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It should not take a head injury
*after personally sustaining a head injury & coma*
to figure this out...

 
 
 
 
 
 


After a Drill Sergeant threw Me into the metal part of the bunk when I was in Basic Training for the United States of America's Army branch at Fort Sill Oklahoma #FortSill #FortSillOK #FortSillOklahoma #OK #Oklahoma in the year of 2000 on Psalm Sunday, I have dealt with the situations as best as I have been capable to do so while taking care of the situations and asking for assistance as per the required explanations of the information to such facts first.  While making the attempts to get assistance for the aspects thereof as to the reality, the aspects of where and when as to the multiple attempts to ask for assistance for me.  As my journal blog for when I was ready to bring such as to my other works forward since as to the lengths of time as to where my modeling was as to the modeling page information, just as the other pages have the information as to such specifics, and just as this journal blog of mine is as to such facts.


If I had real friends (if as to having met in person face to face in person in real life as to the aspects of this particular reference such as from the state of Texas as to the state of Washington as to the years of 2000 through 2013 if I met within the state of Texas for such references), real (the areas of the tristate region as before the year of 2000) family, and real relationships in real life that recognized me as to the aspects of if as to the face to face in person who started in truth as I had started such in truth as to the after effects from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury, as well as the subarachnoid hemorrhage in the frontal lobe of my brain that took 8.5 years to dissipate; then I guesstimate there would be the easier factors as to being capable for me to speak with others in truth in person face to face in person and/or through online measures as to such factors I suppose.  Though would such as to the knowledge of the ways as to how they began such discussions with me as to would there be such a situation, for them to consider as to such if factors as to such discussions with me in truth?


As to some suggestions and commentary within "Finding A Silver Lining" one of several of my bo0ks I personally authored/wrote/compiled as I can only speak and write in truth as per such clarifications as to the reality as to the specifics of such discussions/writings/videos as per my Official You Tube where I have satirical commentary where I comment about the factors as to having dealt with others' opinions about their pop culture references of #NJ #NJstate #NewJersey #NewJerseystate New Jersey, though as to for the most part I have actually preferred to be asked with politeness if as to having read my books and/or seen my website as just the same in reference to the timeframes when I was modeling as to having respect as to what I consider as respect, referencing if as to such polite manners as to discussions if as to such having been noticed because of the factors in my opinion as to having real discussions as communication would be if my website was seen before the year of 2023 as I first began my website in 2015; as in my journal blog posts as to the reality of the years of 2010 through 2013, as to the aspects of introductions as to those timeframes when as to various factors as I did not take selfies as I was actually working with photographers as to my creations of my outfits as per the description on the link to my modeling page(s) as to the references regarding my journal blog updates in the years of 2019 through 2022 as the timeframe onward as to the year of 2023 as to the factors as to how such journal blog entries will be as to such factors as to the aspects of the various topic points.


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 I was born and raised in New Jersey and grew up going throughout the tristate northeast areas mainly, and as to how the reality of when the importance of the situations as to the aspects of reviewing as to such facts regarding the logistics for several factors as to the considerations; the years of 2019 through 2022 as to the review process as to the aspects of the timeframe, prior to the timeframe of the 20 year memorial of 11 September 2001 also known as 9/11 as well as before the 30 year memorial of February 1993, as to the northeast areas mostly known as to New York City #NYC #NewYork #NY #NYstate #NYU though also as to the #Pentagon Pentagon, as well as Pennsylvania #Pennstate #Pennsylvaniastate as to the reality of how many New Jersey-ians commute in either direction, depending upon what location for the commute. 


The factors though I have said at times, I re-re-re-re-re-re-grew up in the state of  #Texas #TX #Texasstate Texas as to such factors as to the timeframes, as well as all 26 of my SCUBA #SCUBA #SCUBADiving  Diving certifications I earned were through one school within the state of Texas as I also earned winning first place in a Texas Chili cookoff with more than 20 entries as well as my chili recipe as I am adamant about my recipes as to such aspects just as I am specific as to what it actually takes for me to cook in a BBQ as to the required preparations for when I have BBQed.   



