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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

Should it take a head injury to figure out for anyone anywhere at all ever about, the free download?



I did not think it took a head injury to figure out in social media numbers as to the calculations of for my particular overall combination of the numerical portion would be calculated in a completely different manner than in the ways of anyone else because of the combination of what I went through, how many different website social media accounts I have had and admitted to more specifically, how many hypothetical stalking/harassment/technology issues combined as to such situations as to such hypothetical blocking, how many discussions which my name in whichever word chosen for such as to refer to any type of reference to me on phone calls/in emails/in text messages/etcetera, the amount of online connected aspects as to groups/organizations/agencies/individuals/types of work/types of common interests/etcetera, and etcetera for all actual calculation numbers; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out for each person who only views my social media accounts in comparison to actually adding themselves to my specific accounts and/or membership to my website would then in turn be the actual calculation of what my total social media followers would be in conjunction to I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the additional numerical calculation would include in person version, on top of such numbers to be able to calculate such an average. Thus I did not think it took a head injury to figure out even one mention of my verbally would include such an additional number per person in such calculations and etcetera, in the hypothetical case of anyone interested in such to ever think to calculate the numbers by what is seen when it should not take a head injury to figure out the technology portions would try to calculate the numbers of all of the cemetery locations I have been to in such additions because of my type of #SCUB #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving as well as the facts as to my SCUBA Diving for all of the marine life in the oceanic waters because of the species being considered as life as well as my pictures and videos which prove that animal species respond as they do to when I am out doing anything or am nearby to any body of natural type of water as to the example of #EchantedRock Enchanted Rock in #Fredericksburg #FredericksburgTX #FredericksburgTexas in the year more specifically of 2006.





Does it take a head injury to figure out because I had taken pictures of MerPeople in the ocean when I went SCUBA Diving as well as I took pictures of new species of marine life as well as I took the picture of the Ktulu #Cthulu tentacle as well as other such aspects, would in turn mean that social media calculation numbers would not have those to put into such equations similarly to the fact of I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the numerical portions in reference to the #Irving #IrvingTX #IrvingTexas Irving Texas types of situations also would not be able to be calculated by social media calculations as to what my follower numbers would in the fuller and fullest terms be?




Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who only looks at social media numbers needs to think about whether or not they actually care about an individual as to such aspects in person as why would those numbers be of more importance to you, than the individual themselves?





Why would it take a head injury to figure out SCUBA Divers who would be willing to lie in person that are civilian recreational types of SCUBA Divers and/or SCUBA Diving Instructors who would do so would not ever fully appreciate life because how could anyone who would be willing and capable of lying to such portions when needing technology to accomplish such aspects ever be considered as trustworthy to any being throughout the oceanic waters knowing such aspects about the dangers of SCUBA Diving and yet be willing to do so in such aspects thereof to ever think they would be considered as trustworthy to ever go off of such discussions because why would anyone register you as trustworthy if you have been incapable of telling the most simple and easy of truth to such aspects when my SCUBA Diving gear had been stolen and the aspects as to the UHUAL aspects which I wrote about and posted about on my fetlife account at the time of?




Would it take a head injury to figure out there would not ever be any trust to any individual who had ever researched and checked out such realities of my SCUBA Diving who would ever be able to consider such numerical portions of my numbers referencing social media because if all you show technology is that you want to play games, why would technology ever view you as anything other than a game compared to those who do not play games?




Could it truly take a head injury to figure out because of the way I view things as to such it would actually be an opposite calculation as to the social media numbers for review as to how many people would be willing to lie compared to being willing to tell the truth for individuals who have the larger numbers on social media accounts, because of the knowledge as to such numbers of people compared to those who do not play such games and do not make those types of choices.




How does it take a head injury to figure out anyone who would go off of such calculations of social media numbers would have forgotten about the facts as to their own choices referencing if they themselves did not like such a page or click the specific button as to ever seeing the fuller numbers as to such because of the facts as to if you are doing it, what would make you think you are the only one who would do so especially with the backlash as to social media if you are unwilling to ever actually like something online because of your fear of someone else’s response online in comparison though additionally to in person just from the aspects as to the 2020 election cycle and such aspects as to #factchecking fact checking and #electionintegrity elections integrity.




