuals stepping into such waters be viewed as by the beings of the ocean which those individuals have still not correctly acknowledged me and my works? What could such do to the land of which the clouds would draw the water up from, regarding the plants and animals?



Does it take a head injury if such were to be over cards in reference to the specialties thereof in SCUBA Diving, those individuals were willing to put my elementary aged school son and daughter as well as myself at that time of only being out of my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury now 21 years ago through such; and does it take a head injury to figure out, what those individuals would be willing to do to others regarding the aspects thereof as to such life aspects which why would anyone ever trust such individuals ever again? Does it take a head injury to figure out why I did not want nor need to care to be anywhere close to those types of individuals ever again, and why would my choice and my rights be of more importance in all such references regarding my safety as well as my choice as a biologically born female who earned what I have earned on my own? Why would it take a head injury to figure out I have my rights and I earned my rights, and why would it take a head injury to figure out I have the right to stand my ground against those individuals who have trampled upon my rights I earned?



Should it take a head injury to figure out I have the right to say no to them just as for the past 12 years those people have wrongfully denied my recognition as well as my works, which in turn why would I ever consider anything less than what they deserve for what their choices have been in regards as to the biases and the treatments I have dealt with?



Does it take a head injury to figure out that would not ever be a way which I would ever see being considered as genuinely wanted as per the ways of which would be considered as forcing against my will as well as what was done to my son and my daughter and I would be considered as problematic, as well as assault as well as other such legal aspects thereof to the realities of hypothetical criminal charges because of their choices?



Should it take a head injury it is my right to refuse such individuals as per their choices over such times as to try to force me against my will to ever have anything to do with such types of recreational civilian SCUBA Diving, when it is proven my type of SCUBA Diving would not ever be allowed to begin with within the civilian sector because of my clearance aspects as to the additional aspects of my Blue Identification card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America? Thus does it take a head injury to figure out those individuals wasted the past 12.5 years for something which would be considered as illegal if I were to ever actually go forward to instruct and teach such a type of SCUBA Diving in person in the waters for such aspects as to what I learned before my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury when growing up in New Jersey and going to such waters thereof, as I would legally only be allowed to discuss such and not ever actually teach such as per the legal portions in reference to my clearance at the age of 17 years old biologically?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out such stalking and harassment hypothetically for any such technology tracing ties thereof to any such individual connected to the aspects thereof, can be considered under the Universal Code of Military Justice #UCMJ as to the portions which I have brought forward in reference to “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” as to the definitions thereof regarding the hypothetical ability to prove what such individuals possible choices to such harm as well as the problems caused thereof?



As true to who I am and who I have always been, I would not ever allow myself to put any individual regarding those recreational civilian SCUBA Divers above my son and/or my daughter for something as minimal as a card or anything else for that matter.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out when I told those people about the ways I stood up against stolen valor as well as the aspects of the soldiers at Fort Sam Houston as to the individuals who had returned from Iraq and had been on the soil of the United States of America for less than 7 days as well as the situations thereof, I would not ever be capable of ever backing down from standing against stolen valor of which those individuals who would hypothetically wish for such would wish for me to allow stolen valor of which I refuse to ever assist such. What would those people look into the mirror to see into their own eyes and explain to themselves if everything I had endured and my daughter endured and my son endured because of what their choices had been, what would those people say to themselves as to what their responses would be with the knowledge of what was done if had been done in a reverse aspect to them individually? Is that what they have asked for themselves and their to occur, when taking such into consideration as to do unto others as you would have done unto yourselves?



Does it take a head injury to figure out as a feminist of which I have made the choice to lift others up, why would I ever show or do otherwise in regards to such hypotheticals in reference to if involving the card aspect as to truthful and genuine feminism in comparison to feminazim?



What would ever make those individuals ever think my son and my daughter and I would ever be worth anything less by such an aspect, as I fully refuse to ever go forward with such and for full clarification not either my son nor my daughter would ever be able to convince me otherwise as I would allow such begrudgingly as to the right aspects for each of them in comparison to ever allowing anything less to be considered as acceptable. That is considered unconditional love in comparison to ever trying to put a condition to receive such love and acceptance, for additional clarifications. I could not ever teach anyone that would be acceptable because I can only tell the truth as I cannot ever tell a lie, as to any such portions.



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that would put the waters and the people on land in more danger to try to force such, than to stand my ground for what is correct. That additionally referencing Irving as well as the ocean, is a few additional reasons why the choice had always been myself regarding their choices as to such official hypothetical stand points as to the guarding of such aspects and safety thereof.



However, what does that matter as to integrity and honor?



Then again it should not take a head injury to figure out I have not ever looked at anyone else as a toy, whether or not a SCUBA Diver of whatever type, or of whichever group thereof regarding PADI/SSI/NAUI types of certifications.




My images I took from my photography of each type are and have always remained as mine and will always remain as mine as per my copyrights rights, as per my registration through the Library of Congress as well as other such additional factors permanently as per the laws and the legal case in reference to the #Spiderman #Superman Superman comic. What an ironic twist hypothetically, in reference to the card and game situation in such metaphors.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

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After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

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Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

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Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

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Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

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If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

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"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

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"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

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"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


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