I can sarcastically write, those who know of the Rules of the BBQ as to where I grew up as to the Rules of the BBQ as to such factors to the considerations of such preparations.  However that is to cooking food as to the differences of my journal blog entries, as to the factors as to proverbial aspects of food for thought as the difference of real food in real life as to the facts of the situations to such attention to the details as well as attention to the information.


Such facts as to the metaphors in some of such factors that only after reviewing such information as to the aspects of the fiction book series that were as to for My personal life as to such dreamland sorts of factors as to the differences of such hypotheticals, the references thereof as to such regards as to the logistical emotional with the real situations as per the names I was informed of at the timeframes referenced review as to My journal blog as to the situations overall.  


If as to my journal blog being found and read as to where what I consider as common sense, as to the aspects of my satirical saying   how it should not take a head injury to figure out. 
 

*(sometimes utilizing articles discussing facts)*
By:  (Reverend) Susan MeeLing
also known as

The One & Only


(YouTube)   Lady Dori Belle


 

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REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

SCUBA Diving in a multitude of ways as to an Aquarium

Does it take a head injury to figure out the difference between military #SCUBA #SCUBADiving #MilitarySCUBA SCUBA Divers and recreational civilian SCUBA Divers as does it take ahead injury to figure out Military SCUBA Divers earn their training while being the whichever branch or division of the United States of America’s Armed Forces as recreational civilian SCUBA Divers go through recreational SCUBA Diving in the civilian sector, and does it take a head injury to figure out Military SCUBA Divers have known a minimum of three individuals who have had a head injury or also known as a TBI?



Why would that be of importance to take into consideration, as to several aspects?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out there are those within the military branches and divisions who would have the fuller in depth details of naval vessels and why would it take a head injury to figure out the facts thereof as to the requirements to actually truthfully bring such details forward as to my SCUBA Diving, if there are those who actually have ever cared about the various branches and divisions of the Armed Forces of the United States of America?



Does it take a head injury to figure out if there are any local or state law enforcement individuals who ever needlessly and wrongfully as well as illegally put any restrictions on my SCUBA Diving aspects as to their failure to see the facts as to the realities of my being medically retired from the Army branch of the United States of America’s Armed Forces as enough to know the facts of which I have testified in truth as to under oath as to my Blue Identification Card of/for the Armed Forces of the United States of America, how would such be viewed as treason as to such local and state level law enforcement as to the situations as to the domestic terrorism on the homeland soil of the United States of America especially in reference to such connections as to what I have already brought forward; and does it take a head injury to the fact as to such problems between local and state law enforcement to the various individuals throughout the Armed Forces of the United States of America as to the needless biases from those who have been in the local and state law enforcement for if it were for their more willingness in comparison to their attitudes as to working with the Armed Forces of the United States of America is the reasons why most people within the Armed Forces of the United States of America walk away from such types of individuals knowing as to the realities of clearance levels are of whatever levels such clearance levels are, to which the clearance levels of a local and state law enforcement are not the same as the clearance levels of those within the various branches and divisions of the federal level of law enforcement as the situations in reference to the United States of America’s Armed Forces?



Does it take being a SCUBA Diving Instructor to figure out anyone who willingly chose to be a part of the knowledge as to having stolen my intellectual property as to the permissions required to be able to ever use my creation of the Underwater Wedding, began all such weddings of abominations as to each one of such spiritual marriages without divorces for any individual thereof to my now dead-ex-husband to begin with and does it take a head injury to figure out that person is who your actual enemy/enemies are?



Should it take a head injury to figure out each person who ever posted online of their own free will to such aspects of any such portions of their own free will, outed themselves and gave away their own personal location addresses of their own free will as to any such wishes to ever claim incorrectly that I ever dropped their name as should it take a head injury to figure out when they had made the choice to ever post to begin with was when they had outed themselves first?