Should it take a head injury to figure out anyone who could be upset in reference to the historical and spiritual rubbings whether or not from and/or living in the state of #TX #TXstate #texas #Texasstate Texas that I had completed the rubbings for though not the Artwork completion for are not allowed to be upset, because of the situations referencing the state of #IA #IAstate #Iowa #Iowastate as per the admittance as to the fact of the situation regarding the Lodge at Madrona in #Tacoma #TacomaWA #TacomaWashington #WA #WAstate #Washington #washingtonstate as to the pieces from Iowa, as well as in reference to Ross and his wife?




Would it take a head injury to figure out anyone whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who wishes they could be upset are not allowed to be upset because of the hypothetical stalking and harassing across state lines, as per any such portions to any such involvement regarding any portion which anyone from the state of Texas which had any part of what I authored in reference to my book “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing”?



Does it take a head injury to figure out there is no one allowed whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas to be upset because of the fact as to how the pieces were taken around the state of Texas, in comparison to how I had completed my Medal of Honor Art Project to begin with?




Could it take a head injury to figure out there is not one allowed whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas to be upset as to my choices regarding such aspects because of the situations as to the hypothetical knowledge of having such pieces of paper, and the amount of individuals who lied to my face in front of my Medal of Honor guys?





Why would it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas of which not one of who is allowed to be upset because of any such connection to the amount of dog crap I had to clean off of the 6 different Medal of Honor recipient markers within the #Seattle #SeattleWA #SeattleWashington Seattle Washington area, as to the amount of hours I personally spent clearing such up on my own?



How does it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas of which there is not one of who is allowed to be upset because of the situations referencing the aspects as to the Bush Medal of Honor recipient situation, as well as the Shehahan Medal of Honor recipient situations?




Does it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas of which there is not one of who is allowed to be upset because of the amount of 9-1-1 phone calls I had to make over the courses of each of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips, as well as the cellphone/technology situations thereof?




Why would it take a head injury to figure out there is not one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who of which there is not one allowed to be upset because of the fact as to the traffic problems in the year of 2017 as to the first trip for the first year I had completed two different Medal of Honor Art Project trips, of which the amount of traffic back up due to the red Hyundai is to blame for such problems regards the female driver and the male passenger and the two or three females in the back seat of that car in the highway from #Kalispell #KalispellMT #KalispellMontana #Montana #Montanastate #MT #MTstate Kalispell Montana through to just around the town of #Arlee #ArleeMT #ArleeMontana Arlee Montana which took over 3-5 hours to travel that distance after the time calculations for the only time I ever asked for assistance for such time calculations for any of my Medal of Honor Art Project trips because of my son attending the drop offs as well as taking him to see a few locations I found along my way which I thought he would like.





Should it take a head injury to figure out that those who were in the #MontanaVortex Montana Vortex before I left when I had needed the time to be able to recuperate from my trip, did not show me anything which was helpful nor showed any type of genuine concern beyond those two individuals’ selfishness?




Would it take a head injury to figure out there is not one person whether or not from any location which of who is not one allowed to be upset as to my choice referencing my Medal of Honor historical and spiritual rubbings from the markers within the state of Texas, because of the #SolarEclipse #SolarEclipse2017 #SolarEclipse17 #SE2017 #SE17 Solar Eclipse in the year of 2017 as I knew for a fact there should only have been myself alone within that location and there should not have ever been anyone else within that location when I went to that specific spot as to the computer in the tower situation additionally referencing getting the correct information?




Does it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas or anywhere else for any such matters who of which is not one allowed to ever be upset as to my choice referencing my Medal of Honor Art Project work, because of the fact it is my Medal of Honor Art Project work?





How could it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or the state of Texas of who is not one allowed to be upset as to my choice to have such a choice I had made as to such, because of the fact I am the only one who had completed such actual work up to such a point as to making the choice for such because of my work it takes to complete each individual Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork piece before ever taking the artwork to get encased in glass?





Why would it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas of who not one is allowed to be upset as to my choice because of the fact I am the only one who completes the work of my artwork of my Medal of Honor Art Project of which is completed in full when I get the encased piece of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork to complete such last aspects, before ever going to complete the drop offs of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork?