Does it take a head injury to figure out posting any message online or through a text message or through an email or through a social media posting is of one’s own free will and therefore does it take a head injury to figure out, each individual had made the choice of their own free will to out themselves as to any such portions of the lifestyle as per their own accounts thereof?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the SCUBA Divers who made the choice as to now revealing such truthfully as to the after times as to my SCUBA diving at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as well as any such individual associated as to the choices made without ever discussing anything with me by simply asking me in truth about such with the correct aspects being presented to me about questions in reference specifically to my SCUBA Diving, would be the individual(s) to question as to why such took so long to begin with as to my writing such aspects as to my books “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” and “Finding The Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing”; as does it take a head injury to figure out if I was asked in truth by being officially informed of the questions needing to be discussed in truth to begin with, as to the facts would have been brought forward sooner and none of what occurred between the years of 2009 through to now would have occurred?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the situations to each individual in SCUBA Diving who had stood by and did nothing in reference to such hypotheticals in comparison to standing up for the correct and righteous aspects as to the realities of my SCUBA Diving, how much sooner everyone could have been working on my creation of the Underwater Travel System in comparison to the length of time for such as does it take a head injury to figure out there is not going to be the point of working on my Underwater Travel System without the facts in truth brought forward as does it take a head injury to figure out why would there ever be a working on such without the reality of such brought forward in truth?



Does it take a head injury to figure out anyone who is or could be upset about the facts as to the spiritual marriage to my now dead-ex-husband by each and every individual who had been the ground zero of such who made the choice on their own of their own free will began at the choice to use my creation of the Underwater Wedding before ever going forward as to the situations regarding my Medal of Honor Art Project, or does it take a head injury to figure out what the timeline was and has been as to such realities?



Would it take a head injury to figure out when the choice was made to use my creation of the Underwater Wedding I created while still remembering as to the facts of being an Ordained Reverend as to the aspects of being raised as well as confirmed as to a member of the #Prebyterian Presbyterian Church since the year of 1997 would automatically mean as to such additions to attending a Catholic Parochial high school called #SaintJohnVianney #SaintJohnVianneyHighSchool #StJohnVianney #StJohnVianneyHighSchool #Holmdel #HolmdelNJ #HolmdelNewJersey #NewJersey #NJ #NewJerseystate #NJstate #SJV #SJVHS Saint John Vianney High School, my Medal of Honor Art Project as per my electives to graduate and be a confirmed member of the Presbyterian faith while being a confirmed member of #OldTennent #OldTennentPresbyterian #OldTennentPresbyterianChurch Old Tennent Presbyterian Church would guarantee the facts of which my Medal of Honor Art Project is of the #JudeoChristian #Jewish #Christian Judeo-Christian faith and background thereof?



Should it take a head injury to figure out my stand your ground laws as to my rights as well as my Constitutional Rights as well as would it take a head injury to figure out if any such withholdings illegally were to be in reference to the aspects of any such portions as to the spiritual marriage to my now dead-ex-husband would be a violation of the #13thAmendment 13th Amendment while being within the legal aspects as to the legal definition of Prisoner of War as to the situations regarding the combined aspects as well as would be within the realms as to the situations regarding #DrMaryEdwardsWalker Dr. Mary Edwards Walker as well as other such connections thereof to the modernized aspects as to such portions thereof already brought forward as to such writings on my website as well as my books?



Why would it take a head injury to figure out the facts people in the communities I had been a part of in the years from 2009 through onward who ever had complained about my repetition of words and/or my medical aspects and/or etcetera as to whatever they personally had noticed if having known about the facts as to my SCUBA dive at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg are the ones to additionally blame for the lack of medical treatments as well as the needless pain as well as the needless stresses as well as the additional tattoos and such portions thereof to the aspects thereof, if those people had simply paid attention to detail; thus does it take a head injury to figure out I have officially been tortured repeatedly needlessly by each individual who has terrorized me on the soil of the United States of America throughout such times and throughout such years including in reference to recently regarding Walter Reed as does it take a head injury to figure out if I had officially been recognized to begin with for my works as to such times in the year of 2009 instead of other civilian recreational SCUBA divers covering their own SCUBA Diving instructor recreational civilian records as to those individuals having been domestic terrorists the entire time as to such hypothetical views if such evidence is found to such aspects at whichever levels thereof?



Would it take a head injury to figure out the choice to use my creation of the Underwater Wedding was a choice made by domestic terrorists as to the ways of such knowing as to the combinations thereof, and does it take a head injury to figure out there will not ever be as there cannot ever be a spiritual divorce from my now dead-ex-husband without such recognition as to the realities thereof?



Does it take a head injury to figure out the facts of such regarding the SCUBA Diving situations as to anyone ever registering such with PADI and/or NAUI and/or any such references outside of my personal works as to my registrations through the Library of Congress officially has proven such intellectual property theft for such aspects which includes the portions as to any such usages of the fact of my creation of the Underwater Wedding as to having used such without my personal permission as required; or does it take a head injury to figure out how that aspects is a combined aspect as to what I already brought forward in “The Modern Day Book By: Reverend Susan MeeLing” of which does it take a head injury to figure out as to such portions in reference to the additional sexism and feminazism as well as going against the ADA and the fact of the 13th Amendment violations as to the facts of which to keep calm as to other such factors and to such portions thereof?



Would it take a head injury to figure out I would have every right to defend myself as well as stand my ground for each aspect to stand my ground against individual who would have done so as to such aspects, as to the usage without my permission of my creation of the Underwater Wedding as does it take a head injury to figure out that would be a massive abuse as well as violations against my Constitutional Rights in each such ways thereof; which would it take being a SCUBA Diving Instructor or does it take a head injury to figure out as to each violation thereof for each individual as well as the aspects to such portions as to the terrorist attacks on 11 September 2001 and the declaration of war against such ideologies thereof to the radicalized islam portions as to the ways which such proof is literally able to be seen in reference to each one of my tattoos I had to get to assist myself because of the lack of care and the lack of correct medical treatment in reference to after my SCUBA diving at the USS/USNS General Hoyt S. Vandenberg as well as the fact I could have gotten medical treatment if the UHAUL situation had not occurred as to being able to go take such in directly to the #MilitaryCityUSA #SATX #SanAntonioTX #SanAntonioTexas Military City USA JBSA location of which does it take a head injury to figure out the facts additionally thereof to what was dealt with on that same exact post as to such situations thereof?



Would it take a head injury to figure out what problems would be in reference to the facts of which having it been known as to giving birth to my son as well as my daughter as to the timeframe after waking up from my coma from my Psalm Sunday 2000 head injury as to the SCUBA diving situation as to the treatments as to what has occurred as to the rave situation and so on and so forth, as to the ways I told people as to the medical care system in such comparisons; though does it take a head injury to figure out when I told people and warned people about the ways my biological mother and my biological father and my biological sister as to such viewpoints as to their problems with the various branches and divisions within the Armed forces of the United States of America as to the complaints as to the military individuals getting employment as to additionally writing about such in reference to “Finding A Silver Lining By: Susan MeeLing” as to the facts of such discussions and the proof of patterns of behaviours as to what I had told others and warned others about repeatedly, as to does it take a head injury to figure out where I had been truthful the entire time as to all such aspects thereof as does it take a head injury to figure out the details as to the sit down situation after they had moved from #IL #ILstate #Illinois #Illinoisstate as to what I already brought forward and was wrongly denied of such because of what I have already repeatedly brought forward and at what point does that actually get recognized as well as taken care of correctly and properly as well as fixed and repaired correctly and properly in my favor?