Why should it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas of who not one is allowed to be upset as to my choice as to my #ConstitutionalRights Constitutional Rights as well as anyone who would try to prevent me from any aspect thereof who could be reviewed in reference to the aspects as to the violations of the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment as to the facts of the amount of work it actually takes to complete one piece of artwork for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces, of which the constant twenty four hour a day seven days a week processes of which I have done out of charity if there ever was any such forcing would automatically be capable of making the legal debate as to the violation of the 13th Amendment because of any such found aspects as to the technological messages and/or phone calls as to the portions involving the work which only I can accomplish and only I can complete for such aspects of which then the aspects of which specifically to the fact of my being a biologically and genetically born female as to the reference to #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to her being the only medical doctor the confederates had and the ways of which such aspects had been until the Union Army had finally gotten in gear to actually rescue and save Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to such times because of the dilly dallying the #USCongress US Congress was doing because of their debating as to whether or not because of the same reasons in reference to the Medal of Honor situation referencing during the #POTUS39 #JimmyCarter POTUS39 Jimmy Carter situations as to the timing of the #CivilWar Civil War though the difference of then to Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as to her only having been contracted by the Union Army compared to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America after having been specifically within the enlisted portion of the Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces and the same groups of people who caused Dr. Mary Edwards Walker to be captured in the beginning portions were the ones who were adding the portions of additionally needlessly in the over dramatic aspects of wishing they would not be prosecuted in such times for what they did to cause her capture though because of the times as to the ability to handle such situations as such situations were handled at those times as to those individuals because the legal system was much more archaic in comparison to the current years as there are reasons why in the #UCMJ Universal Code of Military Justice as to the charges for treason though not any records as to such times as to how such had occurred in the reasons of why there is the provision as to the situations which occurred after Dr. Mary Edwards Walker’s rescue as to an early version of what is more well known in reference to #TiananmenSquare Tiananmen Square though such were additionally referred to such times as to the Salem Witch Trials in some types of wording aspects?





What would it be for it to take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not within the various branches and divisions of which anyone who is within the various branches and divisions areas of the Armed Forces of which any of the individuals who are allowed to be upset because it was not their work to begin with, it was and is my work to all such aspects thereof?





Should it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who of which not one can be allowed to be upset because of the facts referencing the problems referencing #EndStolenValor #EndStolenValorNow the reasons to end all types of stolen valor because of the facts of what ways would ever be possible for me to be able to verify, in full truth of such aspects as to how many people hypothetically lied to me to my face while carrying firearms as to such times?





Could it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who of which not one would ever be allowed to be upset as to such because of the fact of the situation regarding the Bronze Star and not one individual who had ever assisted me during the aspects as to such after portions of time, as to when I personally returned the Bronze Star and the commendation thereof as to such a point of reference as well as the CID portions?





How does it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who of which not one would be allowed to ever be upset with me because of the fact as to my #SCUBA #SCUBADiving SCUBA Diving situations as to the lack of assistance in reference to after my USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg #Vandenberg SCUBA Dive as well as the #UHAUL UHAUL situation as well as the 10 year anniversary celebration, and any other such portions of which the wrongful denial of my work as to such a beginning point in time?





Why would or should it take a head injury to figure out there is no one whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who of which not one would be allowed to be upset with me because of what lack of assistance in reference to what occurred in reference to my daughter #Letters4Lidia, my son #Letters4James, and I regarding after SCUBA Diving though within the McCoy Elementary School as to the Carrollton Farmers Branch Independent School District as well as the Fort Worth Zoo situations and all such portions thereof thereafter as to such years from 2009 into the year of 2013?





Could it take a head injury to figure out there is not one person who is whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who could ever be allowed to ever be upset with me because of what occurred in reference to BAMC/SAMC as to the who situation in regards of the specifics in the year of 2012 who ever had assisted or ever actually helped me in the reference as to the situation regarding the MP firearm situation, as to such aspects thereof?





Would it take a head injury to figure out there is not one person whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas who would ever be allowed to be upset with me because of the ostracizing portions thereof in any such point in time between 2000 through to 2013 as well as when I was not in the state of Texas because of such needless drama as well as from the years of 2019 through to 2021 as to the treatments thereof to such aspects, as well as including to such references as to the time after my transfer?





Does it take a head injury to figure out there is not one person whether or not from and/or living in the state of Texas because of the lack of proper medical care as well as the lack of actual genuine care as to any such portions as to what I personally need and what I personally require for my best interests, as proven during such times between the years of 2014 through to the current year of 2021 as to what contacts I have reached out to as well as the amount of work I have already done in conjunction to the situations which have gone as they have in comparison to what I specifically have needed for myself as there is not going to be a list made prior to any such meeting ever as to what occurred in reference to the Dinwiddie Virginia portions as to my combined court hearing as such proof of reasons why I had picked up the sensation as to not bring up such in my own personal writings as to such a sensation as to the situations thereof to which then only shows the lack of ever being wanted as an artist in any positive attributes or ways in any such opinion of mine because of the actions speaking just as loud as the lack of words from all such individuals involved to such hypotheticals as to what would actually be required though the obvious lack of concern as to what my personal needs and requirements have been for any such aspects as to real and genuine comfort for myself and my artwork for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces?