Why would I be asked about being born and raised in New Jersey and accused as such and then the problems in reference to the transfer if any such individuals had not believed me before as to the transfer situation and would such aspects be considered as an extension as to such domestic terrorism in my direction at me needlessly because of the failures upon such individuals within the state of Texas as to #OlympusProperties Olympus Properties as to any such connection to either the lifestyle and/or SCUBA Diving as to any such problems those people hypothetically caused by their choices as to such, and why would it take a head injury to point out as to such violations in all such aspects and regards thereof by their choices of their free will to such aspects thereof on top of the other portions brought forward as would it take a head injury to figure out if such individuals lied to law enforcement as well as lied to elected officials as well as lied to the Armed Forces of the United States of America’s individuals as to the ways of such aspects as to their own personal involvements first as to my SCUBA Diving if such the beginning portion in the year of 2009 does it take a head injury to figure out those people have been domestic terrorists since the year of 2009 against the United States of America on the homeland soil of the United States of America as to the terminology of homegrown terrorism?



In turn if others contacted Amazon and Amazon the company itself had not contacted me which in turn any such aspects as to anyone else getting involved without my personal contact to Amazon first would automatically violate the terms and conditions of agreements, as I had not ever allowed anyone nor did I contact anyone about my books or my works as to such; as I did not think it took a head injury to figure out I would not allow such aspects to such ever, as it should not take a head injury to figure out there is no circumventing such aspects as to the illegal leaking and the illegal releasing of such as does it take a head injury to figure out there would be a full violation as to all such Constitutional Rights by all such aspects thereof as to any such wishes against my will as to the portion of Amazon ignoring illegally such aspects and/or allowing such of which in turn where is there any such belief in humanity would not ever be seen by me and I would not care as to any such wishes as to any other portions as does it take a head injury to figure out that would only be a pure violation of all such Constitutional Rights in every individual way against me as well as mine?



Or am I supposed to see how of something different of who would have the intelligence to actually be able to explain such not me for such a different view as does it take a head injury to figure out there would not be any different view from me as why would I ever see anything other than the lack of care and the lack of concern and the lack of any decency as to what I would personally see as the respect of my works as where would I ever see such respect to such works of mine ever for all such intensive purposes?



Would it take a head injury to figure out there would not be anyone who would ever know of what it specifically took as to all such connected portions of my Medal of Honor Art Project as to the same ways as to there would not ever be anyone who would ever be able to teach or instruct as to my type of SCUBA Diving, as each aspect would fully have to be taught and instructed only by one person as does it take a head injury to figure out that one person is me and would have to have such audible words as to such a question to ask me if such would ever be allowed and what would actually be required for such aspects thereof instead of such assumptions hypothetically as unless you were able to create a high ceremony magick 7 day in a row ritual at the age of 13 years old on your own; does it take a head injury to figure out there is none who has ever been taught as I have been taught as to such works as does it take a head injury to figure out that there is a difference between levels thereof to which when an Adept gets to a certain level the lack of need to speak such words as to already having achieved other levels of which such backgrounds as to other such connections?



Does it take a head injury to figure out it would not have been known prior to such aspects such as certain individuals not related to myself and not in such ways of which would be able to be found through any yearbooks, though only certain individuals who would know of such aspects in other depths as to the #IHOP IHOP references as to my abilities having been noticed before anyone I ever knew in the state of Texas as to such portions thereof to which I already protected myself from ever allowing such aspects previously because of already having known as to protect myself from such types of individuals or does that take a head injury to figure out as well and how would such tries be seen as to such violations as to my Constitutional Rights of my Freedom of Religion as well as such violations of my rights as to the 13th Amendment in conjunction aspects thereof?



Should it take a head injury to figure out that it is up to all of those people in such regards for them to offer the proverbial olive branch as to such peace talking discussions in comparison to ever wishing such would ever come from me, as to their choices to their free will for such aspects; or does someone have to be a SCUBA Diving Instructor to figure that one out too?


Does it take a head injury to figure out an #USAF #USAAF #AirForce #OBGYN Air Force OB/GYN being a baby about the fact I was in labor after 10 days total as to the time frame of telling the that male OBGYN doctor my opinion about how his toilet paper college degree was accurate, though does it take a head injury to figure out when he found out as to I had been awake from a coma for less than 1.5 years during that time as to he should have been intelligent enough to contact CID and the MPs to get me help as to such times if his degree was not an expensive piece of toilet paper?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the comments in my chart from the labor and delivery part in the year of 2001 as to the comments to 2002 were not ever taking into consideration the length of time I was actually in labor as well as had not taken into consideration that set of medical individuals’ biases as well as had not taken into consideration their past patterns of behaviours, as it should not take a head injury to figure out when at Fort Sill Oklahoma there is a section in the cemetery for just infant babies because of the amount of deaths which occurred due to the failures within the medical field of such individuals because of the OBGYN doctor’s lack of concern for the life they are supposed to be delivering as to the mass graves and the massive grave problem as to the situation thereof?



Should it take a head injury to figure out the differences I meant when writing the aspects of the differences between feminism and feminazism as does it take a head injury to figure out the saying of “happy wife happy life” means there is some submissive tendencies as to those who prefer their spouse to be happy in the correct ethical and moral ways as to does it take a head injury to figure out in reference to when my acknowledging being a Female Dominant as even though not remarried ever as to even now in the year of 2021, what would such aspects as to the ways I view life have anything to do with such aspects as to patterns of behaviour?




Does it take a head injury to figure out when I explained as well as wrote about the problems caused when my biological mother and my biological father had allowed my biological sister to add the literal common name for the species of fish named Convict Fish or scientific name of Archocentrus nigrofasciatus into the aquarium at the house in New Jersey as to the ways of which the aquarium which had been growing perfectly well until then and until that timeframe as to such needless involvements, as to the problems which my biological sister needlessly though had purposefully caused because of her jealousy as to what would be made in the various ways as to growing life?



Should it take a head injury to figure out as to how many as well as how big I was able to get the various species of fish to grow including the fish my biological father named Aunt Jemima because of the fact she was a Black Molly as the common name for the scientific name of Poecilia sphenops nigra, of which the color of the Aunt Jemima syrup bottle back in the years in the 1990s was actually the color of black in comparison to any assumptions by anyone who might have their own internal problems as to such aspects in comparison to paying attention to the multitude of factors in plain sight as does that take a head injury to figure out additionally if had voted for #POTUS44 #BarackObama POTUS44 Barack Obama as to the individuals who proclaimed how they were excited only for him because of being the first black president would fully show such racism as to such individuals as to their ideology or does it take being a SCUBA diving Instructor to figure that out?



Would it take a head injury to figure out as to anyone who voted for POTUS44 Barack Obama under the reasons claimed thereof to the race aspect as to any such problems as to my being able to get my SCUBA Diving gear to the JBSA Fort Sam Houston Texas location in Military City USA would in turn show the racism against me as to the facts of what I was falsely accused of regarding my choice and my right to vote for then #SenatorJohnMcCain #JohnMcCain #SenatorofAZ #SenatorofArizona #AZ #Arizona # AZstate #Arizonastate Senator John McCain and Governor Sarah Palin as well as later vote for Senator Mitt Romney and Senator Paul Ryan