Does it take a head injury to figure out there is not one person anywhere who is ever in any way to ever be allowed to be upset with me for my choice as to any female, because of the fact of my work and my choice?




How could it a head injury to figure out there is not one persona anywhere who is ever in any way ever to be allowed to be upset with me for my choice as to any male, because what of my work is anything that you ever completed on your own regarding my work to begin with as even a living Medal of Honor recipient would not be allowed to such aspects as to the facts of what I have already brought up and pointed out previously as well as within the above portions thereof in this posting in my journal blog entry?





Should it take a head injury to figure out all such portions thereof any individual who would ever have the audacity to be upset with me for my choice and not ever actually having helped or assisted me in my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces without being paid and/or ever actually assisted me with my Medal of Honor Art Project trips without being officially asked as to the work as to the trips themselves as to the driving portions, has not one actual reason nor cause nor excuse to ever be upset at me as they can only be upset with themselves as to any such aspects thereof in comparison?





Could it take a head injury to figure out there is not one individual who can be ever allowed to be upset in any such ways as to any individual as there is not one individual who actually ever had the common courtesy to ever actually have any such appreciation for my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork within the state of Texas as to the ways not one aspect as to how I usually completed my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork was ever completed within the state of Texas the ways it had been in reference to the years between 2020 into 2021, as to the known portions of how such was not driven around until I was ready for the drop offs to be encased as well as the drive back to the house as well as to the trips thereof though there is not the reasons of which my Medal of Honor Art Project was seen to have been appreciated in such references anyway as to the amount of individuals who knew how I had wound up in Washington state and instead of ever actually assisting me in the ways which would have been easier to get my son and I out of the situation as to how the situations had unfolded instead and in comparison as to what I had been working on though as per the proof of anything I have discussed and/or written about not ever actually helping me in any such ways as to what would ever actually genuinely assist me to ever feel comfortable nor have I ever felt cared about as to any such aspects as to the problems of which I have repeatedly written about as to the sensations I have picked up because of the failures and the lack of any such actual and genuine concern for there would not have ever been such situations if the actual care and concern for my work was actually considered of importance in comparison to the completed and finished piece in all such comparisons?





Would it take a head injury to figure out there is no one who is ever allowed to be upset with me for my choices as per my work as the situations in reference to how such situations to go and speak with to discuss such aspects thereof have wrongfully been denied in the multitude of ways, which only repeats the aspects as to the lack of care as well as the lack of concern as to any such portions of my work in reference to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces for if there actually had been official care and concern for such then I would have officially been informed of such through the correct channels thereof as to the officials in such uniformed aspects in comparison to the ways of which such situations had occurred?





Why does it take a head injury to figure out to the lack of genuine concern of such to any individual I had specifically named in any such reference as to any such military supposed associations thereof as to which if such were considered as of importance, there would not ever have been any hesitation as to such return contact in the correct form and fashion thereof?





Who would think it took a head injury to figure out the Medal of Honor Museum not having returned contact in reference to within the state of Texas as well as to the facts of which if in any such aspect towards my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork and such a lack of asking me as to my personal opinion of any such portion thereof, only showed me the lack of respect as to my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork as to ever thinking to have the exact aspects as to how they would have preferred such a situation in comparison to how others thought such would look better as to any such portions in fully comparison as those individuals would know what would be best for them in comparison to those who had nothing to do with official aspects as to my Medal of Honor Art Project to begin with?





When did it have to be it took a head injury to figure out there is not one individual who is ever allowed to ever have any form of upset as to such hypotheticals because of the fact as to how I have been treated and I am the one who completes all of the work in reference to what it specifically takes to complete my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as the encasing in glass is the least portion in comparison to all of the other aspects involved with the entire processes, of which additionally would be against my Freedom of Expression for any such problems associated with anyone else’s attitude as to my personal choices for the best interests for my Medal of Honor guys to begin with in another aspect thereof?





Does it take a head injury to figure out there is not one individual who is allowed to have any portion of any type of being upset to my Medal of Honor Art Project and my choices thereof as what was the occurrences, during the 20 year memorial of the 11 September 2001 attacks as to what I personally went through as to any such aspects thereof; would be an extremely small situation to take into consideration for anyone who would ever think they would ever have the slightest allowances as to ever being upset about my work of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork pieces as those pieces are actual historical and spiritual rubbings and those portions of which my training and my background of my work obviously were not ever taken into the correct high regards as to the respect of such portions as to the ways thereof such additional aspects to take into consideration as to how individuals within the state of Texas had treated me about that particular even each year between the timeframes of 2002 into 2012 as well as after returning to the state of Texas briefly before the transfer portions out of the state of Texas?





Who would think it took a head injury to figure out as to the building of such a Medal of Honor Museum while that Bronze Star was still on the marker at the time despite having gone over such details specifically in reference to the removal of the Bronze Star from the marker portions, as to the full disrespect to my Medal of Honor guys’ earned portions thereof for their Medal of Honor?





Should it take a head injury to figure out there is no one who can ever be upset because anyone who ever handed off my Medal of Honor Art Project pieces and/or caused damage to such on purpose to slight me not only caused the proof as to the lack of seriousness as well as the lack of concern as the validity of my work, as well as did not ever respect the Medal of Honor award itself while additionally did not prove anything except the aspects of which to the writing I had posted on my journal blog as to being an unwanted artist in all such aspects thereof?





Does it take a head injury to figure out there is not one individual who has any right to be upset with me as to any such aspects as to any portion of the above combined in any such way as to having more than two of each individual portion of in this journal blog entry, only proves as to the facts of which I have written as to such as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out once is odd and twice is coincidental while three times and more is a pattern of which in turn does it take a head injury to figure out if you do anything to change any portion of my Medal of Honor Art Project Artwork that I am going to see such just as my Medal of Honor guys would and have seen such as just as I have described or is there something I am missing to know to be able to understand to comprehend the reality of such?





Could it take a head injury to figure out the most easy and simple of ways to actually have shown me that anything actually mattered that I have worked on and completed, was to simply be truthful with me and not assume anything without specifically asking me in person in full truth of when initially discussing such topic aspects with me and thus no one has any right to ever have any upset as to such choices if any such ego attached to others’ issues thereof?





Who knew it would have took a head injury to figure out having acted similarly in any such way as to my now dead-ex-husband, would only show me you preferred that in comparison to me and life?





Why would it take a head injury to figure out I have ever right to be upset and there is not one individual who actually has any right to be upset with me as I made every attempt to help and actually save of which how I have been treated as a combatant in comparison to as the helpful ways I have actually been, in comparison to what I have seen in such references?





Should it take a head injury to figure out I would not be nearly as upset if what I have needed to begin with was correctly shown the proper care and concern, then again I knew I did not graduate Basic Training in the Army and though such acknowledgement of such the concern as to the realities only has shown me the lack thereof to such concerns because of how such situations have gone over the years as to the situations and realities of?





While some might read such and think or assume to themselves as such to be of normal thoughts of mine whereas for such aspects the situations of which to the reality is comparatively, is it took over a decade to officially see such in such ways as those who once knew me knew that I had not ever given any ultimatum in any such ways unlike what has been done to me in such varied references thereof in all such comparisons as even with such aspects; there has not ever been an ultimatum spoken of or written of as to any such wishful thinking as that would require such portions to have actually been discussed as to telling others to make the choice of one side or me, of which I have not ever done as I have only pointed out which side was chosen in comparison to ever telling anyone else to choose one side or the other as I have already explained as well as wrote about in such aspects as to purposefully not making such a choice to ever give anyone such a way to view as to another or myself.





How does it take a head injury to figure out in order to make the sensation of me to ever have been a wanted artist in a positive way, it would mean having actually spoken with me and shown me of such aspects in truth in ways which without me having to bring up such aspects on my own and go around as many locations as I have to not ever get any answers thus far as to any such portions regarding what I have written letters and gone to such locations in which the truth having been spoken and responded to would show of such; which I am thankful for the only one aspect of which I have ever received the written correspondence back at the time from Mrs. Melania Trump as to her having written at the time there was not the ability to assist with such, which has been seemingly the only truth I have received in return contact as to any aspect thereof in an official context thereof to such references and regards of?