Does it take a head injury to figure out in Arizona if such questions were needing answers to the situation in reference to my ex-sister-in-law as to the situations in reference to the dress blues situation as to the aspects of the artwork as to such a time in the year of 2013 because of the San Antonio Express News Article as well as the other factors thereof as to the #Cowboys #CowboysDancehall #CowboysDancehallSATX #StoneyLaRue Cowboys Dancehall Stoney LaRue concert situation as to situations to review across state lines, as to such aspects as to ensuring the correct news as to #factchecking fact checking and #electionintegrity election integrity as to the #integritymatters integrity matters portion of which I had explained the realities as to the situation referencing the Chief Warrant Officer 3 as does it take a head injury to figure out the facts of the Chief Warrant Officer rank issue I had brought up as to the need for the mediator portion though the discussion at the time as to such as does it take a head injury to figure out the facts of such garage details I had told Scott Huddleson that he chose to not include in the required aspects as to my safety as well as my son’s safety as well as my daughter’s safety as to the newspaper industry and other such organizations have reported on a variety of aspects and yet hypothetically had not though possibly had known as to the ways which such a stir of such reactions would lead to the ways which news breaks though what irony when news organizations have not completed the stories or the journalism when there are more details than one or two simple facts as to why in reference to the general public as to intelligence and abilities to research and verify information yourselves as why would so many situations I personally have lived through as well as survived have ever been held back as what would be the aspects thereof to such details as why would anyone need to know to understand what I comprehend from various situations I have dealt with and why would anyone prefer as to what choices thereof?



What needless hypothetical jealousies from the areas I grew up from the state I was born and raised in regarding New Jersey as to the females and the males I once knew as to the levels of situations as well as the individuals I knew in Illinois as to other locations hypothetically as to the wrongful portions of what experiences have occurred of which I have dealt with and survived, though what types of situations ever added to by such individuals after the known factors of the terrorist attack in the year of 1993 as well as within the time of 11 September 2001 be in considerations for such domestic terrorism charges against such individuals as to the aspects thereof as to the hypothetical portions as to whatever other additional personal situations as to those individuals for their choices of their free will as to their explanations thereof and why would I be blamed wrongly for what those people should have taken the blame for their choices thereof and should be charged with the aspects for such prosecutions in my opinion though why would such matter in larger ways as to standing grounds as to such aspects?



What would such ever mean in reference to the aquarium as to my abilities and what I have brought forward regarding the differences as to when I am in a good mood compared to a bad mood have anything to do with the health and the wellbeing of the oceanic waters as well as the lands on and throughout the earth in such references, or do you have to be a SCUBA Diving Instructor to figure that out?



Should it take a head injury or do you have to be a SCUBA Diving Instructor to figure out there are good reasons and positive aspects to chivalry, as when did it become cool to be anything except chivalrous in truth?




Maybe it should be rethought as to a way of which the proverbial terminology of cool points as to such aspects as to chivalry as to the aspects of which as many have been involved with certain aspects in the roles thereof to whichever portions thereof, as why would it be considered as anything other than a good thing or a great thing when a female is happy and taken care of properly and correctly with respect?



Who would ever have thought there would be the day when such archaic as to the sexist and demeaning behaviour would ever be brought back after so much progress has been made as to the equal rights as to civilization as to civilized behaviour and free will choices thereof or is it there was and had been the need to explain the realities of the portions as to what genuine abuse regardless of gender is compared to discipline and/or self-defense, due to the amounts of situations thereof?



I may write as I do and speak as I may in such differences while physically looking as I do, though even I knew better to be able to distinguish the difference of positive behaviour and positive choices in such comparisons as the reality of going from College Algebra with Trigonometry and Calculus to 2nd grade math has a bit of a different meaning when taking such proverbial aspects into consideration as even though I look as though I drew on myself with a crayon and have the hairstyle I do; are there ways to which some viewpoints might be considered a bit different as to how such reviews might be in this year of 2021, for such considerations as to maturity levels? What would those be for such review, and which levels thereof?

Remember, since I was either six or seven years old I have been giving warnings as to the best of my ability as to the visions I had which began when I was in second grade of Elementary school.  The first warning I gave officially as to my nightmare vision compared to my dream vision was in the year of 1988 or 1989, compared to the online writings and my books as well as my journal blog entries year timeline for the information.


If anyone is upset please direct your upset towards those who had made the choices to constantly needlessly block my warnings and/or try to explain otherwise as to their trying to curb their responsibilities, in comparison to the responsible and respectful choices as best as I could possibly do so as a child starting as to such information at the age of when I was six in 1988 or seven years old in 1989.