Does it take a head injury to figure out the situations in reference to the election integrity combined with the fact it was during #POTUS45 POTUS45 #DonaldJTrump Donald J Trump and #VPOTUS47 #MikePence VPOTUS47 Mike Pence reelection as to the 2020 election cycle as to the requirement for the clarifications as to such aspects regarding the fact checking as to the realities of the supporters as well as administration who has social media accounts at such times to realize as to why the election in the year of 2020 went as it had in such references when looking back to my journal blog entries from around and since such a time?





Why does it take a head injury to figure out that #KSAT #KSAT12 KSAT12 and that #mysa #SanAntonioExpressNews San Antonio Express News article in the year of 2008 did more harm than it ever did good in reference to my son #Letters4James, my daughter #Letters4Lidia, and me #Justice4Me #Justice4Susan MeeLing #Justice4LadyDoriBelle as our lives because of such a failure to put the full truth in the news article in comparison to only picking and choosing in comparison?





Should it take a head injury to figure out to make things more difficult for me in comparison to making things easier for me would only repeat the lack of concern as to what I have dealt with as well as would only show as to show me as to how little I ever meant to anyone, throughout my entire life?





I did not think it took a head injury to figure out that in reference to my SCUBA Diving to ever have shown it was worthwhile would to be to actually acknowledge me and what I personally accomplished as well as created in truth to me in comparison to ever acknowledging in any other form or format as to such aspects, as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out doing so would only show the lack of respect to such works as well as the lack of respect to the waters of the oceanic areas as well as the beings thereof.





I did not think it took a head injury to figure out choosing to ignore the facts only shows the lack of respect for the truth, as well as shows the lack of concern for genuine safety.





I did not think it took a head injury to figure out if those San Antonio Express News journalists had reported the forced situation as they were explained properly as to the forced aspects in comparison, that my SCUBA Diving work would have been more accepted quicker in such comparisons and the problems within the oceanic waters would not be where they are at; of which I do not think it should take a head injury as to such aspects having already been clarified by me, requires the San Antonio Express News to correct to fix and repair such information within their own newspaper and online articles thereof officially in writing as well as in reports on their website as well as within the newspaper prints themselves to ever fix and repair such correctly as per the transmissions thereof as I did not think it took a head injury to figure that would be of extreme importance and actually show where integrity matters.





I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the fact such aspects have gone on as such in the ways of which it is now seven years since how I wound up in Washington state and the lack of any such contact where such concerns as to my as well as my children’s safety and best interests, as to having brought forward the portions as to the realities of being less than one year awake from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury and there not ever having been the concern of such aspects as to anyone as far as I have seen in such references thereof to the realities in all conjunction portions; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out the choice of which to believe those who look what is considered as normal compared to how I look as to such aspects throughout the years from such aspects, only shows the biases of the physical as well as the biases as to the problems against those with specific medical needs as well as the biases to the levels of which the levels of are just beyond words at such a point in time.





Does it take a head injury to point out the fact of my choice to submit documentation including my website in a combined court of law under oath with multiple law enforcement officers in uniform with their full main gear within the presences of the presiding Judge as to all such aspects in truth in reference to the actual speed I was driving at 74 miles per hour for the case, the pictures and descriptions from my SCUBA Diving oceanic aspects which was discussed in the combined court case, the pictures and written word about the US Space Force aspects as well as my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, the connection referring to the 11 September 2001 20 year memorial time portions in such paperwork, the realities about technology as per the free download as to the link provided in reference to re-reading such aspects, and etcetera all under oath knowing in the combined court of law with all such law enforcement officers in the area as to the truthful realities as to my testimony in truth? Below is the free download as to my testimony as well as what I had submitted in the combined courtroom for reclarification as there were issues I was having when posting the journal blog about my time in combined court in the journal blog link Tattooed & Tattoo Artists Unite! #BlackLinesMatter #BLM #SCUBA #TattooedLivesMatter #TLM (susanmeeling.com) because of the situations with getting that particular journal blog correctly taken care of, due to situations involving getting technology to correctly work for me with ease for my best interests as well as explanations thereof.


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I did not think it took a head injury to figure out…well…a whole bunch…





Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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In such references if there are any inaccuracies then I will fix and repair such details on my website, as per such.


Though there are the aspects of which if you would like to speak with me in addition to possibilities of opportunities for me, the welcome aspects as to contacting me through my contact form.



If I have known you in person when in person in positive ways and/or ways which might need clarification(s) as to mature discussions, there has always been the welcome open door policy as to contacting me through my contact form if you were not given my new phone number though such is online regarding my website more recently published online as to my Website Business Phone Line: (360)-713-4937.

Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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