I made every attempt to inform as best as I possibly could, though hopefully the clarifications throughout my various books and writings as well as journal blog entries compared to the amount of people in multiple areas which I had spoken with about in person from the years of 1988 or 1989 through to 2012 more continuously before 2013. 


In the year of 2019 is when I began reviewing such details and onward through the years since 2019 more officially, however I made the attempts to give the warnings and what others' choices have been as to whatever proof thereof to who you should be speaking with as to what they told you in comparison as to the upset and anger with in comparison.


How many assistances I have made attempt towards betterment as to the clarifications from the year of 1988 or 1989 onward did it truly have to take for each to genuinely pay attention, as I have been making the best attempts to assist for the best possibilities how?

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

REMEMBER:

After the head injury caused a coma while I learned how to deal with the headaches, migraines, cognitive disorders, memory problems, and other medical conditions I went from College Algebra with Trigonometry & Calculus down to 2nd grade math.  Here is how logic works for someone like me::

~  It took awhile for the doctor's recommendation to use sticky notes, to help remember.

~  It took several months to realize sticky notes moved, let alone to remember to speak with the doctor.

~  After I finally remembered to ask the doctor about the note problem, notebooks were recommended.

~  When I could remember to pick up a notebook, it took a long time to learn similar to sticky notes, notebooks are not always where they were placed.

~  After I was able to organize the notebooks over several months I still had not learned notebooks are not always readily available, at the necessary time.

~  When I remembered to speak with the doctor about the notebook problem the doctor had few other suggestions, to assist memories better.

~  After several events and adding up sticky note and notebook location problems, I realized my skin goes everywhere I do.

~  Wanting my tattoos to only be for me and not for public consumption I started the ink on my legs, able to hide easier.

~  It would not be until many tattoos and several years later I would realize my memory problems were usually not as bad when wearing shorts, capri pants, or a skirt.

~  Between 3-5 years after my first tattoo I had the first tattoo completed on my arms, and my memory has slowly progressed towards an easier memory jolt.

 

 

When I say "it should not take a head injury to figure this out" it is partially in humor from personal experiences, towards understanding.

 

If I can laugh at my mistakes after recognizing and dealing with them, so can you.

 

You have the knowledge, understanding, and wisdom I lack in order to put everything together to fix the problems seen with abilities I do not have. 

Utilize the information within the blog to find genuine repairs and instead of complaining of the "hurtful" commentary, prevent the issues from reoccurring.

Then again, it should not take a head injury to figure that one out.

Do make sure to link my journal blog entry articles to yours if you refer to my works for any of your research in the slightest, for proper credit. 

 

Thank you, in advance.

Model Author Susan MeeLing

It should not take a head injury to figure this out because I thought you are supposed, to be smarter.

If there are those who find such interesting enough to research further to bring forward more information in reference to the forefront for more detailed information, as usual I request the courtesy of the same which I do in reference to how I refer to articles for reference points when writing my journal blog entries; for each one used for reference starting points, to research for clearer understanding from such knowledge.

 

That is common sense, good etiquette, and good karma; whilst lifting others upward, in positive ways.

Quotes which mean a lot to me:

"The ultimate measure of an individual is not where they stand in moments of comfort and convenience, but where they stand at the time of challenge and controversy."

"We must reject the idea that every time a law is broken society is guilty, rather than the law breaker.  Freedom is never-more than one generation away, from extinction.  We do not pass freedom on through our blood stream because freedom must be fought for, protected, and handed on for the next generation to do the same."

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony.  Though best to be able to share in person with who matters, until that time occurs being able to see what is possible through such is a feat to notice.  One must be happy within oneself prior to being happy with another, though such can be enjoyed if living in one's own truth is as such. and then as to the capability to progress forward with another and/or others depending upon the situation(s) and individual(s)."  ~  A Quote From Me, Reverend Susan MeeLing also known as Lady Dori Belle

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Thus far there has been only one who has known the contact form area to speak with me on a phone line was simple and capable to do so through, in truth.

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